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我是一座雪櫃，天生性格冷漠，有意無意冷待每個來者。嗯……這種說法不準確，對我不甚公平：每個被放置入我體內的來者本來就不需要熱情招待。它們要不垂死，要不已死。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ00QRppP7gt
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某天，主人往我身塞入一頭巨型活物。這是我首次看見主人以外、生命力旺盛的活物。我霎時沒能釐清眼前到底是甚麼狀況，本能地順應天性，乖乖張開肚皮，配合主人行動。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ZdO3xozl8
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活物拼命掙扎，奈何最終敵不過強大的主人。牠在我體內悲泣不止，我聽而不聞，默不作聲。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9CXtDZs8zN
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一星期過去，主人仍沒有放走活物。我感到奇怪：主人從未試過冷藏任何物體超過一星期。這活物到底有何特別？595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2DhPj1Ge1F
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我偷偷仔細觀察牠——修長四腿，頭頂兩角，大眼長睫，短毛遍體，最奪目的莫過於那不合比例的長頸。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJnUrUuXaSN
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「有話直言。別偷瞄偷瞥，這令我感到被冒犯。」595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU960Ln9wAt
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「你是誰？」595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNMUYzYEmtM
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「長頸鹿。」595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3b53o7nBwu
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「甚麼？」595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyKqOQJ6uqs
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「長——頸——鹿——」595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrwCMxdbR2d
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她的不善語氣充份表達出不耐煩。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoQyvYpVXAX
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我沒再多話，無謂自討苦吃。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhnlBaPt5r8
沉默維持多日，首先耐不住死寂的是長頸鹿：「你還未告訴我你的名字。」595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCyUzk8jSfa
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「雪櫃。」595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡogy64FvQhk
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「我知道你是雪櫃，所以我問的是你的『名字』。」595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyq6cZ8BFPC
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我深思數秒，恥感莫名生起：「我的機身編號貼在背板上。你有本事就自己往外頭看吧！」595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrE22mw8PGg
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「你明知我沒能逃脫！」長頸鹿生氣咆哮。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqWCIAI5rEt
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「別講成是我主動囚禁你——我也是被迫的！我恨不得馬上趕走你！你知道你把我撐得多痛嗎？」我按捺不住，將連日不愉快情緒發洩出來。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxnSNE450T9
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長頸鹿沒馬上回嘴。我以為牠在生悶氣，誰料牠竟報以淒涼啜泣聲。我不知所措：沒有遇過這種情況、這種外剛內柔的活物。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf1Rr9rUb6y
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又是一陣熬人的寂靜。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAsjRlmd35D
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事實上，我並沒有閒著，不斷在腦海反覆排練如何展開對話而不令長頸鹿感到難過。但無論我內心如何躁動，在長頸鹿眼中我仍是沉默如常，牠仍是率先打開話題的一個。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYuajH2cxCZ
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「抱歉撐痛了你。」595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd4M310jR5U
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「毋須抱歉——你根本無法選擇。」595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmc98IfZ4vV
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「如可選擇，我會回到我的故鄉去。那是一片廣闊的草原，有和藹可親的同伴、好吃的新鮮樹葉、熾熱耀眼的陽光和帶有草原氣息的涼風。」595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjeewgKvnDh
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「我知道甚麼是『同伴』、『樹葉』、『陽光』、『涼風』，但我想像不到這些東西湊合在一起會是何樣光景。」595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHopY1KKSjJ
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「美好的，幸福的，快樂的。」595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡajFXizbRpF
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「我希望自己有幸能夠親身體驗。」595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgOaoSzcId2
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「如可離開這鬼地方，我定會帶你去草原。」595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjqy8XloeYe
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「噢！謝謝你！」595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaL3JHSHbhR
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長頸鹿告訴我很多關於草原的事情，聽得我如癡如醉。惟牠問及我的故鄉時，我卻支吾帶過：冷冰冰的工廠，不值一哂。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTswYj9K8LR
我著實不理解自己的心態：明明長頸鹿把我撐痛，四個蹄印深陷我身內壁，但我偏偏習慣了牠的存在。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5CKF4KOT8W
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我討厭這種感覺——我彷彿不再完整，不得不依附牠這外物。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUT7owiqGLw
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我故意減少與長頸鹿的交流。牠很快就察覺異樣，問是否牠說錯話惹我生氣。看牠眼水汪汪，我不忍撒謊推卸責任，坦言對牠存有心理依賴。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJmIjCtwqOh
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「那的確不是好事情。」長頸鹿幽幽回應。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqrZALf461z
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沉默再次維持好一段日子，久遠得我開始懷疑自己不曾與長頸鹿交談過：那些快樂心動時刻不過我的妄想。迷惘之時，一道光打破我的思緒——廚房燈亮起，主人來了。他哼著輕快童謠往我走來，打開我的肚皮，手勢純熟拉著長頸鹿的腿往外抽拉。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2KojXzhrup
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長頸鹿拼命掙扎，如牠剛來之時。奈何牠被雪藏多日，加上未曾進食和補充水份，體力明顯遠遜從前。不消數分鐘，勝負已分。被拖離我身的一刻，牠使盡最後一口氣對我笑著說：「我的名字是『芝華芙』。」說罷，牠雙眼反白，四蹄無力，軟癱在地。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfv0M13ex7d
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主人輕蔑一笑，將芝華芙拖離廚房。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9b1rs4L2BA
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就這樣？595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSOUNa0Hvms
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芝華芙就這樣徹底離開了我？595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Cm5729SWs
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太突然！我接受不來！595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhDa8dwQdAa
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無能無力無奈之感頃刻間壓垮我。我沒法專心工作，偶爾發出奇怪哀嘆聲，時而失神鬆開肚皮。主人為我更換零件及添加「雪種」。他說雪種能助我平服心情，回到當初那種對世界漠然的狀態。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7FICei3Xu9
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「冷淡漠然，孰好孰壞？」我問主人。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5BPoh3FXGE
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「視乎你的承受能力。」主人淡然說。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxbwMvU1862
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「我不肯定自己是否承受得來。」595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCEeXhBWiy5
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「那就別去嘗試。」595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx8v6k9xy5x
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我的世界重歸冷漠，沒有傷心悲哀，同時亦失去其他情感。整個腦袋空白空虛空洞。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqGXZ47f7Jg
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心境寧靜嗎？寧靜得迷惘。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNvK1DHlY4x
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生活順利嗎？順利得乏味。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUnSOoGh9rN
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偶爾憶起芝華芙口中的草原——獵豹捕獵時的速度與狠勁，大象與小象的深情對望，白犀牛與黑犀牛的異同，日落的壯麗與宏偉……當初我聽得癡醉，如今索然無味。因為我的心態不同了，抑或是令我著迷的並非草原，而是興高采烈描述草原的芝華芙？595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6E7ajnN8lH
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也許是。也許不是。無從考究。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXCWzcbNPQe
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繼續冷漠，繼續空洞。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTTV8hzoxpw
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繼續迷惘，繼續乏味。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCQU6Cpw1Hj
主人又帶來一頭巨物。牠的個子沒有長頸鹿那麼高佻，看來比較肥胖笨重，配上一雙扇形大耳和一條粗長鼻子，模樣怪趣。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvOxP3Z6lGo
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以為主人和巨物會有一場惡鬥，誰料巨物非單沒有絲毫掙扎之意，甚至乖乖依循主人指令走入我體內。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtQFEREWikk
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「你好。」595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUkZYMDZIAA
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我沒有搭理牠。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNtuFeW9N8B
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「我是一頭象，名叫『埃妮芬』。」595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFuQqBI4SkV
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牠不察覺我的沉默，繼續興致勃勃自我介紹。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh0z9VzYdnR
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「我今年六歲，懂得用鼻噴水。」595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ41La88r1Uc
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「請你放心，我不會在你體內噴水——我知道水對你身體有害。」595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK3tFxhgO1H
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「這對彎彎的白色東西不是角，是牙。很多人類都說我的牙長得很好看，鐵定價值連城……」595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjdnJrNVdnm
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我敢不住白了埃妮芬一眼——牠真的很煩！595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEK7mDSYa2v
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但我保持沉默，不欲跟牠有無謂交流。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO121PIpBc4
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夜深，埃妮芬倦極入睡。我望著牠的睡相，驀地憶起芝華芙，平靜的心緒再度泛起漣漪。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUai3oZBIMl
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芝華芙留給我的最後一句話就是牠的名字。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoJTOGQN8eI
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在生死關頭，牠想要留給世界的就只有牠的名字。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpDTjgGQy4n
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牠的名字——芝華芙——令牠成為獨一無二的存在。芝華芙是長頸鹿，芝華芙是草原，芝華芙是美好、幸福、快樂。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9UWO8Dz4ST
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芝華芙曾問及我的名字，我當刻無法告訴牠。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcCinACBH9K
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不知道牠會否認為我是一個獨一無二的雪櫃？595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3a6jMCDVFK
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如果有幸再見芝華芙一面，我會問牠這個問題。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOUuNTpVYee
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翌日，埃妮芬在我體內打了個長長的呵欠，睡意難消。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJdLjTvacah
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「很冷呢！我很想繼續睡……」牠將自身的慵懶歸咎於我。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm9QMFrgsJa
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「你家和暖嗎？」我靈機一觸，藉此打開話題。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡegS1K2mulo
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「我家簡直熱得要命！」595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXuimOYjLI1
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「你家在哪？」595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3m7EI0Yl1m
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「草原。」595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzfNCJ7LMKa
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「你認識名叫『芝華芙』的長頸鹿嗎？」595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhDwhaq4oCg
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「認識。東面有兩頭，南面有三頭，北面有一頭。西面沒有。」595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBTaIgXKOUi
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「甚麼？」595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjBACVK6p7W
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「東面有兩頭，南面有三頭，北面有一頭。西面沒有。」595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡel1X0v5bZ2
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「你的意思是……有六頭……『芝華芙』？」595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Ulfrzmcrg
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「對啊！『芝華芙』是長頸鹿群內一個極為普遍的名字。」595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ5iXy71SZy
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我無語，感覺體內似乎有甚麼零件無故鬆脫了，混身不自然。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4DhQIRfMDD
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「咦？不知怎地，突然覺得很熱呢！」595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe1ytMk3MJp
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我沒理睬牠，需要空間時間去整理思緒，不然會被那種莫名生起的空洞感覺壓垮。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKd8JcHimJR
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「很熱呀！快放我出去！」595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTEoz00erZ9
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埃妮芬淒厲呼救，不自控拼命蹬腳踢腿。我無視劇痛，故意緊閉肚皮——我需要一些甚麼留在我體內，減低空洞感。所以不管對方是甚麼、代價是甚麼、後果是甚麼，我都要把它留在體內。湊巧此刻在我體內的正是埃妮芬。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡULVPe71OQt
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「呀——救命！呀！救命！」595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkw6Bvf2ODz
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埃妮芬力大無窮，終究踢開我的肚皮，離開我的身體，卷縮廚房一角，啜泣喊痛，以冒煙的長鼻輕撫焦黑脫皮的粗壯大腿。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwvLXXWFJFj
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陣陣烤肉香氣自埃妮芬身上飄來。我迷迷糊糊往埃妮芬望去——我知道自己傷害了埃妮芬，有丁點兒歉疚，但僅是「丁點兒」而已，沒能再添。是命運的錯！命運讓我遇上芝華芙，在我習慣牠以後突然帶走牠，導致我失常失控。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBat4b1OQLP
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嗯……不得不承認，那「丁點兒」在我將責任推卸予世界和命運當刻已然耗盡。我不打算向埃妮芬道歉，甚至認為牠活該如此。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb9ZAuxCu25
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埃妮芬以盈盈淚眼楚楚可憐望向我。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJL6KnXM1H9
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我報以幽幽微笑。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡApN6JoRy4K
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她先是一愣，然後停止抽泣，莞爾一笑。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz1PLaskCns
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「笑甚麼？」我不悅。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVHxhc6f4vR
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「只能笑喔。」595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAnSPU3EUfX
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「何解？」595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHN9n4oqhhV
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「我哭累了。」595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY7bWLlpHJM
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我被她的天真無邪逗笑了，笑得開懷。我告訴她，主人在廚房某高櫃內置有一個急救箱，內有藥物，適用於處理火燒灼傷之類的創傷。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwWPWdDTNSK
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誰料這埃妮芬有夠笨的。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnnOCv4ZaQH
595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4amWaPJWXZ
「熱壞了的，不是把它重新冷卻就可以？」595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDRkdealGB0
595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo5SiX13jNY
「你打算怎樣處理？」595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdj9NE1QAbA
595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡom7T9vqc8A
「回到你身體裡去喔！」595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7aXguMsWKU
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我乖乖打開肚皮，示意埃妮芬進來。她嬌羞一笑，低頭卷身步進。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0MuXR3UxB3
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像嬰孩。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVPGGSkGGBC
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我全身運力，使勁製冷，給埃妮芬營造出一個舒適環境。沒過多久，埃妮芬忘卻痛楚，睡酣夢甜。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ZTR7ScNTV
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心境寧靜嗎？寧靜得寧靜。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK7Ff0VVRh3
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生活順利嗎？順利得順利。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9a1WgbMm3z
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毋須考究，毋須懷疑，毋須揣測。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpQMrv0VIBA
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踏實。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM3Z2c0XUUf
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安全感。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡprLUtG1KU3
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不就是如此簡單而難得嗎？595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr5QA84WqUR
由於經歷錯過芝華芙一事，我才懂得格外珍惜懷裡的埃妮芬。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuF0RNpCSsp
595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGMa4bNm1Oc
我溫柔向她述說昔日點點，關於主人，關於廚房，關於草原，關於芝華芙。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxBcqZejQ5E
595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡytgWA4OvSo
「關於我的呢？」595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1fW5mok2Y9
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「現在開始記錄。」595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8SiEsnaPka
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埃妮芬嘻嘻傻笑。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp1qhM4cg87
595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw4BCkLF4HO
我侃侃而談。講得多，說得深入，把心肝脾肺腎都掏給她。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXxqCNSoVTx
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若問是否擔心埃妮芬會步芝華芙後塵、在毫無示警之下離開我的生命，坦白而言，我是擔心的。同時我亦知道，無論我是認真或是輕率對待埃妮芬，結果終究一樣——命運不會因為我的態度而改變，一切早已註定——要離開的，終歸會離開。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzr2JtOjOim
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我唯一可以做到的就是盡興，就是讓埃妮芬了解我的心意，令她快樂，令她幸福。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQoznmiyLtO
595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1q1GvOEj6e
情理之內、意料之外，殘酷的一天來臨了。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtURCXtDEgP
595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwfHrGtPivT
主人現身。像帶走芝華芙那樣帶走埃妮芬。先是抓住她的腿，猛力往外一扯，埃妮芬連連喊痛。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmeGfGIyrWZ
595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs7eRSWOcyI
以為埃妮芬會順從如初，乖乖聽主人的命令離開我，誰料她說不捨，她說愛我，她說不要離開我。乖巧的她因而被冠以頑劣之名，順從的她因而被冠以反叛之名，無邪的她因而被建議冠以惡魔之名。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm5GIXv3EVJ
595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcvD5H0wBie
我竭力合上我的肚皮，不讓主人輕易將埃妮芬帶走。可恨主人偏偏就是奸狡的人類，假意為埃妮芬療傷，勸我敞開肚皮。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdPcu7mJdRO
595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNHPu0ITUfo
理智告訴我，主人在說謊，但我還是傾向相信他，因為他是我的主人，年月早已令我習慣他、相信他、服從他。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1QeIlaJaCS
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肚皮大開，埃妮芬被帶走。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk1FltCNfmE
595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvdstRut5Xk
臨別一刻，埃妮芬大聲喊嚷：「你的名字刻在你額前——SOUL1314。」595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPk5TJu6wB7
595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNL6L3EWjmh
不復見。埃妮芬的身影永不復見。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLAQISBJb7s
595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDXeQA0qEKB
留下來的只有沓沓餘音——SOUL1314。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡflPrcEKn4R
SOUL1314？595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDgsZekKsGc
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我的名字？595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ59k3lKmRdg
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在我額前？595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3GdfgAvKxN
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怎麼我不曾察覺？595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHylAEibQpz
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主人再次到來，為我添加雪種。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi7TQ75GXQV
595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7uXC6RYOqE
我問主人：「我的名字在我額前？」595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGxqJlrBz4z
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主人答：「是的。」595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpYWl9YbkO0
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「怎麼和我之前被告知的不一樣？工廠告訴我，我的機身編號被貼在背後。」595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5yAL8F2e9o
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「工廠必須這樣告訴你，否則世界無法運行有序。」595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvpzTFlOy7u
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「這是欺騙。」595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Q2QeNNPTv
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「別只怪責工廠——你有沒有嘗試去找找看？」595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡorZ3eHEPKb
595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡULOlQztcIZ
「沒有。」595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhZKiBy3F26
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「你該要怪責沒有盡力的你，而非沒有為你盡力的他人。世間險惡，人人自顧不暇，盡力為你是情，不盡力為你是理。」595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUMliK4Kgol
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我無言以對。恨不來，亦釋懷不了。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhLKQYnEere
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無所依靠，無所適從。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdT2Zlz2YXb
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不論是誰，來吧！請帶領我、引導我！595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Ny4qNq7V0
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埃妮芬的身影浮現眼前：「你的名字刻在你額前——SOUL1314。」595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhTlAxa4dkF
595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSYWOzDLuLm
真的嗎？我渴求的真相早已示現眼前，只怪我不曾嘗試細看？595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBR5ACIDmsQ
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芝華芙的身影浮現眼前：「你還未告訴我你的名字。」595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAcWhEVj0qb
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我也想要知道自己的名字。那會令我成為獨一無二的存在。即便在工廠以倒模形式生產出來，即便世上有數以億計同樣的雪櫃，我仍可憑藉那名字而變得獨特。多麼吸引！多麼令我振奮！595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU1UT9Mv9sG
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主人的身影浮現眼前：「你該要怪責沒有盡力的你，而非沒有為你盡力的他人。」595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlUNLHvvv7b
595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHFEORK8mPB
我忍不住反駁：「盡力又如何？可以改變甚麼？難道你會因為我的改變而留下芝華芙及埃妮芬？」595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhYxFaZKLb5
595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0q8zqJpbQz
「誰能斷言？」主人、芝華芙、埃妮芬齊齊放聲大笑，笑得震顫，顫成碎末，隨風消散。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUwnko75NQ7
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剩下的只有我。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSBPQgCCXai
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空白空虛空洞的我。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlw54NGYlAH
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神智不清的我。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgeJFjB6tGL
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思緒紊亂的我。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg0O9xqTfLn
「主人，早安。」我說。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjfisfXfTRw
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主人沒有搭理我，彷彿不曾聽到我的話，逕自將多盒經已包裝的肉類存放在我體內。我沒趣的瞄瞄那些包裝肉，赫見盒上印有「長頸鹿」、「獅子」、「豹」、「象」、「犀牛」之類的字眼。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYLDyYb8Ssz
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「埃妮芬和芝華芙到哪兒去了？」我心頭一涼。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ88XDTcqAnZ
595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLN8SvF3uup
主人沒有搭理我，彷彿不曾聽到我的話。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnE5KEDiSZC
595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Q6HCw0oJy
「主人，求求你！求你回答我！」我苦苦哀求。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUgfMsqNtXT
595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7URgwEGmAu
主人沒有搭理我，彷彿不曾聽到我的話。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUsO0sdOMlH
595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡInkjgRusj2
恨意油然而生——我乖乖侍奉多年，怎麼你毫不在意我感受？595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFCkfSVjRYy
595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ3YUsgFrZk
身體失控作響，零件脫落，主人連忙取來工具為我修理。待主人鑽進我身，全神貫注於作響位置時，我猛力合上肚皮，全力製冷，無視主人掙扎呼救之聲。不消十分鐘，我體溫已下降至攝氏零下五十度，主人失去生命體徵的同時我開始冷靜下來。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVa71y8bBnB
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我失去一切。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsc1fx93Fjs
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芝華芙、埃妮芬、主人，統統不復存在。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl9q3FnAetD
595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmDYQRxCI4Y
空白，空虛，空洞。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCVxxFn1YSg
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埃妮芬的身影浮現眼前：「你的名字刻在你額前——SOUL1314。」595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU7tl1k6X6N
595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxgMqC8xBPf
芝華芙的身影浮現眼前：「你還未告訴我你的名字。」595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtDWnRTHHbj
595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsIPBdj4e8X
主人的身影浮現眼前：「你該要怪責沒有盡力的你，而非沒有為你盡力的他人。」595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAwBV18VQSY
595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPR64vH6Wk3
對啊！我該要怪責自己，我連自己的名字也不曾盡力搞清楚。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡprJSwDTaof
595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtNqaMaXC6g
死意已決。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo2yRD9Csq2
595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡexjhHRDlwl
電源線與牆身插座之間隨即冒出一縷輕煙。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW1K49ypTMP
我沒有重量，飄浮半空，默默望向地面上的一個雪櫃。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn1PUMLqYHh
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晝白夜黑，夜黑晝白。白黑白黑，黑白黑白。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPjqE8IRraC
595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVnmGqEjdIG
時間流逝，惡臭傳出。眾人破門而入，在雪櫃內發現男人屍體。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQDDGmQPV9K
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屍體被帶往西方，雪櫃被帶往東面，永不復見。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ49UiCONuHc
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有人將雪櫃分拆檢查。不明白何以它能突破機件極限去到攝氏零下五十度低溫，不明白為何雪櫃內壁有多個動物蹄印，不明白何解男人沒能踢開雪櫃門逃走。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1uYou6eomy
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那人對雪櫃著迷，沒有在工作完成後按既定程序處理它，反是偷偷將雪櫃運回家中，向妻子展示炫耀。妻子嫌它邪門，在他不在家時把雪櫃賣予收破爛的。那收破爛的又將雪櫃轉售。輾輾轉轉，雪櫃跟著數十輛舊車和其他舊電器被賣往遙遠的地方。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeIlpDFkrKC
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到埗後，舊車被送往別處，雪櫃和其他舊電器登上大車直往市集。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTfHEyD56B9
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有人買它回家。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ60hUAZkaDK
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他媽罵他怎麼買雪櫃，電費不便宜。他塞他媽入雪櫃內，直至她沒能繼續罵。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvOSVqmweYI
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這情況似曾相識，但我想不起在哪兒見過。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqs1j9RGvVj
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某天，他往雪櫃塞入一頭模樣怪趣的活物——個子肥胖笨重，配上一雙扇形大耳和一條粗長鼻子。多麼眼熟的身影，但我想不起在哪兒見過。我看著活物被活活凍死、抽出雪櫃、分屍切割、入盒包裝。我瞥見包裝上的標籤——象。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh0szzjlqeK
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這情況似曾相識，但我想不起在哪兒見過。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1dv2ITh14F
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某天，他往雪櫃塞入一頭長相奇怪的活物——修長四腿，頭頂兩角，大眼長睫，短毛遍體，最奪目的莫過於那不合比例的長頸。多麼眼熟的身影，但我想不起在哪兒見過。我看著活物被活活凍死、抽出雪櫃、分屍切割、入盒包裝。我瞥見包裝上的標籤——長頸鹿。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfmIUu5d8ZE
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這情況似曾相識，但我想不起在哪兒見過。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPjaZb3nleQ
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我似乎忘記了很多重要人事物，但我真的無法憶起半點往事。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGFkHYVobX5
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算了吧。想不起也許不是壞事。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUy91omrbs7
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生命空白空虛空洞，世界盡歸冷漠，沒有傷心悲哀，同時沒有其他情感。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7QNVkw85md
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心境寧靜。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6tuYMHJnXS
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生活順利。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnFEuqOumzJ
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