而剛剛，她看着他，想起的是另一張臉，內心澎湃，她應該求變。917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ustu1iiEe
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思思回家去。917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3l1j4RFLWo
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她着媽媽帶棉花糖回另一個家，明天再來接走她；今晚多煮阿朗喜歡的餸。917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXjVXU77kLT
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然後，她只想和他認真談一談。917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡikrlxovoL0
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剛剛，她非常害怕，雖然表面上很淡定，但實則上她不斷回想朝光對她的好，仿如舊時阿朗待她那般，她有些迷失，有一刻覺得——917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡneLioiwgZS
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如果朝光可以代替阿朗來疼惜她，那也可以填補她的空虛。917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBtb1VFdQne
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幸好下一刻，她又覺得這樣太自私和有違專業道德，不應以三十歲的心智去操控十八歲的少年，他應該收獲更純粹的愛，不應該僅僅因為「愛她」而「被愛」。917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT1qKZ5uQZ4
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幸好。917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ77ng7SMlb9
917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrPUJjmuXui
她看着時間一分一秒過去，忽然笑，此刻不似以前寂寞，她等待阿朗回家是強烈的目的性的。結果越等，越重温他以往對她好的片段，因此增加了她求變的決心——好好的一對愛侶，好好的一個家，為什麼要虛偽扮演恩愛？卻不自知演技極其拙劣，大家也是看穿而不說穿，只暗地裏歎息。917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBNBlYl7oXh
917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtCIU6y0TR4
她慶幸她是個理智的人，新鮮感的誘惑不足以令她放棄所愛。917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjWbLyDf1eq
917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5RDsi3AdJY
沉沒成本太高了，愛應該也是一盤精明的交易；二人的皮膚刻過對方的體温和掌紋，手掌肉緊合，若要分離則要用刀切割，太痛。917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9j5NlTfo5i
917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXzHyOIp2C4
想着想着，阿朗回家了；比以前晚了一點點。917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTbu7K0yoa7
917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPE9fbZRNk1
久違地，思思比他更快扭開門鎖，打開門，對他笑；莫名感動，仿佛只有他到達的時候，這裏才是家。917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwWWeFleZkA
917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2QxDnyvPt1
他錯愕，對她的熱情陌生。917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiiU0b1Zmj1
917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcuXdYZZeNh
停頓。917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjFKXyyeJn8
917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo3OJm42sZb
他也微微一笑，不知怎樣反應，真的過分陌生，熟悉只在回憶裏。他站在門口和她對看。917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4BETVRMeQY
917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrbjuqswqs9
她故作自若地問，如以前一樣擁抱他：917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv3Itxw7Gf4
917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4u5LGlvnc8
「番嚟啦？我煮咗飯啦。」917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx4OIzVOgeZ
917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJsdAsygHRZ
他沒有把手放在她的背上，只順着將下巴放在她的頭上，微微頷首：917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9oqOuka2oz
917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwYrvDfWXry
「棉花糖呢？仲未番嘅。」917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡykGsjL13Pc
917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv9zmsSox5C
平時，棉花糖會走到他跟前叫他一聲爸爸。917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡszla2CRCgV
917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlfU9d7xc14
「我叫媽咪接走佢呀，因為我哋好耐都冇二人世界啦！」917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBsAPsiF5Jd
917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXEWjDbU3V6
「吓？咁突然嘅。」他又呆一呆，呵？他們還可以有二人世界？說什麼呢。917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8jOMNTsofs
917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGAQDQWUzU0
「你唔想咩？」917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyby4UCi2nd
917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPDxKFXVlrX
「唔係。」917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAfvZ0IXjws
917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMQO2HjcbLZ
他又馬上答。917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV19VfnNfnb
917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaqQoRoMS2o
於是，二人開始食飯，思思替阿朗夾菜，他點頭：917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡywO0Xbxydp
917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJQjsKclYdv
「係呢，做咩今日咁突然嘅？同平時好唔同，有事發生咗？」917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdLuDqTNwaT
917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzM2uNf3LnV
他稍稍不太適應，行為上他當然不尷尬，但心理上不太理解這種猝不及防。917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx8JuIFf3AB
917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpKTcVxSb0X
「嗯……我今日俾一個學生表白，佢——」917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6PNa5eVCbW
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她向他坦白。917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5x9lNH1BUj
917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHDvWSwdFmN
「邊個學生？係咪我見到嗰個？」917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ33r2JPz6Y5
917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBT2tBLhjdj
他一聽見，馬上打斷她，問。917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxoltXiuba3
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「係啊，佢話——」917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdhphBgRJpT
917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpNsXEgCuID
她本來想繼續說：見到朝光，卻想起阿朗與她的種種片段，內心柔情轉化成理智。917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Pr7PfxjBR
917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZrHFiZ86vF
「我都講咗、提咗你㗎啦，點解你哋仲咁close？佢仲要同你表埋白？」917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡab2qwjXI3B
917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuHG65oUrcJ
他生氣地指罵她，本來平緩的語氣變得激動了一些。917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAV5T6H5u0B
917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3vfY6Q7pgf
「咁佢係我學生，我真係唔覺㗎嘛。」917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBTe9PHCKp5
917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPw0AB9vFYE
輪到她錯愕。917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDuVvgFiKBa
917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡurpTTSoKWy
她不知道他為何生氣，在那段各不相干的日子裏，她都算專心事業；而現在講給他知，就是一個最好的自證，證明她清清白白，才夠膽開口告訴他。917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDq4QllHMKu
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「咁你聽到之後點？」917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOTpfnjvMB3
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他放下筷子，大概猜想到她的反應——不然她怎可能和他說。917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkfORRKrBV3
917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE6gPxnarpi
「拒絕囉……」917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYHmRLWfXXj
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她見到神色不滿的他，忽然不知道怎樣連續地說出她的心思，好像，應該要在一個更浪漫的場景才對；她又夾了一次菜給他，思考應該如何組織，卻聽見：917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCO0kruULXY
917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQqKUBwckMi
「點解拒絕？」917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc1KSYISd3Z
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他的語氣是兇惡的，如同質問。917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLCj2pmMnK6
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「吓？」917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRSyPc3kIDz
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阿朗不悅，原因是思思被告白了？如此聽來，好像有點小氣，但他回想這一段日子以來，他們互不相干，而期間她竟受另一個男生的青睞。917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1xJvQijZfA
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對。917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcxIhUIQLWo
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他低着鼻息，扒飯入口，暫不理會她。917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIzAy63e6Xx
917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPSXhl7m5tl
明明和他在一起時，了無生息，問候是平淡的，話題是無聊的，開口閉口都是棉花糖，不再傾訴有關心聲；互相影響，慢慢二人連話都少講。917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ277JCbZqzd
917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjYcHiRzTMF
但是，在這段期間，她的一些什麼卻在吸引別人——917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbHRNQG1gAK
917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaBJ3WFXmFZ
可能是温婉，可能是耐心，可能是樂觀，等等等等。但這些東西，他已經看不到了，或者沒有機會看到；而彼時別人知道，甚至足以令那人情深意切地表白心聲，即使知道她已是人妻，仍不放棄不退縮。是否代表，她釋出很多善意給別人？所以，才間接予別人勇氣。917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm9V3QhI9Z2
917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqiGqQted1l
到底，最近在她身上發生了什麼？917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHic9C8uzhy
917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9UWtbCYT1K
譬如，今天她態度大變，令二人的相處與以前不同——而她的一切一切，他都不甚了解，要不是她說，他才不會知道。917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡstWm2GctHy
917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqEZYPyYpAj
他洩氣，逼自己認清二人的疏離。917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHMqAkHFfua
917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo2345yr26O
他難過於別人所知道的她還要立體和討喜，看那小子勇敢表白，必然覺得她是好伴侶，可是作為她丈夫的阿朗，對她的印象只不斷不斷重複——變成女兒的媽媽，已不復見昔日令他神魂顛倒的模樣。917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvABMLYVBPW
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噢，他可是她的老公啊。917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Y38x4VLIW
917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡorYoSxo6Y1
他灰心，又有些遷怒於她，何故不能待他似最初？917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN7dL22i123
917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA3zYFRjhR5
可是，下一秒又想起，自己也在悄悄地疏遠她，二人才會越來越陌生；忽然惱羞成怒，越來越無力。917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0vWcfPbkW7
917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOzOGvr5BJL
他妒忌，似當初他不願她接觸更大的世界一樣；而此刻他知道，她的很多個美好面向都被人知曉了，可是，和他卻總是回不到當初。917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh7gDz04wj0
917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnxE8BBiDUa
思思見阿朗凝神屏氣的嚴肅樣子，將對他剛才問「點解？」的委屈藏起——917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡegVve44XrW
917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi1hgzTbH1e
咩點解？唔通我會鍾意第個，然後再同你離婚？我同你講，都係想你聽完我講之後再一齊溝通，然後同你番番去最初咋……917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmFARcjCPFw
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她感受到他的生氣，但她不明白。她以為他會開心，因為她的心裏從頭到尾只有他一個人；但她的勇氣已被他的兇悍打敗，不敢再說更多，像糖製棉花糖在大熱天下慢慢萎縮，而他是那吃人的太陽。917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUB9hc2wllL
917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIjRkgzHMmL
她的決心竟然在融化。917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlDftse7wXQ
917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVab1hdTEkZ
她害怕，明明她已準備好接下來的温馨台詞，可是對手不配合她，忽然改劇本。她發現她的勇氣比往日脆弱，只需一點高温的怒火，已可將預設的甜蜜念想溶蝕，只惹來群黨螞蟻在心上咬。917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Lx7FtMBur
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是她自以為是，覺得他會高興嗎？原來，這時候，說一句「愛你」也很難。917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHID3vtFTeJ
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她卻步。917Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvofDUEFgKJ
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