897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkxMCGHCPqv
「你知唔知？我……」897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1HpgsoOymG
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阿朗喃喃，之後沉默；手沒有停止，繼續為遺體上粉。897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbYFZVcXKhx
897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhbDOc95zmf
千言萬語，在心中譜寫。當阿朗對一份工作足夠熟悉時，常常做着做着，就想找一些話說，差在是否講出聲。他之所以不再言語，是因為，他怕真的有人回應他，如此則過分滲人；無論如何，這個空間都太靜了。897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZn99ELgcBm
897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8nu3hUxgF9
不，又或者，倘若真有人回應他，說到底也是一個伴——哈，眾生平等。897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6sSHdHhaKY
897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmoDjNFKyjH
自轉工後，阿朗和思思皆工作了三年。897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwWJLOxfzTi
897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhikpw2qm31
一開始，二人還有許多話說的，因為工作予其的新鮮感支撐着二人無眠時興起的話題。897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Jp9uuYQ9P
897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQEwtG7YQ4J
可是，後來，開始無話可講。897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjYrXmZXhx9
897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpM1j919xkC
阿朗已見過很多不同種類的遺體：自殺、交通意外、久病而逝、急性病逝……見得多，自然不再感到新奇，他只越來越專業的做化妝手勢，表情放鬆，可是因為習慣了，所以再無新奇事可分享。897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhrhsjgswI3
897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDg5JZZGY9P
或者，有時他很想分享，二人卻了無心思，沒有一個合適的興致配合話語；只好等到假日才說，但常常忘了起初想說什麼。897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt8ltkX1TNi
897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRW8IGmvfiC
思思呢，好一點，可是也較以往沉默。897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsNGusxqoyM
897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUNKL3ipqKA
她對學校更熟悉了，開始上手；和學生也越來越熟絡，他們都喜歡思思。午飯時間，甚至組成一個個小團體，內進狹小的社工室吃飯，和思思說「阿sir啱啱火車未到站」、「又要默書，勁長」、「放學就要補習啦」、「我都要去學琴啊，今晚又唔知幾點先可以瞓」，云云。897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyvvjsLjrYo
897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjttlG46q06
慢慢，生活只是一個循環，再沒有新的事好講。897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCringMtNNu
897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡudyy0N753x
但二人還可以圍繞棉花糖，看看她的功課、興趣班、測驗卷、温度進度，偶然一同幫她做難度甚高的視藝科勞作。897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCUKh5uWmOc
897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjavUDyjQJ4
對。897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLodKJjvlPH
897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyfE3l2N3u0
如此，如此地環迴往復。久而久之，又覺得平淡。897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFyMsS7djdZ
897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1jXIMMmu6a
就是，大家都會關心對方，今天工作怎樣呢？辛勞嗎？繁忙嗎？可是，話語來來去去都是那些，第一次說，倒叫做體貼；但說到第一百次時，卻像極了例行公事，即使語氣充滿抑揚，聽起來卻只是一句不帶感情的慰問，淡淡的，內心總已經有個預期對方會說的答案：897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0DIWaYZr8u
897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxZkftBRFUR
「幾好吖。」或者，「有啲攰。」不出這些了。897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2IwCPKEdeB
897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeizdQpDKnl
接下來，就幫對方按摩，手的力度卻悄悄放軟。897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRcGnyHWi8P
897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVblXUeBI3i
平淡……平淡就對了，婚姻和感情不就如此嗎？總不可能一生都充滿激情吧，當新鮮感褪去，生活又回歸了整齊有序的狀態——897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFnUclK4dCv
897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYWCP6YLNcq
是應該的吧？897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHNCXG5LL7l
897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Pp1cPI5EC
臨睡前，阿朗想起，他們已經二十八歲：897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhTAj9dX5lj
897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMkj521mKH1
「老婆，」他側身摸思思的頭髮分界線：「十年啦，我哋今年係咪去泰國玩？」897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHIyYeuEkzY
897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGD0DiARxbn
他想回到那個夏天去，雖然熱，但至少和他結伴的思思，是有温度的。897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0MUw0IwXql
897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7dRaYvP6NA
外出散心，大家都會輕鬆點，不要再留在那個重覆工作的氛圍當中。一成不變，總使人麻木。897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfhZ09WpAQu
897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuD78Pfw1en
但是，思思似是想起了什麼，皺眉：897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGqBIEm7Qgp
897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWX0a1RwbfQ
「但係，我暑假有project搞……」897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0hYgPoUCqM
897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNCRU3FeqEp
「咩project？要做幾耐㗎？」897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFyIaSICpFp
897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTgfMylUA8X
「我都唔太清楚，係講中一、二嘅學生點樣適應新學年嘅，環境唔同以前少學，壓力太大。」897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgA1jrPWatW
897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPWHUCQQSh4
「咁，仲去唔去？」897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoOnPcRYPks
897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡysPwG5Anmh
「遲啲先？等我忙完呢牌先。我都想去㗎，對唔住。」897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtSNwTELdUQ
897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYuUJxaxR7O
「唔緊要啦，咁我哋遲啲再plan過。宜家瞓啦，聽日我哋都要番早，good night。」897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGIL6GABF9s
897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmdI07Ozw6p
如果去的話，一定要再試布吉島上的某間餐廳的泰式炒河，太好吃；還有要和那個老闆打聲招呼，看看餐牌上的中文字還是不是翻譯有誤；不過，不用再去騎大象了，太有墜落的危機感，上次還因而跌了弄跌了耳機，最後，得靠大象用鼻從草木中取回來。897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6gDkY59NV8
897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb44ghJ37AS
如果去的話，世界又剩下他們兩個了。897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1DMFdRvEqE
897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3lyOV1OY06
那麼，他們還可以有當年的開心和甜蜜嗎？反正，現在沒有答案。897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoUkdIznYnD
897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIadqavsYNJ
不知道從何時開始，他們的共處時刻都靠棉花糖，才能有多一些話。如果到泰國去，他倆怎麼辦？897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWZnN6VFzt1
897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhChQLEdTfQ
不，只要空閑，都可以聊很多很多。897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLhj9f18H6b
897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlNdzGR90T7
思思閉眼。897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRUSs2diLLb
897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgzdTT0dM8x
她覺得好累；開始明白阿朗以前回家的頹喪狀，絕對不是佯裝出來的。897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8XSDjYeuv7
897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡukEETxIb33
別人以為她的工作只是奉上一雙耳朵，然後隨便說些心靈雞湯就可以；但不是的，她不想做這種人，所以，她認真聆聽和回應。897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmaBX9ktl5i
897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5RVNoeC2aO
不只學生，老師也偶然向她打探學生的心事，斷言拒絕又顯得不禮貌，總要大戰幾個回合，你推我讓。897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkHaFKar2iX
897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzbG3MUjuYP
還有家長。有些家長天天致電學校，老師處理不到，就交給她接聽——897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkZS7ZxQViQ
897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡruktB7tgu9
「嗰個講座講嘅方法都冇用嘅？佢都係唔聽我話喎。」897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXXuhMdu0tw
897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMJOWJBFOEa
「點解我個仔日日都冇精神聽書？」897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi7JffAlab8
897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZfup9VeMoV
「佢做咩苦瓜乾咁樣番屋企？你哋冇睇好佢？」897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNUgH1K2XmT
897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyH2maWF761
「姑娘呀，我想問吓呢，有冇咩方法可以令佢乖乖哋去補習？」897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡthXzd7U6ZI
897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡej7rqncZlq
「阿仔放學成日都唔即刻番嚟，係咪群埋啲壞同學？」897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr7LX2N3VhP
897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdgQMt5LtbA
然後，她不斷挨罵。897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8GNejLUBIx
897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR1Kbnz2MR0
其他日子，就是跟case和寫報告。897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM2cUTeLXWv
897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGL73pwCKHj
她的生活確實充實，求仁得仁；只是有一點點累。有時，她只想快快吃完飯，然後攤睡床上，不需再說一句話，任由起伏有致的呼吸聲替她道一聲晚安。897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVjuvYqyZWC
897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbvtcDQWvpv
她失去了傾訴的心思。897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIcvqmZaLED
897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdnVUFml8Ya
即使，她多麼想時常說一些瑣碎，像以前一樣。897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdWyohEjTES
897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡABM3XzQHm7
如今，她努力等閒暇周末。897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAtbO410NnF
897Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqNQW4WEp3G
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