第四十三章:解釋767Please respect copyright.PENANAUq6QD4oUSn
767Please respect copyright.PENANAUU2wlPrQs7
「何鵬侑,我問你!到底Mandy喺邊個!」767Please respect copyright.PENANANt1crYPtWm
依玲皺起眉頭盯著我說。767Please respect copyright.PENANAMpw0mRL4Yr
767Please respect copyright.PENANAfsKktM79Pb
這一刻我完全不知道怎麼樣向她解釋。767Please respect copyright.PENANAMf7huO2rMk
但既然都已經不能再隱藏了,那我只好……767Please respect copyright.PENANARP6gRzrztr
767Please respect copyright.PENANAs7bX8OzZBy
「Mandy喺我中三時嘅女朋友,不過已經喺ex……」767Please respect copyright.PENANA9aW5A6cufP
我只好如實向她說出我一直以來都沒有與她說的過去。767Please respect copyright.PENANAYrc1oezmlU
767Please respect copyright.PENANAoASgzDOrfq
767Please respect copyright.PENANAWIT1H9h2KC
767Please respect copyright.PENANALFk9eS703y
「點解你一直都無同我講過?」她有一點氣憤地說。767Please respect copyright.PENANAa4wcw8eTV7
767Please respect copyright.PENANAFOqIbtMhCk
「因為我覺得反正都喺過咗去嘅事,所以未無講。」767Please respect copyright.PENANAV8dDQ8MfT2
此刻我只能夠誠實地回答她所有的問題。767Please respect copyright.PENANA4pdnwaIZe5
767Please respect copyright.PENANAYOcuf7oESs
「我唔理喺咪過咗去……我care喺你做咩一直都唔同我講?而佢兩個都知,喺得我唔知。」767Please respect copyright.PENANAxvO3rlpEwU
她開始有點激動起來,並指向了我旁邊的Eve及Rita。767Please respect copyright.PENANATRY2REj8JB
767Please respect copyright.PENANAewzmlQLmRl
「佢哋拍拖個陣我就知架啦……而Eve喺有次我同佢講嘅……所以你唔好誤會Alvin啊。」767Please respect copyright.PENANA62RcBimLzY
767Please respect copyright.PENANA7MI1xMOwX3
767Please respect copyright.PENANA00Pt3S9x8J
Rita嘗試為我解釋著,而她身旁的Eve都一同點頭表示認同Rita的說話。767Please respect copyright.PENANAZvskyd7BdA
767Please respect copyright.PENANAq7HIhtovzL
「依玲,你認真聽住,我有ex呢件事全班真喺得Rita同Eve先知……我真喺無同過任何人講……」767Please respect copyright.PENANAqdixpB3ulY
我都一同解釋起來,希望能夠平靜一下依玲的情緒。767Please respect copyright.PENANAMC79IlyYBK
767Please respect copyright.PENANAngCZrGAoap
但當我說完後,我發現依玲的雙眼已經熱淚盈眶……767Please respect copyright.PENANAYR1ZnaK3kp
767Please respect copyright.PENANA7hg52ECSWC
「我喺唔明點解你一直都唔同我講……明明我哋傾過咁多心事,你都可以唔同我講……」767Please respect copyright.PENANA0cAFWDQGms
她的眼淚開始流下來了。767Please respect copyright.PENANA4Z4LeBZqZC
767Please respect copyright.PENANAZjauhzszqX
767Please respect copyright.PENANAF8OoUfFsT7
767Please respect copyright.PENANAYOfTx35Rhi
我們另外三人看到她開始哭起來後,都立即變得不知所惜。767Please respect copyright.PENANACHrScr1Ajm
767Please respect copyright.PENANAGO05J1FhJ4
「對唔住,我想去靜一靜先……」767Please respect copyright.PENANAxjjToNU5qD
依玲很快抹走了自己臉上的淚水,然後就急步地跑離了我們身處的帳蓬。767Please respect copyright.PENANAkrue79eatw
767Please respect copyright.PENANAnhjr2RSLNa
「依玲!」767Please respect copyright.PENANAAvBBjcC0Fe
我當然是第一時間一同衝出去追上她……767Please respect copyright.PENANAF2r1TN9H1R
767Please respect copyright.PENANA8UgUlbhPiA
「依玲!你聽我講先啦……依玲!」767Please respect copyright.PENANAfI3rOoj36V
我一邊跑著一邊叫道她。767Please respect copyright.PENANAaaYQiqAzi0
767Please respect copyright.PENANAZZatOB2qP5
但她似乎沒有打算停下腳步。767Please respect copyright.PENANAnVsFu7m61o
那我只好一直在她後面追趕著。767Please respect copyright.PENANAsyWBGKP8HR
767Please respect copyright.PENANA3eqWvRou4d
直到她跑到了一個公共洗手間附近時,她停下了腳步。767Please respect copyright.PENANAY0nzCC3yeS
767Please respect copyright.PENANApG5ax1q4u1
767Please respect copyright.PENANAXc8BOgfEui
767Please respect copyright.PENANAj1dXyNMvK3
「依玲……」我同樣停下了腳步。767Please respect copyright.PENANAQJNfB7DZt5
767Please respect copyright.PENANAMJUiYIc0eQ
我們二人站在原地,直到依玲先轉身面向著我。767Please respect copyright.PENANAbE4jhYBt6J
但她的雙眼仍然全是淚水……767Please respect copyright.PENANA5TLpT8aouA
767Please respect copyright.PENANAyDGoRcsfQ3
「我比你講……你講……」她用著一個淒涼的聲音向我說。767Please respect copyright.PENANAy63BN81lrL
767Please respect copyright.PENANAgCo23dSoQY
從路人角度來看的話,我與依玲二人現在簡直就像情侶吵架一樣,女方哭著需要男方道歉。767Please respect copyright.PENANAumUhCm2xVn
而通常這種情況下,男方只要上前擁抱著女方道歉,都會很快得到原諒的。767Please respect copyright.PENANAzVMfWwLNm6
但可惜我們現在不是情侶……767Please respect copyright.PENANA6IrdluoiCa
我除了道歉及解釋外就沒有第二種方法了。767Please respect copyright.PENANAqDhx4BTfsc
767Please respect copyright.PENANAxfZpnMd85Y
「Mandy喺我中三個陣時嘅女朋友……但後來暑假因為佢要過澳洲讀書,我哋先會分咗手……一直都無同你講……對唔住。」767Please respect copyright.PENANATfuP2fRLT5
我最終都是向她道歉了。767Please respect copyright.PENANAOekrvgMX53
767Please respect copyright.PENANA7PGPvdDdcB
767Please respect copyright.PENANAf3DsFlLGVn
始終在一開始我沒有把這件事跟她說,是我不好先。767Please respect copyright.PENANARjCI2oYD6G
767Please respect copyright.PENANANclDy17g0e
「咁……咁點解你一直都唔同我講?」她繼續問道。767Please respect copyright.PENANAOmAIAF7xQa
雖然她沒有哭出來,但雙眼仍然是熱淚盈眶。767Please respect copyright.PENANA33iwrcsnTR
767Please respect copyright.PENANAXj4PA7eWIa
「因為我覺得唔重要……」我支支吾吾地說著。767Please respect copyright.PENANA9159jGkrH2
但我知道這個答案是錯誤的。767Please respect copyright.PENANAkW9hb6EmPc
767Please respect copyright.PENANAIutXKWi9rK
「唔重要?咩唔重要啊?我覺得重要喎!」767Please respect copyright.PENANAG1DgrunUuz
她開始變得有點激動起來地說。767Please respect copyright.PENANAjWz3z0lKqI
767Please respect copyright.PENANAzg6fSqVEeJ
「有咩咁重要先?反正都只喺我嘅過去……根本唔重要!」我繼續解釋起來。767Please respect copyright.PENANAUvfzTUvZzm
站在我角度,我認為與Mandy的事都已經過去了。767Please respect copyright.PENANAJ4wOrQbGRr
因此沒有必要再把過去的事、過去的傷痕再一次掘出來。767Please respect copyright.PENANANT6hfPOKQr
難道一次傷害不夠,還要來第二次傷害嗎?767Please respect copyright.PENANAjCnsXpZpa1
767Please respect copyright.PENANAPBVr0uqleT
767Please respect copyright.PENANAKGHDBTUqV2
767Please respect copyright.PENANA0NRTPRyxlK
「何鵬侑你好自私啊!」她很大聲地直接罵了出來。767Please respect copyright.PENANALaCvjyFY5U
767Please respect copyright.PENANAHeacz4LjIJ
我都頓時被她震驚了一下,沒有立即回應她。767Please respect copyright.PENANA8k0cbFKPtQ
767Please respect copyright.PENANA1WntV22is0
「我當你喺好朋友,將我好多嘢……好多心事都同你講……連我同Raymond以前嘅事都同你講……就因為我信你,真心當你喺好朋友……但喺原來你就一直收埋咗啲秘密唔話我知……咁仲算咩好朋友啊!」767Please respect copyright.PENANApNTWD8BOXG
她一下子說完後,眼淚就開始從眼眶流下來。767Please respect copyright.PENANAAmFjOPdQe2
767Please respect copyright.PENANAgUYiPnjmmm
但我仍然沒有回應她……767Please respect copyright.PENANA3iUWncfuJH
應該說是不知道怎樣開口回應。767Please respect copyright.PENANA4uWOPtS29H
始終隱瞞秘密的是我。767Please respect copyright.PENANA1xDQ8zYd0E
令她失望的也是我。767Please respect copyright.PENANAbgGLDgZKnd
767Please respect copyright.PENANAkQfgAqSgok
「我無資格做你好朋友……」我低下了頭說著。767Please respect copyright.PENANAOOydTEFvhL
或許我真的不配與她有這個「好朋友」的關係。767Please respect copyright.PENANADwM1WlZ8eN
767Please respect copyright.PENANA4oNOl2Qs3r
767Please respect copyright.PENANAfcVtrdpnQJ
767Please respect copyright.PENANAsOdCigUxSQ
「你想走啊?」依玲看著我說。767Please respect copyright.PENANAsWF9y5byVa
767Please respect copyright.PENANAsv8JqAMqvy
我沒有說話。767Please respect copyright.PENANARKpBs7w4qh
767Please respect copyright.PENANAhKRHt4gdHZ
「你依家話走就走啊?」她繼續說。767Please respect copyright.PENANAGiDbgMG8BM
然後就開始慢慢地向著我前進,直到走了我的面前。767Please respect copyright.PENANAKoAgBvIm3b
767Please respect copyright.PENANAM8PNXMhMcl
她與我一樣都沒有再說話,只是默默地低著頭。767Please respect copyright.PENANAYR3TQOdhsX
767Please respect copyright.PENANAy06vQrQhoz
「依玲,對唔住……」我除了道歉就沒有任何事可以做了。767Please respect copyright.PENANAWGRgH5ApXL
767Please respect copyright.PENANA6qk9L2TMOF
而她就沒有開口說甚麼。767Please respect copyright.PENANABBK0LJjt01
只是雙手摟緊我的腰,然後把頭貼在我的胸前。767Please respect copyright.PENANApPmZT1Tr6J
「我唔會比你走……唔比走……」她在我懷中哭著說。767Please respect copyright.PENANA442E13bsnb
767Please respect copyright.PENANAeahfX6KOC0
「但我做唔到好朋友應該做嘅嘢……連最基本嘅打開心扇都做唔到……」767Please respect copyright.PENANAHtU0oUgdT7
我仍然被她緊摟著。767Please respect copyright.PENANAkT15rVrP17
現在我們就真的看上去與情侶沒有分別了。767Please respect copyright.PENANA5Ifmk5ztCo
767Please respect copyright.PENANAS5UkIa4UdK
「咁你……由今日開始做……你應承我……」她繼續說著。767Please respect copyright.PENANAUNzkE5UanS
但因為她把頭貼在了我胸口上,所以有一點聽不清潔她說甚麼。767Please respect copyright.PENANAknoy0moYhG
767Please respect copyright.PENANAFokR4JMj7q
「你咩今日開始咩啊?」我問道她。767Please respect copyright.PENANA02Ff3uP8DQ
因為我實在是聽不到她在說甚麼。767Please respect copyright.PENANAq4hCEuyGOw
我不是故意的這樣問的……767Please respect copyright.PENANApQayGtSdUf
767Please respect copyright.PENANAfDkbk5V3e3
「我話你由今日開始做翻個稱職嘅好朋友啊!咁都聽唔到!」767Please respect copyright.PENANAuw9d1OJVt3
她把頭從我胸口拿開,然後有一點激動地看著我說。767Please respect copyright.PENANAhF1EPLjyQK
767Please respect copyright.PENANAac7JF0FHTz
「哦……聽到啦……」767Please respect copyright.PENANArAyfkISLye
我又被她罵了多一次。767Please respect copyright.PENANAo3ero33ANe
都怪我把剛剛的氣氛一下子搞垮了。767Please respect copyright.PENANAwM8muYbUzD
767Please respect copyright.PENANAogzFQlTOoJ
「所以你應承我!唔準再將啲嘢收埋收埋!如果唔喺我唔放手!」767Please respect copyright.PENANARyhzfu2FXC
她一邊說著,然後一邊繼續緊摟著我。767Please respect copyright.PENANAejg6jVFf4Q
767Please respect copyright.PENANAsz75WgRwiZ
剛剛的氣氛被我破壞後,現在被她這樣摟緊反而有一點尷尬起來。767Please respect copyright.PENANAVmy8K1c1yC
畢竟我昨天才意外地抱緊了Venus,並被她親吻了臉頰……767Please respect copyright.PENANAZgmBVrVCRg
連續兩天都與非情侶關係的女生有這樣的身體接觸,我會大腦當機的。767Please respect copyright.PENANAjOQ8FQqItE
767Please respect copyright.PENANAONRA5Oy2y5
「好啦!好啦!我應承你啦!」767Please respect copyright.PENANAkddwfMScWC
為了令她放手,我只好答應她。767Please respect copyright.PENANApQgyvvOlew
767Please respect copyright.PENANAK7E72uNGPO
「咁假嘅……唔收貨!」她仍然緊摟著我說道。767Please respect copyright.PENANA2OQOqAPVS3
767Please respect copyright.PENANA6xD5rwaucr
「我知啦……我何鵬侑應承鍾依玲,以後唔會再將啲心事收埋唔講,會做一個稱職嘅好朋友!」767Please respect copyright.PENANAOdCYhVGZAM
我深呼吸了一下後,就大聲說地說了出來。767Please respect copyright.PENANArMCbi5E476
連旁邊剛剛上完洗手間的阿伯都立即看著我……767Please respect copyright.PENANAjvqe1EA0dp
767Please respect copyright.PENANAXLAhMAYwKh
「噓!你咁大聲講,想全世界都聽到啊!?」767Please respect copyright.PENANA9FpHUMPzP9
她終於放開了雙手並立即用其中一隻手掩住我的嘴。767Please respect copyright.PENANAmPAE97OCVh
這個動作我好像曾經都對她做過,只是這一次是我們交換了位置。767Please respect copyright.PENANAeOykzlCEKy
767Please respect copyright.PENANATxAmC90WS6
「我哋都喺翻去做嘢先,一陣比人發現離開咗崗位就弊……我哋今晚先再繼續處理。」767Please respect copyright.PENANAikVlXPvcbd
依玲放開了她掩住我嘴巴的手後,就往露天廣場的方向看過去。767Please respect copyright.PENANAEwNzNewU8i
然後就拉著我一同走回去。767Please respect copyright.PENANAN4K3dB9EW8
767Please respect copyright.PENANAttE9cEvyHZ
而我剛剛聽到了她說「今晚再繼續處理」七字。767Please respect copyright.PENANAQ4venqH8Z6
我就知道我今晚都應該一段時間不用睡了……767Please respect copyright.PENANAliVgaxLolE
我指是要對著手機與她解釋及交談,不要誤會。767Please respect copyright.PENANArHYBMr7fYM
---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------767Please respect copyright.PENANAx6Le52dsW2
767Please respect copyright.PENANAJD0h4BiE2b
「今日辛苦大家啦……之後我會比翻今日嘅義工證明你哋,等你哋可以入翻落學校個OLE時數到。」767Please respect copyright.PENANAku2AmAyaU9
依玲在收抬著我們脫下的大會衣服時說道。767Please respect copyright.PENANA2fU0Bpb3pX
767Please respect copyright.PENANATeltGb5Mxj
「好嘢!有得計時數!」Rita有點興奮地說。767Please respect copyright.PENANAR93RxM6EXZ
「Elaine,你下次再有類似活動就記得搵埋我哋做義工。」767Please respect copyright.PENANACSQbzYTBdS
Eve在一旁準備拿起了她的袋子時說道。767Please respect copyright.PENANAk3EPtMCcNz
767Please respect copyright.PENANAzGYYgZ5zqx
而在Eve拿起了袋子的一瞬間……767Please respect copyright.PENANAMCOcR4wpp1
「妹妹,可唔可以比你個電話我啊!」767Please respect copyright.PENANAJiquCNhfQ4
「同學,我哋交換電話啦!」767Please respect copyright.PENANAHdRvvyX45W
「我想同你做個朋友啊!」767Please respect copyright.PENANAHzKvWmdH38
突然數個男生就衝到了她面前要求拿取她的聯絡方法。767Please respect copyright.PENANAVELwznILwx
看來這些男生都是在今天到我們這裡拿取物資時被Eve所吸引了的呢。767Please respect copyright.PENANAa136rwe07g
767Please respect copyright.PENANAh4TEFymP21
接著我就與依玲及Rita只好在一旁看著Eve用著一個不知所措的表情來應付這些突如其來的「追求者」……767Please respect copyright.PENANAX1YLykYzZT
767Please respect copyright.PENANAOX6IkuVn9b
「你哋可以走先啦!」依玲拿著摺疊好的衣服與我們說。767Please respect copyright.PENANA1CAHBYZA9J
「咁我哋走先啦!Bye bye!」Rita帶著了剛剛連續拒絕了三人而累壞了的Eve先行離開。767Please respect copyright.PENANAvO0Xlch6FH
而我都準備離開並與依玲道別時……767Please respect copyright.PENANAN65V6DNhK8
767Please respect copyright.PENANAX819IdDt36
「阿侑,啱先咁樣攬住你……希望你唔好介意……」767Please respect copyright.PENANAvZq26lYLhW
依玲說話的整個語氣完全不同了。767Please respect copyright.PENANAhQmFfrugWf
767Please respect copyright.PENANAEgs85emaQq
「唔緊要啊,當喺同上次玩捉迷藏個陣打和囉,哈哈。」767Please respect copyright.PENANA3tqmWZ7iFK
我不自覺地用上了「打和」理論與她說。767Please respect copyright.PENANA8X8gqu8uo2
767Please respect copyright.PENANAw3NYJogS9x
「都話咗唔好再提個次……不過算你啦!你快啲走啦,我都要去還翻啲衫。」767Please respect copyright.PENANA1JlINg8A8Q
她拿著滿手摺疊好的衣服開始準備離開。767Please respect copyright.PENANAsMGRTtvgy1
767Please respect copyright.PENANAWPzKt8GYPX
「好啦,我哋今晚再傾,拜啦!」767Please respect copyright.PENANA8S9kYLwjka
以免阻礙到她盡快完成工作,我都馬上與她道別。767Please respect copyright.PENANAgiiF1d2T7x
而她都與我道別過後,我就轉身離開了。767Please respect copyright.PENANAo7pdXcOoxg
767Please respect copyright.PENANAD3Lujkpcjr
接下來,我很快就來到了車站。767Please respect copyright.PENANAVLrczsnyfG
並在月台上等待了一會後,就有輕鐵駛到了。767Please respect copyright.PENANAFLNFFD7kws
767Please respect copyright.PENANAtwMKEVHpYT
我走上了列車的第一卡車廂,並找了一個位置站著。767Please respect copyright.PENANALYOsc8elPc
然後就一直掃著我的手機。767Please respect copyright.PENANAzEWOFScu27
767Please respect copyright.PENANANcZ7tV5o5N
直到列車駛到達某一個站,並開始慢慢停下來時。767Please respect copyright.PENANAmpiwmkGiS6
我八卦地看了一下四周。767Please respect copyright.PENANAx1xmcdpGCV
但我隨即在後方的車廂,看見了她……767Please respect copyright.PENANA0Lb8OOY91V
我看見了Mandy。767Please respect copyright.PENANAkKywBdzcKW
767Please respect copyright.PENANAmsxzrMJIEt
當列車停頓下來,並打開了車門時。767Please respect copyright.PENANA10uf5COmV8
她隨著人群慢慢地走出了車廂。767Please respect copyright.PENANAZcjfRmLnDu
767Please respect copyright.PENANAdOE4WLCjId
於是我在不知道甚麼的刺激下,打算一同走出車廂。767Please respect copyright.PENANAQGGqmiVwz6
但我的前方卻有一群人站著,使我需要稍為借過一下才能走出車門。767Please respect copyright.PENANAegHVy5OOsA
767Please respect copyright.PENANAJ30CcsnU69
而當我走出了車廂,並在下車的人群中試圖尋找她的身影時……767Please respect copyright.PENANAzp8N9k2fhs
我並沒有再看到她。767Please respect copyright.PENANAzMkDoSThaP
767Please respect copyright.PENANA0LtTlGu48j
直至列車駕離,人群散去。767Please respect copyright.PENANA0CjzkXNBLJ
就只餘下我一個人站在車站的月台上。767Please respect copyright.PENANAWL5TRoDWAH
767Please respect copyright.PENANAsCEiPpxa2s
到底是我眼花認錯人了,還是太過掛念她所以出現幻覺了……767Please respect copyright.PENANAa1ka041eCC
我都不知道。767Please respect copyright.PENANA9M5Icp3zZh
767Please respect copyright.PENANA5fEfDY5QfA
767Please respect copyright.PENANAHH3YPDPK5T
「當我離開時,我希望你能夠再次捉緊我」767Please respect copyright.PENANAcRPbaeD8Gn