第九十二章：承諾與失望544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhVKjU3C5I9
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「Alvin，你聽日喺咪會嚟睇我打學界？」544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPbWlixh3Wc
在腦海中，我聽到了一把挺熟悉的聲音……544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5qN8gr53fS
她問道了這一條問題，總感覺在過去的回憶當中，也有人詢問過同一條問題……544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFSHm9rDWp7
對，那個人……就是Mandy。544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUQK8tHqB6m
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我記起，那天是中三時的某一個星期五。544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuPtJl3z2Aw
我在出席完每逢星期五最後兩節課的全校集會後。544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNtriJ255dP
便與當時同班的Haley正在一邊談論著近期的動漫話題，一邊走回課室。544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTFWQeU602o
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「Alvin，Haley！你哋傾緊啲咩啊？」544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtbax4EZBnK
突然Mandy出現在我們後方並問道。544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2y69GSRdek
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Haley見況，立即說：「唔阻你兩個，行先。」544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA9PGiaDIat
接著他便一下子把我拋棄在後，自己一馬當先走上了樓梯。544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcNYJEmJGL5
無錯，其實他也是我與Mandy秘密交往的知情者之一。544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzMYediRVW8
不過他這樣一下子就走掉，也避免太過令人懷疑起來了……544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqMAwYG98TA
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「喂，Haley！洗唔洗走咁快……」我怎樣叫也叫不住他。544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7xSRh0L1AJ
於是也只好放慢腳步，讓Mandy走上前與自己平排步行著。544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2k8QCXSPUT
544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡILPisHQs6v
「Haley個死仔，話走就走！」我馬上向Mandy抱怨起來。544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡro1b745fb5
而Mandy則是隨即輕笑起來，並說：「Haley可能怕尷尬掛，哈哈。」544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtCfB662V1M
於是我們接著也一同慢慢地走上樓梯，踏上返回課室的路程。544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI1G1BOrEFN
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然而就在中途，Mandy卻突然扭過頭來說：「Alvin，你喺咪聽日會嚟睇我打學界？」544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTqNBL0TPQL
「會！一定會！應承咗你架嘛！」我馬上也回應了。544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLhGxpyqdEh
因為明天星期六，可是Mandy久違的羽毛球學界比賽。544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBjG3fJtey3
身為她的男朋友，我沒有理由不去支持一下，為她打氣吧？544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuS5Qmhzplr
除此之外，其實我也打算在她完成比賽後，帶她去看電影。544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiFPsZ8EsRu
我甚至連戲票都已經一早買定了。544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG4E4Q8G2LS
然而，我卻沒有實現這一個承諾……544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQXWiVFIVGZ
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隔天，正當我打算出門口時，媽媽卻突然收到了醫院的電話。544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxRtVtGZbtx
並告知在醫院的外公已經在為生命的終結，開始進行倒數。544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyu5xCvoIYA
若果想見最後一面，就一定要現在立刻前往醫院……544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLaA8A4ec5m
544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡegUJKk5lmO
然而，我當然是跟隨家人一起趕去醫院與外公道別。544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpOJ8x83E2M
並在路途上，向Mandy發送了一個訊息：544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjh8yjJAzB0
「我公公有事，要趕去醫院」544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnvN0jlGwuq
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但是，當時Mandy卻正在為比賽作最後熱身，手機放到了在儲物櫃之中。544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEnCCIAaYgU
因此沒有接收到我的訊息，並一直在比賽時，無時無刻都在尋找著我的身影。544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuSo0QVLRqu
卻因為我的缺席，而分神，最後也與勝利無緣。544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4WoVZW7L14
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雖然事後她都知道了我因為有親人去世，才會缺席。544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLSbzlTPpdj
使得輸掉了比賽的她，卻要反過來安慰我。544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4tuNUCAGAP
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但後來，我透過也有去觀賽的Rita描述所知。544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWGBo3MhZXn
當時比賽時Mandy的視線不時都望向觀眾席，彷彿就是在尋找著某人的身影。544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrZxYYMpf4A
544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2FfRiC2jrq
我不單止沒有按照承諾去看比賽為她打氣，甚至還使得她輸掉了比賽。544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyf445Fo8HB
雖然她一直都說不關我的事，而且知道我是有原因才不來的。544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpdUtJDo719
還覺得我有立即通知她，是盡責的行為。544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlnip8toH0b
然而，只是因為她沒有看到訊息，才不知道我沒有來。544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiRsHVlNUsZ
而一直在比賽時東張西望，這是她身為選手的不成熟。544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhnTdLvEZai
但是，其實我是非常自責的，因為若果我有出現的話，或許她就不會輸掉比賽。544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR1aWO6H9oO
我從此得知了，當承諾實現不了的時候，就只會帶來失望，是對自己的失望……544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGuKH9xMExP
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「叮鈴鈴—鈴鈴—」544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbcnBM7kJUY
「嗄！」我突然從鬧鐘中醒過，並發現電話只是放在了我頭的一旁響鬧著。544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4LAoIYThEj
於是我立即拿起來看，並隨即發現了Venus數個未讀訊息……544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4BY6jwHxFr
544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKg2N5krBXL
「弊，琴晚唔好小心瞓著咗，無覆到佢！」544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf2wPXF2cBu
我慌張起來地說道，並馬上點開她的訊息來看。544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtIMGBKzsTa
544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG4XwlgnMdc
「阿侑你聽日有咩比賽啊？」544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0pwKXJxc9I
這是她午夜十二時半向我發出的。544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Y1zG0bF9S
然而，那時候我卻昏睡了，所以遲遲都沒有回覆她。544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVZuxhhcyIU
因此，在大約十分後她又傳來：544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvAyULvQXjF
「Online住唔應嘅？」544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs4upRbTuHi
「跑完步攰得制瞓咗？」544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSHYEObzBnH
544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE1klyPQsSO
接著，再過五分鐘後，她確認了我已經是中途昏睡了。544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5rVobsRd89
她便傳來了一句打氣及晚安。544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRS9PuopBBJ
「聽日繼續加油啦！晚安啦傻>w<」544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkRd9BQyF2v
544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfjRXNhvyjp
然後，直到今早六時半，她又向我傳來了一個訊息：544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIsquz8AmaT
「我準備做手術啦」544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9IgK5dIglF
「做完再覆你ouo<3」544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCrkAENuZ0e
544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgE2c0CcULD
我看到了她即將要進行手術的訊息後，立即就回覆她：544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiRjkWsl4GN
「加油啊！我會等你回覆架>X<」544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdQbHJDu94k
544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnnhiQBTsc5
然而，這一段訊息，卻是維持了一段時間的單剔號。544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7BzwUwpfL8
意味著她並沒有收到我的訊息。544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBkWz3BLhos
會是單剔號，可能是因為訊號不良接收不到，也可能是她關機了。544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ43WcsZ4CaQ
但這時候，我都只能坐在床上看著手機上與她的對話眶。544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzkjk1vbd6M
心裡不斷希望剛剛的那一句訊息，由單剔號變成雙剔號……544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡemNqxgeQFm
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雖然剔號並沒有改變，但是此刻我也再次回到運動場上。544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIOEKIlq9vZ
不過雙腳仍然在作痛著，痛楚比昨晚的還來得更刺更痛。544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAOZkdPqmhW
而且更糟糕的是，甚至在我平常步速下步行時。544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeg7LxR0baY
也會不時感到突如其來的一陣刺痛，使我在一瞬間一瘸一拐起來。544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3piRlR0UFQ
544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe8jYFPaSDQ
但我還不能就此停下腳步，因為此刻我都已經站在了二百米短跑的起點線上。544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHj2AbJAy5b
只要再多撐三場賽事，我便能光榮地向做完手術的Venus展示自己的努力，展示自己達成承諾了……544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW6eg2uD61w
544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyAI3Qbk6Au
「各就位……預備……」544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDkF9an6nvo
起點發令員很快也舉起了起步槍。544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡATUyLxJtn0
於是我也蹲下來作起步準備，然而就在蹲下的一瞬間。544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZMW1HyZj0J
小腿卻如同被猛火燃燒一樣，我也只能以三個詞彙來形容，就是刺熱、酸痛以及辛苦。544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvDJTYg7RB2
但是我已經回不了去，因為起步的槍聲也隨即響起。544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuB6gYs6Xof
544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHJuQORrDx6
「呯—」 544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa7DDkM4cFA
我立即抬起身來向前跑，卻發現自己怎麼跑也跑不快。544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡulqnAVTSwr
並且很快就從第三名被超前成為第四名。544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnMEQwORGQr
接著更陸續被反超前，由第四五跌到第五名、第六名、第七名……第八名。544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3kMany9j3X
最後更成為了最後一名。544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgEe0kScuAq
但是，即使我再怎麼發力奔跑也好，還是追不上眼前的選手……544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIRp6nzGRrA
只能眼白白看著他們逐一衝線，自己卻還在跑著。544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡneoAsl9dlk
544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgR5kALp78b
這場二百米賽事，我可是徹底地敗北了。544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9IesSBlVu0
到底我是在搞甚麼鬼了？544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP3bB3mbO0g
為什麼會落敗？為什麼這麼簡單都贏不了？544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw8Ezot7fw0
我恨自己，恨自己又未能實現承諾。544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2uORWKCIiT
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然而片刻後，我也一拐一拐地在看台下方走著。544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNKckFR6zg9
打算前往更衣室檢討一人自己的失敗，並再次拉筋起來準備下午的賽事。544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjGBdLhkMhS
可是這時候，前方卻有人阻擋了我的前路，並說：「阿侑……你做咩啦……」544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTfJY5s5l3I
是Mandy。544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3xppNJiMck
544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSHwJUOkuh1
「無啊，我去更衣室拉筋啊，仲要準備下晝嘅比賽。」544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYXsF42HQYT
我馬上就向她說道了目的，並打算從她身旁走過。544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEKlh5yLrOL
可是，她卻突然捉住了我的手臂並說：544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwVFNYA1WvT
「Zack佢話你怪怪地，搏哂命去參加比賽，所以我先落嚟睇一睇你。」544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrs1q7B5RjS
544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOwx11Jr28A
「咁要贏就要搏命架啦。」我還是一臉輕鬆的與她說著。544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEviZJ8Fe3f
可是她卻表現激動起來：「搏命搏到依家行路拐下拐下咁，你無嘢啊嘛？」544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6aaP6JXOcj
我嚇了一嚇，沒有即時回應她。544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyfWpJSeyvG
於是她也繼續說下去：「何鵬侑，你講！到底發生咗咩事你要咁搏命？」544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSXMsUGcVEu
544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrrLuepwJqn
「我應承咗人，咁咪要搏命囉！承諾嚟架嘛！」我說道。544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6rQZL79h17
「喺承諾咁又點？」但她隨即就質問起來。544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0XzH5OhGGk
此刻被她質疑到「承諾」時，我也忍不住激動起來說：544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBzShj7UZt8
「實現唔到承諾咪會失望囉！就好似以前咁，我明明應承咗你，但喺又嚟唔到睇你學界比賽，仲要搞到你分神輸咗！咪搞到你對我失望囉！」544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaL1w7RY35Z
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「啪—」544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeCBP3VnTwk
她突然一巴拳打到我的左臉上。544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3JTfsBjVLB
我瞬間愣住，並發現了她已經淚流滿面起來。544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWENZTPC3D7
544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqxN1quruH6
「我個陣……根本就無對你失望……我知你有原因先唔嚟……點解你就一定要……一定要覺得我喺對你失望啊……」她哽咽地說著。544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdjmPbwL8oh
直至這一刻，我才下意識過來。544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtFUgPn08vh
剛剛的那一句說話，到底是有多麼的錯……544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwdvGMPMskf
544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrS0X3Bmdnq
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「為了實現承諾而使人失望，划算嗎」544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ37RAxONl1F
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