思思母親笑，深深地看了他們一眼，不作聲的繼續進食。857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgoF9PTpJI8
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棉花糖落座：857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡshN8hFj4s8
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「哇！今日食蝦，好耶！」857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhkAKmiA5Jp
857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFWhUauUDMq
「係啊，婆婆煮得好好食㗎，你食多啲啦。」857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1JRbth9fsb
857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ64u23Ep0m1
阿朗將一隻蝦從思思處遞給棉花糖的口；他剝了很多隻蝦，放在思思的碟子裏，這是他的習慣，風雨不改——就算岳母是否在此，他都如此，像洗澡步驟一樣都植入了血液之中。857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy06Jit2ykf
857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2diVccCBkQ
同你一齊食飯，我從來都冇剝過蝦。你話，呢啲嘢應該係你做嘅，叫我專心食飯。其實，我覺得咁樣太「公主」；偏偏，我好鍾意你幫我剝殻個樣。857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnxPVU25zxC
857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzn5B0Ydq7K
「好食好食，仲好食過媽咪煮！」857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXVisirAAmY
857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWfrgc8zcbG
「嗚，有咗婆婆就唔要我啦，悅思小朋友，我對你好失望。」857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡir7iU9D8WK
857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsL6ZZ8yczt
「媽咪煮就一百分，婆婆煮就一百零一分，你哋都有貼紙，一樣咁叻。」857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgUlaGGfyXJ
857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcvEE7cz37t
棉花糖燦笑；然後，她就親吻了他倆的臉頰：857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡANo1hVQLvE
857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFgrlRNa2ZV
「吸住印先啦！」857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ29yUoyFFUO
857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcYlCF4W2Uu
「喂喂，我呢，隻蝦我剝同餵㗎喎。」857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXi63MW4z6M
857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWHxUskxZog
阿朗假裝委屈，將臉偏向棉花糖索吻。857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxdn2PQFz3Y
857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeso1GlYmUW
「你又話唔可以亂咁錫男仔嘅——」她見他想發話，趕忙說：「不過爸爸唔同！」857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQbhxLQnBwT
857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjgjTpRfIPx
又在他的臉上親吻了一下。857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwgHY5lmnCG
857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEa0ODwoqCs
「真係抵錫。」857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRUKzhd3Ss3
857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDAEwkXm4eZ
「我要睇媽咪錫爸爸！爸爸都剝咗蝦俾你，你要多謝番佢。」857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2EBDvQ5679
857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcOOa9BQqzP
思思故親了阿朗。857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0UDMOVSJcx
857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFj5rUFMh63
「唔係錫面，老公老婆要錫嘴。」857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCmh9KB0pxp
857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDd21WwbXJf
「睇少啲電視啊，仲有，就算你要多謝人，都唔好亂錫。」857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3GOgURgRRn
857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFo8FeGxoOx
「我緊係知道啦。見你哋平時咁少錫，所以先叫你哋咋嘛，我上次見同學啲爸爸媽媽都好癡纏，真係冇眼睇；同你哋好唔同。」857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzneOHq0CmS
857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeIqzsfuf83
阿朗睄一睄思思母親，她正專心聆聽；他見狀，說：857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt1JyUIohdp
857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsJlF9rFMNg
「平時有，你睇唔到咋嘛。係咪啊老婆？」857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlwEmEcvkML
857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs8DaH441EU
思思春意盎然，親吻他的嘴：857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEDM5VM1SEc
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「係。」857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡITm9PjJYcd
857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVaBwkz8IY3
「好耶！我睇到啦！婆婆你都睇到啦。」857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiSOcA2XXPi
857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYyy1JfC6Ue
思思母親說：857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGZFLiv75Q0
857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8I6zM8qKVy
「棉花糖乖，快啲食啦，就嚟凍啦啲餸。」857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDPpZbvOgE2
857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZIdHBMEdv0
「好！」857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ77p1PMvNpp
857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu8YlWz3XDv
阿朗和思思對望，交換了一個「真係冇你符」的眼神，自覺過關，舒心地對對方笑。857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlZGv7Coohz
857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3xwkeM6an8
事實上，有了棉花糖這樣一說，整個氣氛也在不知不覺間和諧了很多，他們的肢體習慣早已在骨肉植根，稍一看對方身子傾側的角度，就會自動回應，與裝不裝、演不演無關，不過是一種愛的習性。857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuXEnuhIFv9
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他們吃完。857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcrTGq2VlHg
857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ca5GkwyOM
「女，入嚟，幫我洗個大鑊吖。」857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjZX3xw653j
857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs5A6zBQfoX
「哦，好啊。」857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWlpIZbW9ed
857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd0HUWWFWeo
思思母親擠了兩滴洗潔精，用海綿起泡，問：857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkNv11rulNC
857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxq8j6E0WHU
「你哋做咩事？」857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTzPOyUiYmt
857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2WDISuyFmN
思思的心「咯噔」了一下，她下意識知道母親所謂何事，心虛的人都是這樣的。857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnzOwvLyCQV
857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdfxHhOEoKL
「咩咩事？」857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoveSORCoqu
857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4BTbizWUqv
「你同阿朗呀，嘈完交嚟？」857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeCE5AtkMTo
857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFrF73qrjEJ
「邊有，我哋不知幾好。」857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKVHWpvlC0i
857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqV1LeVKAbq
思思否認，他們也真的沒有吵架。857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVDNoRDvMjq
857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJrPv2InoZ8
「唔洗瞞我啦，你哋兩個怪怪哋，後尾係好自然，但一開頭好似好心虛咁喎；講俾我聽啦？」857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNUoaMfE9CQ
857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvUHDJxNCuB
母親將頭靠在思思的肩上，語氣放軟。857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUPNjBMHubX
857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiTNi1hXkDb
「冇啊……」857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1YTIds1GSx
857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiM6hJ4j14p
思思的母親不說話，開水洗乾淨手，然後擁抱思思：857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRkWAODZ7Ta
857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMEjhwp99c9
「做咩啊？我覺得你唔太開心喎，阿朗對你唔好？」反覆掃掃她的背，如同當年阿朗與思思爭執後，母親察覺，以懷柔政策令她開口；經年已過，她的年歲增長，但依然永遠是母親的女兒，血親不棄。857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNW3dkc4Uuh
857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOd5wOyqYgP
「冇啊冇啊，佢對我好好。」857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡybaWqBdOil
857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHJ8fYVA1hw
「咁你做咩喊？」857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaTAggoSRd6
857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWQvLL5iTzv
思思是「特定淚失禁」體質，她平時正正常常，情緒平和、沉默冷靜，可是，當她對着親近的人，或者面對親厚的關心，就會很容易流眼淚，或者哽咽——是一鍋開了大火的水，滾到鍋外漏到爐火裏去。857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLPp0EUOz8g
857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCAbIhJlqEj
可能因為傷心、委屈，又或者因為滿足、感動。所以熟悉她的人會笑她是一個「喊包」。857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoLR76lTOYS
857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa9Mfb9OKc0
此刻，她收到母親的擁抱。857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1OhxKveQNT
857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHfRFjjgR2c
她矯情。已經很久，沒有人真切地問她過得好不好、開不開心、幸不幸福，沒有人關心也是正常的吧？畢竟，她每日都人模狗樣的光鮮亮麗，並不允許街外人察覺到她的任何不妥，何況她覺得自己應該要懂得自我排解——已經有穩定工作、温馨家庭，還想怎樣？哇，去看看非洲的兒童吧，已是何其幸運。857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHkhsmFW6oY
857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ujA231QZR
但無論身在何處，一分鐘也等於六十秒。857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu43nXPUN0b
857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdfp5GLIQbO
她脆弱。857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA0YmTWhA7O
857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWMuDqdtE1Y
尤其現在，一句簡單的問候，足夠褪下一抹國王的衣服，赤裸地呈現有生理分泌佐證的情緒。857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvzHx6IbPx5
857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ85yGFqmkGT
「唔係啊唔係啊，我哋真係仲好好㗎。」857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3uuZodZXix
857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhM5WEkVGlp
她努力的笑，意指他們真的沒有什麼不好的事，只是沒有好起來，想令母親不用擔心，反正只是他倆的小事。857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBec5m0k5Dh
857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ28UoB15dfU
「坦白啲。」857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqw2BlMU0eA
857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9fm5AiHE58
「嗯……」857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ815GjsvFjZ
857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRyFXS3q8U4
思思說，他們不夠以前親密，總想逃避；關心是淺薄的，卻不因敷衍，而是不能再深厚了。857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZJkG4BETCw
857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqal4rEbpAa
「你哋冇溝通喎，呢個係最大問題。」857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr479GoPgAZ
857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsz0whDyFpC
「嗯嗯……我講唔出口。」857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgZfsnfcaBL
857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ZpAyatZxX
「有咩講唔出喎？你哋都咁多年啦，如果卡住喺呢個位，唔上唔落，你唔講，佢唔講，咁就一世㗎啦。857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7zwwlpWq9l
857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkN5BFDTStj
係，係有好多夫妻都係咁，但係你係咪想同阿朗都係咁？」857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZFS2DIRwsq
857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfxVFKveIM5
「但係萬一、萬一佢唔係咁諗呢？我講咗出嚟番唔到轉頭咁點？」857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUYbupoOxCb
857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNln8P755EO
萬一阿朗覺得現在就不錯呢？如果她說出來，就給了他一種無形的壓力，好像逼使他演戲一樣，要求他更盡心盡力的活在她的霓虹燈下。857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4iSE8MuFXt
857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡME111yuQJt
「冇㗎，睇你肯唔肯試㗎咋。如果你哋唔傾、唔溝通——咁真嘅，就算你哋感情差都係自己攞嚟嘅——我就冇見過溝通失敗嘅，會有真正好嘅關係囉。857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdtO7mWb82O
857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQu0B2guKKl
我諗，你都唔想啦。維穩喎？咁每個月俾家用、做家務、凑吓仔，咁就一世？冇問題呀，你甘心就得。857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn8LhfW2RFO
857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuONHRusZH8
但如果唔係，就唔好繼續啦。你啱先都見到㗎啦，棉花糖都好似話你哋唔夠人哋煙韌喎，佢遲早睇得出更多嘢。無論為咗咩都好，你哋三個都要好，咁就得啦；而且你有心，有心就去做，等咩？」857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6F27VMr8f9
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「嗯。」857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYWTJ5enj1m
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思思打回原形，是昔日無知天真的乖巧女兒，被母親柔聲輔導。857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg7zle90IjA
857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3YoI2mES3G
「得㗎啦，我信你哋搞得掂，其實都咁多年，點會唔係愛。你估男人對住一個女人咁多年好爽咩？不過未必係最初嗰種感情啦，可能更加深厚呢。」857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdBW5C5dHtL
857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy4sCvKSF36
「嗯，我明㗎啦。」857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVcHRPiiSNQ
857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB2ojgi6qaM
思思自覺幸運，就算她的原生家庭不算完滿，但是父母親仍十分疼惜她；所以，她也擁有很多很多的愛來施予，毫不吝嗇。857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjH909ctyYX
857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDln0CDUNWO
她送走母親，在浴室細思她的話。857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvdLlNvLMms
857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjiWZWQdI3o
確實，他們溝通不良，一段溝通失敗的關係是否不配有好的結局？857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8MsVRsMs2H
857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjuYo5evHRv
但什麼是結局？什麼是好的結局？無論答案是什麼也好，她也覺得，他們真的要好好交談了。857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ30M85atJJQ
857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuqHsGziPON
理智地想，餘生漫漫來日方長，不應將自己困在一個了無生氣的居所中，似有還無地回避愛，早衰枯萎。雖然，幸福不一定要由別人給予，只要願意，也可以自給自足美麗盛放，但是，她需要他，需要他的愛，這是她的幸福。857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1rr9RqFF1m
857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4DmJADVakG
而且，這樣的相敬如賓、舉案齊眉，日子久了還是會有冷落的破綻，小如棉花糖，大如思思母親，絕對察覺。人演戲，最怕讓人知道自己在演，更怕自己知道別人已識穿自己，然後裝作若無其事地看這個笨拙的秀場。857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3amFysGnsp
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那麼，為何不直接真情實感？857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhhB5ssaC58
857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVi95czJ0A0
感性而言，誰願意每日不夠快樂地過活？看那街上多的是行屍走肉，非其所願！忘記了當日雄心壯志地畫了一幅幅理想藍圖嗎，怎麼化成清晨的露水被早班車的提示被太陽蒸發？857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaJyVz6AqtT
857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFzNauKaeYh
不是說過——857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9u7Nfi49T2
857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWlabnO7gvA
客棧，明明冷清，不必假裝温暖，名之曰「家」。857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDauCGGYGYV
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家是家。857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmzMytMdcT9
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當初，是他們要成家，想要自我構成一個温暖居室，緊握自由，面對難關不放手，不顧世俗的指點和教化；這種不凡的故事，怎麼，要隨便收尾嗎？以「平淡生活」作結？857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9SPhG59OXP
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如果渴望，如果愛，不要退縮；為何越活越倒退，將膽小怯懦說成謹慎成熟？857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDFBN5KG6md
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想人生有限杯啊。857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMs74loP96v
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如果明天醒不來，如果再不會看得到明日的太陽和月亮，抱憾嗎？857Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpCki5skcnk
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