最後，他失去了往常生氣，可是又努力笑笑，佯裝自己只是疲倦，和思思踏出校門。935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQUNWkSNCLc
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阿朗覺得思思較往日不同，但他不知道為什麼。935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl2Pf4Y16jH
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她有時會問他一些奇怪的問題：「如果你俾人屈，咁你會點會？」935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlPWBtTz9Vq
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「睇吓係邊個屈我先？」935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA7onRdu4qm
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「譬如，老闆？」935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtVA97LkTFl
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「同佢解釋，我係冤枉㗎囉。」他側頭。935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8GHa7KyDtj
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「如果佢堅持，咁點？」她追問。935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxyV7yMGyrX
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「咁都冇計啦……如果講極佢都唔信，咁咪唯有say sorry，如果唔係，繼續同佢拗，會冇咗份工添。」935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYdlYVrmioL
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「哦……」聲音越來越低、遠。935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjK04c4XnI4
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然後，她不再說話，睡覺。935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGwa5P756QH
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是因為最近她太累？她不適應新環境？但又不見她和他說工作煩憂。隨即，他又想到，思思不喜主動透露情緒，那就由他給她一個閒適的星期五晚上吧，這樣，可能就能誘導她講出心事。935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvBeHvS7E12
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在思思工作的校門外，阿朗等着，眼睛一脫離手腕上的錶，就看見她和一個學生一起出來——有傾有講有笑。935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsCrEFaW7uc
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思思看到阿朗，隨即向前大踏步，再牽上他的手，不自然地和朝光說再見，仿佛尷尬；而他一看到朝光，就知道這個學生對思思有意。935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEg9jsY24Fa
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同性總能察覺同性的心思，尤其，朝光以鋒利目光打量阿朗，有些不忿，又有些無奈。朝光的五官，若然細看，還真的找得出阿朗的影子，喜歡同一個女子，恰若不是什麼新奇事。935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsxtkJxVeGQ
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不言而喻。思思知道嗎？那麼。935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCCV2wLZpZk
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「佢邊個嚟㗎，同你一齊走嘅？」阿朗問。935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy9kU3nZw0x
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「學生，中六㗎啦，考試壓力大。佢有時會嚟社工室，吹吓水咁。」思思嗅到他身上的消毒藥水氣味。935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqv4NLa4RBf
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「壞學生？」他注意到朝光的打扮。935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOMeNGa2ryC
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「唔係嘅，我起初都以為，但其實都係固執、堅持己見，同埋唔太守儀容規矩啫。」935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHFTetrDRHr
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「你哋成日見？」935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhfGSckYAgB
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「嗯……唔係嘅，有時啦。」她想，也不是常常吧，她又不是每天都留校。935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG5qTJXDkSU
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「佢鍾意你？」935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbmDMnXp31r
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「痴線，點會。我大佢咁多。」935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM3PaDU97ng
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「我覺得係喎，佢啱啱咁樣望你——同埋，佢有啲嬲嬲哋咁望我。」935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjze84iJdU4
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「你多心咋！佢係學生嚟咋喎。」935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc6sUelfmEN
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「佢成日嚟揾你？」935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsisypGKbpZ
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「都算係嘅，咁佢有嘢想講，但冇人聽佢講啫，所以咪揾駐校。」935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOP6DTV9oqz
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「可能佢唔係有嘢講，只係想對住你。」935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkrgxYzlVuf
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「點會。人哋學生嚟，邊有咁多呢啲心思？唔好屈人啦，冇人聽佢講嘢，已經好慘㗎啦……」935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdPiLs93th9
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「我真係覺得係。」阿朗打斷思思，停下腳步。935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrwmUzEXzKC
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「我覺得唔係。」她堅持。其實她也不知道朝光之意，但覺微愠。935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvDXqviY6iQ
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二人不語，有些惱火。就快走到餐廳，思思問：935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9KEvaKgeyZ
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「係呢，點解今日收咁早？」935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUVLLs3rHqV
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「接少咗兩單，想嚟接你吖嘛。」思思聽後，牽得他更緊了一些；阿朗見狀，又說：「點知見到你同其他人一齊。」935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuDUy61ar8y
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她敏感：「冇一齊呀，行出校門啫，唔好多心啦，好冇？」935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJIO8WexGxI
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「咪就係一齊出嚟，你咁心虛做咩？」935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmS2j1tdkQq
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阿朗覺得，思思最近的轉變確實與那個學生有關，但她又應該不是喜歡朝光，但又好像喜歡，至少不可能抗拒與他相處，否則，出校門時，她看起來就不會是輕鬆自如了。935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF5O9Du1Htv
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「都唔知你擔心啲咩。」她點菜，之後不再說話。935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk2zD2iMMEO
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她承認，自己有變化，所以坦白講，她有些心虛。但並不是愛上了別人——但也許，比愛上別人更差麼。935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQH2b5Ixwfp
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好像，她對於「家」感到厭倦一樣。看到阿朗時，已無昔日欣喜，只如常地瞥一眼，再繼續手頭上的事，行雲流水。聽他說話時，也會不自覺地出神，不能聚焦於他的所思所想。大概，是因為日子不斷重複，但她又不想以此歸因——明明她捱得過平淡、苦難、寂寞，明明現在一切都很好。935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB6KjpjLejD
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明明，她已歷剖腹產子時的一次鬼門關險況、蠶食身心地自我慰寂寥、隱忍地原諒丈夫抵觸自己的異心；到如今一切都安穩時，她卻覺得不太對勁。935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIm64gFdMYV
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她倦怠。935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqmnf6NoaHr
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她想念以前的阿朗，那個勇敢、坦率、直抒所想的他，那個會與她緊緊相擁的他，那個會直直盯着她的眼而從不迴避的他。她當然愛他，永永遠遠，可是，如果有得選擇的話，她還是希望回到十八歲的夏天。935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ467WV1yMOl
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「咁你同個學生熟唔熟？」阿朗吃着河粉，問，然後將一塊豬排夾給思思，他總覺得她吃不飽，不太長肉。935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaBnAepq61J
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「唔太，佢講佢嘅，然後我聽再回應，咁囉。」她真誠的答。935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUP8HdvRbOS
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可是，每次被丈夫關心，她又會覺得，其實如此也不錯。935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrGVn6qdN8O
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阿朗不再說起朝光：「棉花糖呢排都要練舞，好似話三、四月比賽。」935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPZM1iWIjMU
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「咁早就開始練？」935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCVpeA4VPSo
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「係啩，團體舞又要排、又要練齊動作，驚太趕先開始會練唔切。」935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjLGA2qApew
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「哦哦，係呢——你出門前有冇淋到水？」思思忽然想起。935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE3nboVc4C1
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「冇呀，諗住棉花糖會自己照顧番。」935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡINZCzlIvxZ
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那是學校的種花比賽，高年級學生負責養植一串紅，這是一場專門弄死植物的活動，好多人在捧着花苗回家的過程中，將泥土撒落一地。935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJTHydo5hcf
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「好似好多日冇淋啦喎，番去幫佢淋番先。」935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxZRubD6Sy7
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「聽日話吓佢啦，自己嘢都睇唔實。」935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpmqY9JSk8P
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「可能佢唔記得咗啫，而且，佢又咁夜先番。」935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbOgP5M4EPs
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「慈母多敗兒。」阿朗察覺思思的目光，又補充：「咁係吖嘛，我哋全屋都唔熟呢啲嘢，咁宜家係佢做嘅，應該係佢自己handle番。」935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2oHseEvkpr
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「好啦，咁我提吓佢。」本身，思思想說自己非慈母、棉花糖非敗兒，可是，說來何用，她們本來就不是。而且，其實也不重要，他說得對，其實他的言論毫無問題，有問題的是聽者的心。935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUp4SkTTC4c
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她比極多人遲鈍，終於，失去了新鮮感。935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKl643V7jyg
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她想起朝光，如果是他坐在對面，一定會說些爛gag逗她開心，話題不會圍繞家庭，而是未知的、模糊的、神秘的、穩密的、新奇的。935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc7rX2SjPpE
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下一秒，阿朗又喚了喚她：「做咩𡁻咁耐都唔吞？咬唔開？」935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrGjRS658Oo
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她回過神來，看，眼前的是伴她十年的成熟男子，她不應在幻想中傷害老公的自尊。所以，她吃了下一口飯。935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGbA67l6yOE
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難以吞嚥。多喝一口水，舒服得多。935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc5OxMhicdY
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