第五十九章:重新開始732Please respect copyright.PENANA48zjW5VRl0
732Please respect copyright.PENANAhN2jjXJa7T
在回憶中,中三那年的五月。732Please respect copyright.PENANA1LqSnUylp6
我與Mandy在晚上剛看完一套電影後,便在前往車站的道路上走著。732Please respect copyright.PENANAMTJPErJxhg
還記得當時我手上還拿著看電影時吃不完的爆米花桶。732Please respect copyright.PENANAZM3VeQMCLx
而Mandy則在我身邊與我討論著剛剛電影的劇情。732Please respect copyright.PENANAtWJK9iHLmh
732Please respect copyright.PENANAB3CTbRDxZp
「Alvin啊,如果有一日我哋真喺咁唔彩分咗手……你估我哋會唔會好似套戲嘅男女主角咁,十年後先再相遇翻?」732Please respect copyright.PENANAkYzWfzt3tP
她突然在我身旁問道。732Please respect copyright.PENANAUXzEjlXeuG
732Please respect copyright.PENANApkxQl8NOe5
但當時的我,並沒有想太多。732Please respect copyright.PENANAOIg38xjoKA
只是從爆米花桶裡拿了數顆爆米花並放到嘴裡邊吃邊說:732Please respect copyright.PENANAzyWjuYdCZM
「我哋又點會無啦啦分手啊。」732Please respect copyright.PENANAzwGOup5fNs
732Please respect copyright.PENANA0DjbWxBXXz
當時的我,這樣想著是正確的。732Please respect copyright.PENANAQeaiqbGH5J
那會有情侶在交往著的時候,就已經會在想著分手之後的事情。732Please respect copyright.PENANAJA1VvDgrob
中學生談戀愛,雖然不會把這段關係想得太過遙遠,不會過份考慮到將來的事。732Please respect copyright.PENANA8hC9aLcvUl
但起碼此刻都會想與對方在每一分每一秒都留下最珍貴的回憶。732Please respect copyright.PENANAg5Q6gkhWhC
對方或許不是自己將來的另一半,但總會是自己人生甜蜜回憶的一部份。732Please respect copyright.PENANAhwA7YGvIkG
732Please respect copyright.PENANAfU6aXS76Jh
「傻,我比喻架咋……唔喺真喺諗分手啊!」她連忙為自己剛剛的說話解釋起來。732Please respect copyright.PENANAaH1uHbsBAv
看來是害怕我想多了。732Please respect copyright.PENANAq7FR14JKbF
732Please respect copyright.PENANAfNLTvfIQoZ
「咁就睇下我哋喺咩理由分手啦。以啱先套戲為例,男主角因為要去打仗,而佢都知道自己可能會一去不返,佢又唔想女主角浪費時間去等佢呢個將來唔知會喺生定死嘅人,所以先決定同女主角分手。」732Please respect copyright.PENANAdbt3GXNeD3
我開始在分析著剛剛我們才一起看完的電影內容。732Please respect copyright.PENANAYOg2UZENTv
732Please respect copyright.PENANAmHkscCBpBU
「但其實女主角都一廂情願,即使要等十年都願意等佢……我覺得喺個男主角太一意孤行,自動幫女主角決定埋佢嘅諗法。」732Please respect copyright.PENANAP1mYF52TFK
她開始批評著剛剛戲中的男主角的行為。732Please respect copyright.PENANADDt4nzZser
「咁都喺因為佢哋唔坐低認真溝通一下,先會搞到要悲劇收場分手……雖然十年後又比佢兩個相遇翻,但真喺拍戲先會有咁嘅再遇情節。」732Please respect copyright.PENANAuB5GZ73TXw
我說著的同時,又從爆米花桶裡拿了數顆爆米花吃著。732Please respect copyright.PENANAbjTHLsvh9i
732Please respect copyright.PENANAI7M4ikw9BF
「所以呢,如果我哋遇到啲咩問題煩惱,都一定要好好同對方商量溝通!唔喺我哋就真喺要等十年後先再見翻對方架啦,哈哈。」732Please respect copyright.PENANAX8JdCFcesz
她笑著說,然後同時摟住我拿著爆米花桶的手。732Please respect copyright.PENANAkv91ejioHH
「哇,差啲倒瀉啦……可能我相遇翻之後,又會好似套戲咁一齊翻呢。」我都一同笑著說。732Please respect copyright.PENANAEd76Vyj0TA
732Please respect copyright.PENANA7ZVbRa6lJR
接著,我們二人又繼續有說有笑地向車站的方向走去。732Please respect copyright.PENANAqNDlQYFwUS
當時我們所說的內容,我一直都把它們當做是情侶之間的玩笑。732Please respect copyright.PENANAjIPKBG5e2Z
732Please respect copyright.PENANAzogDvN0bJ1
但沒有想到,我們在兩個月後真的分手了。732Please respect copyright.PENANAqoX90zk0Zc
分手的過程都與那一齣電影挺相似的,不過我們是男女角色對調。732Please respect copyright.PENANAkWF9R7amwk
Mandy因為要到澳洲留學,而沒有信心與我維持關係。732Please respect copyright.PENANAQS1sIJLDny
我就一廂情願希望大家可以先嘗試一下維持這遠距離的關係。732Please respect copyright.PENANA66qHEM0M8v
但最終,我都沒能把這個想法告訴她。732Please respect copyright.PENANAIfgh55sX1j
而她就從此在我的世界裡消失了。732Please respect copyright.PENANApmqpK1ucoY
直到現在,我與她再一次相遇……732Please respect copyright.PENANAzRnSeECo9h
---------------------------------------------------------732Please respect copyright.PENANAH1KIEtNROp
732Please respect copyright.PENANAyjuHf0O4IC
「何鵬侑,其實你對我仲有無感覺?」732Please respect copyright.PENANASbaDbIfztX
在路燈的照射下,Mandy看著我問道。732Please respect copyright.PENANA7iJ2mZMPfp
732Please respect copyright.PENANAZutVyhSCn2
這一個問題,在中四時,都有不少知情的人問過我。732Please respect copyright.PENANALhSVfoZl73
而我一直的答案都是模稜兩可似的。732Please respect copyright.PENANAnTGep8cyUY
或許我心裡其實一直都有一個同樣的答案,但我只是不想被其他人知道我真正的答案到底是甚麼。732Please respect copyright.PENANAtM7zJcihgD
直到這一刻,由她本人親自問道……732Please respect copyright.PENANAfbvPij6aWl
我應該不能再隱藏這個真正的答案了。732Please respect copyright.PENANAUxA3L8P1S3
732Please respect copyright.PENANAKzOOOIuSWN
「你要我老實答嘅話,喺仲有感覺。」我說出口了。732Please respect copyright.PENANA4jBgzgvwjQ
而在我面前的Mandy都彷彿一早就知道了我這一個答案一樣。732Please respect copyright.PENANA6YQA8hTtxA
接著,她就深呼吸了一下後說:「都過咗成年啦……點會仲有感覺架……」732Please respect copyright.PENANApSZGMLGtjk
732Please respect copyright.PENANAi1znLHandA
「原先都無乜架啦,但同你相遇翻之後,個感覺即刻出翻哂嚟。」732Please respect copyright.PENANAxhyfbTIM5Z
我其實都不知道自己在說著些甚麼。732Please respect copyright.PENANAscHZE1LsR5
732Please respect copyright.PENANAY52sZ8sl7V
「問題就喺呢到啦!」她突然說道。732Please respect copyright.PENANAKGslSCsFDk
「問題?」我問道她。732Please respect copyright.PENANAzHDAsWWTJE
732Please respect copyright.PENANAJFFDXEG9vO
「我哋依家嘅身份仲喺前男女朋友,所以一見翻臉就自然會咩感覺都出翻哂嚟……明明大家都已經分咗手成年,但你仲喺好似move on唔到咁。」732Please respect copyright.PENANAHWNhRpOcLv
她說完後,就轉身背向著我。732Please respect copyright.PENANAZHIWSpFrTi
但聽完她所說的話,我反而感到有點疑惑起來。732Please respect copyright.PENANAW6djDz0M5V
於是我都再問道:「你咁樣講,好似講到自己已經放低咗咁。」732Please respect copyright.PENANAoBWgerspN9
732Please respect copyright.PENANARGnAYdruWe
她繼續背向著我,使我都看不到她任何的表情。732Please respect copyright.PENANAABOrAU8s9a
「我……放低咗架啦!」她說道。732Please respect copyright.PENANAPW7ycO1Z2H
她的這一個答案使我突然有一點失望的感覺。732Please respect copyright.PENANAKZcKPoeCvS
732Please respect copyright.PENANAJOj1g4aqqY
「喺啊……你放低到咪好囉……唔似我咁。」732Please respect copyright.PENANAkJv2YdlH76
雖然失望,但對她來說或許是一件好事。732Please respect copyright.PENANAChAqlxiXUy
畢竟我們的關係都只是過去的回憶而且。732Please respect copyright.PENANAJwZRbk45RL
732Please respect copyright.PENANAkOB7JrWZ1f
「所以我覺得點解有時我哋喺班房到會有啲尷尬就喺因為我哋身份嘅問題。」732Please respect copyright.PENANAyw6LjRS8Zv
她終於轉過身來,但同時旁邊的路燈也因為時限而熄滅了。732Please respect copyright.PENANAIOYRo8RXct
我只能夠看到她面部的輪廓,而不能清楚地看見她此刻的表情。732Please respect copyright.PENANAxeQF1tcYqn
732Please respect copyright.PENANAmtA1J1GsGf
「身份嘅問題?」我又問道她。732Please respect copyright.PENANAIrDfv1bst7
感覺上現在我完全是被她牽引著一問一答似的。732Please respect copyright.PENANA4DEoTdfJBA
「你仲覺得我喺你前女朋友,所以有時喺交流上先會有啲尷尬……你應該好似我咁放低哂,然後就以一個新嘅身份去面對你!」732Please respect copyright.PENANABw1rFuqnoa
她又回答著我,貌似是在引導著我進入一個話題。732Please respect copyright.PENANADN9PVijD3f
732Please respect copyright.PENANAFgn3748Tao
但這一次我選擇不回應、不問道她。732Please respect copyright.PENANAF13OR0Bilb
而她知道我沒有打算再問道時,就自己開口繼續說:732Please respect copyright.PENANAJdXhfuOZwf
「不如我哋重新嚟過,唔喺曾經嘅戀人,唔喺前男女朋友,而喺重新由朋友呢個關係再開始過。」732Please respect copyright.PENANAjXUJAGWVum
732Please respect copyright.PENANAGXlvcfrWeU
「你嘅意思即喺我哋做翻朋友,好似啲典型嘅分手對白咁。」我忍不住說出來。732Please respect copyright.PENANAllIx9tR79L
因為我經常都會在一些討論區看見一些人分享分手的金句,就是「做回朋友」。732Please respect copyright.PENANAjfRCIL9BsD
732Please respect copyright.PENANA3kCGMU2ovb
「咁唔好咩?你又可以放低我,而我哋又可以繼續正正常常咁交流……」732Please respect copyright.PENANACGX7I3e7rh
她語氣變得有一點低沉起來。732Please respect copyright.PENANA9ph9HDyKHe
732Please respect copyright.PENANAGeXJ3gnGMM
問著我的心,其實這一刻我都不知道自己如何是好。732Please respect copyright.PENANAMGnXvtO5cR
一方面,我知道我與Mandy的關係已經完結了,是時候應該要繼續向前行。732Please respect copyright.PENANAwJh7myNmmT
但另一方面,知道她已經把對我的感情都放下,我反而有一點難受起來。732Please respect copyright.PENANAWIPgrVyf2A
我發現,原來一直以來只有我一個在過去的回憶中折磨著自己。732Please respect copyright.PENANABar3vGgkrY
在我還掛念她的時候,原來她已經一早把我放下了並開始著全新的路程。732Please respect copyright.PENANAuSnsGDT3YZ
看來,我與她身為「戀人」的故事真的要在這一刻終結。732Please respect copyright.PENANAr1tPdayArG
而接下來,將會開始的……只是我與她身為「朋友」的故事。732Please respect copyright.PENANAm2mEfc5zJ2
732Please respect copyright.PENANAwfmfO90yem
「好啦,我哋做翻朋友啦咁!由今日起,我哋就只喺朋友。」我向她說道。732Please respect copyright.PENANAAzO7nbibOC
雖然在說的時候,內心還是有一點難受。732Please respect copyright.PENANAygaQ5TEAqi
但或許,這對我來說,對她來說,甚至是對還等待著我的Venus來說……732Please respect copyright.PENANAibex8G13xR
是最好的結局及開始。732Please respect copyright.PENANAb9eEA2axvn
732Please respect copyright.PENANAlTFNIUiAB6
接著,在我說完後,Mandy就很快又轉過身來背著我,然後開始說:732Please respect copyright.PENANAa3SQExeY0P
「好啦……時間唔早啦,你……快啲翻去買飯比家姐啦,我都要上翻去煮自己份晚餐啦!」732Please respect copyright.PENANAk0GgleSyi6
然後她就向我揮了一下手作道別,就往前方的屋苑方向跑去。732Please respect copyright.PENANAX53hxVr6ii
732Please respect copyright.PENANAq6U7Pj7qNc
這時候,路燈又因為感應到她的動作而再次亮起來。732Please respect copyright.PENANApeJTpAWFzH
但我都只能看著她的背影慢慢遠離我。732Please respect copyright.PENANA05UEB8yBYn
「今日真喺坐過山車咁呢……」我自言自語地說著。732Please respect copyright.PENANA3w1IC2uwix
732Please respect copyright.PENANALXl3hiVplt
732Please respect copyright.PENANAENacr27dwA
「有多少人會真的願意選擇,由零再從頭來一次」732Please respect copyright.PENANAPspVYHhWoe
732Please respect copyright.PENANAppNINCezdT
732Please respect copyright.PENANAx2paf5RHWe
作者閒聊:為慶祝紙言點擊過萬,緊貼將會是59.5章。732Please respect copyright.PENANAdhCF0sd2lU