波瀾不驚，是平靜，是舒適；是死寂，是窒息。793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdNVHtagpdL
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波瀾當驚？793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSPziE5JSWE
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思思如常，坐落在社工室的椅子上，打字。793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD3NwXihkxy
793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmHRhmmo5d7
她總是要跟別人說：「It is OK to be not OK.」793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ254dkTPlws
793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsBTPZH8drZ
但世界的運行卻是如此：「我理撚得你O唔OK，做好啲嘢佢啦。」793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaLyjoIIZsM
793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj5u0t41pyS
放學，朝光開門，問思思：793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkX4db5rSIW
793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtBAaIZ3ctH
「你好似好攰咁喎？好多嘢做？」793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEyQSN1nWQT
793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1t3jLFlzfK
他凑近，盯着她的臉，她連眨眼也很慢，像那些吊着鹽水的病人，無意再看天花那一成不變的模糊紋理。有時他覺得，她的生命迹象是薄弱的，從神情來看。793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpx9GFQvsTx
793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKSzJ8k5fxS
「少少攰啦。」她已習慣他的到來。793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO4idC5MdxZ
793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNGhiiAqAnC
他不語，把手放到她的肩上，替她按摩繃緊的肩膀。793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKrCRz7MfwT
793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡacGuNZ6vnY
「啱力？」793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZc1MNfyv6K
793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwuFZMPjIPV
她正閉眼，沒來得及作任何反應；忽然想起，阿朗也會幫她按肩。793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIa3vKJaVR9
793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡONLpEq8uOO
曾經，他也非常自信的說「程師傅好好手勢，實按到你舒舒服服。」之後，就會以深深淺淺的力度按壓她的肩，用手指捽捽，又用手肘轉轉，非常細緻。793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd8d6Myt62H
793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRrAEG6Go3v
「程師傅好掂喎。」793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKuDQ9lvgR6
793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvORKaqW2xH
她扭頭，向阿朗笑笑，他就會吻她的臉頰，然後繼續按摩某些穴位。793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEfsQsV5QMd
793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfgzn5hcLE1
「嗯。」思思回答朝光。793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxVpvpkIUzo
793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcvbV58boif
其實，她不應允許朝光的手放在她的肩上。可是，她這刻覺得，或者渴望他是阿朗，那個會認真替她捏肩的「程師傅」。793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6xqRzrAR8w
793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFu05kSaR2Z
昨夜，阿朗也有替她按摩。793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHlBrZdc0Xm
793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjHwjQEDcOx
她在床上作伸展狀，他抬頭隨口問了一句：「洗唔洗幫你摙吓骨？」又立刻低頭看電話。793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy2LGItZUp8
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「好呀。」怎料她真的要。793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr9pvkTFBIk
793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiJbhN0Rcf3
她看到，他肯定自己沒有聽錯後的一刻停頓，隨即又面色自如地移至她的背後，一下下地按着。793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA4VjkHXpGj
793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqTHdWSlrPK
「對咗好耐電腦？」793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkMlAqspLra
793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWfSX9eGjTH
「係呀。」793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmUcb9sTmuD
793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0FZJT8e4aU
他轉為㩡骨的拳頭：「其實要做咩？」793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Zx1LPzbw6
793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgw07T2x6OO
「打吓報告囉，有啲係行政嘢嚟嘅。或者要用耳仔同膊頭夾住個電話囉。」793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZcWNtbVmKD
793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1qXMTN6Zy6
「哦，點解嘅。」他淡淡的問。793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS6Sk06E52b
793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRPsiL4ydAX
「校務處飛線入嚟。」793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiIf8ZKMJbp
793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVWqdWKDHQz
「哦。」她正想轉頭和他聊天，但他又回到原本的位置，示意已按摩完畢。793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEk9Pbtkz2r
793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9pBADWRV5v
「唔該哂你。」她的語氣竟不自覺地疏離起來，然後挪一挪身子，躺下。793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCxUZaPiSIV
793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhINC3aZs60
「呢個位係咪痛？好緊喎。」朝光問，令思思回過神來。793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkIkznDiAM2
793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe5cDJNu6mv
「你又識呢啲嘢？」793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtZOpVEe1fY
793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcTrPmJtKeH
「其實唔難。」他笑笑。793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjwh4twxNd0
793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO0zE1qmWFX
他發現，思思有些溜肩，所以她的斜方肌甚大，是有些肉的，可是整體而言極其繃緊。他皺眉，對她訓話：793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9H0Kxm0HPp
793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwtrcBsGoPU
「番屋企玩少啲電話啦，唔好再做低頭族。」793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3c65hsCTwN
793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkCwVs4CXEI
她回頭以側面答：「啱啊，我年紀都唔細。」看着朝光烏黑濃密的頭髮，想起每次梳頭時頭髮也不停脫落，自嘲：793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnKectUI1n7
793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmuJGystPrB
「真係好羨慕你哋啲後生。」793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbw2gFLVS9f
793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoh6cOStfGM
他心跳加速，她笑時眼睛彎彎，可是神色淡然，只自傷年華；他便知道她別無異心，只是剛巧需要有個人為她捏肩。793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5LanCKCVH4
793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFelTaxL7CE
「你有幾老呀？小姐？」他不禁反了一下白眼。793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMdltrViBy3
793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYa7woYhDCu
「老呀，我眼角都有魚尾紋啦。」793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxxGbC3XMpm
793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzNFNV0Am11
他把頭伸前：「冇呀。」793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡex0Ke3uRCy
793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVarwd7HGmQ
她立即提起嘴角，瞇起眼睛：「宜家呢，宜家一笑就有啦。」793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIK2TcGzKWm
793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNjS5Z0NUNJ
「你哋啲女人就係麻煩，唔怪得啲化妝品公司係咁上市，你哋啲錢真係易呃。郁啲就話皺紋，郁啲就話咩老化、暗沉，又要撻啲嘢上面，諗住搽完就會後生咗。都傻傻哋嘅。」793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFeTra2LLec
793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ57yzk1eRh7
「咁唔係點？咁睇落後生啲，都好似靚啲啦。幾多歲嘅男人，都鍾意十八歲嘅女人㗎啦。」793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3xBzQn6OKd
793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy77mKpVnv9
她訕訕，十八歲的她曾被十八歲的阿朗迷戀。793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo1fon4Nja1
793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHK68s7r50l
「邊係，我就唔鍾意啦。」793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtPRWeN2i4s
793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbxAhIM7be0
「咁你鍾意幾多歲？」793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHNAqV6dSao
793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqV8J9Nkd0j
「三十囉，成熟啲，冇咁煩吖嘛。」793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvvXqyUapGw
793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhwZhAssyqG
「五十咪仲成熟？六十歲好似再成熟啲喎。」793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKPycgM62VH
793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCOMUT9qypj
「太熟，不了。」793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUzaswDgGif
793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Wc0reJV2V
他沒有說出口的是：「你講得啱。」他既喜歡她成熟的神色，又喜歡她不老的容貌。他不懂她為何要憂心形容退化，若然他是她的丈夫，他能夠與她相對一輩子，一定可以每天都替其按肩搓頸，絕不怠惰。793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEQaJsxmuAY
793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTwd1NjEdaN
「咁到時你同老婆結婚結到五、六十歲，又不了？」793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWHsYzaRNiC
793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVLno2VUl4G
噢，她才約莫三十歲，已開始和丈夫疏離，那麼再多過幾年會怎樣呢？793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3PLylbdnsr
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「如果我鍾意嘅，幾熟都冇問題。」朝光堅定地答。793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ85hbjGek5M
793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtWObl6Ty3w
當天，阿朗亦說他會一生一世都愛她；其實當天，思思也如此對阿朗說。793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdszLJNLHfH
793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡytYUe8R9dq
可能，他們只是太熟了，而不是不愛；如朝光那樣說，鍾意就得。793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG0Nvt8eneq
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只是，即使喜歡，即使愛，有時太熟，也可以構成問題。793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ36n6KvaVCX
793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFZqez2aO17
她很羨慕朝光的青春和憧憬，如同當日，她和阿朗也有這樣的決心，也相信二人的手心肉一旦黏合，就永不割斷。現在呢？光是一次按摩就能體現時光已逝。她羨慕朝光——793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡokxoKaRQnd
793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqyTthAg7Wc
他不知道，對有些人來說，綿長的情感是一種磨難。793Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRc1HNxZzNk
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