第九十二章：承諾與失望482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIGXf3dViI2
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「Alvin，你聽日喺咪會嚟睇我打學界？」482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgct8BsN3Zv
在腦海中，我聽到了一把挺熟悉的聲音……482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwANhWD1SVD
她問道了這一條問題，總感覺在過去的回憶當中，也有人詢問過同一條問題……482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5GWjMn2LiU
對，那個人……就是Mandy。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsa4jllJa8r
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我記起，那天是中三時的某一個星期五。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ3FXIBOpMD
我在出席完每逢星期五最後兩節課的全校集會後。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUD8FqRI0J3
便與當時同班的Haley正在一邊談論著近期的動漫話題，一邊走回課室。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk2PgdsVB0C
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「Alvin，Haley！你哋傾緊啲咩啊？」482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtUXGprwm5M
突然Mandy出現在我們後方並問道。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbSjC9MaiW9
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Haley見況，立即說：「唔阻你兩個，行先。」482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV9tvD3Ujhh
接著他便一下子把我拋棄在後，自己一馬當先走上了樓梯。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWBBCaowD3M
無錯，其實他也是我與Mandy秘密交往的知情者之一。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXa7Lq2bXdV
不過他這樣一下子就走掉，也避免太過令人懷疑起來了……482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ937ElSAYow
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「喂，Haley！洗唔洗走咁快……」我怎樣叫也叫不住他。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPj5J5Ef5j6
於是也只好放慢腳步，讓Mandy走上前與自己平排步行著。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8hVMbEBOCW
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「Haley個死仔，話走就走！」我馬上向Mandy抱怨起來。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2S7FIdNoQl
而Mandy則是隨即輕笑起來，並說：「Haley可能怕尷尬掛，哈哈。」482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg7TUCP4UGk
於是我們接著也一同慢慢地走上樓梯，踏上返回課室的路程。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1NDr4zZ51l
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然而就在中途，Mandy卻突然扭過頭來說：「Alvin，你喺咪聽日會嚟睇我打學界？」482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyPgs5sWADG
「會！一定會！應承咗你架嘛！」我馬上也回應了。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSEPmqytPQ7
因為明天星期六，可是Mandy久違的羽毛球學界比賽。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAQ7IvxnFCU
身為她的男朋友，我沒有理由不去支持一下，為她打氣吧？482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWkcjxmvZyx
除此之外，其實我也打算在她完成比賽後，帶她去看電影。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Xf7zLGn49
我甚至連戲票都已經一早買定了。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJrJnzwE9TY
然而，我卻沒有實現這一個承諾……482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIJrJg32Vk9
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隔天，正當我打算出門口時，媽媽卻突然收到了醫院的電話。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9qP7uFF0OG
並告知在醫院的外公已經在為生命的終結，開始進行倒數。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh6L195I1Ib
若果想見最後一面，就一定要現在立刻前往醫院……482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAsaY8FeWzL
482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjCOUbw6IH2
然而，我當然是跟隨家人一起趕去醫院與外公道別。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ40s7fflGyh
並在路途上，向Mandy發送了一個訊息：482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ58Juvg11M1
「我公公有事，要趕去醫院」482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdE3tVzdUDi
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但是，當時Mandy卻正在為比賽作最後熱身，手機放到了在儲物櫃之中。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9BTDCpSijS
因此沒有接收到我的訊息，並一直在比賽時，無時無刻都在尋找著我的身影。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ2hKSTefN8
卻因為我的缺席，而分神，最後也與勝利無緣。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡleD6u3IJmT
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雖然事後她都知道了我因為有親人去世，才會缺席。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqMgDPPMwhL
使得輸掉了比賽的她，卻要反過來安慰我。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmRKthz8z6t
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但後來，我透過也有去觀賽的Rita描述所知。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNh2HdR0gWp
當時比賽時Mandy的視線不時都望向觀眾席，彷彿就是在尋找著某人的身影。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaDUZK6fjBy
482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfMMwFeCQBm
我不單止沒有按照承諾去看比賽為她打氣，甚至還使得她輸掉了比賽。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP7VnI10GzL
雖然她一直都說不關我的事，而且知道我是有原因才不來的。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmGA9B1EWdU
還覺得我有立即通知她，是盡責的行為。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCpnFHVsNIF
然而，只是因為她沒有看到訊息，才不知道我沒有來。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqkDEso1X01
而一直在比賽時東張西望，這是她身為選手的不成熟。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd5z2wQbpuo
但是，其實我是非常自責的，因為若果我有出現的話，或許她就不會輸掉比賽。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrtCc1KNqfy
我從此得知了，當承諾實現不了的時候，就只會帶來失望，是對自己的失望……482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6eNUoUwd7J
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「叮鈴鈴—鈴鈴—」482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhIPoDFkyBi
「嗄！」我突然從鬧鐘中醒過，並發現電話只是放在了我頭的一旁響鬧著。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbIozAXcDvp
於是我立即拿起來看，並隨即發現了Venus數個未讀訊息……482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG9YVmSsfCb
482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpYES3hRqVI
「弊，琴晚唔好小心瞓著咗，無覆到佢！」482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoIt0d1nCZM
我慌張起來地說道，並馬上點開她的訊息來看。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR3YPLCkkcQ
482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡajXuXcm6dj
「阿侑你聽日有咩比賽啊？」482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr2WkXFAb5Y
這是她午夜十二時半向我發出的。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ11viirXaen
然而，那時候我卻昏睡了，所以遲遲都沒有回覆她。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH2XMyB6CLD
因此，在大約十分後她又傳來：482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5OR8WSP4jV
「Online住唔應嘅？」482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLdect07T4j
「跑完步攰得制瞓咗？」482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdXQ5n5wv1L
482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Xe2eOFHDV
接著，再過五分鐘後，她確認了我已經是中途昏睡了。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj5u2mXMTJW
她便傳來了一句打氣及晚安。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTackIrfcs2
「聽日繼續加油啦！晚安啦傻>w<」482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJTskACOPoI
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然後，直到今早六時半，她又向我傳來了一個訊息：482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4S9EsYkFyV
「我準備做手術啦」482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmGLxo3Anvd
「做完再覆你ouo<3」482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRc13NB4enH
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我看到了她即將要進行手術的訊息後，立即就回覆她：482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeermZ0IHoo
「加油啊！我會等你回覆架>X<」482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡai9wtKzoac
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然而，這一段訊息，卻是維持了一段時間的單剔號。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGEncwgok3r
意味著她並沒有收到我的訊息。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHpgbWYqFwj
會是單剔號，可能是因為訊號不良接收不到，也可能是她關機了。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnDHjBxDf6f
但這時候，我都只能坐在床上看著手機上與她的對話眶。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlk3epsFwOp
心裡不斷希望剛剛的那一句訊息，由單剔號變成雙剔號……482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkRJ9VhzBWl
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雖然剔號並沒有改變，但是此刻我也再次回到運動場上。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhdeTOwlHAl
不過雙腳仍然在作痛著，痛楚比昨晚的還來得更刺更痛。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNC3Jouif7S
而且更糟糕的是，甚至在我平常步速下步行時。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbGjwjrlg5P
也會不時感到突如其來的一陣刺痛，使我在一瞬間一瘸一拐起來。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ07nVmHKghV
482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5SVjEyeWFa
但我還不能就此停下腳步，因為此刻我都已經站在了二百米短跑的起點線上。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdRZNlD29KF
只要再多撐三場賽事，我便能光榮地向做完手術的Venus展示自己的努力，展示自己達成承諾了……482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPGUjYzf5LK
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「各就位……預備……」482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7UmVYvENbh
起點發令員很快也舉起了起步槍。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr6aCAQUQab
於是我也蹲下來作起步準備，然而就在蹲下的一瞬間。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡopBAMNn1xQ
小腿卻如同被猛火燃燒一樣，我也只能以三個詞彙來形容，就是刺熱、酸痛以及辛苦。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDnacgHzM5e
但是我已經回不了去，因為起步的槍聲也隨即響起。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTczlYr1VqR
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「呯—」 482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKWV6REQIka
我立即抬起身來向前跑，卻發現自己怎麼跑也跑不快。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUrIxlLqnRv
並且很快就從第三名被超前成為第四名。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIPYa632tQG
接著更陸續被反超前，由第四五跌到第五名、第六名、第七名……第八名。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYiqKzMiBHe
最後更成為了最後一名。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO1PXwMPv1M
但是，即使我再怎麼發力奔跑也好，還是追不上眼前的選手……482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Py92G1wul
只能眼白白看著他們逐一衝線，自己卻還在跑著。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8sTZTX5bal
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這場二百米賽事，我可是徹底地敗北了。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrxrAiTLPCN
到底我是在搞甚麼鬼了？482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyYXOyi1zIz
為什麼會落敗？為什麼這麼簡單都贏不了？482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPTl7sxvCHa
我恨自己，恨自己又未能實現承諾。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1rIKmznt2r
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然而片刻後，我也一拐一拐地在看台下方走著。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbdj7Erz67J
打算前往更衣室檢討一人自己的失敗，並再次拉筋起來準備下午的賽事。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwFhQy17E97
可是這時候，前方卻有人阻擋了我的前路，並說：「阿侑……你做咩啦……」482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEJnS30Vgl7
是Mandy。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡslqNEZvmSm
482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5OUgf3qp8m
「無啊，我去更衣室拉筋啊，仲要準備下晝嘅比賽。」482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMVO6G95SMM
我馬上就向她說道了目的，並打算從她身旁走過。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB56Zc947aw
可是，她卻突然捉住了我的手臂並說：482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHgfacxxUMj
「Zack佢話你怪怪地，搏哂命去參加比賽，所以我先落嚟睇一睇你。」482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoEiQm2A20K
482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡitQOncFmkB
「咁要贏就要搏命架啦。」我還是一臉輕鬆的與她說著。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwdrjDlFQ14
可是她卻表現激動起來：「搏命搏到依家行路拐下拐下咁，你無嘢啊嘛？」482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ713YKVmJCH
我嚇了一嚇，沒有即時回應她。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2aXkoagFI5
於是她也繼續說下去：「何鵬侑，你講！到底發生咗咩事你要咁搏命？」482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡim5p29m3Qc
482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡosXhIteGR9
「我應承咗人，咁咪要搏命囉！承諾嚟架嘛！」我說道。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWQ56d8e3r6
「喺承諾咁又點？」但她隨即就質問起來。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWCL1O95Ox5
此刻被她質疑到「承諾」時，我也忍不住激動起來說：482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDjEyC5a4kH
「實現唔到承諾咪會失望囉！就好似以前咁，我明明應承咗你，但喺又嚟唔到睇你學界比賽，仲要搞到你分神輸咗！咪搞到你對我失望囉！」482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Al2izcEH4
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「啪—」482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF1ek0HXBno
她突然一巴拳打到我的左臉上。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTPdMGZ7Flf
我瞬間愣住，並發現了她已經淚流滿面起來。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUnn3a8SO6Y
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「我個陣……根本就無對你失望……我知你有原因先唔嚟……點解你就一定要……一定要覺得我喺對你失望啊……」她哽咽地說著。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡObwgOTWMax
直至這一刻，我才下意識過來。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXcOyiT0s1V
剛剛的那一句說話，到底是有多麼的錯……482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZy5F01WRqm
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「為了實現承諾而使人失望，划算嗎」482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJY1BvB6Uac
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