阿朗在家門前，停下。1080Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOTOMDL8HGl
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他的皮肉被一整列啞色階磚搌過，夾在家門和對面屋鐵閘的中間，頭頂上的燈押運他的黑髮。離開了燈光紫暗的聚會，他忽然有感折返平凡的人間，迎接他的，將是清冷的脫鞋聲，忠心又利落。1080Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzgBCwP9Zwr
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這是整個環境和心境轉折下衍生的空洞。1080Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZWsw2WGnli
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然後，阿朗拿出鎖匙，其金屬的碰撞聲搖動了思思久坐的下肢，她站起來，替阿朗開門。1080Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcivuAFeooz
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如同往常，他下班回家，一樣。1080Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIXL2Or5L9s
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「咦，你仲未瞓嘅。」1080Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDRNjAx05FF
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「係呀，我話咗等埋你先瞓㗎嘛。」1080Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgE8Bhd2XR0
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思思抱了抱阿朗，昂首，問：1080Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwUMvw6CEnK
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「係呢，最後有幾多人着咗校服去？」1080Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcj8txvXrTv
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「幾個囉，得啲女同學仲摷得番件校服同埋着得落；我哋就開始有佬味，冇人着。」1080Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡibIbzMsU2c
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「哦……咁佢哋係咪好正？」1080Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIYONy3qJzL
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阿朗想起Fiona的短裙不斷擺動，腰帶勾勒了比以前更豐盈的線條。1080Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡinjHp9r5wb
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對上思思的眼，噢，家有賢妻，又答：1080Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBLf08lCKX7
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「邊夠你正。」1080Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOcgyRxReR9
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「講呢啲。咁你哋同學聚埋一齊，傾咗啲咩？」1080Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwFJuwpJSWM
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「冇呀，咪就係講番舊時中學啲嘢，之前聚嘅時候，都係講啲差唔多嘅嘢啦，分享吓近況咁囉。」1080Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzl2K42pBRV
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「咁佢哋最近點？」1080Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4X5VW8F8gj
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阿朗停頓，他沒有仔細聽別人的話，想，反正過得比他好吧。1080Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3tQtDXCDOH
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「幾好啦。老婆，你知唔知？畢咗業咁多年，竟然仲有人記得我以前係點。」1080Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCy8OBzgiSq
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「咩意思？你以前係點？」1080Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbg8TyqOJeG
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「嗯，之前同你提過嘅，我以前有玩唔同嘅嘢，而且都幾俾心機讀書，係大學之後先開始心散。」1080Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXkjaDFNDlY
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「我記得呀。我都明嘅，大學嘅環境同埋你屋企，都比以前中學時期感覺自由嘛。」1080Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjEoZEkwaXe
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思思抿嘴，其實她知道，如果他繼續努力，一定會有成就，從一開始，她就覺得阿朗很聰明，對很多事都有獨特見解。只是，她沒有親眼目睹過他口中所說的「唔同嘅嘢」，此刻覺得有些遺憾，舊人獨佔那些她失落的回憶。1080Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8KtwhNfpSI
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可是，下一刻，窗外黑沈沈的天又提醒她，累。而幾個鐘後，太陽會如常升起，她有的，是他倆的未來，不只停留在向晚街道、佇足街燈下。1080Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2zzOn0A4go
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「老婆，你覺得我叻唔叻？」1080Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8HeuwDjleO
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阿朗忽然問。1080Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwLyxGO8mBD
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截至回家、看見思思之前，他一直都在回想Fiona的話和過去的感情，沉浸在那種被肯定的感覺；回家，他想確定自己的價值——1080Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQaOXOUCfkp
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「叻，」思思不解，他何以突然這樣問，他當然是非常非常好的，又補充：「當然叻，我哋兩母女都靠哂你喎，你話呢？」1080Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSlYuA71txG
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「嗯，都係嘅。咁仲有冇其他？」1080Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg3Q2seAXO3
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「有呀！多謝你咁辛苦，每日見到你咁攰，我好心痛。」1080Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBc8h24AG8X
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阿朗訕訕。1080Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3SzNqdYeCq
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他隱隱失落，她回答得過分真誠。1080Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUx28oNwmLR
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問之前，他就有一個期待的答案，譬如，評價他個人的行事、性格；而不是他的社會身份——「程思思老公」、「棉花糖父親」，他想知道的是，「程日朗」本身在思思眼中的價值。1080Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFho0JGragH
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可是，又似乎，真的很難讓她感覺到。1080Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSlgXyvrB5z
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而現在，他沒有機會，也沒有空閒，讓她見證，程日朗不止可以養家。1080Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdhEQv5seU3
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「我去個沖涼先。」1080Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ56K83CTmUD
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不知道為什麼，思思覺得，打從踏進家門開始，阿朗的興致就不斷減退，好像有點落寞。思來想去，她猜測，可能是阿朗的發展和別人不同，所以有種脫隊的不安嗎？別的同學畢業後自有去路，無論是繼續讀書、創業、打工、投資、戀愛，還是失業、失戀嗎？但只有他，那麼年輕已被一紙婚書綑綁，既需養妻又要活兒，肩負家累嗎？1080Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKbriz2wuic
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他有家累。1080Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo1uMroDtOq
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她明白，他為這個家付出了很多。1080Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF5FTB5xIMS
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「老公——」1080Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmeHaWnfrGp
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「係？」1080Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYWITByIWL2
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「我愛你。」1080Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwmNvG7754w
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「我都係。」1080Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOpqWaZ6OGQ
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她不明白的是，阿朗需要尋找成功感，想取得屬於他自己的認同感。1080Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ46Ba3Lts0x
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他已經自卑，他很怕她不再欣賞他，他也怕她會看不起他。1080Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnmvDuodAjx
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而，她不知道。1080Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡphg8RnW4Yt
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他不想在最愛的妻子面前展露怯意，他渴望自己的身影永遠高大，永遠撐得起這一頭家，如果天塌下來，他都希望她們都分毫無損。1080Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYt0r8sTFUo
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他搖搖欲墜的尊嚴，告訴他，世界要變了。而且，世界本來就不是他原先想像那樣，這一種失温感，令他搓了搓手臂，一失手，頭上的瓦礫就跌下來。1080Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlrfmXmfIJC
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他想找點方法使其穩健。1080Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPRPeCseQDC
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自卑這種情緒，可以流露得很明顯，眉頭額角，皆是破綻。只是，他不想讓她察覺，也不想直白地被她安慰。1080Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf3ydxAWX0g
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他覺得，一個自卑的男人，是毫無吸引力的。1080Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj3vzE69Smw
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他不想雪上加霜。1080Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOvoTSJtIII
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深夜，二人躺在床上。1080Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbvezLi01Cf
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阿朗看着思思閉眼的面容，幫她撥開頸上的頭髮。1080Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3aGEsKQ6cK
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他睡不着。1080Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNw4hxIepfP
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「做咩仲擘大眼嘅？」思思察覺，問。1080Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPsC4wSJQgz
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「冇咩，可能K房啲氣氛太high，我未平復到啫，有少少精神。」1080Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzPjwCBxwJa
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「難得喎，你瞓唔着。」1080Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrfFw1Prbqk
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「係……你瞓先啦，乖。」1080Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhWkMWMbAFv
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說罷，阿朗往思思的額頭親了一下。1080Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAyEBNyVwVx
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他看到她的頭髮攤散在枕頭上，無故想起，在剛才的聚會中，Fiona問他：1080Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrOfmGXk8UO
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「點解咁早結婚嘅？以為你會好好讀書，再好好番工，或者開公司添。」1080Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXdRMJYSrJG
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「冇呀。遇啱咪結囉，好正常啫。」1080Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlB5sWHZ7Qt
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「奉子成婚咋啩？」1080Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2dlpgpTdmE
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Fiona調侃阿朗，下一秒，又道：「講笑咋，祝福你。」1080Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMLyIk09VZz
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「嗯。」1080Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXd44pHBmBY
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「宜家咁都唔錯吖，我都幾羨慕你老婆；我覺得，你要多謝佢。」1080Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL1WrEEAp9F
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「點解？」1080Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo7OIFZfIUL
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「你比起以前，成熟咗好多，同其他男人唔同，佢哋同你比，太幼稚。」1080Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS7wR14ZNlm
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她伸手撫了撫他的腮骨，笑靨如花。1080Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo0wkXFN5Tr
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他對她有種來自回憶的怨恨，矛盾於她的肯定和否定——曾經，她肯定阿朗夠好，才讓他做她的男朋友，才讓身邊的人知道他與她有親；然而，她卻又背叛了他，親口宣告，對她來說，他，是不足以令她放棄整個森林的，他不過是其中一棵樹。1080Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkdsns94YHW
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但，他又想，起碼她認同，他特別強壯。1080Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoTazbm042i
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阿朗遂在Fiona的話中，睡去。1080Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbCVi9mBA3a
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可是他忘了，Fiona的校服長度，是不符合儀容規格的。1080Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN5nAO7r6eb
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