思思母親笑,深深地看了他們一眼,不作聲的繼續進食。648Please respect copyright.PENANAREiScvY79r
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棉花糖落座:648Please respect copyright.PENANACj6d06S4EW
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「哇!今日食蝦,好耶!」648Please respect copyright.PENANAZtezhjZkLV
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「係啊,婆婆煮得好好食㗎,你食多啲啦。」648Please respect copyright.PENANAu8mpcJ4aPJ
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阿朗將一隻蝦從思思處遞給棉花糖的口;他剝了很多隻蝦,放在思思的碟子裏,這是他的習慣,風雨不改——就算岳母是否在此,他都如此,像洗澡步驟一樣都植入了血液之中。648Please respect copyright.PENANA3BRDhV3huF
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同你一齊食飯,我從來都冇剝過蝦。你話,呢啲嘢應該係你做嘅,叫我專心食飯。其實,我覺得咁樣太「公主」;偏偏,我好鍾意你幫我剝殻個樣。648Please respect copyright.PENANA6yqnq18gZM
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「好食好食,仲好食過媽咪煮!」648Please respect copyright.PENANAGMPaQ2qgxw
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「嗚,有咗婆婆就唔要我啦,悅思小朋友,我對你好失望。」648Please respect copyright.PENANArX3weLIlpo
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「媽咪煮就一百分,婆婆煮就一百零一分,你哋都有貼紙,一樣咁叻。」648Please respect copyright.PENANAsi7hq5UcoB
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棉花糖燦笑;然後,她就親吻了他倆的臉頰:648Please respect copyright.PENANAxUEqUU9jIA
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「吸住印先啦!」648Please respect copyright.PENANAgwJNYlR59l
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「喂喂,我呢,隻蝦我剝同餵㗎喎。」648Please respect copyright.PENANAHRlmtKkbp9
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阿朗假裝委屈,將臉偏向棉花糖索吻。648Please respect copyright.PENANAZUh6Rpamx9
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「你又話唔可以亂咁錫男仔嘅——」她見他想發話,趕忙說:「不過爸爸唔同!」648Please respect copyright.PENANAbZAiwjqwaB
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又在他的臉上親吻了一下。648Please respect copyright.PENANAihv0jecBex
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「真係抵錫。」648Please respect copyright.PENANAhRtIAPfd44
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「我要睇媽咪錫爸爸!爸爸都剝咗蝦俾你,你要多謝番佢。」648Please respect copyright.PENANAXCFIarTPvV
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思思故親了阿朗。648Please respect copyright.PENANA6bgxJog7Za
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「唔係錫面,老公老婆要錫嘴。」648Please respect copyright.PENANAEvTa8pvalf
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「睇少啲電視啊,仲有,就算你要多謝人,都唔好亂錫。」648Please respect copyright.PENANAxp4lSvTNWf
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「我緊係知道啦。見你哋平時咁少錫,所以先叫你哋咋嘛,我上次見同學啲爸爸媽媽都好癡纏,真係冇眼睇;同你哋好唔同。」648Please respect copyright.PENANAyXBNpxIeal
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阿朗睄一睄思思母親,她正專心聆聽;他見狀,說:648Please respect copyright.PENANAhdAvbuP9KC
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「平時有,你睇唔到咋嘛。係咪啊老婆?」648Please respect copyright.PENANAkbBK0MZDw5
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思思春意盎然,親吻他的嘴:648Please respect copyright.PENANAzRP837zolQ
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「係。」648Please respect copyright.PENANAmUbIT7oIih
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「好耶!我睇到啦!婆婆你都睇到啦。」648Please respect copyright.PENANA2dgRQ9WhW3
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思思母親說:648Please respect copyright.PENANAfxdkqBMkQj
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「棉花糖乖,快啲食啦,就嚟凍啦啲餸。」648Please respect copyright.PENANAYyu8oz0Wl4
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「好!」648Please respect copyright.PENANAaqTjNgNIFk
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阿朗和思思對望,交換了一個「真係冇你符」的眼神,自覺過關,舒心地對對方笑。648Please respect copyright.PENANAoFO3eR4FBx
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事實上,有了棉花糖這樣一說,整個氣氛也在不知不覺間和諧了很多,他們的肢體習慣早已在骨肉植根,稍一看對方身子傾側的角度,就會自動回應,與裝不裝、演不演無關,不過是一種愛的習性。648Please respect copyright.PENANAnVXhp0l1Hf
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他們吃完。648Please respect copyright.PENANACyjxUeUUxN
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「女,入嚟,幫我洗個大鑊吖。」648Please respect copyright.PENANA5o0J5EwTkN
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「哦,好啊。」648Please respect copyright.PENANArAykXNsfyp
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思思母親擠了兩滴洗潔精,用海綿起泡,問:648Please respect copyright.PENANA2JUoe8P9hS
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「你哋做咩事?」648Please respect copyright.PENANA1feWKoq7Mu
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思思的心「咯噔」了一下,她下意識知道母親所謂何事,心虛的人都是這樣的。648Please respect copyright.PENANAnamm9n3rpL
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「咩咩事?」648Please respect copyright.PENANAFR9gSHn7jE
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「你同阿朗呀,嘈完交嚟?」648Please respect copyright.PENANAS9lrX2JGUZ
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「邊有,我哋不知幾好。」648Please respect copyright.PENANAvch9MrP0lP
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思思否認,他們也真的沒有吵架。648Please respect copyright.PENANAiMESsdYZ1N
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「唔洗瞞我啦,你哋兩個怪怪哋,後尾係好自然,但一開頭好似好心虛咁喎;講俾我聽啦?」648Please respect copyright.PENANACryym6xS1j
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母親將頭靠在思思的肩上,語氣放軟。648Please respect copyright.PENANAL6eKSAu20x
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「冇啊……」648Please respect copyright.PENANA04QlndoQwO
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思思的母親不說話,開水洗乾淨手,然後擁抱思思:648Please respect copyright.PENANAszktTMLY8e
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「做咩啊?我覺得你唔太開心喎,阿朗對你唔好?」反覆掃掃她的背,如同當年阿朗與思思爭執後,母親察覺,以懷柔政策令她開口;經年已過,她的年歲增長,但依然永遠是母親的女兒,血親不棄。648Please respect copyright.PENANAPyhcKEXgJO
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「冇啊冇啊,佢對我好好。」648Please respect copyright.PENANA8ru8ka5tTa
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「咁你做咩喊?」648Please respect copyright.PENANAeNVg3fNYsH
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思思是「特定淚失禁」體質,她平時正正常常,情緒平和、沉默冷靜,可是,當她對着親近的人,或者面對親厚的關心,就會很容易流眼淚,或者哽咽——是一鍋開了大火的水,滾到鍋外漏到爐火裏去。648Please respect copyright.PENANAkG5NLrqsOA
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可能因為傷心、委屈,又或者因為滿足、感動。所以熟悉她的人會笑她是一個「喊包」。648Please respect copyright.PENANASY92pUoj7O
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此刻,她收到母親的擁抱。648Please respect copyright.PENANA8gc9imdbw0
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她矯情。已經很久,沒有人真切地問她過得好不好、開不開心、幸不幸福,沒有人關心也是正常的吧?畢竟,她每日都人模狗樣的光鮮亮麗,並不允許街外人察覺到她的任何不妥,何況她覺得自己應該要懂得自我排解——已經有穩定工作、温馨家庭,還想怎樣?哇,去看看非洲的兒童吧,已是何其幸運。648Please respect copyright.PENANAtVqA0XZvQy
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但無論身在何處,一分鐘也等於六十秒。648Please respect copyright.PENANA25ahrrmhX2
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她脆弱。648Please respect copyright.PENANAhZ687Dwl0e
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尤其現在,一句簡單的問候,足夠褪下一抹國王的衣服,赤裸地呈現有生理分泌佐證的情緒。648Please respect copyright.PENANAcyJrOi1WXB
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「唔係啊唔係啊,我哋真係仲好好㗎。」648Please respect copyright.PENANAlWSF1GA299
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她努力的笑,意指他們真的沒有什麼不好的事,只是沒有好起來,想令母親不用擔心,反正只是他倆的小事。648Please respect copyright.PENANAv8VdxsRbWK
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「坦白啲。」648Please respect copyright.PENANACKXA87fEmQ
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「嗯……」648Please respect copyright.PENANAj6ccYEUSkM
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思思說,他們不夠以前親密,總想逃避;關心是淺薄的,卻不因敷衍,而是不能再深厚了。648Please respect copyright.PENANAB3wP9kYLEF
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「你哋冇溝通喎,呢個係最大問題。」648Please respect copyright.PENANAjG23C7xy4w
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「嗯嗯……我講唔出口。」648Please respect copyright.PENANAhWhZkIfHm5
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「有咩講唔出喎?你哋都咁多年啦,如果卡住喺呢個位,唔上唔落,你唔講,佢唔講,咁就一世㗎啦。648Please respect copyright.PENANAH80Hk3GT4g
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係,係有好多夫妻都係咁,但係你係咪想同阿朗都係咁?」648Please respect copyright.PENANAtjKIpLoT3f
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「但係萬一、萬一佢唔係咁諗呢?我講咗出嚟番唔到轉頭咁點?」648Please respect copyright.PENANAJmGOmQWl8m
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萬一阿朗覺得現在就不錯呢?如果她說出來,就給了他一種無形的壓力,好像逼使他演戲一樣,要求他更盡心盡力的活在她的霓虹燈下。648Please respect copyright.PENANAgfC8fsG6uo
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「冇㗎,睇你肯唔肯試㗎咋。如果你哋唔傾、唔溝通——咁真嘅,就算你哋感情差都係自己攞嚟嘅——我就冇見過溝通失敗嘅,會有真正好嘅關係囉。648Please respect copyright.PENANAA69DcZBVKG
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我諗,你都唔想啦。維穩喎?咁每個月俾家用、做家務、凑吓仔,咁就一世?冇問題呀,你甘心就得。648Please respect copyright.PENANArOOS2J5UDs
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但如果唔係,就唔好繼續啦。你啱先都見到㗎啦,棉花糖都好似話你哋唔夠人哋煙韌喎,佢遲早睇得出更多嘢。無論為咗咩都好,你哋三個都要好,咁就得啦;而且你有心,有心就去做,等咩?」648Please respect copyright.PENANATW4BnPghpI
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「嗯。」648Please respect copyright.PENANAsi0zjWkFqs
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思思打回原形,是昔日無知天真的乖巧女兒,被母親柔聲輔導。648Please respect copyright.PENANAy54KAaMuSA
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「得㗎啦,我信你哋搞得掂,其實都咁多年,點會唔係愛。你估男人對住一個女人咁多年好爽咩?不過未必係最初嗰種感情啦,可能更加深厚呢。」648Please respect copyright.PENANAQiZrxu4vin
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「嗯,我明㗎啦。」648Please respect copyright.PENANAgMlxDPS7im
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思思自覺幸運,就算她的原生家庭不算完滿,但是父母親仍十分疼惜她;所以,她也擁有很多很多的愛來施予,毫不吝嗇。648Please respect copyright.PENANAfJqg7L1GKY
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她送走母親,在浴室細思她的話。648Please respect copyright.PENANAnAEhLmmVEo
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確實,他們溝通不良,一段溝通失敗的關係是否不配有好的結局?648Please respect copyright.PENANAANBHLBHnWu
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但什麼是結局?什麼是好的結局?無論答案是什麼也好,她也覺得,他們真的要好好交談了。648Please respect copyright.PENANAdrq3LdNKh6
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理智地想,餘生漫漫來日方長,不應將自己困在一個了無生氣的居所中,似有還無地回避愛,早衰枯萎。雖然,幸福不一定要由別人給予,只要願意,也可以自給自足美麗盛放,但是,她需要他,需要他的愛,這是她的幸福。648Please respect copyright.PENANAFt6bhrr9Dj
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而且,這樣的相敬如賓、舉案齊眉,日子久了還是會有冷落的破綻,小如棉花糖,大如思思母親,絕對察覺。人演戲,最怕讓人知道自己在演,更怕自己知道別人已識穿自己,然後裝作若無其事地看這個笨拙的秀場。648Please respect copyright.PENANAo0JnbqaAv0
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那麼,為何不直接真情實感?648Please respect copyright.PENANALCRUNrNasF
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感性而言,誰願意每日不夠快樂地過活?看那街上多的是行屍走肉,非其所願!忘記了當日雄心壯志地畫了一幅幅理想藍圖嗎,怎麼化成清晨的露水被早班車的提示被太陽蒸發?648Please respect copyright.PENANA8J9IGf9AZk
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不是說過——648Please respect copyright.PENANAB9E67Mqw2W
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客棧,明明冷清,不必假裝温暖,名之曰「家」。648Please respect copyright.PENANAI8JP2Uw0PN
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家是家。648Please respect copyright.PENANAogBEP4DHq5
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她要和最愛的人走進婚姻。648Please respect copyright.PENANAB8YyZ8lMmJ
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他肯定,他與那些大人不一樣。648Please respect copyright.PENANACmtXwnP91b
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他承諾,絕不食言。648Please respect copyright.PENANATlWtsQKtUF
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當初,是他們要成家,想要自我構成一個温暖居室,緊握自由,面對難關不放手,不顧世俗的指點和教化;這種不凡的故事,怎麼,要隨便收尾嗎?以「平淡生活」作結?648Please respect copyright.PENANAbfctGnscd4
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這是爛尾,這是揸流攤,這是對自己的不負責任。648Please respect copyright.PENANAHPFPGYgoPu
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因為,明明,他們有首尾呼應的能力。648Please respect copyright.PENANAYhNrbsA38n
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如果渴望,如果愛,不要退縮;為何越活越倒退,將膽小怯懦說成謹慎成熟?648Please respect copyright.PENANAvMl836XWNk
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想人生有限杯啊。648Please respect copyright.PENANAHlls4egjHv
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如果明天醒不來,如果再不會看得到明日的太陽和月亮,抱憾嗎?648Please respect copyright.PENANAuewtfYAaQH