第一六零章：約會(下)497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxQQjaxZ7Ch
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG4WBAdtZrO
「沙—沙沙—沙—」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZhlaLvQNrW
伴隨一個個浪花沖刷，陣陣的海風也同時吹拂我們的身驅。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2C5KSuJk3v
我與Venus二人此刻正抱著雙腳坐在金黃而細軟的沙子上，看著一望無際而白茫茫的大海。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ677LJ0kcai
至於剛才我在路上所問道的問題，Venus她仍然沒有回答。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkETZxongDE
只是稍為移開了眼神並指向了沙灘：「不如去咗沙灘先啦。」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡugmeomvyBd
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZvOps6ShlG
如今我與她已經在沙灘上靜坐了大約十多分鐘，她依然默不作聲。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJaz7yAreku
因此我都再問：「你嘅答案喺？」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSvktswauk0
但Venus只是搖搖頭：「乜個答案重要咩？」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyN7EHYCpdh
「我只喺想知……」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWob6raiuGL
「想知我喺咪當你喺水泡？」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Ko2Llgsco
「唔喺啊！」我馬上扭過頭望了她。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLLIyAENTEy
只見她依然一臉平淡地凝視著前方的大海。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeWLXrCM3Rp
「我就喺驚你諗多咗先一直唔同你講原因。」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMBMKtgkIO8
「點解會覺得我諗多咗啊？」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDWmUC4pMTK
然而，這次換轉是她扭過頭並與我對上了眼神。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLjenSii3lK
「你問我點解揀你，已經代表你諗多咗。」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEMiSELQQKu
我無言了，因為她說得正確。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhvj40Nnaip
而她看見我閉上嘴的一刻，也繼續說：「鍾意一個人都要多多原因嘅，咁仲喺唔喺真心鍾意呢？」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmS837kLwHO
「咁……鍾意都有分一見鍾情同日久生情架嘛？」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyTzBkNhiQx
她睜了兩下眼，隨後便笑起來。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Z2DfCSgFh
「呵，咁你覺得我對你喺咩？一見定日久？」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZHK2FX4daT
「欸……」我一時三刻回答不了。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXwJggi48wE
「你睇你自己都答唔出，咁點解仲要問我原因呢？」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk7FgGIfra9
我再次閉上了嘴，並微微地低頭起來。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBY23pnLtdd
但一瞬間，Venus也把頭靠到我的肩膊上。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKPq2Y3Yvzl
「我對你兩者都有……」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5rrLJgG9cm
我沒有立即回應，只是繼續聆聽著。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYeCIQQNrUl
「中三棋藝比賽你做裁判個陣，見你成日都好大反應，又會不時放水比我，覺得你好得意。然後請槍你嚟話劇學會個陣，見到你好認真咁整嘢個嗰樣，覺得你好型。之後中四知道你入咗嚟話劇學會，又知道你都喺住屯門，一瞬間覺得一切都喺緣份……緣份為我哋牽起咗紅線。」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoyfqHAsUym
「可惜我喺呢條紅線中間打咗好多個結……」我不禁自嘲起來，畢竟我欠她太多了。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG8vKiZhjcq
相反她卻否認我的說話：「唔關你事，你有你嘅選擇權利，就好似你最後都同翻Mandy復合咁。」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOS4hXNlLuN
「我欠咗你哋實在太多……」我還是把那句話從心裡坦白出來。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh6xz5RaZuD
「正如我啱先所講，你最後都同Mandy復合，完咗佢嘅心願。而我，你就喺我留院嘅時候一直陪住我，仲乜嘢攬拖鍚都做齊哂，個陣我哋同拍緊拖真喺無分別。」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7wrmk5orBE
「感覺就好似比咗份假期待你……」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxT5Wu8hqcJ
她聽到我這樣說著，隨即把頭移離了我的肩膊，並伸直雙腿坐著。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmum5Mh1zRB
接著便雙手輕撫著我的頭：「你試下瞓落我大髀。」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN0gJzq8XEc
對於她的請求，我先是愣住了。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfYcle0IT7i
但是很快也按她所說，轉而把頭躺到她的大腿上。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA3QomTUpMa
而躺平的一瞬間，映入眼簾的除了那蔚藍的天空之外，就是那笑容猶如天使般的她。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLBd0B0emXn
「我哋呢個姿勢好奇怪呵？」我稍為不好意思地說道。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk6llgYkzif
始終躺在女生的大腿上，應該只有情侶才會這樣做……對吧？497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8EjOG97Vkq
「我想試下呢種感覺喺點嘛，哈哈。」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUNgbc25w5L
她在說著的同時，展露出了那熟悉而甜蜜的微笑。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWwnjdIlchg
而在她的笑容紓緩下，我也放鬆了整個人，完全躺在她那細膩柔滑的大腿上。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8LO16XrbWJ
期間我凝視著她的雙眼並說：「對唔住，突然問咗你啲咁奇怪嘅問題。」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2AjOmSb3ZP
然而，她只是搖搖頭：「我都預咗你會問，始終喺你嘅心結嚟。」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnEULJ2U1b6
「我嘅心結？」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfAGlbe3HlR
她點一點頭：「你擔心自己嘅存在意義，喺咪？」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAH02TBKq7R
我沒有開聲回答，只是靜靜地點頭起來。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnFA5uYeeQw
Venus說得沒有錯，的確我一直以來都為自己的存在價值而煩惱。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxVq4ha6omu
所謂的存在意義並不是甚麼我生在這世上有何用意之類的。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzVCG1YqAbe
而是我在其他人心目中，到底有何意義。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6tF2l22w1e
在其他人的心裡，我可以是一個朋友、是一名死黨、是一個知己、更可以是仇敵或是憎恨之人。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqEF2mi6Wqe
曾經我在Mandy的心中，是前男友也是復合對象，使得她即使回來的生活也是近乎圍繞著我在轉，彷彿就是因為我的存在而困住了她。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkn4dhR3h23
而經歷完與Mandy的所有事情後，我意識到自己的存在將會影響其他人，Venus與依玲也是「受害者」之一。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsTTr7RuOey
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMQfP1YRRyD
「愛瑩。」我輕聲地叫道了Venus的名字。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZxDlgxjvrg
她則是好奇地「嗯」了一聲，隨後便默默地凝著躺下的我。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCXADSzlnDh
「我剩低嘅時間已經唔多，好快就會離開你。」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu86iAfQCjz
「我知……」她的表情並沒有太大變化：「我知你就快要走。」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF1VCNbMAVy
「原來你知！？之前仲呃你一齊溫書……唔好意思。」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzJPzPSFQL4
我別開了眼神向她道歉起來。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYseh6areoS
因為我，一直都在欺騙著大家。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQRnVf75Hvf
其實我早就答應了呂老師的邀請，前往外國進修。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOC2CLR3D5p
甚至連公開考試的成績都不用，就可以直接入學。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC5TYtYA7SH
現在回想起，猜不到呂老師竟然有如此大的影響力。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtobTrkXkzU
就大約在一月初，一次與呂老師會見並答覆我的決定時……497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLq1FxKfyTe
----------------------------------------- 497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcfj1IJ836y
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyYD1ZI58Vo
「Alvin Boy好開心你會答應我嘅invite。」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDVfMimlFpx
「始終我都想見識下外面嘅世界……咁喺咪要考埋試，再報個分過去？」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLCDwm2zfM4
當我問及考試及成績時，呂老師卻搖頭起來。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvwOsJlvlnE
「你唔洗考exam添啊，有我recommend嘅話，可以直接入學。」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtqCDfCEGUA
聽到老師如此說道，我不禁目瞪口呆起來。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUgYEQweXox
「唔洗考試分？依家唔喺報U咩？」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMlHJtnQ8XS
「你估好似Hong Kong咁咩，入個U都要high marks、awards同OLEs。」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP8ArDQzYL3
的確香港大學就是出了名「難入易出」呢……497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡidwFGi5Cgb
「總之有我recommend你就一帆風順啦！」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJUPOPTL0GN
「到底呂老師你其實喺咪嗰間U嘅校長嚟架，入學入得咁兒戲嘅……」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Fx9I2l1ZX
「我都想做principal啊，哈哈！」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBcfl2INxrk
如是者，就在呂老師的開笑下，我們相繼討論了很多有關進修的事情。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrv3udpyuOa
而在數個星期後，我更得知了那邊學校打算在三月尾會見所有受特殊推薦入學的準學生。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYhE2QQRi3Z
因此與學校及我的父母商量後，中六年級的last day，也將會是我真正離開這間中學的last day……497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡda9fO3U0LO
----------------------------------------- 497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8aV1G6OMWh
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt4tppMwXms
「我最唔識應付呢啲離別之交，唯有扮會繼續同你哋一齊溫書考試……」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnHQlJoUGma
「我就知道你喺有嘢扮緊……」Venus說道後便把手輕放到我的臉頰上。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiDx4z4Z3Ro
「你點知……？」我一同輕撫著她那只手問道。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx8kXegMyQj
「幾次同你溫書都發覺你淨喺教我、幫我解題，然後又幫我搵past paper、highlight重點，仲幫我整咗好多notes。但從來都唔見你自己喺到操卷，就好似你喺到為緊我準備考試多過為自己。」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5y98zWwt3g
「咁都比你發現……」我隨即便冷笑起來。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2XO4jRGj76
想不到所有為她的小動作都被她看穿了。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSsOCtIUqwR
「如果……我做呢個進修選擇，你會唔會憎我一世？」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1qI26HLj9s
她收起了笑容並說：「我會憎你一世，而且同時我會將你從此忘記。」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW7UwxiDboq
「真？！」我不禁瞪起雙眼、有點震驚地說道。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzjpo7oz8gK
但是她下一剎那又臉掛笑容說：「憎你同忘記你一秒鐘之後，就會掛念住你直到下一世。」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuj0Jdd8eAu
聽到她的這番說話，我先是愣住了，隨後也臉頰泛紅起來。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5qyM7LHkms
「咁快就下一世……」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMOCZfkKZLq
而她相繼一同面紅耳赤起來，並微微撅起嘴說：「下一世唔好咩？」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6yF3v6FxF7
「但你咁樣一直掛住我，會好辛苦。」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHPnhsm03es
「唔好睇小我……」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBQzyXcRM7Z
在話後，她便低下頭吻到我的嘴唇上。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVScQcbW0aW
與那柔潤的嘴唇觸碰一刻，我們也一同閉上了雙眼、聆聽著不斷湧上又消退的海浪。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxZsfJTvKZT
而隨後在吻過後，我也從她的大腿上站起身來。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY0eOlqHxZi
「不如去食飯囉？」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVtkuevEzkI
但Venus只是先抬頭望向我，然後就向我伸手。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV5fvW7xcIv
「你帶我去啊。」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCcCpa02e4b
我看著她輕笑了一聲，便與她牽起了手並把她拉起身來。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxFax9bkWXt
接著也二人一同往燒烤場的方向開始步行。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqywsfLLuPL
「想食咩？」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY9qfyWtMCx
「不如去你屋企煮？你家姐同我講話今晚你屋企無人。」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeTIQLllpdE
「喺？點解我唔知架？！佢又去男朋友到？」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCPCTH4E7sD
「嗯……仲有我同咗屋企講，話我今晚過Coco到過夜……」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCNI6qKgP85
她說著的同時，臉頰及耳朵也通紅起來，連聲音也越說越小聲。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPoA3VVogGM
聽著她的一言一語、看著她的表情，我也不禁面紅耳赤起來。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfpJ8MoWsko
並一同輕聲細語地說：「咁……咁嚟我屋企食啦……仲有一齊瞓。」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx64Qjpz6Gn
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK8yuzi1BoA
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡacRhng2CzQ
「懷疑自己的同時，其實也會有人無條件地接納你」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTWsU8h1Aq7
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO2NNLAs43l
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7xrroaCqxT
作者的話：最終話開始倒數……497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ054bs2y2OR
Penana
search
Loginarrow_drop_down
Registerarrow_drop_down
