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（1）死486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnqUC09dvZr
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他在梳化上猛然醒來。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPXDsgIXZK8
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電視仍然亮著，新聞報導員正在講述關於疫情的新聞和消息。內容千篇一律，悶人又煩人。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwU187YGUib
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他打個呵欠，伸個懶腰。雙掌使勁按壓梳化，借力撐起整個人，避免膝頭過份受力。許是在凹陷的梳化坐得太長時間，大腿和臀部均感到少許麻痺。不至於會跌倒的程度，但他下意識地一邊倚扶著傢具，一邊拖著腳步走向浴室。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡja7ujqCpOF
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人老了，身體差了，動作遲緩了，連小便如此簡單和基本的本能也變得困難。甭提總是瞄不準便器，尿液還要是逐滴逐滴慢慢滴出來，彷彿要滴乾他的尊嚴。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQeBzG6gJXo
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怎麼辦？可以怎麼辦？吹口哨吧。口吹曲子，耳邊響起熟悉的歌聲，心裡默唸自勵自欺的歌詞。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy6LiHJ9Y7w
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莫再悲 莫再傷 遇到悲哀休誇張486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXofC0KxPtG
誰亦要經風與浪 誰遇挫敗不受傷486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXTAcMU7AfQ
逝去的 莫再想 路正崎嶇更漫長486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrJtFcnw02O
何用嘆息風裏望 寶貴光陰笑著量486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA0lObs4eNM
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小便後，步出浴室，再次聽到報導員的沉悶腔調。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3y3MxYL5C8
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抵不住。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyQmJzCvwps
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他決定到公園散步。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGn9zvRSxxV
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望望手錶，是上午十時半。難怪放眼所見多是上年紀的人。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRW1zhS8wIW
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好福氣的，或是三五成群談天說地，或是在家傭的攙扶下散步。福薄的，或是推著購物車奔波買餸，或是顫巍巍地被送上療養院的巴士。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDIA4oYXxun
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自己有福氣嗎？托賴。能走能動能講能吃，與兒孫同住。雖偶有口角，卻也沒有特別煩心事。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLEYx7PKzod
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他知道自己該要感恩，奈何始終沒能衷心感謝上天。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyp3dipR03m
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輕嘆一聲。繼續走。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFiKjjD0AEX
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樹影婆娑，鳥叫蟲鳴。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡviuu4S7hRi
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他不自已憶起亡妻……486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCjFjbCdnRE
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三年前的夏天，她在家跌倒，傷及腿部筋骨，自此總是步履不穩，走路時偶爾會突然腳軟跌倒。兒子勸她多休息，不要外出。她明白兒子苦心，奈何整天悶在家中令她心情抑鬱，精神越益差勁。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwamadIv8LW
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他偷偷帶她到公園散步散心。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJwSK6Kkcwq
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「我的腿康復不了，是嗎？」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFOqi1Qs5hI
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「不是。你向來身體強健，這小小傷勢不是大問題。」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHi5eGMnFIZ
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「我何時可以痊癒？我想去探望朋友。」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQMjnXmOTA2
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「快了、快了。不用著急！」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGyKrxhCvfq
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「即是何時？」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqqmzYM6GOA
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「下一個夏天。」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0mVUT5AtEy
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她幽幽回望，驚訝丈夫斬釘截鐵交出一個確實答案——醫生也不敢斷言她會否康復。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpHxK8E2cfy
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樹影婆娑，鳥叫蟲鳴。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpEY5mviNky
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感動，明明眼前只有絕望。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8McTdhGFOj
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她的手忽爾不再無力，牢牢緊挽住丈夫的臂膀。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwZ2TkZNQ82
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奇蹟？希望？不。僅是信念，難以言喻的，難以理解的。他不是神、不是醫生、不是專業人士。他僅是一個脾氣古怪的躁狂糟老頭。但她就是相信他。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC8FTaAGeu4
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內心終於安定下來。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGavkAgoHj4
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她沒再糾結於健康問題，開始向丈夫講述她的未來夏日大計：「探望朋友前，我要先辦一件十分要緊的事——吃『菠蘿油』！」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhnXobog4DV
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「但你的血糖……」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6RLH7zDnpi
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「我向來身體強健，這小小血糖問題不是大問題。」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfxclrq5HuG
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他會心一笑，笑她依舊貪吃如豬。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvBNhxfPzQh
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下一個夏天到來。她的腿傷還是沒能康復，走路時拐得更嚴重。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYioyVNjUe8
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兒子送她一根拐杖。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7F4ZMquMnJ
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當晚，她躲在浴室裡啜泣。他沒有上前安慰，因為所有安慰說話都沒能扭轉衰老之勢，倒不如讓她盡情宣洩情緒。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJAgTss9TvS
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她不知道，整個晚上，丈夫徹夜無眠，眼睜睜望著天花，細聽她的哭聲，細想她的未來。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmK4IQXfxMs
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天亮，兒子和媳婦準時離家上班去。他送孫兒到學校後，馬上回家慫恿妻子一起外出逛街。「夏天嘛！當然要吃『菠蘿油』！」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw82j3bPaKv
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妻子笑了，連忙穿上最漂亮的衣褲鞋襪，戴上最喜歡的髮夾，塗上最鮮色的紅唇膏。她沒有使用兒子送她的拐杖，因為丈夫就是世上最好的拐杖——依著他、靠著他，她安然走到今時今日的七十高齡。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMO4EsTV7ek
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鐵路車站裡，人流如鯽，彷彿有股無形的強力水流在背後催促著。他懶理，繼續保持慢調，只知自己不僅是自己。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkMoNuN8HA9
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終於來到馳名的冰廳，二人各點一客「菠蘿油」。不好吃，亦不是回憶中的味道。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbyyZoSIssh
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不要緊，反正「菠蘿油」僅是一個名目而已。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw2aFPRGNHh
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夫婦相視而笑。笑甚麼，不知道，大概是完成了十分重要的事情吧。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwQ6vduyQ8S
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於願足矣。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ifiPSURTI
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沒過幾天，還未開始探望朋友，她已於睡夢中悄然離世……486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfMf3I66LkT
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公園裡，樹影婆娑，鳥叫蟲鳴。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfN8HyqMhMg
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他不動聲息，藏起思念，繼續開步走。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9opmp9ycTq
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總得走下去，不是嗎？486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0qbTSyxXNO
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不努力走下去，就不會知道下一個夏天是甚麼光景。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5307DaWOz2
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走到涼亭，看見熟悉的棋友正在對弈。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9bDn1c7wQ1
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棋局中，事事分明，步步無情。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo2rjXUkXFU
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他專注觀賽，全然忘記身後的樹影鳥蟲。
（2）病486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBCaSmedwnf
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他在床上徐徐張眼。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ566c5x8kjI
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床褥太軟，腰骨微痛。這不是家裡的床。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9BWw39cQzq
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暈眩冉退，目光聚焦。看見多張整齊排列的病床和面無血色的老者，他瞬間得出以下結論——醫院。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj0MzE7GI0y
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嗯。醫院。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqCFw3iTqtP
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接受醫生的檢查，證實無恙後，獲告知可以隨時出院。護士根據過往紀錄，已通知兒子和媳婦，只待他們前來接送。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzGqc5DMF16
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醫生離開後，護士也去忙別的。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPS5uOeQ0EX
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他呆坐床上，默默看著醫護人員在多張病床之間來來回回，感覺實在又虛幻——活到這個年紀，總得要到醫院走幾趟，實屬平常不過的事情，對吧？486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Gh9VrMUcm
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如他所料，兒子在晚上八時許現身。一臉倦容。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwTm5kEobyT
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「醫生說我沒大礙。可能是公園太熱，熱昏了。」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCDgIh6ZJ2M
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqX1fnQLtkL
「那就多待在家裡避暑，不要外出四處走動。」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzH5napRzxX
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「知道。」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwktAoYo1M3
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兒子攙扶他走出醫院，在街邊截下的士，直驅住所。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLIUgsYFe9t
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車廂裡，二人不發一言，各自對著窗外景物發愣。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7KVpTVgA3f
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沒有怨氣或鬱結，只有緩解不了的疲憊。身心俱疲。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5QXvlSGNAs
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黃色街燈在夜幕下迅速往後退。一盞、兩盞、三盞……不盡，無窮。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2LIqmFTrVm
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兒子倏忽開口，神色惘然。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJk6AI0rZFx
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「我有末期肝癌，剩半年壽命。」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB22duoNb33
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「她知道了沒？」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVELDbKdUtP
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「不打算告訴她。」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2nm0SMU4AO
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「你如何在她不知情的情況下抽時間接受治療？」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyguwpHqyoA
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兒子笑而不語。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAZ68kk58q1
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他愣住片刻，良久才道：「明白。」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHKV7DHpIp8
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兒子輕拍他的肩膊，以示感謝。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs8zkyqeR16
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抵家。兒子依舊朝妻兒溫柔地微笑。他沒作聲，逕自到浴室洗澡去。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIklzYMZOkj
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蒸氣瀰漫，看得見，抓不著。甚麼也抓不著。抓不著開始，也抓不著終結。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFyYMNsTltE
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沒選擇的情況下被生產下來，沒能選擇長大與否，沒選擇的情況下經歷病痛，沒選擇的情況下死去。生老病死，全是沒能選擇的。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ64uUlyQrXj
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翌日，兒子和媳婦如常上班，孫兒如常上學，家裡只餘他一人。百無聊賴。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVl23gXQQUC
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他決定到公園走走。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVEwfhomYeJ
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樹影婆娑，鳥叫蟲鳴。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF9awQH2v9H
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1zMcfzWRx2
此樹是否去年那樹？此鳥是否去年那鳥？此蟲是否去年那蟲？要緊，不要緊。在意，沒能在意。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5dIWJUYSfd
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幽幽踏步，皆因內心焦躁。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgOHOVclpDN
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來到涼亭，棋友們向他問好。他笑說自己比年輕人更健康。棋友們以為再也看不見他，感到難過。他認為無論難過與否，該死的時候總得要死。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtq0NRfydDY
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全場一片默然。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIaIxlY8ENT
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聊聊笑笑罷。下棋耍樂罷。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVetwfJsyGh
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不要問為何。不要問感受。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡurnPLgDeUJ
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有如那樹那鳥那蟲。沒能在意。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDurxszH6es
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正午，他前去學校接送孫兒。孫兒說吃過同學送的怪味糖果後身體輕微不適。他不以為然。下午，孫兒痾嘔不止。聯絡不上兒子和媳婦，他只好獨個兒帶孫兒到醫院去。輪候期間，一張發白的熟悉臉孔癱軟在擔架床上，被匆匆推送入急症室深處。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpdKx7qm0jp
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那是今早與他談笑風生的其中一位棋友。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoad861f3ww
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數個身穿便服的男女先後抵達護士站，然後按指示守在急症室外。沒多久，醫生步出急症室，宣告棋友的死訊。男男女女隨即哭作一團。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHziHfrJyD6
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他默默將孫兒擁入懷裡。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0BPazV6ncl
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心慌的極致原來是平靜和淡然，皆因透徹體悟到自身的無能無力無奈。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡABzAPWSMIZ
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「爺爺，很熱啊！」不知袖裡的孫兒輕輕推開他。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVk06u6oXC5
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「嗯。」對於眼前一切，他花盡全身力氣發出渺小的一聲。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhvqYYZ1SYo
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晚餐後，兒子在露台抽菸，媳婦在廚房洗碗。孫兒是個好動的孩子，五分鐘前肚痾得雙腿發軟，此刻已然在梳化上跳個不停。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPdgjRmSK2B
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跳跳跳，有節奏地跳個不停，像心臟。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPVDp7QrVpX
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心臟停止跳動當刻，棋友有何感受？掛念未完的棋局？掛念急症室外的男女親友？486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS6gLpuLknN
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他的目光不期然瞄向露台，看著兒子呼出個個煙圈，圈圈復圈圈，冉升消散不復見。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCzGXfUKxAw
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不復見。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2SKp2YoG4z
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他莫名的被深深憾動。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2xXusseKSw
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走到兒子身邊，告知棋友的死訊。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh5Qm3vAObC
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毋須明言，兒子已猜測到他的用意。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBxh7pjrA2X
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「我不怕死。」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCdmeCyniQe
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「我也不怕死——死亡並不可怕，只怕沒能完成想要完成的事。」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNiemKZccYq
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「你有沒有想要完成的事？」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaXgT2rmLMs
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「每年夏天買『菠蘿油』給你媽。」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoHznX0UMYH
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「她的叮囑？」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ05OFYE9EBY
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「不。她離開得太突然，我沒機會問她，只得按照她生前喜好去估計她的心思。」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq57HIj5kA2
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「別傻！她不願看見你耿耿於懷！」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK11wrH7GXB
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「她沒這麼說。」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoGb0WBIi17
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兒子苦笑，笑他彆扭。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKs2zcQs7x1
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再次不了了之？他以為是，直至夜半聞得媳婦哭聲不絕。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEAltObizA7
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無論大家怎樣勸說，兒子依然不願接受治療，堅持要盡量留下金錢予家人。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe71aoMnCrz
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半年後，兒子沒死去。一年後，兒子仍活著。三年半後，兒子依然沒斷氣。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg2x9iMvaPg
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問何解。醫生說原因不明，但癌細胞消失了。兒子說只想盡力工作賺錢養活家人。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhZGG4EWIcM
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離開醫院、歸家路上，兒子和他拐到公園散步去。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7OcrUscGXc
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVJoFj1P5Bq
樹影婆娑，鳥叫蟲鳴。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡopi7G9uprM
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「你多活了三年半。」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyrxIabhbnt
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「我多吃了三個『菠蘿油』。」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfC7HwTr3Nw
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「想繼續吃？」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8cNrtNIaEA
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「是。期待下一個夏天。」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa1O2zLNbuD
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兒子認為這次大病是上天的提醒，希望他往後好好珍惜時間。打算辭職休養一段日子，在接下來的暑假與大家出國旅遊後，才重回職場繼續拼搏。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5dG0p97iIA
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他為兒子衷心高興著，亦感謝上蒼的好生之德，沒有帶走……486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV2dWBvrbQC
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兒子呢？486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqke9WWlzFN
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悉才尚在身邊的兒子不見蹤影。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVt4dcatvJY
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啊！記起來了。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt2qUE9evFY
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兒子去年在暑假前遇上意外，下半身癱瘓。沒能出國旅遊，沒能重回職場，沒能享受期待已久的夏日。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUoYoE8e7BI
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果然。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJT6M2JyyjT
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不努力走下去，就不會知道下一個夏天是甚麼光景。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc3Fiq20P16
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婆娑樹影之下、鳥叫蟲鳴之中，他繼續走。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaMkzQ7UL0o
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幽幽踏步慢慢走。
（3）老486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQhNySmAX3G
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他在搖搖椅上猛然醒來。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsrjY0gqcDi
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望望掛鐘，七時半。該要喚醒孫兒。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW5JEb4VeYH
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輕敲孫兒房門，不聞回應。推門內進，不見孫兒身影。房內枱櫃床鋪依舊，掛牆照片卻變了樣——相中人稚嫩不再，五官英氣。他頓時意會到孫兒早已不再是黏人的小孩子，不需要他的照顧。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm2bl8wZqq1
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若有所失。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWHNJdFF6yg
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到公園散心吧。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaYtxgKD6bW
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公園裡，美好回憶俯拾皆是。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZe1QU4SoUg
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憶起跟妻子慢步於蟲鳴之中，憶起與兒子傻傻追尋鳥叫源頭，憶起和孫兒偷偷在樹身刻字。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHX8OldEk4M
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離開緩步徑，闖入樹林。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTZPmTRDUVO
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找樹。找到那樹。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXHYvxEwol2
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不，不是它——因著樹身變得粗壯，刻記模糊難辨。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLcERdZDgFU
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此樹不是當年那樹，正如現時的自己亦不是當年的自己。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5bmqBRJLXa
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDm5LMzq0kh
長大、老去、病倒、死亡，無論願意不願意。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrDjWQp9LPt
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不願意。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPBU9TVddQu
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想逃。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTcrQrOEuPB
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逃！486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLyARRVByw9
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逃出樹林。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcYJj99bNrO
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彷如隔世。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUPHkCpIgEv
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陽光刺眼，氣溫熬人。不是回憶裡的現實。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3jSy3JqOre
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倏忽忘了路，忘了如何走下去……486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPmx1CUHSGS
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一青年步入警署。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8T9o7RyO4F
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「你是誰？」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfg60PK5fDd
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「我是你的孫兒。」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEGNkawAeC2
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「嗯……」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAm2oXDfxVZ
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「爺爺，回家吧。」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJKUaaojx7w
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「嗯……」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCIqXh6LahK
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家。他在搖搖椅上搖著、搖著，天花燈在眼前晃著、晃著，孫兒在廚房裡頭忙著、忙著。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0OLuRMeWgn
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一切近在眼前，卻又無比遙遠。反觀那些遠在天邊的，竟顯得如此接近。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmY2dcjHua8
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是否忘記了甚麼？486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡujFqKQHYAx
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目光無意間落在緊閉的主人房房門上——何解兒子沒有一起吃午餐？486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2dWG2tC5qu
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輕敲主人房房門，不聞回應。欲推門內進，卻發現房門上鎖——自己被兒子嫌棄了嗎？486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5LnR9ETqnd
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激動。拍拍拍，踢踢踢，吵吵吵。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqCqAeLz7qB
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「快開門！我要跟你聊天！快開門！來！快開門！」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsz4uYmWwkU
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孫兒應聲衝出廚房，上前阻止他吵鬧。拍門的手轉而搥打孫兒。孫兒逆來順受，硬生生吃痛。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡng8Ytt7JmV
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「爸爸不在房間裡。」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrFuVZo9a70
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8HkWHrZjCr
「你騙我！他一定在裡面！」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡewlWXYIc3Q
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5MOCvXOey7
「爺爺，你看看掛鐘——爸爸尚未下班，還在公司。」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1slVqq5XoV
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPeoLI73x59
未下班？在公司？他瞄向掛鐘——的確未到兒子下班時間。可是總覺得有甚麼不對勁……486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5OeS1Zsy2O
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhTcrjGhNTE
見他愣住，孫兒馬上抓緊時機分散他的注意力：「爺爺，不如一起到公園散步。」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoRLQ0itUFh
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn7ra0QFsr0
公園裡，美好回憶俯拾皆是。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlrbYowBaWn
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaPut95CqK2
他享受沿路的樹影鳥蟲，孫兒只著眼於面前的佝僂身影——希望他忘記剛才的亂局吧，那就不用向他解釋家庭現況……486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK8CowLduB9
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爸爸癱瘓後，媽媽獨力扛起家庭重擔。數年以來，乳臭未乾的孩子、癱瘓的丈夫、腦部日漸退化的家翁以及工作壓力狠狠將她壓垮。她捱不下去，離家出走。爸爸難以接受愛妻的絕情，一直鬱鬱寡歡。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiid3MpXfrn
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某個深夜，忽聞爺爺自言自語。起床查探，驚見爺爺對著垂頭不動的爸爸侃侃而談。窗戶半掩，冷風吹得爸爸頭髮凌亂，臉色慘白。滿房遍地都是涼透的菸屁股。淡淡的菸味在鼻腔彌留不散，卻偏偏嗅不出半絲生命的氣息……486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgc8ksum4qM
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他輕拍孫兒肩膀。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvpoVfehmmu
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「不用發愁啊！」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAwYJe2Es1J
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「你知道我在愁甚麼？」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyCpUMiwDiv
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「考試成績嘛！」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡblN51594SB
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「對！我就是擔心考試成績！」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeM81PZJcKT
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「傻孩子！考試只是人生的一小部份，毋須將成績看得過份重要！」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡraxmGv1a6d
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「嗯，我知道了……」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnFhcWInqDY
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孫兒唯唯諾諾，以假笑作結。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPdWeFc3hh4
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結伴走了又一段路。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIh6JdWGqta
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他望望孫兒——像曾經的兒子，也像曾經的他。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2RyH5LX9AB
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憶起關於兒子的一切，憶起關於自己的一切。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡghgNRdJoXK
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希望孫身兒能夠好好活下去，活得比兒子好，活得比他好。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSQoMvYyCix
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絕不能重覆亡妻與兒子的錯誤，留下一堆永遠沒解的執著予孫兒。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe6nkKjwHpx
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他輕拍孫兒肩膀。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3E7eUmR0UB
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「不用發愁啊！」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYCOoF9duoF
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「爺爺放心！考試而已，難不倒我！」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbbNnt6I3nt
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「對於考試也好、爺爺也好，如果你累了，就乾脆放下吧！」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqwrpkOFfKu
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他淡然一笑，笑孫兒長高長肉不長大。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOb5Zcz0biT
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孫兒傻了眼——他是真瘋或是假傻？486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoNBz2dyzdT
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沒待孫兒辨清真假，他已然幽幽踏步開步走。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡipMTv3y6eF
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孫兒沒有追上。知道自己該要追上，但雙腳偏偏誠實地佇立原地——多麼希望爺爺可以從此消失。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUsdUjiN0bE
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佝僂身影幽幽遠去，沒入婆娑樹影當中不復見。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEn061lNpVv
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鳥繼續叫，蟲繼續鳴，不過往後的夏天從此走了調。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsPzWhLtiGF
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沒有在意的人，沒有在意自己的人，無論願意不願意。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR2kAChBxY9
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幽幽踏步慢慢走。慢慢記起很多，慢慢忘記很多。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGoCi1q2AAo
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忘記為何自己會獨自一人走在樹林當中。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhS1Qst8n6D
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找樹？找不到那樹。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡugK2fIUoCu
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此樹不是當年那樹，正如現時的自己亦不是當年的自己。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0IfaCLA9uk
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長大、老去、病倒、死亡，無論願意不願意。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCHAuCjZY9Y
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願意。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVzfs9eEBEM
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無謂白花力氣去逃避。無人能夠逃過生老病死。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVWEPQbbCJB
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身累，心累。就此停下來，可以嗎……486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLq1iYuhuBk
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一青年步入醫院。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvYlmfN7nbJ
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「你是誰？」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡteY1jp1pvQ
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「我是你的孫兒。」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFflBmIpOxi
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「嗯……」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQx3wuZok87
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「爺爺，回家吧。」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfYc1ts6LK3
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「嗯……」
（4）生486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp5pSVKosWd
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他在輪椅上猛然醒來。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI00kKToQib
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樹影婆娑，鳥叫蟲鳴。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡopEW73KRlb
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爺孫二人身處公園大道上。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxLfA3ClVkY
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「口渴嗎？來，喝些許清水吧！」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAk4iBJfOGR
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孫兒停步，從背囊掏出保溫水壺，欠身將插於壺嘴的飲管置於他雙唇之間。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX8ASICkOwu
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他沒有吸吮。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMDXIc64ldK
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孫兒保持這姿勢好一會，惟見他沒反應，也只好收起水壺。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRAvAOAMdBb
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罷。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGQGf7TuQw2
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樹影婆娑，鳥叫蟲鳴。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9bzwxh6YFA
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他覺得這地方很眼熟，卻又苦苦想不起更多關於這地方的回憶。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqB5dFSXgz2
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不要緊。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDBvRmGC7Y9
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反正該是不重要的事情——自己寶刀未老，才未糊塗得忘記重要事情。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHAjiiLpnIc
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGkfE1NZAYm
他仍是那個身體健康的他，每天為養活妻兒勞碌奔波。妻子貪吃，尤愛「菠蘿油」，於是他偶爾會帶她到冰廳享用下午茶。兒子是個單純正直的小孩，深信「一分耕耘，一分收穫」，於是他一直暗暗為兒子籌謀、護航……他很自豪，自覺是個好丈夫、好爸爸。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNxKElymtBd
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嘴角輕揚。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡusvfaiqkSo
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一。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2jmzP8MihO
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二。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuauIQ0Gi3m
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三。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZeCvvgh5Dh
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那抹難以察覺的微笑僅維持了三秒。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH4n3vSBDDB
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三秒後，他忘記了前三秒的快樂，正如他忘記了大半生的重要人事物。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhDik7FP8Jc
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要緊的，不再要緊。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2P28lC2up7
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罷。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz64tS5rZPH
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樹影婆娑，鳥叫蟲鳴。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa2XvZt3DY7
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循著鳥蟲之聲，他的眼珠子微微往上瞄。葉間隙縫的陽光誘人卻刺眼。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXlBiQ5KWpJ
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輪椅一直前進，映入眼簾的紛亂光影不斷交替、退去、消失。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzKaQ3BDcf3
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在最後的最後，他眼前只餘一盞佇立於公園外的交通燈。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc26eQ5ROvZ
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紅燈。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBATKRpD9cQ
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「爺爺，這可能是我們最後一次一起逛公園。」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQHmjZs435h
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh7YagXzSQc
孫兒彷彿自言自語。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHouj7I6RSa
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綠燈。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ57rBtXJU5Q
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孫兒沒有開步走。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNqSGTMWtXu
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紅燈。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ajgwB3jF7
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「爺爺，我日後會盡量抽時間去探望你。」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjA9GWZhu7w
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqN3rE0ScU5
孫兒彷彿對空氣許下諾言。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVW6kxZHgc5
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綠燈。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5hWVFqNba1
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孫兒仍然沒有開步走。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFLQD8zyQje
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紅燈。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg9WhbdhYyu
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1z1DQHDLyo
「爺爺，你會怪責我嗎？」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMNJlFDumyl
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ47SDQpVJpL
孫兒問空氣，縱使知道空氣沒能回應。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcRNoD3qwdx
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綠燈。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOl20QLkJcP
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「爺爺，放心。我會努力繼續走。」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl1zTxLfwSQ
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5jeFaEPc3F
孫兒抿抿雙唇，藏起憂思，推著輪椅開步走。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUzG2hJJyiV
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總得走下去，不是嗎？不努力走下去，就不會知道下一個夏天是甚麼光景。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGIU5fD32y8
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這是從他身上學懂的。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSpgv9WjyDd
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一生受用。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXhM8R7SuX9
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「爺爺，謝謝你。」486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWe9G9J7Sze
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孫兒的話猶如耳邊風，進不了他的耳，到不了他的心。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9pcAB0bIbK
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要緊的，其實不要緊。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeHrAf3Ux7h
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罷。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3mNLv6CQaL
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他被送上安老院專車。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzcqaIQkNdX
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車窗外，無光街燈迅速往後退。一盞、兩盞、三盞……不盡，無窮。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtkmFzIaXUT
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腦海裡，無數樹影鳥蟲交替、退去、消失。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4FS5SGKECL
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4kSzn924Hd
他被動地遠離昔日一切。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1yhtDu6ljJ
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbLUw3KatHy
要緊的，不再要緊。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIL8KGa5ChC
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNSl8nB8WRf
他克盡己任，沒有遺憾。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhSjNgBoasH
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQdDQPgvtTS
他忘記前塵，沒有執著。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnGy4eoHDaT
486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ1vBNMz7u5
有如被踐踏的梳化，有如被點燃的香菸，有如被吞吃的「菠蘿油」。486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmz7IbZixXE
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毫不在意未來的每個夏日。
註：486Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLNvDO7LiQM
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***創作概念：人生四苦——生老病死——免不了，唯有盡量好好面對和處理，令苦痛時間減短。人到晚年，對四苦感受尤深。死，可以由身邊同輩身上深切體會到；病，也許是身體發出的一個警號，提醒你要珍惜光陰和重要的人事物；老，可說是身體的老去，也可以說是精神上的成長；生，沒有永恆的生命，只得將自身的經驗和知識傳承予後代。好好面對和處理四苦，是其中一種令生命變得圓滿和有意義的方法。
