第五十九章:重新開始689Please respect copyright.PENANAOdZ8dQLXfF
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在回憶中,中三那年的五月。689Please respect copyright.PENANAasZu9BPDV5
我與Mandy在晚上剛看完一套電影後,便在前往車站的道路上走著。689Please respect copyright.PENANAbeXGQcsjyG
還記得當時我手上還拿著看電影時吃不完的爆米花桶。689Please respect copyright.PENANAxZOhlT894M
而Mandy則在我身邊與我討論著剛剛電影的劇情。689Please respect copyright.PENANA9gW98j6iEq
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「Alvin啊,如果有一日我哋真喺咁唔彩分咗手……你估我哋會唔會好似套戲嘅男女主角咁,十年後先再相遇翻?」689Please respect copyright.PENANAkcz929cNjA
她突然在我身旁問道。689Please respect copyright.PENANAI6umXsr4GR
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但當時的我,並沒有想太多。689Please respect copyright.PENANA67XemHJ2CL
只是從爆米花桶裡拿了數顆爆米花並放到嘴裡邊吃邊說:689Please respect copyright.PENANApO1utKqU9V
「我哋又點會無啦啦分手啊。」689Please respect copyright.PENANA5smEhTRIFM
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當時的我,這樣想著是正確的。689Please respect copyright.PENANALAiUvNBCVM
那會有情侶在交往著的時候,就已經會在想著分手之後的事情。689Please respect copyright.PENANAN30d8eIk2P
中學生談戀愛,雖然不會把這段關係想得太過遙遠,不會過份考慮到將來的事。689Please respect copyright.PENANA4kb47pfwPE
但起碼此刻都會想與對方在每一分每一秒都留下最珍貴的回憶。689Please respect copyright.PENANAd9CIAGJym3
對方或許不是自己將來的另一半,但總會是自己人生甜蜜回憶的一部份。689Please respect copyright.PENANACAnMGQRL32
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「傻,我比喻架咋……唔喺真喺諗分手啊!」她連忙為自己剛剛的說話解釋起來。689Please respect copyright.PENANACznKfz51j9
看來是害怕我想多了。689Please respect copyright.PENANALBUdumFd53
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「咁就睇下我哋喺咩理由分手啦。以啱先套戲為例,男主角因為要去打仗,而佢都知道自己可能會一去不返,佢又唔想女主角浪費時間去等佢呢個將來唔知會喺生定死嘅人,所以先決定同女主角分手。」689Please respect copyright.PENANAjAPAMYjnih
我開始在分析著剛剛我們才一起看完的電影內容。689Please respect copyright.PENANAQWcaFP1zVw
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「但其實女主角都一廂情願,即使要等十年都願意等佢……我覺得喺個男主角太一意孤行,自動幫女主角決定埋佢嘅諗法。」689Please respect copyright.PENANA7cKNxz3Sve
她開始批評著剛剛戲中的男主角的行為。689Please respect copyright.PENANAcDpcSGt8GB
「咁都喺因為佢哋唔坐低認真溝通一下,先會搞到要悲劇收場分手……雖然十年後又比佢兩個相遇翻,但真喺拍戲先會有咁嘅再遇情節。」689Please respect copyright.PENANA7T4stG2Ov9
我說著的同時,又從爆米花桶裡拿了數顆爆米花吃著。689Please respect copyright.PENANAP66SG35iXm
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「所以呢,如果我哋遇到啲咩問題煩惱,都一定要好好同對方商量溝通!唔喺我哋就真喺要等十年後先再見翻對方架啦,哈哈。」689Please respect copyright.PENANA1VCMruFsQs
她笑著說,然後同時摟住我拿著爆米花桶的手。689Please respect copyright.PENANA8AK9mo9Bqm
「哇,差啲倒瀉啦……可能我相遇翻之後,又會好似套戲咁一齊翻呢。」我都一同笑著說。689Please respect copyright.PENANA5YtGBtdZKK
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接著,我們二人又繼續有說有笑地向車站的方向走去。689Please respect copyright.PENANAmx0MItuINY
當時我們所說的內容,我一直都把它們當做是情侶之間的玩笑。689Please respect copyright.PENANAmOS2Xkis9b
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但沒有想到,我們在兩個月後真的分手了。689Please respect copyright.PENANAqbyPzVtxYn
分手的過程都與那一齣電影挺相似的,不過我們是男女角色對調。689Please respect copyright.PENANAgyXECil1c8
Mandy因為要到澳洲留學,而沒有信心與我維持關係。689Please respect copyright.PENANAV0zDKmUARV
我就一廂情願希望大家可以先嘗試一下維持這遠距離的關係。689Please respect copyright.PENANA370HF37r7n
但最終,我都沒能把這個想法告訴她。689Please respect copyright.PENANA2rACVsvrI0
而她就從此在我的世界裡消失了。689Please respect copyright.PENANAVLSpIIyBTb
直到現在,我與她再一次相遇……689Please respect copyright.PENANA74zy6eJNcw
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「何鵬侑,其實你對我仲有無感覺?」689Please respect copyright.PENANA9yuwyE1TcS
在路燈的照射下,Mandy看著我問道。689Please respect copyright.PENANAJm2TWIs5Oe
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這一個問題,在中四時,都有不少知情的人問過我。689Please respect copyright.PENANAFsV5fJQLgg
而我一直的答案都是模稜兩可似的。689Please respect copyright.PENANAuiQtHkNscV
或許我心裡其實一直都有一個同樣的答案,但我只是不想被其他人知道我真正的答案到底是甚麼。689Please respect copyright.PENANAFAQaYLhCu3
直到這一刻,由她本人親自問道……689Please respect copyright.PENANAN2g6TBaNgH
我應該不能再隱藏這個真正的答案了。689Please respect copyright.PENANAvvVHSoSnmE
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「你要我老實答嘅話,喺仲有感覺。」我說出口了。689Please respect copyright.PENANAqDp8LZAarM
而在我面前的Mandy都彷彿一早就知道了我這一個答案一樣。689Please respect copyright.PENANA2xoh1MCfuA
接著,她就深呼吸了一下後說:「都過咗成年啦……點會仲有感覺架……」689Please respect copyright.PENANA9E2GzMRQBB
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「原先都無乜架啦,但同你相遇翻之後,個感覺即刻出翻哂嚟。」689Please respect copyright.PENANAoAEEZIOREB
我其實都不知道自己在說著些甚麼。689Please respect copyright.PENANAwxRlNi37DF
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「問題就喺呢到啦!」她突然說道。689Please respect copyright.PENANApEed0gXwix
「問題?」我問道她。689Please respect copyright.PENANAtyTYfhudyg
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「我哋依家嘅身份仲喺前男女朋友,所以一見翻臉就自然會咩感覺都出翻哂嚟……明明大家都已經分咗手成年,但你仲喺好似move on唔到咁。」689Please respect copyright.PENANAM9AMcu50F8
她說完後,就轉身背向著我。689Please respect copyright.PENANAUrOvCEswhu
但聽完她所說的話,我反而感到有點疑惑起來。689Please respect copyright.PENANAZSiCV2HZN3
於是我都再問道:「你咁樣講,好似講到自己已經放低咗咁。」689Please respect copyright.PENANAJjQRotNSUN
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她繼續背向著我,使我都看不到她任何的表情。689Please respect copyright.PENANAilD8o0aYoF
「我……放低咗架啦!」她說道。689Please respect copyright.PENANA5Dt2l392Yl
她的這一個答案使我突然有一點失望的感覺。689Please respect copyright.PENANA4ncFJQeZRY
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「喺啊……你放低到咪好囉……唔似我咁。」689Please respect copyright.PENANABeVUt8Wcp1
雖然失望,但對她來說或許是一件好事。689Please respect copyright.PENANAWoKiA5Qutp
畢竟我們的關係都只是過去的回憶而且。689Please respect copyright.PENANAMqCMVvP61Y
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「所以我覺得點解有時我哋喺班房到會有啲尷尬就喺因為我哋身份嘅問題。」689Please respect copyright.PENANAGUPz8jUdDZ
她終於轉過身來,但同時旁邊的路燈也因為時限而熄滅了。689Please respect copyright.PENANAlwkz0F3utN
我只能夠看到她面部的輪廓,而不能清楚地看見她此刻的表情。689Please respect copyright.PENANAngskKfcZUG
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「身份嘅問題?」我又問道她。689Please respect copyright.PENANAbGBo9pbv1Q
感覺上現在我完全是被她牽引著一問一答似的。689Please respect copyright.PENANAA5ZAdGEMZ5
「你仲覺得我喺你前女朋友,所以有時喺交流上先會有啲尷尬……你應該好似我咁放低哂,然後就以一個新嘅身份去面對你!」689Please respect copyright.PENANAUj14csBMjl
她又回答著我,貌似是在引導著我進入一個話題。689Please respect copyright.PENANA2nfvRHDywK
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但這一次我選擇不回應、不問道她。689Please respect copyright.PENANAgONN3TV5xV
而她知道我沒有打算再問道時,就自己開口繼續說:689Please respect copyright.PENANAQuuIEF1IkN
「不如我哋重新嚟過,唔喺曾經嘅戀人,唔喺前男女朋友,而喺重新由朋友呢個關係再開始過。」689Please respect copyright.PENANAx01Db4dnm4
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「你嘅意思即喺我哋做翻朋友,好似啲典型嘅分手對白咁。」我忍不住說出來。689Please respect copyright.PENANA4XOFaJi9df
因為我經常都會在一些討論區看見一些人分享分手的金句,就是「做回朋友」。689Please respect copyright.PENANAq06H6e2YTp
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「咁唔好咩?你又可以放低我,而我哋又可以繼續正正常常咁交流……」689Please respect copyright.PENANAMo0P3nvGzY
她語氣變得有一點低沉起來。689Please respect copyright.PENANAw7UldylSVm
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問著我的心,其實這一刻我都不知道自己如何是好。689Please respect copyright.PENANAWWbUDIGvWH
一方面,我知道我與Mandy的關係已經完結了,是時候應該要繼續向前行。689Please respect copyright.PENANAPL8EW16nDp
但另一方面,知道她已經把對我的感情都放下,我反而有一點難受起來。689Please respect copyright.PENANABu4RzUiyQl
我發現,原來一直以來只有我一個在過去的回憶中折磨著自己。689Please respect copyright.PENANADbp5b6t4xo
在我還掛念她的時候,原來她已經一早把我放下了並開始著全新的路程。689Please respect copyright.PENANATfTZAcUDCv
看來,我與她身為「戀人」的故事真的要在這一刻終結。689Please respect copyright.PENANAiXRva4x6Pd
而接下來,將會開始的……只是我與她身為「朋友」的故事。689Please respect copyright.PENANA1SHe1Vurps
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「好啦,我哋做翻朋友啦咁!由今日起,我哋就只喺朋友。」我向她說道。689Please respect copyright.PENANANPSFIZGSHp
雖然在說的時候,內心還是有一點難受。689Please respect copyright.PENANABPHVi0aVc5
但或許,這對我來說,對她來說,甚至是對還等待著我的Venus來說……689Please respect copyright.PENANAL98z2MhNIw
是最好的結局及開始。689Please respect copyright.PENANAEh7DbjlrW6
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接著,在我說完後,Mandy就很快又轉過身來背著我,然後開始說:689Please respect copyright.PENANAx29rN4xpvc
「好啦……時間唔早啦,你……快啲翻去買飯比家姐啦,我都要上翻去煮自己份晚餐啦!」689Please respect copyright.PENANAxpgzhpJKpp
然後她就向我揮了一下手作道別,就往前方的屋苑方向跑去。689Please respect copyright.PENANAnSvEtrvJtL
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這時候,路燈又因為感應到她的動作而再次亮起來。689Please respect copyright.PENANAAb0gzPreus
但我都只能看著她的背影慢慢遠離我。689Please respect copyright.PENANAtZjrSlpRTt
「今日真喺坐過山車咁呢……」我自言自語地說著。689Please respect copyright.PENANAZTqB02zqCu
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「有多少人會真的願意選擇,由零再從頭來一次」689Please respect copyright.PENANAlGZSOdGsmg
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作者閒聊:為慶祝紙言點擊過萬,緊貼將會是59.5章。689Please respect copyright.PENANAvTedvZyWjP