他摸一摸她的髮，去洗澡，再上床睡覺。810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ25kGDjWQaF
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幾天後，阿朗替Hin作遺體化妝。810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh2fmX25v9Q
810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCeWqNHk0ZK
Hin跟阿朗同齡，都一樣年輕——假如人有七十歲命，他只過了一半都不夠。810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvrLlASQ3rU
810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJtroNlU68U
阿朗感受到Hin的痛苦，他的面容並不舒展，有疤痕；雖然血跡已被清理，但難掩觸目驚心。810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO2Lm6jyU1L
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可能是因為，Hin是阿朗認識的人，所以感覺和平常不一樣；像在樓梯口看見自己的棄置家具，殘破、熟眼、無奈。他不明白，怎麼好端端的就躺在這裏呢？810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYXrlEhDX2Q
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生命無常，真的令人非常無力。810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1duY2n3if1
810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWdudZKcQJX
一邊掃粉，他想起和峰仔的對話：810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgdYXxL7cYe
810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwJR3RRhEbH
「同阿Hin唔多聯絡，但都唔會生疏，就算幾耐冇見，有嘢揾佢幫佢都會義不容辭；明明同佢唔算熟，但聽嘉欣——啫係我嗰個大學同學講，佢真係幾好仔，都幾好人士。」810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8T135wTXW9
810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm2wPrykCLh
峰仔一口氣喝了幾啖酒，續道：810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMuuc9YfJZp
810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN2NljR2kKz
「傷心，唔係真係特別傷心，但都有啲婉惜。個天真係唔公平，啲好人就咁早死。都痴撚線，交通意外喎？屌。你話，嘉欣同佢個仔應該點面對？810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3gTFBY0Ykq
810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYA6nhNeUC1
咩理想、現實呀……冇咗條命，仲可以做到啲咩？精神長存？810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsrROlKEhdC
810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvmW18YgS2Y
如果係你，你死咗，或者阿嫂死咗，你哋會點？唔通留喺回憶裏面就好好啦？810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkYAuVyQ25z
810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJIyVyRz4IQ
都戇撚尻，咁容易就死咗，屌。」810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxQ7NMgFAPA
810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKow9eWL6Wj
「唔好飲得咁快啦，你就嚟醉。」810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkmipD8ycHy
810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBdE36Ypm52
「最多咪同你一齊啪粒朱古力，有咩所謂。」810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNnoZqpG6Is
810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkacgE64PbY
「不了，我已經有老婆㗎啦。」810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbe0ZLlEzWK
810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7zHpc4Pw8x
「你知就好啦，好好珍惜啦，唔該你啦大爺。810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhHIk3rgNQ9
810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDPolVIOBRt
嘉欣喊得幾慘……點放得低呀？好心你哋啲在生嘅人就醒醒定定啦，好好傾吓偈好難咩？」810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo19xFbOGyl
810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXIqfuG0UgA
「你好感慨喎。」810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5hY3RdAFyB
810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7mtuf5W6Iu
「係呀屌，因為我真係唔會忘記同嘉欣講講吓嘢，佢突然間話阿Hin走咗——你知唔知嗰吓我幾odd？之後我見住佢扮堅強但轉個頭喊到仆街，成個人係完全崩潰，屌，頂唔順，明明之前仲好哋哋，我仲同其他大同去過佢屋企食飯，講埋哂啲無聊嘢，都可以笑一餐嘅。810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ71Hli1JlFs
810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyUCWPdOT2K
宜家呢？」810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIX49vgvare
810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ii207B5mK
「嗯。」810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUvs02uL3jt
810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJszWN2bmuV
「宜家個人都冇咗啦。」810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSczMnmZg1h
810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnBqUuaSScR
「嗯……」阿朗不知怎回應。810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn0OMxFm8kt
810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt63JrDL8D0
「我好驚，萬一我女朋友有啲咩事，咁點算？」810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1vYU6haXmr
810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk880bBRftg
「唔好諗咁多啦。」810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrweWETLkTU
810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp4gwPGljUo
「邊個知？人咁化學。」峰仔歎。810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUOKAZ3apEK
810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDFOYVjsS1D
阿朗不語。810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeJAgS0PTUD
810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFhovIYcAEy
而他可以做的，就是專心化好Hin的遺體，還他不輸在世時的模樣。810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGaNWWnPMt7
810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8HPgZSHDDG
完成後，他在殯儀的轉角走廊裏見到峰仔和一個眼睛紅紅的女人。810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡarBLSwITt7
810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5D38N5XTi8
「嘉欣，呢個就係阿朗。」810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYa7ACLFvD9
810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGlgLBHrLLp
峰仔開口介紹二人。810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlEM2kZ57YH
810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVIo2Stjl3S
「辛苦哂你。」嘉欣伸手握一握阿朗。810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0fJUIkUMg4
810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGwW0EIewuy
「今日佢話要嚟揾吓阿Hin……所以我同佢嚟見吓你。」810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRrz1KdX6xF
810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm9iHCRKhqH
峰仔解釋他們為何在這。810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8npp54tgiR
810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhVpsUSyudP
「嗯。放心，佢會好好哋嘅。」阿朗嘗試安慰。810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgQZm9lP69b
810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyOQF64lKEv
感受到一點關心，嘉欣又哭起來：「好。810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTqh9dKDiYP
810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGVo46rmgz4
嗰一日朝早，我因為佢冇幫細路換片而嘈咗佢兩句，跟住佢出門口之後，同我講，之後唔會唔記得。810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCHAwhdFsoz
810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡehNGvYHUEw
佢放咗工之後，同我講話喺樓下商場等啦，一齊買吓嘢。810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTQ17jUAZRS
810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSADMM6qmWN
之後……就冇之後了。」810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo0SMwVLcqd
810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJygcTc8cpl
「節哀順變。」810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbEGxYYPAKH
810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWotzw8xo16
「嗰一日，只係一個好平常嘅日子，好平常嘅事。」810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡElkmjJXDK4
810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmjkpXNkFPe
「嗯。」810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYwQcmHrUtw
810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ34NR0yBaWn
810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0sEVqzbvLf
「都醫學昌明啦，救番一個人，應該唔難㗎喎。但係，就係唔得。人定勝天？原來係，生死有命……點解偏偏係佢？偏偏係我老公？810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUNY9faC32W
810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHv02brfKqG
我唔係接受唔到佢死，雖然真係……但……」810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGMYUsTrXdb
810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwOwaWMzDRS
嘉欣已說不下去。810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmiOkQddlcv
810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡULdq8OpZQW
她不敢執拾家的任何與Hin相關的東西，就當他只是出了一次普通的街，上了一次普通的班，和平常一樣。810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡebN2xTbJVA
810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzNsshSb2AH
「我想佢番嚟……」810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqfuNsUem1K
810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaE4LKdM7zi
她已經過了最起初的衝擊階段，最初知道的時候，一滴眼淚都流不出，一切感官麻木，情緒停止，沒有和無法發難；但是，到現在，世界和自己都清晰知道，Hin已被白布封口，忽然就覺得，要用悲痛餞別。810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVFXibgPnbf
810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvh7GeBh4i6
不要什麼體面、冷靜、沉穩，她要失儀，她要表達切膚之痛，她要哭。810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRpMPNnzknC
810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYvaeurAXB2
她要見他——每次，她這樣想的時候，又會後退，她還有和他的兒子，還要照顧他們的家人。810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLPRnA315Cj
810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx1Eh2ANNIN
她有情緒性的生理不適，心因性，無法進食，常常作嘔。在熟悉街道隨便走走，偶然也有窒息的感覺，要不停深呼吸，用力睜眼和閉眼保持步伐。810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgo09FSFeXj
810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuGQLilWmqP
可是她知道，一旦回家，又要人模狗樣地活着了。810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4RWNzZopcO
810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX232fGwI97
阿朗點點頭，表示明白；峰仔遞上一直準備的紙巾。810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtNnIhPaod4
810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJMQ3XQnpjy
阿朗記起，有一次，夜半醒來。810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7FDwlxxVDA
810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ89jnrOkHw5
他沒有什麼知覺，可是，慢慢感受到身旁的被子漏了氣，也聽見思思一呼一吸地大聲喘息。810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZwSgc51K75
810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEhDCe5FPq2
矇矓間，他問：「做咩醒咗嘅？」810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcKzB583Ogw
810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTyLNqAUL4G
「我夢見你死咗。」她的聲音因沒喝水而沙啞。810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfE75ZdZgxE
810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK903dyhyZO
「夢啫，瞓番啦。」810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVXV9YtqPlz
810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡejsJMcY4yy
「好真啊個夢……你唔知點解俾人斬死咗，堅持咗一陣，喺度同我講咩、咩要好好照顧自己同埋棉豬。」810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsc7nlpFlmE
810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtBXNncWcoP
「傻瓜，我冇事啊。」810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSi5bblOLLI
810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO8Cm0lOgnO
「你仲叫我唔好太掛住你，要move on，揾第二個男人嚟照顧我……有冇搞錯呀！」810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp93z2zxWnz
810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRMoJ2NjWqa
她悲傷。810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡePkh7sThJJ
810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcKTkj530PN
「我都想你開開心心咁過。」他揉了揉眼。810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy8dwmaAwEf
810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE9eoYyjcDf
「冇你點開心？」810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJFi1D0aRlI
810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4LztjrOPdm
「知啦知啦，我會小心啲㗎啦，好冇？」810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM7d8TOmZ9H
810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4vG8nieRTU
「你仲同我講你收埋咗好多錢喺舊皮鞋鞋底，叫我攞番出嚟。」810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVxfRvN7M6g
810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcbDHTRZt74
她像突然想起了什麼，又笑了笑他。810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKbexfxqMde
810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡchLUka62UI
「哎呀，俾你發現咗添！」810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2fOH3reGeR
810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNRcIoQOQMr
當然，他沒有把錢藏在鞋底。810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ZTjR26KDo
810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaVHuExnQQU
「係？你講，你仲有幾多嘢瞞住我嘅！」810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJXgaeykNSE
810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoWRwJbDIVW
「係啦係啦，冇嘢敢瞞你呀。」810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRhpgDkfhCL
810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxFLH4J2ONb
當時，阿朗經歷了Fiona的一戰，倖免於難，常常心有餘悸。810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQZ4mDhnwIA
810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEiDqEIwv3M
他抱一抱思思，漫不經心地問：810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGFv24f6OMm
810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk3Pkv2SVNJ
「咁如果俾你揀，你寧願我出軌，定係死？」810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcE6Cj7wDOe
810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNHCgsi0rsO
她不假思索：810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL5Vryxekh8
810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl2RzE5OUOg
「當然係寧願你出軌。」810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIzTaJtPBry
810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUR1xuTjeBB
「吓，出軌咁衰，賤男死全家喎。」他調侃。810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbztORu405c
810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOXMBIUysDJ
「真㗎，寧願你出軌。」她垂眸：「都好過成個人冇咗。」810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyKhC12yhAk
810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4VekFAc2so
他好像隱隱明白她的意思，但是，沒有再想下去；凌晨時分，世界應該安睡。810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGWf4nXnXjd
810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcJe4jxirqW
現在，他看着嘉欣，好像更理解思思的意思。810Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrwM7sL15ou
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