昨晚我徹夜難眠,心中之火燒得更加猛烈。963Please respect copyright.PENANAKtXSiJHFpE
963Please respect copyright.PENANAK8afCgJ7zC
從前只要跟著阿熹作選擇,通常會平安無事,但是正正因為這樣,令我覺得自己簡直活在他的暗影之下。963Please respect copyright.PENANAXLEjJ1AtPb
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要是沒有他指引,我會變成怎樣?963Please respect copyright.PENANAraT2gri8cr
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能夠做得更好嗎?不知道,答案只能在未來揭曉。963Please respect copyright.PENANA540OWsQQO7
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我們是朋友,相信他確視我作真心朋友。963Please respect copyright.PENANAkfp8bJsjcn
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但…坦白說,我很明白過去自己對他的依賴關係,已經不似是朋友,說是師徒可能更適合。963Please respect copyright.PENANAKWsO40L11X
963Please respect copyright.PENANAqL72cR0siP
對於這種關係,我不甘心,所以坦白說,我的確難以視他作朋友。963Please respect copyright.PENANA1235bHrhKe
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你可以說這是妒忌。963Please respect copyright.PENANAEs1FfvvQad
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好,我承認自己確有妒忌,雖然有著一個如同非洲人的外貌,但他才華的光芒太耀眼了,實在太耀眼了!963Please respect copyright.PENANALs1rv36SZa
963Please respect copyright.PENANAK4OMFVgZyz
但在他旁邊,我簡直就好像汁男一樣!963Please respect copyright.PENANAitRJuZ3P7N
963Please respect copyright.PENANAxiIqEm3CzQ
所謂汁男,就是在AV裡負責從旁助興,造出人多勢眾的感覺,增加影片氣氛,必要時做些不用露面的演員。很多時候,只能輕微觸摸一下女優,呆站比表演的時間多,關鍵的出鏡時間只有兩秒,簡直就是無藥可救的可憐蟲。963Please respect copyright.PENANAIAvVlBunQq
963Please respect copyright.PENANAr1ZUZdL8oS
而在每次每次,阿熹都是最出眾的男優,只有他才可以與女優作最親密的接觸。963Please respect copyright.PENANASCRhycXkSl
963Please respect copyright.PENANAchJbTYdloI
我這種可有可無的汁男,跟這種光芒耀眼的男優做朋友,真的可以嗎?963Please respect copyright.PENANA1yqnyEe2Rb
963Please respect copyright.PENANAhpZJ69ovWe
963Please respect copyright.PENANAsk7HaOgy5b
我從來沒有想過這個問題,只是希望盡快能夠晉升為男優,一個比阿熹更優越的男優,如果可以,我更希望他被降為汁男……963Please respect copyright.PENANAYEDUWrY7qT
963Please respect copyright.PENANA4sgrYStAqT
可以現實哪有這麼如意,我只是繼續當我的汁男,他就繼續當他的男優,一直以來,這個地位的差距都沒有得到一個突破。963Please respect copyright.PENANApAO2x1GMe0
963Please respect copyright.PENANAqhfWciulCa
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但!今次不再會這樣了!963Please respect copyright.PENANAmPFtI5gkW3
963Please respect copyright.PENANAvxq448YPFk
我要藉著今次魚柳包的事件脫離暗影!963Please respect copyright.PENANAn9RS7RwE3L
963Please respect copyright.PENANAt9kfWhH94V
963Please respect copyright.PENANAsQ0Dhhbmqo
只要把握今次的機會,動用「巴別塔」的力量作後勤,比阿熹更迅速地破解魚柳包事件,早一步把M記的假面具剝下,就能證明自己的實力,時代就會轉換……963Please respect copyright.PENANAjKE4uhfWy2
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我將不再是一個寂寂無名的可憐汁男,而是擁有非凡實力的新晉男優!963Please respect copyright.PENANACwzRgj1QVa
963Please respect copyright.PENANAdGDtkDKUDd
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一想到這裡,一想到將來能夠擁有的榮譽,我就忍不住大笑起來了!963Please respect copyright.PENANA9TtfZgZjc0
963Please respect copyright.PENANArwgL3GdQPT
963Please respect copyright.PENANAw7yc8DUQCE
為了得到更多的資訊,我自昨晚到現在,努力不懈地處理有關「巴別塔」的問題。963Please respect copyright.PENANARn9mQiiVjv
963Please respect copyright.PENANAFwbTNW8WBG
這份無聊又沒前途的IT Support,現在發揮了極佳的作用,在沒有人監管情況下,其實私人時間是挺多的。963Please respect copyright.PENANABkW9T1Z2Kz
963Please respect copyright.PENANAD2CiHdCRuT
而且巡察論壇,搜索資料,撰寫新聞稿,討論開發中app的效能,與四眼仔溝通,全都可以用一部I Phone解決。963Please respect copyright.PENANAmMazP0EcS3
963Please respect copyright.PENANAM3uLJPPKQx
背影看來正處理公務,雙手卻在處理私人事情,絕對是一個完美的形態,這一刻我真的感謝老母多管閒事了。963Please respect copyright.PENANAgF0Rtb3DUh
963Please respect copyright.PENANAOXVAMUiD0S
963Please respect copyright.PENANAFbQUAFjbNT
時間比以前過得快得多,感覺輕鬆自在,望望手錶,又夠鐘放工了,我執拾好東西,離開窄得要命的貨倉。963Please respect copyright.PENANAuvddpTHur7
963Please respect copyright.PENANAH9RX7wOwMm
彷彿一隻搞錯時間的蝙蝠一樣,離開黑暗寧靜的山洞後,外面居然陽光普照,而且正有一群人類在用粗暴機械在剷平森林一樣。963Please respect copyright.PENANAHXuvuMJAid
963Please respect copyright.PENANAYJrvYhhj4m
視感,聽覺,嗅覺與精神一拼受到嚴重打擊。963Please respect copyright.PENANAigW1Hz7znw
963Please respect copyright.PENANAmJFNdJmmZW
雖然貨倉窄,但是寧靜,舊光管的薄弱白光提供了足夠的照明度,而且很多時候都是獨處,對象都是電腦,至少比起外面,這裡讓我過得更自在。963Please respect copyright.PENANAfqUDbeAaMc
963Please respect copyright.PENANA63KHRgVgFx
我瞇著眼,走出門市,用了足足五秒才開始適應這種討厭的環境。963Please respect copyright.PENANAApUAA1V5hS
963Please respect copyright.PENANAa1BmirgvS2
一如以往,沒有半個人理會我,更沒有人向我道別,聽起來好像很可憐,可是這種孤獨,正是我最想要的。963Please respect copyright.PENANAaXupTaf6eX
963Please respect copyright.PENANAVZ2KpJ9NXI
963Please respect copyright.PENANApaxtTZyJxR
離開公司,所有關於工作的問題都拋諸腦後,現在終於能夠專心處理論壇的問題。963Please respect copyright.PENANAZvpNrnUPez
963Please respect copyright.PENANA4t1tgcfxTr
其實在公司空閒時候可以用I Phone處理的問題,我都已經處理好了,其他就留待回家後再搞吧。963Please respect copyright.PENANAMOsK8F7FYI
963Please respect copyright.PENANAF0O2wBOhrW
今晚有點特別,老豆和老母需要出席某個遠房親戚的婚宴,丟下我和細妹兩人獨自吃晚飯。963Please respect copyright.PENANAkjt6DHi2gt
963Please respect copyright.PENANAp20e8yR2m4
原以為細妹會找朋友吃飯,今晚自己到樓下茶記隨便買盒乾炒牛河當晚飯就可以了。963Please respect copyright.PENANAGTGzqCYURL
963Please respect copyright.PENANA1IYZr3lEd6
但她居然罕有地whatsapp我,稱今晚約不到朋友,叫我放工後聯絡,相約到哪吃晚飯。963Please respect copyright.PENANAdjdeBNV3LV
963Please respect copyright.PENANAnLBKHFQu7v
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所以放工後,我就乘地鐵到黃大仙,在不遠處已看到她在便利店看雜誌封面的背影。963Please respect copyright.PENANAmEAIcCU19O
963Please respect copyright.PENANAHtVHJ4I8tu
她與我讀書時的女同學不一樣,上身沒有薄羊毛外衣,只是單純地穿著純白的長袖恤衫,配上紅藍色格子短裙和黑色及膝襪,顯出她的不拘小節。963Please respect copyright.PENANAG5XcHqw9GS
963Please respect copyright.PENANAcGR3h92tK1
求學時期特有的青春馬尾以純白的恤衫作背景,輕輕搖擺。963Please respect copyright.PENANAYHAAVhYNVU
963Please respect copyright.PENANAUtocIAK9i5
嗯……為何女學生的恤衫總是特別純潔,特別潔白?963Please respect copyright.PENANAkA4FJmtuwy
963Please respect copyright.PENANAPJbGobUy9D
看衣著,就知她放學後大概到了什麼地方閒逛而未有回家。963Please respect copyright.PENANA7qftvmPpDG
963Please respect copyright.PENANAHaUJYU7N8f
在我這個高達180CM的猛男面前,她就有如小矮人一樣,我走近叫喚她一聲:「菁。」963Please respect copyright.PENANANTZNr6YMlr
963Please respect copyright.PENANAhWyXknX3Lj
平常我都叫「喂」的,今次不知為何口誤一下。963Please respect copyright.PENANARoKoNYBsQj
963Please respect copyright.PENANABsz8vqkxpD
她一回頭,一臉若無其事地簡單回應一句:963Please respect copyright.PENANAEWE1gZNc28
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「行啦。」963Please respect copyright.PENANACocGpkFVdN
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我們就並行離開地鐵站,去到了一家距離家有大段距離的四川菜館吃晚飯。963Please respect copyright.PENANAdUAIjLoj3W
963Please respect copyright.PENANAQxpkrIA8pG
這是她提議的,反正我們兩兄妹也嗜辣的,所以是個好選擇,剛好今日是閒日,人也不多,一進去就能入座。963Please respect copyright.PENANAlNwVb3DkoC
963Please respect copyright.PENANAsTBdHSxLEH
店面的燈非常多,讓店內也算是大的空間保持光猛,桌椅放得不太密,坐下來也挺輕鬆,沒有壓迫感。963Please respect copyright.PENANAs6tthvbWKn
963Please respect copyright.PENANAMZteaaUDHn
我們的位置是處於角落的淺木色小圓桌,我拿夾在牙簽筒與醋瓶之間的菜單給細妹,整間店的牆壁上,大半都鑲上了鏡子,而在鏡子頂端就貼著一張張寫上不同菜式的長條形顏色紙。963Please respect copyright.PENANARhPm0SZC93
963Please respect copyright.PENANA2unM6qVmdj
我左顧右盼不同的顏色紙,看看上面寫的菜式,有什麼想吃的。963Please respect copyright.PENANA2aBHq4QiYM
963Please respect copyright.PENANAXYCrz9naQR
沒什麼心水,看看細妹,打算詢問她的意見。963Please respect copyright.PENANAslKDIK6owB
963Please respect copyright.PENANAZcYFmUETaz
看她就想,雖說我們是兄妹,但外表卻完全不相似。963Please respect copyright.PENANA1Sq7A01xly
963Please respect copyright.PENANAV4KCOftwSY
我的眼大,她的比我更圓,而且沒有我的橫扁鼻子與薄唇大嘴巴,取而代之是高鼻樑與豐唇小嘴。963Please respect copyright.PENANAApEiLV3Qra
963Please respect copyright.PENANA285HRcCVW2
這個世界總有些怪事,就是一個粗亢野蠻的男人,總會有個容貌不錯的女兒,壞基因跑到哪裡?963Please respect copyright.PENANAWt8D3WbXP6
963Please respect copyright.PENANAjYTtJO70SQ
大概跑到我身上吧。963Please respect copyright.PENANAPDr99jmAAs
963Please respect copyright.PENANAEfYsUaqIog
媽的,上帝真不公平,如果情況是相反的話,我是個美男的話,你說多好呢?963Please respect copyright.PENANAumb0bkabRt
963Please respect copyright.PENANAzosg3gjwhB
我用力貶一下眼,將這種無聊的負面情緒趕走,然後輕輕地向注視著菜單的她問:「有咩心水啊?」963Please respect copyright.PENANAAnKIQrO3bw
963Please respect copyright.PENANAr9b0HQcoi1
「男人老狗無主見咩?」她望也沒望過我一眼,懶懶閒說。963Please respect copyright.PENANAs1QMrYFAyA
963Please respect copyright.PENANABi3hip8JJF
真的目中無人,雖說我真的沒什麼主意……為了作為兄長的尊嚴,我必須硬著頭皮反駁:「睇你想食乜姐,你諗到咪就下你囉,比發言權你又話鬼我,想點先?一係我叫哂囉。」963Please respect copyright.PENANARy91wpeGGP
963Please respect copyright.PENANA54Kd0LUxvp
她聽罷把菜單合上,然後笑嘻嘻地望著我說:963Please respect copyright.PENANA5i4n4Tz8Mc
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「好啊,你叫啦。」963Please respect copyright.PENANAz4tvSeYUlG
963Please respect copyright.PENANAvg8ucgbHaE
這個笑容!我永遠都不會忘記這個笑容!這就是以前撞破我打飛機時的惡鬼笑容!963Please respect copyright.PENANAZuNZu7YAkg
963Please respect copyright.PENANAog4ieJJYRm
沒有回應她,我只舉手叫一聲:「伙計!」963Please respect copyright.PENANAEQkhNwKyAa
963Please respect copyright.PENANAMH1XRG4DSc
伙計一秒後就來到,拿著筆與紙候命。本來沒什麼好主意,準備隨便叫幾個菜的我開口前,細妹就連珠爆發,說出一個又一個菜色。963Please respect copyright.PENANAiIIJznq1OX
963Please respect copyright.PENANA8Gc1m6L33Y
見伙計火速記下,我根本沒有插話的機會,整個叫菜的過程就完結了。963Please respect copyright.PENANAWxGP0g8lZz
963Please respect copyright.PENANAwwGr8e6hNH
一共五個小菜兩碗担担麵。963Please respect copyright.PENANA7esNl6fOre
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媽的,看來這餐沒三百元也走不掉了。963Please respect copyright.PENANAFQSlM55mzi
963Please respect copyright.PENANAWlaz5PokHk