思思追問:810Please respect copyright.PENANAeEGwbcUX5u
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「一直傾?維持咗幾耐?」810Please respect copyright.PENANAIRjgnrjsNX
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「一陣。之前已經冇,係今日佢揾番我。」810Please respect copyright.PENANAjx7b3zhVzV
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「點解唔繼續傾?」810Please respect copyright.PENANAEYbMjSxoeA
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「上個月,佢咪喺Facebook post咗張相嘅……跟住,你都見到,我覺得,再係咁落去,唔得。」810Please respect copyright.PENANAHzMQhqm2h5
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思思不解——810Please respect copyright.PENANAhKBo1b7ooS
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點解咁就唔得,而之前得?驚我發現咗,主導權就直接喺我度,而你驚我唔信你冇出軌?定係,再耐啲,你就會出軌,上哂床咁,仲鍾意埋佢?810Please respect copyright.PENANAVv8hW7iA4o
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「咁宜家,同埋以後,你有事仲會唔會同我講?」810Please respect copyright.PENANAg9Uh4TzgQF
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「會。」810Please respect copyright.PENANASo9DZkNnB3
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「點解?」810Please respect copyright.PENANAz6a99cvovS
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「因為,我唔可以失去你……」810Please respect copyright.PENANA9FTLxWJ81g
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正確、或準確點地說,他已經發現,所謂不可對她言說的原因,其實是太過介意她的想法,因而怯懦。810Please respect copyright.PENANAcfBPDKT77K
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他想永遠做她的天,所以,不可以讓她知道地厚天高,他的信心隨年月剝落,碎碎的,不能再捽開;但是,同時,再和Fiona說下去,他就真的會和思思越行越遠。810Please respect copyright.PENANARSElLG7UYv
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這是他之前不再與Fiona聯絡的原因。810Please respect copyright.PENANAJ2o89WDyiH
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他不應因此轉投另一個女子,他自問並不是那一種大人,說了愛就要愛一生一世。810Please respect copyright.PENANAj1N6YwND2E
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而現在,他說了出來,這是他的心結。810Please respect copyright.PENANAKf9M84tZMX
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如果將來會一起走很遠的路,他也不想瞞她了。810Please respect copyright.PENANAW09ATihwUY
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對,不瞞她了。810Please respect copyright.PENANAaMip4KtF4j
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不瞞她了——810Please respect copyright.PENANAX1vvZHhskd
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可能,她會有很多很多的情緒,正負面與否;但是,他已經決定,以後坦誠相對;如果他知道,她是永遠愛他的,那麼又為何要有那麼多的擔心和憂慮?軟弱什麼?810Please respect copyright.PENANAJ20OWU08CY
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「老公,你覺得,我有咩可以做得再好啲?」810Please respect copyright.PENANAjdQXo4nPWr
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她問道,真誠地看着他。810Please respect copyright.PENANAPZzbuQBMTw
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她不知何故,竟給阿朗落下不能輕鬆以對的色相,她覺得自己已經足夠支持、關懷、體諒,但原來,這只是她一己的看法;或者,這些這些、再多再多,也不夠。810Please respect copyright.PENANALdFqFFGgWQ
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他問自己,為什麼,思思不可以是那個人,他為什麼不能和她說那麼多深沉的心事呢。810Please respect copyright.PENANAwI9BkC8eTS
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「唔係,你冇問題,係我、係我問題。」810Please respect copyright.PENANA3jVSmryTlR
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是他自己失落、自卑,怕她若知道,將迂迴曲折地令他更加自卑;那麼,他就有感自己再無法直立。810Please respect copyright.PENANAIyzbbisCfE
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只是,成功感對一個人來說,太重要了……想要好好地活着,不只為了呼吸生存,他就要被肯定、被接納——他這一個人,而不是他的所作所為所行。810Please respect copyright.PENANA2MkzexlX08
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「唔係。」810Please respect copyright.PENANAFLq2Ol5kKP
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沒有問題,有什麼問題?810Please respect copyright.PENANANdccg8PTEq
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她好像明白他的意思……810Please respect copyright.PENANADqeWy9OlbM
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她讀過很多心理學相關的課程和書籍,但是,原來再多的知識,也不足以令人了解「心」;太複雜了,生物書說:左心房右心室,竟然就此流通血液維持着一個人的生命,卻沒有教他們,怎樣解剖思想和情感。就算將耳朵貼近心臟,仍然聽不到任何音節,只有一式一樣的「撲撲」。810Please respect copyright.PENANAs8hhtjsQ3O
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是否,他對自身感到不受歡迎嗎?所以,之前,才每天訕訕不樂的樣子。810Please respect copyright.PENANAVuZHrJVO2m
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而她,將此歸咎於他很累,她不知道其他原因了;所以,她這樣歸因。810Please respect copyright.PENANA80nqGjRJwN
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「對唔住。」810Please respect copyright.PENANAVSZa4VGjpJ
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阿朗道歉。810Please respect copyright.PENANAGUtQZv0qZ1
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就算思思自責,但是,有個不爭的事實擺在眼前,她確實每天都忠心地等待他的歸來;而他明明許諾,永遠不拋下她,要和她一同遊歷人世間。810Please respect copyright.PENANAzzjJKvisRw
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東風若來,三月的柳絮方飛,他達達的馬蹄不是錯誤。於她,他是歸人,而不是打從江南走過的過客。而他此刻,確令她失望,無論如何;他沒有心神關注她開落的容顏,卻望向另一個遠遠不及蓮花高雅的女子。810Please respect copyright.PENANAsXUUaOQ7MK
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思思失望於阿朗不夠相信她。810Please respect copyright.PENANAHPDDTMRmlZ
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若然Fiona是男兒身,二人毫無情慾的流轉,其實,她一樣嫉妒,只有程度輕重之分。她不是非得要成為他的唯一,只是,至少讓她知道,他有煩惱;而非獨個扛下。810Please respect copyright.PENANA0XuYzWLX3O
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「唔緊要……」810Please respect copyright.PENANACvut8H2QUM
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其實她知道,自己已盡本分,二人大概溝通不足,有些地方無法盡善盡美;一瞬間又覺得,沒什麼好說的,只由得情緒發酵。810Please respect copyright.PENANAw1Pxul1gpb
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她又想起:810Please respect copyright.PENANAzRpoCSgqPW
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「咁所以,今日你同Fiona真係冇做其他嘢?講真,我覺得,佢真係想擒你……早知我就同你一齊上去啦。你知唔知啊?等你番嚟嗰時,我真係好擔心。」810Please respect copyright.PENANA9G6rXeDcNx
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「係,冇做其他嘢。」810Please respect copyright.PENANAAm7cCQw4a4
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親吻,已經夠了。推開她,已經是一個最完滿的結局,不用再多解釋,她不會再想知道其他的。810Please respect copyright.PENANAdqOUWpisE9
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而且,多一些、少一些枝節,都不影響結局。810Please respect copyright.PENANAMse8MIfvW6
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如果不止親吻呢?思思躺下來,誠實問心——如果比親吻還多一點呢?可不可以?810Please respect copyright.PENANAFJQGRVcFuW
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可以?810Please respect copyright.PENANAACJeyNScuI
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思思肯定,他們沒有做愛,如果有,阿朗必然累很多;如果只是前戲,而最後,他推開了她呢,可以嗎?810Please respect copyright.PENANAuHmUBK9q1a
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這是出軌,是的。可是,隨即他就回到軌道上,堅決地向着她進發。810Please respect copyright.PENANAKHV3LaOgu7
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可以。810Please respect copyright.PENANAAVwpLScw5v
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思思心軟。810Please respect copyright.PENANAxzKLc1GTPt
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愛很可怕,也難以解釋;至少此刻,她有種「被堅定地選擇」的感覺。她就是一個很需要安全感的人,想和他在一起,永遠永遠。所以,不能在他說不愛她之前,就此分開。810Please respect copyright.PENANAiBRx11hrvJ
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她搖搖頭,又覺得自己應該相信他,他說,只是親吻。810Please respect copyright.PENANArRmR8w1H1t
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「如果再有下次咁點算?」810Please respect copyright.PENANAQwDSI4BGBf
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「唔會,」他睜大雙眼看着她,重覆:「唔會有下次。」810Please respect copyright.PENANAKheVWOgWxA
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阿朗說罷,如常將她擁入懷中。810Please respect copyright.PENANAyTGgxbiWfJ
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二人心情,都不太好,想着有關過去、現在、未來的擔憂。810Please respect copyright.PENANAtQVDLfk4B3
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入夜關燈,二人閉眼,各懷不安。810Please respect copyright.PENANAXAQXChCd71
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思思不斷回想她的不足。810Please respect copyright.PENANA4U9T9ZNhYr
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阿朗不斷回想他的不足。810Please respect copyright.PENANAXvBizupxSN
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二人都無法回想對方的不足,暗暗發誓,要對對方更好,直至死亡降臨。810Please respect copyright.PENANAPW7JjajjBQ
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