暑假篇：復合？534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcnQnloZA01
534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoGggr7jBWr
「你知唔知，當年喺廁所搵到Ivy嗰個……就喺我。」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSNWr9c49Cl
534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY3pdns6BfA
在Mandy說完這一句話後，換轉是我目瞪口呆起來。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWt9OQdkjsR
並隨即語帶疑惑說：「吓？你講真架？」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc2ILtUQF0b
534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrz5ZO0m6JS
她點頭說：「可能無乜人記得，但喺個陣真喺我喺學校七樓搵到佢。」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxgVMhLhAKd
我沒有說話，只是繼續一臉難以置信地看著她。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrOnbZwElYs
而她也繼續把話接下去：「當時場面真喺好恐怖……我嗌住Ivy個名，一轉入女廁就見到成地都喺有血嘅紙巾，然後就見到拎住𠝹刀、成手血嘅Ivy坐咗喺地下到……」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwm6O7o9HBx
534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS8JqY08vKm
當年，我都只知道Ivy是在洗手間裡自殘，不知道實際的情況。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMcgj3rOilU
但是Mandy把當年的情境描述出來後，我不自覺地咽了咽口水。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8X9ssDPn5j
不過接下來，我卻是把手放到了她的頭上，並開始撫摸著。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡigLLyeORKK
「比你見到啲咁嘅畫面……應該喺好驚。」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTzbdi64UNM
而她也繼續任由我摸著頭，並說：「嗯……當時我見到咁血淋淋嘅畫面，真喺差啲就當場嚇暈咗，即使到依家都仲喺歷歷在目……」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRBM0X0p8nQ
534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡapeBWNH4fO
此刻，我的內心也逐漸感到無比的內疚。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJCbGlWbZms
因為我，先導致了一個喜歡我的女生選擇自殘。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnnD8GDkckA
更使得一個與事情無關的女生留下了陰影。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNrUdP1G65d
534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmJaMCYTEN6
「不過……」她隨即也抬頭看著我說。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4fS29n5kIM
「不過啲咩啦？」我問道，示意她把話接下去。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUQCtZbA114
但她先轉移了視線並思考片刻，接著也再次與我對視並說：534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYvbss3J1oS
「不過我都終於明白當時Ivy同我講嘅一句說話。」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA40fH3NMbt
534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwhy8VeKAzi
「說話？」我好奇地問道，想不到當時竟然還有後續。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjObeTXzNDW
「佢見到我之後就問我……Mandy你有無試過鍾意咗一個唔應該鍾意嘅人，然而又甩唔身，反而仲踩越深。」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVfqcnUI9P7
她模仿了當時Ivy的語氣說道。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqe6cbUA8nk
534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWMeGCZ4p8j
而更強烈的內疚感，也隨即從我的內心中湧現出來。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLXhH6XYeHy
使得我沒有說任何話回應她，只是如同一個啞子一樣，沉默下來。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfonCNbyZjV
534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0PQaS2nviP
Mandy似乎也留意到了我的變化。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqck4BpQ4hm
於是先凝視著我片刻，然後就走前了一步，並把雙手放到我的臉頰上。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ElefVyHYf
「阿侑同我一樣，都喺傻瓜……」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3kO91wrdvp
「點解我哋喺傻瓜啊？」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOeddY4WiKP
「我傻喺因為，可以我同Ivy一樣，都鍾意咗一個唔應該鍾意嘅人。明明就唔應該再鍾意翻你，明明就唔應該一直都仲鍾意住你……」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpuFxTkM2HL
說著說著，她的雙眼也漸漸泛起了淚光，聲音變得硬咽起來。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaHUkEpdv9C
534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDq0dLiP1Jf
「玥玥，你唔好喊啊！」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtPdE5ZL6En
看到她熱淚盈眶的一瞬間，我也開始變得不知所措起來。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzhr1IXaJN3
明明只是喜歡一個人而且，為何最後卻會使得自己變得傷痕累累？534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlJ3YB6jXCi
我曾經傷害了一個喜歡我的人，難道現在又要再傷害多一個喜歡我的人嗎？534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOZf11JKSRi
我必須想辦法……有了！534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ39ePFLHYPn
534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGB8MCetG5m
「伏—」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ26trEcd0aq
在下一秒，淚水正開始從雙眼流出的Mandy，被我一下子拉到懷裡，並緊緊擁抱著。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoQLQuCWY5L
既然一時三刻說出不任何安慰的說話，那就由行動來代替吧！534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQBC6rNEiXE
不過回想一下，這應該是我們再次相遇後，第一次由我來主動擁抱她。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2U3072l8zP
534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡidMCtzDZqY
而被我突如其來拉到懷裡的Mandy，當然也隨即停止了哭泣。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsRqQwfdXGo
取而代之就是愕然起來，並語帶驚訝地說：「阿侑，你做咩突然攬我……？」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ520VfEJnEa
「喺啊！因為我都諗唔到講咩好，所以直接攬住你算啦。」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpVbC52plQK
這個理由應該是我生平中，最爛的一個。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4OFTO8zURP
不過還是成功停止了她哭泣，都算是某程度上的成功了吧？534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUnQ0mjnlFG
534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi4Prm92AaL
「哎吔，笑到我標眼水啦，邊有人諗唔到講咩，就直接攬住人架，哈哈。」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpG7vHpBeBE
接下來，她也在我的懷裡開始笑起來。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoVEAd9BelO
而我也只好無耐地說：「諗住攬住當安慰嘛，點知原來會比人笑，咁唔攬囉！」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7OkShaJUEM
「唔比！」她隨即一聲喊道，然後就雙手摟緊了我的腰部，並再小小聲地說：「比我攬多陣先……」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6RjhVbuZ4r
534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDLujCXoPYE
於是我也只好繼續任由她摟抱著，當然我都一樣繼續雙手擁抱著她。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVrEfuqu2pk
直至過了一會，她也放開了雙手。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaNRGmANhtj
因此我都同一時間放開了手，並後退兩步，與她四目交投。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ6DbE7Mf5q
534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxCDrqaQdyi
此刻，雖然她的雙眼殘留著淚珠，可是臉上同時也掛上了一個甜蜜的笑容。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlma24PJ2pG
「阿侑正傻瓜，整天在那天邊高高掛。」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSDSDWMjoww
「咩在那天邊高高掛啊？」我一臉疑惑地問道。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyR2vlCKv17
「歌詞嚟架！不過唔喺重點，重點喺你真喺好傻，唔怪得Venus會咁鍾意你。」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkOXmLBwKFp
「吓？又關愛瑩……Venus事？」我從疑惑轉而變得百思不解起來。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQguKdm68SX
所以我傻與在天邊高高掛，以及Venus會喜歡我到底有甚麼關係？534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIL5lDcL8Li
534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8USiLrbKgh
「阿侑……」但她接著卻是再次叫道我的名字。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡci4urTBI0e
於是我也不服輸，隨即皺著眉頭說：「又做咩啦？」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoph478hhye
「如果我哋唔復合，咁做好朋友得唔得啊？」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwm3w0TkJAo
正當我聽到「好朋友」這三個字後，馬上瞪大雙眼震驚了一下。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡowJqoof55X
因為都好像有一段時間已經沒有聽到有人提起「好朋友」這三個字了。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ1Ua0SSWrU
534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJBTDo4cbZk
「點解喺好朋友啊？」我立即好奇地問道她。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtQEcrj6sF8
「因為我覺得……我哋喺好朋友呢個關係，會好似特別啲咁。」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL5CbrsiQL6
她說著的同時，轉移了視線，似乎是想起了些事情。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmStQctVbf7
534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDJUtI30M1d
但是我隨即也回應她：「唔喺好朋友關喺得唔得啊？」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ8WrkNlhWs
我會這樣說，全是因為「好朋友」在我的認知中，其實在不斷改變著。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxAQHHLChUo
原來「好朋友」這個關係，最初也只是依玲談談心事而且。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXkKfkRW5PR
可是逐漸卻演變成與Venus的曖昧關係，甚至後來連一開始的「好朋友」依玲也喜歡了我。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrwgEEgoS1Y
所以，到底「好朋友」這個關係，是發展於友誼上，還是感情上呢？534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSjMkeytanU
534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr4aSl6MpEz
「呵，佢哋同你又拖手又攬又錫，就做得好朋友，而我就唔做得！」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2EvtJcDljc
Mandy說完後，便一同皺起眉頭及鼓起腮幫子。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi1OooeR2lJ
看著看著，便覺得她的樣子有點可愛。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFVF6Uj9S2Y
不，重點不是她可不可愛，而是為什麼她會知道我與Venus及依玲的事情？！534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPJfxE1OLda
534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu8uhXKj98w
「睇你個樣就知你驚訝緊點解我好似咩都知咁啦……」她立即沾沾自喜地說道。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD6bz2a83UP
而我隨即腦海中也想到了答案，並不禁用手掩著臉說：「你搵咗Fazer攞情報……」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTPscvdp5X8
想不到，我與學校擁有最強搜索資料能力的「狼」同為朋友，卻會有被對方「起底」的一天……534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb193ikXRoQ
534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYN3RVyUBDK
「嗱，你唔拒絕，我當你應承架啦！」她突然走到了我臉前說。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSnWrKruAeI
「想唔應承都唔得啦……」我無耐地回應。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl7hCKdoUdx
於是她隨即也露出了一個愉快的表情，接著活蹦亂跳地走到了宿舍的門口。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE0isnJEsSY
而看著她此刻心滿意中的樣子，我也不禁會心一笑。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhlAm03gvz5
534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXApH92BZ6d
當我一同走門口時，Mandy便向我伸手說道：「阿侑，情侶任務啊！」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuN5iFB2NmU
而我也馬上牽住了她的手：「知啦知啦，我哋快啲翻去繼續BBQ啦。」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIkUh5P0eEi
接下來，我與她，牽著手，在昏黃的路燈下，沿著小徑，往燒烤場的方向前往。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJGxt1tVJ6Z
534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZK5BZWeLww
雖然，復合的請求最終演變成「好朋友」關係。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz0A7Jqbm6R
不過對於我們現階段來說，或許是最好的相處方式。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp9rv3YwTYh
至於結局會是如何，此刻的我也不敢想像……534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡACCXonknyU
534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ1PaBZA90b
534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm3zq95XQWw
「我不介意未來的發展，只希望現在能繼續珍惜你」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVrzsvIipoR
534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH6cFWJ1Sjb
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小番外：534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhonrar5ENx
在返回燒烤場的途中，阿侑發現自己兩手空空，感覺好像是遺忘了某些東西。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcvovry2SVE
不過他怎樣努力回想，都想不起到底拿漏了甚麼東西。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKk9OzPPn6M
而此時，一卷錫紙正倒臥在宿舍的餐桌上，被外面的月光照耀著。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZpAtGCTE8l
然而，看來今晚的燒烤，它都應該無緣作出貢獻了。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEFAwNIf4Id
534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0C3BDhMGRx
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作者閒聊：534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡapOz3dTjgO
故事標題《你好，我只是你的好朋友》，到底阿侑會是「我」還是「你」呢？534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbC4OqqPFwE
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