「好。」820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8yGKpMteB9
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他們行街市，他們行超市，買了幾舊姜，買了一盒無核青提。820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbyj08S9hHJ
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阿朗捧着它們，思思挽着他的手，一路走回家。820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuiCDP2ip8D
820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLRXWzHkhQR
她和他說東西又加價了，好像貴了一點點；他點頭，和她一起歎物價高企，即使他不清楚原先的價錢。820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFkSMU1R0e2
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她煮飯，他們吃飯，他洗碗，全程很和諧。820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRQvsdHKLMC
820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJCSkaMU6a6
和對方生活，說到底是舒適的。他們知道對方的吃什麼不吃什麼，進門出門前的小動作，糞便聞起來是什麼味道，長久的習慣締造出舉止自如的輕快。820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgZbEfRKTv7
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「落街行吓好冇？」阿朗問。820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdxyUZ2kHYf
820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Y1Y6lPZ3X
思思明白：「好。」820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb5xwENgqkA
820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPzH7I8Yo8R
於是，他們像拍拖一樣，下樓到處逛逛，二人都沒有說話。820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡom441S7QSd
820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtCAw2Yu6FE
是因為享受閒適嗎？恐怕不是。他們在心裏打了一份草稿，正默默練習，演講的時候要配合眼神、表情、動作，不可以有任何差池——即使，他們都感覺到對方的態度軟化，仍怕一旦有細節處理不好，就會前功盡廢。820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP0d2ukeIu1
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行一行，又返回樓下公園，坐在那張長椅上，微風正好。820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvH6funJXWo
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阿朗首先開口：820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVONfuefBsU
820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAdLz7B6cZ4
「係呢……我有啲嘢想講。」820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcCTmThOAb0
820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWeIl64VZGv
「嗯？」820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF9txHXocHt
820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1cb5SSPayh
「你覺唔覺得我哋怪怪哋，好似同以前好唔同咁。」820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw0Gs5nnemt
820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgBYfvgFk5v
「覺。」她看着他，坦白承認。820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk250DQ2v70
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「其實，我覺得，我哋好似淡咗……或者唔係淡咗，但好似冇以前咁開心。」820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAYl78k1v5p
820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvPeaB3wYMS
「嗯。」820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgstYQFOpZs
820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEFU8JeUCnc
「啫係，我哋都……我哋都少講咗嘢，少傾咗偈，係呢一兩日先多啲。平時，都好似只係傾棉花糖咁……」820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ81bX95m95U
820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡODgOk7zrMy
他回想，除了功課、興趣班、測考、冬季校服，只得訕訕地問好。820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOjZb9AWT3G
820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG9mUM4PPZP
「好似係，連佢都覺得我哋唔太熟添。」820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM0xzkmRuEK
820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpMMvTRmqlq
她自嘲於被女兒發現端倪；阿朗也笑：820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkqt53V58rd
820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgdiI1oMcb4
「但係，我哋當然熟。」820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡabMxnOf6Wf
820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtloeFlOAZM
「用熟唔熟嚟講我哋，好似有啲怪。」820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHro4X2PQTG
820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLPlJZpS1sc
他們已經很親，說不說話也有親厚情義，但確實不安於此，熟悉感正在剝落。820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtY4GSb67dI
820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpMObujMJje
「都係。」820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCmOIpcnvYr
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她深呼吸：820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgRuvfjZfeR
820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ14v8cQywSw
「我明你意思，我都係咁覺得——」820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7tF2a4Jthb
820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4hOxxTurO7
「嗯？」820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtsWF8sJrwS
820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡClkZHTLJ34
她直直地看着他，像背誦課文一樣：820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡucyWNLU2ZY
820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1T2qIf0wtG
「我好唔開心——真㗎，因為我哋變成咁。但我唔想再咁落去啦，但係，我都唔知個問題出喺邊——你話，如果係喺以前，我會覺得都幾合理？但宜家，明明我哋都好好㗎……」820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn1i2O30LlC
820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPAHO8xynkB
他見她已說不下去的樣子，順着手肘牽起她的手，替她補充：820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGTIaUGuqdY
820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGVzFAFoLEH
「嗯，我哋係好好，過得幾好，個女又咁生性，又夠錢洗。係咪因為咁，所以覺得啲嘢永遠都只會繼續行落去……我意思係，冇太多進步空間，甚至有啲太習慣、太安穩？820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNwNLLyeqIj
820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjfYTOZqbvD
變咗，好似好悶咁？」820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3LjtFGoaEq
820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQdb3y4uM9D
他們達成共識。820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡanMcKPRvw9
820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV7FXmkQTeK
她表達意願：820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfTq7ccxlpX
820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDhmgSWEOaL
「嗯……但係呢，我真係唔想再咁。」820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRKArI7HhD1
820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9NM2Mvj7Pi
「我都唔想。」820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4cKF1yEuRn
820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8yXVKfRu1s
「其實，我之前就想同你講，但係每次去到口唇邊，就講唔出咁……820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0VJHbOVlnw
820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSNMsmDRpKd
我認我係有少少細膽，但係嗰陣時，我唔知你係點諗。我驚我同你講咗我唔開心，甚至同你講我覺得我哋……淡咗，就會番唔到轉頭，啫係——」820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXdwIZA8P6h
820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtZZpg5HgS5
「係咪驚我唔係咁諗？或者，我都係咁諗，但係講咗，就番唔到轉頭？」820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWHxjR5UwHl
820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbs8qWh9QZU
他忽然心寬，因為，他也有過這樣的思慮過程。820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU7kG6cbfgb
820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjT0ZekmaZg
「係。」820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUPx8XrQVsK
820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpAlYulWhq6
「明。」820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyzs6IrmHsd
820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAp3c8v0mmu
「嗯，唔係所有嘢講出嚟，就可以趨向解決㗎嘛，可能一講，連原本咁樣都冇埋呢？咁到時點？」820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsL9C7k3gIJ
820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6QPQKEa7ht
「我都係咁覺得。」820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqO07R9f7U5
820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZWAgv9sC8X
她有些不好意思地捽捽手指：820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfqsADmqPsQ
820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtjSTw7rOC1
「我哋，好似、好似都幾廢。」820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbSf1DZdRiZ
820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAAAVYouBET
「係，垃圾。但係垃圾宜家識開口，係可回收㗎啦喎。」820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV79bM6UJ6K
820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLEsxD4n38y
他指着不遠處的三色回收箱；而她沒好氣地笑一笑：820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx8YIsSy7x3
820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX1FInN7FLN
「都擺咗成三十幾年啦——唔係嘅，個問題啱啱先有啫。」820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYykqCQfsDl
820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ34Pcgm0dYL
「嗯。咁宜家我哋肯傾，你係想……？我係因為想解決，所以先想同你講出口，我唔想再係咁啦，我諗，我哋都好辛苦。真㗎。」820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbEcZUxz7Oy
820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj4OOVZFB6O
二人的語調平緩，聲線都是輕輕的。820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9HZ53CwhS9
820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQbSOlIRCil
她點頭：「嗯。820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwIKSD2p5Un
820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEGkwTudyD4
我啱啱咪話，之前想同你講嘅……但係最後冇講到嗰次。就係嗰日，嗯，我話嗰個學生同我表白嗰次。」820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4DJGEYR8SZ
820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBUxUku73ia
「係，我記得。」820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyKnGefZHo3
820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqPmG2cpXNp
他想起，那天她比往常熱情，笑容燦爛，像一次晴天娃娃顯靈的天朗氣清。820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1cRsx0riPH
820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzL5gxmFQIM
「嗰次呢，就係因為佢同我講完，我就覺得，其實，我好愛你。820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJBxsky06b8
820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDwb1aFJKsl
或者係，你真係好愛我——哈哈，有啲肉麻添。」820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKRv9BnSdca
820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfi8x2QqSXv
這個太清晰的她，阿朗清楚知道，並且予以認識、擁抱、接納，未曾離開。820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxvT4lY5Aa5
820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvxp2dhjMmZ
「係，少骨痹。」820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNggRYp1vjB
820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsFWGDPrcKy
「就係咁啦——我聽完之後，唔覺得會有人可以取代到你嘅地位。始終呢，我都太多謝你啦。」820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlMdcCC5AS7
820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLA9qPo1ZiJ
她越說越小聲，很久沒有告白愛意，突然覺得有些難以啟齒；將目光投射到前面在玩「紅綠燈」的小朋友上，微笑。820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXrZwWORnaP
820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkQHCijUG1L
「噢，對唔住。」820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs6hUbATUxj
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他摸摸她的頭。820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAoJnfsmNS7
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他記起，當時他打斷了她，因為他生氣於他們陌生，而她卻與別人熟絡到被鍾情。820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxyOsCDqEWD
820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡttvNl8Pmm6
「唔緊要。所以嗰陣時冇講到。」820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEyX5aW8LZ6
820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyrLUaQjI8t
她的決心竟然在融化。820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBDJkTCtlni
820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ095OCZqhM9
她補充：「我當時聽緊佢講，但係就只係得一種好攰嘅感覺，我只係諗起你，諗起你對我有幾好。」820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsYtjlk8PEH
820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7jg6BnaArT
「你都對我好好啊。」820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡayNbo9kz4j
820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo6dnbNmacN
「係唔錯㗎。」820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs91zL4nzyk
820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqeepTUp9ZH
「嗯……我嗰日唔應該發你脾氣，我諗多咗。」820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxlPUvXgGZX
820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzf1O8gy2Ql
「係囉，嚇到我唔敢講。」820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUAsmtTjUaz
820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAAiig4VMRI
「Well……雖然我就冇你咁正俾人媾，」只見思思笑着反了一個白眼，他說：「但係，我都有作出反思，都想改善……820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlj9CSXJWs9
820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTlNuVbibjq
我諗，我哋都有同一個感受，譬如我都會覺得我哋有嘢唔同、好掛住以前、記低對方嘅好，只係有啲無力。820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbFhIeH7Rrg
820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmiz27XhCnK
咁耐以嚟，我番殯儀呢，成日接觸啲唔喺度嘅人，其實都幾令我珍惜生活，始終我都唔想瞓喺度等其他人化妝……咁但係，我好似——因為太有安全感？覺得呢一種平淡係唔會更改，有好過冇，好過大家連平淡都唔得。820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrLTVhD7H3o
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所以，雖然珍惜生活，但係，就唔太珍惜……我哋。」820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuwpk4OV8PJ
820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP8VINoedpP
明明說珍惜生活、好好活着，第一個主觀感受是「好煩」，珍惜生活，卻沒有珍惜生活中身邊人的舉動，只在內心默唸、憂愁、後退。820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVycaLFy5N0
820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRscciA40IX
「嗯，明白你意思。」820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBM816EiCBh
820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpT07empfr6
「但我想珍惜。宜家——或者係之前咁樣，我都唔太舒服。你呢？」820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5gNNBljsms
820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhR0C2y7Ezs
一切醞釀已久，終於不止困於無力腦袋中。820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDTlRZpNg9x
820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡziSPLeofnC
「我都係。」820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoIm6O0tJEU
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「咁……就好啦。」820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqUKI9k0arv
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小朋友玩耍的歡快和老人家下棋的爭論忽然沒有了聲，他們只聽見自己的心跳，像已歷盡高山爬上了珠穆朗馬蜂，但無以為繼，只看着眼前美景卻不知是否應該原路往返——820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRGjbHfCg62
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說完了，之後呢？820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0gmXu6SusK
820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkSPePirz1i
「我想盪鞦韆，推我吖。」820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb5ptCzmms9
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思思站起，向阿朗笑笑。820Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd5zkFbtHrl
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