看，人是迂腐的；習慣習慣，成自然，温水煮蛙，稍一有一點好的迹象，又覺得可以停歇了，進一步甚至會丢失眼前美景，所以世間的問題很難真正地被解決，只會甩皮甩骨地苟活，但永不斷氣。870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2zYoCwkSWG
870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtdzVWyAAZL
下午，阿朗收到峰仔的WhatsApp：870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4tHvFSAi6n
870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6me0RSnkzZ
「Fiona結婚喎，話要搞吓同學會，單身party喎。」附上兩個奸笑的表情。870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ22czVfPWIH
870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAgNHtxcuI5
「哦……我唔去啦。」阿朗答。870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZYjELDdTKu
870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJGHf6KluQM
「明。」870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9rqzD4haRS
870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeyIsKDhM9X
「玩得開心，唔好太癲，女朋友會擔心。」870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB6TLKyKVJo
870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr6BJ9XJEPH
「得啦。計我話，到時Fiona婚禮淨係襟兄弟都可以擺一圍，互相交流吓食評。」870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ882erMdqvP
870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUDziwYzB20
阿朗看見峰仔講得抵死，對着電話笑了；思思見狀，問：870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAfsBwsrolF
870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ2e6PBBnA0
「傾咩傾得咁開心？」870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhw4VhJFxSJ
870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi26nAWlexc
「有個中學同學結婚，峰仔講咗啲好好笑嘅嘢嚟寸佢。」870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7YkvIy04Id
870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVttT3DNva6
「俾我睇吓？」870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj25hT1sCVF
870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkqKBeKg9Zm
「好。」870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbph3kZZI6h
870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjQfEMnF3Ip
她將頭凑近，一看就看到名字，面色僵了一下：870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP92XvapYfS
870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0qthRIXJJm
「哦，係Fiona喎。」870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq6sdKqHewW
870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡINCvySXvfG
「係呀，佢咁都嫁得出。」870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU8g8VDwgyG
870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDO8OplXZFm
他一直覺得，Fiona不適宜嫁娶，像月曆上的陰暗日子一樣。870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAXtdiDYv9J
870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpRPRE4e3zt
「我係女人都覺得佢點都嫁得出嘅。咁咪幾好囉，我哋應該要替其他女人鬆一口氣。」870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsQJoQNux8X
870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWR6jyf7ujP
適宜與否是一回事，長得漂亮、情商高，這個結果並不出奇；倒好，可以減少對其的戒心。870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSnow1oKanP
870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Pk6uxk7tR
「嗯。總之，我唔會去party。」870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI4Rf73p6Ql
870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzWNPRkRAQ2
「仲敢？」870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhRX7ug9IYy
870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzJSXvwhdxn
「唔敢。」870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMVQgrxSayQ
870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaA8jdiySqc
「係我大量先原諒你咋，醒醒定定。」870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRo987Npydy
870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp9usk0Fo6u
「得得得，知道。保證真係真係唔會再有咁嘅事。」870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0bTL9BM5Zi
870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHayms2GVVL
舊事重提，沒有點明，但也心知肚明。不是一種禁忌，但沒有人忘記。870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ivHG8h1uX
870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIW6qhHf1I5
「其實佢真係幾靚。嗰次之後，我add咗佢Facebook，佢啲相影得好好睇，真人係咪都係呢個樣？」870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ24mTlRqTc7
870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs4l4zyJsVG
她想多看看他的初戀到底是何許人，幾乎記得Fiona分享過的語錄、自拍、瑣事。870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3l8f8HKmFm
870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZdGuv8F840
「唔知，嗰次之後，我就unfriend咗佢。」870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyecFW3S0fy
870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu00TdsAz0o
這是真的，他在杜絕自己做到傻事，或者給更多機會Fiona令他做壞事。870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPBw3fin8kQ
870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRHh8AKZKGC
「我開俾你睇。」870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBqWhrngYKr
870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpeUq1dMPR9
「唔洗啦。」870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ78HVzJblr2
870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxKPXO4HaBr
心存芥蒂，毫不好奇。每每想起，他都有種不適，總是覺得差一點就會失去一切，失去眼前的所謂幸福和安穩。870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZFavVra6Ez
870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrWaGAxcxzp
她見他皺眉，確實不情願，故調侃他：870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNwqhfJcDzC
870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2e55k2darX
「做咩咁抗拒，心虛？」870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBjnBsYuOZJ
870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX6gzcEYjwJ
「唔係啊，我只係唔想睇，都過咗去啦。」870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhKunLxl5ly
870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsY7UgpgDrx
「其實，我仲好記得㗎。」870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsPbC6t4cTr
870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiLT2mdQWed
即使，已成過去，但那一種呼吸不來的強忍淚水、逼使自己頭腦清晰冷靜的眼睛麻痹感，仍然赫人。870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhbmrl00Adg
870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgzseXLC66B
「Sorry。」870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm6UDQ2rlKT
870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKnNyqBqkfA
他不加以辯駁，也不想接話，沒有人想在自己犯錯的地方駐足，而且供別人遊覽；即使對方是髮妻。870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxjSe1THiqo
870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK0kSSc2Sg9
「我好似從來都冇同你講過咁，當時係唔想提，後來就係無謂提。但其實我好介意你上佢屋企，成身都係香水味咁番嚟，我都好介意你有咩都同佢講先，而我係咩都唔知。」870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfjOpCrbKQo
870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGP6lyval5j
她為此，失卻了安全感；直到後來，才慢慢地相信他。當然，另一方面卻更安心，明白他對Fiona那種美人尚沒有過多越軌行為，其他人更難超越——思思如此自我安慰，在這個邏輯裏自洽。870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3EJ0ZmahC4
870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz8dqsohtgi
「Sorry……」870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeE5ZoZkbYM
870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfwbHuEzz5u
他重複道歉，她一直沒有責備他，已很寬厚。870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOG3YJIHN4z
870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ipRTim4dC
「唔緊要。我已經冇嘢，但只係想講出嚟啫，難得溝通吓吖嘛。」870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrTBJgH2kpo
870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9zcDidJhjx
「你信我，我冇鍾意過佢。」870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYdnaTGZIJN
870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5cyU4Iyhv1
「嗯。」870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAToEq44DiO
870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwT0Qxx49UW
既然說起，阿朗問：870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpFXZqaXnPm
870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDFR4730gAn
「咁你呢？有冇鍾意過你個學生？」870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHrvP2J6ZIz
870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqEqptZofLT
她沒好氣地答：870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9RkXlSu1fj
870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzZ5rpBv7Wy
「當然冇——喂，人哋咁細個，我有冇咁狼死啊？」870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJw5B3EB7DL
870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXj6Fbq2YzZ
「細個咪好，不知幾正，又青春又有活力。」870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUfgOCIUUcp
870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVOavOFfyJG
「唔覺。你真係傻仔嚟嘅。」870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcA2qxrIcyA
870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlu3pZcedqu
「我邊度傻，一估就俾我估到，唔係淨係得你先有女人嘅直覺。」870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1OAKP88IPy
870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6mBa5oSy4B
「威啦威啦。」870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkGmng9Dz3X
870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfsmjki7rG1
二人都笑，然後，又停頓了一下。870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhMZskEAjzm
870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4YMXW1dlIn
「佢最近點？」阿朗隨便問問。870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzUdafx5uR3
870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRRp5bu6hJ3
「佢拍咗拖啦；琴日我見到佢，佢送咗盒鎮痛貼俾我。」870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8FAMWUMnUF
870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY3SCHxRe3l
「喺街上撞到？」870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBqkzt5KNGz
870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpDWa5DXvdr
「佢喺校門等我。」870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7y9UdwwMgU
870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyCmfGGBBOg
他忽然想起，昨晚，她從袋中取出鎮痛貼，然後着他幫忙貼上；時間推前，她比往常晚了一點回來。870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQuzkFSGGKS
870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrBciJvAora
他語帶諷刺：870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhvl6V4dRzX
870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoxfXUuZuO0
「哇，咁有心嘅？拍咗拖仲送嘢俾鍾意過嘅人？」870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOGWiRCi9uQ
870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUWgUVqBw6O
她聽得出他的揶揄，反擊道：870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcR1eAXopcy
870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ZoXVmgp7S
「你夠結咗婚仲同初戀情人攬攬錫錫。」870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMACNGkny7C
870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXRm4vYTah5
「邊同？我係以為佢有事先會上去，你呢？你個人生勾勾，佢都特登等你放工？」870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Tg4IZuApj
870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuaPevVvfpU
「有咩問題？」870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2a95rd7K9w
870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjOkh9S918q
「佢又知你唔舒服？同學生有冇必要講咁多？」870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwcOCaXdFWN
870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX80dOPdnAO
「識得耐，唔小心講多咗兩句咋嘛。」870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgFLhC3qgHq
870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbYoEqpWh3g
「都唔知止唔止淨係用口講，係咪幫你鏈埋骨？」870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIv1eUf3Ipc
870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfgTxphUUGW
是。870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxrODZdojsi
870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcgDtYjHZYc
「你夠係，都唔知止唔止淨係錫過。」870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5XN3As2jph
870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ23okY6BdAM
是。870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfBM2hI8EXC
870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBfFhNyFYex
於是，二人盯着對方，再沒有說話。870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFLIiDchDrQ
870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO6dyj35odB
明明，內心的劇本不是這樣的；明明，這些天來的掙扎和猶豫都是想為大家好，想大家都開心快樂，將心底的話都攤出來；明明，不應該如此，卻會在情緒驅使下，說一些傷害對方的話。870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU9ERTTRs2f
870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxb1VmuFr8U
原先想表達的是什麼？870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZzGuy3Jj7Z
870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwtWzeTysAA
太像在運動場跑步了。跑個半小時，還是不停在同一個空間裏繞圈，來來去去都是這四百米，即使心率高企、汗已浸濕內衣褲，但在旁人看來，只是在原地踏步；慢慢，連自己也覺得如此。870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeAMfQP9enM
870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyUgqlPRVqJ
更甚的是，新進場的人只會在內心鄙夷——才跑幾步就如此氣促？870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNlMBbNNqSh
870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzn3qwEE1k8
他們不會知道時間之長、體力之消耗。事實上，永遠只有自己才真正一直伴在自己身邊，870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU1Ewc5Yfcy
870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbO5Ada3zQk
所以，阿朗和思思都不了解對方的心路歷程，只覺近來平淡，對方開始沒有心。870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡipZBvgRqv1
870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ65Ak9Olovv
所以，也因此，他們缺乏柔情的包容——870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRd3ECzL2eY
870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOlYJu2Nftm
首先被情緒凌駕思考，繼而作出挑釁。870Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC8pnF9nNWm
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