阿朗在家門前，停下。1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4u48cVablT
1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKgUP9d02et
他的皮肉被一整列啞色階磚搌過，夾在家門和對面屋鐵閘的中間，頭頂上的燈押運他的黑髮。離開了燈光紫暗的聚會，他忽然有感折返平凡的人間，迎接他的，將是清冷的脫鞋聲，忠心又利落。1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRZ2j4VXNEh
1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ35D2oJdCX4
這是整個環境和心境轉折下衍生的空洞。1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjkgVGPicxI
1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtFt34r7EKM
然後，阿朗拿出鎖匙，其金屬的碰撞聲搖動了思思久坐的下肢，她站起來，替阿朗開門。1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeIU1zCYIDY
1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUeGiHaFxru
如同往常，他下班回家，一樣。1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf9EWP6TmBB
1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrBgqGQNONA
「咦，你仲未瞓嘅。」1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlnYnLKRxIL
1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4hMXTlVl71
「係呀，我話咗等埋你先瞓㗎嘛。」1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMxvK1UXyZW
1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡerB2KY9roK
思思抱了抱阿朗，昂首，問：1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMVCeiI35gU
1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwu238OOh9X
「係呢，最後有幾多人着咗校服去？」1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnV5husd5HE
1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHQkHOKR1Ty
「幾個囉，得啲女同學仲摷得番件校服同埋着得落；我哋就開始有佬味，冇人着。」1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4tTiujy4hq
1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLJrTtqlSRk
「哦……咁佢哋係咪好正？」1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIs86lhiPoi
1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnYDnns1upb
阿朗想起Fiona的短裙不斷擺動，腰帶勾勒了比以前更豐盈的線條。1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlTNLWkqz7R
1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtYQhlH7UOx
對上思思的眼，噢，家有賢妻，又答：1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvPCk7vG02J
1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJEuIQ0fnL3
「邊夠你正。」1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq1pMQ4jp71
1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3GsYXrnT4M
「講呢啲。咁你哋同學聚埋一齊，傾咗啲咩？」1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZuMBuoJlj3
1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIT6FKN8weg
「冇呀，咪就係講番舊時中學啲嘢，之前聚嘅時候，都係講啲差唔多嘅嘢啦，分享吓近況咁囉。」1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9v52vv1Rjk
1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtMv1UmFoRm
「咁佢哋最近點？」1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm74KPWd1FS
1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXJS9Y0aXJQ
阿朗停頓，他沒有仔細聽別人的話，想，反正過得比他好吧。1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6fRSWQ0F9D
1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLloJ9HVFSt
「幾好啦。老婆，你知唔知？畢咗業咁多年，竟然仲有人記得我以前係點。」1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbjeg4YrZQf
1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAFydEe7cny
「咩意思？你以前係點？」1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWuQbuj9f9U
1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZdwPVJBaZP
「嗯，之前同你提過嘅，我以前有玩唔同嘅嘢，而且都幾俾心機讀書，係大學之後先開始心散。」1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVGV7uypR6v
1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTzY7vDxohv
「我記得呀。我都明嘅，大學嘅環境同埋你屋企，都比以前中學時期感覺自由嘛。」1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnzGnlq1tQj
1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo6KRcsAc87
思思抿嘴，其實她知道，如果他繼續努力，一定會有成就，從一開始，她就覺得阿朗很聰明，對很多事都有獨特見解。只是，她沒有親眼目睹過他口中所說的「唔同嘅嘢」，此刻覺得有些遺憾，舊人獨佔那些她失落的回憶。1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFr2LAjtvKs
1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsUpvFXO1Bj
可是，下一刻，窗外黑沈沈的天又提醒她，累。而幾個鐘後，太陽會如常升起，她有的，是他倆的未來，不只停留在向晚街道、佇足街燈下。1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzcXygDvSoa
1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOqqON6rBFT
「老婆，你覺得我叻唔叻？」1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9c1onG6gfd
1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeKR7vV81gE
阿朗忽然問。1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡypKHdYMWwc
1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUYW9AHMVAF
截至回家、看見思思之前，他一直都在回想Fiona的話和過去的感情，沉浸在那種被肯定的感覺；回家，他想確定自己的價值——1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPXykDuDl79
1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6kvpgYoNYK
「叻，」思思不解，他何以突然這樣問，他當然是非常非常好的，又補充：「當然叻，我哋兩母女都靠哂你喎，你話呢？」1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHYf3dcn3D7
1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL6Z4ahRPrJ
「嗯，都係嘅。咁仲有冇其他？」1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLOpfPPtwvN
1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ86nbEdB5PZ
「有呀！多謝你咁辛苦，每日見到你咁攰，我好心痛。」1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu0KGShDyyR
1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFrApQmNGX6
阿朗訕訕。1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡndHrOVBb1c
1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeXkFPJhvTr
他隱隱失落，她回答得過分真誠。1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ3v33ctmSe
1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkkO2cfdJL5
問之前，他就有一個期待的答案，譬如，評價他個人的行事、性格；而不是他的社會身份——「程思思老公」、「棉花糖父親」，他想知道的是，「程日朗」本身在思思眼中的價值。1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwelwWZBwYk
1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl5MHRf6RwU
可是，又似乎，真的很難讓她感覺到。1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMEkqIDEd01
1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoXqIkZOjqL
而現在，他沒有機會，也沒有空閒，讓她見證，程日朗不止可以養家。1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwGQhq2yGhT
1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjyBYIJwXMp
「我去個沖涼先。」1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKAFwOMsBRs
1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3CqKeWfvub
不知道為什麼，思思覺得，打從踏進家門開始，阿朗的興致就不斷減退，好像有點落寞。思來想去，她猜測，可能是阿朗的發展和別人不同，所以有種脫隊的不安嗎？別的同學畢業後自有去路，無論是繼續讀書、創業、打工、投資、戀愛，還是失業、失戀嗎？但只有他，那麼年輕已被一紙婚書綑綁，既需養妻又要活兒，肩負家累嗎？1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOV3OPl8ARY
1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBYRvQCWgjM
他有家累。1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbsfOj72C3J
1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9XGvxMlY5q
她明白，他為這個家付出了很多。1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO868QC9hPP
1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRHCk97hxup
「老公——」1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZm00v8HYp5
1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLQLFzRHtZ7
「係？」1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ21vQXOlvaE
1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY3IRtU9YPb
「我愛你。」1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzrPssTeZV3
1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9BrgZdnlZL
「我都係。」1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUiyJmCFlO0
1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKJKndOgRgO
她不明白的是，阿朗需要尋找成功感，想取得屬於他自己的認同感。1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3k5KhQRnkC
1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn9ST7O6nqJ
他已經自卑，他很怕她不再欣賞他，他也怕她會看不起他。1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLH5GzNkjPp
1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWzBfIzzENW
而，她不知道。1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZjicJveQx5
1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsScwaraoPU
他不想在最愛的妻子面前展露怯意，他渴望自己的身影永遠高大，永遠撐得起這一頭家，如果天塌下來，他都希望她們都分毫無損。1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0QS3CEvdhr
1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhBt9Ssusoo
他搖搖欲墜的尊嚴，告訴他，世界要變了。而且，世界本來就不是他原先想像那樣，這一種失温感，令他搓了搓手臂，一失手，頭上的瓦礫就跌下來。1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlDfSeKfVxc
1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDwN2Bqhuwn
他想找點方法使其穩健。1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN3XAyqJvwX
1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡizG7VfHNJh
自卑這種情緒，可以流露得很明顯，眉頭額角，皆是破綻。只是，他不想讓她察覺，也不想直白地被她安慰。1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdtyAJxIFVE
1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwCPsjHRG6e
他覺得，一個自卑的男人，是毫無吸引力的。1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxHNMHFUlX7
1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqyRBgSX3uQ
他不想雪上加霜。1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9TU0zN0EbD
1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFiDH9kCMss
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1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuYH2AaTzEm
深夜，二人躺在床上。1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFtwhiEC5b1
1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcUAcnQ9gAj
阿朗看着思思閉眼的面容，幫她撥開頸上的頭髮。1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqJk1ILLPZC
1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0slBvD5UdR
他睡不着。1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB27b7NL96n
1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBft1tc4ccE
「做咩仲擘大眼嘅？」思思察覺，問。1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDMxr3kF1JX
1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUqpU3vuWYn
「冇咩，可能K房啲氣氛太high，我未平復到啫，有少少精神。」1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ7x7pfN6Hi
1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxmSsfqFPBj
「難得喎，你瞓唔着。」1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxsN7xLfeDu
1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG0IBATKP5A
「係……你瞓先啦，乖。」1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT399Kw6veI
1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkUk5zHVBlf
說罷，阿朗往思思的額頭親了一下。1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ8xv1fCnpc
1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHQ2Cr4Nz5t
他看到她的頭髮攤散在枕頭上，無故想起，在剛才的聚會中，Fiona問他：1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4uuwtwMwki
1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqzHQOIUkTW
「點解咁早結婚嘅？以為你會好好讀書，再好好番工，或者開公司添。」1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrEhl3DFh0D
1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxKK4wABQp9
1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf0wNdaRA4H
「冇呀。遇啱咪結囉，好正常啫。」1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5nN4f2Uc2N
1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKD2ExapiEA
「奉子成婚咋啩？」1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcSQ2iktjHW
1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq23PPvfU2n
Fiona調侃阿朗，下一秒，又道：「講笑咋，祝福你。」1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsVZxlr9MF2
1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP0MidZ2eo2
「嗯。」1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRkUY9Jgkyy
1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvQcaWg9jH5
「宜家咁都唔錯吖，我都幾羨慕你老婆；我覺得，你要多謝佢。」1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡezv1SOnwTj
1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1J3dmCRyvp
「點解？」1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGnnBjhylMe
1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyqABdlrSlG
「你比起以前，成熟咗好多，同其他男人唔同，佢哋同你比，太幼稚。」1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPsBFX62AqW
1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡglDfe03ZeQ
她伸手撫了撫他的腮骨，笑靨如花。1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFqMoJFMKc7
1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBVWtQ85eN3
他對她有種來自回憶的怨恨，矛盾於她的肯定和否定——曾經，她肯定阿朗夠好，才讓他做她的男朋友，才讓身邊的人知道他與她有親；然而，她卻又背叛了他，親口宣告，對她來說，他，是不足以令她放棄整個森林的，他不過是其中一棵樹。1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkGbD6SVPZH
1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTvNQ5VDMMk
但，他又想，起碼她認同，他特別強壯。1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡptosUC97JA
1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB6lGTelnkP
阿朗遂在Fiona的話中，睡去。1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ11giNfImzE
1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm45uIDXx2K
一夜甜夢。1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ51oKBgL5rt
1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5hW5ktl4Do
可是他忘了，Fiona的校服長度，是不符合儀容規格的。1042Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0J0BRJbHR9
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