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一九九三年，他六歲。460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkwZX7Qa902
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夏夜有風。媽媽替他更換小背心當睡衣，撥扇哄他入睡。睡得香甜，不願醒來，懶理微微發癢的臉頰。460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR4nLxiOHHs
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夏日惡毒，毒不過他臉頰上的無名腫毒。媽媽焦急收拾銀包和證件，說要帶他到醫院。爸爸睄他一眼，認為他近日吃過量煎炸食物，長暗瘡，純粹熱氣，無需花錢求醫。媽媽沒好氣，匆匆拖著神智不清的他前往醫院。460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeQ0N60AZff
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醫院離家不遠，不過二十分鐘腳程。相識的鄰里、熟悉的街景，既近且遠，扭曲模糊折疊……天旋地轉，手腳一軟，眼前一黑，倒下。460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡICMZ5fUvFo
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看不見，聽得到。460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVlojh7w9HU
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尖叫，呼救。心跳，鼻息。人，車。460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsXBW2dpIFJ
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電車。460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9DNMijdgA4
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叮叮——叮叮——460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpQXAY8pECv
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他曾取笑它慢吞吞。媽媽說電車再慢亦會比他快。460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlcGZDBvrp2
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媽媽喜歡電車那叮叮聲，平凡而獨特，隱隱卻嘹亮。460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYekj3pXr8P
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他仔細聽、認真聽。平凡而獨特，隱隱卻嘹亮。460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaXHnSEY2oy
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刻骨銘心。460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXe0OlhSz85
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叮叮——叮叮——460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkeuSIuoKPD
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（02）460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtk46PrHqCS
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看得見，聽不到。460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiL2IVJrgCl
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聽不到醫生說他內耳受感染，無法康復。460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX2GKDuPqso
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聽不到爸爸怪責媽媽疏忽照顧他。460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSrFk3mJAFH
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聽不到媽媽自責飲泣。460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡszs77TWDAa
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但他統統看見了——他看見聲音。460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr5uoWRDrqV
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絕望聲音是揚沸的黑煙。460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6wpwelGoiZ
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憤怒聲音是燃燒的血紅。460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8dL3By9AVU
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罪疚聲音是混濁的海藍。460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzb7N31jPX1
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世界五顏六色，暴烈狂亂。460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0VkhRfNdcj
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他受驚瑟縮在家，直至媽媽的顏色徹底消失。460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRcLIGFQkDs
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爸爸指向電車，比手畫腳，示意媽媽昨夜在電車自殺。460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlbXqZOvn63
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叮叮——叮叮——460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCEO3R0VDVz
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叮……460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgTVLB0jljK
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（03）460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoWIaY2kKeI
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二零二三年，他三十六歲。460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrfvBoIPLey
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當年媽媽離世後，爸爸帶他遷離港島，遠離電車，遠離傷心地。460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsWSw6JDck5
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時日漸過，傷痛漸退，他漸漸看不見聲音的顏色。他明白那是幻覺，是自身心理防禦機制產生出來的，用以舒緩情緒和壓力。聲音的顏色日益淺薄，如煙如霧，再也妨礙不了他的人生路。460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaUXVZQzyv2
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他決定要勇敢，走出陰霾，好好過活，不然會像爸爸一樣帶著哀傷終其此生——爸爸去年自殺，同樣在電車上。明明爸爸比他更抗拒港島和電車，為何偏偏在電車自殺？因為媽媽？沒能知道，沒能問個清楚明白。460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgMn4Fr9K0H
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二十七年來，他首次踏足港島。心情緊張，有如當年踏入新居。460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmVwhavUSS7
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熟悉傢俬配上陌生單位，有形無神，是家不是家。460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡle5rD2orqA
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常見事物配上獨特氛圍，舊瓶新酒，突兀不協調。460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXeM6Gca0GA
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周遭顏色頓變濃稠，阻擋視線，如屏成障。看不見前路，聽不到指引，忽爾忘記將來。人總沒法拋棄過去吧。過去構成現在，現在組構將來。過去如何，將來也必如何……460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ64CxcLSu6F
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一抹綠影突然冒出，撥開重重色彩，在他眼前掠過，緊隨而來是隱隱卻嘹亮的聲音。460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsMn1l5uIcz
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叮叮——叮叮——460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRdnNxx5JSB
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震驚。460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdKisUAz3Yt
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怎麼可以聽到聲音？460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnZZKh4buOc
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叮叮——叮叮——460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxbJflbPvEK
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一股莫名衝動驅使他拼命追趕電車。460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYK0TkgC0HN
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累。電車再慢亦會比他快。他再快亦追不到那些經已遠去的。460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuF35eQKGAG
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他開始不明白自己為何要追趕。他沒有追趕的原因。他再努力亦無法追回那些人事物。460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdWOXTAF24B
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他不想再追。很累……460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsMBcB0OHWA
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叮叮——叮叮——460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHeQSGIdXZK
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乘客陸續發現行為怪異的他，將手提電話伸出窗外拍攝。460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuxm4cFNES9
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電車似是擁有生命，生出無數觸手，向他招迎。當中有兩隻全綠的右手沒有手提電話。揮動姿勢與其他手臂不同，是多麼的熱情親切，充滿期盼，彷彿在講：「來！快來！」460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ07BsCHmS4P
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他咬咬牙，跑得更快，想要看看綠手主人——會是他們嗎？460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6kLD9yaKuV
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他沒能看見綠手主人的臉，但他堅信那是父母的手！460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBppBdIHzwd
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這可能是他有生之年最後一次與父母團聚！460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXUS7Di8CUX
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父母都是自殺的，在他毫無心理準備之時離他而去。460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrVnMLTn8X9
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他接受不了。460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsoJUwPqffM
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叮叮——叮叮——460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT0J8EMsG0c
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電車準備靠站，他快要追到。460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhw33KxImJI
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綠手開始氣化。460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRrmLggFBZw
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再努力亦枉然？一切努力只顯得他是那麼無能無力。他唯一做到的僅是無奈接受……460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6jilf7hZTh
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綠手在他眼前消散無痕。460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGyR7zm7ddt
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他力竭倒地，哭得像個孩子。460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqMHjKTbVzI
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叮叮——叮叮——460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5scWbFVS5O
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電車靠站，乘客分道揚鑣，世界運轉如儀，沒有因為他的怪異行徑而改變本身命運。正如他沒有因為努力而及時握著兩隻注定要消散的綠手。460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwkj4ONRbwR
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緣盡。460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx5hWd0Hntk
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無謂執著。460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzDBh7Tdg47
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忽爾澄明。460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnma3wFi1gD
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汗止，氣平，淚盡。460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYCn7CBlkU5
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他重新站起來，拍拍褲管塵灰，抬頭挺胸走向電車站。460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ13i9D6ZIKw
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排隊，付款，上車。460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi0iUbH8RVQ
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如同其他乘客。460Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡelr92NIsQY
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如同其他同樣平凡而獨特的乘客。
