「好。」804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQrwrbkGa5i
804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnPjMQRZhqJ
他們行街市，他們行超市，買了幾舊姜，買了一盒無核青提。804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgJJN1f3IOU
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阿朗捧着它們，思思挽着他的手，一路走回家。804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKCweJuVI2Z
804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJrQsnnwMYY
她和他說東西又加價了，好像貴了一點點；他點頭，和她一起歎物價高企，即使他不清楚原先的價錢。804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0dVX9nJCR3
804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO76BroYYVo
她煮飯，他們吃飯，他洗碗，全程很和諧。804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEwxmUS6Xkj
804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoMElJ0eq3q
和對方生活，說到底是舒適的。他們知道對方的吃什麼不吃什麼，進門出門前的小動作，糞便聞起來是什麼味道，長久的習慣締造出舉止自如的輕快。804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV9ezrJAbI0
804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiI2Mpbi0Xw
「落街行吓好冇？」阿朗問。804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOREOMxyr40
804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2KwwqWRnXI
思思明白：「好。」804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNZp6ruKdWM
804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVJJgUiDAx1
於是，他們像拍拖一樣，下樓到處逛逛，二人都沒有說話。804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaEXtnO15k4
804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG7eRyn2G0x
是因為享受閒適嗎？恐怕不是。他們在心裏打了一份草稿，正默默練習，演講的時候要配合眼神、表情、動作，不可以有任何差池——即使，他們都感覺到對方的態度軟化，仍怕一旦有細節處理不好，就會前功盡廢。804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnCPWhLL64G
804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw5Zzc4CEE0
行一行，又返回樓下公園，坐在那張長椅上，微風正好。804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMGYm14kpNs
804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgQiT7ExvBi
阿朗首先開口：804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWLl7TG1ktQ
804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7aywdkfrNL
「係呢……我有啲嘢想講。」804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5x4HEaddL1
804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC7Pshh9qef
「嗯？」804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBRNFHX0ou5
804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSoIEvt2yqO
「你覺唔覺得我哋怪怪哋，好似同以前好唔同咁。」804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO88ZsaRaes
804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRRQtgB87tQ
「覺。」她看着他，坦白承認。804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFrhKSQ7d6A
804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5qI76QoP6n
「其實，我覺得，我哋好似淡咗……或者唔係淡咗，但好似冇以前咁開心。」804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6IuJQkKNPf
804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPiA38PyWwC
「嗯。」804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6jTnksWil0
804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyICMvpJOA4
「啫係，我哋都……我哋都少講咗嘢，少傾咗偈，係呢一兩日先多啲。平時，都好似只係傾棉花糖咁……」804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrQxASHBkZg
804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡORvlgPjHhp
他回想，除了功課、興趣班、測考、冬季校服，只得訕訕地問好。804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhaqKETruf4
804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcCkNGhwJ9f
「好似係，連佢都覺得我哋唔太熟添。」804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2z8CA4RQ8v
804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡROacTjzd8N
她自嘲於被女兒發現端倪；阿朗也笑：804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOGbWKtiWS4
804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4IBkfZ5wjQ
「但係，我哋當然熟。」804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXnyQmnwP0v
804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdZP70KVzrO
「用熟唔熟嚟講我哋，好似有啲怪。」804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJBqmzm4yCs
804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsd2q87JKOS
他們已經很親，說不說話也有親厚情義，但確實不安於此，熟悉感正在剝落。804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡszPPRgBYXn
804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrB8EthrROA
「都係。」804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBNG9ff6B54
804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN6c3SubO4h
她深呼吸：804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiiaWbPaJQh
804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX9BW8BeHhK
「我明你意思，我都係咁覺得——」804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJvWAoUD5vx
804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡudzaTtlSAP
「嗯？」804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrq7pIwrzrC
804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡziUOTjLwKg
她直直地看着他，像背誦課文一樣：804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4nTQAXr29x
804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrofbaNsK3w
「我好唔開心——真㗎，因為我哋變成咁。但我唔想再咁落去啦，但係，我都唔知個問題出喺邊——你話，如果係喺以前，我會覺得都幾合理？但宜家，明明我哋都好好㗎……」804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSfaynIAxbo
804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbAncuP4c5z
他見她已說不下去的樣子，順着手肘牽起她的手，替她補充：804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡft4Tlbiatd
804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwC94ytIdEg
「嗯，我哋係好好，過得幾好，個女又咁生性，又夠錢洗。係咪因為咁，所以覺得啲嘢永遠都只會繼續行落去……我意思係，冇太多進步空間，甚至有啲太習慣、太安穩？804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0m1l19F1HO
804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRchU4PpNIJ
變咗，好似好悶咁？」804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVho2F6vBWM
804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYNH8xuEaky
他們達成共識。804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEEzNOYre1z
804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB9FiWYOxRr
她表達意願：804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN7xIOdqiZd
804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH0k1FBNjxj
「嗯……但係呢，我真係唔想再咁。」804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1FEjUpbc1X
804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHfF1GSK0VE
「我都唔想。」804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ72YrXhXkNJ
804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeMiFz3mKrS
「其實，我之前就想同你講，但係每次去到口唇邊，就講唔出咁……804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDgK9nY7a1U
804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmUytNnzbcD
我認我係有少少細膽，但係嗰陣時，我唔知你係點諗。我驚我同你講咗我唔開心，甚至同你講我覺得我哋……淡咗，就會番唔到轉頭，啫係——」804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3yJrMrfv1C
804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ9LCo0K8Qg
「係咪驚我唔係咁諗？或者，我都係咁諗，但係講咗，就番唔到轉頭？」804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY23ZUrAm7b
804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQlR4a5rWMA
他忽然心寬，因為，他也有過這樣的思慮過程。804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkhwHhd6JHd
804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdU12DNKLT4
「係。」804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoVyveKbg1F
804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Jef08euwT
「明。」804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqKQd5MtOTd
804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOjSlKyCIsC
「嗯，唔係所有嘢講出嚟，就可以趨向解決㗎嘛，可能一講，連原本咁樣都冇埋呢？咁到時點？」804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAkebgHhCa9
804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSODG3AKJKu
「我都係咁覺得。」804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKVgaOG3qD3
804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRbtKTnTV27
她有些不好意思地捽捽手指：804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMDg7K7Q5xV
804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOOuwXBHYo3
「我哋，好似、好似都幾廢。」804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpjCqUCufSN
804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcWv2focRfL
「係，垃圾。但係垃圾宜家識開口，係可回收㗎啦喎。」804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcrq9fMSax6
804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhCguQa3Kba
他指着不遠處的三色回收箱；而她沒好氣地笑一笑：804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSnwYz97ObI
804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgLUHYsaZOR
「都擺咗成三十幾年啦——唔係嘅，個問題啱啱先有啫。」804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbGqSwaKoJC
804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6nVr1Q1Hyk
「嗯。咁宜家我哋肯傾，你係想……？我係因為想解決，所以先想同你講出口，我唔想再係咁啦，我諗，我哋都好辛苦。真㗎。」804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiEx8VCaJnV
804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPiPI0UMcnZ
二人的語調平緩，聲線都是輕輕的。804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsTN7iKRK7H
804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2GVuRAoG1K
她點頭：「嗯。804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaCnZNf79JF
804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuxTHH9eYeq
我啱啱咪話，之前想同你講嘅……但係最後冇講到嗰次。就係嗰日，嗯，我話嗰個學生同我表白嗰次。」804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMaGaMdFGdk
804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNH5P9hTlW6
「係，我記得。」804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Q7n6nHdI9
804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMyNqMkAUoN
他想起，那天她比往常熱情，笑容燦爛，像一次晴天娃娃顯靈的天朗氣清。804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhdBtlIhW6A
804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ98AeKy937r
「嗰次呢，就係因為佢同我講完，我就覺得，其實，我好愛你。804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWa44F6yIu6
804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEWYVyJWmBG
或者係，你真係好愛我——哈哈，有啲肉麻添。」804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrBtZCXQ8gK
804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAEChV7TT88
這個太清晰的她，阿朗清楚知道，並且予以認識、擁抱、接納，未曾離開。804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3X8Iz9cXlu
804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Ri9JQxdp1
「係，少骨痹。」804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaIIVyRyPmA
804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOvib5YKRys
「就係咁啦——我聽完之後，唔覺得會有人可以取代到你嘅地位。始終呢，我都太多謝你啦。」804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡess51v2iIK
804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPNNtgNQVBp
她越說越小聲，很久沒有告白愛意，突然覺得有些難以啟齒；將目光投射到前面在玩「紅綠燈」的小朋友上，微笑。804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9J6qfiPHIq
804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKGV8aLNSg4
「噢，對唔住。」804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnrgWB0SFnL
804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKDQQNcBJYu
他摸摸她的頭。804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKuTKpMH04r
804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr3x4yJ2uQU
他記起，當時他打斷了她，因為他生氣於他們陌生，而她卻與別人熟絡到被鍾情。804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqJRWnxiYZA
804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC8DnqJQjMT
「唔緊要。所以嗰陣時冇講到。」804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM7NfWxwogo
804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh4vppt8TwZ
她的決心竟然在融化。804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3l7G0M5ZK5
804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKxJ6A1SKoo
她補充：「我當時聽緊佢講，但係就只係得一種好攰嘅感覺，我只係諗起你，諗起你對我有幾好。」804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1yYx8K3LGK
804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡExfdtPHsTI
「你都對我好好啊。」804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV7x2DQjJTL
804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuJKcZsiAC1
「係唔錯㗎。」804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7QAi3xtoxp
804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡct7P44jMes
「嗯……我嗰日唔應該發你脾氣，我諗多咗。」804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmUyPUIcMuR
804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJF1rZToAZW
「係囉，嚇到我唔敢講。」804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoTHljlAHQg
804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1BJGwRFQId
「Well……雖然我就冇你咁正俾人媾，」只見思思笑着反了一個白眼，他說：「但係，我都有作出反思，都想改善……804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKM07elsaJh
804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx2u2wY2So4
我諗，我哋都有同一個感受，譬如我都會覺得我哋有嘢唔同、好掛住以前、記低對方嘅好，只係有啲無力。804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2dmMI7bL7J
804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡboMXM3ThQY
咁耐以嚟，我番殯儀呢，成日接觸啲唔喺度嘅人，其實都幾令我珍惜生活，始終我都唔想瞓喺度等其他人化妝……咁但係，我好似——因為太有安全感？覺得呢一種平淡係唔會更改，有好過冇，好過大家連平淡都唔得。804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLfsUDiYg0q
804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl2h0uAH9bl
所以，雖然珍惜生活，但係，就唔太珍惜……我哋。」804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiOntGkz8sL
804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgAHJAmho4d
明明說珍惜生活、好好活着，第一個主觀感受是「好煩」，珍惜生活，卻沒有珍惜生活中身邊人的舉動，只在內心默唸、憂愁、後退。804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL6EUgePWZT
804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXscZwZnmJ1
「嗯，明白你意思。」804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTpgslStbT3
804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2RbAS6139z
「但我想珍惜。宜家——或者係之前咁樣，我都唔太舒服。你呢？」804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSYEy8YF5K0
804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnGHcDds9j0
一切醞釀已久，終於不止困於無力腦袋中。804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlC4IlfFGAd
804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡigJuNHH83j
「我都係。」804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiEZZFg2df5
804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdpONNJnIzw
「咁……就好啦。」804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnm3HpUjLwr
804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpyqT7xnUva
小朋友玩耍的歡快和老人家下棋的爭論忽然沒有了聲，他們只聽見自己的心跳，像已歷盡高山爬上了珠穆朗馬蜂，但無以為繼，只看着眼前美景卻不知是否應該原路往返——804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjh8OTPHByK
804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡosHH3T4b1h
說完了，之後呢？804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfKwJQ0pYG7
804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp4ZeZSgVnD
「我想盪鞦韆，推我吖。」804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡysfbQiXT6B
804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDzTZeFPcbr
思思站起，向阿朗笑笑。804Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8k1XBZx8Of
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