暑假篇：復合？570Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ060PZkdFWW
570Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqAMlqsLYDL
「你知唔知，當年喺廁所搵到Ivy嗰個……就喺我。」570Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1FRBffUmVV
570Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC054rsqss2
在Mandy說完這一句話後，換轉是我目瞪口呆起來。570Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRU42a9M2G1
並隨即語帶疑惑說：「吓？你講真架？」570Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZK16dGbIXa
570Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9H5sunLU6v
她點頭說：「可能無乜人記得，但喺個陣真喺我喺學校七樓搵到佢。」570Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkAkaCHSKAN
我沒有說話，只是繼續一臉難以置信地看著她。570Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYRwoP0Kp1t
而她也繼續把話接下去：「當時場面真喺好恐怖……我嗌住Ivy個名，一轉入女廁就見到成地都喺有血嘅紙巾，然後就見到拎住𠝹刀、成手血嘅Ivy坐咗喺地下到……」570Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ545gbNNz7s
570Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7TWX7qMo9h
當年，我都只知道Ivy是在洗手間裡自殘，不知道實際的情況。570Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVXDlLvLOTC
但是Mandy把當年的情境描述出來後，我不自覺地咽了咽口水。570Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS9n9NLkIwS
不過接下來，我卻是把手放到了她的頭上，並開始撫摸著。570Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwBdwIpb68S
「比你見到啲咁嘅畫面……應該喺好驚。」570Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNKfGBFAiwL
而她也繼續任由我摸著頭，並說：「嗯……當時我見到咁血淋淋嘅畫面，真喺差啲就當場嚇暈咗，即使到依家都仲喺歷歷在目……」570Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm2g0ap9Z2o
570Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6IjZqvyott
此刻，我的內心也逐漸感到無比的內疚。570Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcFpQfhLf8z
因為我，先導致了一個喜歡我的女生選擇自殘。570Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡATwCAAWWZ6
更使得一個與事情無關的女生留下了陰影。570Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAAavxx73ex
570Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKXGDziiSzU
「不過……」她隨即也抬頭看著我說。570Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjADrMlXDkX
「不過啲咩啦？」我問道，示意她把話接下去。570Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD1XvwPiTOc
但她先轉移了視線並思考片刻，接著也再次與我對視並說：570Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfXCazoLN1z
「不過我都終於明白當時Ivy同我講嘅一句說話。」570Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnhwPlaVjij
570Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLICbqVM1st
「說話？」我好奇地問道，想不到當時竟然還有後續。570Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzRQzuVCu9r
「佢見到我之後就問我……Mandy你有無試過鍾意咗一個唔應該鍾意嘅人，然而又甩唔身，反而仲踩越深。」570Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT7ehOB4Udv
她模仿了當時Ivy的語氣說道。570Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEFPD6qWuKS
570Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHtV1jbRQvG
而更強烈的內疚感，也隨即從我的內心中湧現出來。570Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡea1fFrxics
使得我沒有說任何話回應她，只是如同一個啞子一樣，沉默下來。570Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH38viN7zl6
570Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxqs9kJaxo1
Mandy似乎也留意到了我的變化。570Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ4uQI7UDRl
於是先凝視著我片刻，然後就走前了一步，並把雙手放到我的臉頰上。570Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtyFauUxtb4
「阿侑同我一樣，都喺傻瓜……」570Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡubtjxHV02F
「點解我哋喺傻瓜啊？」570Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4912OCPfbx
「我傻喺因為，可以我同Ivy一樣，都鍾意咗一個唔應該鍾意嘅人。明明就唔應該再鍾意翻你，明明就唔應該一直都仲鍾意住你……」570Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRSI6UN0X3F
說著說著，她的雙眼也漸漸泛起了淚光，聲音變得硬咽起來。570Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9QCdZiVNlb
570Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUpQxMdsXV2
「玥玥，你唔好喊啊！」570Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx8l4ghvKhC
看到她熱淚盈眶的一瞬間，我也開始變得不知所措起來。570Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNGI1MJM6Ge
明明只是喜歡一個人而且，為何最後卻會使得自己變得傷痕累累？570Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwIGfz7H0ac
我曾經傷害了一個喜歡我的人，難道現在又要再傷害多一個喜歡我的人嗎？570Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2jxly38DvG
我必須想辦法……有了！570Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdoN6u5voST
570Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzQ6cwGyFYz
「伏—」570Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS8IKuogpZP
在下一秒，淚水正開始從雙眼流出的Mandy，被我一下子拉到懷裡，並緊緊擁抱著。570Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRyADazYw2f
既然一時三刻說出不任何安慰的說話，那就由行動來代替吧！570Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOEyZanY79G
不過回想一下，這應該是我們再次相遇後，第一次由我來主動擁抱她。570Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW2HrNGeUqE
570Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt0uTc7HdEm
而被我突如其來拉到懷裡的Mandy，當然也隨即停止了哭泣。570Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVY0y27rPCM
取而代之就是愕然起來，並語帶驚訝地說：「阿侑，你做咩突然攬我……？」570Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHTDmklC7LO
「喺啊！因為我都諗唔到講咩好，所以直接攬住你算啦。」570Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf1o1RltiW3
這個理由應該是我生平中，最爛的一個。570Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ5qyV18zhj
不過還是成功停止了她哭泣，都算是某程度上的成功了吧？570Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRKYRwLKA85
570Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9zmGE7OIYe
「哎吔，笑到我標眼水啦，邊有人諗唔到講咩，就直接攬住人架，哈哈。」570Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtG1tyVJq5r
接下來，她也在我的懷裡開始笑起來。570Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIJl8uINMTW
而我也只好無耐地說：「諗住攬住當安慰嘛，點知原來會比人笑，咁唔攬囉！」570Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxOR8zUsrOG
「唔比！」她隨即一聲喊道，然後就雙手摟緊了我的腰部，並再小小聲地說：「比我攬多陣先……」570Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOuFasBss00
570Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡapkCdlOLxa
於是我也只好繼續任由她摟抱著，當然我都一樣繼續雙手擁抱著她。570Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzUDsdv3Vo1
直至過了一會，她也放開了雙手。570Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxhu1wL66yv
因此我都同一時間放開了手，並後退兩步，與她四目交投。570Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdxEFqQCE4C
570Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjU1qwZW5G3
此刻，雖然她的雙眼殘留著淚珠，可是臉上同時也掛上了一個甜蜜的笑容。570Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYxFDrGOgyn
「阿侑正傻瓜，整天在那天邊高高掛。」570Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡht6RTU8THX
「咩在那天邊高高掛啊？」我一臉疑惑地問道。570Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCuJ7siU9E1
「歌詞嚟架！不過唔喺重點，重點喺你真喺好傻，唔怪得Venus會咁鍾意你。」570Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡselCdxjkQn
「吓？又關愛瑩……Venus事？」我從疑惑轉而變得百思不解起來。570Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJlWIB4hEh4
所以我傻與在天邊高高掛，以及Venus會喜歡我到底有甚麼關係？570Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeQH0vXwhun
570Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjfBmO2ZUxB
「阿侑……」但她接著卻是再次叫道我的名字。570Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9AHllcJ2gN
於是我也不服輸，隨即皺著眉頭說：「又做咩啦？」570Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXSqQ1gE1eq
「如果我哋唔復合，咁做好朋友得唔得啊？」570Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdT4PyOgcf1
正當我聽到「好朋友」這三個字後，馬上瞪大雙眼震驚了一下。570Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9SC1b7ZrNS
因為都好像有一段時間已經沒有聽到有人提起「好朋友」這三個字了。570Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnRppI9f5mC
570Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdslWy0mrc5
「點解喺好朋友啊？」我立即好奇地問道她。570Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtn1cpRe4Pl
「因為我覺得……我哋喺好朋友呢個關係，會好似特別啲咁。」570Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYl4y1O1Asn
她說著的同時，轉移了視線，似乎是想起了些事情。570Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAZlz55oP2S
570Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa9ZpdIorwd
但是我隨即也回應她：「唔喺好朋友關喺得唔得啊？」570Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgVmAM6mPI2
我會這樣說，全是因為「好朋友」在我的認知中，其實在不斷改變著。570Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU5A0Tek3xo
原來「好朋友」這個關係，最初也只是依玲談談心事而且。570Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDJuvcPpB2c
可是逐漸卻演變成與Venus的曖昧關係，甚至後來連一開始的「好朋友」依玲也喜歡了我。570Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡckRocJh6n5
所以，到底「好朋友」這個關係，是發展於友誼上，還是感情上呢？570Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWO3YiJKqd4
570Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4T7LhbFbSD
「呵，佢哋同你又拖手又攬又錫，就做得好朋友，而我就唔做得！」570Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ZQnaJsXew
Mandy說完後，便一同皺起眉頭及鼓起腮幫子。570Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfELiWUPDS9
看著看著，便覺得她的樣子有點可愛。570Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh6mdebJMhK
不，重點不是她可不可愛，而是為什麼她會知道我與Venus及依玲的事情？！570Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa2LDev6XCQ
570Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVGGeI3PAOq
「睇你個樣就知你驚訝緊點解我好似咩都知咁啦……」她立即沾沾自喜地說道。570Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTOoibk7eWk
而我隨即腦海中也想到了答案，並不禁用手掩著臉說：「你搵咗Fazer攞情報……」570Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡySupXaMHk3
想不到，我與學校擁有最強搜索資料能力的「狼」同為朋友，卻會有被對方「起底」的一天……570Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHv3NqdMYZ4
570Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFQdNAAKhmO
「嗱，你唔拒絕，我當你應承架啦！」她突然走到了我臉前說。570Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ZYZduddKI
「想唔應承都唔得啦……」我無耐地回應。570Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNw4uovQsPa
於是她隨即也露出了一個愉快的表情，接著活蹦亂跳地走到了宿舍的門口。570Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw1iMhkZov1
而看著她此刻心滿意中的樣子，我也不禁會心一笑。570Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa1hkfztO5y
570Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsjfbhAyZ22
當我一同走門口時，Mandy便向我伸手說道：「阿侑，情侶任務啊！」570Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK9GgbjCFka
而我也馬上牽住了她的手：「知啦知啦，我哋快啲翻去繼續BBQ啦。」570Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMCFPea7uWh
接下來，我與她，牽著手，在昏黃的路燈下，沿著小徑，往燒烤場的方向前往。570Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡICxhaexEam
570Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzeDzfpz0QM
雖然，復合的請求最終演變成「好朋友」關係。570Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRwamK4Ydex
不過對於我們現階段來說，或許是最好的相處方式。570Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb5JmA6aXan
至於結局會是如何，此刻的我也不敢想像……570Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBmedctgANi
570Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTuGSnm2JBj
570Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCORUimlUKO
「我不介意未來的發展，只希望現在能繼續珍惜你」570Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLVenNv7G3R
570Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgtB0pahjI9
570Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI9b0flGQ6D
小番外：570Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxPQqxZ8RmV
在返回燒烤場的途中，阿侑發現自己兩手空空，感覺好像是遺忘了某些東西。570Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcvae3EkSlj
不過他怎樣努力回想，都想不起到底拿漏了甚麼東西。570Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6zx0pTsA24
而此時，一卷錫紙正倒臥在宿舍的餐桌上，被外面的月光照耀著。570Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOkXrl6AMSg
然而，看來今晚的燒烤，它都應該無緣作出貢獻了。570Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0mdBqk8sMI
570Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIflZM2L9Wn
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作者閒聊：570Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXkRaEE4dwh
故事標題《你好，我只是你的好朋友》，到底阿侑會是「我」還是「你」呢？570Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGZxFCTomfu
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