暑假篇:復合?460Please respect copyright.PENANAtEAwVyB6pA
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「你知唔知,當年喺廁所搵到Ivy嗰個……就喺我。」460Please respect copyright.PENANA5EL3CgLrM7
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在Mandy說完這一句話後,換轉是我目瞪口呆起來。460Please respect copyright.PENANAQe6Ub9wH4N
並隨即語帶疑惑說:「吓?你講真架?」460Please respect copyright.PENANARD4yfg5dNl
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她點頭說:「可能無乜人記得,但喺個陣真喺我喺學校七樓搵到佢。」460Please respect copyright.PENANAPMtv9wC4gg
我沒有說話,只是繼續一臉難以置信地看著她。460Please respect copyright.PENANAv8SdD5U9Wt
而她也繼續把話接下去:「當時場面真喺好恐怖……我嗌住Ivy個名,一轉入女廁就見到成地都喺有血嘅紙巾,然後就見到拎住𠝹刀、成手血嘅Ivy坐咗喺地下到……」460Please respect copyright.PENANAa4SaktGrx5
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當年,我都只知道Ivy是在洗手間裡自殘,不知道實際的情況。460Please respect copyright.PENANA8lRZcq3cX8
但是Mandy把當年的情境描述出來後,我不自覺地咽了咽口水。460Please respect copyright.PENANAVLnHbOgWje
不過接下來,我卻是把手放到了她的頭上,並開始撫摸著。460Please respect copyright.PENANA5veI4i852F
「比你見到啲咁嘅畫面……應該喺好驚。」460Please respect copyright.PENANACVng5zmyGZ
而她也繼續任由我摸著頭,並說:「嗯……當時我見到咁血淋淋嘅畫面,真喺差啲就當場嚇暈咗,即使到依家都仲喺歷歷在目……」460Please respect copyright.PENANAebOacM8RfR
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此刻,我的內心也逐漸感到無比的內疚。460Please respect copyright.PENANAuYKfOXc98S
因為我,先導致了一個喜歡我的女生選擇自殘。460Please respect copyright.PENANAAQPHRXO0Gu
更使得一個與事情無關的女生留下了陰影。460Please respect copyright.PENANAHduc5TIjbU
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「不過……」她隨即也抬頭看著我說。460Please respect copyright.PENANArYu6O8QQzP
「不過啲咩啦?」我問道,示意她把話接下去。460Please respect copyright.PENANAn5tszpYW7z
但她先轉移了視線並思考片刻,接著也再次與我對視並說:460Please respect copyright.PENANA1GRrRBWBtZ
「不過我都終於明白當時Ivy同我講嘅一句說話。」460Please respect copyright.PENANA9kMnd1KEZf
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「說話?」我好奇地問道,想不到當時竟然還有後續。460Please respect copyright.PENANAbNViOmlEpY
「佢見到我之後就問我……Mandy你有無試過鍾意咗一個唔應該鍾意嘅人,然而又甩唔身,反而仲踩越深。」460Please respect copyright.PENANAC06xKZ7Qz5
她模仿了當時Ivy的語氣說道。460Please respect copyright.PENANAqVsGYiqtIU
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而更強烈的內疚感,也隨即從我的內心中湧現出來。460Please respect copyright.PENANAZaJESjSCuN
使得我沒有說任何話回應她,只是如同一個啞子一樣,沉默下來。460Please respect copyright.PENANA44kcUK2wo6
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Mandy似乎也留意到了我的變化。460Please respect copyright.PENANABLXyoVqZzP
於是先凝視著我片刻,然後就走前了一步,並把雙手放到我的臉頰上。460Please respect copyright.PENANAqrpKwLD3f3
「阿侑同我一樣,都喺傻瓜……」460Please respect copyright.PENANAUivps837sc
「點解我哋喺傻瓜啊?」460Please respect copyright.PENANAvZbxZsock0
「我傻喺因為,可以我同Ivy一樣,都鍾意咗一個唔應該鍾意嘅人。明明就唔應該再鍾意翻你,明明就唔應該一直都仲鍾意住你……」460Please respect copyright.PENANAmOVlFhOki0
說著說著,她的雙眼也漸漸泛起了淚光,聲音變得硬咽起來。460Please respect copyright.PENANAXAyamJzA0Y
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「玥玥,你唔好喊啊!」460Please respect copyright.PENANADQ5ONC5kRX
看到她熱淚盈眶的一瞬間,我也開始變得不知所措起來。460Please respect copyright.PENANApcKMYD7uL5
明明只是喜歡一個人而且,為何最後卻會使得自己變得傷痕累累?460Please respect copyright.PENANAKyABNTWA8R
我曾經傷害了一個喜歡我的人,難道現在又要再傷害多一個喜歡我的人嗎?460Please respect copyright.PENANAcdXBnIjfvx
我必須想辦法……有了!460Please respect copyright.PENANA9jZKsUkvNZ
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「伏—」460Please respect copyright.PENANAEI3uw33J14
在下一秒,淚水正開始從雙眼流出的Mandy,被我一下子拉到懷裡,並緊緊擁抱著。460Please respect copyright.PENANAfKBv0jSuci
既然一時三刻說出不任何安慰的說話,那就由行動來代替吧!460Please respect copyright.PENANAOgPDTm8DEh
不過回想一下,這應該是我們再次相遇後,第一次由我來主動擁抱她。460Please respect copyright.PENANA4t19ltoAkN
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而被我突如其來拉到懷裡的Mandy,當然也隨即停止了哭泣。460Please respect copyright.PENANAze6UtmEM7p
取而代之就是愕然起來,並語帶驚訝地說:「阿侑,你做咩突然攬我……?」460Please respect copyright.PENANAhTWGvMP2sL
「喺啊!因為我都諗唔到講咩好,所以直接攬住你算啦。」460Please respect copyright.PENANAGVXxrtqndn
這個理由應該是我生平中,最爛的一個。460Please respect copyright.PENANATElstlIoYj
不過還是成功停止了她哭泣,都算是某程度上的成功了吧?460Please respect copyright.PENANAzYG9NHLZ6m
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「哎吔,笑到我標眼水啦,邊有人諗唔到講咩,就直接攬住人架,哈哈。」460Please respect copyright.PENANAVtBTgR2pan
接下來,她也在我的懷裡開始笑起來。460Please respect copyright.PENANAPzSDdTnnZo
而我也只好無耐地說:「諗住攬住當安慰嘛,點知原來會比人笑,咁唔攬囉!」460Please respect copyright.PENANAvTR2Nfinqk
「唔比!」她隨即一聲喊道,然後就雙手摟緊了我的腰部,並再小小聲地說:「比我攬多陣先……」460Please respect copyright.PENANAk3i86ormvW
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於是我也只好繼續任由她摟抱著,當然我都一樣繼續雙手擁抱著她。460Please respect copyright.PENANArU4VVCyaWk
直至過了一會,她也放開了雙手。460Please respect copyright.PENANAv4FS3yRlPs
因此我都同一時間放開了手,並後退兩步,與她四目交投。460Please respect copyright.PENANASEYb9Y8jeW
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此刻,雖然她的雙眼殘留著淚珠,可是臉上同時也掛上了一個甜蜜的笑容。460Please respect copyright.PENANAaEGTDDwlkd
「阿侑正傻瓜,整天在那天邊高高掛。」460Please respect copyright.PENANAoq34PSZsd8
「咩在那天邊高高掛啊?」我一臉疑惑地問道。460Please respect copyright.PENANApqPmhhuZjB
「歌詞嚟架!不過唔喺重點,重點喺你真喺好傻,唔怪得Venus會咁鍾意你。」460Please respect copyright.PENANAw6R3PPdL8j
「吓?又關愛瑩……Venus事?」我從疑惑轉而變得百思不解起來。460Please respect copyright.PENANAbwGDXeK9Om
所以我傻與在天邊高高掛,以及Venus會喜歡我到底有甚麼關係?460Please respect copyright.PENANAw41fJ77zZ4
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「阿侑……」但她接著卻是再次叫道我的名字。460Please respect copyright.PENANAVeqqQRKSBa
於是我也不服輸,隨即皺著眉頭說:「又做咩啦?」460Please respect copyright.PENANAJhkmEEOrXB
「如果我哋唔復合,咁做好朋友得唔得啊?」460Please respect copyright.PENANA8Enh19qaoL
正當我聽到「好朋友」這三個字後,馬上瞪大雙眼震驚了一下。460Please respect copyright.PENANAlnvq5xg4eS
因為都好像有一段時間已經沒有聽到有人提起「好朋友」這三個字了。460Please respect copyright.PENANAt6PLNvMZbJ
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「點解喺好朋友啊?」我立即好奇地問道她。460Please respect copyright.PENANAfTZsasZDBP
「因為我覺得……我哋喺好朋友呢個關係,會好似特別啲咁。」460Please respect copyright.PENANAoXc4Jkekfv
她說著的同時,轉移了視線,似乎是想起了些事情。460Please respect copyright.PENANA4erQVFuK6m
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但是我隨即也回應她:「唔喺好朋友關喺得唔得啊?」460Please respect copyright.PENANAlEf5vVlXNA
我會這樣說,全是因為「好朋友」在我的認知中,其實在不斷改變著。460Please respect copyright.PENANA36dDScnzhR
原來「好朋友」這個關係,最初也只是依玲談談心事而且。460Please respect copyright.PENANAXAc31mILkk
可是逐漸卻演變成與Venus的曖昧關係,甚至後來連一開始的「好朋友」依玲也喜歡了我。460Please respect copyright.PENANAYcWAFy5f3X
所以,到底「好朋友」這個關係,是發展於友誼上,還是感情上呢?460Please respect copyright.PENANAJwrKO9EQQE
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「呵,佢哋同你又拖手又攬又錫,就做得好朋友,而我就唔做得!」460Please respect copyright.PENANAyoeYH2yuu1
Mandy說完後,便一同皺起眉頭及鼓起腮幫子。460Please respect copyright.PENANAwvoumzHovk
看著看著,便覺得她的樣子有點可愛。460Please respect copyright.PENANAkE7rjYpgRa
不,重點不是她可不可愛,而是為什麼她會知道我與Venus及依玲的事情?!460Please respect copyright.PENANAd7tDHksBcA
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「睇你個樣就知你驚訝緊點解我好似咩都知咁啦……」她立即沾沾自喜地說道。460Please respect copyright.PENANAF6nL0oNlXR
而我隨即腦海中也想到了答案,並不禁用手掩著臉說:「你搵咗Fazer攞情報……」460Please respect copyright.PENANAO6QoyMIcjt
想不到,我與學校擁有最強搜索資料能力的「狼」同為朋友,卻會有被對方「起底」的一天……460Please respect copyright.PENANAkyjDSbvokC
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「嗱,你唔拒絕,我當你應承架啦!」她突然走到了我臉前說。460Please respect copyright.PENANAcPCSDJgltz
「想唔應承都唔得啦……」我無耐地回應。460Please respect copyright.PENANAAIZ0WxvWb6
於是她隨即也露出了一個愉快的表情,接著活蹦亂跳地走到了宿舍的門口。460Please respect copyright.PENANAinu01FB9uD
而看著她此刻心滿意中的樣子,我也不禁會心一笑。460Please respect copyright.PENANAGUCd5f4NnX
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當我一同走門口時,Mandy便向我伸手說道:「阿侑,情侶任務啊!」460Please respect copyright.PENANAb2EWYKNsx2
而我也馬上牽住了她的手:「知啦知啦,我哋快啲翻去繼續BBQ啦。」460Please respect copyright.PENANA8qsnMabDN5
接下來,我與她,牽著手,在昏黃的路燈下,沿著小徑,往燒烤場的方向前往。460Please respect copyright.PENANAg1K6umMJr7
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雖然,復合的請求最終演變成「好朋友」關係。460Please respect copyright.PENANAsCMibAlVxv
不過對於我們現階段來說,或許是最好的相處方式。460Please respect copyright.PENANAxe2oqH3QIX
至於結局會是如何,此刻的我也不敢想像……460Please respect copyright.PENANAhM5dCbP2XV
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「我不介意未來的發展,只希望現在能繼續珍惜你」460Please respect copyright.PENANAuP77exK4Y4
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小番外:460Please respect copyright.PENANAh9cl5Dfhse
在返回燒烤場的途中,阿侑發現自己兩手空空,感覺好像是遺忘了某些東西。460Please respect copyright.PENANAqT8OXOUDEe
不過他怎樣努力回想,都想不起到底拿漏了甚麼東西。460Please respect copyright.PENANAgVZAQYlqPr
而此時,一卷錫紙正倒臥在宿舍的餐桌上,被外面的月光照耀著。460Please respect copyright.PENANAFS4i3QXGU2
然而,看來今晚的燒烤,它都應該無緣作出貢獻了。460Please respect copyright.PENANAloU23Go8qf
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作者閒聊:460Please respect copyright.PENANA6O2RUGzXzZ
故事標題《你好,我只是你的好朋友》,到底阿侑會是「我」還是「你」呢?460Please respect copyright.PENANAFoMES54Ryg