過去篇(四)574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhaMRNhOzdn
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9YRgHdoUqh
某一天，在午息時段，Ivy悶悶不樂地來到學校的庭園。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCpXe13nrRO
找了一個寧靜的角落，獨自一人坐下，不禁嘆息起來。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEEhv6u4mn8
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfRrXvumtJ6
原來在剛才午飯時間，Ivy又一次鼓起勇氣邀約Alvin一同吃午飯。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Mp8YWvcux
可是早就習慣了與其他男生一同外出用膳的Alvin。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbk8NWoFrlX
並且升上中學後，根本就沒有被女生邀約吃飯。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGxO4LHxQII
因此Ivy突如其來邀約，再加上當時朋友們的催促，Alvin也只好當下拒絕了她的邀請。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAGM5BfZQOL
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUhbtUgPip9
被喜歡的人拒絕邀約，除了感到可惜及失望之外，就根本甚麼都做不到。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLrDZlEPyD9
Ivy曾經嘗試融入對方的生活圈子之中，卻永遠都只是停留在表面上的融入。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr2tFvnX9jS
至今，她與Alvin仍然是維持在每天上學見面時談上兩三句話的局面。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKQI7IwztsL
即使放學後，她與Alvin透過WhatsApp聊天的次數，也少之又少。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1B73FZJtig
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaL4osvd55l
「Alvin都好似唔多理我咁……莫非真喺要好似Laura咁講，直接同佢講我鍾意佢……」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmUYGUl19mt
這時，在Ivy的腦海中也閃現出前陣子Laura的一句說話。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ0ubkRBAcI
那句叫她向喜歡的人坦承的說話。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhuMYr4okwr
可是對於性格偏向內向的Ivy來說，要與喜歡的人坦白，可是一件難若登天的事情。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSovWYWWZgL
單是起初鼓起勇氣向Alvin進一步搭訕，她其實也在心裡掙扎了好幾天。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVp95Rlrvf8
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq2kFAjhErC
「你鍾意Alvin啊？」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzRyaaGhtbS
突然有一把男聲從Ivy的後方傳來。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAFVkklBBFZ
使得她馬上驚慌失色起來，並隨即轉過身來，查看聲音的主人。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRQE9EMw13f
「Dan……？點解你會嚟庭園嘅？」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsVLFFMuzpY
在確認是同班的同學後，Ivy也接著好奇地問道。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE0GUiXnTLn
畢竟，學校的庭園平常根本不會有人到訪。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgiWD3kT2ik
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9lpQshWhWU
「食飽飯無嘢做，咪嚟行過圈囉……但竟然比我八卦到啲嘢啊，呵呵。」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpoBxvkiCDm
Dan在說著的同時，奸笑起來，然後就盯著Ivy，等待對方辯解。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ28Dqzi1Rtg
「你唔好講出啊！我求你！」Ivy當然是立即雙手合十，不斷向Dan請求著。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf7JXxTvrbo
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx0tXccUIz4
接著，Dan也抓一抓自己的頭髮，一臉沾沾自喜地說：574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo8z0SK1RD5
「乜我似啲會將人哋秘密亂咁爆出去嘅人咩？」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡywD1zXuBUK
Ivy思考了一會Dan的這句話，然後就搖頭說：「咁又唔似……」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbjBOWXJrqS
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLyJ6zMnM0Y
「鍾意咗人幾耐啊？」Dan隨即問道，看來是打算再八卦一下Ivy的事情。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbj42F9DKn7
Ivy頓時也面紅耳赤起來，並不斷捏住自己的校裙。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ7OSoD72jh
而在一番內心掙扎後，她也小小聲地說：「大概三個月啦……」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA2KOgnco0g
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf7WHNeJL4O
Dan馬上「哇」了一聲，但很快又一臉認真地摸著下巴說：574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr8y3Qmse9c
「唔怪得近排見你同Alvin多咗嘢講啦……不過睇嚟你都好似有嘢煩惱緊？」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMUMuOECnDT
在對方的引導下，Ivy也開始向Dan說起了一切的由來。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlJWJxTRTee
由一開始對Alvin產生興趣，然後就是好感，最後就是喜歡了對方。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE0mOWjmYD4
不過卻一直未能向對方表達心意。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4e4Kw2b8C1
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuU4ht6rg9B
Dan聆聽完Ivy一番經歷後，隨即也露出一個恍然大悟的樣子。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ZYKR1We15
「哦，所以啱啱先見你唉聲嘆氣咁坐喺到。」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl7BRJRvtEG
Ivy沒有說話，只是默默地點著頭。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvmA85D8sj6
於是Dan見況也繼續說：「都明你點解咁沮喪嘅，明明鍾意人，但又無勇氣同對方講，想接近人，但喺又無從入手，令到自己卡咗喺個尷尬位。」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqRykiUcZXj
聽到Dan「一針見血」的總結後，Ivy也馬上再次嘆息起來。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB9s9lONYnG
然後一臉沒精打采地看著Dan，並用低沉的聲音說：「聽嚟我都喺無機架啦……」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0u0pXi0OYw
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0NxRerufEU
「唔好灰啦！不如我幫你探下Alvin口風啦！知佢點諗你都一件好事啊！」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIZqzMg1wC6
Dan見到Ivy一臉死氣沉沉地樣子，馬上轉用一個輕快的口吻說著，希望從而令Ivy振作一點。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ipMRPTl8S
而Ivy聽到了Dan的建議後，馬上想起了先前Laura的一句：「唔試過又點知得唔得呢？」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3XTGyN2pjm
隨即也重燃心中的希望之火，一邊點頭一邊把一切都託付到Dan手上……574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡStghHqzw5w
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574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoRZ10ny8I3
數天後，Dan看準了放學時Alvin獨自離開課室的時機。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhRtSHn0QtA
馬上裝作想與Alvin一同放學而上前與他搭訕。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGq3ja99sMa
「Alvin，不如今日一齊走啊！」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQJrWILAzuR
「少有喎，你今日唔喺同Francis一齊走。」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiucaMfC1dl
「因為……Francis比人罰留堂啊！」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFCJmGBRqWi
但此刻Francis其實是在班房裡與其他男生共同挑戰著手機遊戲中的關卡……574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡINCkaIkRcZ
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8LLRej66KZ
接著，Dan與Alvin二人一邊聊著一邊下樓梯。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhNnZKbgHuE
聊起兩三句後，Dan也開門見山問道：「Alvin，你喺2E有無鍾意嘅人啊？」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXejrdSJoq5
隨即二人也站在了原地。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡokJe6i9nqF
而此時，Ivy也剛好走到了樓梯的轉角處，聆聽到了Alvin接下的回答。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3PQS5zA3wt
「無喎。」Alvin的這一個回答，簡單而直接。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqUAfYotDqr
不過卻同時使Dan愣住了，而偷聽著的Ivy更感到失望起來。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Sww5oxeUb
看來她的幻想，都確實只是幻想。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaRXbiocdCP
並如同泡沫一樣，在一瞬間破掉化為無物。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0PHGM5cLrj
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKVWx60HOJA
「真喺無鍾意嘅人？」Dan再問道，並語氣變得質疑起來。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiDK0Z2PacV
不過Alvin仍然迅速而堅定地回答同樣的答案：「真喺無。」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVWqemQS8YU
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp4Lcc8oof3
這使得Dan不禁倒抽了一口氣。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZpDgKA9RVP
不過機智的他，也很快就想到第二條問題：「咁班入面有無邊個女仔吸引到你啊？」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr8hJ3eMyQw
Alvin思考了一會，然後答：「嗯……無喎……」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjrtEhTbjxZ
雖然答案一樣，但是這一次Alvin的回答，卻從中感覺到一絲猶如。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGVKZWmp6KE
於是Dan也捉住了這份遲疑，再問：「真喺無？你諗真啲……例如Ivy呢？」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvnFtM7loYZ
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ10hdXWYsqJ
在轉角處的Ivy聽到了自己的名字後，也意會到Dan終於把與Alvin的對話引導到自己身上。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡockOchRNie
她隨即地把雙手放到胸口上，希望能藉此壓抑住活蹦亂跳的心。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOS25LoVs50
因為對於接下來Alvin的回答，她確實感到額外的緊張起來。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3VNxN7WlBR
可是，她接著聽到答案是……574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Ks5VlAwlB
「Ivy啊……無咩特別感覺喎，咪普通同學咁。」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOf3WUJcV1N
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFe4FicHe6y
聽到Alvin的回答，Ivy頓時如同石化了一樣，目瞪口呆地站在原地。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL99AYEbSEo
連此刻站在Alvin對面的Dan也瞬間感到愕然起來。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTI0pC5PovF
或許他自己也猜想不到，這就是Alvin的答案。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTVLNVzcJYV
不過，感到有點不知所揩的Dan，也靈機一動，立即再問：574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMWnnczYKKg
「如果Ivy喺鍾意你呢？」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmZfhZrF2OT
他選擇不再轉彎抹角，而是斬釘截鐵地道出了Ivy的心意。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1FBbuSgH8U
但其實他都猜想不到，原來Ivy一直偷聽著。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4o9h0iWR1s
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0O1YZ9vgEe
然而，Alvin隨即也皺起眉頭說：「就算佢鍾意我，都唔代表我要鍾意佢。感情呢啲嘢講feel架嘛，如果要迎合佢嘅心意，而勉強自己，我做唔到。」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSh8ALO7PEe
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7jzP0BrAJz
正當Alvin說完這句話後，他們的上方也突然傳來了一聲急促的腳步聲。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXWZBbWbMTT
於是Alvin好奇地探頭瞄了一眼上方，並發現沒有人。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdctntufsEC
接著也扭過頭來繼續與Dan談論剛剛的話題。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLm59KDMAhp
然而，他並不知道，剛才腳步聲的主人，正是Ivy。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZNKLSuRMt1
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFeEPHt5uUt
而與此同時，Ivy也已經淚流滿面，走到了學校的某處。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRmZ97zYtHC
孤單一人坐在角落，蜷縮著身體，雙臂抱住雙膝，痛哭起來。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiNcI7Gan9m
她的哭聲，無比悲哀及淒慘，如同心被刀割一樣。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj3cF5sMfjv
看來這份傷痛，將永遠刻印在她的心中，成為一條永遠無法修補的疤痕。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOekfYmaZKv
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574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVHolFgh2O1
「就算佢鍾意我，都唔代表我要鍾意佢」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPP913Mt8SY
直至深夜時，Ivy再次因為回想起Alvin的這一句話，而驚醒過來。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwQEUwFQ9Ay
她隨即慢慢地離開了床，並坐在一旁的梳妝桌。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjiWjqrx8hg
然後，打開了桌燈，看著鏡中雙眼通紅、神情疲倦的自己。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQeig4Qnx6f
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2yVvNXFCV6
接著再回想起Alvin的說話，以及這三個月來自己的所做一切。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlglNkGElsh
她不禁冷笑起來，隨後打開桌上文具盒，拿出了一把美術刀。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXqY0JhQXUY
伸出冰冷的刀鋒，對著自己的手臀……574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA5mUXsjbFc
「嚓—」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8wX5yvNVH2
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8tHs1WksHC
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjapKvB77oN
「懷著多大的期望，就會迎來同等的失望，甚至最終帶來更深的絕望」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMtv115EZwL
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB0YfbEaNyh
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdgybnb8OiA
作者在此鄭重聲明：574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwPegsOhdq7
𠝹手只是劇情的一部份，並且是虛構情節。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJfAIh1SR08
讀者們請潔身自愛，切勿嘗試！！！574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBuFj2X9kjp
無論遇上多麼不如意的事情，都切勿做出任何試圖傷害身體的行為。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu2FfOGqyLY
若發現事情未如理想，無法獨力承受，請向身邊的人如父母及師長尋求協助。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOvVpZTPQt9
切勿將傷害身體來發洩情緒一事合理化，請各位潔身自愛。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡevZrCqR1mh
愛人前先要懂得愛錫自己。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk0mMUTdF17
574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5wDFnn4KGr
作者閒聊：574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqBOjyvRN0a
過去阿侑的一句：「就算佢鍾意我，都唔代表我要鍾意佢。感情呢啲嘢講feel架嘛，如果要迎合佢嘅心意，而勉強自己，我做唔到。」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtazxTt2M4a
完全是在打著現在自己的臉……574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOgTum9tdHX
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