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「你諗清楚啲？」378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDncOVA9WZ9
「唔知啊！！！唔識啊！！！唔做啊！！！」378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvaULBpiokO
這個畫面似曾相識的……378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZuQtbNBmpd
就如同以往我教導依玲數學時的情況一樣。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk6OYoRbxVB
不過這次坐在我一旁的，並不是依玲，而是班中另一名女生。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOtV5HycLRS
龔欣琪小朋友，你再咁樣扭計唔做，何老師就唔教你架啦！」378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhYzEKaC6ST
此刻坐在我身旁正在鬧別扭的，是由初中同班到現在的Laura。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzkRh4N6ysP
而坐在我們對面、剛在說著話的，是一樣由初中結識到現在的Rita。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqwPIzJUsBb
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Laura與Rita二人，從上月開始便會在午休的時候，來到了圖書館的自修室進行試卷操練。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjJjoUoNPru
剛好她們在今天操練的科目，正好是我都有修讀的地理科。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ2Fpygg1FH
於是便在吃過午飯回課室時，順道把正在班房小休著的我一同拉到圖書館。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV11BQUyEH1
然而，接下來發生的就如剛才所見的畫面一樣。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡizHNMBI4oq
Laura因為一直都搞不懂得石頭的分類，而開始在鬧脾發。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs4Wpt90lJv
與依玲因為不懂計算題目而鬧別扭的樣子十分相似。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZmPsp6W44s
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「你再諗清楚大理石到底喺沉積岩、火成岩定變質岩？」378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTDRUzcQE8L
「唔、知、啊！！！」378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡajSzAyeii2
最終Laura還是崩潰似的直接躺在桌面上一動也不動。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFwsWjbv2QK
看來是大腦當機了，需要冷卻一下。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSLgpjKoJrM
因此我都如同與依玲相處時一樣，稍為把她面前的試卷移開。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrCIAMxEI0u
「休息下先啦咁！衝咗幾題都攰架啦。」378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxghmchk0wl
隨即在話後，我也交叉著手靠到椅背上放鬆一下。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdilLw6hacz
與此同時，坐在我對面的Rita卻雙手托腮凝視著我。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkal7GpR8In
使得我馬上有點好奇地問道她：「做咩望住我？我臉上有嘢？」378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJfjhJTPyps
「唔喺……只喺發覺Alvin你相比起以前唔同咗好多。」378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXEk16YazDx
Rita說著的同時，也微笑起來。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDNCanbWpk9
從笑容可見，相信她所說的「我唔同咗好多」是良性的。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDaMsd5XWEl
因此我接著都追問：「唔同咗啲咩？」378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw5D7164EKZ
「你成熟咗，仲記得中一識你嗰陣成個人仲好幼稚，會同Haley兩個成日喺到作故仔、同Shark佢哋小息喺到玩擦膠大戰……」378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgjyURP9R3j
Rita一邊微笑著一邊把我過往的黑歷史越掘越多出來。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIMHDo0vXdj
使我不得已馬上靠前身體，並雙手做出了個暫停的手勢。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0XUVyDZCSN
「Stop！黑歷史講夠啦！」378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtumnlWs429
看到我如此的反應，Rita剛上掩著嘴淺笑起來。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMmLyFVowfb
「雖然依家有時都仲有啲幼稚行為，但喺相對比人嘅感覺都成熟穩重咗。」378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡprHbQSqqvJ
她再次向著我露出了一個欣慰的笑容。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpZWgS5Fxmr
彷彿就像一位媽媽見到了自己的兒子終於生性而感到高興欣慰似的。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjtw16glZYw
「咁人會長大架嘛……」我有點不好意思地別開了眼神。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXGwvdN2O68
可是她卻搖一搖頭：「成長唔一定會令人成熟，你睇下Hero就知，到中六都仲覺得自己有一日會比隻蜘蛛咬到，然後可以喺城市到周圍飛。」378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8BweDj1YEE
聽到她如此說道，我不爭氣地譏笑了一聲。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvNHbrNOW7V
「的確每個人成長嘅時機都唔一樣……」378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK4rv9gnK0Q
我再次靠到椅背上，看著天花板上的光管，彷彿就在深思著人生大道理。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvTK4LDkQxI
「可能喺因為Mandy、Venus同Elaine，所以令人有所成長呢。」378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR0r2o1kiUj
「點解咁講？」我有點不解地望回了Rita。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXvwp1BaWKz
她卻是繼續微笑著道：「佢哋令你產生咗責任感，令你唔再只諗住自己。」378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP3POLZ7CNm
「的確Ivy嗰陣，我真喺只諗住自己……」我再次抬頭望向上方。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhdLk7pyGD4
雖然Ivy的事情都已經釋懷了，但是有時回想起，都會忍不住倒抽一口氣。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxruVGemjzL
可能那一份內疚感，會一直纏住我直到死去的一刻……378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVLs5eZFk6B
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「Rita你打算做社工呵？」378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡARUeTzq8st
在氣氛即將變得沉重的一剎那，我也轉了個話題。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAubJAYt9s7
Rita則是點頭起來：「喺啊，我想為呢個社會出一分力。」378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeSCc7gC0Og
「你真喺熱心呢……」我輕笑道的同時，也交叉著手：「等我過幾日唔喺到嘅時候，要記得出埋我個一分力喎……！」378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqAf5Dpb8Cq
一時口快下，我不慎把不應該說的話說了出來。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoak1Qzk8xl
我馬上望向了Rita，只見她瞪大了雙眼。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlROTdhrLim
隨即也皺著眉頭，語氣有點疑惑地問：「過幾日唔喺到喺咩意思？」378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFmFnnKwaUE
然而，我沒有立即回答她，只是先送上一記微笑，然後把手指放到嘴前，做出了一個保密的手勢。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQDtFZh3VYw
Rita沒有說話，只是有點愕然地睜了兩下眼。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡod4aCaV6qn
下一瞬間也馬上別開了臉，雙眼泛著一點淚光說：「嗯……我會架啦。」378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLnBbxvITOQ
在話後，她便示意想去洗手間一趟。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4P2Q8zT8CR
而在離開坐位的一刻，也用手擦了一擦眼角再離去。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3oe8lqBYLY
看著她如此的舉動，我隨即也收起了笑容。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjNs9d8VCbN
接著轉過身，望向了身旁依然伏在桌上的Laura。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG1KI6VdYLI
「你哋都有咁嘅反應，點令我放心啊。」378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0kGQ25TWzO
我說著的同時，也戳了一下她的手臂。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡScxuRVOzFx
而Laura只是很快把頭別了過去，並發出了隱約的一聲抽泣。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGJ3jzzvlx7
看著她們二人的反應，也令我回想起前一晚Zack及Grace所說的話「你好有影響力架」……378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCmz0Q7MJbd
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我隨即也再戳了Laura的手臂一下。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdOHSDoFgk5
「喂，你知咩事咩？咁快喊定嘅？」378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCoSMe9IZGp
Laura馬上從桌面坐起身來，雙眼水汪汪、有點激動地向我說：「你估我哋傻架咩？」378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Y9aLytKZK
見到她的樣子，我只好先撅嘴起來，並沉思了一會。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXmqAVu8hUT
Laura則是繼續有點生氣地盯著我，直到我嘆了一口氣。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoeQ74sZHtk
「諗住同你哋識得最耐，會好啲開口講、好啲理解。」378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKOvDXwwO3f
「就喺識得耐，先至咁樣啊！」378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzZg023vCq2
這次換轉是Laura撅起嘴並鼓起泡腮，看來是真的生氣了。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNNwQLAfOwF
「對唔住……」演變成這樣的情況，我還是先道歉起來。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3hmC44rGVS
而Laura在多盯著我數秒後，也隨即深呼吸了一口。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2IjtUbWmmy
隨後也把剛才被移開了一點的試卷拿到了面前。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4DZ6jjm88I
「快啲教我點做。」378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Q3U078rRO
對於她突然的轉變，我雖然有點摸不著頭緒。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ2dPgikqHT
但還是按照她的要求，開始教導她如何解題。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCDkVJ1lwAG
「呢題目要你分幾個部份答，你將啲重要嘅字眼，都highlight咗佢先。」378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjVB24W4CJf
「好……」Laura低聲回答，然後就默默地從筆袋中拿出了一支螢光筆。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgYMsYvsdsr
接著很快便移除了筆蓋，並開始把試題上的重點字眼劃出。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGQlukig40E
可是當她劃到一半的時候，卻突然在我手臂上劃了一筆。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4k6iUAFfAP
「你做咩將支螢光筆畫落我隻手到？」我馬上有點愣住地問道了她。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxXtLnrehlb
然而，她只是把螢光筆的蓋子蓋上，並一臉理所當然地說：「因為阿侑你對我嚟講好重要。」378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL3GroGSUbW
「欸！？」378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ12JDM9dK7h
「我同Rita會有咁嘅反應，都喺因為阿侑你對我哋嚟好重要。你唔單止淨喺對Mandy好好，甚至好照顧我哋。仲記得畢業營嗰陣，你一直幫我融入組入面，希望我同其他組員打多啲交道！Mandy走完到你走，唔大反應先奇！」378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn9uHhqWfEW
聽到Laura的這番說話，我也立即反省起來。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCp8IIwoWPG
數分鐘前，才被人稱讚我不再只為自己。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHlydJcq7fq
但是現在我卻相反地一心認為她們都會理解我的舉動。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB4agAwl4pq
看來我還不夠成熟呢……378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzxf0FaLxB5
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc60Hpo1iOE
「多謝，你覺得我重要。」378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoUGrLFMWWd
我稍為收捨了一下心情後，便向她微笑說道。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeCMviiaB6I
Laura則是馬上別開眼神、臉頰有點泛紅地說道：「你唔好誤會我啊！」378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcfuib1gONt
正如Rita所說，每個人都會成長，只是時機與契機都有所不同。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdtZt1aWU1u
但今天看著她們二人的反應，也令我意會到。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7C6JFwphbB
若果連她們都展露出如此大的反應，那麼對著「她」，我應該如何是好。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Y4aeLCPpx
理性，告訴我應該要成熟地坦承面對。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrKsjCWyc1q
但是感性，卻告知我，一切都是要付出代價的。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoamVFV4beZ
想到這點的我，不禁深呼吸了一口。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPa5NFWvd8h
接著也掛上笑容，與Laura說道：「我哋繼續操卷啦！一陣Rita翻嚟，仲要向佢道翻歉……」378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEKBEppa8WY
還有六人。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTl4hyYZyWz
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「成長、成熟」378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ94iw8zuxqD
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作者的話：378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHWhKu2OORD
忘記了Ivy是誰的，可以回去看暑假篇中的回憶篇~378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBHsnp5Mf9y
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