這一晚,我直到十時才離開大角咀的地域,想一想,我居然什麼都沒有做,單純坐在海邊呆了差不多四個小時,也算是個驚人之舉。784Please respect copyright.PENANAfnBlntv2Q9
784Please respect copyright.PENANAB2WEJqXBIm
乘上開往鑽石山的小巴,我打開I Phone,看一看這四個小時自己錯過了什麼。784Please respect copyright.PENANAtuMmsUeoy0
784Please respect copyright.PENANAwE3avtltLn
總共六十個Whatsapp訊息,四個未接來電,以及兩個facebook的無謂通知,就是四個小時內我所錯過了的。784Please respect copyright.PENANAdrlJ44rwdS
784Please respect copyright.PENANAsYydzsXQRT
Facebook的無聊通知可以略過,Whatsapp訊息又太多,所以我選先從未接內電入手。784Please respect copyright.PENANABxTr7f9DUr
784Please respect copyright.PENANAJhRxbDqy73
有兩個來電來自細妹,一個來自屋企,最後一個是……芙?784Please respect copyright.PENANAoLWnyfRQuU
784Please respect copyright.PENANAlMX8OEhFV1
今日的綠色小巴好像特別搖晃,我有理由懷疑自己眼花,於是用雙手捉緊電話,將人體內置的避震機能開到最大,將眼瞪到大一大,看清楚那個在二十時四十四分的未接來電,來自哪一個人……784Please respect copyright.PENANA6NrGkjWz5o
784Please respect copyright.PENANADUqe5YmoX8
「芙」784Please respect copyright.PENANAEFanRlyEBp
784Please respect copyright.PENANA8w7aSEtGkU
再看一次。784Please respect copyright.PENANAOnQ04I3CrI
784Please respect copyright.PENANA9QXsV8IioS
「芙」784Please respect copyright.PENANAjF9DRu065k
784Please respect copyright.PENANAU7WBKIARwD
沒有錯,再看多一千次結果也是芙。784Please respect copyright.PENANAzcbg03fvQK
784Please respect copyright.PENANACM1Ys8R2hh
她居然主動打給我?是掛念我嗎?嘻嘻。784Please respect copyright.PENANAhTAJgJrzpb
784Please respect copyright.PENANAsEcDA52KPr
其實我早就預到會有這種情況,她始終也是個缺少愛情經驗的女子,加上思想直接單純,如果對我有好感的話,絕對會明顯直接地用行為表現出來,就是現在這個樣子。784Please respect copyright.PENANA0kTyzbxC0f
784Please respect copyright.PENANAThc7jCPVwa
所以我的驚訝不是來自這個來電,而是一切都發生得比預計之中快,也許芙那顆寂寞的心已經急不及待需要愛情的滋潤。784Please respect copyright.PENANAa40Qtw6QvG
784Please respect copyright.PENANAqDMnPAmvwk
這個時候,我當然要好好關心一下她,既然已經遲了一個小時有多,我立即就放棄六十幾個whatsapp的內容,直接致電給她。784Please respect copyright.PENANArTY6FWMYWX
784Please respect copyright.PENANAn4yPhSQ4hv
事實上,在說這句話的時候,電話已經撥出了兩秒,而且她已經接聽了。784Please respect copyright.PENANANmMjZhRJPQ
784Please respect copyright.PENANA8O74PXJacz
「喂?志兄?點解咁遲先打黎啊?我幾驚你死左啊?」她激動得來又帶半分矜持地問我。784Please respect copyright.PENANAJBcB2pFMNQ
784Please respect copyright.PENANABf3oQ5H4AD
這是我所想像的版本。784Please respect copyright.PENANAElXcvholqn
784Please respect copyright.PENANANu9Vx6lfT0
而實際上她卻是這樣:784Please respect copyright.PENANAVDhm9awPgg
784Please respect copyright.PENANA2GkHDVjyis
「志?岩岩去完散心啊?心情好D未啊?」784Please respect copyright.PENANAQ9smeLJcUQ
784Please respect copyright.PENANAS8bqJIYqQj
她以比起大地之母還要慈祥的語調關心我,即秒我不能作出任何反應,她又說:784Please respect copyright.PENANAQhVLoP4CG4
784Please respect copyright.PENANAXhUE3qYgdN
「我今晚又OT,收夜左,岩岩先放炸,係喇,你應該都餓嫁喇,我未食晚飯啊,要唔要一齊食少少野?」784Please respect copyright.PENANAmyyrHeHOwn
784Please respect copyright.PENANAUG0p7vL8n7
此時我才回神,問她:「啊……你重係聖母做緊啊可……?」784Please respect copyright.PENANAyThvL9TWP4
784Please respect copyright.PENANAzlxhcDhMmB
「係啊,你幾耐過到黎?」她緩慢,溫柔,包含著大愛地問道,我感覺到自己正與一個活生生的女神交談,假如等等見面時,她向我展開一雙雪白,閃爍著柔和銀光的翅膀,我都不會感到有任何意外。784Please respect copyright.PENANATF0TWBPmWN
784Please respect copyright.PENANA6Rs00Koi61
看看窗外的景色,現在已經在太子與九龍城交界,距離回到鑽石山應該只有五至十分鐘車程,但為了保險一點,我這樣回答她:784Please respect copyright.PENANAkolLqNYqmd
784Please respect copyright.PENANAkjOAsnB87g
「啊……三至四個字……我岩岩上車無耐。」784Please respect copyright.PENANAtw1tjx8gjW
784Please respect copyright.PENANAbo5R12aXKK
因為我希望給她的感覺是早到,而不是遲到。784Please respect copyright.PENANApuimfHCERt
784Please respect copyright.PENANAQ7MPrw58go
「好啊,你搭幾多號車?不如我去你車站等你啦。」她語中帶著溫暖的溫度說道。784Please respect copyright.PENANAAjTSeObk8B
784Please respect copyright.PENANA0uIJDaUmSZ
女神如果因此遇上什麼意外我可擔當不起,於是就說:784Please respect copyright.PENANA1lphnpykqK
784Please respect copyright.PENANAtvYih463qD
「但我都唔肯定架車快唔快,如果要你等就唔好啦,無謂要你一個女仔係依個時間重留係條街度走黎走去嫁……一係你留係醫院,同d同事吹陣水先,我陣間上黎接你。」784Please respect copyright.PENANAYq07yTORKR
784Please respect copyright.PENANA0rnOSxj20j
等等一落小巴我就會直接轉的士上聖母醫院,保證不會有半刻怠慢。她也接納我的提議回應:784Please respect copyright.PENANAlmgVgARfnY
784Please respect copyright.PENANAW6hJP6uxM8
「嗯……你鐘意啦,咁你差唔多到醫院門口打比我,我地係門口等啦。」784Please respect copyright.PENANA6ZW9sFSIUX
784Please respect copyright.PENANAifgIiqv6KK
我在最後再向她保證:「ok,我盡快。」784Please respect copyright.PENANAUlQvymjxni
784Please respect copyright.PENANAZsxdkPceVs
「等等見啦,拜拜。」聽完這句透過電話也看到笑容的道別,我就紳士地回答:784Please respect copyright.PENANAi6iJWIpL7W
784Please respect copyright.PENANALpbMhc9aD2
「我好快會到,拜拜。」784Please respect copyright.PENANAmkhn5qyNF1
784Please respect copyright.PENANAcs6KRnVIIt
她笑一笑然後掛線,待她掛線後我才掛線。784Please respect copyright.PENANAF2glqPFSY1
784Please respect copyright.PENANALapD4aM0tN
望望窗外的風景,小巴已正式踏入九龍城,但我的心早已飛向黃大仙一座小山上的醫院。784Please respect copyright.PENANAgWtbBsUo3Q
784Please respect copyright.PENANAV2GD6xmNcg
再看看Whatsapp的訊息,她究竟跟我說過什麼呢……?784Please respect copyright.PENANAJflIsZ7TRs
784Please respect copyright.PENANAbO2A9eQnVi
「芙:冷靜下係好事,但唔好做傻事(20:45)」就只有這一個。784Please respect copyright.PENANA7IiV2nqfMm
784Please respect copyright.PENANAq9Kp4sJYux
看看上一句跟她說了什麼……784Please respect copyright.PENANATa0VG7uclP
784Please respect copyright.PENANANhIY9o23Qh
「我:有關生死既問題我真係答唔到你,依d問題應該由你自己去搵答案。784Please respect copyright.PENANA82WgPg3YJi
784Please respect copyright.PENANAsYxSd9Y8sy
至於你問我煩緊乜784Please respect copyright.PENANAjNtnWPl60n
784Please respect copyright.PENANApzehDe9Hp3
我真係煩緊公司野啊,依排有個上司放完假返黎搞到我好多野要做,煩死喇(13:02)」784Please respect copyright.PENANApQNq22jt3X
784Please respect copyright.PENANAoNOjYpQpfX
究竟發生什麼事?我這句話哪裡透露了自己的心情!?784Please respect copyright.PENANAyz9pg1eITA
784Please respect copyright.PENANAjfdS4E1MhE
這讓我再度懷疑,芙確實有著超卓的讀心術。784Please respect copyright.PENANA7zPJ7jqZD2
784Please respect copyright.PENANAu26AVdQ9vA
而其餘近六十幾條訊息都來自細妹,內容大致說:784Please respect copyright.PENANAbpPlaMAvq0
784Please respect copyright.PENANAzkh0PFWlRy
「喂,你部死人電腦個密碼係乜野啊?(19:05)」784Please respect copyright.PENANASSq9jIQ9Y3
784Please respect copyright.PENANAZMYZ0yj7Mv
「頂你個肺,你部死人電腦個密碼係乜野啊!?我要攞返上次你係赤柱影果d相啊!(19:09)」784Please respect copyright.PENANAVgM69A2TuO
784Please respect copyright.PENANAoa9bVZDeFu
「快D啦!又唔聽電話!784Please respect copyright.PENANAzctAFqpygh
784Please respect copyright.PENANACGEVq7vbe0
快D啦!快D啦!快D啦!快D啦!快D啦!快D啦!快D啦!快D啦!快D啦!快D啦!快D啦!快D啦!快D啦!快D啦!快D啦!快D啦!食屎狗!快D啦!食屎狗!快D啦!食屎狗!快D啦!食屎狗!快D啦!食屎狗!快D啦!食屎狗!快D啦!食屎狗!(下略)」784Please respect copyright.PENANAK5QLyM8ViL
784Please respect copyright.PENANAAkUsF2RejR
為免一致電過去即被這個痴線婆瘋狂轟炸,我簡單回個密碼給她就算,以免她壞了我的好心情。784Please respect copyright.PENANACqNcIfVThl
784Please respect copyright.PENANAO5kmz8Ga8q
784Please respect copyright.PENANAuXsP0cTy1q
一切也如計劃進行,七分鐘後我便落了小巴,用了一分鐘搭上的士,過了兩分鐘後,我已經到達目的地,比原定時間早十分鐘。784Please respect copyright.PENANAO34tVG1N0j
784Please respect copyright.PENANAoeOmiLqYnQ
去到門口我發現她比我更早一步,在醫院的門口等待著,還見證著我從的士下車的一刻。784Please respect copyright.PENANAwCC47FHKYR
784Please respect copyright.PENANAWkqgnA3myk
我即時感覺有點尷尬,因為用的士營造自己的早到,是非常失態的,也代表著我非常猴禽。除此之外,最重要是這也讓她清楚我對她的重視有多大,明顯地暴露了實際上的供求,顯示了她在我眼中的價值,以致往後對她的追求可能會變得困難。784Please respect copyright.PENANAUVPqb7yoUL
784Please respect copyright.PENANAot7d5VjUIV
今次真的太大意了……784Please respect copyright.PENANAEs6vo4IuBK
784Please respect copyright.PENANAHXRN2v3uPe
「唔洗諗咁多嫁!」不之不覺之間,她已經從對面馬路過來,在我的眼前,用力地告訴我這句話。784Please respect copyright.PENANAIorGkMMZ0O
784Please respect copyright.PENANAnxwXBTplhG
現在的她沒有穿著護士服,上身穿著一件白色的鬆身樽領,搭件淺灰色冷外套,下身是一條米黃色休閒褲。784Please respect copyright.PENANArw2ScGj8h7
784Please respect copyright.PENANAmqRj3kUH4H
這種配搭稱不上奇怪,但可說是非常隨意,是一套放工所穿的衣服,實在是合理的。784Please respect copyright.PENANApm83bAkhWQ
784Please respect copyright.PENANARc5ZT34eec
而對我來說,她穿什麼都是這麼美。784Please respect copyright.PENANAAljg8JwdmP
784Please respect copyright.PENANArpsHo6r3R5
只是在街燈映照下,她的秀髮散發出金色的光芒,臉上的笑容是除了她以外地球其他人都不可能擁有地溫柔,眼神中是不可動搖的純潔,加上勝雪的肌膚,她的內與外都是不容污染的純白。784Please respect copyright.PENANA0hGcojOS0g
784Please respect copyright.PENANApjNSoQuz1Q
今次是我第二次見她,但我對她的著迷已經去到失控的地步,世上沒有人可以終止我對她的愛慕,我覺得自己已經瘋狂了!784Please respect copyright.PENANA36GOPnXRa5
784Please respect copyright.PENANAVltDhqN492
正當我在陶醉,詩人上身之際,一個女人將我的心情完全毀滅……784Please respect copyright.PENANAHvtUPNKLwM
784Please respect copyright.PENANAFWGuvFfv7t
她不是芙,而是另一人。784Please respect copyright.PENANAPUAA3PaXJX
784Please respect copyright.PENANAA702kPuJ1t
嚴格來說,她不是人……784Please respect copyright.PENANAUGhBuKIglS
784Please respect copyright.PENANA5tdHqB8k4P
哈哈,又是你嗎?大角咀的怨靈?你還想纏繞我直至何時?就不可以讓我快活一刻嗎?784Please respect copyright.PENANAvHYseGBR1O
784Please respect copyright.PENANAj2f5mBYINp
「過份沉醉其中的話,受傷的就只是你自己,是最壞的結局。自私不是罪過,每個人也是如此。對別人太好,付出太多才是罪過。自私是你唯一該做的,也是唯一的答案。」784Please respect copyright.PENANAGNYi6JZAXN
784Please respect copyright.PENANARVSspihv4I
她是她嗎?不……她不是她,她只是一個形象,一把在我腦海迴蕩的聲音,她什麼也不是,她是我。784Please respect copyright.PENANA04f7vUPP2W
784Please respect copyright.PENANA2QH0PhoZhy
沒錯……人類總要犯同樣的錯誤……我不應該被愛情所迷惑,這只會使我更脆弱,到盡頭時跌得更傷。784Please respect copyright.PENANAiTeUlx2eLI
784Please respect copyright.PENANAaEfDWF3UJc
那種時速一百三十五公里的衝擊,我沒能力承受多一次……這一點沒有人比我自己更清楚。784Please respect copyright.PENANAU8tjeJGdJS
784Please respect copyright.PENANAa5zhb006lm
再望向芙,光環已經消失,她變回一個普通的女子,不再是女神,也不再是天使,也許是我冷靜下來,又也許……是我某種心中的情感又再度沉到深深處。784Please respect copyright.PENANALjpmnEGHZS
784Please respect copyright.PENANAtykdv3RXsx
在芙發問後兩秒,我回答:784Please respect copyright.PENANAyUBHBGFqV9
784Please respect copyright.PENANAuhZre2cJjH
「下?諗乜野?我無諗野啊,係喇,想去邊度開餐?依頭我熟,不如我帶路?」784Please respect copyright.PENANAJ4uEJT0tt8
784Please respect copyright.PENANAC73SBIQJO4
只見芙凝視著我,若她的頭上有著獸耳,定必是處於垂下的狀態,我不知她失落的原因,難道就因為我短短兩秒的思考時間?784Please respect copyright.PENANAHbDFFWENRk
784Please respect copyright.PENANAge5t4fbqHE
這個時間也許可以隨便哄她兩句,讓她吐出苦水大概就能回復正常,不用急,要是過於關心就會成為慣例,容易寵壞……784Please respect copyright.PENANASaJpK1VSeX
784Please respect copyright.PENANAZyyKlRM3OW
我巴別塔創造主決不容自己的女人是個被寵壞的賤貨……784Please respect copyright.PENANAIRo1TNh0Q6
784Please respect copyright.PENANAqclDke5p34
784Please respect copyright.PENANA9Ts4fEqfD8
下一刻,我感覺到自己被一股突如其來的溫暖與柔軟感所包圍,接著,一陣醉人的體香飄進我的鼻腔。784Please respect copyright.PENANARbUjq7HXA9
784Please respect copyright.PENANAvumEGYKI3q
「唔洗勉強自己,無必要再消沉落去。阿志,你做返自己就得嫁喇。」784Please respect copyright.PENANA5Iic7xkKyA
784Please respect copyright.PENANAhmdluhCeua
聽罷,我用了一秒時間回神過來,我發現她擁著我……緊緊地擁著,即使隔著厚厚的衣服,我還能感受到她的心跳,脈動,呼吸。784Please respect copyright.PENANACoBvDpE7v2
784Please respect copyright.PENANA0aVoIyhc50
一股暖流直湧上我的大腦,衝破頭骨,我眼前的世界好像由黑白變成彩色一樣,芙的光環再度出現,還瞬速向外擴展,充滿著我的世界。784Please respect copyright.PENANAFgYJzhXLfL
784Please respect copyright.PENANAJRcIwht5x3
我心裡面的德雷克海峽,就似當年摩西分開紅海一樣被分開兩邊,埋在海底的箱子得以重見天日,而纏繞著它的怨靈被強光消滅,箱裡面的東西再度獲得解放……784Please respect copyright.PENANAbQRRYeZspH
784Please respect copyright.PENANAMv4Pj3C4n1
再張開眼,芙已經鬆手並且退後兩步,帶著羞澀,小臉發紅,勉強維持著笑眯眯的樣子望著我,此刻我不知所措,這個時候應由我開口先,但我不知道可以說什麼,於是吐出一句:784Please respect copyright.PENANAR16jEysTKD
784Please respect copyright.PENANAorOYIgG2MG
「啊……你D頭髮好香,用咩洗頭水嫁?」784Please respect copyright.PENANAmzxkFKDxSr
784Please respect copyright.PENANAt11ygqrgU1
一望過去,她看來非常不知所措地回答:「johnsonsbaby……」784Please respect copyright.PENANA9IXregLwJk
784Please respect copyright.PENANAfa0rfes2m9
然後我們開始了一段近三十秒的寂靜……我們沒有說半句話,也不敢有眼神接觸,我的心臟也非常緊張,猛力地一下一下抽向我的肺部,使我的呼吸變得急促而辛苦。784Please respect copyright.PENANAvLXaLg1F8X
784Please respect copyright.PENANAmCXNte9jsP
全身的熱血也流至大腦,使一陣又一陣如同海浪一樣的暈眩不停打向我的腦袋,眼前死死瞪著的地磚甚至還開始扭曲了。784Please respect copyright.PENANA50oJ8m3r2W
784Please respect copyright.PENANAzgBVhL1Sfk
再過多十秒,我用力吞口口水,攪盡腦汁地想出一個問題,使我們的對話得以繼續進行:784Please respect copyright.PENANAcL88CgEwXH
784Please respect copyright.PENANAY124IhOp7Y
「其實你點解一直都知我諗緊乜?」這個問題也是我一直很想知道的,但她未回答,我已經知道答案了。784Please respect copyright.PENANAuSRRcMwP7L
784Please respect copyright.PENANAKQoQksLThg
臉額泛著胭脂紅的她,微微張開小咀說:「因為人既氣息唔會講大話……」784Please respect copyright.PENANAvn08b4SF03
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然後她用那纖細的小手,緊握著自己的米色休閒褲,盡力認真地望著我,堅持地澄清:784Please respect copyright.PENANAMBmhi1yjjp
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「但你唔好誤會啊!我唔係個個都攬,咁隨便既女人黎嫁!我只係見到你好迷失,好失落,唔知點做之下,先會咁做嫁……」784Please respect copyright.PENANA3ApdckPzCy
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望著她又圓又大,代表著真摯與純潔的雙眼,我說:784Please respect copyright.PENANAnVw5Doww0j
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「多謝你。」除了這句話,我都不知說什麼好了,也許這是我唯一可以說的對白。緊接著這一句,我摸摸後腦,向她詢問:784Please respect copyright.PENANAwNqozNvrEB
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「咁……你鐘意食乜野啊?我帶路啦,好唔好?」784Please respect copyright.PENANA1r2gqI0ijQ
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她收起羞澀,但臉依舊紅地笑一笑回答:784Please respect copyright.PENANA3wWN8Wk6nm
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「你鐘意啦。」784Please respect copyright.PENANAR09sRE3Mpv
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我想也不想就拖著她的手前進,然而她沒有抗拒,輕輕地捉著我的手,乖乖與我並走。784Please respect copyright.PENANABLuuiQO2tL
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這樣做,因為我有信心,既然她能探清我的內心世界,我喜歡著她這件事,其實由我們見面的第一刻,她就已經知道了。784Please respect copyright.PENANAjRC4w6T9CA
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來到現在才拖手已經算遲,但全都是我的問題,如果我早能面對自己的真心,我們的發展肯定快速,自然得多。784Please respect copyright.PENANAB5wSBYRmO3
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在街燈映照下,我們手拖著手在一條人不多的街道上,比任何人都更自在,更幸福地步行著。784Please respect copyright.PENANAtDTwqU5lTv
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嘻嘻……說起來好像有點下流……我竟然勃起了……784Please respect copyright.PENANAW4nJ0JQkY1
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這讓我想起初戀時的感覺,也許我非常幸福……784Please respect copyright.PENANAyLTt8stPdy
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因為我在一生人當中,能夠經歷兩次初戀。784Please respect copyright.PENANAOfSEPlxxAF
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