阿朗在家門前，停下。1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYs3uEJyQVV
1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdB5vLCVRgr
他的皮肉被一整列啞色階磚搌過，夾在家門和對面屋鐵閘的中間，頭頂上的燈押運他的黑髮。離開了燈光紫暗的聚會，他忽然有感折返平凡的人間，迎接他的，將是清冷的脫鞋聲，忠心又利落。1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8qEOTBvYoZ
1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUGLP3cEMOT
這是整個環境和心境轉折下衍生的空洞。1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8IbyT24cc6
1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpv89AEtm7k
然後，阿朗拿出鎖匙，其金屬的碰撞聲搖動了思思久坐的下肢，她站起來，替阿朗開門。1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsKM3sZ9rNQ
1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbN4STMsU3H
如同往常，他下班回家，一樣。1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0HmkDNFChr
1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlGxOtEODsd
「咦，你仲未瞓嘅。」1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLNrGo1Vjg4
1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeFSnAvGCX9
「係呀，我話咗等埋你先瞓㗎嘛。」1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbkFp11ZpH7
1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNUZSwKO7FK
思思抱了抱阿朗，昂首，問：1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYVUzaKpUAf
1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLZTOqC1PVv
「係呢，最後有幾多人着咗校服去？」1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKXR6tmy0Ql
1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgnEVuZQNIn
「幾個囉，得啲女同學仲摷得番件校服同埋着得落；我哋就開始有佬味，冇人着。」1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8nC2ULGyOF
1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9U15teCGw5
「哦……咁佢哋係咪好正？」1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwOog32yeAV
1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ81qt0ZmN09
阿朗想起Fiona的短裙不斷擺動，腰帶勾勒了比以前更豐盈的線條。1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8NLgjCdT3q
1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVDES2DkqXU
對上思思的眼，噢，家有賢妻，又答：1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKMcH6m8GKF
1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7HhyI0eom6
「邊夠你正。」1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMQ9qPo10To
1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBmll1eSva8
「講呢啲。咁你哋同學聚埋一齊，傾咗啲咩？」1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaikYsddwla
1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkuPBUyPW67
「冇呀，咪就係講番舊時中學啲嘢，之前聚嘅時候，都係講啲差唔多嘅嘢啦，分享吓近況咁囉。」1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnBoOcsdbXl
1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWee8UrhYAj
「咁佢哋最近點？」1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPlr2UGmkD6
1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlapTxbd914
阿朗停頓，他沒有仔細聽別人的話，想，反正過得比他好吧。1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL8E7XHJpIr
1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKBaZrO6kp5
「幾好啦。老婆，你知唔知？畢咗業咁多年，竟然仲有人記得我以前係點。」1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM0mzhobKll
1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5IqtV2w01H
「咩意思？你以前係點？」1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Lla57qgfB
1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhZOl8B81ke
「嗯，之前同你提過嘅，我以前有玩唔同嘅嘢，而且都幾俾心機讀書，係大學之後先開始心散。」1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWj2kreVKLk
1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxndO2gqhWm
「我記得呀。我都明嘅，大學嘅環境同埋你屋企，都比以前中學時期感覺自由嘛。」1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOAsvWuRyr4
1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC9PmGJp80Z
思思抿嘴，其實她知道，如果他繼續努力，一定會有成就，從一開始，她就覺得阿朗很聰明，對很多事都有獨特見解。只是，她沒有親眼目睹過他口中所說的「唔同嘅嘢」，此刻覺得有些遺憾，舊人獨佔那些她失落的回憶。1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ94LiR7w63J
1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcSjTrGV4fS
可是，下一刻，窗外黑沈沈的天又提醒她，累。而幾個鐘後，太陽會如常升起，她有的，是他倆的未來，不只停留在向晚街道、佇足街燈下。1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0md48zQdi9
1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVesLUbUifP
「老婆，你覺得我叻唔叻？」1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFyFWD7CuLE
1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNhamcqQYzK
阿朗忽然問。1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtI0KSRth4f
1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6jN0D1z6Eu
截至回家、看見思思之前，他一直都在回想Fiona的話和過去的感情，沉浸在那種被肯定的感覺；回家，他想確定自己的價值——1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtmnNXY4FFu
1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKmYVEe2a2W
「叻，」思思不解，他何以突然這樣問，他當然是非常非常好的，又補充：「當然叻，我哋兩母女都靠哂你喎，你話呢？」1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUcgkCSo7Gn
1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGaBWJhOhbw
「嗯，都係嘅。咁仲有冇其他？」1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh7404FiG2m
1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGbcnM0J6kB
「有呀！多謝你咁辛苦，每日見到你咁攰，我好心痛。」1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK99ZuFXbZu
1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBIijwSweQs
阿朗訕訕。1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL3ejbtpYHO
1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmcV1DbX4uz
他隱隱失落，她回答得過分真誠。1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ocohfmR39
1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp0cItBIknw
問之前，他就有一個期待的答案，譬如，評價他個人的行事、性格；而不是他的社會身份——「程思思老公」、「棉花糖父親」，他想知道的是，「程日朗」本身在思思眼中的價值。1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0fOM7w9Yc1
1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLm0c0MUoMS
可是，又似乎，真的很難讓她感覺到。1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoCGf6o4iVi
1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6cmJxc1sJE
而現在，他沒有機會，也沒有空閒，讓她見證，程日朗不止可以養家。1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡToyO0DEOhp
1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK6mMhIvqEt
「我去個沖涼先。」1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ifznt7naD
1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN8o0TGS5wd
不知道為什麼，思思覺得，打從踏進家門開始，阿朗的興致就不斷減退，好像有點落寞。思來想去，她猜測，可能是阿朗的發展和別人不同，所以有種脫隊的不安嗎？別的同學畢業後自有去路，無論是繼續讀書、創業、打工、投資、戀愛，還是失業、失戀嗎？但只有他，那麼年輕已被一紙婚書綑綁，既需養妻又要活兒，肩負家累嗎？1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4zUzOoqxXS
1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBUEjQSteTV
他有家累。1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLS9voITzej
1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrMXXm3cprg
她明白，他為這個家付出了很多。1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeHMijw6m5B
1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIznFYNvER5
「老公——」1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFTuMIeq248
1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPpMnS4Rm17
「係？」1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA01rz6SCUf
1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡadj2hNMDHd
「我愛你。」1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlQWEEOWbBW
1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5hAQ5aUL9R
「我都係。」1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbK4M9HN3YE
1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmibVrc8h0h
她不明白的是，阿朗需要尋找成功感，想取得屬於他自己的認同感。1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFY5WAqGgUz
1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvgqPbnmLoU
他已經自卑，他很怕她不再欣賞他，他也怕她會看不起他。1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9bJ8UwxZZG
1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡACFRvZ50mz
而，她不知道。1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJCJm1Iceps
1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVjsfn1F8ly
他不想在最愛的妻子面前展露怯意，他渴望自己的身影永遠高大，永遠撐得起這一頭家，如果天塌下來，他都希望她們都分毫無損。1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGyUxXfdW7Y
1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0j3WVbcuAX
他搖搖欲墜的尊嚴，告訴他，世界要變了。而且，世界本來就不是他原先想像那樣，這一種失温感，令他搓了搓手臂，一失手，頭上的瓦礫就跌下來。1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3qSa1MrBSC
1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXD2EoW6ypi
他想找點方法使其穩健。1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2yMNZOMbuw
1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0SvwOTC2K5
自卑這種情緒，可以流露得很明顯，眉頭額角，皆是破綻。只是，他不想讓她察覺，也不想直白地被她安慰。1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBuO5sx4UwY
1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs10FoSdd9t
他覺得，一個自卑的男人，是毫無吸引力的。1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQSPrpP4JAn
1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOT4DtQh4Cw
他不想雪上加霜。1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRxVJDsUtAA
1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ84sgGUivdT
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1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP2mvdRpRIs
深夜，二人躺在床上。1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0x5O0mqCxs
1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJX3elod8bF
阿朗看着思思閉眼的面容，幫她撥開頸上的頭髮。1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPu4FXBbyp4
1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo74OjzDRyn
他睡不着。1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNVafy0DOeV
1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIum4Rs2jbn
「做咩仲擘大眼嘅？」思思察覺，問。1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdBPmnrYzUN
1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWH4M30LqKQ
「冇咩，可能K房啲氣氛太high，我未平復到啫，有少少精神。」1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBIcnNmodwl
1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAKlTnklsrt
「難得喎，你瞓唔着。」1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOIJgjEByih
1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZSGDd2Ucmd
「係……你瞓先啦，乖。」1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXQyKQm6qum
1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxJLKbn6Bks
說罷，阿朗往思思的額頭親了一下。1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHICL8wIgMb
1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7UlUzspxCx
他看到她的頭髮攤散在枕頭上，無故想起，在剛才的聚會中，Fiona問他：1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOS5Pkyyk6J
1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyLpqbLHeaO
「點解咁早結婚嘅？以為你會好好讀書，再好好番工，或者開公司添。」1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsk9DFnquxc
1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu4Ez0Z5nqe
1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNoYPouGt3S
「冇呀。遇啱咪結囉，好正常啫。」1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwO294xGahO
1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdwA1z2TPhx
「奉子成婚咋啩？」1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9NhwBOkb9n
1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT3nnmnaOuy
Fiona調侃阿朗，下一秒，又道：「講笑咋，祝福你。」1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpjfm1s8ZsS
1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWRCfs0cPuj
「嗯。」1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3QxXGxTgCE
1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeXwIkspcn3
「宜家咁都唔錯吖，我都幾羨慕你老婆；我覺得，你要多謝佢。」1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPDzc8Eldce
1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa6JjrLNdP1
「點解？」1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxxk7bQlDXb
1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFum5npjnkv
「你比起以前，成熟咗好多，同其他男人唔同，佢哋同你比，太幼稚。」1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgv6HtzY56t
1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG3bynr9Yp2
她伸手撫了撫他的腮骨，笑靨如花。1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCpLfjkmiMm
1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsewuaE1oh3
他對她有種來自回憶的怨恨，矛盾於她的肯定和否定——曾經，她肯定阿朗夠好，才讓他做她的男朋友，才讓身邊的人知道他與她有親；然而，她卻又背叛了他，親口宣告，對她來說，他，是不足以令她放棄整個森林的，他不過是其中一棵樹。1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmFGzSKr8oH
1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEr3naw8rt5
但，他又想，起碼她認同，他特別強壯。1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5S5gYFwxZo
1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxElRsCl8Os
阿朗遂在Fiona的話中，睡去。1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyVLKjEIsNt
1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAOc8kYp4i0
一夜甜夢。1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡda1DWVHLxj
1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDNvI8Y21Tz
可是他忘了，Fiona的校服長度，是不符合儀容規格的。1096Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqRJ8rKFhU9
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