「我今日化咗一個識嘅人。」814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmIXyXc1HTw
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「邊個？」814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAKeXdvro2r
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刷牙的聲音不斷，在拭淨他的湛了消毒藥水氣味的指甲。814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSCgQvNHd8O
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「以前同佢踢過吓波。佢係峰仔大學同學嘅老公。」814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx4ClaOZxyz
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糞便「咚」的一聲跌進水中，她將廁所門打開。814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdX9gVChFag
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「噢……」814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv5BUdv7jTu
814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnL0kzKFLyZ
「佢同我哋差唔多大，但係，佢死咗。」814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFHEDJreMiH
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「嗯……」814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwaXMYBFi40
814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3AivEgg5qR
她不知怎樣回應。以往，事不關己自然高高掛起，始終，人類的悲歡並不互通，即使聽見抱歉之事會惻然、會難受，但也不至於心痛，幾秒過後，情緒平緩；但如果亡者是所識者，不可淡然地說一句「生死有命」，聽到的人只會很憤怒。814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡny2sFD1JXA
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因為沒有。我命由我不由天，是否？814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwvehuInyOK
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「佢同我哋差唔多大，」他重複：「佢係好人，但佢死咗。」814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe1Cr4LfWf8
814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCNxJdccWHc
她轉身，捽捽他的肩。814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKRAI4b0lVh
814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡANjmgR1Krg
「點死？」814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhenb3HKjkh
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「交通意外。」814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡALgI3Nm7YT
814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOSSyN8E3hJ
「噢……」814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0v0olTuNfy
814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4c2mWHoEqt
空間靜默，肚有些痛，身旁只有髮妻如常梳洗，談話內容悽楚，激起他動容：814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1qCikRzNtS
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「我唔想死。我好驚。」814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYXOcHDJhsT
814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFS1q31bttW
她從鏡中看見他以手掩面，感覺他有心結：814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxSVT4il1yM
814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqYrkswI1XA
「我都唔想你死。」814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeIWZvOuPC3
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他看着她的側面，大聲了一點點：814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTZhX4wCU5a
814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfZlFqDBMmY
「佢老婆喊得好慘。但係，你知唔知我第一吓唔好覺得佢好慘，係覺得你好慘。」814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8OnlopKouJ
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她將漱口水吐出，不明白：814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdiBcI3AE2J
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「我有咩慘？」814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhNsui0mMd4
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「如果我死咗，我覺得你都會咁。」814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡekpicJHvS1
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這是事實。814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHgnQHJFaUi
814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKpv8x8d5hd
「嗯。」814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡql6GD6mWSY
814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡloEzFqblpe
她打開水龍頭，洗乾淨牙刷，空氣只有不規則水聲和些許異味，光的廁所照耀暗的客廳，詭異的配搭。814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS98mtmoLuz
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她肯定的說：「如果我死咗，你都會咁。」814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡddZKnIYiUL
814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG3NDfa74al
她轉身，看他，猛然發覺他的眼是紅的；她很少見他如此。814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjD8vXsd2mX
814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ23BiuW1WKO
以為，已接觸慣再無呼吸的美麗人兒，不會再有這種聯想；可是，他怕，若然天降橫禍，再無呼吸的是他，或者是她，那麼，他必然惱恨和嘲諷自己，明知、早已習慣生命脆弱，卻不能及時完成心中所想。這是他完整的憂愁的邏輯。814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7DzbWqxpyN
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他說：814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP0Nn5J6EzZ
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「咁不如唔好死？或者，以後一齊死？」814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7fDVJrMsVr
814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBuatJjdR6Y
她突然覺得，他們要一起生、一起活；死亡只是一瞬間的事，但活着不是、生存不是。比起死，她想和他一起活：814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo2xkxyYdlz
814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5N9GnM6mLd
「唔好講呢啲啦。我哋唔會無啦啦有事，好冇？」814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLjhMPfQWMR
814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuwZrrwFm2z
她的聲音像在哄小孩一樣，此刻他是小孩子，如同十八歲時說些大無畏的情話，同樣妙想天開；只是當時不知道，永遠是多遠。814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyEm2DadkS0
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「唔得。我哋都唔好死。」814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkeu4k5L5nA
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他倔強。814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJa41JUAdZI
814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0RvgK9rtuU
其實，差一點點，他們就可以到達永遠——他們對望，試圖消除繁思俗想，經已共對十多年，生死面前無難事。814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGSNfECVUH6
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幸好他們活着，他們有的，只是忽然的感慨，而不是血淋淋的事實。814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnYqrEk3yp0
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她順從，也做回十八歲少女：814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsevukz3seT
814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3kOc765WjC
「好，我哋一齊煉丹，永遠長生不老。」814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbMBdPXRuIV
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「嗯。」814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuFekhsW4aH
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他終於滿意。814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡluCiIWlXyO
814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTtvkPZY08H
不一定要長生不老，但長生不老的時間，足以他們將一切講清講楚，有多少說多少，有什麼說什麼，掏家掘穴。814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtFIU2gGG9r
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丹不一定是靈藥，但他們自己，是自己的靈丹妙藥，或者，是對方的。814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT0Le6l0pp2
814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu2rv9BzKSJ
「咁嘅環境，講呢啲嘢。」814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTOpW1wGYTg
814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt4WyfucJCR
思思笑，看他們在做什麼？一個刷牙刷到將水漬留在衣上，一個坐在廁板拉出長條形糞便，然後談生死訣別，談一生一世，談達到永遠——哪有一點仙界模樣？814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3osGhT61T1
814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9hQxpcMtlZ
「係，我哋好騎籬。」814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmty1GRWtku
814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNmjs1uf4O7
阿朗也笑。814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDopkeuDtor
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「我抹埋先，你出去先啦。」814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGDqBPuwNz6
814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkJ8l29JwXn
她出廳，看到光的他站起；他清潔，看到暗的她在看他。814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1uszQ9BtoY
814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi7xTO7NJ59
沖廁，洗手，輕易地捲起和送別一些什麼。814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6n3CQBstsi
814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlt0zIh7nAb
當然還不夠，但至少，今天，他們說得很多話。814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvmypsQQjHs
814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLSWqYglsgV
大概，二人一生都會記得這一段談話，自覺毫不遜色於古代詩人的情話——即使，只有他們這樣認為，但是，已經足夠。814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiK91nzH6pX
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