他摸一摸她的髮，去洗澡，再上床睡覺。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsJWvYlehET
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幾天後，阿朗替Hin作遺體化妝。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3stA0suzjH
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFYKksDeEUz
Hin跟阿朗同齡，都一樣年輕——假如人有七十歲命，他只過了一半都不夠。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8FYbzHJ1vq
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3IyPPJyZL0
阿朗感受到Hin的痛苦，他的面容並不舒展，有疤痕；雖然血跡已被清理，但難掩觸目驚心。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyCurrmVrGQ
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可能是因為，Hin是阿朗認識的人，所以感覺和平常不一樣；像在樓梯口看見自己的棄置家具，殘破、熟眼、無奈。他不明白，怎麼好端端的就躺在這裏呢？912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8SolEdtmvI
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNwQlMMdW2j
生命無常，真的令人非常無力。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs74ubNRglq
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQCAF3xrV4F
一邊掃粉，他想起和峰仔的對話：912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz8gzuCHdNV
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAuweKZZDWu
「同阿Hin唔多聯絡，但都唔會生疏，就算幾耐冇見，有嘢揾佢幫佢都會義不容辭；明明同佢唔算熟，但聽嘉欣——啫係我嗰個大學同學講，佢真係幾好仔，都幾好人士。」912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8eUGE632SK
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtTCjzgoOlJ
峰仔一口氣喝了幾啖酒，續道：912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs1HI7Du0yt
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡybYBe9y9Jl
「傷心，唔係真係特別傷心，但都有啲婉惜。個天真係唔公平，啲好人就咁早死。都痴撚線，交通意外喎？屌。你話，嘉欣同佢個仔應該點面對？912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgDto4b1FSj
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡehHaQ6ljyh
咩理想、現實呀……冇咗條命，仲可以做到啲咩？精神長存？912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW93A9bwaAO
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa9DIBLx8Om
如果係你，你死咗，或者阿嫂死咗，你哋會點？唔通留喺回憶裏面就好好啦？912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7zpVl3Yf9I
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmcbdNpV6Cl
都戇撚尻，咁容易就死咗，屌。」912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsU5LW2VeZr
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaVnpWwvVU0
「唔好飲得咁快啦，你就嚟醉。」912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0WWVhvHP89
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxPoGqpcIRA
「最多咪同你一齊啪粒朱古力，有咩所謂。」912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡus1Oln6qym
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJGn4XnQqBv
「不了，我已經有老婆㗎啦。」912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoNZgiYE8xb
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUEunZuN5BP
「你知就好啦，好好珍惜啦，唔該你啦大爺。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9mszzflorW
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU2F230oWpU
嘉欣喊得幾慘……點放得低呀？好心你哋啲在生嘅人就醒醒定定啦，好好傾吓偈好難咩？」912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡENUM5m7p17
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFqhbOhkEx5
「你好感慨喎。」912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4nPlB7IpJo
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoGZ9qRN6Es
「係呀屌，因為我真係唔會忘記同嘉欣講講吓嘢，佢突然間話阿Hin走咗——你知唔知嗰吓我幾odd？之後我見住佢扮堅強但轉個頭喊到仆街，成個人係完全崩潰，屌，頂唔順，明明之前仲好哋哋，我仲同其他大同去過佢屋企食飯，講埋哂啲無聊嘢，都可以笑一餐嘅。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE0bjCrZEXg
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡll5fg6Isbu
宜家呢？」912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkwUvm0WRRZ
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMNdcnC7fi3
「嗯。」912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJbIR0zudQ9
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAMR7hIC8Hb
「宜家個人都冇咗啦。」912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4uZw9m9fBJ
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYP0bUOX8fm
「嗯……」阿朗不知怎回應。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnIo6l6sj0t
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXadgDgSIE8
「我好驚，萬一我女朋友有啲咩事，咁點算？」912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBb4FQvLUyA
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN0ubXl26Qw
「唔好諗咁多啦。」912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQHhEhuETAG
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXExU6pch95
「邊個知？人咁化學。」峰仔歎。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Jt5DLWLX8
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl9s6WYfMub
阿朗不語。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqNARpI0bQz
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvm4JzIAwGb
而他可以做的，就是專心化好Hin的遺體，還他不輸在世時的模樣。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGJRcM5PH4n
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD9t1e4pBwM
完成後，他在殯儀的轉角走廊裏見到峰仔和一個眼睛紅紅的女人。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5AaAFbCdDp
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa38uwu1Vcu
「嘉欣，呢個就係阿朗。」912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjWiPpYJPf4
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx9jQ0EHKrW
峰仔開口介紹二人。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOhuKdqvwR1
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3I6Y838vzw
「辛苦哂你。」嘉欣伸手握一握阿朗。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE0vEM5FAqQ
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlsabWjhMWA
「今日佢話要嚟揾吓阿Hin……所以我同佢嚟見吓你。」912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtZntHPGC96
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXzRPcpsDkE
峰仔解釋他們為何在這。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTtK51YPACK
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN9625N3dN9
「嗯。放心，佢會好好哋嘅。」阿朗嘗試安慰。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3PZ35II5WJ
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPBKzkTAAUo
感受到一點關心，嘉欣又哭起來：「好。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS45J4fCQ42
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqFO920mdQl
嗰一日朝早，我因為佢冇幫細路換片而嘈咗佢兩句，跟住佢出門口之後，同我講，之後唔會唔記得。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCnNQ6IeiHE
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUgy7xGnCHb
佢放咗工之後，同我講話喺樓下商場等啦，一齊買吓嘢。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtWl72YrkBE
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkg8cwNbaJH
之後……就冇之後了。」912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE57SYaj6JH
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUutyiSdtnV
「節哀順變。」912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIpp7dnJm9p
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu9pI8MVch7
「嗰一日，只係一個好平常嘅日子，好平常嘅事。」912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT21NHMqKSx
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ85rhW3wapW
「嗯。」912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuD1vFU0qFC
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmU0fmy8DXA
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxv2tZIF3lq
「都醫學昌明啦，救番一個人，應該唔難㗎喎。但係，就係唔得。人定勝天？原來係，生死有命……點解偏偏係佢？偏偏係我老公？912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMQy3ZAR9nw
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUg61SdpDIA
我唔係接受唔到佢死，雖然真係……但……」912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡryOBpda3iy
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYzdYJvAH08
嘉欣已說不下去。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPmQRy6UWHr
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOoLHg5Nm3B
她不敢執拾家的任何與Hin相關的東西，就當他只是出了一次普通的街，上了一次普通的班，和平常一樣。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWI6IF4uRdn
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPFT8tL5Vu1
「我想佢番嚟……」912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡirKpADeFRO
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnPtKdscbW8
她已經過了最起初的衝擊階段，最初知道的時候，一滴眼淚都流不出，一切感官麻木，情緒停止，沒有和無法發難；但是，到現在，世界和自己都清晰知道，Hin已被白布封口，忽然就覺得，要用悲痛餞別。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj1P41ovY47
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXwtVOuVEFQ
不要什麼體面、冷靜、沉穩，她要失儀，她要表達切膚之痛，她要哭。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu8q3z2DcYK
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOuM10CPTvj
她要見他——每次，她這樣想的時候，又會後退，她還有和他的兒子，還要照顧他們的家人。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡESaCJBfAwB
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ibiaKxaep
她有情緒性的生理不適，心因性，無法進食，常常作嘔。在熟悉街道隨便走走，偶然也有窒息的感覺，要不停深呼吸，用力睜眼和閉眼保持步伐。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrlppArDeHE
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvrcB58Ob2H
可是她知道，一旦回家，又要人模狗樣地活着了。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQNkHagep6E
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡalAP9ciXk6
阿朗點點頭，表示明白；峰仔遞上一直準備的紙巾。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1bbyHS6Z96
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvtI5Oo6rC9
阿朗記起，有一次，夜半醒來。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1fszw6Yhbt
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT61HzIYYcK
他沒有什麼知覺，可是，慢慢感受到身旁的被子漏了氣，也聽見思思一呼一吸地大聲喘息。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFTD11oc7yc
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwRIhEzObnB
矇矓間，他問：「做咩醒咗嘅？」912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxGksHNO18t
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUqsHa3bfPE
「我夢見你死咗。」她的聲音因沒喝水而沙啞。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNnoLZPSyb2
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC3ffXfl0cr
「夢啫，瞓番啦。」912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPaO81aKJBO
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh1eUGiTixN
「好真啊個夢……你唔知點解俾人斬死咗，堅持咗一陣，喺度同我講咩、咩要好好照顧自己同埋棉豬。」912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA1xUmEarfo
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUf8BtuVMLd
「傻瓜，我冇事啊。」912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtMhXXSFlW1
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8MuL740ybk
「你仲叫我唔好太掛住你，要move on，揾第二個男人嚟照顧我……有冇搞錯呀！」912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEk8zsa3tvY
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfOa0gE07Gj
她悲傷。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaPmRrxA0p3
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOmnMDGUlLr
「我都想你開開心心咁過。」他揉了揉眼。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq77TMDhxZa
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBEYANf5s2A
「冇你點開心？」912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAUXM4FS9fg
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZhAI4JUs3g
「知啦知啦，我會小心啲㗎啦，好冇？」912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFN2dxSt4Oo
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ52JyzphYA7
「你仲同我講你收埋咗好多錢喺舊皮鞋鞋底，叫我攞番出嚟。」912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd1nOitvo5G
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyWkciVr53O
她像突然想起了什麼，又笑了笑他。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzPwhSy9bTB
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyniAMDKR2x
「哎呀，俾你發現咗添！」912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7GwgnHA3UG
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh1LvfnqseQ
當然，他沒有把錢藏在鞋底。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGTHYY5cHlA
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi1d0gP1aMl
「係？你講，你仲有幾多嘢瞞住我嘅！」912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKoYPCCjTHX
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxYRPu06WCt
「係啦係啦，冇嘢敢瞞你呀。」912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwjTthgUuIJ
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz783OVq5jK
當時，阿朗經歷了Fiona的一戰，倖免於難，常常心有餘悸。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFAU0WQGeb5
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH8APuaCedT
他抱一抱思思，漫不經心地問：912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjuPztbh5KY
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQjwyDQHXza
「咁如果俾你揀，你寧願我出軌，定係死？」912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvGbvDVTVDR
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCwxuNITO6P
她不假思索：912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4fgYERXfdp
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAQXmTPqsgy
「當然係寧願你出軌。」912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0tPph8QQfo
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjUwi53iYL6
「吓，出軌咁衰，賤男死全家喎。」他調侃。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCfKUQz2KyX
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkq1l2hUbeK
「真㗎，寧願你出軌。」她垂眸：「都好過成個人冇咗。」912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxamHYCvk4z
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ73yRk29cn8
他好像隱隱明白她的意思，但是，沒有再想下去；凌晨時分，世界應該安睡。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfwobJnIpJV
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ6Ijx9DSfn
現在，他看着嘉欣，好像更理解思思的意思。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhYqcfolqPA
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