我和日朗在一起。742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLn2cAYHw7K
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCMBOygYjxr
他對我很好，好得我要向他學習怎樣愛人；在他之前，原來我只愛過父母親，只有他們能帶給我痛楚，也只有痛苦也能實切地證明這份感情的重量，只有快樂的話，不過是一種娛樂，那並沒有厚度。742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3b4G3j5nNM
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtfhBMHt6hr
我與別人交往的時候，只有開心，只有自我關照；但講到尾，其實我並不關心別人怎麼活。742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAsupGh2z6G
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlY8sMfjuYV
他們開不開心、好不好，我不在乎。742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrybVwSpQul
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfNPTCEESwp
為什麼我要管他們呢？他們只是提供愛給我的一種工具。742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUQjsHLAbEG
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuIsPiGKxOI
但日朗不同。我喜歡他。742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzedDDBXs3A
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbp2iBavs0h
感覺是完全不一樣的，我想知道他怎樣看待我——742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuks91hD9ph
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkSWUoTfR9i
我想知道，佢會鍾意我幾耐？佢覺得我點？同其他人比呢？742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDqbfSSS54U
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5I0GfVtn3z
但是有些事，我是絕對不會讓他知道的，譬如我收很多觀音兵。如果他發現，我想，我會說：742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ17CbGKReHq
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFbpnmNdmE1
「我唔係有心㗎，咁人哋鍾意我吖嘛？係咪？742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqh5YjWpLr9
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGdJ7f9Ywko
你原本都係其中之一嚟㗎咋，只係，我鍾意你咋嘛。」742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd1iXAA5eeE
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKk6mr3bWhy
這種說法是不是值得欣賞呢？我不知道，但如果是我，聽時會很開心呢，畢竟對方肯定了我啊，是不是？742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiKmUY6CgfO
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡagw8OMqW5X
我喜歡他，明明我喜歡他——我看到他的時候會心動，別人靠近他時我會吃醋，也會在他沒空陪我時感到委屈。如果這都不叫愛，那怎樣才是呢？742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjjRNPFalg6
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtNIAc5iLQJ
可是，我受不了。742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkzSLcgRJYs
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj7zqQfjlHv
慢慢，他要求我：742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIkwS24HAWb
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8sJhg7F9SW
「你可唔可以唔好遲咁耐到？」742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJHvloBqAKw
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSp5GHVa3lu
「下個月先買俾你好冇？我做緊part-time㗎啦，但宜家未有咁多錢……」742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqADqZvyghC
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBhucURfYAa
「喂，你唔好嬲啦，明明係你錯，點解你可以嬲番我轉頭嘅？」742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY9NNoFr2gq
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Uq8u2eQBR
我開始失落。742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuAAGQ8L1ej
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsXy7AS8Rsq
我覺得，他不夠喜歡我，如果真是足夠喜歡，為什麼會對我有那麼多不滿？為什麼不能更多的包容和忍讓？別人都只唯唯諾諾，為什麼他就不可以呢？從來沒人這樣說過我啊。742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr2AL9qIs6a
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS1KfvKS6Vo
難得我已努力向你證明：我愛你。742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3pPUa6moBE
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHMkSeQZOaY
我賣力地和你口交、公開和你戀愛、不再接受他人的美意——很明顯了吧？742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXV1jXHhNr0
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpu30cCbKGt
為什麼你這樣貪心呢？這種美意還不夠嗎？742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMp44sD0oIb
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQDikToMW8m
「我明嘅……你可能唔太識得點愛人，咁不如我哋一齊學，好冇？」742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyQfXgntblr
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGUHOt7cRO9
日朗温柔地牽着我，但口中所說的，對我而言卻是嚴厲的苛責。742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtuj1F37WzX
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5XeAW1hwWR
我不懂愛人？742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9O5Puwqx0B
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMAQ296p5Ef
我不懂愛人——是的，那是因為，一直都是別人愛我嘛，我看別人付出已足夠了。去到自己愛的時候，好像也因而不那麼的得心應手呢？742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcWQYJgQcNz
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2mLgNYz1Fq
日朗說我懶，懶得不願向他多走幾步；我跟他生氣：喂，我已經努力咗㗎啦，咁多人裏面，你已經得到咗最高待遇，點解你唔滿意呢？742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg465UbhwJq
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjro4Ijx9Ux
係咪因為——742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIN52SvmmEu
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1TZAwjZAPQ
你唔夠愛我呢？742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo8rQd5ZRnB
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNAz7N6aE24
這個念頭成了一顆種子埋在我心間。日朗對我很好，但慢慢，我就沒有安全感了，我覺得他不夠別人那麼無條件愛我。742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAJphNxtIa7
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL7jVQCLkBr
對，就是這樣。742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBN3SkANg6j
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRt0AHEfmNA
我的心再一次與他疏離。742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFuqInxLwFa
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA2TxZG2g7p
我突然看不起他。明明並沒有那麼愛我，卻裝出一副委曲求全的樣子。742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSErVFL8RNx
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVRvkC2mcsZ
但是，我還繼續和他在一起，因為他太好了，如果別人知道他喜歡我，也會在心裏高看我幾分。人性如此；而他本身，也算是頗盡心盡力地對我好的，如果我提出要求，他也會努力做到。742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr3lyqvK4PW
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK4gXzvqBVK
只是，不似別人舉重若輕。742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8oPafBdG11
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHN9lWorGTb
而像我這樣的女神並不會滿足於此的，我要得到很多很多，才能區分我自己和別人的差距。742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG9u55MYsLQ
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDDIyIsJviR
所以我出軌——742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtslaEnTC0s
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0I90h3q07v
其實這也是一種貼心吧？我想要的在日朗身上得不到，方才另覓他人，提供我所需，填補我和他的空隙；又不需勉強他勞苦自己，他既可以繼續愛我，我的私心又可繼續被滿足，一舉兩得。742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXgbaKJVdwj
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUFTe5oau6U
本來，日子很好，我也因為得到別人的疼愛而變得更柔和一點，沒有再對日朗提過分的要求、沒有再輕易地發脾氣，總覺得自己要有觀音的氣量。742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4PbXzd0yeN
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqL8ZUFQv2i
直到，日朗發現我出軌。742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9QXnVy9U7K
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUnuhyEi6VX
他很激動。他不明白為什麼我要這樣做，他覺得他已對我至好，為我獻出全部；我只說，我要更多，他給我的還不夠。742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDk6OHyfpvL
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdnpl49ZsyY
那一刻，平常冷靜沉穩的他突然捨棄了自尊，雖然，他指出我的不對：742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0J8X2raAbU
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjq8yJQT8Of
「你唔滿意點解唔同我講？如果唔鍾意，應該係分手而唔係出軌？」742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡziSna1z5RN
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwltBn9Oswk
但是，很快，他又自責地和我說他會改，即使他也不一定知道自己錯在何處。742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJyrItiHRJr
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqivJL37733
結果，他不斷付出。742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZU8YuHa9Qw
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwmVmgUCHFk
而我看見他這樣，又覺得他的魅力不比往昔了，我比他高級，心慢慢地飛走；或者，不在他那處。742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA9CUmCENQs
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBUhLaXyYfK
他說：「你唔好同其他人一齊，我哋重新開始好冇？」742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡohVsl6ipSG
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfThmuiwxMs
他說他愛我，想和我共偕連理。742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZrSKATVTOJ
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ02NxvMkSqU
「咁……算啦，對唔住。」742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqFE7v8neya
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ29O6xr1LaP
我開始覺得心煩，突然，我不需要他的愛了，我喜歡的是光芒萬丈的程日朗，不是這個垂頭喪氣的男人。742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmdX3XmTif8
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVXZgZsSg0y
唉，真令人無奈。742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ2qocZtHEZ
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRQPCnLyW1x
我有別人給我的愛了。742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoLb0xvTVgB
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKaJvcPCytz
而且，他不能接受我有別人，不能包容我的廣交——742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN0seDp3fNq
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡru4i6E553A
唯有再見。742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO00MtCg8RR
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMZTLey3aXZ
再見。742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUHu8hiSK4s
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjgQwGSjJRS
只是，後來，我又念記他。742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCqejP9B14p
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