看，人是迂腐的；習慣習慣，成自然，温水煮蛙，稍一有一點好的迹象，又覺得可以停歇了，進一步甚至會丢失眼前美景，所以世間的問題很難真正地被解決，只會甩皮甩骨地苟活，但永不斷氣。838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN1qeFDmaQU
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下午，阿朗收到峰仔的WhatsApp：838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmbqse6wCH3
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「Fiona結婚喎，話要搞吓同學會，單身party喎。」附上兩個奸笑的表情。838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3QmgiDYlat
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「哦……我唔去啦。」阿朗答。838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9HadX37HlP
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「明。」838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD6Yx3yQkXq
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「玩得開心，唔好太癲，女朋友會擔心。」838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdpJeY9caMa
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「得啦。計我話，到時Fiona婚禮淨係襟兄弟都可以擺一圍，互相交流吓食評。」838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtskoptK3vj
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阿朗看見峰仔講得抵死，對着電話笑了；思思見狀，問：838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB4JLZhrwSe
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「傾咩傾得咁開心？」838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Z7OF5ONDT
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「有個中學同學結婚，峰仔講咗啲好好笑嘅嘢嚟寸佢。」838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuSYVBbSWc4
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「俾我睇吓？」838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡexpRgNgBaW
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「好。」838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwR1OhaxQ4o
838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwRx4sIAD64
她將頭凑近，一看就看到名字，面色僵了一下：838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjGWdiMgBfQ
838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRmvcgQSTqr
「哦，係Fiona喎。」838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhbisBfJmGA
838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw1WcU6QxmX
「係呀，佢咁都嫁得出。」838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVg0NckpEJ5
838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1DEmJo9Oxi
他一直覺得，Fiona不適宜嫁娶，像月曆上的陰暗日子一樣。838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLA6AllfKBV
838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQO79bsDuZo
「我係女人都覺得佢點都嫁得出嘅。咁咪幾好囉，我哋應該要替其他女人鬆一口氣。」838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ZjWiEOmPq
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適宜與否是一回事，長得漂亮、情商高，這個結果並不出奇；倒好，可以減少對其的戒心。838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbssDum7El7
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「嗯。總之，我唔會去party。」838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgcGVEWQ0VI
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「仲敢？」838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN22t7AQpto
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「唔敢。」838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaXMnExlNU0
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「係我大量先原諒你咋，醒醒定定。」838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI1Zskg6uJ3
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「得得得，知道。保證真係真係唔會再有咁嘅事。」838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFZYmtNffZX
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舊事重提，沒有點明，但也心知肚明。不是一種禁忌，但沒有人忘記。838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfPUwQMHSS2
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「其實佢真係幾靚。嗰次之後，我add咗佢Facebook，佢啲相影得好好睇，真人係咪都係呢個樣？」838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGvm9Ijz53M
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她想多看看他的初戀到底是何許人，幾乎記得Fiona分享過的語錄、自拍、瑣事。838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpoAbT33elH
838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgODcpwVNxK
「唔知，嗰次之後，我就unfriend咗佢。」838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7EptKLCcXK
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這是真的，他在杜絕自己做到傻事，或者給更多機會Fiona令他做壞事。838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjf3yW3EPve
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「我開俾你睇。」838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBxxfWw2hJU
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「唔洗啦。」838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGgduX604Vn
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心存芥蒂，毫不好奇。每每想起，他都有種不適，總是覺得差一點就會失去一切，失去眼前的所謂幸福和安穩。838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm2mdgnxdSp
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她見他皺眉，確實不情願，故調侃他：838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnU7oWEJVMi
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「做咩咁抗拒，心虛？」838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk0A3tXquz3
838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJjLTBHtXrj
「唔係啊，我只係唔想睇，都過咗去啦。」838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1KlUAwCBQu
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「其實，我仲好記得㗎。」838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEqUX1qmvJa
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即使，已成過去，但那一種呼吸不來的強忍淚水、逼使自己頭腦清晰冷靜的眼睛麻痹感，仍然赫人。838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcIMcosJnXx
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「Sorry。」838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡizP2I66Toq
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他不加以辯駁，也不想接話，沒有人想在自己犯錯的地方駐足，而且供別人遊覽；即使對方是髮妻。838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlu4AhfLKr3
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「我好似從來都冇同你講過咁，當時係唔想提，後來就係無謂提。但其實我好介意你上佢屋企，成身都係香水味咁番嚟，我都好介意你有咩都同佢講先，而我係咩都唔知。」838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdRqrongLod
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她為此，失卻了安全感；直到後來，才慢慢地相信他。當然，另一方面卻更安心，明白他對Fiona那種美人尚沒有過多越軌行為，其他人更難超越——思思如此自我安慰，在這個邏輯裏自洽。838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPf3kSiq6ka
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「Sorry……」838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP7HMAmyrHh
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他重複道歉，她一直沒有責備他，已很寬厚。838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVpNrmVfisr
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「唔緊要。我已經冇嘢，但只係想講出嚟啫，難得溝通吓吖嘛。」838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfN7NohsEGB
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「你信我，我冇鍾意過佢。」838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkWnpeGlAHP
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「嗯。」838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKItF0960YH
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既然說起，阿朗問：838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXagoIsVqIv
838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvPwoLds2x7
「咁你呢？有冇鍾意過你個學生？」838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDCiVA7JSyD
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她沒好氣地答：838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO391jP7vkB
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「當然冇——喂，人哋咁細個，我有冇咁狼死啊？」838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzFt5fiYGRq
838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Z22UY4zDn
「細個咪好，不知幾正，又青春又有活力。」838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKoRID0yF2w
838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIClAXG86F4
「唔覺。你真係傻仔嚟嘅。」838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPKRfYRPquH
838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmHteSI8IKT
「我邊度傻，一估就俾我估到，唔係淨係得你先有女人嘅直覺。」838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcaHTTHvEZI
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「威啦威啦。」838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9KVE43ZPf3
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二人都笑，然後，又停頓了一下。838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc5oZlVCh6H
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「佢最近點？」阿朗隨便問問。838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLVwTqZeAD3
838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW0ZW2521nS
「佢拍咗拖啦；琴日我見到佢，佢送咗盒鎮痛貼俾我。」838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnetPmWYL3Z
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「喺街上撞到？」838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoSRG3YB3Cn
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「佢喺校門等我。」838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNSwSdrZti7
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他忽然想起，昨晚，她從袋中取出鎮痛貼，然後着他幫忙貼上；時間推前，她比往常晚了一點回來。838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkQnrm17ryn
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他語帶諷刺：838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMXxVQUDMIN
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「哇，咁有心嘅？拍咗拖仲送嘢俾鍾意過嘅人？」838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsoGHYQxBYe
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她聽得出他的揶揄，反擊道：838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxa8tqkdmAh
838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVQDXxOYUQ5
「你夠結咗婚仲同初戀情人攬攬錫錫。」838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvazJQ2704a
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「邊同？我係以為佢有事先會上去，你呢？你個人生勾勾，佢都特登等你放工？」838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdzv1qBQfkL
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「有咩問題？」838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0HdM0hm1dW
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「佢又知你唔舒服？同學生有冇必要講咁多？」838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhDrAy1NRRL
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「識得耐，唔小心講多咗兩句咋嘛。」838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡimafkxhtJI
838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLzV09wE8W3
「都唔知止唔止淨係用口講，係咪幫你鏈埋骨？」838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvDk0MsdlE3
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是。838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc2yVNGtAeT
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「你夠係，都唔知止唔止淨係錫過。」838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZfYLdjIVYL
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是。838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxgALP09feu
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於是，二人盯着對方，再沒有說話。838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ1Edn2sgkr
838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcnUbrh3Tb6
明明，內心的劇本不是這樣的；明明，這些天來的掙扎和猶豫都是想為大家好，想大家都開心快樂，將心底的話都攤出來；明明，不應該如此，卻會在情緒驅使下，說一些傷害對方的話。838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEnwdQvmAMo
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原先想表達的是什麼？838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHKcG8JYkhT
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太像在運動場跑步了。跑個半小時，還是不停在同一個空間裏繞圈，來來去去都是這四百米，即使心率高企、汗已浸濕內衣褲，但在旁人看來，只是在原地踏步；慢慢，連自己也覺得如此。838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMO15est724
838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ssi83DcA3
更甚的是，新進場的人只會在內心鄙夷——才跑幾步就如此氣促？838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvI71S5gnFu
838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYvHXvht9nB
他們不會知道時間之長、體力之消耗。事實上，永遠只有自己才真正一直伴在自己身邊，838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNkFkoTL1Ah
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所以，阿朗和思思都不了解對方的心路歷程，只覺近來平淡，對方開始沒有心。838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfGIOSd3YXN
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所以，也因此，他們缺乏柔情的包容——838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY6h9pCUapS
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首先被情緒凌駕思考，繼而作出挑釁。838Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpjH6nJwzbj
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