「好。」847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRoLExrURqY
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡznrRsuSjH3
他們行街市，他們行超市，買了幾舊姜，買了一盒無核青提。847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaLxFEhWIuO
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0bXpwi50XB
阿朗捧着它們，思思挽着他的手，一路走回家。847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwetVZrtC7f
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSidqjiiWGG
她和他說東西又加價了，好像貴了一點點；他點頭，和她一起歎物價高企，即使他不清楚原先的價錢。847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhGVBCJuJ0S
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtIorzeQzFH
她煮飯，他們吃飯，他洗碗，全程很和諧。847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9UGCYgYXxr
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxS98kfNACp
和對方生活，說到底是舒適的。他們知道對方的吃什麼不吃什麼，進門出門前的小動作，糞便聞起來是什麼味道，長久的習慣締造出舉止自如的輕快。847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUfjWss6HHh
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3brhPgpREd
「落街行吓好冇？」阿朗問。847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCsVnxrXQvP
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVxl1SXPHqC
思思明白：「好。」847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIjqiy4koRg
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkudu9MOuhr
於是，他們像拍拖一樣，下樓到處逛逛，二人都沒有說話。847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtd0lxzIivn
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKL52mQ7t7b
是因為享受閒適嗎？恐怕不是。他們在心裏打了一份草稿，正默默練習，演講的時候要配合眼神、表情、動作，不可以有任何差池——即使，他們都感覺到對方的態度軟化，仍怕一旦有細節處理不好，就會前功盡廢。847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEnI6bd7lIJ
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfRoZyzT7eT
行一行，又返回樓下公園，坐在那張長椅上，微風正好。847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkJTeHTNrsY
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4aFEn1ueLK
阿朗首先開口：847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV9KYKZ5lPn
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd5eETnXAiU
「係呢……我有啲嘢想講。」847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzAoXkw0DaC
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFGcNwa3pVP
「嗯？」847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwwPAAnvJX0
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS6UeR9Yup4
「你覺唔覺得我哋怪怪哋，好似同以前好唔同咁。」847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsRuuKExs7y
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ227g6VmcBj
「覺。」她看着他，坦白承認。847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCmsPzNWV2Z
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg1mT4C10gB
「其實，我覺得，我哋好似淡咗……或者唔係淡咗，但好似冇以前咁開心。」847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhT6Fx64jLm
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6h5dGMoTZI
「嗯。」847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXCRH4E52ip
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGK0YpepRU7
「啫係，我哋都……我哋都少講咗嘢，少傾咗偈，係呢一兩日先多啲。平時，都好似只係傾棉花糖咁……」847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqdwO3qGxEE
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyHtr3ZAiJl
他回想，除了功課、興趣班、測考、冬季校服，只得訕訕地問好。847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlJWCIZcAfh
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbdruzIW7ml
「好似係，連佢都覺得我哋唔太熟添。」847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpcjdPsD7Pw
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGcR5499RaM
她自嘲於被女兒發現端倪；阿朗也笑：847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjel5XCnnrr
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlDemE8Cl3q
「但係，我哋當然熟。」847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3uswmaRPaz
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo2xgLDsyLC
「用熟唔熟嚟講我哋，好似有啲怪。」847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkCEvUgTYvE
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5x9kh2iejA
他們已經很親，說不說話也有親厚情義，但確實不安於此，熟悉感正在剝落。847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7u3emOo70j
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjILjrngLWB
「都係。」847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWizvWhgsvo
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoNyO9Nsbaf
她深呼吸：847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiyzEfnvL0A
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYrtFWGrc9r
「我明你意思，我都係咁覺得——」847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBkm5QWML6T
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡALlGaOAPC8
「嗯？」847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbq0LmEuklS
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMb5kA3aX5M
她直直地看着他，像背誦課文一樣：847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMgSAFbgDdJ
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXAnjzf4hnM
「我好唔開心——真㗎，因為我哋變成咁。但我唔想再咁落去啦，但係，我都唔知個問題出喺邊——你話，如果係喺以前，我會覺得都幾合理？但宜家，明明我哋都好好㗎……」847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzPpZHs8naR
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfEKg174ysN
他見她已說不下去的樣子，順着手肘牽起她的手，替她補充：847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkcUxI1FzIe
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrvfYk6kzSs
「嗯，我哋係好好，過得幾好，個女又咁生性，又夠錢洗。係咪因為咁，所以覺得啲嘢永遠都只會繼續行落去……我意思係，冇太多進步空間，甚至有啲太習慣、太安穩？847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Pd0EuMdgV
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd3koELN7ny
變咗，好似好悶咁？」847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZMl6FeO73l
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkycKlakats
他們達成共識。847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyxh0661rT2
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9l4S2bBCLC
她表達意願：847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡheq9XkdUfr
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqXlHJkKmC8
「嗯……但係呢，我真係唔想再咁。」847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡotocsRUocl
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcZ77ReP5Fv
「我都唔想。」847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRYruaVBXUM
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv3dRjjDc8q
「其實，我之前就想同你講，但係每次去到口唇邊，就講唔出咁……847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsEOtk1mgY9
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuglFkupZVD
我認我係有少少細膽，但係嗰陣時，我唔知你係點諗。我驚我同你講咗我唔開心，甚至同你講我覺得我哋……淡咗，就會番唔到轉頭，啫係——」847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjQaZ6qOFHq
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp2y7QSTtCc
「係咪驚我唔係咁諗？或者，我都係咁諗，但係講咗，就番唔到轉頭？」847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYoCg4fYVmr
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡriApSA0s04
他忽然心寬，因為，他也有過這樣的思慮過程。847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7IyjPiVp8Y
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5jS7wXCp9e
「係。」847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6L7eCCIH8L
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSd5vRPQMz2
「明。」847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡguMBlszyiF
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2hkKglEBvk
「嗯，唔係所有嘢講出嚟，就可以趨向解決㗎嘛，可能一講，連原本咁樣都冇埋呢？咁到時點？」847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm1Gviq59X0
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5pEhQevZ1d
「我都係咁覺得。」847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw4UOfwGflf
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyXk91vM7gd
她有些不好意思地捽捽手指：847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrY5wNGfnYe
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5PPysXl5QT
「我哋，好似、好似都幾廢。」847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡojuuF7ucB1
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIQ4vKChXZo
「係，垃圾。但係垃圾宜家識開口，係可回收㗎啦喎。」847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm7TN6yrUkU
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1CiDXWwQk1
他指着不遠處的三色回收箱；而她沒好氣地笑一笑：847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAN8X4f0q34
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaSkO13wsE7
「都擺咗成三十幾年啦——唔係嘅，個問題啱啱先有啫。」847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFHstoFb5Ib
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm3MNhQluNw
「嗯。咁宜家我哋肯傾，你係想……？我係因為想解決，所以先想同你講出口，我唔想再係咁啦，我諗，我哋都好辛苦。真㗎。」847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVJ3G0c7Ik8
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3mqp7Uj5J4
二人的語調平緩，聲線都是輕輕的。847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtRflkEqT2R
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡARKokDHo2U
她點頭：「嗯。847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDUL3Z0Xd1B
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfd7t595Ju3
我啱啱咪話，之前想同你講嘅……但係最後冇講到嗰次。就係嗰日，嗯，我話嗰個學生同我表白嗰次。」847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡro4vZTLYDZ
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4auc7QmY7e
「係，我記得。」847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnXUsAKhVpA
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOgl9wNnI76
他想起，那天她比往常熱情，笑容燦爛，像一次晴天娃娃顯靈的天朗氣清。847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1i07Dpyked
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWJfJnj9UQ6
「嗰次呢，就係因為佢同我講完，我就覺得，其實，我好愛你。847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs46KfPb4YC
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlK4E9MwKrP
或者係，你真係好愛我——哈哈，有啲肉麻添。」847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡspn3NPg3TN
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBJZ2O65fyw
這個太清晰的她，阿朗清楚知道，並且予以認識、擁抱、接納，未曾離開。847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYZWGLwxHcU
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡInPveI7aEQ
「係，少骨痹。」847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDTB9HZ7SLy
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYMVLE8G7HN
「就係咁啦——我聽完之後，唔覺得會有人可以取代到你嘅地位。始終呢，我都太多謝你啦。」847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiiWHG1t2fT
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRrV78ZjHBk
她越說越小聲，很久沒有告白愛意，突然覺得有些難以啟齒；將目光投射到前面在玩「紅綠燈」的小朋友上，微笑。847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ7ZJynCYL9
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡByZU3bxRmP
「噢，對唔住。」847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmxdDkNcNJV
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZg2hwWel8i
他摸摸她的頭。847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsIJHceBVWy
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Bd2fBgGys
他記起，當時他打斷了她，因為他生氣於他們陌生，而她卻與別人熟絡到被鍾情。847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWVOve29Vyo
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5VIrfAmmuB
「唔緊要。所以嗰陣時冇講到。」847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoGrGG3TqMy
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAvEwntvoIa
她的決心竟然在融化。847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBN3d3Ya586
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiUtlhl3IRk
她補充：「我當時聽緊佢講，但係就只係得一種好攰嘅感覺，我只係諗起你，諗起你對我有幾好。」847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡav95AQ74BV
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUUlPidtTRQ
「你都對我好好啊。」847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMy6xO0LHJA
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Bdr33Z4He
「係唔錯㗎。」847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqrpCst07Nx
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmSklP1JVb4
「嗯……我嗰日唔應該發你脾氣，我諗多咗。」847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYJjsBkFBj6
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡppvptgvfHw
「係囉，嚇到我唔敢講。」847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnQjfEtUrdv
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4FfZS5KI8U
「Well……雖然我就冇你咁正俾人媾，」只見思思笑着反了一個白眼，他說：「但係，我都有作出反思，都想改善……847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzedSA55exs
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1lXJNW7Nq6
我諗，我哋都有同一個感受，譬如我都會覺得我哋有嘢唔同、好掛住以前、記低對方嘅好，只係有啲無力。847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5WsVRYUQNb
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYzT4tQnv1G
咁耐以嚟，我番殯儀呢，成日接觸啲唔喺度嘅人，其實都幾令我珍惜生活，始終我都唔想瞓喺度等其他人化妝……咁但係，我好似——因為太有安全感？覺得呢一種平淡係唔會更改，有好過冇，好過大家連平淡都唔得。847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQbZEc1gnEE
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrrRqoIGiKN
所以，雖然珍惜生活，但係，就唔太珍惜……我哋。」847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ZfEBcpVyu
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5NHnY4WhKV
明明說珍惜生活、好好活着，第一個主觀感受是「好煩」，珍惜生活，卻沒有珍惜生活中身邊人的舉動，只在內心默唸、憂愁、後退。847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFUvhOI8cxC
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmKfVpcgFXI
「嗯，明白你意思。」847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl9mWSbeQb3
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsYA97HXq69
「但我想珍惜。宜家——或者係之前咁樣，我都唔太舒服。你呢？」847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡztDA6nPbJ0
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8GRgyQN4ei
一切醞釀已久，終於不止困於無力腦袋中。847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq0sEDXxs2N
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMmHwvBB8ih
「我都係。」847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH0fVXLFeYi
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZzaayHQBhe
「咁……就好啦。」847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXcn0QI0EI1
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdseGsPqdT5
小朋友玩耍的歡快和老人家下棋的爭論忽然沒有了聲，他們只聽見自己的心跳，像已歷盡高山爬上了珠穆朗馬蜂，但無以為繼，只看着眼前美景卻不知是否應該原路往返——847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNb7XFT72GR
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzJpHeJFr94
說完了，之後呢？847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDsS88l6SH3
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeO3Vp5JzBp
「我想盪鞦韆，推我吖。」847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUdfgMgB6Hc
847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy1T81DA2oi
思思站起，向阿朗笑笑。847Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡheHS1VcQR2
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