
秋夜。與同事消遣後,有人打算到酒吧繼續狂歡,邀我同去,但我婉拒了,畢竟自己不習慣應酬,悉才飯局已然將我心力掏空。293Please respect copyright.PENANAOQ0UAL3Ioy
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踏入職場十多年,仍然未慣與人交流。293Please respect copyright.PENANAfsQsDUve37
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也許本性如此吧。293Please respect copyright.PENANAnyw13SI4HW
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討厭。293Please respect copyright.PENANAxfKeOZ7DZK
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我踏上歸途。沿路街燈整齊排列,在灰黑路面各自畫出米黃圓形。柔和畫面莫名令我感到難以言喻的鬱悶。293Please respect copyright.PENANAaiWlHRkINa
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路經公園入口一刻,我驀地停下腳步,躲在燈光無法觸及的位置靠牆抽菸。白煙冉升,遇上越過三米矮牆的光禿大樹枝節。我有意無意抬頭望樹望煙,聯想起兒時收看的宮崎駿動畫《龍貓》。當中一幕是兩位女主角和家人浸浴時一起嬉鬧,全然不知可愛的精靈趁著月色飄往夜空。熟耳的背景音樂襯托下,畫面就此定格在夜空、彎月、白雲和茂盛參天大樹。293Please respect copyright.PENANAcLZjd0UZ3e
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溫馨畫面和此刻蒼涼秋意形成強烈對比。我似乎有所觸動,同時也沒法捕捉任何確切感受。千言萬語卡在胸腔間,無法出來。293Please respect copyright.PENANASTTbYucZnl
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討厭。真討厭。293Please respect copyright.PENANAAabiWZnOyP
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我無視不遠處的垃圾桶,隨意彈走未盡的菸尾巴,看它掉在路中心。隱身菸灰間的橙黃火光晦暗不明,像掙扎,像呼救,像要耗盡最後力氣對我施加詛咒。293Please respect copyright.PENANA0flu0lF6mF
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討厭。真討厭。很討厭自己經常傷春悲秋。293Please respect copyright.PENANAi6yAud4Ado
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不過就是菸屁股。293Please respect copyright.PENANA2R14jPfeAA
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不過就是同事之間一個閒常飯局。293Please respect copyright.PENANA2xEzmdDxYd
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不過就是一個平凡人不習慣職場文化。293Please respect copyright.PENANAPe6SeAUW7P
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不過就是一件沒甚麼大不了的瑣碎事。293Please respect copyright.PENANAfKwZQJQS7d
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討厭。真討厭。很討厭。十分討厭。293Please respect copyright.PENANAJf6JwPibaa
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這種無法緩解和、無法宣之於口的鬱悶……十分討厭。