第一二九章：畢業營(八)496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDAMh0TRq0t
496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzb3lOMoKdI
眼前漆黑一團，已經分不清哪裡是左，哪裡是右。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe3w6IZi5qN
甚至連自己是否上下顛倒都不知道。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcr5XhRQ8P4
身體輕飄飄似的，好像可以往遠方飄去，但同時又感覺有股不名的力量正把我拉扯在原地上。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPVhYIICiDX
這種感覺，真的很古怪。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcfv68OvB7B
到底我在哪，這裡是哪裡？496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpswCFVuDIr
496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlzF8XkxrBn
然而正當我在心中詢問這兩道問題時，卻突然眼前一亮。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLfJsIRR58v
有一顆散發著刺眼光芒的球體出現在眼前。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhi61dRiHWZ
接著就是無數耀眼的小光點，在黑暗中閃爍起來。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1nzqpe7wk2
這是月亮嗎？這些是星星嗎？496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmOySZ7MYsm
這是夜空嗎……夜空，怎麼又是夜空……496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9uKhXF7X9Y
496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGRrDlKFfXm
「咁我哋繼續保持住依家咁樣嘅關係先啦。」496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoyw35zHqSH
聽到這句熟悉的說話，我馬上向四周查看。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoolzMclfnN
是我，我看到自己正與Venus雙雙坐在公園的滑梯上。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnYGIW6AC6G
她把頭靠在我的肩膊上，向我說了這一句話。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMYZAq8RMP3
496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAtuxBBpXRX
「不如我哋重新嚟過，唔喺曾經嘅戀人，唔喺前男女朋友，而喺重新由朋友呢個關係再開始過。」496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4HXb0P8N5I
這次到我的身後傳來另一把聲音。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfB4oxWJGaa
扭過頭去看，又是我，我正與Mandy站在一盞昏黃的街燈下。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfPFxdiCbck
同時淚水也從她的眼眶流下來。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO4444OKmO4
496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIfQJNS6e1v
「咁我哋依然都仲喺好朋友啦。」496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0lKcHlERUT
果不其然她也出現了。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW36nTUrFel
我轉過身來，看著自己，看著自己正在課室裡與她，依玲對望。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2xU6ACPrPQ
兩年的自己、還有兩年前還是斜陰瀏海及沒有佩帶眼鏡的依玲，真的令人感到懷念呢……496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVVuKBslVqd
但是，到底我在懷疑甚麼呢？496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZx6iuGvQQD
我知道這些都只是過去，都只是記憶。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqwLfh6sgY0
為何越是回想它們，就越讓我感到傷感呢？496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHtPGCOugZF
這些回憶就如同昨天發生一樣，但我卻覺得它們已經在我的腦海中殘存了許多年了。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr14unStyDg
一年？三年？還是五年呢……？496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0kZrPTlTB1
496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡww1HtSepkk
時間在這裡形同虛無一樣，既存在，又不存在。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdHk5s4wafC
我開始連自己是過去、現在、還是未來都開始搞不懂。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGojv3N80Sq
但此時，眼前卻突然出現一道溫暖的光芒。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTwSAU2Y5eh
有一個熟悉但同時又感到陌生的身影出現在那道光芒之中。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK60LSG0Wqf
「她」緩慢地向我伸出手。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeWTKw9S7im
我很想捉住那一隻手，卻一直都無法向前。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9QRO3x7eK4
那一股無形的力量，在瞬間便開始把我拉離那一道光。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡupKMtxFd4Y
不要！不要拉我走！我還有話要跟「你」說！496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt5IVopkQ0R
請讓我跟你說一聲，其實我……496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwTOgmGQ8Zl
496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrBudQawlUg
「我……」496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg16YO7JA55
在模糊的意識裡，我慢慢地張開了眼睛。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1a6jKxf9we
只見米黃色的天花板以及我舉高了的右手。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgXqkbgG22r
496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqA3AiVvyjQ
我立即放下右手，並向床的右邊一看。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgezCk0dNa4
只見Felix等人都在碌架床上熟睡著。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGz8Yc0SgMp
對，我現在正身處在宿舍裡。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXXbiFs2E7M
496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXWVqlQJveJ
「已經好耐無發過啲咁真實嘅夢啦。」我不禁在心裡說了這句話。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYkvuEUrmTl
接著便拿起了放在床邊的手機查看時間。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZPiDsIJvjw
是早上六時正，與大家預定的七時起床還距離一段時間。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlLqTp2nNzL
到底應該再小睡多一會，還是起床好呢……496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFCb0M1vh30
496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuYlQP7cZBp
就在我糾結著的時候，卻突然聽到隔壁的房間傳來了開門聲。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgOR3sMhtE5
出於好奇心，我便爬下了床並打開房間的門，看看到底是誰睡醒了。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDpQO0pRmzw
「咦，Alvin你同烏溪沙嗰次一樣咁早醒喎！」是Clark。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCuuCmdvAzn
「你都咁早醒嘅？」我小心翼翼地把房門關上，以免弄醒裡面的人。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMIIEmwf0UM
496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq42z5YbLM7
「我不嬲都好早醒。」Clark一邊說著，一邊走到了沙發上盤坐起來。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTpRcE8y7zv
相比起他經常很早就醒來，我對於他此刻盤坐起來的舉動更感好奇。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB2Oq94gRZN
於是便坐到了大廳的另一張沙發上問道他：「咁做咩要盤坐喺到？」496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtUcT19dAn9
「做冥想。」他的語氣突然變得平心靜氣起來。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJSGnrnIf1Q
「冥想？佛教嗰啲？」496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVZ8NqVR4Mp
「欸……我冥想又唔喺想淨心嘅，只喺想感受一下身邊所有事物嘅流動。」496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI8725yA05H
他說完後，就閉上眼睛，深呼吸了一口。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPAM1KMAs3J
因此，我便一同模仿起來，雙腳盤坐並閉上眼睛深呼吸……496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtwZnVXQq8X
496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwySCTQU2mt
「呱—呱—」496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE3Gop95Tjv
然而，就在我開始「冥想」時，外面卻傳來一陣古怪的鳥啼。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVRrvERikgK
因此我立即張開雙眼並說：「呢隻雀定鴨嚟架……」496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYOzWhyKJmE
「佢可以喺雀，可以喺鴨。」Clark仍然閉著眼說道。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSrwC8dlmQZ
但他的這一句模稜兩可似的，使得我也感到疑惑起來。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj2quu362lE
「點又可以喺雀又可以喺鴨？兩種生物嚟架喎。」496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqsgKvE0KQ0
496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMCCKAguIMo
而他隨即只是搖一搖頭並說：「你會認為佢唔喺雀就喺鴨，只因為你局限咗喺個人認知入面。或者佢喺一隻幻想自己喺雀嘅鴨呢？咁佢到底喺鴨定喺雀呢？」496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuCImSCMFHD
496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcxfjvBnFt1
「咁緊喺鴨啦，佢本質喺鴨啊嘛！」我馬上理所當然地說道。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeYmibBa4g9
但是迎來的，只是Clark再一次搖頭起來。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnNLAFdbx0T
「你一咬定佢喺鴨，只喺你嘅諗法。但企喺佢角度，佢可能覺得自己喺隻雀呢！雖然佢肉體上喺鴨，但心靈上就喺雀。咁我哋又應唔應該淨喺認可佢嘅軀體，而忽略佢嘅靈魂呢？」496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtFoh1hZ6je
496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc7zbA4Qc6z
「哇，你越講越玄，我開始聽唔明啦！」496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCP6V37gPOw
又雀、又鴨、又個人認知、又軀體、又靈魂，真是越說越撲朔迷離。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN2ul4BEQpF
「Alvin。」但他很快又叫道了我的名字並張開眼來。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ37ijHYr6Hf
「做咩啦？」與此同時，我也恢復回正常的坐姿。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhNM7T5WHXu
畢竟盤坐久了，雙腳也開始發麻了。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡurWMZqUnNb
496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQHqiVtOKEu
「你有無諗過有唔同時間線嘅自己？」496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgWE2HmtHZi
來了，是他們玄學組的「多元世界論」。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8FTjy48MfT
「你喺指可能喺另一個世界有個女版嘅我？」我開玩笑地說道。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlpdcGComHl
可是Clark的表情並沒有任何變化，仍然是神氣自若地看著我說：496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY3sNC3yIYJ
「唔喺，我指可能喺有另一個時間線嘅你，可能同緊Elaine、Mandy或者Venus其中一個一齊拍緊拖。」496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdnlRHhPWkl
「邊有可能會一齊啊，哈。」我立即皺起眉並輕笑著說道。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0PWbNycSr3
「點解唔會一齊呢？」他選擇了追問。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnuZyaE1KPF
使我不禁抓了一抓頭後，便靠在沙發上沉思了一會。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGrxsjNNMv5
並在大約一分鐘後，我也開口：「因為感情唔喺你想像中咁易。」496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAxuv5S7bfM
496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ947ZkC6x1Q
然而，這次Clark沒有追問或反問，而是做了一個示意我繼續的手勢。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ58iKXgSsop
因此我接著也雙手抱胸繼續說：「當你鍾意咗一個人，你會驚對方唔鍾意你。當你同一個人相愛，你會驚對方離開你。當你挽留一個人，你會驚大家會重蹈覆轍。當你放低一個人，你會後悔其實自己做錯咗抉擇。當你搵到下一位摯愛，你會驚佢會唔會只喺你下一位前度。最後當你……」496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFkvT2pWp5O
我停住了，沒有繼續說下去。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj3xugp16Vl
496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2NxWuoHrGK
而Clark也當然問道：「最後咩？」496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0mrhnIbQz9
我沒有即時回答，反而是再次閉起了雙眼，大口地深呼吸起來。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcBQFnLSOi4
然後就張開眼，並說：496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4rz3OsjheG
496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh74FkIM22n
「最後當你再遇到佢嘅時候，到底應該釋懷放手，定喺再次捉緊佢。」496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgTsqSsnVKN
496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnlbZ7g52NY
496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ytkqahIRU
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