最後，他失去了往常生氣，可是又努力笑笑，佯裝自己只是疲倦，和思思踏出校門。884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRsLLcKHZmt
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阿朗覺得思思較往日不同，但他不知道為什麼。884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡadcQeOHPXL
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她有時會問他一些奇怪的問題：「如果你俾人屈，咁你會點會？」884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrNJATP928j
884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRsiQiTgENR
「睇吓係邊個屈我先？」884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDczIWPwpdi
884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRAZqCuvUsi
「譬如，老闆？」884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjxAaB1tIpP
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「同佢解釋，我係冤枉㗎囉。」他側頭。884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8mJXah0jaI
884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi0ghO6oJxR
「如果佢堅持，咁點？」她追問。884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg4c1u6s0Tv
884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJmWsu2Vs5j
「咁都冇計啦……如果講極佢都唔信，咁咪唯有say sorry，如果唔係，繼續同佢拗，會冇咗份工添。」884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMZ3R8YblSb
884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTYNt9Jlqxq
「哦……」聲音越來越低、遠。884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc6Ug3k4Lt9
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然後，她不再說話，睡覺。884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPZRJyL7PuY
884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvwZHHdvDYr
是因為最近她太累？她不適應新環境？但又不見她和他說工作煩憂。隨即，他又想到，思思不喜主動透露情緒，那就由他給她一個閒適的星期五晚上吧，這樣，可能就能誘導她講出心事。884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBnjP2n0dKc
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在思思工作的校門外，阿朗等着，眼睛一脫離手腕上的錶，就看見她和一個學生一起出來——有傾有講有笑。884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfSyl1rbTv5
884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7xjGfKIQub
思思看到阿朗，隨即向前大踏步，再牽上他的手，不自然地和朝光說再見，仿佛尷尬；而他一看到朝光，就知道這個學生對思思有意。884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeodAgmfq89
884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfVTq3Nb6sZ
同性總能察覺同性的心思，尤其，朝光以鋒利目光打量阿朗，有些不忿，又有些無奈。朝光的五官，若然細看，還真的找得出阿朗的影子，喜歡同一個女子，恰若不是什麼新奇事。884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ2rEWgMeyW
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不言而喻。思思知道嗎？那麼。884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZw70kgaWWW
884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAyyufdPXc4
「佢邊個嚟㗎，同你一齊走嘅？」阿朗問。884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD8s6BEJucX
884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMHFBlTA6zW
「學生，中六㗎啦，考試壓力大。佢有時會嚟社工室，吹吓水咁。」思思嗅到他身上的消毒藥水氣味。884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUE2AVhKmWv
884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJrC7O9pOnt
「壞學生？」他注意到朝光的打扮。884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDFpHMah9tt
884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2vpgFFswXJ
「唔係嘅，我起初都以為，但其實都係固執、堅持己見，同埋唔太守儀容規矩啫。」884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTsmzdR9uw2
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「你哋成日見？」884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4wzEOkp92p
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「嗯……唔係嘅，有時啦。」她想，也不是常常吧，她又不是每天都留校。884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡITNYaaanuZ
884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcRgbMR7wjs
「佢鍾意你？」884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrnONtOEFth
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「痴線，點會。我大佢咁多。」884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvXGMh0Hbis
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「我覺得係喎，佢啱啱咁樣望你——同埋，佢有啲嬲嬲哋咁望我。」884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvfW3ku4nJk
884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhIjP1AY5Zl
「你多心咋！佢係學生嚟咋喎。」884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjdiGsH5ivk
884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQabr16YWCP
「佢成日嚟揾你？」884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhDhdJiakOy
884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiDQLkD7BN9
「都算係嘅，咁佢有嘢想講，但冇人聽佢講啫，所以咪揾駐校。」884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWms4zR21Cu
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「可能佢唔係有嘢講，只係想對住你。」884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoeQsMMvu8d
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「點會。人哋學生嚟，邊有咁多呢啲心思？唔好屈人啦，冇人聽佢講嘢，已經好慘㗎啦……」884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAj2oiatApU
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「我真係覺得係。」阿朗打斷思思，停下腳步。884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzO9K3rLMYQ
884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgjnji7q8ql
「我覺得唔係。」她堅持。其實她也不知道朝光之意，但覺微愠。884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3gMVWUbuve
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二人不語，有些惱火。就快走到餐廳，思思問：884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtvTliOeyH6
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「係呢，點解今日收咁早？」884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHqd20OkhUw
884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz4B2ZMdUDe
「接少咗兩單，想嚟接你吖嘛。」思思聽後，牽得他更緊了一些；阿朗見狀，又說：「點知見到你同其他人一齊。」884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYcrUPkVpLs
884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6YFyV7RqIu
她敏感：「冇一齊呀，行出校門啫，唔好多心啦，好冇？」884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY2GuQpSY2h
884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjskUwOSPVh
「咪就係一齊出嚟，你咁心虛做咩？」884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdKHWj2kw1m
884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8hIdcnbbXc
阿朗覺得，思思最近的轉變確實與那個學生有關，但她又應該不是喜歡朝光，但又好像喜歡，至少不可能抗拒與他相處，否則，出校門時，她看起來就不會是輕鬆自如了。884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZUXAAa8Re7
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「都唔知你擔心啲咩。」她點菜，之後不再說話。884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ37yedRtwdp
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她承認，自己有變化，所以坦白講，她有些心虛。但並不是愛上了別人——但也許，比愛上別人更差麼。884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡher3VpBDWU
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好像，她對於「家」感到厭倦一樣。看到阿朗時，已無昔日欣喜，只如常地瞥一眼，再繼續手頭上的事，行雲流水。聽他說話時，也會不自覺地出神，不能聚焦於他的所思所想。大概，是因為日子不斷重複，但她又不想以此歸因——明明她捱得過平淡、苦難、寂寞，明明現在一切都很好。884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWspGGPVosL
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明明，她已歷剖腹產子時的一次鬼門關險況、蠶食身心地自我慰寂寥、隱忍地原諒丈夫抵觸自己的異心；到如今一切都安穩時，她卻覺得不太對勁。884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtOSDZUljCP
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她倦怠。884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkF8MbGyV5p
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她想念以前的阿朗，那個勇敢、坦率、直抒所想的他，那個會與她緊緊相擁的他，那個會直直盯着她的眼而從不迴避的他。她當然愛他，永永遠遠，可是，如果有得選擇的話，她還是希望回到十八歲的夏天。884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUcEB5cisGT
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「咁你同個學生熟唔熟？」阿朗吃着河粉，問，然後將一塊豬排夾給思思，他總覺得她吃不飽，不太長肉。884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUjmlba3ERe
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「唔太，佢講佢嘅，然後我聽再回應，咁囉。」她真誠的答。884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRiam7kNT2U
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可是，每次被丈夫關心，她又會覺得，其實如此也不錯。884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0fceAsrcUR
884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNDNpCgP61z
阿朗不再說起朝光：「棉花糖呢排都要練舞，好似話三、四月比賽。」884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYaHqZ5Slbm
884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtB4LOcjcst
「咁早就開始練？」884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoK9TazSBi4
884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5FGDZ21VLZ
「係啩，團體舞又要排、又要練齊動作，驚太趕先開始會練唔切。」884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8DlHYll93b
884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt4Mjp39X6t
「哦哦，係呢——你出門前有冇淋到水？」思思忽然想起。884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8WXYeRq5WW
884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvDCm2lESjZ
「冇呀，諗住棉花糖會自己照顧番。」884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe06vY6WS1i
884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMbNFKezMxb
那是學校的種花比賽，高年級學生負責養植一串紅，這是一場專門弄死植物的活動，好多人在捧着花苗回家的過程中，將泥土撒落一地。884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKiWJiHU7YD
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「好似好多日冇淋啦喎，番去幫佢淋番先。」884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCXgSxSD4pw
884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVbYrtmPkCo
「聽日話吓佢啦，自己嘢都睇唔實。」884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp4gh24z5YN
884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNDcBCL8MWt
「可能佢唔記得咗啫，而且，佢又咁夜先番。」884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3KQImnVpeJ
884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFv9mdhcR0N
「慈母多敗兒。」阿朗察覺思思的目光，又補充：「咁係吖嘛，我哋全屋都唔熟呢啲嘢，咁宜家係佢做嘅，應該係佢自己handle番。」884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuJFRZhq01r
884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVSc1DjADto
「好啦，咁我提吓佢。」本身，思思想說自己非慈母、棉花糖非敗兒，可是，說來何用，她們本來就不是。而且，其實也不重要，他說得對，其實他的言論毫無問題，有問題的是聽者的心。884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMqV3IlAgqV
884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJmehPRD4yJ
她比極多人遲鈍，終於，失去了新鮮感。884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5nwZCbULjx
884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXcJP3DMRtI
她想起朝光，如果是他坐在對面，一定會說些爛gag逗她開心，話題不會圍繞家庭，而是未知的、模糊的、神秘的、穩密的、新奇的。884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb6wpkOTj4g
884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsjiPYCoSA0
下一秒，阿朗又喚了喚她：「做咩𡁻咁耐都唔吞？咬唔開？」884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIOGnwv1GH4
884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHcz3tJSoi8
她回過神來，看，眼前的是伴她十年的成熟男子，她不應在幻想中傷害老公的自尊。所以，她吃了下一口飯。884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaib4Sn8b4q
884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxi3CtP8AWb
難以吞嚥。多喝一口水，舒服得多。884Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLwQr2HH0IA
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