他摸一摸她的髮，去洗澡，再上床睡覺。844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFs2Ip9UOB7
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幾天後，阿朗替Hin作遺體化妝。844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKCFYVFqFhB
844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3T7a6tbI5k
Hin跟阿朗同齡，都一樣年輕——假如人有七十歲命，他只過了一半都不夠。844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUjfg8dAOtf
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阿朗感受到Hin的痛苦，他的面容並不舒展，有疤痕；雖然血跡已被清理，但難掩觸目驚心。844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡejjRZUm6t5
844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYK7l4ZG9eV
可能是因為，Hin是阿朗認識的人，所以感覺和平常不一樣；像在樓梯口看見自己的棄置家具，殘破、熟眼、無奈。他不明白，怎麼好端端的就躺在這裏呢？844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhT1ujw3J1I
844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwV6LzntHAU
生命無常，真的令人非常無力。844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIYTNPIqzB5
844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3oy7cQU2Kx
一邊掃粉，他想起和峰仔的對話：844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVbEgUftypJ
844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFDNMWjv1bt
「同阿Hin唔多聯絡，但都唔會生疏，就算幾耐冇見，有嘢揾佢幫佢都會義不容辭；明明同佢唔算熟，但聽嘉欣——啫係我嗰個大學同學講，佢真係幾好仔，都幾好人士。」844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡumMC3yghnv
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峰仔一口氣喝了幾啖酒，續道：844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRA5DmQie1S
844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq12ORmoglE
「傷心，唔係真係特別傷心，但都有啲婉惜。個天真係唔公平，啲好人就咁早死。都痴撚線，交通意外喎？屌。你話，嘉欣同佢個仔應該點面對？844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbECnoBfE3W
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咩理想、現實呀……冇咗條命，仲可以做到啲咩？精神長存？844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPRXatCKhv7
844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM0MP5qLxDR
如果係你，你死咗，或者阿嫂死咗，你哋會點？唔通留喺回憶裏面就好好啦？844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡByOr0fmBTs
844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5GSxMgFsG3
都戇撚尻，咁容易就死咗，屌。」844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbMxtOhFRVL
844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp6X00SU5m9
「唔好飲得咁快啦，你就嚟醉。」844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK380nsoqRQ
844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7fVd275jjM
「最多咪同你一齊啪粒朱古力，有咩所謂。」844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH1RdXQ4GSQ
844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSLwwrrui37
「不了，我已經有老婆㗎啦。」844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXYrMkgPe8N
844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUSpc2D94vX
「你知就好啦，好好珍惜啦，唔該你啦大爺。844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkgXj0rmgrH
844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGZK1p0jshC
嘉欣喊得幾慘……點放得低呀？好心你哋啲在生嘅人就醒醒定定啦，好好傾吓偈好難咩？」844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHs2gznHxDJ
844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg50NhoT5GD
「你好感慨喎。」844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2IbdTH09ef
844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOQ91UcaGoY
「係呀屌，因為我真係唔會忘記同嘉欣講講吓嘢，佢突然間話阿Hin走咗——你知唔知嗰吓我幾odd？之後我見住佢扮堅強但轉個頭喊到仆街，成個人係完全崩潰，屌，頂唔順，明明之前仲好哋哋，我仲同其他大同去過佢屋企食飯，講埋哂啲無聊嘢，都可以笑一餐嘅。844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyOvgVfvxQt
844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp4VuOnpBrd
宜家呢？」844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKaK6dIxJYv
844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3aBWi5IJ63
「嗯。」844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjuQkO37WBf
844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpDnGawMxhu
「宜家個人都冇咗啦。」844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxrH9Glx3rM
844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkhkkG7IhEb
「嗯……」阿朗不知怎回應。844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ddBPW00iN
844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJHdnsvM6SR
「我好驚，萬一我女朋友有啲咩事，咁點算？」844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjQv7pms9Qp
844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Q5yb4EcQd
「唔好諗咁多啦。」844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡigsDWwwb5T
844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbZMRaY0UJl
「邊個知？人咁化學。」峰仔歎。844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtqwpBbmcJe
844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2aAXqJgivu
阿朗不語。844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUQy7QlVLDG
844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx8ijRX8if8
而他可以做的，就是專心化好Hin的遺體，還他不輸在世時的模樣。844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5fuBB677jD
844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5s7eS37Bd1
完成後，他在殯儀的轉角走廊裏見到峰仔和一個眼睛紅紅的女人。844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYfcgMfiETm
844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgSyOACRFkB
「嘉欣，呢個就係阿朗。」844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiK1Ts6vffl
844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo6PfY5GAA5
峰仔開口介紹二人。844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3PfynxUv3I
844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuN1phoDc0I
「辛苦哂你。」嘉欣伸手握一握阿朗。844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡceGgwp1blx
844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhlPmVmdYGa
「今日佢話要嚟揾吓阿Hin……所以我同佢嚟見吓你。」844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDrwYqlWJIp
844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtc0OOcZvqd
峰仔解釋他們為何在這。844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV4SVE2o2HY
844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi8hWAQxrfy
「嗯。放心，佢會好好哋嘅。」阿朗嘗試安慰。844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO2OWZ5ZkAH
844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ8aMlUwSUn
感受到一點關心，嘉欣又哭起來：「好。844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3LuHrkA6uT
844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1vQ5ZzZuJh
嗰一日朝早，我因為佢冇幫細路換片而嘈咗佢兩句，跟住佢出門口之後，同我講，之後唔會唔記得。844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfu7NLQInzH
844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf2mU4xVlHG
佢放咗工之後，同我講話喺樓下商場等啦，一齊買吓嘢。844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpFAPneCWPu
844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzJQ33X6TdO
之後……就冇之後了。」844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyfbqqaumgj
844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl8tYETI0BP
「節哀順變。」844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsnys7cgUUX
844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn0pPkDzMqw
「嗰一日，只係一個好平常嘅日子，好平常嘅事。」844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiQqRM4UPWX
844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm5MW5EYDuU
「嗯。」844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCZt1eniNV2
844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv22Sq9KC0t
844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUxTrfZW5Kz
「都醫學昌明啦，救番一個人，應該唔難㗎喎。但係，就係唔得。人定勝天？原來係，生死有命……點解偏偏係佢？偏偏係我老公？844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2xjkwgAN2H
844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcrjdyR8HwS
我唔係接受唔到佢死，雖然真係……但……」844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg8DdDbvNAJ
844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTAR1iUJXjB
嘉欣已說不下去。844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9XccHgOVu1
844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwR6sheIIkh
她不敢執拾家的任何與Hin相關的東西，就當他只是出了一次普通的街，上了一次普通的班，和平常一樣。844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiLj9ThEE8d
844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmxl9vWpxku
「我想佢番嚟……」844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUSImCQZQRr
844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTfcHvDSaE8
她已經過了最起初的衝擊階段，最初知道的時候，一滴眼淚都流不出，一切感官麻木，情緒停止，沒有和無法發難；但是，到現在，世界和自己都清晰知道，Hin已被白布封口，忽然就覺得，要用悲痛餞別。844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe7uizy2avC
844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuXHURonuf4
不要什麼體面、冷靜、沉穩，她要失儀，她要表達切膚之痛，她要哭。844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoSNarPpAA8
844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWuN3Axs0PZ
她要見他——每次，她這樣想的時候，又會後退，她還有和他的兒子，還要照顧他們的家人。844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCcF7TFwtRH
844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6pJz2CK9BD
她有情緒性的生理不適，心因性，無法進食，常常作嘔。在熟悉街道隨便走走，偶然也有窒息的感覺，要不停深呼吸，用力睜眼和閉眼保持步伐。844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeVgfgGNG2e
844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGK943LcCze
可是她知道，一旦回家，又要人模狗樣地活着了。844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4VOPYfzxP3
844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxw33g0YDLZ
阿朗點點頭，表示明白；峰仔遞上一直準備的紙巾。844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ02MzpXKMjX
844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV86m4iAimq
阿朗記起，有一次，夜半醒來。844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnPqCDOI1RB
844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWROnMuClml
他沒有什麼知覺，可是，慢慢感受到身旁的被子漏了氣，也聽見思思一呼一吸地大聲喘息。844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGnZoHwxW6J
844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2II29nCwXy
矇矓間，他問：「做咩醒咗嘅？」844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrGL4Leipt8
844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz8m6b77yvV
「我夢見你死咗。」她的聲音因沒喝水而沙啞。844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDuNFBVPHsF
844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb2AgRYiZhX
「夢啫，瞓番啦。」844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfnh36OTUEd
844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfvrDl32EiH
「好真啊個夢……你唔知點解俾人斬死咗，堅持咗一陣，喺度同我講咩、咩要好好照顧自己同埋棉豬。」844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcm5ix2rUjF
844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu1zJltiJjd
「傻瓜，我冇事啊。」844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdaewmL0Q4S
844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ3wgWJBiya
「你仲叫我唔好太掛住你，要move on，揾第二個男人嚟照顧我……有冇搞錯呀！」844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYbmyvVDpAV
844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsUO91rOSH7
她悲傷。844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwH5u1Z9NJ9
844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWBx2NN8oCY
「我都想你開開心心咁過。」他揉了揉眼。844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe7ndh6rBHv
844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgn2SCrIwMj
「冇你點開心？」844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEXIt21f5jM
844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvRzpF7Na5C
「知啦知啦，我會小心啲㗎啦，好冇？」844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxtWl3ezpQ7
844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡafpZKePkmr
「你仲同我講你收埋咗好多錢喺舊皮鞋鞋底，叫我攞番出嚟。」844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDoIBvtlvZb
844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWTowX6uAa1
她像突然想起了什麼，又笑了笑他。844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUc0aApwzXY
844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxbN57ARXUN
「哎呀，俾你發現咗添！」844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCUTl7JaBdm
844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrTOSb55BNh
當然，他沒有把錢藏在鞋底。844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAhIkNvL2BK
844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbg1z882xBh
「係？你講，你仲有幾多嘢瞞住我嘅！」844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMQ5DG5P5FE
844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu3BOgE6S1F
「係啦係啦，冇嘢敢瞞你呀。」844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Tq3xpRpw3
844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqX9v6EaEuy
當時，阿朗經歷了Fiona的一戰，倖免於難，常常心有餘悸。844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSuUTi0ccG4
844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuPwVNoVhtM
他抱一抱思思，漫不經心地問：844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡayvP5gBGUC
844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLhlCVzqHuh
「咁如果俾你揀，你寧願我出軌，定係死？」844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡagNUDf8GHw
844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ58vVpm54db
她不假思索：844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhRexVZp96I
844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD95pyKSz0j
「當然係寧願你出軌。」844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx0CZkj9qnO
844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmywNt1RYWE
「吓，出軌咁衰，賤男死全家喎。」他調侃。844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKFrsLe7zxN
844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8DamowqFU5
「真㗎，寧願你出軌。」她垂眸：「都好過成個人冇咗。」844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgRsYg15BfS
844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡph6SKkNFSg
他好像隱隱明白她的意思，但是，沒有再想下去；凌晨時分，世界應該安睡。844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ87MN7HZu2f
844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡujDOHGlHTB
現在，他看着嘉欣，好像更理解思思的意思。844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPxmz8o0p6L
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