第三十七章:問與答710Please respect copyright.PENANAw4sULMgt3T
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「琴日做咩搵我搵得咁急,然後又要我打比你啊?」710Please respect copyright.PENANAoE5ySsYBpm
我在一大清早就問道剛好返回學校的依玲。710Please respect copyright.PENANAw0LwvlDxmg
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她剛回來並放下了自己的背句,然後就轉身向我說道:710Please respect copyright.PENANAe9L6hqixMu
「無啊,琴日有啲急事……但喺搞掂咗啦。」710Please respect copyright.PENANAsqz6493H1y
她的語氣與以往略有一點不同。710Please respect copyright.PENANADfVDdkgf7J
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「做咩啦?心情差?」710Please respect copyright.PENANAQqQSrTUfZi
我察覺到她的不妥,於是再追問。710Please respect copyright.PENANAAKWts9n4yK
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「無嘢就無嘢啦!」她明顯變得有點煩躁起來。710Please respect copyright.PENANAXkJrqUR0Ia
我看見她這樣,都沒有再追問下去。710Please respect copyright.PENANAv4Hz08cj41
避免令她感到更煩躁。710Please respect copyright.PENANA3izwmq3NI6
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然後依玲都很快就轉回身,開始從背包拿出來一會要遞交的功課,並放到了桌上。710Please respect copyright.PENANAUVVVdlBh8K
而我看著她突然的情緒轉差,只是感到有一點摸不清頭緒。710Please respect copyright.PENANA154T9zj5Ub
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然而接下來的一整天,我與她都很少有交談,今天就是樣慢慢地過去了……710Please respect copyright.PENANAziopQBXoo4
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直到放學時,我最後一節的生物科與以往一樣,比其他選修科更早下課。710Please respect copyright.PENANA3qGaN6YSDY
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我拿著課本在樓梯上慢慢地走回課室的樓層時……710Please respect copyright.PENANAwLCBzMrCFd
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「喂!Alvin!」710Please respect copyright.PENANAkeKCeWosbW
我立即轉向後方,發現原來是一樣選讀生物科的Rita叫道我。710Please respect copyright.PENANAMJjlVekLTg
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「等埋我一齊行啦!」Rita說道。710Please respect copyright.PENANAOBqrLNsKmb
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我站在了原地,等待著她走到與我同一級上。710Please respect copyright.PENANAzc5AeJjSE0
然後我們二人就慢慢地走下樓梯。710Please respect copyright.PENANApm6SjmxSFo
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「今日好似喺第一次Bio堂落堂之後,我哋一齊行翻課室。」710Please respect copyright.PENANA1alN9Lntnf
Rita在我一旁繼續說著。710Please respect copyright.PENANA0MTFmmhxNm
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因為以往生物科下課後,我都是往往自己一個走回課室的。710Please respect copyright.PENANAZS1F4ZkYlZ
不是因為我不想與其他人有交談,而是我想享受這段只有自己一個的短暫時光。710Please respect copyright.PENANAP4RRG3DEYU
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「都好似第一次……你平時會同June一齊走架,今日做咩得自己一個?」我問道她。710Please respect copyright.PENANA5lZdToi6P0
而June是以前我與Rita初中時,同班的其中一個同學。710Please respect copyright.PENANAWR2t0p4G4N
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「June佢有嘢想問老師,所以叫我走先……Alvin你喺有心事啊?」710Please respect copyright.PENANAf4ctMYOTKD
Rita走到比我下級的樓梯,然後抬頭看著我問道。710Please respect copyright.PENANAbO2m22YbFt
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「你又知我有心事?」我直接回答她。710Please respect copyright.PENANAVE7T0N7Xmg
雖然我都不知道這刻自己是否真的有心事……710Please respect copyright.PENANAgn3WhtgtW9
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「咪傻啦你!我哋第四年同班架啦!一早睇穿哂你啦!」她笑著說。710Please respect copyright.PENANAK4GZaRue39
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「咁你又睇到我有咩心事啊?」我反問她。710Please respect copyright.PENANApAy4CBH8Bu
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「喺咪因為今日Elaine心情麻麻地,所以連帶到你都心情差啊?」710Please respect copyright.PENANAfOWVSwZdjE
嗯……她說出我今天的其中一個煩惱。710Please respect copyright.PENANAyZ0teTt0TI
但我沒有回應她。710Please respect copyright.PENANAXgHbkd1LLb
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「唔講嘢!姐喺係啦!」710Please respect copyright.PENANANloqmzGzeL
她如同名偵探猜中了真相一樣指著我說。710Please respect copyright.PENANAby3Zvbp27m
「Elaine我就唔知咩事啦……不過我反而有啲嘢想問下你……」710Please respect copyright.PENANACUz6VaTE0q
她再繼續說道,並在說最後那句時語氣變得略有一點沉重起來。710Please respect copyright.PENANASCoEcaMQMM
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我看見她的語氣變了,於是便開口問道:710Please respect copyright.PENANAHN1rK4SDQy
「問咩啊?問到語氣都變哂嘅?」710Please respect copyright.PENANAeBGXXiuEXi
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「其實你放低咗Mandy未?」她看著我說。710Please respect copyright.PENANAOc8yehcwvu
我聽到後頓時都一同沉默下來了……710Please respect copyright.PENANATVdECBbgS4
在這一剎那,如同空氣都靜止了一樣。710Please respect copyright.PENANA6sGLrxs4ia
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「我諗……我放低咗……掛……」我支支吾吾地說。710Please respect copyright.PENANASPC6xATcFb
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「我都知喺要啲時間嘅……但喺如果……我話如果啊!」710Please respect copyright.PENANArG7m1t6XSW
她思考了一會後再說。710Please respect copyright.PENANAaEySzbI8iO
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「如果啲咩先?」710Please respect copyright.PENANA8HeJua1Psn
我發現她沒有把話說下去,於是便問道。710Please respect copyright.PENANAho2E8Vs4GC
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「如果……如果Mandy同你講佢都一樣無放低到你呢?」710Please respect copyright.PENANAsorfbWaG9j
她略有點大聲地把這個「假設性」問題說了出來。710Please respect copyright.PENANAqa9DYjGQCR
使得我嚇一嚇,並立即向樓梯上方及下方看一看有沒有其他人在。710Please respect copyright.PENANANZEQmoaalm
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確認沒有人後,我就開始思考了一下Rita剛剛的「假設性」問題……710Please respect copyright.PENANASP6IgQ2eam
「咁我哋……我哋都分咗手啦!咁繼續留戀落去都唔喺辦法……咁我緊喺希望佢都快啲放得低啦……」710Please respect copyright.PENANAokCbS4cA26
我笑著說,但我都相信自己這刻是在強顏歡笑著。710Please respect copyright.PENANARjiYeZFycH
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始終在與Mandy分後,經過了七月及八月情緒低落的洗禮。710Please respect copyright.PENANAJK0bxvM2Vb
直到升上中四後,前往了新環境及認識新的朋友們。710Please respect copyright.PENANA3uGK13utlD
才使得與Mandy分手一事的悲傷慢慢地淡化……710Please respect copyright.PENANASvlBsvJrMF
雖然不時都會一些對她的回憶,斷斷續續地出現在腦海中。710Please respect copyright.PENANATmCI9ox3OO
我都不清楚自己是否真的放下了對她的感情……710Please respect copyright.PENANA56fd6rGDm3
所以我都不能確實回答。710Please respect copyright.PENANABdoX4xTIkz
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「你睇得咁開嘅……」Rita對於我的答案,似乎有些保留。710Please respect copyright.PENANAsVNmH5Aicd
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「咁因為佢依家喺澳洲嘛,就算佢仲鍾意我……都做唔到啲咩架!」710Please respect copyright.PENANAMcJGiSMJg4
我直接與她說。710Please respect copyright.PENANAhm8K7x6pTa
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始終我與Mandy分手的原因就是因為我們將會分隔異地。710Please respect copyright.PENANAuJIlKUDbZK
而大家都沒有信心去維繼續繫這一段長距離感情……710Please respect copyright.PENANAgyf1Hn2ka7
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「除非佢突然話翻咗嚟香港啦……唔喺呢啲都只喺假設性問題……我哋快啲行啦。」710Please respect copyright.PENANAPRlZvX1If1
我不想再纏繞在這個「假設性」問題上,於是便催促Rita快點一同返回課室。710Please respect copyright.PENANANwzENxQUTE
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而Rita並沒有回應我剛剛的說話,只是點一點頭後,就與一同繼續往樓梯下方前進……710Please respect copyright.PENANA4quK1wp3MT
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回到家後,我立即躺在自己的床上。710Please respect copyright.PENANArS1GubED3X
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「未換衫就攤上床?!快啲換翻屋企衫先!」710Please respect copyright.PENANAbei3L37ARO
在我房間門口走過的姐姐看見我仍然穿著校服後,就命令我立即去替換衣服。710Please respect copyright.PENANAwClLTdNSXw
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而我正在換衣的時候……710Please respect copyright.PENANAzfsL2ZPHqn
「鈴—鈴—」710Please respect copyright.PENANAAltxaeB0fW
突然手機鈴聲響起了。710Please respect copyright.PENANAhQUmMe9wmG
於我便快速地更換好衣服,並拿起了手機查看是誰致電給了我。710Please respect copyright.PENANAQ3J42U22Tx
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當我一拿起手機,發現是依玲的來電。710Please respect copyright.PENANAsugSV9wYRf
我二話不說就接聽了。710Please respect copyright.PENANAH1oLaulRdq
「喂?依玲?」710Please respect copyright.PENANAHs7sWWu7Qy
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「喂?阿侑啊……你做緊咩啊?」她有點支支吾吾地問道我。710Please respect copyright.PENANAmnh8vmEcMU
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「我啱啱翻到屋企換完衫啊。」我如實告訴她我剛剛做了些甚麼。710Please respect copyright.PENANAckTPHNTfxj
「哦……我都啱啱翻到屋企啊……」她繼續吞吞吐吐地說著。710Please respect copyright.PENANAITxWuMnGfY
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「做咩突然打比我啊?」我還是把話題帶回為何她會突然打給我。710Please respect copyright.PENANAH5EmVJdh2s
「無……因為今日我對你啲態度好似麻麻地咁,所以想打嚟同你道歉……Sorry啊。」710Please respect copyright.PENANAdqxTySj2B7
她向我道歉起來。710Please respect copyright.PENANAttwRuW3qDn
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「哦……好少事嚟……我都無hard feeling,同埋你心情差嘛……所以我無事!放心!」710Please respect copyright.PENANA3LE6foEwuO
我希望她不要太過介意。710Please respect copyright.PENANA08Hz6qd6bf
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但當我說完後,她立即沒有回應我,反而是沉默了一會……710Please respect copyright.PENANANa7kFdzW57
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「其實呢……阿侑你喺咪鍾意Venus啊?」她突然問道我。710Please respect copyright.PENANA0uggNTHG8y
為什麼大家今天都會有這麼多的問題……710Please respect copyright.PENANA0LynF9Tyqj
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「唔喺啊,我同佢喺friend咋嘛。」我連忙為解釋起來。710Please respect copyright.PENANAner3QyS82j
但其實這個問題真的有待我去再思考一下……710Please respect copyright.PENANAkp9sQLeq3D
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「因為琴日Poppy話見到你兩個一齊上咗架出港島嘅巴士……所以我先問一問。」710Please respect copyright.PENANAaGF78mSA73
她又開始支支吾吾地說著。710Please respect copyright.PENANAvwObqgKh6x
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「哦!因為琴日我要出去我媽公司到攞嚟緊Venus件戲服嘅布袋,而我媽又想幫佢做埋度身,所以先叫我帶埋佢出去。」710Please respect copyright.PENANAwproLi8t0G
我把昨天的事情如實告訴了她。710Please respect copyright.PENANAFlgo13enRF
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「原來喺咁……」她說。710Please respect copyright.PENANATyDfPQNY9w
「所以我哋真喺普通朋友嚟。」我立即再補充多句。710Please respect copyright.PENANAPkUZp0nHWM
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「我會咁問其實喺因為見你兩個近排啲互動都有啲埋,覺得你兩個有啲夾……」710Please respect copyright.PENANAy4CURu1UZL
她這句的說話方式及語氣都感覺似曾相識的……710Please respect copyright.PENANAzXyo4Gwo6D
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莫非她是在介意在我與Venus的事?710Please respect copyright.PENANAaNDP4HPYin
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「雖然你知道他並不屬於你的,但你仍然會時時刻刻為他在著緊」710Please respect copyright.PENANArYZeDmYtT1