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（01）386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcH8EZSpr1W
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一九九三年，他六歲。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUvi8nidbTC
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夏夜有風。媽媽替他更換小背心當睡衣，撥扇哄他入睡。睡得香甜，不願醒來，懶理微微發癢的臉頰。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaCml7IEdZc
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夏日惡毒，毒不過他臉頰上的無名腫毒。媽媽焦急收拾銀包和證件，說要帶他到醫院。爸爸睄他一眼，認為他近日吃過量煎炸食物，長暗瘡，純粹熱氣，無需花錢求醫。媽媽沒好氣，匆匆拖著神智不清的他前往醫院。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmfJGIxHSCy
386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0tJHsuUdqK
醫院離家不遠，不過二十分鐘腳程。相識的鄰里、熟悉的街景，既近且遠，扭曲模糊折疊……天旋地轉，手腳一軟，眼前一黑，倒下。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPbzIvaRCXT
386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSv6LgUKFbj
看不見，聽得到。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAN3Z4hLW0e
386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiYmIyQis7s
尖叫，呼救。心跳，鼻息。人，車。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKVg26oPuMh
386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmqoUaYaRuj
電車。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNphrP77EhQ
386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5kitvJNTcT
叮叮——叮叮——386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQNkyEt3YD8
386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD1IRlAh8lU
他曾取笑它慢吞吞。媽媽說電車再慢亦會比他快。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡADIKGpE2CS
386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Jv2fHs1YQ
媽媽喜歡電車那叮叮聲，平凡而獨特，隱隱卻嘹亮。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY4YgeIs8aN
386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEq46vmzq1t
他仔細聽、認真聽。平凡而獨特，隱隱卻嘹亮。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVNLo4hsSb6
386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmUaTDHnxz4
刻骨銘心。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡThCb0YTJKa
386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnmR8KYrVYt
叮叮——叮叮——386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6pEaYxIztt
386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQo2FaCDtLw
（02）386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuVpmdf1Jcq
386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4u2oahRTb3
看得見，聽不到。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡye7NKu0ZNd
386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLi3HdTKDSb
聽不到醫生說他內耳受感染，無法康復。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnTk9FsgSMI
386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDe1mxrW4mv
聽不到爸爸怪責媽媽疏忽照顧他。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ0ryIZFyF1
386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6LzVdBEOli
聽不到媽媽自責飲泣。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC3WxbiG2cI
386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDToYFAHFys
但他統統看見了——他看見聲音。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEDlMAfuGc7
386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0JcztmkJs6
絕望聲音是揚沸的黑煙。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCfIIs5ccva
386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHonfqYBKR3
憤怒聲音是燃燒的血紅。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2sVgZ5yHi8
386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYZPaiqw1gy
罪疚聲音是混濁的海藍。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4McDbUwCd6
386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLLyIn74isV
世界五顏六色，暴烈狂亂。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKCy3NVpZ0x
386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnKTUGVNnQn
他受驚瑟縮在家，直至媽媽的顏色徹底消失。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZyZFaCLaHw
386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡafukr2M9m5
爸爸指向電車，比手畫腳，示意媽媽昨夜在電車自殺。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡevc76F2Zyv
386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf1Zx1IdtlH
叮叮——叮叮——386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsb4s9sESiA
386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKcedMazmRr
叮……386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ19bsEg5i8e
386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFbkUONatWq
（03）386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN3cZeCyc8a
386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPKDw0QZs8V
二零二三年，他三十六歲。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8DZJz24WPG
386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAUjAfELUtw
當年媽媽離世後，爸爸帶他遷離港島，遠離電車，遠離傷心地。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡonNLHZKTpp
386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwDYkuZZmWJ
時日漸過，傷痛漸退，他漸漸看不見聲音的顏色。他明白那是幻覺，是自身心理防禦機制產生出來的，用以舒緩情緒和壓力。聲音的顏色日益淺薄，如煙如霧，再也妨礙不了他的人生路。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX9YHdwAZhs
386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSn7jHj629F
他決定要勇敢，走出陰霾，好好過活，不然會像爸爸一樣帶著哀傷終其此生——爸爸去年自殺，同樣在電車上。明明爸爸比他更抗拒港島和電車，為何偏偏在電車自殺？因為媽媽？沒能知道，沒能問個清楚明白。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL7mnmNGf7J
386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiVNtVL4Odb
二十七年來，他首次踏足港島。心情緊張，有如當年踏入新居。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIBKaAqUwTG
386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrKvTvlNmdO
熟悉傢俬配上陌生單位，有形無神，是家不是家。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUPPS5OjM8N
386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi3kMvOeZwI
常見事物配上獨特氛圍，舊瓶新酒，突兀不協調。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwfOQV46QNE
386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZpisU0lRGT
周遭顏色頓變濃稠，阻擋視線，如屏成障。看不見前路，聽不到指引，忽爾忘記將來。人總沒法拋棄過去吧。過去構成現在，現在組構將來。過去如何，將來也必如何……386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmfUi7JJhfj
386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3mPDW1FhIv
一抹綠影突然冒出，撥開重重色彩，在他眼前掠過，緊隨而來是隱隱卻嘹亮的聲音。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡalsVIwTVA7
386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2j3yjmHKqy
叮叮——叮叮——386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUpZlGYapbU
386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ1Oq0iG6yh
震驚。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoublpOcX7e
386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡin7QK0f0Fx
怎麼可以聽到聲音？386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdmrcJfP133
386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmywppqXrVh
叮叮——叮叮——386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeqBmVT4bxn
386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡegEuj07gtE
一股莫名衝動驅使他拼命追趕電車。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnjl4WOAZNL
386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqp0EU4WZo1
累。電車再慢亦會比他快。他再快亦追不到那些經已遠去的。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG2WytV6mf2
386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9CegTFTp5S
他開始不明白自己為何要追趕。他沒有追趕的原因。他再努力亦無法追回那些人事物。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSWsWGq8QIs
386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL7OweZmyxq
他不想再追。很累……386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXKZapZKo7Y
386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7EfLRkOivu
叮叮——叮叮——386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNfmPAwuMEz
386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn2DiUB6iwr
乘客陸續發現行為怪異的他，將手提電話伸出窗外拍攝。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ70DxLAyffe
386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTXfDgHBC62
電車似是擁有生命，生出無數觸手，向他招迎。當中有兩隻全綠的右手沒有手提電話。揮動姿勢與其他手臂不同，是多麼的熱情親切，充滿期盼，彷彿在講：「來！快來！」386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxKLaK7ajsg
386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqtzHkEsJzZ
他咬咬牙，跑得更快，想要看看綠手主人——會是他們嗎？386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4d4EfFIEFU
386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2CfKKmtbPw
他沒能看見綠手主人的臉，但他堅信那是父母的手！386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkSvSwpOaq8
386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6TTBeTLRAS
這可能是他有生之年最後一次與父母團聚！386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDqDwCDi6WE
386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6htNWm1XxM
父母都是自殺的，在他毫無心理準備之時離他而去。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPxWBrhFel4
386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDB9cBiQxJb
他接受不了。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSrQdKpWOqj
386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4J8CMyQ3GW
叮叮——叮叮——386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2deDQjyYnR
386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ZPdmQeXa6
電車準備靠站，他快要追到。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7FBI2oa5rJ
386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeLEpZtok92
綠手開始氣化。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2KobKFezsU
386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZztC0ebORq
再努力亦枉然？一切努力只顯得他是那麼無能無力。他唯一做到的僅是無奈接受……386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxOoaEgiOWR
386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjJhFN5LXy8
綠手在他眼前消散無痕。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtxv4fEyPEm
386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoA1K0NKMkz
他力竭倒地，哭得像個孩子。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu3BJSbYWet
386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzjbcPgfgIO
叮叮——叮叮——386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGj3kI2BWlR
386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW2peIpT05C
電車靠站，乘客分道揚鑣，世界運轉如儀，沒有因為他的怪異行徑而改變本身命運。正如他沒有因為努力而及時握著兩隻注定要消散的綠手。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrnWKk0v8a4
386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡATAbdPJ5Zw
緣盡。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL0dM6CtieB
386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa5EwcRnZB9
無謂執著。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcsADHnd3gz
386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKB11rsRc1W
忽爾澄明。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzwGX0CnmLL
386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPhPyuugFU6
汗止，氣平，淚盡。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVT5p6GQ9ww
386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqaMIkN6zRY
他重新站起來，拍拍褲管塵灰，抬頭挺胸走向電車站。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK3QgHhqqmi
386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ02IDAmusUu
排隊，付款，上車。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvoUWAQ64U5
386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc2asYk7A2I
如同其他乘客。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRB2eN6mryj
386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmvfQC8GZqb
如同其他同樣平凡而獨特的乘客。
