我和日朗在一起。775Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ3PJ3e52XH
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他對我很好，好得我要向他學習怎樣愛人；在他之前，原來我只愛過父母親，只有他們能帶給我痛楚，也只有痛苦也能實切地證明這份感情的重量，只有快樂的話，不過是一種娛樂，那並沒有厚度。775Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGDfljUYyqL
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我與別人交往的時候，只有開心，只有自我關照；但講到尾，其實我並不關心別人怎麼活。775Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9tiA6nYocY
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他們開不開心、好不好，我不在乎。775Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv3dCNcBJJd
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為什麼我要管他們呢？他們只是提供愛給我的一種工具。775Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9yhhgcLXzn
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但日朗不同。我喜歡他。775Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi88fvoMMBI
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感覺是完全不一樣的，我想知道他怎樣看待我——775Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl1GmeF5UK5
775Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrQfyRXqJjD
我想知道，佢會鍾意我幾耐？佢覺得我點？同其他人比呢？775Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWlwsa8aLtt
775Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Ht8k4jM4q
但是有些事，我是絕對不會讓他知道的，譬如我收很多觀音兵。如果他發現，我想，我會說：775Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSTllt5uhca
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「我唔係有心㗎，咁人哋鍾意我吖嘛？係咪？775Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzUYcsG2kDw
775Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIGpoDDu64E
你原本都係其中之一嚟㗎咋，只係，我鍾意你咋嘛。」775Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdrHJvcpqTv
775Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzEAKshhGUR
這種說法是不是值得欣賞呢？我不知道，但如果是我，聽時會很開心呢，畢竟對方肯定了我啊，是不是？775Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDvd0tHRBj8
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我喜歡他，明明我喜歡他——我看到他的時候會心動，別人靠近他時我會吃醋，也會在他沒空陪我時感到委屈。如果這都不叫愛，那怎樣才是呢？775Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2GIRwN4K5E
775Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEZ2t8acjbT
可是，我受不了。775Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrsjn4yszeW
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慢慢，他要求我：775Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡteSCoNhgkF
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「你可唔可以唔好遲咁耐到？」775Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUaYTwtKvmd
775Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyErYDzJ0VJ
「下個月先買俾你好冇？我做緊part-time㗎啦，但宜家未有咁多錢……」775Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9BuT0Vh8Xq
775Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf3jprpPvte
「喂，你唔好嬲啦，明明係你錯，點解你可以嬲番我轉頭嘅？」775Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3sjs9dDuBR
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我開始失落。775Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFFvXs3IGCZ
775Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ59F97qG5tc
我覺得，他不夠喜歡我，如果真是足夠喜歡，為什麼會對我有那麼多不滿？為什麼不能更多的包容和忍讓？別人都只唯唯諾諾，為什麼他就不可以呢？從來沒人這樣說過我啊。775Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqOqTN3dXWg
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難得我已努力向你證明：我愛你。775Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBRAalEDUB8
775Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfT9yfGFG0C
我賣力地和你口交、公開和你戀愛、不再接受他人的美意——很明顯了吧？775Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcP6OiPoqBG
775Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe7Q5xtgsq4
為什麼你這樣貪心呢？這種美意還不夠嗎？775Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBRVnT5ZdHH
775Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1KPIkEQf1e
「我明嘅……你可能唔太識得點愛人，咁不如我哋一齊學，好冇？」775Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcIDxvVjYhM
775Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1VWvP1W2aE
日朗温柔地牽着我，但口中所說的，對我而言卻是嚴厲的苛責。775Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJfzj1JXfVK
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我不懂愛人？775Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdmpuRLeXRV
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我不懂愛人——是的，那是因為，一直都是別人愛我嘛，我看別人付出已足夠了。去到自己愛的時候，好像也因而不那麼的得心應手呢？775Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ6AMLVCAkt
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日朗說我懶，懶得不願向他多走幾步；我跟他生氣：喂，我已經努力咗㗎啦，咁多人裏面，你已經得到咗最高待遇，點解你唔滿意呢？775Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfnruhcuzeJ
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係咪因為——775Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡub5b6lxPTW
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你唔夠愛我呢？775Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVjCBtNDGZi
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這個念頭成了一顆種子埋在我心間。日朗對我很好，但慢慢，我就沒有安全感了，我覺得他不夠別人那麼無條件愛我。775Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMTftRPHh57
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對，就是這樣。775Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnJ0qtLKF1j
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我的心再一次與他疏離。775Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqBfFgI6itA
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我突然看不起他。明明並沒有那麼愛我，卻裝出一副委曲求全的樣子。775Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzCggpw6LJz
775Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaMSNMu7QQh
但是，我還繼續和他在一起，因為他太好了，如果別人知道他喜歡我，也會在心裏高看我幾分。人性如此；而他本身，也算是頗盡心盡力地對我好的，如果我提出要求，他也會努力做到。775Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkUGyETvKoV
775Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhuzmOfGsnW
只是，不似別人舉重若輕。775Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL5R9zccWSq
775Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXYbJkjZciT
而像我這樣的女神並不會滿足於此的，我要得到很多很多，才能區分我自己和別人的差距。775Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi8HPLmadUn
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所以我出軌——775Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ0fhE36L5A
775Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj2HYNzpu67
其實這也是一種貼心吧？我想要的在日朗身上得不到，方才另覓他人，提供我所需，填補我和他的空隙；又不需勉強他勞苦自己，他既可以繼續愛我，我的私心又可繼續被滿足，一舉兩得。775Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2DFMHsWERr
775Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡffrfnMKulN
本來，日子很好，我也因為得到別人的疼愛而變得更柔和一點，沒有再對日朗提過分的要求、沒有再輕易地發脾氣，總覺得自己要有觀音的氣量。775Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡap9CGNzovp
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直到，日朗發現我出軌。775Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8sKaFcXTHz
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他很激動。他不明白為什麼我要這樣做，他覺得他已對我至好，為我獻出全部；我只說，我要更多，他給我的還不夠。775Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDEiOdAvfnR
775Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeinQh7Jw4I
那一刻，平常冷靜沉穩的他突然捨棄了自尊，雖然，他指出我的不對：775Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKFEk3CJ0YO
775Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYRtx8HcCA9
「你唔滿意點解唔同我講？如果唔鍾意，應該係分手而唔係出軌？」775Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxet1xe80Gb
775Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmlvRoSUaQF
但是，很快，他又自責地和我說他會改，即使他也不一定知道自己錯在何處。775Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ZC80cijMr
775Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡActQj3nc3i
結果，他不斷付出。775Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ15BbM3iYO4
775Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjZr2ETBFjk
而我看見他這樣，又覺得他的魅力不比往昔了，我比他高級，心慢慢地飛走；或者，不在他那處。775Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWDXk7SAnxT
775Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDf332GmMu2
他說：「你唔好同其他人一齊，我哋重新開始好冇？」775Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Ci4hHt4Jp
775Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡULcZLpstjL
他說他愛我，想和我共偕連理。775Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS6MYKp2Ni1
775Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyVZqa9czBI
「咁……算啦，對唔住。」775Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdCDb3JDtP3
775Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM7RNnbZ4Gn
我開始覺得心煩，突然，我不需要他的愛了，我喜歡的是光芒萬丈的程日朗，不是這個垂頭喪氣的男人。775Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0OgxGfYdN6
775Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPLtDStQbXR
唉，真令人無奈。775Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFjxQANJGLU
775Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHnMkml5UNj
我有別人給我的愛了。775Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCNb7n2HgXH
775Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcGDPKZIQIu
而且，他不能接受我有別人，不能包容我的廣交——775Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqM0ohyPWcS
775Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3xuLwGxRa4
唯有再見。775Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzgtmTOhFri
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再見。775Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ54dEMmTLep
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只是，後來，我又念記他。775Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa77CjZAFdg
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