第二章：談話712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlO4gkocYX5
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpdUkoG4L7v
「原來喺咁，咁佢都幾賤格喎！」我邊捲著意粉邊說。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuHkSR2xVmi
「咪喺！估唔到佢會狗到咁，個陣已經覺得佢怪怪地。」依玲有點生氣地說，然後喝了一口飲料。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNM0SLi1sf6
現在我與依玲都在一間餐廳吃著晚餐。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNC32le0Spn
氣氛總比剛剛在學校時更緩和了些。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnhxHzYGF2M
她一邊吃著她的意大利飯一邊向我說她與Raymond發生了甚麼事。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFdmeYGw1ue
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ57bciUfbHp
回溯到剛剛在課室時。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSPzkRBeEgX
「阿侑……唔好走……唔好離開我……」依玲捉住了我的袖口，低著頭說。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzWfTZfsqPT
「好……我唔走，我喺到。」我立即回答眼前這個在哭泣著的女生。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoFwDBmNERj
但她仍然沒有鬆開她的手，仍然緊緊地捉住了我的袖口。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXSxAseZA4z
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE9Wke9CNRl
「發生咩事啦？做咩咁晏仲自己一個喺課室……仲要喊得淒涼。」712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhyWb0yHDBF
或許我直接了一點，但我大慨猜到她接下來會說的話。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG12bvB3JJ1
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtk74enKY5R
「我……我同Raymond分咗手……」她鬆開了捉緊我衣袖的手。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGyJauw3Nt7
我見狀立即從書包拿出一包紙巾並遞給了她。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ5qV3f5fC2
「謝謝……」她拿著了我的紙巾但仍然沒有抽出來把眼淚擦掉。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjWYQ1guhJ6
彷彿是想讓它們都繼續流下來，直到乾涸為止。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbwMXJWMRz1
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9qsyc7cNGK
這段期間，我們沒有再說任何一句話，如同空氣都靜止了般。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvSwUunT2Y6
眼前的依玲就一直哭泣著，而我就只能站在她面前看她哭。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCT0KUPcc7D
誰也沒有想得到，才剛成為朋友一個月多的我們，這麼快就經歷如此尷尬的場面。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuTNSxmiXpA
我看見女生在哭，對上一次是中三學期中時，我們班因為在辯論比賽中被指發言行為不檢而遭到取消資格，身為參賽者之一的Mandy在回到課室時哭了。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGn9fgf1oVT
幸好上次都有其他同學可以一起安慰她，但這一次卻只有我一個。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRvaOGS4PZ7
雖然有點徬徨，但我知道自己應該要做點東西了。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMKHtdDvfYS
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFQDzL2x6Nl
「不如我哋去晚飯啊，咁你都可以邊食邊同我講發生咩事啊嘛。」712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRFTtazCAlO
我終於開口打破了這個連空氣都靜止了的局面。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZO3OQpca0t
依玲聽到這句話後，暫時停止了一下哭泣看著我。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUslpcfiEqM
她想了一想，然後說：「好，我同媽媽講聲先。」712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXJFYw1ARUS
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIBm0M8tEdx
就這樣依玲在課室內打著電話給她的媽媽。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5cbnT1pgmv
而我就站在課室外等待她。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ93sFFPYpgY
我回想起對上一次與女生單獨吃飯是甚麼時候的事了呢？712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkUhsk4F3oD
我都不太記得了……是與Mandy嗎？還是其他人？712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF57MvKtXl7
「算啦。」我看著昏間的天空自言自語地說。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHs9V9A5EuI
我想這次吃飯都只是純粹想了解一下依玲與Raymond發生了甚麼事。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFia68N1VFc
只是純粹八卦一下了是吧？712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyccQxnZtRl
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuzhoBKfeG7
「行得啦，我同媽媽講咗唔翻屋企食啦。」依玲從班房走了出來。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg91527M2S4
「咁我哋去食意大利嘢好無？附近商場間意大利嘢唔錯。」我立即回應。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDDiIhJYJ14
「都得啊，你帶路啦。」她微笑了一下地回應我。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh5UyWkE1Ph
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZTN6tYQOGQ
學校與商場有點距離，起初我們在路程上都沒有說話。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs7MFSh3DpD
但我始終抵受不住這種寧靜的氣氛，於是開口：「其實你……」712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOYTJ2L3JFF
「其實我……」依玲一樣開口了。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYeHVxbkFlt
氣氛又頓時變得有點小尷尬。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaYrWRfbfCb
「你講先啦。」我先讓她問口。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdddiTPhPup
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxhz7g29rpJ
「其實我同佢喺暑假個陣已經成日嗌交，好少事就嗌幾日交。」712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2W9Z5yQE5Z
我看一看依玲，只見她微微地低著頭邊走邊說。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPIGYIkRUE2
「咁之後呢？」我示意她繼續說下去。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVcUEclP8VB
「佢覆我覆得越嚟越疏，以前都喺秒回嘅，有事未覆到都會講聲。但佢暑假之後就越嚟越怪，Whatsapp在線上都唔喺覆我先，有時仲會已讀我，就好似個次……」712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡglHqpFsNXq
她不斷拿出不同的例子，跟我說Raymond如何對她疏遠。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcdY9Sfcp3u
說著說著就已經來到了餐廳。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ywJheD5Dd
我們坐下並點了些食物，然後就繼續聽她在說接下來的事。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡivwwaRK68G
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6zdJ1njfzp
「其實臨放暑前我就收到風，話佢同一個一樣喺話劇社嘅Form2妹妹好好傾。我問佢有無咁嘅事，佢話只喺因為老師安排咗佢哋喺同一個工作崗位，所以先會咁好傾，仲叫我放心佢哋無嘢……」依玲開始有點不憤地說。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSU1gflNZNv
其實是正常人都知道，通常說「我們無關係的」，高達80%都喺是有內情的。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm2Gw5wRQlg
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLvMcjlqPrR
「我嗰陣竟然仲信佢話無嘢，我真喺好天真。」依玲更氣憤地拍打了桌面一下。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZw41Z9jTks
周圍用餐中的人聽到一下響聲後，都紛紛把視線轉移到我們。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡegla263Cej
「你冷靜啲先，個個都望過嚟啦。」我試圖安撫一下她的情緒。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡanY6Y30suY
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWgAHXOm5w9
「Oh sorry，激動咗少少……總之之後開學無耐我又收到風，話佢約咗個Form2妹妹去OP玩！個日佢仲要呃我話喺去咗聽個鋼琴老師嘅concert！」她又再一次非常氣憤，但所幸這次沒有大力拍打桌面。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUBNABySAbd
「所以你就同佢分手啦？」我終於把話題拉到了重點。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdBUkGm2ZsH
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZj2Plh5qe8
當我說完後，發現她的瞼色有點少許變了，由剛剛很氣憤變到有點沮喪。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3GIHUEAabG
「其他我喺咪有嘢做得唔好？點解佢要咁樣出軌……」她聲音低沈地說。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡavQ69gGmgh
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxSWPt7VP1t
我見情況開始有點不妙，於是立即說：「你無唔好啊！唔好嗰個喺佢！佢唔負責任、唔定性、唔尊重……」712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMlrcVX1Kxi
我不斷把畢生都學會的貶義詞全都罵在Raymond身上。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWXvbShE4lH
雖然我與他不熟，又是這件事的局外人，這樣罵好像不太好。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQreq4vYuEg
但這一刻為了安撫依玲，再難聽點的說話都要罵下去。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡswJ2rkTcoi
依玲見我如此落力地罵，而且所用的詞語更越來越牽強了，她還是笑了。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ44UisLTHOK
到底是因為我罵的說話很到位而笑？712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0IrRrQtV56
還是因為看見不斷在絞盡腦汁在罵人的我很有趣而笑呢？712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcO6D4bv4Wc
我都不知道。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7wzQMwWaa5
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvqVTqfOVLj
我們最後邊吃飯邊談話了整整兩個小時，終於準備回家。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡynH7qTuVMc
這時的依玲情緒都回復正常了，笑容都逐漸回來。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4SS80bD4HU
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNqtAAhWgOw
我把她送到車站與她道別。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzQk4vcZ9kd
「翻去小心啲啦，唔好諗咁多嘢啦，沖個涼瞓個靚教啦！」712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiFJzEw5nuI
「但我未做功課喎……」她說。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ7vAYVC5Na
「仲做咩啊，聽朝你早啲翻嚟抄我個份啦！」我拍一拍心口回答。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEEVKLNrlj5
「哈哈，痴線……啊！有車啦！我上車先啦Bye bye！」712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLxh0Nivbmy
依玲聽到我的說話笑了一笑後就揮著手上車與我道別。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ20WZtpkbKf
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvmxuHo8Wse
「好彩佢都喺笑住咁走。」712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbjggUMy0PC
看著她的車離開後，我也開始踏上我的回家之路。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbRNcFH0bKh
此時手機突然震動了一下……是依玲在Whatsapp傳訊息給我。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9GKB7CNMQe
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNdpjpy8IZu
「今日真喺我多謝你聽我呻，你翻去都小心啲啦。」她附加了一個猴子掩眼的表情圖案。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPBBjZYXNq8
我立即回覆她：「之後有咩事都可以同我講架，我永遠都會洗耳恭聽。」712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwaofs5NZhw
「永遠都會洗耳恭聽」這句話令我們從今天起除了談日常趣事外……712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX0bxAJAmU1
更開始談起了感情事。712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXAiHQCVx0r
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsSvWLd680Z
712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXQOWRMsb1L
「當你在意一個人，就會用盡任何的方法來討好她」712Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX66ieg5Xs4
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