看，人是迂腐的；習慣習慣，成自然，温水煮蛙，稍一有一點好的迹象，又覺得可以停歇了，進一步甚至會丢失眼前美景，所以世間的問題很難真正地被解決，只會甩皮甩骨地苟活，但永不斷氣。810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkCWqdsls2l
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下午，阿朗收到峰仔的WhatsApp：810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEn1ngqrV1l
810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhnOLLqg2DZ
「Fiona結婚喎，話要搞吓同學會，單身party喎。」附上兩個奸笑的表情。810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwWyQNxQLE1
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「哦……我唔去啦。」阿朗答。810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSdIaHsgo9D
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「明。」810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrJYhGVN5W3
810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWWCntIpDgq
「玩得開心，唔好太癲，女朋友會擔心。」810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUqZr8N6zja
810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw9WFFHtwNe
「得啦。計我話，到時Fiona婚禮淨係襟兄弟都可以擺一圍，互相交流吓食評。」810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkaucsdXECS
810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKrdcUfSGsF
阿朗看見峰仔講得抵死，對着電話笑了；思思見狀，問：810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCo4khc9YwZ
810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoNfsRF7Dfi
「傾咩傾得咁開心？」810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi0vcuct2p6
810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq68oVg7Zjo
「有個中學同學結婚，峰仔講咗啲好好笑嘅嘢嚟寸佢。」810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgQFxXDhVyR
810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK4fW1LJZj4
「俾我睇吓？」810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj079dcsEgR
810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI0tchnYOTM
「好。」810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡteEuc753wQ
810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHj7dbqzcAB
她將頭凑近，一看就看到名字，面色僵了一下：810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdw3Ij3qX8T
810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzxoPRnc4FW
「哦，係Fiona喎。」810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFJOBgGgboP
810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡccgmL0kIuz
「係呀，佢咁都嫁得出。」810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoID4yLbkv1
810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡht46b31e2J
他一直覺得，Fiona不適宜嫁娶，像月曆上的陰暗日子一樣。810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCxM1Byb8hp
810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkDPyFpOg7B
「我係女人都覺得佢點都嫁得出嘅。咁咪幾好囉，我哋應該要替其他女人鬆一口氣。」810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5MMcxHIzYq
810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT7au5MJU4a
適宜與否是一回事，長得漂亮、情商高，這個結果並不出奇；倒好，可以減少對其的戒心。810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFFPk0dMGxB
810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTYOZivNFug
「嗯。總之，我唔會去party。」810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡffE63yO2vi
810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbDMYFNWg9d
「仲敢？」810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUnIc73eJip
810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4NnfUuXzGZ
「唔敢。」810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8CTjGt8cDM
810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVk4ThIdbCK
「係我大量先原諒你咋，醒醒定定。」810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpJvhhhrTMr
810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8iSAkyix00
「得得得，知道。保證真係真係唔會再有咁嘅事。」810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡybEbETFz9T
810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjaBVXx8mAT
舊事重提，沒有點明，但也心知肚明。不是一種禁忌，但沒有人忘記。810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdCydcbwj9X
810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlTjniFvg6m
「其實佢真係幾靚。嗰次之後，我add咗佢Facebook，佢啲相影得好好睇，真人係咪都係呢個樣？」810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXacaWNoce3
810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9DfUKFwvFE
她想多看看他的初戀到底是何許人，幾乎記得Fiona分享過的語錄、自拍、瑣事。810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7MTPiBmQsU
810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPhmPvWXXCL
「唔知，嗰次之後，我就unfriend咗佢。」810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMMx6fCNlAq
810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqPOVPj6cnZ
這是真的，他在杜絕自己做到傻事，或者給更多機會Fiona令他做壞事。810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlqlcQ1VjYq
810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu3b1aIMY4J
「我開俾你睇。」810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2EUMHh0oia
810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL5wBnVl8SN
「唔洗啦。」810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwVButXBFJ4
810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAdHd286sa9
心存芥蒂，毫不好奇。每每想起，他都有種不適，總是覺得差一點就會失去一切，失去眼前的所謂幸福和安穩。810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡURWp0bTmmp
810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1QoyHg9uHE
她見他皺眉，確實不情願，故調侃他：810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡubmVteBdSA
810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVEblsdXclI
「做咩咁抗拒，心虛？」810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJt3KOGNmDI
810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpXq8QnvTAu
「唔係啊，我只係唔想睇，都過咗去啦。」810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Z19I95H30
810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe2ggltqYyg
「其實，我仲好記得㗎。」810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxLgTSm6N8h
810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL2F1Br98W1
即使，已成過去，但那一種呼吸不來的強忍淚水、逼使自己頭腦清晰冷靜的眼睛麻痹感，仍然赫人。810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzxnZ1OZzQ2
810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYJfD9kakE1
「Sorry。」810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡooKRbDgYsB
810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ60958REn2T
他不加以辯駁，也不想接話，沒有人想在自己犯錯的地方駐足，而且供別人遊覽；即使對方是髮妻。810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1cRg5cngVv
810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2gX2QVI4NP
「我好似從來都冇同你講過咁，當時係唔想提，後來就係無謂提。但其實我好介意你上佢屋企，成身都係香水味咁番嚟，我都好介意你有咩都同佢講先，而我係咩都唔知。」810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUn1wB1RTU0
810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeTgMmNRaOh
她為此，失卻了安全感；直到後來，才慢慢地相信他。當然，另一方面卻更安心，明白他對Fiona那種美人尚沒有過多越軌行為，其他人更難超越——思思如此自我安慰，在這個邏輯裏自洽。810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoyomyEeCVY
810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNu2JVZUoXP
「Sorry……」810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHrMC3E4euW
810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWMsV24xOfN
他重複道歉，她一直沒有責備他，已很寬厚。810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡioR09eQ7XU
810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ORXZu4buK
「唔緊要。我已經冇嘢，但只係想講出嚟啫，難得溝通吓吖嘛。」810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfAspLl8lMM
810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf6F38cL8N4
「你信我，我冇鍾意過佢。」810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfPC9tb7q23
810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm9xM6G17V2
「嗯。」810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOwunjn4WAK
810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxEMRiyGBWV
既然說起，阿朗問：810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4oisjgWSXN
810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM1Gq4JTKPC
「咁你呢？有冇鍾意過你個學生？」810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFH3urOuW0d
810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAI1uJg3Nbc
她沒好氣地答：810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFn2NVGYlId
810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkcjDvwZDLh
「當然冇——喂，人哋咁細個，我有冇咁狼死啊？」810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjlZXcGIQDS
810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaQMf1ZeCSQ
「細個咪好，不知幾正，又青春又有活力。」810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjA5jmnoTpB
810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNsvtdGNmO2
「唔覺。你真係傻仔嚟嘅。」810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzOSvIkE7vY
810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6xEjE1OSxT
「我邊度傻，一估就俾我估到，唔係淨係得你先有女人嘅直覺。」810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUDCRA6gKpW
810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzsUPo1TWdv
「威啦威啦。」810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeJzNEdvEz0
810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFg2HrCEXT4
二人都笑，然後，又停頓了一下。810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6T6E7LsFy3
810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7obx8GNTgc
「佢最近點？」阿朗隨便問問。810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhy64JzXvCf
810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ28z9AxV4zi
「佢拍咗拖啦；琴日我見到佢，佢送咗盒鎮痛貼俾我。」810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZF4v3vWoIj
810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDusQj4rsiu
「喺街上撞到？」810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9408imtOBu
810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNxMlF0q45M
「佢喺校門等我。」810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuoZWBl3tOy
810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw55LJogoXM
他忽然想起，昨晚，她從袋中取出鎮痛貼，然後着他幫忙貼上；時間推前，她比往常晚了一點回來。810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR05gEfejB8
810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6hC8VV9EGH
他語帶諷刺：810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBrdMCKAhAG
810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkaHYOmaGIG
「哇，咁有心嘅？拍咗拖仲送嘢俾鍾意過嘅人？」810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡszxLSWWunW
810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfCc5JfwYIC
她聽得出他的揶揄，反擊道：810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG08vn2zYb4
810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbeDNkpiCsi
「你夠結咗婚仲同初戀情人攬攬錫錫。」810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdwDYgvfDOh
810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNgfcVTn5ar
「邊同？我係以為佢有事先會上去，你呢？你個人生勾勾，佢都特登等你放工？」810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7SqkDZoA1E
810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeGK5bpg8xH
「有咩問題？」810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ6rUBgkxlk
810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj9mw0DV4ig
「佢又知你唔舒服？同學生有冇必要講咁多？」810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡczDx9Ey6XC
810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaVv65FUiHt
「識得耐，唔小心講多咗兩句咋嘛。」810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWyfIMtKpI7
810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvhWyB7mF8S
「都唔知止唔止淨係用口講，係咪幫你鏈埋骨？」810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGYvZyxvflg
810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0mnuRfiIad
是。810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTk3sx9V81c
810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS1pYur72K4
「你夠係，都唔知止唔止淨係錫過。」810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT1T99SDgI1
810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKbD70zfw3B
是。810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMJTrha4Kv1
810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpOxBEK6XeQ
於是，二人盯着對方，再沒有說話。810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYspe0MXIqG
810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwBSVdoKDg5
明明，內心的劇本不是這樣的；明明，這些天來的掙扎和猶豫都是想為大家好，想大家都開心快樂，將心底的話都攤出來；明明，不應該如此，卻會在情緒驅使下，說一些傷害對方的話。810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB4cupx3uJW
810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsZ7O9ARIZn
原先想表達的是什麼？810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdcq0Y3XIAU
810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7G5UyAu6o3
太像在運動場跑步了。跑個半小時，還是不停在同一個空間裏繞圈，來來去去都是這四百米，即使心率高企、汗已浸濕內衣褲，但在旁人看來，只是在原地踏步；慢慢，連自己也覺得如此。810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkQlbrtaqhE
810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡott2R9ebre
更甚的是，新進場的人只會在內心鄙夷——才跑幾步就如此氣促？810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmLEcZyWa9A
810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4mjYlwnCNW
他們不會知道時間之長、體力之消耗。事實上，永遠只有自己才真正一直伴在自己身邊，810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXWj7W9623c
810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHSIITXQnJG
所以，阿朗和思思都不了解對方的心路歷程，只覺近來平淡，對方開始沒有心。810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVlucaaajAe
810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvG7GzrBMq1
所以，也因此，他們缺乏柔情的包容——810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl7AhYMTGMU
810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCe2THqwf3K
首先被情緒凌駕思考，繼而作出挑釁。810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxPH3AnW4rG
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