第九十三章：執著545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoUAXDPbAmV
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「點解你就一定要……一定要覺得我喺對你失望啊……」545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGiLigo0eNb
Mandy此刻淚流滿臉，並硬咽起來。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmt4RmXUzOP
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她那一巴掌，彷彿把我從執著之中打醒過來。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsTe0aVjC43
「我……唔喺咁嘅意思……」545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZVejgGkPdw
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「咩唔喺咁嘅意思啊……點解你就覺得自己虧欠咗我咁，明明我就無對你失望過，喺你一意孤行覺得因為自己無嚟到睇我比賽，先會搞到我輸咗……」545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgdaUOMjmuw
她激動地向我說著，而淚水也持續向眼眶流出。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgjfDmVtOaW
但她並沒有停下說話的打算。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0afnfv5nm3
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「何鵬侑，我依家老老實實同你講，我個陣根本就無因為你唔嚟所以唔開心……喺，我喺因為發現唔到你嘅身影，所以先會周圍望……咁喺我身為一個運動員嘅唔成熟。」545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw1mrhd3ql8
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「對唔住……」這刻我想到的，就只是道歉。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLang3Ryn8i
「我唔需要你講對唔住，我只喺想知承諾對你嚟講有幾重要……重要到要一直自責？」545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUPEPFlJIgU
她強忍著淚水，並雙眼盯著我問道。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD6Sy82h8vE
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「承諾……實現到先喺承諾，實現唔到就只喺虛言。」我沉住氣說。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgylWtHIzug
「你喺幾時變到咁執著架？」她又再追問起來。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqLWo7xTJ5n
然而，我隨即就深呼吸了一口，並看著她說：「由學界個次開始……唔喺，應該喺由我哋分手個一日開始。」545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQHhX43Ntmj
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「我哋分手個日……」她有點愕然地重覆著我的話。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcyyxOMMft1
「你記唔記得個陣我哋睇完戲之後，咪討論過我哋兩個嘅關係，然後你就要我應承你無論大家遇到啲咩問題煩惱，都一定要好好同對方商量溝通……」545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFufPJlSTVw
我說完後，只是默默地看著她的雙眼，而沒有把話接下去。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMbtK4zmB6G
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「我……記得。」545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEwkig12Cwo
既然她記得的話，那我也繼續說道：「咁我哋有無真喺好好溝通過，直至分手之前？」545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ45ncYLEdMo
她聽到我這樣反問後，表情立即變得難堪起來。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi74gm2pG24
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「阿侑……我……」她打算回應時，我卻打斷了她的說話。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4NDWdQKMj2
「喺碼頭個次，你同我講要去海外讀書，之後先傾過一次，話大家就算Long d都會繼續維持呢段關係……但喺之後我哋又有無再好好咁溝通過？你應該好清楚。」545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJV1o4DxQxn
而她則慢慢地把眼神從我身上移開，並有點口吃地說：「咁……後來我覺得……覺得我哋真喺唔會維繫到。」545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgjHQaBHH9D
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「但喺我哋試都未試，你又點知唔得？」我隨即就反駁了她。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Zzg0dNmXI
她也倒抽了一口氣，然後再次與我對上眼神。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzAZp6tGDiU
「當時喺我唔好……因為我真喺好驚，驚我哋唔會維繫到……最後都喺分手收場……」545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWlV3mfsUGF
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接著我也打算開口再反駁，卻被她搶先一步，語氣有點激動地說：545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfJxFC8cbEN
「乜你唔會驚架咩？普通情侶都會驚自己終有一日會同另一半分手，更何況我哋喺Long d喎，單單就咁起身講早晨，瞓教講晚安已經有時差啦！」545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrDTSUe6w6e
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「我從來都唔覺得我哋會分手，我仲諗住之後下半世都喺會陪住你……不過呢啲都喺過咗去嘅事，因為承諾一早已經唔存在，由你講分手個一刻。」545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoLg9o5OIIC
在我說完後，隨即就感到鼻酸起來。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ25YpJ9S2ri
畢竟，這可是我曾經的一個幻想，一個期待。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM4PLCueLbQ
然而，卻與泡沫一樣，雖然外表美麗，但是一旦破掉卻永遠都不存在。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDiofPoRxAL
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本來我以為Mandy又會立即反駁起來。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8wllY1NqmZ
但是她卻沒有，只是雙眼熱淚盈眶看著我。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUUDjQWq0iV
「乜你……個陣真喺咁想……同我過下半世咩……」545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp65PNHrIac
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「我想架，不過實現唔到嘅承諾，無必要再去實現多次。」545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV61TfeJ6SZ
我接著搖一搖頭，再繼續說：「玥，對唔住，頭先太過執著過去同你嘅承諾……不過同時都提醒翻我，承諾呢啲嘢，一日未實現之前，都只喺空花陽焰。」545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSjX78wdevc
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接著，我便甩開她的手，從她身旁擦身而過。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9TrzxgAV50
即使她再怎樣用淒厲的聲音叫道，我也再沒有回頭。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWmtngYZ2OU
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本來一心打算在放下對Mandy的情感後，便可以與她從朋友關係重新再來。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFOz5Cjapsy
然而，她一天是我的前女友，一世都會是我的前女友。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu0Y0VJ1Wpw
我曾經給予期望，但最後卻換來絕望。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡglIonrgmhS
那就只好怪自己當初與她許下了太多的承諾。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡihhOX9BstH
然而，這些承諾卻根本永遠都不會實現。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbOXZ5JyngE
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接下來，來到了更衣室後。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFNd2TjHDhY
我便坐在其中一張長椅上，並把手機拿出來，查看一下與Venus的對話訊息。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWKiIzvhV8W
然而，對話仍然是停留在我的那一句「加油啊！我會等你回覆架>X<」。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIiPvFZ4vrP
並且旁邊仍然是單剔號的狀態。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJnxICKABsD
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「愛瑩，我應該點做好……」我看著對話眶上的頭像說道。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRuq84i7r4t
接著就把手巾掩蓋至臉上，閉上眼睛。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqJA4XJ6DZH
靜靜地在混亂的腦海中，尋找心中的答案。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNlLKfjy90d
明明交往應該是一件開心事，但為何我會開始感到害怕起來……545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1LdClAV0HN
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下午與男生們吃飯時，我也向Zack提出了班際接力賽由Nick頂替的請求。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDZ1b33jPnz
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在一旁的Felix聽到了後，便立即向我問道：「吓，乜你唔喺話要攞哂啲獎架咩？」545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz9R5NhUVrw
「我雙腳已經唔許可我繼續跑落去，你哋啱先都應該見到我二百米決賽包尾。」545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRseTlVh2tN
但是我隨即就搖頭起來說著。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpjhKwXTPkd
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「唔緊要啦，你琴日跑贏咗我已經好勁！要量力而為，錫住身體緊要啊。」545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsrdJMb5Zvb
但是，Leo也在我說完後，立刻把手放到我的肩膀上拍著說道。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJQTNv36MCn
而坐在對面的Zack也點頭以示確認我的請求，並問口說：545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvgnuLAQLI6
「嗯，我明架啦。Alvin你呢兩日已經盡咗力，無虧欠任何人，亦都無虧欠自己。」545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI6ql9D4XPK
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Zack的這一句說話，讓我回想起Mandy剛剛的說話。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV6Yi16AjBF
難道許下承諾，但又不能實現，真的不會虧欠其他人嗎？545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt6DOLA06nD
是對方器量大，還是我太過執著了。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhROAIbIVL4
545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcjBnBi08NO
而接下來的時間，我也一直在心中想著這個問題。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfqvnynUpId
連自己班在班際接力賽中贏得冠軍時，我依然是在默默不語地沉思著。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSj1rAxpHqT
直到身旁的Devin大聲歡呼起來時，我才回過神來得知他們跑贏了。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO4haQwzLCg
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最終，中學生涯最後一場運動會，我以獲得了一面銀牌及銅牌迎來結束。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEPzRw5tJAk
並且在散場時，我拜託Devin為我拍一張拿著兩枚獎牌的照片。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvsWWiGwjCY
並隨即就馬上發送給予Venus，告訴她，我都算是達成了承諾。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdvonjuD4bV
然而，即使照片發送後，旁邊仍然是單剔號。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwj2xBm7oqj
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看著那個原封不動的單剔號，迎來的也只有失落感。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡupdsiDvxme
不過，我仍然深信，這個單剔號也會最終變成雙剔號的。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV80HHBRMZi
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接著，就在我與其他幾名男子聊著天走出運動場時。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiPw66YInJs
卻看見了依玲剛好在前方不遠處走過。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbicRdTBya2
看來她應是剛與Sherry或者是Poppy道別，並各散東西了。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkdRF9hJjBd
但是，我馬上也發現了在依玲的後方，卻有一個身穿連帽衣的人在尾隨。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsMQBC9SG9z
再看清楚一點那個人的容貌，發現那個人竟然是Raymond！？545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ84E94bRHT4
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依玲隨即便從路口轉向右方並離開了視線範圍。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl99nCx2ILo
而她身後尾隨的Raymond，也表現得鬼鬼祟祟起來。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ri6exuSSz
在一輪視察四方後，也一同轉入依玲所進的路口。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMaIpwLjKW6
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「Harriet，我有啲急事要行開先……晏啲先過嚟你屋企！」545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡggr3om2t6K
發現了Raymond的不對勁，我連忙與Harriet等人請辭。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwEvHRqw3oR
並拖著疲勞的雙腳，急步走向了剛剛依玲及Raymond所轉入的路口。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJT2BPMThYg
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因為直覺告訴了我，接下來一定會有甚麼事情發生……545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXknZXVWBaA
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「是承諾導向未來，還是未來實現承諾」545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6oigkqlYq1
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作者閒聊：阿侑終於在這一篇把自己一直以來壓抑在心中對愛情的執著一下子爆發出來。但他並不恨Mandy，他恨的而是自己竟然會如此執著承諾。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzUMjpcctli
然而，他也終於意會得到自己一直所期望的愛情，所執著的承諾，也只是形同虛設而已。或許從這一刻開始，他對愛情改觀了。545Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0NB3YJfuaw
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