「我今日化咗一個識嘅人。」795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsXwmXBEBMV
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「邊個？」795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoaQ05hYIcD
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刷牙的聲音不斷，在拭淨他的湛了消毒藥水氣味的指甲。795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtRHwSCcWOp
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「以前同佢踢過吓波。佢係峰仔大學同學嘅老公。」795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxroCElUJMf
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糞便「咚」的一聲跌進水中，她將廁所門打開。795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOMU4OGkRlk
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「噢……」795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1xhSdrUW34
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「佢同我哋差唔多大，但係，佢死咗。」795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP7UsTtcwUM
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2GGAlMjPGQ
「嗯……」795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmIk1NUpkVJ
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她不知怎樣回應。以往，事不關己自然高高掛起，始終，人類的悲歡並不互通，即使聽見抱歉之事會惻然、會難受，但也不至於心痛，幾秒過後，情緒平緩；但如果亡者是所識者，不可淡然地說一句「生死有命」，聽到的人只會很憤怒。795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjBTaONCDBW
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因為沒有。我命由我不由天，是否？795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp4dzTMbosa
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyWUkKOK3us
「佢同我哋差唔多大，」他重複：「佢係好人，但佢死咗。」795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP7ElQlnUPB
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她轉身，捽捽他的肩。795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP58PvfhpDs
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「點死？」795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBtzjkZh5ax
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb791IKwHCG
「交通意外。」795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1viW5Lkg17
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「噢……」795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9EhyMApCRA
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空間靜默，肚有些痛，身旁只有髮妻如常梳洗，談話內容悽楚，激起他動容：795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ5pXF8SHlq
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「我唔想死。我好驚。」795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Ro3XPesfl
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她從鏡中看見他以手掩面，感覺他有心結：795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXjMHpBWXjP
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「我都唔想你死。」795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTpfv0R4IgB
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他看着她的側面，大聲了一點點：795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbYZfssNDtt
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoIBrphDz91
「佢老婆喊得好慘。但係，你知唔知我第一吓唔好覺得佢好慘，係覺得你好慘。」795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwnBWYf7viQ
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她將漱口水吐出，不明白：795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkTJ2yqltMm
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「我有咩慘？」795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMXhFcACypM
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「如果我死咗，我覺得你都會咁。」795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF30saJKI9a
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這是事實。795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr9eA9xPRu7
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「嗯。」795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ19EwzQ7I0y
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她打開水龍頭，洗乾淨牙刷，空氣只有不規則水聲和些許異味，光的廁所照耀暗的客廳，詭異的配搭。795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhuZoBuvLZC
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAU19YPkui0
她肯定的說：「如果我死咗，你都會咁。」795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzhV7jS5ZcX
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGq8RFRqyqP
她轉身，看他，猛然發覺他的眼是紅的；她很少見他如此。795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsTsbdsuR5R
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIJlQsNqu9S
以為，已接觸慣再無呼吸的美麗人兒，不會再有這種聯想；可是，他怕，若然天降橫禍，再無呼吸的是他，或者是她，那麼，他必然惱恨和嘲諷自己，明知、早已習慣生命脆弱，卻不能及時完成心中所想。這是他完整的憂愁的邏輯。795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbqC41lghIK
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他說：795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ57UbEopZfC
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「咁不如唔好死？或者，以後一齊死？」795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtXbjDX7qKy
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她突然覺得，他們要一起生、一起活；死亡只是一瞬間的事，但活着不是、生存不是。比起死，她想和他一起活：795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJL66hfUxYF
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA9fej7OBzt
「唔好講呢啲啦。我哋唔會無啦啦有事，好冇？」795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ3RqDs1Lhf
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCBR8XbR1Hb
她的聲音像在哄小孩一樣，此刻他是小孩子，如同十八歲時說些大無畏的情話，同樣妙想天開；只是當時不知道，永遠是多遠。795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbXFWCzjQFb
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4uZB2LaClP
「唔得。我哋都唔好死。」795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGaLQ4YaI3n
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他倔強。795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnAZeOwI24S
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其實，差一點點，他們就可以到達永遠——他們對望，試圖消除繁思俗想，經已共對十多年，生死面前無難事。795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9m35fZYf87
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幸好他們活着，他們有的，只是忽然的感慨，而不是血淋淋的事實。795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi6sBQsvxor
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她順從，也做回十八歲少女：795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1BJlLCM2kW
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWa1KA8iPPJ
「好，我哋一齊煉丹，永遠長生不老。」795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5lRrITFvpv
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfO1zuSOMos
「嗯。」795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQBc77MqM6c
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他終於滿意。795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMGQbVSSyGJ
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不一定要長生不老，但長生不老的時間，足以他們將一切講清講楚，有多少說多少，有什麼說什麼，掏家掘穴。795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmCeZ7ZN3Ba
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丹不一定是靈藥，但他們自己，是自己的靈丹妙藥，或者，是對方的。795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKxoXFOWoSw
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc7rAEfwxla
「咁嘅環境，講呢啲嘢。」795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbdiLCnZ2qX
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwGzVrdNT2n
思思笑，看他們在做什麼？一個刷牙刷到將水漬留在衣上，一個坐在廁板拉出長條形糞便，然後談生死訣別，談一生一世，談達到永遠——哪有一點仙界模樣？795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXPDt50DZ4N
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「係，我哋好騎籬。」795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHR9M8VyvMT
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阿朗也笑。795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfeS5VHrePn
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「我抹埋先，你出去先啦。」795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0iR0uJKhrc
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGKMkRxzqV2
她出廳，看到光的他站起；他清潔，看到暗的她在看他。795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5pP73Er21S
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp0kdfn0U3K
沖廁，洗手，輕易地捲起和送別一些什麼。795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoPDnzApBPl
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUAQIi6cKtu
當然還不夠，但至少，今天，他們說得很多話。795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3RTjkpVVrc
795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnFqTvbGAPC
大概，二人一生都會記得這一段談話，自覺毫不遜色於古代詩人的情話——即使，只有他們這樣認為，但是，已經足夠。795Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTd2iWahNKR
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