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我們分手的那一天……466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuaIPv7IANH
「聽日你唔好嚟送機啦！我知你好想嚟見我！但不見比見更好散！」466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7cKnJJZZLI
那一晚，Mandy果斷地掛斷了電話。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVpT2CD2mps
並在短時間內，把我從她的WhatsApp、Instagram等社交平台通通封鎖。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWSH5SqtXc3
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我一時三刻說不出任何一句話，大慨大腦根本沒有回過神來。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKWKdEDEi7X
而直到回過神來的時候，已經是我躺在床上看著她在WhatsApp上的資訊欄。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvSDOgPIiur
空白的頭像、空白的Statues、不存在的最後上線時間。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS1rWnJSMia
嘗試向她傳送訊息，作最後的挽留。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡglWgs7BdoM
顯示的卻是單剔號。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFi7l7trMy3
五分鐘、十分鐘、三十分鐘、甚至是一個小時後。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1SeSYiDQep
仍然是那黯淡無光的單剔號。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL7v8aRfBfm
彷彿就在諷刺著此刻的我，失去了她，失去了世界所有的色彩一樣。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaJvrFZFUYl
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雙眼無神的我，把手機放到床的一角。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfdGLdgLrgy
然後就轉身望向天花板，一直死盯著那空白的天花板。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡloJIKXVMrg
直到手機突然傳來了「叮鈴」一聲，是接收到訊息的聲音。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlNbhRrX3Hk
466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡojHjGqJcCP
「！」我瞬間彈起身來，拿起了床邊的電話。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu5KV24JgcB
心想一定是Mandy了，可是現實永遠都是殘酷無情的。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5xIl0pdu8F
466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNqJPg8RTGW
因為訊息的傳送者，只是同班的Haley。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWjCsDabhSr
「Alvin，聽日喺咪十二點喺東涌集合？」466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWryYva5fui
他向我查詢了明天到機場歡送Mandy的詳情……曾經的詳情。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRujajKQqVv
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「我有啲唔舒服，聽日唔去」466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMGOnfWF1Lv
在按下訊息傳送的按鈕後，沒有等待Haley的回覆，我已經把手機摔到地上。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDUng9hxU6g
不想看到、不想聽到、不想知道。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6lshWWYXsQ
就讓我獨自一個靜靜地渡過這一晚吧……466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE30diilW0q
466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi2NM9aFJ6Q
「我叫Mandy，多多指教啊！」466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJEuIjXAixc
這是回憶嗎？466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYLmlJABpgR
「有機我哋2E班要搞翻個羽毛球班會活動。」466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsinfK27DVw
又是回憶了。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM7xtmQDrDW
「我退咗燒啦，多謝你之前借件冷衫比我保暖。」466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqYxCZ7THht
怎樣都是回憶。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbwq4zoFlbM
「我都鍾意Alvin你。」466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG4ZIDp5lZP
不要再是回憶了。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3FNN5hlYl3
「隻熊送比你啊，同你好襯！」466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYHplwJZz3d
不要、不要、不要！466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYQutwQ05HV
「我唔想離開你！」466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrVcqrhJFV8
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「夠啦！」466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGrL2J8tAkL
在一聲喊道下，我睜開了雙眼。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxsADMluc2k
只見眼前是那昏暗的天花板。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfWBzlxB9Mz
原來剛才所看到的，都是夢。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOTngLxaztz
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好不容易才睡著，卻這麼快又醒過來。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6V1vsbTPfb
還是先看一看現在是甚麼時候……466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJXaLu0BKgM
「咦？」466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6vWIq1edn2
當我伸手到床的角落時，卻模不到任何手機狀的物體。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw1C7V6qNaV
「啊，啱先比我扔咗落地……」466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDbFLhxd2nQ
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我轉過身，來到了床邊。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRdSh9nbaWB
很快就看到了被我丟到地上的手機。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA7yAzFe8Rn
於是便伸手按下了一下手機的主螢幕按鍵。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpP51fSQBu9
而手機也瞬間亮起了螢幕。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4MkJrVhxux
但裡頭卻是一張我與Mandy的合照。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSn18cgYpTF
466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjPcB3sOdgF
我首先愣住了，但是當看到Mandy的樣子時。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGCqd38WKci
淚水，卻從雙眼流出。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnYw46j6gTD
所有的悲傷，都一下子湧現出來。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDE7chklmok
我不禁抓住心口，無聲地痛哭起來。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡECswIqDyHs
當晚伴隨我的，除了孤獨、無助，就只有絕望而已。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqydxRsX615
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直到第二天，我醒來的時候，感覺已經是下午了。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoq27p3dHMx
我已經忘記了昨晚到底斷斷續續地睡著又驚醒多少次了。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS9pqqO7T8g
466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiItD1EtWh3
不過醒來後，我仍然躺在床上，一動也不動。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdFjflmefoa
即使在醒後來，地上的手機已經響起了多次訊息傳來的鈴聲。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1egdjWXg0O
但是我完全沒有再次撿起的意欲。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkyCVV4RJMC
反正那些訊息，大多都是他們與Mandy送行時所拍下的照片了。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbt28IvOZGD
而我，卻沒有那個勇氣去看見那些照片。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP0vjS8BTuK
466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxfeMcGPioc
在接下來的時間，我都是躺在床上，沒有睡覺、沒有做其他的東西。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxwbIsjOGOd
只是躺在上面，呆呆地看著天花板。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj5sId6s1mO
當肚子餓的時候，就走出房間，吃點零食，上個洗手間。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE12UX4RC7D
然後就再次回到房間並躺到床上。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzoT1J77yey
過程中，手機都仍然被我放置在地上，碰也沒有碰過。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI0D3S3q0lv
466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrqfb0qXMKK
但隨著時間逐漸逝去，卻不時都有一剎那突然變得很想拿起手機來看。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSsaSsu6jLp
不過心裡也會萌生另一個念頭去阻止自己這樣做。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFUkrWpWUrU
其實，我一直不去看手機，不去點開WhatsApp。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvOdpWpB63v
一切都只是想營造一種我失去了蹤影的錯覺。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6X5kBproV2
好讓其他人來主動慰問我的狀況，不，是好讓「她」來主動慰問。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjKTPRMlfkw
正確來說，「失蹤」只是打算做給她看而已。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRNHqKE5n3x
466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4jXea72I3Q
然而，我又再一次把事情想得太美好了。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡToTRguaGdh
最終，我還是忍不住了點開了螢幕，但沒有點進WhatsApp裡。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuRvI5fg5nf
這麼就能繼續營造「失蹤」的錯覺了。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBz1hI7zw7k
換言之，我是把手機的通知欄拉下，查看傳送訊息的人中，有沒有Mandy。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOlwJhM6gyy
不過，當然是沒有了。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKMTPZVRA88
當刻心裡除了失望，就已經再沒有任何的情感了。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC6db8ZaJ6C
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或許今天沒有，明天會有呢？466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnlQchc3XZb
相信世界總會尚存一絲的希望。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz8yNCCfzf1
那怕只是個自私的期待，我相信仍然會實現的。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeOBrLmbYFE
466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw8AGhkK7MH
如是者，直到第二天，我都沒有點開過WhatsApp等社交平台。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6rACcmz6UY
手機的用途只餘下用來玩手機遊戲而已。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbUyLPwY9l3
接著正如我所想，通知欄中開始出現一些訊息是慰問我的狀況。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoh9Vt8tQ3b
可是大多數都是「做咩咁耐都唔上線」、「好翻未？」、「今晚打唔打機」等。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiO9mViMEvo
但是，Mandy的名字，卻仍然沒有出現。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw1QR1iUs2o
466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYS1HXuW1Ra
持續這樣渡過第三天、第四天、第五天……一個星期、一個月。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpzL7p5laPP
當我再躺在床上時，已經在與朋友在WhatsApp上互發訊息聊著天。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHA4ou4Wp29
手機的鎖屏螢幕，也換做了風景圖。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ17wpb3DKhs
聯絡通訊錄中，Mandy的名字，早已換回「Mandy」。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkdlJqac452
相簿裡的合照，已經全數隱藏起來。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGGukXFPOBP
但唯獨不變的就是，晚上間中睡覺時，都會夢見她。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5BB3slq1Ja
466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZh64Me0lV4
最常夢到的，就是在海旁得知她將要離開的那一晚。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD1MXV5Vdf7
我沒有上前擁抱著她，而是捉住她的手說：466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC7vepyFJcL
「如果我哋再一齊，我絕對唔會再比你離開。」466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAkSWwQo01f
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「阿侑，今次真喺要講再見啦，聖誕之後我會翻番……嗯？！」466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb030M5dt9k
就在Mandy把話說到一半的同時。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn9vvcBIj7t
我卻走到了她的面前，並把她拉到懷中，以雙手緊抱。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ26LJEZOTu4
「我絕對唔會再比你離開。」466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqOEEXjBj6Z
466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsC0OoR9EW0
466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe2I2mX94hK
「尷尬一時，還是後悔一世呢」466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcnIeOXxJUc
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