一晚，思思陣痛。阿朗帶上「走佬袋」，和她到醫院去。1284Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlvle2F8Dpe
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後來，回家，已經三人。1284Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHGtDGEkGQt
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小嬰兒小名叫棉花糖，軟軟滑滑的，令他們融化。1284Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoCJvWX4vQh
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之後每天，棉花糖都會在夜晚哭鬧。思思和阿朗輪流起床照顧她，有時肚餓，有時賴屎，有時睡不着。1284Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡywHgSIZcTF
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二人疲累，但興奮。他們又有了一個新的身份：「父母」。忽然天降使命感，二人告訴自己、提醒對方，要好好照料棉花糖，給她最温馨的家；傢俬不是擺設，而是用作孕育愛的。1284Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCmaYRhKAwi
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有一次，阿朗母親上來探望他們，見思思正在喂奶，說：1284Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdzs7zNdrnA
1284Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHaD9Vy5h5u
「唔係咁喂呀，姿勢唔啱。」1284Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgX3IbVHEw7
1284Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUUBlAbbseN
「你係咪唔夠奶呀？棉花糖邊夠飽㗎。」1284Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMViYt1Tyby
1284Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiduQVTrNgq
「後生真係後生……」1284Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsFPzbUxYQq
1284Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpl1EnVHj12
思思不語，明明在醫院時，坐月姑娘讚她喂得好，而棉花糖啜得很開心。1284Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0cVswmW79K
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但此刻棉花糖確實不斷哭泣，無論怎喂也不能安撫她似的，像跟着阿朗媽媽一同批評她。1284Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoFdxzAkczT
1284Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Jv63njjth
思思忽然氣餒，心想：連你都唔撐我嘅……1284Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4OrtdkfyNu
1284Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5PFQCjmqJV
平時，就算睡眠不足，脾氣暴躁，她也能回校聽課，回家後處理家務，處理自己的情緒，因為她知道，這個家中，每個人都累。而她持着「為了棉花糖」的決心支撐自己的身體。1284Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHJqXCXdqn8
1284Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa3xdzNV77o
她在二年級時轉了主修學系，從哲學轉到了社會工作，今天出實習，回家即喂奶。在外，笑面迎人；回家，受到批評，以及得不到棉花糖的肯定……她突然想做回小孩，她怕再這樣下去，會成為自己最討厭的大人，將嬲怒發洩在不相干的人身上。1284Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRgOVZdRb8t
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她強忍情緒：「好，我再試下。奶奶你出去坐下啦。」1284Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCoRgg9rT3t
1284Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb1o5rUXdou
很快，阿朗回家，思思面色已經自如。1284Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJMbbrShdkO
1284Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6icwplFvZp
他知道媽媽作客，所以買了一盒半肥瘦叉燒回家加餸。1284Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKTsQZIVE0I
1284Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0FIVulUHI0
飯桌上，三人共對。客氣寒暄。1284Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ75sBegrIuN
1284Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFqgm0Hdmha
「阿仔，最近嚟唔嚟食飯呀？包好餸過呢度喎。」1284Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzl1TqMUoTq
1284Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDGrUlTJFR4
「得閒就嚟，放心啦媽，呢度都好好住。」1284Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq53TV79Gi3
1284Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoUwK35sz9G
阿朗媽媽再婚，從三百呎公屋搭上了私樓的電梯，她看起來十分精神，髮質順柔，指甲修得齊齊整整，連牙都白了不少。1284Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUXXMAZPzPD
1284Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKQ25BsvJqh
「思思。」阿朗媽媽忽然喚思思。「菜同蛋都寒，唔好食，對身體唔好。」1284Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6aJqiSrj1c
1284Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp4B4oXi6XV
「啊，叉燒都係，毒呀。」1284Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNgxJPl1Ehc
1284Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRlQfirZpSo
阿朗看着枱面只有三碟餸，失笑：「咁佢可以食咩？扒白飯？」1284Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdwvy5wF7mz
1284Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKWkPm0fmP2
阿朗媽媽沒有說話。1284Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfz5HxenYUd
1284Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxJcBw0yrpK
「唔緊要，我都食飽啦。入去喂棉花糖先。」思思起身。1284Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZvWdiYLCZ7
1284Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBbZT6I6sKH
一關房門，她就哭，轉身背對棉花糖，不願讓小寶寶知道她是軟弱的——1284Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZPe34KHKRR
1284Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRhZmz5TJbg
我好餓。全日都冇食過啲咩。點解寒同毒？我都係想食餐飯啫。1284Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKUMQ1SaU3H
1284Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlZoAgjBPYN
她嘗試笑，拉下衣領，喂奶：「棉花糖，你要食飽啲啊……」1284Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrQQy6bpKjI
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但棉花糖不斷搖頭，作拒絕狀，嘴巴偶然碰到思思的乳頭，刺痛了脹奶的她。1284Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh5afclpqgY
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思思心想——有得食，你點解唔食？求下你，啜一啖。1284Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjR59bXdMzD
1284Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdKWGPBnjbN
被棉花糖拒絕的這個小小的齒輪，脫落，令思思整個人也開始散亂，她開始思考最近的一切。她想吃孖條、上課後和同學飯聚、出外看戲行街拍拖，總之不困在小小的空間喂奶拖地。1284Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr6IJ2AKDNC
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阿朗開門，一見思思紅了整張臉，卻不斷牽扯嘴角，他嚇一跳。1284Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXOXAKxmxzX
1284Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKDu5p9hXIc
他將她擁入懷，說：「因為阿媽？」1284Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6My9TtMboO
1284Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdLwEZ2jf6b
「唔係，我自己冇用。」1284Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ66PL13mwlA
1284Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhSWxOZpIFg
阿朗不明白，她何解無用？他覺得，她最近有些抑鬱。1284Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpOkTHQrgCb
1284Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrBmg9cSntM
「你想食咩？我買俾你，對唔住寶……」1284Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxavDna4joO
1284Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRdAuEKdQVh
他不知道自己在為什麼而道歉，但他覺得自己有錯，明明說過將世上最好的給她，現在呢？將世上最好吃的空氣餵她嗎？1284Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtH06gvs8wb
1284Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGjiDJrk5aM
思思笑：「煮個麵得啦。我冇事，真係。」1284Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcLz5LlsHE4
1284Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ55GUbvio7I
她知道，阿朗莫名內疚；但偏偏誰都沒錯，他們沒錯，阿朗媽媽、棉花糖同樣。1284Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd9D6rWrF6P
1284Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1knQKBPBU4
他心想：喊哂都叫冇事？女人真係……1284Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZcaIBaCtKZ
1284Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj9T5hJvG1z
阿朗送走母親時，對她說：「思思最近好辛苦，同你凑大我嗰時一樣辛苦。」1284Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6z37EaFqzx
1284Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVbf4Cgkn9a
「你又知我凑你辛苦？」她笑，兒子已經長大，為了老婆什麼也說得出。1284Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ44F1vrHjIZ
1284Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYvjkdEJnd8
「因為，你哋都係媽媽囉。」阿朗無厘頭地答。1284Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡICSUtp36lT
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阿朗媽媽明白，他意指，請她別再挑剔思思。1284Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlwvY2g5T8N
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「嗯。」1284Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvNyIRfMnWf
1284Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh846UAnZO4
送走母親後，阿朗到街邊買了幾串魚蛋、燒賣、豬大腸；經過便利店，買了孖條，打算和思思一人一條。1284Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ19tvqG3Tjf
1284Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWxfo0KaZF7
怎知思思見到，哭得更兇，然後，又笑着吃她的晚餐。1284Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPxHP7sqnLb
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女人。阿朗心想，真奇怪。1284Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6nHFmuaPYT
1284Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsiYSNKbJFD
「放心啦，我買嘅一定唔寒唔毒，請安心品嚐！」1284Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfGzCKWtc7I
1284Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCyYQAixlNT
為免思思抑鬱情緒加劇，阿朗會等她入睡之後，才外夜班工作。每次他安撫好棉花糖後，都祈求她不要再醒來。其實他不明白，為何小嬰兒總喜歡在深夜大哭，是寂寞嗎？發現已沒有大人關注自己，所以不安嗎？1284Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0CpJBO56d3
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他總是抱着小公主，直至她在床上無聲遊玩。1284Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjMCjeZkIHd
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他想：以後一定要乖呀棉豬，爸爸媽媽都好愛你。1284Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYZiosLamZ4
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