但Fiona此刻,卻慰藉阿朗的自尊心,告訴他:他很叻;哪怕只是客氣說話。801Please respect copyright.PENANAGM15jEwgGk
801Please respect copyright.PENANA6lgAruY2o0
他看見她,就想起她選擇他做男朋友,也是因為他很叻。801Please respect copyright.PENANAFhJPmcLEwW
801Please respect copyright.PENANA6MBxukCJDS
程日朗,不只是擔泥搬貨的建築工人,他還是敏捷冷靜的足球隊隊長,是連年數學、生物、化學、物理的科長,是知識問答比賽的全港總冠軍,是參與籃球比賽時有很多人吶喊助威的神射手,是温文而堅決地拒絕女生贈禮的紳士——801Please respect copyright.PENANAn9L3lLyBRP
801Please respect copyright.PENANA1inOug3UGS
他乾笑,原來他在回味中學的舊事;而如今,他連校服都找不到、穿不上。801Please respect copyright.PENANAKG6h1GpbUJ
801Please respect copyright.PENANAn0TvahD3vz
只不過,與Fiona共對,仿佛又回到舊時。801Please respect copyright.PENANAPlv2hKYupb
801Please respect copyright.PENANAXMUJak5ij0
他對她本身並無懷念,畢竟他並沒有忘記那種傷害,他是恨她的。801Please respect copyright.PENANAyoX6NuSiNL
801Please respect copyright.PENANA1EUQQOCFFO
但是,即使在昏暗嘈吵的K房,她的話語、笑容、裝束又像極了舊日的真誠學生,言之鑿鑿地肯定他的「好」。801Please respect copyright.PENANApQiu7Hkkbm
801Please respect copyright.PENANAWNx8HTQIIb
只消看到她,他就想起他們曾經交往的原因,他「好」。801Please respect copyright.PENANAlgQ6TsJxGZ
801Please respect copyright.PENANAmQOH0HU5Jl
這使他有了更多的自信。801Please respect copyright.PENANAm0VKFhcVHB
801Please respect copyright.PENANATgRKYyVe0A
有時,他這樣想——801Please respect copyright.PENANAhVZDW7IeSl
801Please respect copyright.PENANAewp9bO8xXU
Fiona和思思,是很不一樣的人。801Please respect copyright.PENANA9kZ7TZe9BK
801Please respect copyright.PENANAgXYojxGSKx
Fiona身上有光,像太陽一樣奪目,因為她精彩、絢爛,長得漂亮,樂天積極,熱衷社交,和她相處,如沐春風。801Please respect copyright.PENANAqQlN97VPbY
801Please respect copyright.PENANAvcjUm5h6OI
與她談話,永遠都不會有dead air的時候,因為她隨即又可以找到下一個話題,繼續交談。她非常懂得察言觀色,知道什麼話語是得體的、應該說的。語調充滿抑揚,令人覺得她真的願意繼續交談、合作,便更高興地與她聊下去。801Please respect copyright.PENANAt3N6Uhyzr8
801Please respect copyright.PENANAJoKMYanrwH
思思不是。801Please respect copyright.PENANAmr78x6G9at
801Please respect copyright.PENANAB7TE2ZQn5d
相比之下,思思像月亮,柔和、冷冽。她不喜歡連續地說話,不喜歡為說而說,她曾叫阿朗:「諗到嘢講先講,唔洗夾硬嚟。」他曾為此驚訝,因為一開始,她挺懂得接話,懂得聆聽,也懂得在尷尬時發問。801Please respect copyright.PENANAXWCn5KyFMl
801Please respect copyright.PENANAd8lwGE9PhR
在一起之後,她告訴他,那只是社交技能,如果對於某一種沉默感到舒適,於她而言,這一段關係非常值得珍惜。801Please respect copyright.PENANAnhin6xbIwp
801Please respect copyright.PENANAjLdsJWSCzw
明顯,Fiona更受異性歡迎。801Please respect copyright.PENANAGkdcftuvrY
801Please respect copyright.PENANATVVlYrfxP0
這麼一朵奪目的花,很吸引男人摘,她聰明,知進懂退,貼心得親自撥開厚重的雲,讓別人輕易地為她灑下太陽的碎片;偶然宣告泥土濕潤,請別人不要再澆水,一眾養花的人心悸,為她的滋潤高興,又暗盼她有那麼一天乾枯,讓他們小心翼翼地澆上一次水。801Please respect copyright.PENANA1UxKPA3PCI
801Please respect copyright.PENANAzWMYRGzvN1
如果為她奉血能令她開得更鮮艷,他們同樣願意。801Please respect copyright.PENANAUivITZjUd1
801Please respect copyright.PENANA2YhYDthQtS
而思思不同。她沉靜,更像一棵仙人掌,只消一點點水分就能將其養活,畢竟她的願望是生存,美麗並非她所求,一個人的愛,對她來說,已經足夠;如果太多,反而令她有感窒息——壓力大且又不自在,怎麼能將自己獨有的靚麗,共諸同好?801Please respect copyright.PENANA5ORlLS6F6S
801Please respect copyright.PENANArbGcOhtV99
她已得摰愛。801Please respect copyright.PENANAqXibKZnHk1
801Please respect copyright.PENANAWjyz9iOVVh
對阿朗來說,思思的外表、心智也並不比Fiona遜色,甚至更良善直爽。801Please respect copyright.PENANAxsQeQaohe5
801Please respect copyright.PENANAW58Mrko3eK
只是,或者說,可惜,對於一個努力打拼至辛勞頹喪的男人而言——801Please respect copyright.PENANAavFICecxTd
801Please respect copyright.PENANAaRI2XcWkzW
思思幾乎錯過了他對未來最有憧憬的時候。801Please respect copyright.PENANAAoLKKa4e5R
801Please respect copyright.PENANAAbe8Exelgd
認識之初,他就找到他的「自由」,再沒有向她從社會層面上展露什麼優勢,她只知他愛她,卻不知他其實也很能幹,她可會覺得他終日遊手好閒?後來,他們身居一屋簷下,她能見識的,只是他在太陽底下抗衡紫外光的能力,或者累極秒速睡去的能耐。801Please respect copyright.PENANAyT7Qj7J3LW
801Please respect copyright.PENANAqcsW5JTt8O
阿朗覺得,思思無法欣賞他,像他的舊相識一樣,欣賞他。801Please respect copyright.PENANAvYnhcraPb1
801Please respect copyright.PENANAlapqJCWzxj
而且,思思總是淡淡的,不為很多事驚訝,她的情緒是「十」和「一百」,是微微和爆炸,沒太多中間地帶。801Please respect copyright.PENANAK1Qjsz6ZDV
801Please respect copyright.PENANAouWcdihnNd
結果,思思愛他,卻不太展示崇拜,她連稱讚是平和的。801Please respect copyright.PENANAFMFqGSNzn8
801Please respect copyright.PENANAzpXYSmBUuh
他覺得,她錯過了太多,但沒有辦法,難不成祈求時光倒流麼。801Please respect copyright.PENANAuXDsAONTdr
801Please respect copyright.PENANA56qHp4n6pn
何況,如今他們都身處於現今社會。801Please respect copyright.PENANAsMvR8YMKRj
801Please respect copyright.PENANA61wZmwPtIq
他的自尊得不到滿足,像一個後天因意外而眼瞎的盲人,連身處居近三十載的家裏也不適應,手伸進雪櫃,卻分辨不到喝慣的可樂,只能晦氣地隨便拿出一罐金屬;過後,卻無可救藥地懷念從前眼睛明亮的好日子,只好購買金屬鋁罐、樽裝、紙包,以兹識別。801Please respect copyright.PENANALXDpdcmsFU
801Please respect copyright.PENANAq7IjQXTwG5
關上雪櫃門,他仿佛目睹,那隨即熄滅的光似有若無地嘲諷他。801Please respect copyright.PENANALYXYMqw0Ps
801Please respect copyright.PENANABZ9qJhx45S
但明明,他的眼睛曾經極度雪亮。801Please respect copyright.PENANAJNhgJWwW5X
801Please respect copyright.PENANAl8LStQEvWI
這些年都過得太倉促,他沒有時間停下來,認真思索自己想要什麼。801Please respect copyright.PENANAwjvfgrcbgl
801Please respect copyright.PENANA3h0H45Owuu
他只知道自己懷念舊時光,懷念舊時輕鬆的自己。801Please respect copyright.PENANAmjbGfoXn1M
801Please respect copyright.PENANA2KDCJMOozA
你都不嬲都咁叻——801Please respect copyright.PENANAsajrOqz2M2
801Please respect copyright.PENANAt6NS6r18lr
永遠都係我男神——801Please respect copyright.PENANAl1UoTSsZ5i
801Please respect copyright.PENANAkeemMHneIN
程日朗。801Please respect copyright.PENANAE5gncl9Z7d
801Please respect copyright.PENANAhGRfdL2VwL
伴着同學的唱K聲,阿朗看着Fiona:801Please respect copyright.PENANArRgdBTt4J8
801Please respect copyright.PENANAoX6dxa5hrh
「咁你呢,最近忙緊咩?」801Please respect copyright.PENANAMycQl8Jm6R
801Please respect copyright.PENANAcXgSiycSCk
一刻,好像充滿了自信,他享受這一種滿足。801Please respect copyright.PENANAzdpQNzjafY
801Please respect copyright.PENANAmNflevq9cA
恰恰,從Fiona那處,得到了一絲復明的信心,他想看得見汽水,打開,喝下。801Please respect copyright.PENANAla0F9sxmkW
801Please respect copyright.PENANAtaCoUJ2hcO
他不再駐足雪櫃前來回摸索。801Please respect copyright.PENANArfSFGeGcqE
801Please respect copyright.PENANApBdlWwRBGb
他要的,是睜眼看見它熄燈的一瞬,並向它回報微笑。801Please respect copyright.PENANAd0cQbvvRHs
801Please respect copyright.PENANAB7Nh9RyCaJ
而這,偏偏,是思思給不了他的。801Please respect copyright.PENANAFvptZMXF8S