暑假篇：復合？438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6DNYhF5VwG
438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkisczmTJpi
「你知唔知，當年喺廁所搵到Ivy嗰個……就喺我。」438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGxXTzaBCiV
438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVYHBqfisqr
在Mandy說完這一句話後，換轉是我目瞪口呆起來。438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3cj6tn7jEW
並隨即語帶疑惑說：「吓？你講真架？」438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi2HPTPZs2p
438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG4Bsy2dLwu
她點頭說：「可能無乜人記得，但喺個陣真喺我喺學校七樓搵到佢。」438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIgPDfkIoHk
我沒有說話，只是繼續一臉難以置信地看著她。438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDeKL0EbOyZ
而她也繼續把話接下去：「當時場面真喺好恐怖……我嗌住Ivy個名，一轉入女廁就見到成地都喺有血嘅紙巾，然後就見到拎住𠝹刀、成手血嘅Ivy坐咗喺地下到……」438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5qk6lHrAa8
438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk5SAH9Z7ZS
當年，我都只知道Ivy是在洗手間裡自殘，不知道實際的情況。438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhhvCjpdUU9
但是Mandy把當年的情境描述出來後，我不自覺地咽了咽口水。438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ97pNNzAdv
不過接下來，我卻是把手放到了她的頭上，並開始撫摸著。438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVUHZvtZng2
「比你見到啲咁嘅畫面……應該喺好驚。」438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKAMYyMeZbB
而她也繼續任由我摸著頭，並說：「嗯……當時我見到咁血淋淋嘅畫面，真喺差啲就當場嚇暈咗，即使到依家都仲喺歷歷在目……」438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeqbbNnDJe0
438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Mrsq21Zrg
此刻，我的內心也逐漸感到無比的內疚。438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSzXwqIvsT9
因為我，先導致了一個喜歡我的女生選擇自殘。438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7a6QBpnCSZ
更使得一個與事情無關的女生留下了陰影。438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhopjrpFQw4
438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrwz1hI4Atg
「不過……」她隨即也抬頭看著我說。438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8fQMu3PsPy
「不過啲咩啦？」我問道，示意她把話接下去。438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1pDwStvHxd
但她先轉移了視線並思考片刻，接著也再次與我對視並說：438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrMBasaexqf
「不過我都終於明白當時Ivy同我講嘅一句說話。」438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv78lT78bxu
438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG6ar7f5Zor
「說話？」我好奇地問道，想不到當時竟然還有後續。438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuTzCILzO8k
「佢見到我之後就問我……Mandy你有無試過鍾意咗一個唔應該鍾意嘅人，然而又甩唔身，反而仲踩越深。」438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR89SQnEdjU
她模仿了當時Ivy的語氣說道。438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3HmeoXSWvs
438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6eyAm5dmYf
而更強烈的內疚感，也隨即從我的內心中湧現出來。438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaeN3okcfcV
使得我沒有說任何話回應她，只是如同一個啞子一樣，沉默下來。438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn9HHTllY86
438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzh9RWZqGDq
Mandy似乎也留意到了我的變化。438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ66gOhm9dFA
於是先凝視著我片刻，然後就走前了一步，並把雙手放到我的臉頰上。438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYJpfCUAZ27
「阿侑同我一樣，都喺傻瓜……」438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkmdboU8B3x
「點解我哋喺傻瓜啊？」438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQMY8UctQOr
「我傻喺因為，可以我同Ivy一樣，都鍾意咗一個唔應該鍾意嘅人。明明就唔應該再鍾意翻你，明明就唔應該一直都仲鍾意住你……」438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkUcVJNYNU2
說著說著，她的雙眼也漸漸泛起了淚光，聲音變得硬咽起來。438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz6o9ebHqvm
438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9cWFE48Ex2
「玥玥，你唔好喊啊！」438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsvKkQNlc4N
看到她熱淚盈眶的一瞬間，我也開始變得不知所措起來。438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0zrIBz97yM
明明只是喜歡一個人而且，為何最後卻會使得自己變得傷痕累累？438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5YO3PrPG1u
我曾經傷害了一個喜歡我的人，難道現在又要再傷害多一個喜歡我的人嗎？438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHVOAb13tdk
我必須想辦法……有了！438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuJJnt1INE7
438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡidpnRrZK44
「伏—」438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfK0V20icLX
在下一秒，淚水正開始從雙眼流出的Mandy，被我一下子拉到懷裡，並緊緊擁抱著。438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFQ1ApYmitL
既然一時三刻說出不任何安慰的說話，那就由行動來代替吧！438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYYi1tPC9dn
不過回想一下，這應該是我們再次相遇後，第一次由我來主動擁抱她。438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTPvnVk6rXI
438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwjVFWc0Fs8
而被我突如其來拉到懷裡的Mandy，當然也隨即停止了哭泣。438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd8JxuOvMUj
取而代之就是愕然起來，並語帶驚訝地說：「阿侑，你做咩突然攬我……？」438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZwmNN4nL0L
「喺啊！因為我都諗唔到講咩好，所以直接攬住你算啦。」438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcnt4FSCaEH
這個理由應該是我生平中，最爛的一個。438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOfFKNhdM6l
不過還是成功停止了她哭泣，都算是某程度上的成功了吧？438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOsxAbzgOaP
438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡunDQEyABz0
「哎吔，笑到我標眼水啦，邊有人諗唔到講咩，就直接攬住人架，哈哈。」438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡowKL238Ier
接下來，她也在我的懷裡開始笑起來。438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1zU3Ykf0Lp
而我也只好無耐地說：「諗住攬住當安慰嘛，點知原來會比人笑，咁唔攬囉！」438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Wx3XuvNk4
「唔比！」她隨即一聲喊道，然後就雙手摟緊了我的腰部，並再小小聲地說：「比我攬多陣先……」438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Mf0RcN7TV
438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuUTOHjsj8a
於是我也只好繼續任由她摟抱著，當然我都一樣繼續雙手擁抱著她。438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhK0kMGYMW1
直至過了一會，她也放開了雙手。438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbnh0oPORXH
因此我都同一時間放開了手，並後退兩步，與她四目交投。438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiQZB12TXUd
438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmjhVPXpTT6
此刻，雖然她的雙眼殘留著淚珠，可是臉上同時也掛上了一個甜蜜的笑容。438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxtPLrqcoqi
「阿侑正傻瓜，整天在那天邊高高掛。」438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡythCQ6FhCI
「咩在那天邊高高掛啊？」我一臉疑惑地問道。438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4J9D2XRyD5
「歌詞嚟架！不過唔喺重點，重點喺你真喺好傻，唔怪得Venus會咁鍾意你。」438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnYxWlXK3q7
「吓？又關愛瑩……Venus事？」我從疑惑轉而變得百思不解起來。438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvmDZRwCEWn
所以我傻與在天邊高高掛，以及Venus會喜歡我到底有甚麼關係？438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUH3PVbvw5X
438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOa0d7YGwUG
「阿侑……」但她接著卻是再次叫道我的名字。438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPqbW8xzL6h
於是我也不服輸，隨即皺著眉頭說：「又做咩啦？」438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1NRdCSFsyL
「如果我哋唔復合，咁做好朋友得唔得啊？」438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxrqYFj93UX
正當我聽到「好朋友」這三個字後，馬上瞪大雙眼震驚了一下。438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkWAQgLZCaR
因為都好像有一段時間已經沒有聽到有人提起「好朋友」這三個字了。438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnjGfcxuAdx
438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5XyD6Um76Z
「點解喺好朋友啊？」我立即好奇地問道她。438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA4ePZ5kqNM
「因為我覺得……我哋喺好朋友呢個關係，會好似特別啲咁。」438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRejwBWMBCh
她說著的同時，轉移了視線，似乎是想起了些事情。438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvTJhiFmDUQ
438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb4kWQv1Ibx
但是我隨即也回應她：「唔喺好朋友關喺得唔得啊？」438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqFFkwrmYWa
我會這樣說，全是因為「好朋友」在我的認知中，其實在不斷改變著。438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlAsasHMlfm
原來「好朋友」這個關係，最初也只是依玲談談心事而且。438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1TT4W1CTG3
可是逐漸卻演變成與Venus的曖昧關係，甚至後來連一開始的「好朋友」依玲也喜歡了我。438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHhwKfvGxPP
所以，到底「好朋友」這個關係，是發展於友誼上，還是感情上呢？438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfjKZxIwpFb
438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnc2K0dttiq
「呵，佢哋同你又拖手又攬又錫，就做得好朋友，而我就唔做得！」438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4yzraOjWA7
Mandy說完後，便一同皺起眉頭及鼓起腮幫子。438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡulTsskhga9
看著看著，便覺得她的樣子有點可愛。438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnfArSxn31i
不，重點不是她可不可愛，而是為什麼她會知道我與Venus及依玲的事情？！438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX7pO962U8Q
438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡElv5uhX5Cu
「睇你個樣就知你驚訝緊點解我好似咩都知咁啦……」她立即沾沾自喜地說道。438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeUlC388Kga
而我隨即腦海中也想到了答案，並不禁用手掩著臉說：「你搵咗Fazer攞情報……」438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2q0YzLiPee
想不到，我與學校擁有最強搜索資料能力的「狼」同為朋友，卻會有被對方「起底」的一天……438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPw0dmlhrLw
438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtBQh7ZPD50
「嗱，你唔拒絕，我當你應承架啦！」她突然走到了我臉前說。438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEhq7n0dfKA
「想唔應承都唔得啦……」我無耐地回應。438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXST26VjPEP
於是她隨即也露出了一個愉快的表情，接著活蹦亂跳地走到了宿舍的門口。438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI2nkBewRYA
而看著她此刻心滿意中的樣子，我也不禁會心一笑。438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvbYeSYWLKi
438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy5lsXwPsql
當我一同走門口時，Mandy便向我伸手說道：「阿侑，情侶任務啊！」438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeoUQGwWYJ4
而我也馬上牽住了她的手：「知啦知啦，我哋快啲翻去繼續BBQ啦。」438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf5cTo2uqdy
接下來，我與她，牽著手，在昏黃的路燈下，沿著小徑，往燒烤場的方向前往。438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvSIl62cq1J
438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUz5IUAKehS
雖然，復合的請求最終演變成「好朋友」關係。438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK77Fvm2sIs
不過對於我們現階段來說，或許是最好的相處方式。438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGmt1WxUaVs
至於結局會是如何，此刻的我也不敢想像……438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkEbuhWUIDP
438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1xWoRvmltA
438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPt2YdTJsCn
「我不介意未來的發展，只希望現在能繼續珍惜你」438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdCXVxpUVaO
438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkJEEyHnrfl
438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoG2oVcoS2A
小番外：438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvopfdDoFXF
在返回燒烤場的途中，阿侑發現自己兩手空空，感覺好像是遺忘了某些東西。438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtoXZ5ss5cK
不過他怎樣努力回想，都想不起到底拿漏了甚麼東西。438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmsDrItJngW
而此時，一卷錫紙正倒臥在宿舍的餐桌上，被外面的月光照耀著。438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn1K6J9Z9do
然而，看來今晚的燒烤，它都應該無緣作出貢獻了。438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFINCyTpbOW
438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSFCYfsSfeg
438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtCdrftuYwE
作者閒聊：438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1UulEwl7Dc
故事標題《你好，我只是你的好朋友》，到底阿侑會是「我」還是「你」呢？438Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqnrVqASBh6
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