「好。」628Please respect copyright.PENANAWD7jYZZ4Ys
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他們行街市,他們行超市,買了幾舊姜,買了一盒無核青提。628Please respect copyright.PENANAKolhI8o6Ja
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阿朗捧着它們,思思挽着他的手,一路走回家。628Please respect copyright.PENANAXFpph16iuf
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她和他說東西又加價了,好像貴了一點點;他點頭,和她一起歎物價高企,即使他不清楚原先的價錢。628Please respect copyright.PENANABslcisclvh
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她煮飯,他們吃飯,他洗碗,全程很和諧。628Please respect copyright.PENANAtwbC1nWIii
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和對方生活,說到底是舒適的。他們知道對方的吃什麼不吃什麼,進門出門前的小動作,糞便聞起來是什麼味道,長久的習慣締造出舉止自如的輕快。628Please respect copyright.PENANATd15OUFNGu
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「落街行吓好冇?」阿朗問。628Please respect copyright.PENANAaLIhkxtCxs
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思思明白:「好。」628Please respect copyright.PENANAl3UuJpO5is
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於是,他們像拍拖一樣,下樓到處逛逛,二人都沒有說話。628Please respect copyright.PENANAXG9BSSulfM
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是因為享受閒適嗎?恐怕不是。他們在心裏打了一份草稿,正默默練習,演講的時候要配合眼神、表情、動作,不可以有任何差池——即使,他們都感覺到對方的態度軟化,仍怕一旦有細節處理不好,就會前功盡廢。628Please respect copyright.PENANAu9M4r0vgSl
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行一行,又返回樓下公園,坐在那張長椅上,微風正好。628Please respect copyright.PENANAdjPjQevI4M
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阿朗首先開口:628Please respect copyright.PENANAOqfewdQ0z7
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「係呢……我有啲嘢想講。」628Please respect copyright.PENANAfB3FMZN3SO
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「嗯?」628Please respect copyright.PENANAKO0yEQDGqU
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「你覺唔覺得我哋怪怪哋,好似同以前好唔同咁。」628Please respect copyright.PENANADAxJweTA8N
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「覺。」她看着他,坦白承認。628Please respect copyright.PENANAGNjQmdMFES
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「其實,我覺得,我哋好似淡咗……或者唔係淡咗,但好似冇以前咁開心。」628Please respect copyright.PENANATxMK2wSrY8
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「嗯。」628Please respect copyright.PENANASWduIQb1Y8
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「啫係,我哋都……我哋都少講咗嘢,少傾咗偈,係呢一兩日先多啲。平時,都好似只係傾棉花糖咁……」628Please respect copyright.PENANAfH9TPDb0HW
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他回想,除了功課、興趣班、測考、冬季校服,只得訕訕地問好。628Please respect copyright.PENANAXSJGXRuUkX
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「好似係,連佢都覺得我哋唔太熟添。」628Please respect copyright.PENANAgJYootVFZf
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她自嘲於被女兒發現端倪;阿朗也笑:628Please respect copyright.PENANAUIEMQsaoNI
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「但係,我哋當然熟。」628Please respect copyright.PENANAfnpkx6iDtD
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「用熟唔熟嚟講我哋,好似有啲怪。」628Please respect copyright.PENANA6dqovjBCtX
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他們已經很親,說不說話也有親厚情義,但確實不安於此,熟悉感正在剝落。628Please respect copyright.PENANAVfbySgg7TZ
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「都係。」628Please respect copyright.PENANAJgIeMQQHOX
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她深呼吸:628Please respect copyright.PENANA1mWnnrWyrS
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「我明你意思,我都係咁覺得——」628Please respect copyright.PENANAgI13KHH27E
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「嗯?」628Please respect copyright.PENANAXUcK9e3WfE
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她直直地看着他,像背誦課文一樣:628Please respect copyright.PENANA9CHAxhSBKx
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「我好唔開心——真㗎,因為我哋變成咁。但我唔想再咁落去啦,但係,我都唔知個問題出喺邊——你話,如果係喺以前,我會覺得都幾合理?但宜家,明明我哋都好好㗎……」628Please respect copyright.PENANA9zGqto13o8
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他見她已說不下去的樣子,順着手肘牽起她的手,替她補充:628Please respect copyright.PENANAwCbToDTRZo
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「嗯,我哋係好好,過得幾好,個女又咁生性,又夠錢洗。係咪因為咁,所以覺得啲嘢永遠都只會繼續行落去……我意思係,冇太多進步空間,甚至有啲太習慣、太安穩?628Please respect copyright.PENANAteMEZYnbFg
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變咗,好似好悶咁?」628Please respect copyright.PENANAJHHVv90OIh
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他們達成共識。628Please respect copyright.PENANA6R7NF5ncoj
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她表達意願:628Please respect copyright.PENANAD5Pc38QTwc
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「嗯……但係呢,我真係唔想再咁。」628Please respect copyright.PENANAz5Z2IST2oK
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「我都唔想。」628Please respect copyright.PENANAJ4A5GZeoy3
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「其實,我之前就想同你講,但係每次去到口唇邊,就講唔出咁……628Please respect copyright.PENANAnCv0d2cbHo
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我認我係有少少細膽,但係嗰陣時,我唔知你係點諗。我驚我同你講咗我唔開心,甚至同你講我覺得我哋……淡咗,就會番唔到轉頭,啫係——」628Please respect copyright.PENANAnjpL4VDxt3
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「係咪驚我唔係咁諗?或者,我都係咁諗,但係講咗,就番唔到轉頭?」628Please respect copyright.PENANAMOJRUYBZ5i
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他忽然心寬,因為,他也有過這樣的思慮過程。628Please respect copyright.PENANALL2oGl4leH
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「係。」628Please respect copyright.PENANACHby7ZBm8E
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「明。」628Please respect copyright.PENANAQ27TipfMKS
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「嗯,唔係所有嘢講出嚟,就可以趨向解決㗎嘛,可能一講,連原本咁樣都冇埋呢?咁到時點?」628Please respect copyright.PENANAoaTtQPG5eR
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「我都係咁覺得。」628Please respect copyright.PENANAZvAnXDmgxy
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她有些不好意思地捽捽手指:628Please respect copyright.PENANA4gZnHxrM2r
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「我哋,好似、好似都幾廢。」628Please respect copyright.PENANAIMYKnmgEkH
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「係,垃圾。但係垃圾宜家識開口,係可回收㗎啦喎。」628Please respect copyright.PENANA86Xy2ZsPEO
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他指着不遠處的三色回收箱;而她沒好氣地笑一笑:628Please respect copyright.PENANAHOYWNiDFfN
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「都擺咗成三十幾年啦——唔係嘅,個問題啱啱先有啫。」628Please respect copyright.PENANAKeuDrHXr21
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「嗯。咁宜家我哋肯傾,你係想……?我係因為想解決,所以先想同你講出口,我唔想再係咁啦,我諗,我哋都好辛苦。真㗎。」628Please respect copyright.PENANA1HOYH57Oen
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二人的語調平緩,聲線都是輕輕的。628Please respect copyright.PENANALf7nZMb0Yp
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她點頭:「嗯。628Please respect copyright.PENANABOCUGhz8dS
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我啱啱咪話,之前想同你講嘅……但係最後冇講到嗰次。就係嗰日,嗯,我話嗰個學生同我表白嗰次。」628Please respect copyright.PENANAMdaQDdxGav
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「係,我記得。」628Please respect copyright.PENANAABMrUXAcaJ
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他想起,那天她比往常熱情,笑容燦爛,像一次晴天娃娃顯靈的天朗氣清。628Please respect copyright.PENANAlmq9sQBqtn
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「嗰次呢,就係因為佢同我講完,我就覺得,其實,我好愛你。628Please respect copyright.PENANAjNDPQRLwdt
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或者係,你真係好愛我——哈哈,有啲肉麻添。」628Please respect copyright.PENANA0VutPFOugU
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這個太清晰的她,阿朗清楚知道,並且予以認識、擁抱、接納,未曾離開。628Please respect copyright.PENANAvkh7YOxCCp
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「係,少骨痹。」628Please respect copyright.PENANAK7ycKWf0HM
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「就係咁啦——我聽完之後,唔覺得會有人可以取代到你嘅地位。始終呢,我都太多謝你啦。」628Please respect copyright.PENANAl7R8Xz7wkG
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她越說越小聲,很久沒有告白愛意,突然覺得有些難以啟齒;將目光投射到前面在玩「紅綠燈」的小朋友上,微笑。628Please respect copyright.PENANAR2OKN8lhvb
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「噢,對唔住。」628Please respect copyright.PENANAIgh0S8U7nS
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他摸摸她的頭。628Please respect copyright.PENANALZGb3u8OaL
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他記起,當時他打斷了她,因為他生氣於他們陌生,而她卻與別人熟絡到被鍾情。628Please respect copyright.PENANAJS9qol9ynx
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「唔緊要。所以嗰陣時冇講到。」628Please respect copyright.PENANAY7zYebaMmy
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她的決心竟然在融化。628Please respect copyright.PENANAWEcZ50Ljnl
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她補充:「我當時聽緊佢講,但係就只係得一種好攰嘅感覺,我只係諗起你,諗起你對我有幾好。」628Please respect copyright.PENANANhvoPhgtKJ
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「你都對我好好啊。」628Please respect copyright.PENANAiI26vwmTXp
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「係唔錯㗎。」628Please respect copyright.PENANAdNwXuE90s3
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「嗯……我嗰日唔應該發你脾氣,我諗多咗。」628Please respect copyright.PENANAfuhj9aJBOt
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「係囉,嚇到我唔敢講。」628Please respect copyright.PENANAa49p04poZw
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「Well……雖然我就冇你咁正俾人媾,」只見思思笑着反了一個白眼,他說:「但係,我都有作出反思,都想改善……628Please respect copyright.PENANAJA5gc2Eemn
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我諗,我哋都有同一個感受,譬如我都會覺得我哋有嘢唔同、好掛住以前、記低對方嘅好,只係有啲無力。628Please respect copyright.PENANA5GhAjaJdWC
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咁耐以嚟,我番殯儀呢,成日接觸啲唔喺度嘅人,其實都幾令我珍惜生活,始終我都唔想瞓喺度等其他人化妝……咁但係,我好似——因為太有安全感?覺得呢一種平淡係唔會更改,有好過冇,好過大家連平淡都唔得。628Please respect copyright.PENANA4Wk1ZhtZb3
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所以,雖然珍惜生活,但係,就唔太珍惜……我哋。」628Please respect copyright.PENANAqZInqN4j8m
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明明說珍惜生活、好好活着,第一個主觀感受是「好煩」,珍惜生活,卻沒有珍惜生活中身邊人的舉動,只在內心默唸、憂愁、後退。628Please respect copyright.PENANAin9q9NyAEq
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「嗯,明白你意思。」628Please respect copyright.PENANAHN7Bok097k
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「但我想珍惜。宜家——或者係之前咁樣,我都唔太舒服。你呢?」628Please respect copyright.PENANAyzy6grn4fO
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一切醞釀已久,終於不止困於無力腦袋中。628Please respect copyright.PENANAtJi6Wpo7G0
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「我都係。」628Please respect copyright.PENANAO8NaPBpCmZ
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「咁……就好啦。」628Please respect copyright.PENANAr4fxqJHlVx
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小朋友玩耍的歡快和老人家下棋的爭論忽然沒有了聲,他們只聽見自己的心跳,像已歷盡高山爬上了珠穆朗馬蜂,但無以為繼,只看着眼前美景卻不知是否應該原路往返——628Please respect copyright.PENANABSv7k96WS8
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說完了,之後呢?628Please respect copyright.PENANAiL0kUoX0OW
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「我想盪鞦韆,推我吖。」628Please respect copyright.PENANA3y1qgKfI4X
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思思站起,向阿朗笑笑。628Please respect copyright.PENANAyorCI7C2Q3