第四十三章:解釋767Please respect copyright.PENANAUEsJs6gmyL
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「何鵬侑,我問你!到底Mandy喺邊個!」767Please respect copyright.PENANAtnfEm7GO1T
依玲皺起眉頭盯著我說。767Please respect copyright.PENANADEACSEOlOb
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這一刻我完全不知道怎麼樣向她解釋。767Please respect copyright.PENANAoE7zYNxeR9
但既然都已經不能再隱藏了,那我只好……767Please respect copyright.PENANAWQDIoVRwF0
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「Mandy喺我中三時嘅女朋友,不過已經喺ex……」767Please respect copyright.PENANAHmk61XbBvx
我只好如實向她說出我一直以來都沒有與她說的過去。767Please respect copyright.PENANAVddjMEANYE
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「點解你一直都無同我講過?」她有一點氣憤地說。767Please respect copyright.PENANAHxS2fXs42m
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「因為我覺得反正都喺過咗去嘅事,所以未無講。」767Please respect copyright.PENANAfyxniG1pIj
此刻我只能夠誠實地回答她所有的問題。767Please respect copyright.PENANA29wQRwwp1T
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「我唔理喺咪過咗去……我care喺你做咩一直都唔同我講?而佢兩個都知,喺得我唔知。」767Please respect copyright.PENANAxdsTjaf2GC
她開始有點激動起來,並指向了我旁邊的Eve及Rita。767Please respect copyright.PENANAM9EBWXaT7R
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「佢哋拍拖個陣我就知架啦……而Eve喺有次我同佢講嘅……所以你唔好誤會Alvin啊。」767Please respect copyright.PENANAlwFsPRDWVT
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Rita嘗試為我解釋著,而她身旁的Eve都一同點頭表示認同Rita的說話。767Please respect copyright.PENANA0XXTIQlY9c
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「依玲,你認真聽住,我有ex呢件事全班真喺得Rita同Eve先知……我真喺無同過任何人講……」767Please respect copyright.PENANAjgYfu1EzVU
我都一同解釋起來,希望能夠平靜一下依玲的情緒。767Please respect copyright.PENANAdrVcIKyagg
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但當我說完後,我發現依玲的雙眼已經熱淚盈眶……767Please respect copyright.PENANAPNjBCLSi7i
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「我喺唔明點解你一直都唔同我講……明明我哋傾過咁多心事,你都可以唔同我講……」767Please respect copyright.PENANAXT83jWcsL3
她的眼淚開始流下來了。767Please respect copyright.PENANAmALUWuGWjo
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我們另外三人看到她開始哭起來後,都立即變得不知所惜。767Please respect copyright.PENANA4Au8ETv7ru
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「對唔住,我想去靜一靜先……」767Please respect copyright.PENANAQctt4js3OP
依玲很快抹走了自己臉上的淚水,然後就急步地跑離了我們身處的帳蓬。767Please respect copyright.PENANAmMexatjTVp
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「依玲!」767Please respect copyright.PENANA9mJsRBy8tV
我當然是第一時間一同衝出去追上她……767Please respect copyright.PENANAij63DXbuYS
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「依玲!你聽我講先啦……依玲!」767Please respect copyright.PENANA4ugv2RUo53
我一邊跑著一邊叫道她。767Please respect copyright.PENANAGghbmqWruU
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但她似乎沒有打算停下腳步。767Please respect copyright.PENANAVHjoTvDRRU
那我只好一直在她後面追趕著。767Please respect copyright.PENANAAmBqynB9hn
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直到她跑到了一個公共洗手間附近時,她停下了腳步。767Please respect copyright.PENANAeLErk7n6CO
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「依玲……」我同樣停下了腳步。767Please respect copyright.PENANALh2QANGBTm
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我們二人站在原地,直到依玲先轉身面向著我。767Please respect copyright.PENANA6z5TFYoiAd
但她的雙眼仍然全是淚水……767Please respect copyright.PENANAZdRh0EUUw0
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「我比你講……你講……」她用著一個淒涼的聲音向我說。767Please respect copyright.PENANAR6Gv8DjPoU
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從路人角度來看的話,我與依玲二人現在簡直就像情侶吵架一樣,女方哭著需要男方道歉。767Please respect copyright.PENANAXQJKykUj29
而通常這種情況下,男方只要上前擁抱著女方道歉,都會很快得到原諒的。767Please respect copyright.PENANAZPqLCw0RK1
但可惜我們現在不是情侶……767Please respect copyright.PENANAsk0Khgf8az
我除了道歉及解釋外就沒有第二種方法了。767Please respect copyright.PENANAPhZUH0IrIE
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「Mandy喺我中三個陣時嘅女朋友……但後來暑假因為佢要過澳洲讀書,我哋先會分咗手……一直都無同你講……對唔住。」767Please respect copyright.PENANA13dZUUYipr
我最終都是向她道歉了。767Please respect copyright.PENANAJHmCkJnI3Y
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始終在一開始我沒有把這件事跟她說,是我不好先。767Please respect copyright.PENANAZmQr6HUvaB
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「咁……咁點解你一直都唔同我講?」她繼續問道。767Please respect copyright.PENANAx7wo4zV0vR
雖然她沒有哭出來,但雙眼仍然是熱淚盈眶。767Please respect copyright.PENANAvcMrkE3ewW
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「因為我覺得唔重要……」我支支吾吾地說著。767Please respect copyright.PENANAee4CQfPwt0
但我知道這個答案是錯誤的。767Please respect copyright.PENANAB9coP6pM8n
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「唔重要?咩唔重要啊?我覺得重要喎!」767Please respect copyright.PENANAQjQjZXzjtV
她開始變得有點激動起來地說。767Please respect copyright.PENANABvSfjcoOjo
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「有咩咁重要先?反正都只喺我嘅過去……根本唔重要!」我繼續解釋起來。767Please respect copyright.PENANAEU7JmBIpkI
站在我角度,我認為與Mandy的事都已經過去了。767Please respect copyright.PENANAlP88RZknF5
因此沒有必要再把過去的事、過去的傷痕再一次掘出來。767Please respect copyright.PENANAKY1sTJgvwq
難道一次傷害不夠,還要來第二次傷害嗎?767Please respect copyright.PENANAUgiQTaFjd9
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「何鵬侑你好自私啊!」她很大聲地直接罵了出來。767Please respect copyright.PENANAnu4nOv3GmD
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我都頓時被她震驚了一下,沒有立即回應她。767Please respect copyright.PENANATXnnqCUNi5
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「我當你喺好朋友,將我好多嘢……好多心事都同你講……連我同Raymond以前嘅事都同你講……就因為我信你,真心當你喺好朋友……但喺原來你就一直收埋咗啲秘密唔話我知……咁仲算咩好朋友啊!」767Please respect copyright.PENANA4nrUb3cuKP
她一下子說完後,眼淚就開始從眼眶流下來。767Please respect copyright.PENANAooOCdxxO81
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但我仍然沒有回應她……767Please respect copyright.PENANAXuAE8zDS4E
應該說是不知道怎樣開口回應。767Please respect copyright.PENANAiEdoiWiHlb
始終隱瞞秘密的是我。767Please respect copyright.PENANA0S4bzlWf7W
令她失望的也是我。767Please respect copyright.PENANA8n4Fnn6N72
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「我無資格做你好朋友……」我低下了頭說著。767Please respect copyright.PENANAk8yO1m7gtV
或許我真的不配與她有這個「好朋友」的關係。767Please respect copyright.PENANA7vbztBh0PI
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「你想走啊?」依玲看著我說。767Please respect copyright.PENANAjMZ1rdRa1S
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我沒有說話。767Please respect copyright.PENANAq65GWiJJnz
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「你依家話走就走啊?」她繼續說。767Please respect copyright.PENANA47ECSQ7wmZ
然後就開始慢慢地向著我前進,直到走了我的面前。767Please respect copyright.PENANAaSkRnVkqxQ
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她與我一樣都沒有再說話,只是默默地低著頭。767Please respect copyright.PENANAHGuaEfBCLj
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「依玲,對唔住……」我除了道歉就沒有任何事可以做了。767Please respect copyright.PENANA0PJBoyK64C
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而她就沒有開口說甚麼。767Please respect copyright.PENANAbvWkyu183n
只是雙手摟緊我的腰,然後把頭貼在我的胸前。767Please respect copyright.PENANAp7TVoXZL9d
「我唔會比你走……唔比走……」她在我懷中哭著說。767Please respect copyright.PENANAmFJjALjzsG
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「但我做唔到好朋友應該做嘅嘢……連最基本嘅打開心扇都做唔到……」767Please respect copyright.PENANAPBEgUO5jw9
我仍然被她緊摟著。767Please respect copyright.PENANAzZGA4yJoyh
現在我們就真的看上去與情侶沒有分別了。767Please respect copyright.PENANAFhjCQYj5UF
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「咁你……由今日開始做……你應承我……」她繼續說著。767Please respect copyright.PENANA9WCCyBhwdU
但因為她把頭貼在了我胸口上,所以有一點聽不清潔她說甚麼。767Please respect copyright.PENANAI3kW8BOtJp
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「你咩今日開始咩啊?」我問道她。767Please respect copyright.PENANAg0wA1byQTK
因為我實在是聽不到她在說甚麼。767Please respect copyright.PENANAsST7mPK1hD
我不是故意的這樣問的……767Please respect copyright.PENANAq9mX71YEI9
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「我話你由今日開始做翻個稱職嘅好朋友啊!咁都聽唔到!」767Please respect copyright.PENANAdRBF8PVTBg
她把頭從我胸口拿開,然後有一點激動地看著我說。767Please respect copyright.PENANAa4eir6POx3
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「哦……聽到啦……」767Please respect copyright.PENANA6RUSMsbkdh
我又被她罵了多一次。767Please respect copyright.PENANAIe1XOSt8bA
都怪我把剛剛的氣氛一下子搞垮了。767Please respect copyright.PENANAGQFCB8c4ea
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「所以你應承我!唔準再將啲嘢收埋收埋!如果唔喺我唔放手!」767Please respect copyright.PENANAunJsktuLjC
她一邊說著,然後一邊繼續緊摟著我。767Please respect copyright.PENANA4cbGqgj4sw
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剛剛的氣氛被我破壞後,現在被她這樣摟緊反而有一點尷尬起來。767Please respect copyright.PENANAdiKUSOYHr4
畢竟我昨天才意外地抱緊了Venus,並被她親吻了臉頰……767Please respect copyright.PENANAxoBdvlwt3v
連續兩天都與非情侶關係的女生有這樣的身體接觸,我會大腦當機的。767Please respect copyright.PENANA3bF9SR7HUe
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「好啦!好啦!我應承你啦!」767Please respect copyright.PENANAntaL89gC8Y
為了令她放手,我只好答應她。767Please respect copyright.PENANAKyuA8fAi55
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「咁假嘅……唔收貨!」她仍然緊摟著我說道。767Please respect copyright.PENANAyRKiJsQ6UM
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「我知啦……我何鵬侑應承鍾依玲,以後唔會再將啲心事收埋唔講,會做一個稱職嘅好朋友!」767Please respect copyright.PENANAHwnMROI2er
我深呼吸了一下後,就大聲說地說了出來。767Please respect copyright.PENANANBLo2j8Dce
連旁邊剛剛上完洗手間的阿伯都立即看著我……767Please respect copyright.PENANAlO8WImoBUl
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「噓!你咁大聲講,想全世界都聽到啊!?」767Please respect copyright.PENANAWrgP6Gw3vn
她終於放開了雙手並立即用其中一隻手掩住我的嘴。767Please respect copyright.PENANAzEPNeTv8IE
這個動作我好像曾經都對她做過,只是這一次是我們交換了位置。767Please respect copyright.PENANAxhZraHqeov
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「我哋都喺翻去做嘢先,一陣比人發現離開咗崗位就弊……我哋今晚先再繼續處理。」767Please respect copyright.PENANAWJwGAO0V2l
依玲放開了她掩住我嘴巴的手後,就往露天廣場的方向看過去。767Please respect copyright.PENANAF21FEKkdFe
然後就拉著我一同走回去。767Please respect copyright.PENANAFTRA2IbiZS
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而我剛剛聽到了她說「今晚再繼續處理」七字。767Please respect copyright.PENANA66pE6PxFSp
我就知道我今晚都應該一段時間不用睡了……767Please respect copyright.PENANACjJqk56sDV
我指是要對著手機與她解釋及交談,不要誤會。767Please respect copyright.PENANAXBWUAltUYz
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「今日辛苦大家啦……之後我會比翻今日嘅義工證明你哋,等你哋可以入翻落學校個OLE時數到。」767Please respect copyright.PENANAseyF2kR5Mr
依玲在收抬著我們脫下的大會衣服時說道。767Please respect copyright.PENANA2eLfz2zaJb
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「好嘢!有得計時數!」Rita有點興奮地說。767Please respect copyright.PENANAs49nMTyhOe
「Elaine,你下次再有類似活動就記得搵埋我哋做義工。」767Please respect copyright.PENANAJX24yPsKTD
Eve在一旁準備拿起了她的袋子時說道。767Please respect copyright.PENANAShiDjAnbmU
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而在Eve拿起了袋子的一瞬間……767Please respect copyright.PENANAWHP5dVgDGy
「妹妹,可唔可以比你個電話我啊!」767Please respect copyright.PENANAV8AlMyl2HJ
「同學,我哋交換電話啦!」767Please respect copyright.PENANAAKqc9GEnfu
「我想同你做個朋友啊!」767Please respect copyright.PENANAbvoOMWZu29
突然數個男生就衝到了她面前要求拿取她的聯絡方法。767Please respect copyright.PENANANmxaGdiqF7
看來這些男生都是在今天到我們這裡拿取物資時被Eve所吸引了的呢。767Please respect copyright.PENANAHH3214NAUO
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接著我就與依玲及Rita只好在一旁看著Eve用著一個不知所措的表情來應付這些突如其來的「追求者」……767Please respect copyright.PENANAPyKCjG4cvx
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「你哋可以走先啦!」依玲拿著摺疊好的衣服與我們說。767Please respect copyright.PENANAytzc5DJDeC
「咁我哋走先啦!Bye bye!」Rita帶著了剛剛連續拒絕了三人而累壞了的Eve先行離開。767Please respect copyright.PENANATgJQzVfo87
而我都準備離開並與依玲道別時……767Please respect copyright.PENANAbLpa0ejICs
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「阿侑,啱先咁樣攬住你……希望你唔好介意……」767Please respect copyright.PENANAD8eRo5HDuJ
依玲說話的整個語氣完全不同了。767Please respect copyright.PENANAELm3cZseyE
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「唔緊要啊,當喺同上次玩捉迷藏個陣打和囉,哈哈。」767Please respect copyright.PENANAeykOClRvkx
我不自覺地用上了「打和」理論與她說。767Please respect copyright.PENANAdmiEaHa7mO
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「都話咗唔好再提個次……不過算你啦!你快啲走啦,我都要去還翻啲衫。」767Please respect copyright.PENANA9E75lVNqEz
她拿著滿手摺疊好的衣服開始準備離開。767Please respect copyright.PENANApyOl4HlN8Y
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「好啦,我哋今晚再傾,拜啦!」767Please respect copyright.PENANAawV7p5WxUT
以免阻礙到她盡快完成工作,我都馬上與她道別。767Please respect copyright.PENANA24ACirOX2V
而她都與我道別過後,我就轉身離開了。767Please respect copyright.PENANA19uD6ZNjX1
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接下來,我很快就來到了車站。767Please respect copyright.PENANA0w4n66ggOc
並在月台上等待了一會後,就有輕鐵駛到了。767Please respect copyright.PENANAaod6qn1uoe
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我走上了列車的第一卡車廂,並找了一個位置站著。767Please respect copyright.PENANAOtVUBrS1wQ
然後就一直掃著我的手機。767Please respect copyright.PENANACY0sJIcdgI
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直到列車駛到達某一個站,並開始慢慢停下來時。767Please respect copyright.PENANAhvwt53HJZV
我八卦地看了一下四周。767Please respect copyright.PENANA8GWcc9BQqZ
但我隨即在後方的車廂,看見了她……767Please respect copyright.PENANAmlPIJZHmMz
我看見了Mandy。767Please respect copyright.PENANABiaUtFzsjd
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當列車停頓下來,並打開了車門時。767Please respect copyright.PENANA0xvGnjKiGM
她隨著人群慢慢地走出了車廂。767Please respect copyright.PENANALWDVxRrSbR
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於是我在不知道甚麼的刺激下,打算一同走出車廂。767Please respect copyright.PENANAcJIZw87IhT
但我的前方卻有一群人站著,使我需要稍為借過一下才能走出車門。767Please respect copyright.PENANA8hpkS5D4xg
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而當我走出了車廂,並在下車的人群中試圖尋找她的身影時……767Please respect copyright.PENANAR0KOBvfEnJ
我並沒有再看到她。767Please respect copyright.PENANAeJ7NNVSZPu
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直至列車駕離,人群散去。767Please respect copyright.PENANAaTHo65nyi5
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