聽完肥仔的話,如火如荼的討論被淋了一大盤冷水,寂靜過後,魚柳包的事好像粉筆字一樣被抹掉了,大家開始討論其他話題。819Please respect copyright.PENANANsB7SKduLa
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看來大家都覺得肥仔言之有理吧?819Please respect copyright.PENANABjybzfGZGu
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但我絕不與這群人,與那個肥仔一樣!我的好奇心是不滅的,我才不可能因為幾句說話,幾雙白眼就放棄對事情的好奇心。819Please respect copyright.PENANAvrtUsWih9E
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因為冒險精神建構了一個人的自我,也建構了一個人的價值,求知能夠讓人類的文明不停進展,就似是水,靈活而進取。819Please respect copyright.PENANADS17Q5ItyD
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相反他們這種失去求知勇氣的人就只如一潭死水,一潭散發著惡臭的死水。819Please respect copyright.PENANAF5DNCiA5p2
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我不屬他們這種人,也不希望變成他們,我是水,自由自我的水,在滲到最底層,得知真相之前,我絕不會停下來。819Please respect copyright.PENANA7Ae8ehhtid
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所以我決定開始一個「計劃」,我要更進取地調查這件事,在找到答案之前決不停下來!819Please respect copyright.PENANAtA30YrsE0Y
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因為「我」不是「他們」。819Please respect copyright.PENANAvhExcFv4qU
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時間來到現在,我在接近凌晨時份才回到家,一間四百呎的居屋,不太大但四個人的話已算不錯,甚至已經比很多人幸福。819Please respect copyright.PENANAsoEDSRfjtU
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這個時間,父母都睡了,只剩下就讀中五的細妹在那窄得要死的房間裡,躺在床上玩著Ipad的弱智Online 跳舞Game。819Please respect copyright.PENANAcEGrBn3DD6
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想當年小時候,她常常黏著我,有什麼事老母又要我先讓她,令我覺得她很煩,隨著歲月流逝,大家都漸漸長大,我們之間的話愈來愈少,可能因為幾次打飛819Please respect copyright.PENANAK6RkzqJWjp
機給她撞破,讓她就覺得我很嘔心吧……819Please respect copyright.PENANAU9Zi6BJJW5
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其實被撞破,我的心靈與心臟也受到很大傷害,你有試過嗎?你知那種傷害是多大嗎?819Please respect copyright.PENANAWIl3yjXUBZ
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我來告訴你!那個情況就好比一個特攻執行潛入任務時,在最重要、最緊張、手無寸鐵的關頭被一隊星際戰士撞破一樣。819Please respect copyright.PENANAXzVkTbGsdb
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我相信這不是人類心臟能夠負荷到的衝擊。819Please respect copyright.PENANA7Fg2pFelKz
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我明明已經提醒過細妹,一次又一次,進來前要敲門,但她好像完全沒聽入耳,還是不停破門而入,最後一次我肯定她是有心玩我的,看她那像惡鬼一樣的笑容我就知道了!819Please respect copyright.PENANA49udJ6s48S
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害我現在每次都只能躲在廁所,可悲地對著電話打飛機,真的一點人權也沒有……819Please respect copyright.PENANA0hRrEbmINW
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唉……都是老母的錯,我已經叫過幾次要把我那壞了的門鎖修好,就因為她一拖再拖,讓悲劇上映了好幾次,讓我如今走投無路,只能可憐地投靠廁所。819Please respect copyright.PENANA4tur7NBlK7
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回到自己房間,與細妹房間大小一樣,同樣窄得要死,而且門鎖又壞,請問這個所謂的私人空間哪裡私人?唉……819Please respect copyright.PENANAaga0YyscJF
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我開啟電腦,開始著手那個「計劃」。819Please respect copyright.PENANAM1l1wMmZYY
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雖然Google信不過,但人依然是可靠的,就今天的經驗而言,我就知道其實每個人都對魚柳包這件事感到好奇。同時我又反思,一直以來的討論為什麼會失敗?819Please respect copyright.PENANAhi18MtBWKr
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其實原因很簡單,大至統領國家,搞革命,小至開班會,搞Project,都需要一個總統,一個領袖,一個班長,一個組長。819Please respect copyright.PENANA9Klq3h3Wgc
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魚柳包一事也是如此。819Please respect copyright.PENANAgpV54g6tE5
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要是沒有人站出來帶領事情、引導方向做舵手,根本什麼事也成不了。819Please respect copyright.PENANAm61vRY4MMy
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魚柳包是件小事,但每個人都曾經懷疑過,這樣已經足夠了,我現在需要做的,就是站出來說:「我來做起頭人」,把大眾的零碎的記憶集中處理,希望能調查到更多證據。819Please respect copyright.PENANAgPZyal6zG6
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但走到這一步,有個反問在我的腦袋出現:819Please respect copyright.PENANAmGXQYtF23c
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「只係區區一個魚柳包無左半塊芝士,為件咁既無聊野出咁多力,值得咩?」819Please respect copyright.PENANAcQQMcmjcP2
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這個反問不難回答,只需要一個理由,就是「我很好奇」便足夠了。但除了這樣之外,其實還有一些因素推我一把……819Please respect copyright.PENANA2XvrdjsnUd
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我的人生是空白的,繼續活下去都是空白的,直到我死後,所有認識我的人死後,空白將不會被填上歷史上,我的人生將會化作虛無,猶如由始至終都沒存在過一樣。819Please respect copyright.PENANAJfEX8DlhXB
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想到這裡,有誰不想吶喊一下?819Please respect copyright.PENANAQXLBGPNUZd
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如果我能夠帶領一群人調查真相,抄M記一本,也算是在空白填上一句話,雖然這是濕鳩的事,但也總會被記錄下來嘛。819Please respect copyright.PENANA6n9pBe3k4H
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在我死後的將來,還會有人知道,過去有一個叫「周壯志」的傢伙打過M記的臉,「就憑一個魚柳包」。819Please respect copyright.PENANAfRji3KOwvp
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這麼有趣的事,豈有不做的理由?819Please respect copyright.PENANALV3cqG34HQ