看，人是迂腐的；習慣習慣，成自然，温水煮蛙，稍一有一點好的迹象，又覺得可以停歇了，進一步甚至會丢失眼前美景，所以世間的問題很難真正地被解決，只會甩皮甩骨地苟活，但永不斷氣。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlgAdMnvs2x
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsWYlpLVpck
下午，阿朗收到峰仔的WhatsApp：885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqTe8pLAQOl
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrKx4U9FzKU
「Fiona結婚喎，話要搞吓同學會，單身party喎。」附上兩個奸笑的表情。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVBdSgU00x7
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFXyO5hNLtf
「哦……我唔去啦。」阿朗答。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcuc3djgszk
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwCeZa4FSWR
「明。」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqpHgysipxs
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAKmPmMHoiO
「玩得開心，唔好太癲，女朋友會擔心。」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHqu7xJyQc4
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsydD3yTWq4
「得啦。計我話，到時Fiona婚禮淨係襟兄弟都可以擺一圍，互相交流吓食評。」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ97C8BJMU1Y
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcD3RN7OcV1
阿朗看見峰仔講得抵死，對着電話笑了；思思見狀，問：885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTTOe8iJykb
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhVjhblLoVy
「傾咩傾得咁開心？」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9y3auboY5R
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNrBpIarCUO
「有個中學同學結婚，峰仔講咗啲好好笑嘅嘢嚟寸佢。」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Pei2l1FWL
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyHUubfCYOM
「俾我睇吓？」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJooZbyvQSi
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG7p3tZTDPd
「好。」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡULhChN0R4q
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdfij5O7Fu1
她將頭凑近，一看就看到名字，面色僵了一下：885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnQTOvMF0qn
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAnpM2eT5dQ
「哦，係Fiona喎。」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMtNJkUo0El
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5K2AilBe3O
「係呀，佢咁都嫁得出。」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡplxYUKHhTr
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ80OFAqsbs
他一直覺得，Fiona不適宜嫁娶，像月曆上的陰暗日子一樣。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDdC66TQKhg
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdxp0uVBHuI
「我係女人都覺得佢點都嫁得出嘅。咁咪幾好囉，我哋應該要替其他女人鬆一口氣。」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYClF1E8o9M
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnPvxHAIv6g
適宜與否是一回事，長得漂亮、情商高，這個結果並不出奇；倒好，可以減少對其的戒心。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpsWkvd2f3F
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB7i64myqhK
「嗯。總之，我唔會去party。」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxOX9ggrGpV
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPrywU9sjVJ
「仲敢？」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjHFkqnnTvt
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbzjTSJKuVg
「唔敢。」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHEaPjcmTzo
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVr5WzFJKrv
「係我大量先原諒你咋，醒醒定定。」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzuDpSYh9jj
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAhJJGJDfm9
「得得得，知道。保證真係真係唔會再有咁嘅事。」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp9CBOgdRBC
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZB8LaBXAOl
舊事重提，沒有點明，但也心知肚明。不是一種禁忌，但沒有人忘記。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBPRC6ws6z5
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBRR79kP27S
「其實佢真係幾靚。嗰次之後，我add咗佢Facebook，佢啲相影得好好睇，真人係咪都係呢個樣？」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt30QjTAMjH
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnbwS2t1PXf
她想多看看他的初戀到底是何許人，幾乎記得Fiona分享過的語錄、自拍、瑣事。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJmM8vfh0zN
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy4oDHRcRGE
「唔知，嗰次之後，我就unfriend咗佢。」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvgeTNAZVN8
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqHgJ0WPU4N
這是真的，他在杜絕自己做到傻事，或者給更多機會Fiona令他做壞事。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTL1L6L5hhH
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEWGy3o1GTP
「我開俾你睇。」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAfheJfwmdi
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2YSLFDC1Fs
「唔洗啦。」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhY4jHujBrq
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhOs0HtNgUm
心存芥蒂，毫不好奇。每每想起，他都有種不適，總是覺得差一點就會失去一切，失去眼前的所謂幸福和安穩。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8F5I2kmkT3
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuezKPqRVyZ
她見他皺眉，確實不情願，故調侃他：885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ45R23IOE4T
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG35s5Gtc0O
「做咩咁抗拒，心虛？」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhPXyV66jRJ
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXtEqAwvF9o
「唔係啊，我只係唔想睇，都過咗去啦。」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMpbGXJvfND
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxpTdpWNqFR
「其實，我仲好記得㗎。」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Aa7I9AHX3
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHNS4ct5Fp6
即使，已成過去，但那一種呼吸不來的強忍淚水、逼使自己頭腦清晰冷靜的眼睛麻痹感，仍然赫人。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlwUCwBPHOQ
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtKj2QGt6vB
「Sorry。」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaAVjCRoNvT
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCIGufqsG8M
他不加以辯駁，也不想接話，沒有人想在自己犯錯的地方駐足，而且供別人遊覽；即使對方是髮妻。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsmSe7CuvTf
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJVYYcMb01f
「我好似從來都冇同你講過咁，當時係唔想提，後來就係無謂提。但其實我好介意你上佢屋企，成身都係香水味咁番嚟，我都好介意你有咩都同佢講先，而我係咩都唔知。」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZDdWB3m01l
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡolpxb2gDy6
她為此，失卻了安全感；直到後來，才慢慢地相信他。當然，另一方面卻更安心，明白他對Fiona那種美人尚沒有過多越軌行為，其他人更難超越——思思如此自我安慰，在這個邏輯裏自洽。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr61EKAeH4f
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZNsNgkvoWL
「Sorry……」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVuvNiRI9Tm
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIIcsdbwUeh
他重複道歉，她一直沒有責備他，已很寬厚。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Vhn6vU4Hl
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnG9k4GFHPF
「唔緊要。我已經冇嘢，但只係想講出嚟啫，難得溝通吓吖嘛。」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuwxxD5DPr1
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFCSTzZzbOw
「你信我，我冇鍾意過佢。」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWmOhiKSLQw
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZZU9vxALmx
「嗯。」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYjUvxe2a9W
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeQD5H46ocy
既然說起，阿朗問：885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ85BRe97LpC
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfPBy3NGhWW
「咁你呢？有冇鍾意過你個學生？」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx6Z4o98bQH
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ25FeAKRkem
她沒好氣地答：885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9R6SmWNvmk
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY3ClzzH9lB
「當然冇——喂，人哋咁細個，我有冇咁狼死啊？」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFSw2uuHjZd
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9uX6AIZ0P5
「細個咪好，不知幾正，又青春又有活力。」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR6O6z9Js4s
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxIX9cuRJit
「唔覺。你真係傻仔嚟嘅。」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQdF77M2W3L
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtrJc8Bp17J
「我邊度傻，一估就俾我估到，唔係淨係得你先有女人嘅直覺。」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYcEwRkj8e6
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvB4QoswXnd
「威啦威啦。」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGVYOafoScU
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgbF0n1J7wH
二人都笑，然後，又停頓了一下。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjSDfegEVJM
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcMmcl3XtJR
「佢最近點？」阿朗隨便問問。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLsoWHA8LQ4
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtG7Cl0rBNF
「佢拍咗拖啦；琴日我見到佢，佢送咗盒鎮痛貼俾我。」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1w9LerZwUl
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIVydHBTMnz
「喺街上撞到？」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhLbsSlip1X
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvNqSfciz6q
「佢喺校門等我。」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuMJEQ4w35I
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGKuGDW51nD
他忽然想起，昨晚，她從袋中取出鎮痛貼，然後着他幫忙貼上；時間推前，她比往常晚了一點回來。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqPGYLQKLzL
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6QXgKTIec4
他語帶諷刺：885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt7x4ObNduH
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo5Q4bPH9pY
「哇，咁有心嘅？拍咗拖仲送嘢俾鍾意過嘅人？」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8oYp7755IM
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtCXbj01cZm
她聽得出他的揶揄，反擊道：885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKSb8VRc3Tw
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq8Ttm1i30q
「你夠結咗婚仲同初戀情人攬攬錫錫。」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZAaAFSkLVi
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ErB57IqaY
「邊同？我係以為佢有事先會上去，你呢？你個人生勾勾，佢都特登等你放工？」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaCmBK7H4kV
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3EgvOlM124
「有咩問題？」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzP9TNEYogb
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVcUhWaAeVg
「佢又知你唔舒服？同學生有冇必要講咁多？」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnz4DpVI2oP
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiJxJjr1XyD
「識得耐，唔小心講多咗兩句咋嘛。」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8L3NMVwv7r
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡymYpnKCXpy
「都唔知止唔止淨係用口講，係咪幫你鏈埋骨？」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7LCq2mVdJt
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYVgbwrQt9M
是。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡodkiqYswpZ
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkv9LzHWVQ9
「你夠係，都唔知止唔止淨係錫過。」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6E0TF0KUn0
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdy1sVEEShE
是。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoR0wzh3PaA
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡinVvvhCrNw
於是，二人盯着對方，再沒有說話。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0kUVOxWOra
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhwAx01WbD4
明明，內心的劇本不是這樣的；明明，這些天來的掙扎和猶豫都是想為大家好，想大家都開心快樂，將心底的話都攤出來；明明，不應該如此，卻會在情緒驅使下，說一些傷害對方的話。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHWLSGwh84G
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ08jIX93cFj
原先想表達的是什麼？885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5pHcGt4yaV
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9QlrSABP7s
太像在運動場跑步了。跑個半小時，還是不停在同一個空間裏繞圈，來來去去都是這四百米，即使心率高企、汗已浸濕內衣褲，但在旁人看來，只是在原地踏步；慢慢，連自己也覺得如此。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ18TwYq96oX
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡymNQwBvDKp
更甚的是，新進場的人只會在內心鄙夷——才跑幾步就如此氣促？885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmzSHTtL0ns
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ209CxHoTge
他們不會知道時間之長、體力之消耗。事實上，永遠只有自己才真正一直伴在自己身邊，885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPXjX1CZBlg
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmE3UXZ7Iz5
所以，阿朗和思思都不了解對方的心路歷程，只覺近來平淡，對方開始沒有心。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV2wJDg5qUU
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTXqWS677AO
所以，也因此，他們缺乏柔情的包容——885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwK6ThUdLFL
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt0d6vOjDtq
首先被情緒凌駕思考，繼而作出挑釁。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6xY1SQw45U
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