他摸一摸她的髮，去洗澡，再上床睡覺。882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTP2AeuD1f1
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幾天後，阿朗替Hin作遺體化妝。882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ICrSKDo6P
882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4BM1X6KiDK
Hin跟阿朗同齡，都一樣年輕——假如人有七十歲命，他只過了一半都不夠。882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpyjZ6GGRrh
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阿朗感受到Hin的痛苦，他的面容並不舒展，有疤痕；雖然血跡已被清理，但難掩觸目驚心。882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNjkCh3BxVT
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可能是因為，Hin是阿朗認識的人，所以感覺和平常不一樣；像在樓梯口看見自己的棄置家具，殘破、熟眼、無奈。他不明白，怎麼好端端的就躺在這裏呢？882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEo5GhFiyzn
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生命無常，真的令人非常無力。882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfggmnD1KYq
882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAE9fEF9vlL
一邊掃粉，他想起和峰仔的對話：882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZPiHp7tBue
882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfgVcjlipDO
「同阿Hin唔多聯絡，但都唔會生疏，就算幾耐冇見，有嘢揾佢幫佢都會義不容辭；明明同佢唔算熟，但聽嘉欣——啫係我嗰個大學同學講，佢真係幾好仔，都幾好人士。」882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRRxqrlc5vo
882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJqdChJg8Op
峰仔一口氣喝了幾啖酒，續道：882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpcFqZdqj25
882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfbBr9IY97h
「傷心，唔係真係特別傷心，但都有啲婉惜。個天真係唔公平，啲好人就咁早死。都痴撚線，交通意外喎？屌。你話，嘉欣同佢個仔應該點面對？882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf1Ue6qT0so
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咩理想、現實呀……冇咗條命，仲可以做到啲咩？精神長存？882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2KvgVDrqrM
882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9b6lzcrUbV
如果係你，你死咗，或者阿嫂死咗，你哋會點？唔通留喺回憶裏面就好好啦？882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHtfKUNnHfm
882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRJnWDf6YK8
都戇撚尻，咁容易就死咗，屌。」882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ06FGeEpuQS
882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf25DgnQYdF
「唔好飲得咁快啦，你就嚟醉。」882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbDZv313aM2
882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlJyuqwH7pY
「最多咪同你一齊啪粒朱古力，有咩所謂。」882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTgAT2Is9Lj
882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2lmAKct97k
「不了，我已經有老婆㗎啦。」882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4VJImEAfPD
882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkOPvodgE4R
「你知就好啦，好好珍惜啦，唔該你啦大爺。882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlk9vXU09nK
882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNPZVRtZWkB
嘉欣喊得幾慘……點放得低呀？好心你哋啲在生嘅人就醒醒定定啦，好好傾吓偈好難咩？」882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPWO3GCZnLi
882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHDgE3pU60g
「你好感慨喎。」882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY1RZG14Yy6
882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFRzW5AIWLS
「係呀屌，因為我真係唔會忘記同嘉欣講講吓嘢，佢突然間話阿Hin走咗——你知唔知嗰吓我幾odd？之後我見住佢扮堅強但轉個頭喊到仆街，成個人係完全崩潰，屌，頂唔順，明明之前仲好哋哋，我仲同其他大同去過佢屋企食飯，講埋哂啲無聊嘢，都可以笑一餐嘅。882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ65NIgQiREb
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宜家呢？」882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ916SJAnion
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「嗯。」882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcWGw7AgQBp
882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ07pZrlPwX
「宜家個人都冇咗啦。」882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHvjvwVbh19
882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNR4G8gN6q6
「嗯……」阿朗不知怎回應。882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuvNXXG1El2
882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe978KMK4Pi
「我好驚，萬一我女朋友有啲咩事，咁點算？」882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTG6JeuCUsg
882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ12IdkhSbqZ
「唔好諗咁多啦。」882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoMwu1YRffz
882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ4GtG0LDcz
「邊個知？人咁化學。」峰仔歎。882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqOMuofTmYe
882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7RgTUbtiBI
阿朗不語。882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ1yY9HAAzG
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而他可以做的，就是專心化好Hin的遺體，還他不輸在世時的模樣。882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlh0BA0Q30A
882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Q0pYRzteb
完成後，他在殯儀的轉角走廊裏見到峰仔和一個眼睛紅紅的女人。882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT8EQ0s7i5D
882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxE2CkUuAue
「嘉欣，呢個就係阿朗。」882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgiezxJSuO9
882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhIFIrrXScr
峰仔開口介紹二人。882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDuNbUBINrC
882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2tCjx55Hbu
「辛苦哂你。」嘉欣伸手握一握阿朗。882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEIOA93sypX
882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ52purCTZhk
「今日佢話要嚟揾吓阿Hin……所以我同佢嚟見吓你。」882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdF7JUgDpHl
882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9dYq8C71Bg
峰仔解釋他們為何在這。882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDstk4BQu7l
882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfjzsHYpX3u
「嗯。放心，佢會好好哋嘅。」阿朗嘗試安慰。882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrJ3lqZxWMT
882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjRhseEsghN
感受到一點關心，嘉欣又哭起來：「好。882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXLkqETvCBK
882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcYjzJbVO8J
嗰一日朝早，我因為佢冇幫細路換片而嘈咗佢兩句，跟住佢出門口之後，同我講，之後唔會唔記得。882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDtOtqLPjJy
882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4dytm1UYmp
佢放咗工之後，同我講話喺樓下商場等啦，一齊買吓嘢。882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1FLT5CbL5f
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之後……就冇之後了。」882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNbieo79s9R
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「節哀順變。」882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxqEgjNdwGe
882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡapyMvDlDet
「嗰一日，只係一個好平常嘅日子，好平常嘅事。」882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHrDvsUBjVi
882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDdiUpvKeZO
「嗯。」882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ65QhV0FVdH
882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Th89UMNhh
882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVar8PIHPsw
「都醫學昌明啦，救番一個人，應該唔難㗎喎。但係，就係唔得。人定勝天？原來係，生死有命……點解偏偏係佢？偏偏係我老公？882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEKsMFiqqO0
882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEuEmQVSVPm
我唔係接受唔到佢死，雖然真係……但……」882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡohooa7T36S
882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhcSUDCl0D9
嘉欣已說不下去。882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3nAFqtqniR
882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6AxQXQzLZr
她不敢執拾家的任何與Hin相關的東西，就當他只是出了一次普通的街，上了一次普通的班，和平常一樣。882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZUvIJw6MGh
882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvwkW9cs2Zc
「我想佢番嚟……」882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmvcT6aQlHW
882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡka9ZK3LnnK
她已經過了最起初的衝擊階段，最初知道的時候，一滴眼淚都流不出，一切感官麻木，情緒停止，沒有和無法發難；但是，到現在，世界和自己都清晰知道，Hin已被白布封口，忽然就覺得，要用悲痛餞別。882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsBbVIZURHn
882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiXeGqnZJXp
不要什麼體面、冷靜、沉穩，她要失儀，她要表達切膚之痛，她要哭。882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ6rAu9n9jH
882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXEYPiOjLQD
她要見他——每次，她這樣想的時候，又會後退，她還有和他的兒子，還要照顧他們的家人。882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlbCEkSgPzK
882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMKcLv2eZON
她有情緒性的生理不適，心因性，無法進食，常常作嘔。在熟悉街道隨便走走，偶然也有窒息的感覺，要不停深呼吸，用力睜眼和閉眼保持步伐。882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUmPKMqYUFN
882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4FBVShLsy3
可是她知道，一旦回家，又要人模狗樣地活着了。882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ67iS2KhrAD
882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeh3I0bEOIL
阿朗點點頭，表示明白；峰仔遞上一直準備的紙巾。882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1LsV67iZx4
882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡopLN1MFeL8
阿朗記起，有一次，夜半醒來。882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVdN4TXsRSu
882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe29IHfzrwV
他沒有什麼知覺，可是，慢慢感受到身旁的被子漏了氣，也聽見思思一呼一吸地大聲喘息。882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡks4ihenYiW
882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj1DzhYcffJ
矇矓間，他問：「做咩醒咗嘅？」882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSlsJPNEQUC
882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3u5hiLHhNO
「我夢見你死咗。」她的聲音因沒喝水而沙啞。882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBBqBd5aZpG
882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIlrv5ebr9J
「夢啫，瞓番啦。」882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBS3GUhExUZ
882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5nUbgyg505
「好真啊個夢……你唔知點解俾人斬死咗，堅持咗一陣，喺度同我講咩、咩要好好照顧自己同埋棉豬。」882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqlZBd7RRUd
882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUHVDKyMRVO
「傻瓜，我冇事啊。」882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoQoIR6Ympi
882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ32dsJEH2KV
「你仲叫我唔好太掛住你，要move on，揾第二個男人嚟照顧我……有冇搞錯呀！」882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSqJcRlv2di
882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1drG3FKgCX
她悲傷。882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzq2eIohHYA
882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjNsXEGVCcc
「我都想你開開心心咁過。」他揉了揉眼。882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxbUw5XE7QF
882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2p3FjqB5j1
「冇你點開心？」882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGScm9PsMaE
882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtk9V4b6r6L
「知啦知啦，我會小心啲㗎啦，好冇？」882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdBouSBnQGg
882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD6022ig5U5
「你仲同我講你收埋咗好多錢喺舊皮鞋鞋底，叫我攞番出嚟。」882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf26OHfWb5R
882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoXzl6mPoyR
她像突然想起了什麼，又笑了笑他。882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVCxSLe2Le0
882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvxxqttsExB
「哎呀，俾你發現咗添！」882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdk4QQScLvS
882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDgEOfBYTxL
當然，他沒有把錢藏在鞋底。882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtBMupmfvb6
882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuoysccx2F4
「係？你講，你仲有幾多嘢瞞住我嘅！」882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYbcXzOe0HE
882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKrpklvEjOi
「係啦係啦，冇嘢敢瞞你呀。」882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7p1ah7UG3Y
882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIYGYw5LEbE
當時，阿朗經歷了Fiona的一戰，倖免於難，常常心有餘悸。882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnuCjNXkZn4
882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgTF24WeYVq
他抱一抱思思，漫不經心地問：882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7QVCyXJ28g
882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOYERwDj6Zc
「咁如果俾你揀，你寧願我出軌，定係死？」882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH38IO4yt3l
882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPhEkEJaOZS
她不假思索：882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD1ZJsmkzxI
882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrg7FWAlxNC
「當然係寧願你出軌。」882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL9NpHmIB47
882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyKKDkzNtM4
「吓，出軌咁衰，賤男死全家喎。」他調侃。882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjIFIQnjVXY
882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNFgHBHuwOm
「真㗎，寧願你出軌。」她垂眸：「都好過成個人冇咗。」882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9nyAqFSygc
882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgunbdFKYBS
他好像隱隱明白她的意思，但是，沒有再想下去；凌晨時分，世界應該安睡。882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiQM2X0koIN
882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCJxkZ4Z2sf
現在，他看着嘉欣，好像更理解思思的意思。882Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvKOUfFvM1h
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