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我是一座雪櫃，天生性格冷漠，有意無意冷待每個來者。嗯……這種說法不準確，對我不甚公平：每個被放置入我體內的來者本來就不需要熱情招待。它們要不垂死，要不已死。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIcaliw4Kx5
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某天，主人往我身塞入一頭巨型活物。這是我首次看見主人以外、生命力旺盛的活物。我霎時沒能釐清眼前到底是甚麼狀況，本能地順應天性，乖乖張開肚皮，配合主人行動。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7BUaaCxZMU
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1GRFbzepcv
活物拼命掙扎，奈何最終敵不過強大的主人。牠在我體內悲泣不止，我聽而不聞，默不作聲。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkcoh9kjOk6
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2hxcT0ACVH
一星期過去，主人仍沒有放走活物。我感到奇怪：主人從未試過冷藏任何物體超過一星期。這活物到底有何特別？487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYdqVs6Xwso
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl1LR9YqwBc
我偷偷仔細觀察牠——修長四腿，頭頂兩角，大眼長睫，短毛遍體，最奪目的莫過於那不合比例的長頸。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1WOXrfmibU
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡahHBkus1ib
「有話直言。別偷瞄偷瞥，這令我感到被冒犯。」487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0UvEWMPzqv
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1m1RtEQLHw
「你是誰？」487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvSjNVtdaaw
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH5Jr2mD6bA
「長頸鹿。」487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcn1Jhl8xsw
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAVr3XHIsHn
「甚麼？」487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBq9ElL0ktJ
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6LeZYoglKf
「長——頸——鹿——」487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJqFNVpkAwV
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrFhEFjoO0s
她的不善語氣充份表達出不耐煩。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS2QZtKwFW2
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOVifVxKFKl
我沒再多話，無謂自討苦吃。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmfoH3zRTx4
沉默維持多日，首先耐不住死寂的是長頸鹿：「你還未告訴我你的名字。」487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV0GiXcqt9V
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDdDL88LeBC
「雪櫃。」487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaoWBNqTAOb
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoJz7w9mquF
「我知道你是雪櫃，所以我問的是你的『名字』。」487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Zp7LkiSvc
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzSRkquyhXe
我深思數秒，恥感莫名生起：「我的機身編號貼在背板上。你有本事就自己往外頭看吧！」487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf4GviqXDw3
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB4yQtYU8uP
「你明知我沒能逃脫！」長頸鹿生氣咆哮。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxDliealPTx
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpC2MxXaHpe
「別講成是我主動囚禁你——我也是被迫的！我恨不得馬上趕走你！你知道你把我撐得多痛嗎？」我按捺不住，將連日不愉快情緒發洩出來。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyh8I6E8uBM
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNfE75WNyJn
長頸鹿沒馬上回嘴。我以為牠在生悶氣，誰料牠竟報以淒涼啜泣聲。我不知所措：沒有遇過這種情況、這種外剛內柔的活物。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFHdoND7pMo
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6K7WY6bmRb
又是一陣熬人的寂靜。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgNxJDsT5Pr
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP1rxOgVIAk
事實上，我並沒有閒著，不斷在腦海反覆排練如何展開對話而不令長頸鹿感到難過。但無論我內心如何躁動，在長頸鹿眼中我仍是沉默如常，牠仍是率先打開話題的一個。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYm7l2x1I52
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9FyhbVkPR3
「抱歉撐痛了你。」487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjnWP6Pzmc4
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9IxvIEROZi
「毋須抱歉——你根本無法選擇。」487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFfg4E3tEwr
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTYp0ZANV3p
「如可選擇，我會回到我的故鄉去。那是一片廣闊的草原，有和藹可親的同伴、好吃的新鮮樹葉、熾熱耀眼的陽光和帶有草原氣息的涼風。」487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuFd7PNnle1
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcxEIsTz3Q7
「我知道甚麼是『同伴』、『樹葉』、『陽光』、『涼風』，但我想像不到這些東西湊合在一起會是何樣光景。」487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeqT1O6tq0x
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJzAtCXnMnR
「美好的，幸福的，快樂的。」487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ872tuwUAre
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJuenoTbyBZ
「我希望自己有幸能夠親身體驗。」487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHqfv7KvlpD
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwlPTQtH9C6
「如可離開這鬼地方，我定會帶你去草原。」487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjAvbxh12Pg
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRs4gEDfLxl
「噢！謝謝你！」487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTe8C01qAVu
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZPrAiZK0CP
長頸鹿告訴我很多關於草原的事情，聽得我如癡如醉。惟牠問及我的故鄉時，我卻支吾帶過：冷冰冰的工廠，不值一哂。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcn6Y9MUhZC
我著實不理解自己的心態：明明長頸鹿把我撐痛，四個蹄印深陷我身內壁，但我偏偏習慣了牠的存在。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcAJsiXP8hS
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEhMeJJ90e1
我討厭這種感覺——我彷彿不再完整，不得不依附牠這外物。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkjdTIZvjwY
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO13Pyxcj0m
我故意減少與長頸鹿的交流。牠很快就察覺異樣，問是否牠說錯話惹我生氣。看牠眼水汪汪，我不忍撒謊推卸責任，坦言對牠存有心理依賴。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiVNBSraECa
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHKYsteAqgX
「那的確不是好事情。」長頸鹿幽幽回應。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYr25x1KaIb
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1gI1scXwkR
沉默再次維持好一段日子，久遠得我開始懷疑自己不曾與長頸鹿交談過：那些快樂心動時刻不過我的妄想。迷惘之時，一道光打破我的思緒——廚房燈亮起，主人來了。他哼著輕快童謠往我走來，打開我的肚皮，手勢純熟拉著長頸鹿的腿往外抽拉。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiGIs4RCp0e
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf8Kemjt8AQ
長頸鹿拼命掙扎，如牠剛來之時。奈何牠被雪藏多日，加上未曾進食和補充水份，體力明顯遠遜從前。不消數分鐘，勝負已分。被拖離我身的一刻，牠使盡最後一口氣對我笑著說：「我的名字是『芝華芙』。」說罷，牠雙眼反白，四蹄無力，軟癱在地。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwcxcBli9Cy
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8NH3yVGWd5
主人輕蔑一笑，將芝華芙拖離廚房。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlslIWMOJ2x
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZsnnmgjtbA
就這樣？487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHRf1Eao7Y5
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfab2CoLrGP
芝華芙就這樣徹底離開了我？487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSsDKiZQ8wF
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSGXHXZl1ne
太突然！我接受不來！487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsEtANfjoAL
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5jXBoMZHtr
無能無力無奈之感頃刻間壓垮我。我沒法專心工作，偶爾發出奇怪哀嘆聲，時而失神鬆開肚皮。主人為我更換零件及添加「雪種」。他說雪種能助我平服心情，回到當初那種對世界漠然的狀態。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjaDUonnSC8
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo1C3IvoYHi
「冷淡漠然，孰好孰壞？」我問主人。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV7DZAt2lQ1
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWydtwcmJUW
「視乎你的承受能力。」主人淡然說。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw5hpNTpGcY
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNUSNsKMU18
「我不肯定自己是否承受得來。」487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmU8BejTCRf
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhkWux5zvPE
「那就別去嘗試。」487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTgfxRsuya2
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvHJVf1grEs
我的世界重歸冷漠，沒有傷心悲哀，同時亦失去其他情感。整個腦袋空白空虛空洞。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4F8dTb2Xyg
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyTohWb8NHr
心境寧靜嗎？寧靜得迷惘。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7tzQS7eqL8
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMtHUW6FT4o
生活順利嗎？順利得乏味。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMxyzBUbh8v
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCFoLwTLMRL
偶爾憶起芝華芙口中的草原——獵豹捕獵時的速度與狠勁，大象與小象的深情對望，白犀牛與黑犀牛的異同，日落的壯麗與宏偉……當初我聽得癡醉，如今索然無味。因為我的心態不同了，抑或是令我著迷的並非草原，而是興高采烈描述草原的芝華芙？487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4HMgj8zCRA
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtHDTdfymq0
也許是。也許不是。無從考究。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡurdguBkOey
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt5W1CZMmT0
繼續冷漠，繼續空洞。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeZxjpTUXrx
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB0RazS3GTx
繼續迷惘，繼續乏味。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzyYtdiGBFr
主人又帶來一頭巨物。牠的個子沒有長頸鹿那麼高佻，看來比較肥胖笨重，配上一雙扇形大耳和一條粗長鼻子，模樣怪趣。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGtCgyfX3O3
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdY38JEoD3y
以為主人和巨物會有一場惡鬥，誰料巨物非單沒有絲毫掙扎之意，甚至乖乖依循主人指令走入我體內。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBoiCojlUXQ
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsRkrr6NmsC
「你好。」487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy5vR9Gi5Za
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuhCcJrsFZc
我沒有搭理牠。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMig3Otzl91
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy6svTTBQMs
「我是一頭象，名叫『埃妮芬』。」487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgS8WuD7TCK
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGayHbOz45R
牠不察覺我的沉默，繼續興致勃勃自我介紹。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPHXpajI1fG
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTKUAlhJc4N
「我今年六歲，懂得用鼻噴水。」487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsCPaRhfMWv
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKODPqY1vEQ
「請你放心，我不會在你體內噴水——我知道水對你身體有害。」487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwBXln1vN0F
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkUuliEIZJv
「這對彎彎的白色東西不是角，是牙。很多人類都說我的牙長得很好看，鐵定價值連城……」487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeAFXWYCJSL
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡloGXFqRrDH
我敢不住白了埃妮芬一眼——牠真的很煩！487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQpGbUL7pXw
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHxGk8q9JsI
但我保持沉默，不欲跟牠有無謂交流。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7O6vBw6W6R
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjU3Qwfz5c4
夜深，埃妮芬倦極入睡。我望著牠的睡相，驀地憶起芝華芙，平靜的心緒再度泛起漣漪。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX3pJys1ps3
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhW0EwdondT
芝華芙留給我的最後一句話就是牠的名字。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyUi24lwiCt
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbMu8vPCNAi
在生死關頭，牠想要留給世界的就只有牠的名字。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGE8xJB9Szs
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ADkHWq0gj
牠的名字——芝華芙——令牠成為獨一無二的存在。芝華芙是長頸鹿，芝華芙是草原，芝華芙是美好、幸福、快樂。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNfBbCBFlEo
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqDTkRr0i7E
芝華芙曾問及我的名字，我當刻無法告訴牠。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlRHmiOoJ1j
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf8VqC5OIF4
不知道牠會否認為我是一個獨一無二的雪櫃？487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ58OB8PWiYw
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6MZlLVfj3C
如果有幸再見芝華芙一面，我會問牠這個問題。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcRbfBf9LXT
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgkFZ1QXLUB
翌日，埃妮芬在我體內打了個長長的呵欠，睡意難消。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWKLrvAOSlR
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7JWDFrwxrT
「很冷呢！我很想繼續睡……」牠將自身的慵懶歸咎於我。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC23mPDWFUH
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpL1WncOVNy
「你家和暖嗎？」我靈機一觸，藉此打開話題。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaVpkft2adm
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtMLom8DCJB
「我家簡直熱得要命！」487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSTCKFtrREb
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2DKPwfPnoo
「你家在哪？」487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlA6qV2w8zR
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡADKg5xkgwH
「草原。」487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAmBZFgUIzs
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0iWakgkDVI
「你認識名叫『芝華芙』的長頸鹿嗎？」487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhH3zOTn4YI
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaXhg7ZxHPy
「認識。東面有兩頭，南面有三頭，北面有一頭。西面沒有。」487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ZTznAia32
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo4dUpOgXsu
「甚麼？」487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEfSSG5mlyv
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtCMePmQFuc
「東面有兩頭，南面有三頭，北面有一頭。西面沒有。」487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9bZMwtJ0LI
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIlcSK97kjI
「你的意思是……有六頭……『芝華芙』？」487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTcyWjAYBY9
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeRrhRWNskR
「對啊！『芝華芙』是長頸鹿群內一個極為普遍的名字。」487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFI0SDGudck
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg2QRkMBNPm
我無語，感覺體內似乎有甚麼零件無故鬆脫了，混身不自然。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcMX3r55MxP
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP6yJWtcfxt
「咦？不知怎地，突然覺得很熱呢！」487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvyOiYfqAio
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLWBfE8jvNk
我沒理睬牠，需要空間時間去整理思緒，不然會被那種莫名生起的空洞感覺壓垮。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6u4vCvPxuB
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0b68BbPH5b
「很熱呀！快放我出去！」487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtaxePjnyKN
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKTDyjNHOLU
埃妮芬淒厲呼救，不自控拼命蹬腳踢腿。我無視劇痛，故意緊閉肚皮——我需要一些甚麼留在我體內，減低空洞感。所以不管對方是甚麼、代價是甚麼、後果是甚麼，我都要把它留在體內。湊巧此刻在我體內的正是埃妮芬。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQoNNeTXiCx
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡan68W1WVHu
「呀——救命！呀！救命！」487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgXrhI8R0Hx
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ67aNcR2YTl
埃妮芬力大無窮，終究踢開我的肚皮，離開我的身體，卷縮廚房一角，啜泣喊痛，以冒煙的長鼻輕撫焦黑脫皮的粗壯大腿。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV2LWXhDkom
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4StqvxQaiU
陣陣烤肉香氣自埃妮芬身上飄來。我迷迷糊糊往埃妮芬望去——我知道自己傷害了埃妮芬，有丁點兒歉疚，但僅是「丁點兒」而已，沒能再添。是命運的錯！命運讓我遇上芝華芙，在我習慣牠以後突然帶走牠，導致我失常失控。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIitlnxnxyK
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgUtc1FhthZ
嗯……不得不承認，那「丁點兒」在我將責任推卸予世界和命運當刻已然耗盡。我不打算向埃妮芬道歉，甚至認為牠活該如此。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB1dJDG8WOP
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMmXWGSPBn0
埃妮芬以盈盈淚眼楚楚可憐望向我。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsWGFTXZMmZ
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXI7yWzRS6S
我報以幽幽微笑。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDIFe8waktP
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgnxRnZYgTp
她先是一愣，然後停止抽泣，莞爾一笑。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJttVpc5auj
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMV3nqsySxP
「笑甚麼？」我不悅。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoww7j6cdrn
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR0XpDInHch
「只能笑喔。」487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbK0D8KE9UU
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5rCMwvG5OE
「何解？」487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMvIV8iDkVZ
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPyMjg0o1Ok
「我哭累了。」487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR3rqx1J19W
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuY9iA8XltO
我被她的天真無邪逗笑了，笑得開懷。我告訴她，主人在廚房某高櫃內置有一個急救箱，內有藥物，適用於處理火燒灼傷之類的創傷。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7UJfOyh18b
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCFhxNUDU2b
誰料這埃妮芬有夠笨的。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt46rc17xmc
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQWHUjOjgYz
「熱壞了的，不是把它重新冷卻就可以？」487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJwzVfkp1aB
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoAVUuWGDlt
「你打算怎樣處理？」487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuqSbeDxv4Y
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuvTpueirAd
「回到你身體裡去喔！」487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7cAaiXU2Qe
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjFJHEYOJiZ
我乖乖打開肚皮，示意埃妮芬進來。她嬌羞一笑，低頭卷身步進。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcONnrsR6AA
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJhbfp4WPjr
像嬰孩。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHfcBu32AdW
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSJAmBK0FIn
我全身運力，使勁製冷，給埃妮芬營造出一個舒適環境。沒過多久，埃妮芬忘卻痛楚，睡酣夢甜。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzrNd4Z9Kfk
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVflFyAFYrh
心境寧靜嗎？寧靜得寧靜。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4CrXWg1CKi
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9XP9dP4yRV
生活順利嗎？順利得順利。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8l2kQmUDxn
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbRy2TybQro
毋須考究，毋須懷疑，毋須揣測。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN7J2BQvPgv
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDTuLV9HIdv
踏實。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoYakiMzOO3
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBuJCgl1okM
安全感。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdIi6izWT0k
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiPY15mWoKe
不就是如此簡單而難得嗎？487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyJrZneKjIA
由於經歷錯過芝華芙一事，我才懂得格外珍惜懷裡的埃妮芬。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPol2NtsRT4
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1VNdSZNYg0
我溫柔向她述說昔日點點，關於主人，關於廚房，關於草原，關於芝華芙。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgJIuwh6uXc
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdQLZ4t2Am3
「關於我的呢？」487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDPY54bPCtO
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzh1onVMQRY
「現在開始記錄。」487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡginmr4WR9U
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz8B9zJstXQ
埃妮芬嘻嘻傻笑。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzVC6ELnHqt
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQYHHgJGANu
我侃侃而談。講得多，說得深入，把心肝脾肺腎都掏給她。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX5VpzPY2ZY
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXDh5kvuWFE
若問是否擔心埃妮芬會步芝華芙後塵、在毫無示警之下離開我的生命，坦白而言，我是擔心的。同時我亦知道，無論我是認真或是輕率對待埃妮芬，結果終究一樣——命運不會因為我的態度而改變，一切早已註定——要離開的，終歸會離開。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDrgp8zkJI5
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ19n6zEpctz
我唯一可以做到的就是盡興，就是讓埃妮芬了解我的心意，令她快樂，令她幸福。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhMgviPbf4O
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeRN82oolSs
情理之內、意料之外，殘酷的一天來臨了。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡho0fI0tCNd
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAqPKqcY89l
主人現身。像帶走芝華芙那樣帶走埃妮芬。先是抓住她的腿，猛力往外一扯，埃妮芬連連喊痛。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ91ebT2JHL1
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHJXAdCTFwM
以為埃妮芬會順從如初，乖乖聽主人的命令離開我，誰料她說不捨，她說愛我，她說不要離開我。乖巧的她因而被冠以頑劣之名，順從的她因而被冠以反叛之名，無邪的她因而被建議冠以惡魔之名。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyrAdEjTWng
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBWuPh37fTL
我竭力合上我的肚皮，不讓主人輕易將埃妮芬帶走。可恨主人偏偏就是奸狡的人類，假意為埃妮芬療傷，勸我敞開肚皮。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw9lBpJSF45
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg9b5LhgFt6
理智告訴我，主人在說謊，但我還是傾向相信他，因為他是我的主人，年月早已令我習慣他、相信他、服從他。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNtnXxmVZcj
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsKAUsZwMKZ
肚皮大開，埃妮芬被帶走。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ2aGG3Povz
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJoFegpDDs1
臨別一刻，埃妮芬大聲喊嚷：「你的名字刻在你額前——SOUL1314。」487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGljEu14oIq
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqlJXYvsNSz
不復見。埃妮芬的身影永不復見。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVCACy5iZOR
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwdI6zOg63q
留下來的只有沓沓餘音——SOUL1314。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDe1pMgFwt4
SOUL1314？487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGfukC1qAKm
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP2OUpRNNqr
我的名字？487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8gjgRSaQhs
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqwgRuHWwdI
在我額前？487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTUNaSnuCIO
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGPd0N1qSDm
怎麼我不曾察覺？487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEkGCcnRptu
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFZBByjY6sa
主人再次到來，為我添加雪種。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ31MYdhYsP4
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQiNImjYb9C
我問主人：「我的名字在我額前？」487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwwfWvLRo7e
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEWJp7Pxa4b
主人答：「是的。」487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiCTGCwyhw1
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtZOpgFAJLU
「怎麼和我之前被告知的不一樣？工廠告訴我，我的機身編號被貼在背後。」487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYJC5zpW8GZ
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrHL0usXhhs
「工廠必須這樣告訴你，否則世界無法運行有序。」487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfK3IAzljYx
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDZUa6lzohO
「這是欺騙。」487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHyq0fwO1aM
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfOdu3EKfTK
「別只怪責工廠——你有沒有嘗試去找找看？」487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBHs77AWSj7
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD9VizfTHjC
「沒有。」487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT5PLZmOeN2
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpLABxKUcAd
「你該要怪責沒有盡力的你，而非沒有為你盡力的他人。世間險惡，人人自顧不暇，盡力為你是情，不盡力為你是理。」487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsfLm8nc3Ie
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOobLeK28mK
我無言以對。恨不來，亦釋懷不了。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjYGgMdvIU1
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡns2IJEQ69b
無所依靠，無所適從。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvRfw6BvKVL
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ErnA9cZGQ
不論是誰，來吧！請帶領我、引導我！487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHlUliHqsml
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJMZ3NhSpd7
埃妮芬的身影浮現眼前：「你的名字刻在你額前——SOUL1314。」487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSrAl7rrTUm
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdqXrsRRdKD
真的嗎？我渴求的真相早已示現眼前，只怪我不曾嘗試細看？487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIBfWkdNjhp
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb06wptgYZt
芝華芙的身影浮現眼前：「你還未告訴我你的名字。」487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhVWFQLIfeW
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeO91uJdbEf
我也想要知道自己的名字。那會令我成為獨一無二的存在。即便在工廠以倒模形式生產出來，即便世上有數以億計同樣的雪櫃，我仍可憑藉那名字而變得獨特。多麼吸引！多麼令我振奮！487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeCV8S4aVAV
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpikw3xSTZF
主人的身影浮現眼前：「你該要怪責沒有盡力的你，而非沒有為你盡力的他人。」487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTzSSQPLP8G
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK2QBAGMwO7
我忍不住反駁：「盡力又如何？可以改變甚麼？難道你會因為我的改變而留下芝華芙及埃妮芬？」487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUaCVsNfeg5
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAdXlqvRnHi
「誰能斷言？」主人、芝華芙、埃妮芬齊齊放聲大笑，笑得震顫，顫成碎末，隨風消散。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVjDUWL8oVr
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwycZg0Fnza
剩下的只有我。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ZzEAb8E9w
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3QyiNVBwfh
空白空虛空洞的我。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1jekoyFMqk
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbFqNTGd37A
神智不清的我。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk9y7TeVNTk
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi4aMoToaFJ
思緒紊亂的我。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjFCLm6Y8pU
「主人，早安。」我說。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡals8g39vDi
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0FG1slGOJd
主人沒有搭理我，彷彿不曾聽到我的話，逕自將多盒經已包裝的肉類存放在我體內。我沒趣的瞄瞄那些包裝肉，赫見盒上印有「長頸鹿」、「獅子」、「豹」、「象」、「犀牛」之類的字眼。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGVfkLsvYh0
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYgB9dfcS9a
「埃妮芬和芝華芙到哪兒去了？」我心頭一涼。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdaesYLDxfU
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR1lsqZil2B
主人沒有搭理我，彷彿不曾聽到我的話。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlKNeAcrtoX
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5eNMDL6OTQ
「主人，求求你！求你回答我！」我苦苦哀求。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJUuBUPDrYl
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCfWOwpToPn
主人沒有搭理我，彷彿不曾聽到我的話。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhPmG7S80jd
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtfuzKY5iy2
恨意油然而生——我乖乖侍奉多年，怎麼你毫不在意我感受？487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuNAvkc3kxY
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAqkLjnNUpk
身體失控作響，零件脫落，主人連忙取來工具為我修理。待主人鑽進我身，全神貫注於作響位置時，我猛力合上肚皮，全力製冷，無視主人掙扎呼救之聲。不消十分鐘，我體溫已下降至攝氏零下五十度，主人失去生命體徵的同時我開始冷靜下來。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDfMJTkt8NQ
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvqDQ38YTkn
我失去一切。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSDpuHhobYA
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUPZhvPi7iJ
芝華芙、埃妮芬、主人，統統不復存在。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBQiRjnNuZN
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvwUJMqGIb3
空白，空虛，空洞。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuG4n8e4T3g
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7FB3WD297i
埃妮芬的身影浮現眼前：「你的名字刻在你額前——SOUL1314。」487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Ef19afEr3
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSCsR3nGntp
芝華芙的身影浮現眼前：「你還未告訴我你的名字。」487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXge7jWWlOQ
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQQH2DfHfdh
主人的身影浮現眼前：「你該要怪責沒有盡力的你，而非沒有為你盡力的他人。」487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtPpwtj1Hks
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCe084duu6R
對啊！我該要怪責自己，我連自己的名字也不曾盡力搞清楚。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuNy1PuzBBC
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRlrRn0YofQ
死意已決。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmFAWmuzzQf
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPDP3b7gky2
電源線與牆身插座之間隨即冒出一縷輕煙。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe4vcaiQbub
我沒有重量，飄浮半空，默默望向地面上的一個雪櫃。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxOL2aIPj51
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBp0Ui44SyU
晝白夜黑，夜黑晝白。白黑白黑，黑白黑白。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhjFMekisyF
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuaQZjvrokB
時間流逝，惡臭傳出。眾人破門而入，在雪櫃內發現男人屍體。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpPkrUnwbb4
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRrcrqIYc96
屍體被帶往西方，雪櫃被帶往東面，永不復見。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg2676fEx4P
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtPT3OQ8xSK
有人將雪櫃分拆檢查。不明白何以它能突破機件極限去到攝氏零下五十度低溫，不明白為何雪櫃內壁有多個動物蹄印，不明白何解男人沒能踢開雪櫃門逃走。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBfQWYLk1Yq
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvDXBf2JKZh
那人對雪櫃著迷，沒有在工作完成後按既定程序處理它，反是偷偷將雪櫃運回家中，向妻子展示炫耀。妻子嫌它邪門，在他不在家時把雪櫃賣予收破爛的。那收破爛的又將雪櫃轉售。輾輾轉轉，雪櫃跟著數十輛舊車和其他舊電器被賣往遙遠的地方。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡviP4VpiY12
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbYETjFNaQC
到埗後，舊車被送往別處，雪櫃和其他舊電器登上大車直往市集。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeNUk9W8nIL
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp5qBxpm8d6
有人買它回家。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPtUxXr7YNl
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq1wJ7Lehpi
他媽罵他怎麼買雪櫃，電費不便宜。他塞他媽入雪櫃內，直至她沒能繼續罵。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZDMREUfWje
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbu2OexC4mm
這情況似曾相識，但我想不起在哪兒見過。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxN7tksErb5
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM7hqZ9xqQF
某天，他往雪櫃塞入一頭模樣怪趣的活物——個子肥胖笨重，配上一雙扇形大耳和一條粗長鼻子。多麼眼熟的身影，但我想不起在哪兒見過。我看著活物被活活凍死、抽出雪櫃、分屍切割、入盒包裝。我瞥見包裝上的標籤——象。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ5MqGRCvuR
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhf3hXI0Iye
這情況似曾相識，但我想不起在哪兒見過。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz285Z6pOSQ
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtueoL9dbTO
某天，他往雪櫃塞入一頭長相奇怪的活物——修長四腿，頭頂兩角，大眼長睫，短毛遍體，最奪目的莫過於那不合比例的長頸。多麼眼熟的身影，但我想不起在哪兒見過。我看著活物被活活凍死、抽出雪櫃、分屍切割、入盒包裝。我瞥見包裝上的標籤——長頸鹿。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGQWoBM3njJ
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKfmjo398s4
這情況似曾相識，但我想不起在哪兒見過。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiDe2V65M5h
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTVGaqF3eQI
我似乎忘記了很多重要人事物，但我真的無法憶起半點往事。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTSFbp7nKMR
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnm1X5FuDat
算了吧。想不起也許不是壞事。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBk1loWpQWn
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEQVdH4CuXK
生命空白空虛空洞，世界盡歸冷漠，沒有傷心悲哀，同時沒有其他情感。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡppfvnUpqkg
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvmcCclb4Jy
心境寧靜。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ444KGKH3q7
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN8zIOlvzK6
生活順利。487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0J9S6mKBF6
487Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGUImofV68K
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