「好。」786Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6RlsHmkdW9
786Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW6Cxnfj4pA
他們行街市，他們行超市，買了幾舊姜，買了一盒無核青提。786Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmgLMs5BCaZ
786Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv4PZX9VCqR
阿朗捧着它們，思思挽着他的手，一路走回家。786Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEtFYRjVlEx
786Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcqz5Z37Jg3
她和他說東西又加價了，好像貴了一點點；他點頭，和她一起歎物價高企，即使他不清楚原先的價錢。786Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPcXRSVVo0E
786Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6poO7rzehO
她煮飯，他們吃飯，他洗碗，全程很和諧。786Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ZHcWwwJqg
786Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUzvzDg9H8X
和對方生活，說到底是舒適的。他們知道對方的吃什麼不吃什麼，進門出門前的小動作，糞便聞起來是什麼味道，長久的習慣締造出舉止自如的輕快。786Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiGuTgPfWxp
786Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC9rkw4Ov9p
「落街行吓好冇？」阿朗問。786Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7rYLkJ7czX
786Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW0yCL0jZ2k
思思明白：「好。」786Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxmPvPvMmIR
786Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrnaDrYaDY8
於是，他們像拍拖一樣，下樓到處逛逛，二人都沒有說話。786Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdiI0bwTC1z
786Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHHmNOkwPjO
是因為享受閒適嗎？恐怕不是。他們在心裏打了一份草稿，正默默練習，演講的時候要配合眼神、表情、動作，不可以有任何差池——即使，他們都感覺到對方的態度軟化，仍怕一旦有細節處理不好，就會前功盡廢。786Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzXxJkZkzNG
786Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkQIrRrfn5Q
行一行，又返回樓下公園，坐在那張長椅上，微風正好。786Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzhmuJZtvE9
786Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvIdHtPw3nt
阿朗首先開口：786Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3bguK15Wk9
786Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhA9dbmTuyf
「係呢……我有啲嘢想講。」786Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyJr1EpPN8b
786Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡceY1p4sdLi
「嗯？」786Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwfyUI7MaPb
786Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0nxMY18JMf
「你覺唔覺得我哋怪怪哋，好似同以前好唔同咁。」786Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM6c6Ji3CJc
786Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnhcGDZAin6
「覺。」她看着他，坦白承認。786Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeUCyBlMkDH
786Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEc6El87AN7
「其實，我覺得，我哋好似淡咗……或者唔係淡咗，但好似冇以前咁開心。」786Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYqmLNxciH5
786Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlOZB7o78Yc
「嗯。」786Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAE4PhA3AVb
786Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ42K0cdbUVO
「啫係，我哋都……我哋都少講咗嘢，少傾咗偈，係呢一兩日先多啲。平時，都好似只係傾棉花糖咁……」786Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡALDlCmjXM2
786Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOGi5zS9Fwk
他回想，除了功課、興趣班、測考、冬季校服，只得訕訕地問好。786Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHHMXDvaBdP
786Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3wdJnMVzjA
「好似係，連佢都覺得我哋唔太熟添。」786Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkigupL2ieP
786Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAfhYVvQa9M
她自嘲於被女兒發現端倪；阿朗也笑：786Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnw8dGArGYt
786Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa1UsvBVOej
「但係，我哋當然熟。」786Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7G6LhF7yCH
786Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡociua2dyob
「用熟唔熟嚟講我哋，好似有啲怪。」786Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ExYQR0H7c
786Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSRLa40IaaU
他們已經很親，說不說話也有親厚情義，但確實不安於此，熟悉感正在剝落。786Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrNueNTb8mS
786Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt2QmjWkegX
「都係。」786Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPCTricam07
786Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOVkYBJF9mr
她深呼吸：786Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxi4Kz8xUR1
786Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4l92wBjBvV
「我明你意思，我都係咁覺得——」786Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcE7sSqMTQa
786Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe20R525vvX
「嗯？」786Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsiv6x4xQhj
786Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRpSt8UoaHE
她直直地看着他，像背誦課文一樣：786Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjzAVJGN4US
786Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUe7dFTXjcH
「我好唔開心——真㗎，因為我哋變成咁。但我唔想再咁落去啦，但係，我都唔知個問題出喺邊——你話，如果係喺以前，我會覺得都幾合理？但宜家，明明我哋都好好㗎……」786Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZBm8h8c0gC
786Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ15Lx4fFxYQ
他見她已說不下去的樣子，順着手肘牽起她的手，替她補充：786Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoAOriWwic8
786Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjQxQFrybYs
「嗯，我哋係好好，過得幾好，個女又咁生性，又夠錢洗。係咪因為咁，所以覺得啲嘢永遠都只會繼續行落去……我意思係，冇太多進步空間，甚至有啲太習慣、太安穩？786Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo6vKFXQLgY
786Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQdmQuKivIh
變咗，好似好悶咁？」786Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJmcmUFZP0I
786Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWcrLtpZ9cQ
他們達成共識。786Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMAlfNdv1v4
786Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6sN2Apnj1S
她表達意願：786Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA4yzmlaeTG
786Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbdlwx59h4t
「嗯……但係呢，我真係唔想再咁。」786Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnJAt2L0CkK
786Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3kIsskTkkt
「我都唔想。」786Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIZYGsZFgyd
786Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMdpgQqpA8X
「其實，我之前就想同你講，但係每次去到口唇邊，就講唔出咁……786Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnmCFtJTG2P
786Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvLDpqMhGTU
我認我係有少少細膽，但係嗰陣時，我唔知你係點諗。我驚我同你講咗我唔開心，甚至同你講我覺得我哋……淡咗，就會番唔到轉頭，啫係——」786Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDMGqUcqqf7
786Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxndm6SUMl2
「係咪驚我唔係咁諗？或者，我都係咁諗，但係講咗，就番唔到轉頭？」786Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlHn5sjcbkW
786Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyEBgmOlq8A
他忽然心寬，因為，他也有過這樣的思慮過程。786Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5cve9F1Q6x
786Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk3CzvEWexI
「係。」786Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVjEysihRZr
786Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9JDQk1FWj5
「明。」786Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡodOKijPS8I
786Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNvES5cd5kL
「嗯，唔係所有嘢講出嚟，就可以趨向解決㗎嘛，可能一講，連原本咁樣都冇埋呢？咁到時點？」786Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMpFLKlwUHL
786Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzWEZ23ehKW
「我都係咁覺得。」786Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRTR0CgdIGL
786Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI0WdTECvEt
她有些不好意思地捽捽手指：786Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO18iJcjDYp
786Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2K1Hw4HM1x
「我哋，好似、好似都幾廢。」786Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0EcJtuVhlw
786Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqeVy3msBQg
「係，垃圾。但係垃圾宜家識開口，係可回收㗎啦喎。」786Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeJHZShQzPe
786Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUmXls85cnI
他指着不遠處的三色回收箱；而她沒好氣地笑一笑：786Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEKAUe3g6QM
786Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2n6FQbQb8E
「都擺咗成三十幾年啦——唔係嘅，個問題啱啱先有啫。」786Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW9LFg9NJIJ
786Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyq2nfbA1zU
「嗯。咁宜家我哋肯傾，你係想……？我係因為想解決，所以先想同你講出口，我唔想再係咁啦，我諗，我哋都好辛苦。真㗎。」786Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtz2wFx0MoC
786Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaw94jZawIc
二人的語調平緩，聲線都是輕輕的。786Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN0tzFPymTl
786Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVrcShE7EBE
她點頭：「嗯。786Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLZH9VsWLK2
786Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3L6iWNFts7
我啱啱咪話，之前想同你講嘅……但係最後冇講到嗰次。就係嗰日，嗯，我話嗰個學生同我表白嗰次。」786Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcnYt4FmxFK
786Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEGxhhKzUcn
「係，我記得。」786Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWIiXHJnCnz
786Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4eQPV3xpzN
他想起，那天她比往常熱情，笑容燦爛，像一次晴天娃娃顯靈的天朗氣清。786Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyurvygP9dA
786Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR2FOZKWl5z
「嗰次呢，就係因為佢同我講完，我就覺得，其實，我好愛你。786Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJH8FrRbuHI
786Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqLGLmz0vqV
或者係，你真係好愛我——哈哈，有啲肉麻添。」786Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3BIGA9UHIp
786Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwtJsbjCXim
這個太清晰的她，阿朗清楚知道，並且予以認識、擁抱、接納，未曾離開。786Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTgmUeZ27CQ
786Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡClj4n5tzmu
「係，少骨痹。」786Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwKtQFQsA5z
786Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡll2HRPQxRI
「就係咁啦——我聽完之後，唔覺得會有人可以取代到你嘅地位。始終呢，我都太多謝你啦。」786Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwjwwIBK2e5
786Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkw1zkB0qJK
她越說越小聲，很久沒有告白愛意，突然覺得有些難以啟齒；將目光投射到前面在玩「紅綠燈」的小朋友上，微笑。786Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNdiD2opszx
786Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXy9U04MzLx
「噢，對唔住。」786Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE9CZAKjX6p
786Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5l6m0dSl2v
他摸摸她的頭。786Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOlqjuwkyLr
786Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd1MqHSzwyN
他記起，當時他打斷了她，因為他生氣於他們陌生，而她卻與別人熟絡到被鍾情。786Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6IzlDVQMli
786Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsN40NAPzpK
「唔緊要。所以嗰陣時冇講到。」786Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWSA6qeumLN
786Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV7iIxxLNVo
她的決心竟然在融化。786Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaUJNEPdTez
786Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd6WYvKnJ25
她補充：「我當時聽緊佢講，但係就只係得一種好攰嘅感覺，我只係諗起你，諗起你對我有幾好。」786Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyPFhqJrXfV
786Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzR5wKmMLtA
「你都對我好好啊。」786Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Ndf6qW3fu
786Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMS7aEkmTi5
「係唔錯㗎。」786Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV47nLoCJzh
786Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ846GM8Bc2
「嗯……我嗰日唔應該發你脾氣，我諗多咗。」786Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj298tDFvFn
786Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKUtxalQFjM
「係囉，嚇到我唔敢講。」786Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJicaoBqs10
786Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgEVFESrV2r
「Well……雖然我就冇你咁正俾人媾，」只見思思笑着反了一個白眼，他說：「但係，我都有作出反思，都想改善……786Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡasS9aDz7EX
786Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3cJGdNy1td
我諗，我哋都有同一個感受，譬如我都會覺得我哋有嘢唔同、好掛住以前、記低對方嘅好，只係有啲無力。786Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmAwLmmxydJ
786Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4wdLjllQPR
咁耐以嚟，我番殯儀呢，成日接觸啲唔喺度嘅人，其實都幾令我珍惜生活，始終我都唔想瞓喺度等其他人化妝……咁但係，我好似——因為太有安全感？覺得呢一種平淡係唔會更改，有好過冇，好過大家連平淡都唔得。786Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYtZtBpGsh1
786Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtBqhYkZxr2
所以，雖然珍惜生活，但係，就唔太珍惜……我哋。」786Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAyy2b5Qy00
786Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMPO83kKdEX
明明說珍惜生活、好好活着，第一個主觀感受是「好煩」，珍惜生活，卻沒有珍惜生活中身邊人的舉動，只在內心默唸、憂愁、後退。786Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdW7sFqpl7q
786Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv1xn8G8SJT
「嗯，明白你意思。」786Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfudEZ5sW6g
786Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkc2yPUYdOH
「但我想珍惜。宜家——或者係之前咁樣，我都唔太舒服。你呢？」786Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkrsvcJudrf
786Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2QDHxfzsrY
一切醞釀已久，終於不止困於無力腦袋中。786Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVkDGTaHufh
786Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXs8XRvXjcs
「我都係。」786Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYIbgxyndtZ
786Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDAb6mJ17AY
「咁……就好啦。」786Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3vNmBcHzRh
786Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUxbeIvHKc6
小朋友玩耍的歡快和老人家下棋的爭論忽然沒有了聲，他們只聽見自己的心跳，像已歷盡高山爬上了珠穆朗馬蜂，但無以為繼，只看着眼前美景卻不知是否應該原路往返——786Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKMYBDXgCQ3
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說完了，之後呢？786Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSuBz64yQsz
786Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz2uicibtp4
「我想盪鞦韆，推我吖。」786Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2WOG5vMxSA
786Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxcSwnidUGm
思思站起，向阿朗笑笑。786Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRu6MJ7Q3ns
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