我和日朗在一起。819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcIDLm7Bpe6
819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO1VOswRcbO
他對我很好，好得我要向他學習怎樣愛人；在他之前，原來我只愛過父母親，只有他們能帶給我痛楚，也只有痛苦也能實切地證明這份感情的重量，只有快樂的話，不過是一種娛樂，那並沒有厚度。819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSpPYyoTdrS
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我與別人交往的時候，只有開心，只有自我關照；但講到尾，其實我並不關心別人怎麼活。819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu6HxeQH6OE
819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJwp4SVSC4O
他們開不開心、好不好，我不在乎。819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyekUdhg2qq
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為什麼我要管他們呢？他們只是提供愛給我的一種工具。819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSibXh3VxAD
819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBbLdG6gbut
但日朗不同。我喜歡他。819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR1VPFA9SVZ
819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0wazNwDgJL
感覺是完全不一樣的，我想知道他怎樣看待我——819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ksdSi8LQx
819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaPPohS3Pd9
我想知道，佢會鍾意我幾耐？佢覺得我點？同其他人比呢？819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1lbQjc3Z2D
819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGvqHfyLown
但是有些事，我是絕對不會讓他知道的，譬如我收很多觀音兵。如果他發現，我想，我會說：819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Dq5hr8Oos
819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcREg4i7HJW
「我唔係有心㗎，咁人哋鍾意我吖嘛？係咪？819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTuNJtor0i6
819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYLWpGqlM51
你原本都係其中之一嚟㗎咋，只係，我鍾意你咋嘛。」819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEnqYQ8VsUP
819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb9qJfxY3VY
這種說法是不是值得欣賞呢？我不知道，但如果是我，聽時會很開心呢，畢竟對方肯定了我啊，是不是？819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzwPrSOCj6W
819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRXZ175oRY6
我喜歡他，明明我喜歡他——我看到他的時候會心動，別人靠近他時我會吃醋，也會在他沒空陪我時感到委屈。如果這都不叫愛，那怎樣才是呢？819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdOHhRJtRry
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可是，我受不了。819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWpKAGpNvtO
819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Mp4orIlfy
慢慢，他要求我：819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1KRYYbww8m
819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtfq0DTmKgy
「你可唔可以唔好遲咁耐到？」819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWR5ntXC3wM
819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPNvefIeqgD
「下個月先買俾你好冇？我做緊part-time㗎啦，但宜家未有咁多錢……」819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOtzS95p1i0
819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdzPhanwOsp
「喂，你唔好嬲啦，明明係你錯，點解你可以嬲番我轉頭嘅？」819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgu430eWlgh
819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1XpAcphwSa
我開始失落。819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa6G8oSYOVE
819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWPfcPk76m0
我覺得，他不夠喜歡我，如果真是足夠喜歡，為什麼會對我有那麼多不滿？為什麼不能更多的包容和忍讓？別人都只唯唯諾諾，為什麼他就不可以呢？從來沒人這樣說過我啊。819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡECRBSlJQB9
819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGizAt53tJ6
難得我已努力向你證明：我愛你。819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzsJMoNoJ9g
819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnYEcR5VFR4
我賣力地和你口交、公開和你戀愛、不再接受他人的美意——很明顯了吧？819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP3XxDy9ul4
819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrS67v4AmkE
為什麼你這樣貪心呢？這種美意還不夠嗎？819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfrsg56CkT1
819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0IT0D0eCE7
「我明嘅……你可能唔太識得點愛人，咁不如我哋一齊學，好冇？」819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDXHK4HgHfZ
819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt50QkKVgmK
日朗温柔地牽着我，但口中所說的，對我而言卻是嚴厲的苛責。819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfT6Bj6NJGD
819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTx2bSyMLzL
我不懂愛人？819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrwIsmKT4fc
819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYhxqZmxkSl
我不懂愛人——是的，那是因為，一直都是別人愛我嘛，我看別人付出已足夠了。去到自己愛的時候，好像也因而不那麼的得心應手呢？819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB7k1dLN5yq
819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8oOL585SZT
日朗說我懶，懶得不願向他多走幾步；我跟他生氣：喂，我已經努力咗㗎啦，咁多人裏面，你已經得到咗最高待遇，點解你唔滿意呢？819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxiMckRur4m
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係咪因為——819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZiLNS9z4Sm
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你唔夠愛我呢？819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP7pJHVoAud
819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp8ePTZMSM6
這個念頭成了一顆種子埋在我心間。日朗對我很好，但慢慢，我就沒有安全感了，我覺得他不夠別人那麼無條件愛我。819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfwnoDhcDUm
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對，就是這樣。819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9LSLkx27cI
819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZqHEDYQHxV
我的心再一次與他疏離。819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHMJtpwjMLk
819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6zz6umo1Z0
我突然看不起他。明明並沒有那麼愛我，卻裝出一副委曲求全的樣子。819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjENAqPTvBu
819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdNe7bMuqYu
但是，我還繼續和他在一起，因為他太好了，如果別人知道他喜歡我，也會在心裏高看我幾分。人性如此；而他本身，也算是頗盡心盡力地對我好的，如果我提出要求，他也會努力做到。819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUOp1WWBIBE
819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN5rnIiwTFp
只是，不似別人舉重若輕。819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡajuWTjnggW
819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY5pI9sFNdR
而像我這樣的女神並不會滿足於此的，我要得到很多很多，才能區分我自己和別人的差距。819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzqleYi3LvI
819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNewGzFZBTW
所以我出軌——819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8gRJW6ebYR
819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVU72c2dx5D
其實這也是一種貼心吧？我想要的在日朗身上得不到，方才另覓他人，提供我所需，填補我和他的空隙；又不需勉強他勞苦自己，他既可以繼續愛我，我的私心又可繼續被滿足，一舉兩得。819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJneps5RBQS
819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvwzSlq82wj
本來，日子很好，我也因為得到別人的疼愛而變得更柔和一點，沒有再對日朗提過分的要求、沒有再輕易地發脾氣，總覺得自己要有觀音的氣量。819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡseXcV6kYD5
819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEvx7bs0qp5
直到，日朗發現我出軌。819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtuWBjTJO04
819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqXLCneZvty
他很激動。他不明白為什麼我要這樣做，他覺得他已對我至好，為我獻出全部；我只說，我要更多，他給我的還不夠。819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIio4KDN9f5
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那一刻，平常冷靜沉穩的他突然捨棄了自尊，雖然，他指出我的不對：819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVoxlgO2ExV
819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBQxvyuWUbI
「你唔滿意點解唔同我講？如果唔鍾意，應該係分手而唔係出軌？」819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡftUS7xAcWL
819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYG2lZwEVwu
但是，很快，他又自責地和我說他會改，即使他也不一定知道自己錯在何處。819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVCNU0eN7tA
819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0TzXgTfM7J
結果，他不斷付出。819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxufYJ9xHfk
819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5acRBdJLe6
而我看見他這樣，又覺得他的魅力不比往昔了，我比他高級，心慢慢地飛走；或者，不在他那處。819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA8fk3dB0PB
819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkBeRKIoMc8
他說：「你唔好同其他人一齊，我哋重新開始好冇？」819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuTLuBctEqG
819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuXDH5nv8Td
他說他愛我，想和我共偕連理。819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoJn2utbvRs
819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWJ18KDLVcj
「咁……算啦，對唔住。」819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBJ3jGJkg50
819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKp0NFWWPlK
我開始覺得心煩，突然，我不需要他的愛了，我喜歡的是光芒萬丈的程日朗，不是這個垂頭喪氣的男人。819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4JA8R6X4Z4
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唉，真令人無奈。819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ18QH9OIwdV
819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyBNyiQ5YJ4
我有別人給我的愛了。819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFI7qR0CZEs
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而且，他不能接受我有別人，不能包容我的廣交——819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8zU8exUvlx
819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBXcplKFKa7
唯有再見。819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfGFG40VpIu
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再見。819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGxfWvWyDCd
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只是，後來，我又念記他。819Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgXuiWZ65gq
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