「好。」762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB2mBsHSKfY
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD5m5MR72IE
他們行街市，他們行超市，買了幾舊姜，買了一盒無核青提。762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡER2hjpyjJg
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIwjFZUwhPM
阿朗捧着它們，思思挽着他的手，一路走回家。762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo1IVdZ5bcc
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm84mvNNtfp
她和他說東西又加價了，好像貴了一點點；他點頭，和她一起歎物價高企，即使他不清楚原先的價錢。762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9jhBLPbtZm
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnh4JypOjhE
她煮飯，他們吃飯，他洗碗，全程很和諧。762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRmQbpaLu1S
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOmWHHFp9XR
和對方生活，說到底是舒適的。他們知道對方的吃什麼不吃什麼，進門出門前的小動作，糞便聞起來是什麼味道，長久的習慣締造出舉止自如的輕快。762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM112j4H8ak
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG7l8l23zl3
「落街行吓好冇？」阿朗問。762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Vl5Mfunda
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ48tHvNc2TH
思思明白：「好。」762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEApF7VnfD3
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9YRKzoerGu
於是，他們像拍拖一樣，下樓到處逛逛，二人都沒有說話。762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvUpF0Fqx2z
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo1VXKC7Urc
是因為享受閒適嗎？恐怕不是。他們在心裏打了一份草稿，正默默練習，演講的時候要配合眼神、表情、動作，不可以有任何差池——即使，他們都感覺到對方的態度軟化，仍怕一旦有細節處理不好，就會前功盡廢。762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6kBv6IKzuM
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡay1ZSiPNLV
行一行，又返回樓下公園，坐在那張長椅上，微風正好。762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoJEbdJswah
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM9S21JzdH6
阿朗首先開口：762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJLQIGMKvdS
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe1RUuzHNb3
「係呢……我有啲嘢想講。」762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXOVjZlj698
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqQELqPgz1n
「嗯？」762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQFvFtJVanb
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBRInBOdnbj
「你覺唔覺得我哋怪怪哋，好似同以前好唔同咁。」762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJf5xtuONRd
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlELwXi3vFz
「覺。」她看着他，坦白承認。762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8S7o8PODpc
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFHYsZx4ivo
「其實，我覺得，我哋好似淡咗……或者唔係淡咗，但好似冇以前咁開心。」762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUGT6ak15bm
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuMBc6v9dc8
「嗯。」762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoaLLUgCZoZ
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSWn708KU4j
「啫係，我哋都……我哋都少講咗嘢，少傾咗偈，係呢一兩日先多啲。平時，都好似只係傾棉花糖咁……」762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKfu0jlEwhB
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZeeq1q9vDL
他回想，除了功課、興趣班、測考、冬季校服，只得訕訕地問好。762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGKW3vDcwEG
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYrlqfxoZAQ
「好似係，連佢都覺得我哋唔太熟添。」762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1qDIzXFaSe
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIaWLFLjUOV
她自嘲於被女兒發現端倪；阿朗也笑：762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Gnato9hXJ
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNFbielNdSF
「但係，我哋當然熟。」762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡROvL51yIz2
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ1ea9pUxLd
「用熟唔熟嚟講我哋，好似有啲怪。」762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ77w7lcS9Rn
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQefuduvAWf
他們已經很親，說不說話也有親厚情義，但確實不安於此，熟悉感正在剝落。762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpxjbT3Ms49
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB72wJg2avj
「都係。」762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfPmiAUkQki
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhOh0iZ8kV4
她深呼吸：762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGKayzl4PAI
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQhZZIxafgO
「我明你意思，我都係咁覺得——」762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡitzeYe4bTv
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx7KCMCFHQT
「嗯？」762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtkGQi87mjF
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0JzUqWIEh2
她直直地看着他，像背誦課文一樣：762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0I4fuLrIpj
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgp3ybWEeiT
「我好唔開心——真㗎，因為我哋變成咁。但我唔想再咁落去啦，但係，我都唔知個問題出喺邊——你話，如果係喺以前，我會覺得都幾合理？但宜家，明明我哋都好好㗎……」762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGg3FwDXX7j
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFFrfpKMgXE
他見她已說不下去的樣子，順着手肘牽起她的手，替她補充：762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl0lrRXeISu
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG66zYUiMjg
「嗯，我哋係好好，過得幾好，個女又咁生性，又夠錢洗。係咪因為咁，所以覺得啲嘢永遠都只會繼續行落去……我意思係，冇太多進步空間，甚至有啲太習慣、太安穩？762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxtkWWLBr0E
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8C9HBxwwpG
變咗，好似好悶咁？」762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpUNa42X58n
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRIatuEKevU
他們達成共識。762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ07NDkL1sz3
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqs5t0tZjgq
她表達意願：762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVc82aYOpYT
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9IVXwqgwBb
「嗯……但係呢，我真係唔想再咁。」762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrdGjhz4w9I
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFKVEoBTGNa
「我都唔想。」762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgOWq8EtJEP
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQhggqsWoMr
「其實，我之前就想同你講，但係每次去到口唇邊，就講唔出咁……762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKW6jjITQ3b
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdQ19AEwYMg
我認我係有少少細膽，但係嗰陣時，我唔知你係點諗。我驚我同你講咗我唔開心，甚至同你講我覺得我哋……淡咗，就會番唔到轉頭，啫係——」762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnbsgJMeHLh
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡba9nc0SPeV
「係咪驚我唔係咁諗？或者，我都係咁諗，但係講咗，就番唔到轉頭？」762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeTpAGNOLZe
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnTLJUEWs73
他忽然心寬，因為，他也有過這樣的思慮過程。762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvI8o8cDMxr
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgEC3FdsnTa
「係。」762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk1JnuwQk3n
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIc5iiroNUv
「明。」762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7VzlglQ0IZ
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgNQQz21YcI
「嗯，唔係所有嘢講出嚟，就可以趨向解決㗎嘛，可能一講，連原本咁樣都冇埋呢？咁到時點？」762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMXac75Nrgp
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp3ZUFl4qQw
「我都係咁覺得。」762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6sgzSziWwF
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBEFwdAv4YG
她有些不好意思地捽捽手指：762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOV5SBX7Lcd
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4rAFjSsVcP
「我哋，好似、好似都幾廢。」762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3IFTaf1LYo
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPSIIIu73wr
「係，垃圾。但係垃圾宜家識開口，係可回收㗎啦喎。」762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRGraMt64kR
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoirAgbrmcG
他指着不遠處的三色回收箱；而她沒好氣地笑一笑：762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlWLwBfdtlT
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVgt4k6FmaP
「都擺咗成三十幾年啦——唔係嘅，個問題啱啱先有啫。」762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRdJ3KhJtcn
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAhB39DFMNj
「嗯。咁宜家我哋肯傾，你係想……？我係因為想解決，所以先想同你講出口，我唔想再係咁啦，我諗，我哋都好辛苦。真㗎。」762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDY7C6XlGz1
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD3Qx2etRSf
二人的語調平緩，聲線都是輕輕的。762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNxBn40xnMT
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2j33QCJXAg
她點頭：「嗯。762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWiJ7eY7560
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIuzz3kRbDy
我啱啱咪話，之前想同你講嘅……但係最後冇講到嗰次。就係嗰日，嗯，我話嗰個學生同我表白嗰次。」762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Eh18vwjMV
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcRL68CAXye
「係，我記得。」762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVEmdNnmgr3
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ELI5PB1Rn
他想起，那天她比往常熱情，笑容燦爛，像一次晴天娃娃顯靈的天朗氣清。762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeGLAfBv6fn
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNqK3yGZE7o
「嗰次呢，就係因為佢同我講完，我就覺得，其實，我好愛你。762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwSrSdwXCAX
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvsRdLTBXNz
或者係，你真係好愛我——哈哈，有啲肉麻添。」762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwPe60WETw4
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs8WCdkTwqO
這個太清晰的她，阿朗清楚知道，並且予以認識、擁抱、接納，未曾離開。762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLENdgwWs5T
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmGXzBSHzMS
「係，少骨痹。」762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUY1RvEFkCU
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRXmt63jjrV
「就係咁啦——我聽完之後，唔覺得會有人可以取代到你嘅地位。始終呢，我都太多謝你啦。」762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdeS7AycMcU
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcG3myO4mSd
她越說越小聲，很久沒有告白愛意，突然覺得有些難以啟齒；將目光投射到前面在玩「紅綠燈」的小朋友上，微笑。762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUI9BkvZPpo
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOsQbeovi6v
「噢，對唔住。」762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSLprpcfTv1
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjrbn2hwS5G
他摸摸她的頭。762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWzQLWt3C5S
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP5aSej1Ds5
他記起，當時他打斷了她，因為他生氣於他們陌生，而她卻與別人熟絡到被鍾情。762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRFKkcvhecT
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvDsn7rsDcY
「唔緊要。所以嗰陣時冇講到。」762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWFsNLiVlvI
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ts0jIkjUw
她的決心竟然在融化。762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQC4rfuxYjS
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtUrdQarsKT
她補充：「我當時聽緊佢講，但係就只係得一種好攰嘅感覺，我只係諗起你，諗起你對我有幾好。」762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYjULiDZ4M9
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2JOBgLsZdW
「你都對我好好啊。」762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1bJcOhViza
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNHCgYYCNic
「係唔錯㗎。」762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAzmdH48tuS
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgUArxzq1dU
「嗯……我嗰日唔應該發你脾氣，我諗多咗。」762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3shpfPE5Yc
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtuzbDxbKgj
「係囉，嚇到我唔敢講。」762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2i76J8W2CS
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj3hRd5MTE9
「Well……雖然我就冇你咁正俾人媾，」只見思思笑着反了一個白眼，他說：「但係，我都有作出反思，都想改善……762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt33m0H49QE
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡohRmpSyMM5
我諗，我哋都有同一個感受，譬如我都會覺得我哋有嘢唔同、好掛住以前、記低對方嘅好，只係有啲無力。762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEOlC4MHGvp
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtB7rATXhAe
咁耐以嚟，我番殯儀呢，成日接觸啲唔喺度嘅人，其實都幾令我珍惜生活，始終我都唔想瞓喺度等其他人化妝……咁但係，我好似——因為太有安全感？覺得呢一種平淡係唔會更改，有好過冇，好過大家連平淡都唔得。762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq77j4aomsE
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAiJQ6FQcIm
所以，雖然珍惜生活，但係，就唔太珍惜……我哋。」762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhOVnnMiIkW
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi3EWajS55h
明明說珍惜生活、好好活着，第一個主觀感受是「好煩」，珍惜生活，卻沒有珍惜生活中身邊人的舉動，只在內心默唸、憂愁、後退。762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXJCr27D2gz
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSBKNgjjgkS
「嗯，明白你意思。」762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2l3hjLMdpl
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ67Sdr2pTxS
「但我想珍惜。宜家——或者係之前咁樣，我都唔太舒服。你呢？」762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSlkFxkG11D
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKytlMbKoS4
一切醞釀已久，終於不止困於無力腦袋中。762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkxL1C3Jnaq
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuD8i7bVPY3
「我都係。」762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMY0Rj7aeTk
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlVnX7AJj5K
「咁……就好啦。」762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFmUfsJnmMW
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgXmaYFDrI5
小朋友玩耍的歡快和老人家下棋的爭論忽然沒有了聲，他們只聽見自己的心跳，像已歷盡高山爬上了珠穆朗馬蜂，但無以為繼，只看着眼前美景卻不知是否應該原路往返——762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCqPwW4mMAU
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr329bFQVCn
說完了，之後呢？762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA1qO2srBdj
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzjdG2Mij1Z
「我想盪鞦韆，推我吖。」762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9UOKwmhtxd
762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY3FuDiFlS0
思思站起，向阿朗笑笑。762Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ97ZxNKbeki
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