思思母親笑，深深地看了他們一眼，不作聲的繼續進食。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXQ662tiE48
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棉花糖落座：885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUaZ76187jA
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「哇！今日食蝦，好耶！」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXfhNV0xsic
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「係啊，婆婆煮得好好食㗎，你食多啲啦。」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR9oOrhfpBo
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阿朗將一隻蝦從思思處遞給棉花糖的口；他剝了很多隻蝦，放在思思的碟子裏，這是他的習慣，風雨不改——就算岳母是否在此，他都如此，像洗澡步驟一樣都植入了血液之中。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWV9vgZB1wP
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同你一齊食飯，我從來都冇剝過蝦。你話，呢啲嘢應該係你做嘅，叫我專心食飯。其實，我覺得咁樣太「公主」；偏偏，我好鍾意你幫我剝殻個樣。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkvUXpofhrJ
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「好食好食，仲好食過媽咪煮！」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7zVDz2dhCZ
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHjMSdLpPOW
「嗚，有咗婆婆就唔要我啦，悅思小朋友，我對你好失望。」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2mUIqpT5tS
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「媽咪煮就一百分，婆婆煮就一百零一分，你哋都有貼紙，一樣咁叻。」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhLIasA5eMk
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棉花糖燦笑；然後，她就親吻了他倆的臉頰：885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVnwPOrWi8r
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡblzj8NiY4z
「吸住印先啦！」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxeKEF5aUWm
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrlucoYKpRr
「喂喂，我呢，隻蝦我剝同餵㗎喎。」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaxRqXrnF6w
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLkqsC9PsPH
阿朗假裝委屈，將臉偏向棉花糖索吻。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWdKy7Q40lX
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzqPPAXbNoy
「你又話唔可以亂咁錫男仔嘅——」她見他想發話，趕忙說：「不過爸爸唔同！」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCJQnaB8K21
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZN2FoekwId
又在他的臉上親吻了一下。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTYc1C6WfTz
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「真係抵錫。」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvCK4S7ipqJ
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQLH4HWNxL9
「我要睇媽咪錫爸爸！爸爸都剝咗蝦俾你，你要多謝番佢。」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQfVfNoEcwE
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw5TV3JNMoJ
思思故親了阿朗。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVsAQYRKnV6
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「唔係錫面，老公老婆要錫嘴。」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHtmJJdlNC2
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpzgp6UoYhu
「睇少啲電視啊，仲有，就算你要多謝人，都唔好亂錫。」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRiwgMyJzSK
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQX70BVVuD2
「我緊係知道啦。見你哋平時咁少錫，所以先叫你哋咋嘛，我上次見同學啲爸爸媽媽都好癡纏，真係冇眼睇；同你哋好唔同。」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA3SnuwOOFu
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYCQLFoxadA
阿朗睄一睄思思母親，她正專心聆聽；他見狀，說：885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDuFh1wRpfZ
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE6pufg6Ha2
「平時有，你睇唔到咋嘛。係咪啊老婆？」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtPVcJXUXD4
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoHinC1NV7P
思思春意盎然，親吻他的嘴：885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ49mz5RstE
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「係。」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqaPaO384qD
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「好耶！我睇到啦！婆婆你都睇到啦。」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJS2W0hK4th
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思思母親說：885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk0YNSDkUh7
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「棉花糖乖，快啲食啦，就嚟凍啦啲餸。」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtNk4ZXX5H6
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA1u2LgEcQc
「好！」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Au1q1aNRl
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阿朗和思思對望，交換了一個「真係冇你符」的眼神，自覺過關，舒心地對對方笑。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhnXXcpv4wM
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi60nJhSMng
事實上，有了棉花糖這樣一說，整個氣氛也在不知不覺間和諧了很多，他們的肢體習慣早已在骨肉植根，稍一看對方身子傾側的角度，就會自動回應，與裝不裝、演不演無關，不過是一種愛的習性。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡloJHwCOD4e
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他們吃完。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7SrqaLGDI7
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「女，入嚟，幫我洗個大鑊吖。」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNO7U4P12DH
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiBMjOigC7x
「哦，好啊。」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡriyReCgeLG
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKWnwT3PZl4
思思母親擠了兩滴洗潔精，用海綿起泡，問：885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxKa3WvEQET
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjUTaEQRDas
「你哋做咩事？」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpWSaNHarB4
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思思的心「咯噔」了一下，她下意識知道母親所謂何事，心虛的人都是這樣的。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmnUD3M0BXX
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「咩咩事？」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7qcwkNBLAT
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDH8RFOXllo
「你同阿朗呀，嘈完交嚟？」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWD46lXy0cR
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEcM0xhHWra
「邊有，我哋不知幾好。」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvtRUWM3pLG
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思思否認，他們也真的沒有吵架。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQGcmgcxfQ4
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLewYHGUNvY
「唔洗瞞我啦，你哋兩個怪怪哋，後尾係好自然，但一開頭好似好心虛咁喎；講俾我聽啦？」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCXg9ROtKJH
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNxw5ZwuRY5
母親將頭靠在思思的肩上，語氣放軟。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGACJQHclo0
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「冇啊……」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhxHzDfySZi
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思思的母親不說話，開水洗乾淨手，然後擁抱思思：885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAyZ1AmNhjy
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXAUBmXAaUZ
「做咩啊？我覺得你唔太開心喎，阿朗對你唔好？」反覆掃掃她的背，如同當年阿朗與思思爭執後，母親察覺，以懷柔政策令她開口；經年已過，她的年歲增長，但依然永遠是母親的女兒，血親不棄。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCFUl4vZDgR
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX6bxleukAf
「冇啊冇啊，佢對我好好。」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6MMA1ng73J
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwGCey2iVZX
「咁你做咩喊？」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJucDMYTfGm
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL9WeNXLKCZ
思思是「特定淚失禁」體質，她平時正正常常，情緒平和、沉默冷靜，可是，當她對着親近的人，或者面對親厚的關心，就會很容易流眼淚，或者哽咽——是一鍋開了大火的水，滾到鍋外漏到爐火裏去。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiRP1FHpWiC
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可能因為傷心、委屈，又或者因為滿足、感動。所以熟悉她的人會笑她是一個「喊包」。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3n4CUHiwJg
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPnNRHHnZyI
此刻，她收到母親的擁抱。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6uO7Ooqoap
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4jlL5DBrNh
她矯情。已經很久，沒有人真切地問她過得好不好、開不開心、幸不幸福，沒有人關心也是正常的吧？畢竟，她每日都人模狗樣的光鮮亮麗，並不允許街外人察覺到她的任何不妥，何況她覺得自己應該要懂得自我排解——已經有穩定工作、温馨家庭，還想怎樣？哇，去看看非洲的兒童吧，已是何其幸運。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPC7WaLvLDK
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSSntDVJ8zm
但無論身在何處，一分鐘也等於六十秒。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ObSpujrac
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她脆弱。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXz3DdXB2nI
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3PC0KhzvF9
尤其現在，一句簡單的問候，足夠褪下一抹國王的衣服，赤裸地呈現有生理分泌佐證的情緒。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwGU2YN5vaY
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVHXarnkx24
「唔係啊唔係啊，我哋真係仲好好㗎。」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvtT3xfo4W9
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3VJyFNINTI
她努力的笑，意指他們真的沒有什麼不好的事，只是沒有好起來，想令母親不用擔心，反正只是他倆的小事。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNYFDVxWFnG
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「坦白啲。」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsebxWML7CO
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLysFdHRNI4
「嗯……」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKJobxWSKFo
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思思說，他們不夠以前親密，總想逃避；關心是淺薄的，卻不因敷衍，而是不能再深厚了。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF1XZZ5YkSP
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLFXA85Cu8r
「你哋冇溝通喎，呢個係最大問題。」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrGWq9ZsJwt
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRt6mAOREUy
「嗯嗯……我講唔出口。」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqn2yYyf337
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgEOcHSQW8l
「有咩講唔出喎？你哋都咁多年啦，如果卡住喺呢個位，唔上唔落，你唔講，佢唔講，咁就一世㗎啦。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcgp6z74dMW
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Woq6Mc7t5
係，係有好多夫妻都係咁，但係你係咪想同阿朗都係咁？」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyZTCvjX3Ov
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5spg09xkOA
「但係萬一、萬一佢唔係咁諗呢？我講咗出嚟番唔到轉頭咁點？」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbFQ9OeRARl
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFIca8QJq1Y
萬一阿朗覺得現在就不錯呢？如果她說出來，就給了他一種無形的壓力，好像逼使他演戲一樣，要求他更盡心盡力的活在她的霓虹燈下。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp8kqFnbxJe
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9IgomhXqNw
「冇㗎，睇你肯唔肯試㗎咋。如果你哋唔傾、唔溝通——咁真嘅，就算你哋感情差都係自己攞嚟嘅——我就冇見過溝通失敗嘅，會有真正好嘅關係囉。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB7I5ZKQA07
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1QJ0xeIn6I
我諗，你都唔想啦。維穩喎？咁每個月俾家用、做家務、凑吓仔，咁就一世？冇問題呀，你甘心就得。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIkHR2G1CP4
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但如果唔係，就唔好繼續啦。你啱先都見到㗎啦，棉花糖都好似話你哋唔夠人哋煙韌喎，佢遲早睇得出更多嘢。無論為咗咩都好，你哋三個都要好，咁就得啦；而且你有心，有心就去做，等咩？」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmAphr9OfLE
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「嗯。」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSVPEtqrtY6
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思思打回原形，是昔日無知天真的乖巧女兒，被母親柔聲輔導。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTOXfp8GUcr
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqfKw5IUS5s
「得㗎啦，我信你哋搞得掂，其實都咁多年，點會唔係愛。你估男人對住一個女人咁多年好爽咩？不過未必係最初嗰種感情啦，可能更加深厚呢。」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Szibd3ch8
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbEBDYYmCLO
「嗯，我明㗎啦。」885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ85zY8fyek8
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡob1RBHCBXr
思思自覺幸運，就算她的原生家庭不算完滿，但是父母親仍十分疼惜她；所以，她也擁有很多很多的愛來施予，毫不吝嗇。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡusn99Mq5Rh
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnRnxS1US1i
她送走母親，在浴室細思她的話。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZCIb3nVV8s
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLPE2RqvVM1
確實，他們溝通不良，一段溝通失敗的關係是否不配有好的結局？885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTfiWS7qlpt
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但什麼是結局？什麼是好的結局？無論答案是什麼也好，她也覺得，他們真的要好好交談了。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgl6tJtLBPt
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHj9wblMeWQ
理智地想，餘生漫漫來日方長，不應將自己困在一個了無生氣的居所中，似有還無地回避愛，早衰枯萎。雖然，幸福不一定要由別人給予，只要願意，也可以自給自足美麗盛放，但是，她需要他，需要他的愛，這是她的幸福。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHbylRsLEVu
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而且，這樣的相敬如賓、舉案齊眉，日子久了還是會有冷落的破綻，小如棉花糖，大如思思母親，絕對察覺。人演戲，最怕讓人知道自己在演，更怕自己知道別人已識穿自己，然後裝作若無其事地看這個笨拙的秀場。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzT8ZsQscGe
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那麼，為何不直接真情實感？885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGC2WwPlLX8
885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCrN4IbpgsP
感性而言，誰願意每日不夠快樂地過活？看那街上多的是行屍走肉，非其所願！忘記了當日雄心壯志地畫了一幅幅理想藍圖嗎，怎麼化成清晨的露水被早班車的提示被太陽蒸發？885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ33ZLWSIxMv
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不是說過——885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6o9tTf0mpM
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客棧，明明冷清，不必假裝温暖，名之曰「家」。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4H3eytQ9pB
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家是家。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVk8ZNbDcrg
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她要和最愛的人走進婚姻。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO6CL0uPWUL
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他肯定，他與那些大人不一樣。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOaYLOtW7Nb
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他承諾，絕不食言。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwbjpHyTj32
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當初，是他們要成家，想要自我構成一個温暖居室，緊握自由，面對難關不放手，不顧世俗的指點和教化；這種不凡的故事，怎麼，要隨便收尾嗎？以「平淡生活」作結？885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ06F63UHfRd
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這是爛尾，這是揸流攤，這是對自己的不負責任。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG7WcZJfeI2
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因為，明明，他們有首尾呼應的能力。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvRoHQvxlLx
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如果渴望，如果愛，不要退縮；為何越活越倒退，將膽小怯懦說成謹慎成熟？885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkGNPDiaeTR
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想人生有限杯啊。885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgpWd1iemYo
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如果明天醒不來，如果再不會看得到明日的太陽和月亮，抱憾嗎？885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZwokdBfV6D
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