「我今日化咗一個識嘅人。」814Please respect copyright.PENANAmIXyXc1HTw
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「邊個?」814Please respect copyright.PENANAAKeXdvro2r
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刷牙的聲音不斷,在拭淨他的湛了消毒藥水氣味的指甲。814Please respect copyright.PENANASCgQvNHd8O
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「以前同佢踢過吓波。佢係峰仔大學同學嘅老公。」814Please respect copyright.PENANAx4ClaOZxyz
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糞便「咚」的一聲跌進水中,她將廁所門打開。814Please respect copyright.PENANAdX9gVChFag
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「噢……」814Please respect copyright.PENANAv5BUdv7jTu
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「佢同我哋差唔多大,但係,佢死咗。」814Please respect copyright.PENANAFHEDJreMiH
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「嗯……」814Please respect copyright.PENANAwaXMYBFi40
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她不知怎樣回應。以往,事不關己自然高高掛起,始終,人類的悲歡並不互通,即使聽見抱歉之事會惻然、會難受,但也不至於心痛,幾秒過後,情緒平緩;但如果亡者是所識者,不可淡然地說一句「生死有命」,聽到的人只會很憤怒。814Please respect copyright.PENANAny2sFD1JXA
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因為沒有。我命由我不由天,是否?814Please respect copyright.PENANAwvehuInyOK
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「佢同我哋差唔多大,」他重複:「佢係好人,但佢死咗。」814Please respect copyright.PENANAe1Cr4LfWf8
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她轉身,捽捽他的肩。814Please respect copyright.PENANAKRAI4b0lVh
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「點死?」814Please respect copyright.PENANAhenb3HKjkh
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「交通意外。」814Please respect copyright.PENANAALgI3Nm7YT
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「噢……」814Please respect copyright.PENANA0v0olTuNfy
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空間靜默,肚有些痛,身旁只有髮妻如常梳洗,談話內容悽楚,激起他動容:814Please respect copyright.PENANA1qCikRzNtS
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「我唔想死。我好驚。」814Please respect copyright.PENANAYXOcHDJhsT
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她從鏡中看見他以手掩面,感覺他有心結:814Please respect copyright.PENANAxSVT4il1yM
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「我都唔想你死。」814Please respect copyright.PENANAeIWZvOuPC3
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他看着她的側面,大聲了一點點:814Please respect copyright.PENANATZhX4wCU5a
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「佢老婆喊得好慘。但係,你知唔知我第一吓唔好覺得佢好慘,係覺得你好慘。」814Please respect copyright.PENANA8OnlopKouJ
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她將漱口水吐出,不明白:814Please respect copyright.PENANAdiBcI3AE2J
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「我有咩慘?」814Please respect copyright.PENANAhNsui0mMd4
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「如果我死咗,我覺得你都會咁。」814Please respect copyright.PENANAekpicJHvS1
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這是事實。814Please respect copyright.PENANAHgnQHJFaUi
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「嗯。」814Please respect copyright.PENANAql6GD6mWSY
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她打開水龍頭,洗乾淨牙刷,空氣只有不規則水聲和些許異味,光的廁所照耀暗的客廳,詭異的配搭。814Please respect copyright.PENANAS98mtmoLuz
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她肯定的說:「如果我死咗,你都會咁。」814Please respect copyright.PENANAddZKnIYiUL
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她轉身,看他,猛然發覺他的眼是紅的;她很少見他如此。814Please respect copyright.PENANAjD8vXsd2mX
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以為,已接觸慣再無呼吸的美麗人兒,不會再有這種聯想;可是,他怕,若然天降橫禍,再無呼吸的是他,或者是她,那麼,他必然惱恨和嘲諷自己,明知、早已習慣生命脆弱,卻不能及時完成心中所想。這是他完整的憂愁的邏輯。814Please respect copyright.PENANA7DzbWqxpyN
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他說:814Please respect copyright.PENANAP0Nn5J6EzZ
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「咁不如唔好死?或者,以後一齊死?」814Please respect copyright.PENANA7fDVJrMsVr
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她突然覺得,他們要一起生、一起活;死亡只是一瞬間的事,但活着不是、生存不是。比起死,她想和他一起活:814Please respect copyright.PENANAo2xkxyYdlz
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「唔好講呢啲啦。我哋唔會無啦啦有事,好冇?」814Please respect copyright.PENANALjhMPfQWMR
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她的聲音像在哄小孩一樣,此刻他是小孩子,如同十八歲時說些大無畏的情話,同樣妙想天開;只是當時不知道,永遠是多遠。814Please respect copyright.PENANAyEm2DadkS0
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「唔得。我哋都唔好死。」814Please respect copyright.PENANAkeu4k5L5nA
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他倔強。814Please respect copyright.PENANAJa41JUAdZI
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其實,差一點點,他們就可以到達永遠——他們對望,試圖消除繁思俗想,經已共對十多年,生死面前無難事。814Please respect copyright.PENANAGSNfECVUH6
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幸好他們活着,他們有的,只是忽然的感慨,而不是血淋淋的事實。814Please respect copyright.PENANAnYqrEk3yp0
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她順從,也做回十八歲少女:814Please respect copyright.PENANAsevukz3seT
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「好,我哋一齊煉丹,永遠長生不老。」814Please respect copyright.PENANAbMBdPXRuIV
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「嗯。」814Please respect copyright.PENANAuFekhsW4aH
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他終於滿意。814Please respect copyright.PENANAluCiIWlXyO
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不一定要長生不老,但長生不老的時間,足以他們將一切講清講楚,有多少說多少,有什麼說什麼,掏家掘穴。814Please respect copyright.PENANAtFIU2gGG9r
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丹不一定是靈藥,但他們自己,是自己的靈丹妙藥,或者,是對方的。814Please respect copyright.PENANAT0Le6l0pp2
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「咁嘅環境,講呢啲嘢。」814Please respect copyright.PENANATOpW1wGYTg
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思思笑,看他們在做什麼?一個刷牙刷到將水漬留在衣上,一個坐在廁板拉出長條形糞便,然後談生死訣別,談一生一世,談達到永遠——哪有一點仙界模樣?814Please respect copyright.PENANA3osGhT61T1
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「係,我哋好騎籬。」814Please respect copyright.PENANAmty1GRWtku
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阿朗也笑。814Please respect copyright.PENANADopkeuDtor
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「我抹埋先,你出去先啦。」814Please respect copyright.PENANAGDqBPuwNz6
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她出廳,看到光的他站起;他清潔,看到暗的她在看他。814Please respect copyright.PENANA1uszQ9BtoY
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沖廁,洗手,輕易地捲起和送別一些什麼。814Please respect copyright.PENANA6n3CQBstsi
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當然還不夠,但至少,今天,他們說得很多話。814Please respect copyright.PENANAvmypsQQjHs
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大概,二人一生都會記得這一段談話,自覺毫不遜色於古代詩人的情話——即使,只有他們這樣認為,但是,已經足夠。814Please respect copyright.PENANAiK91nzH6pX
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