波瀾不驚，是平靜，是舒適；是死寂，是窒息。829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUlcKJOHEUX
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波瀾當驚？829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2iFoAkcQCb
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思思如常，坐落在社工室的椅子上，打字。829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSHINs7TCBc
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Tfqz3OMCb
她總是要跟別人說：「It is OK to be not OK.」829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ56duvtpYAl
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb24woQFIH9
但世界的運行卻是如此：「我理撚得你O唔OK，做好啲嘢佢啦。」829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQkEhfeHbXI
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcC5lL9UVO8
放學，朝光開門，問思思：829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKxyEXQAmZn
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Crl6G2mwL
「你好似好攰咁喎？好多嘢做？」829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡChBGO0rkZ4
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡetNS9iQZWL
他凑近，盯着她的臉，她連眨眼也很慢，像那些吊着鹽水的病人，無意再看天花那一成不變的模糊紋理。有時他覺得，她的生命迹象是薄弱的，從神情來看。829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4I0U4qIW5W
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHnbT4THxSS
「少少攰啦。」她已習慣他的到來。829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBc2GLaLNl8
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdDjVlechYw
他不語，把手放到她的肩上，替她按摩繃緊的肩膀。829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYWSlfR9Q89
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw3r0emI5xv
「啱力？」829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmqGuG4tqtm
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKf6K12j3WF
她正閉眼，沒來得及作任何反應；忽然想起，阿朗也會幫她按肩。829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVpRIzQT4e2
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6B2tIiEBoS
曾經，他也非常自信的說「程師傅好好手勢，實按到你舒舒服服。」之後，就會以深深淺淺的力度按壓她的肩，用手指捽捽，又用手肘轉轉，非常細緻。829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGUZLTpaYEq
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxD9zRzdWL5
「程師傅好掂喎。」829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8RJajQj6e5
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB5qoLm0xuw
她扭頭，向阿朗笑笑，他就會吻她的臉頰，然後繼續按摩某些穴位。829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUBKq12ogbS
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXLzpZsVcMY
「嗯。」思思回答朝光。829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhxjvAUXtOF
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9T4ONMUKIQ
其實，她不應允許朝光的手放在她的肩上。可是，她這刻覺得，或者渴望他是阿朗，那個會認真替她捏肩的「程師傅」。829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrteVNwYWzu
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYG8qmwQ1zj
昨夜，阿朗也有替她按摩。829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRBtNJ5CFxx
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvr9KocRomc
她在床上作伸展狀，他抬頭隨口問了一句：「洗唔洗幫你摙吓骨？」又立刻低頭看電話。829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJOobZqFAP0
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjPV6YRJS0q
「好呀。」怎料她真的要。829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMgWlpbsTGV
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpnYUYdX5RL
她看到，他肯定自己沒有聽錯後的一刻停頓，隨即又面色自如地移至她的背後，一下下地按着。829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ITdBXh0H1
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5O5eSo1SwF
「對咗好耐電腦？」829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0lsyHqivrG
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7zlnUuI0JU
「係呀。」829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRhlVWMruPW
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3kOGBYTepD
他轉為㩡骨的拳頭：「其實要做咩？」829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLxuP1f3Kxl
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzeCDUah4nZ
「打吓報告囉，有啲係行政嘢嚟嘅。或者要用耳仔同膊頭夾住個電話囉。」829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGDaIMLq09L
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpUy03GtaFp
「哦，點解嘅。」他淡淡的問。829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo3SbpinFJr
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCNMStVyydG
「校務處飛線入嚟。」829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaDgrM8az07
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3BLSGCyzD9
「哦。」她正想轉頭和他聊天，但他又回到原本的位置，示意已按摩完畢。829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeTqRE6ut6w
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4zcRVGWSFH
「唔該哂你。」她的語氣竟不自覺地疏離起來，然後挪一挪身子，躺下。829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7JSzwAB7Iv
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ35sSLodgFQ
「呢個位係咪痛？好緊喎。」朝光問，令思思回過神來。829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ633JEIlllX
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF2KsmGWA7V
「你又識呢啲嘢？」829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj3jOXK3NPx
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbJHop22Osy
「其實唔難。」他笑笑。829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhnM95hBmGJ
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgDNTjryidU
他發現，思思有些溜肩，所以她的斜方肌甚大，是有些肉的，可是整體而言極其繃緊。他皺眉，對她訓話：829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnrAetL4hzb
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNCfxfAsvzd
「番屋企玩少啲電話啦，唔好再做低頭族。」829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡolbN3bPG7x
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3wsWDoNlTn
她回頭以側面答：「啱啊，我年紀都唔細。」看着朝光烏黑濃密的頭髮，想起每次梳頭時頭髮也不停脫落，自嘲：829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlvj17tgE4R
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyF3AY03LxY
「真係好羨慕你哋啲後生。」829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJx3vy1syox
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡslr6EWQAuF
他心跳加速，她笑時眼睛彎彎，可是神色淡然，只自傷年華；他便知道她別無異心，只是剛巧需要有個人為她捏肩。829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNzeA3PyMBF
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL0yuWpCRO2
「你有幾老呀？小姐？」他不禁反了一下白眼。829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk5lAtxCMdS
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡStxKiPWnHW
「老呀，我眼角都有魚尾紋啦。」829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh1wzHnCZd0
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnGnSxGll4b
他把頭伸前：「冇呀。」829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeltSHTLVam
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtlfTYUouys
她立即提起嘴角，瞇起眼睛：「宜家呢，宜家一笑就有啦。」829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpfhKkutgFu
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQjzexctkVO
「你哋啲女人就係麻煩，唔怪得啲化妝品公司係咁上市，你哋啲錢真係易呃。郁啲就話皺紋，郁啲就話咩老化、暗沉，又要撻啲嘢上面，諗住搽完就會後生咗。都傻傻哋嘅。」829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhARnNV0rXR
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf63c37KU1f
「咁唔係點？咁睇落後生啲，都好似靚啲啦。幾多歲嘅男人，都鍾意十八歲嘅女人㗎啦。」829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhmr4OiBKX8
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYHTNC20PAe
她訕訕，十八歲的她曾被十八歲的阿朗迷戀。829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXNeAMIdkuc
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiqaHKafYqN
「邊係，我就唔鍾意啦。」829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWU2yoHert4
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0S2wx0jMiL
「咁你鍾意幾多歲？」829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqtys7TaLqA
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlAFVP2xsxC
「三十囉，成熟啲，冇咁煩吖嘛。」829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKqT5n4ifP6
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgExu0rTg2A
「五十咪仲成熟？六十歲好似再成熟啲喎。」829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPSwa0Lsk3s
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgIeYYeozaA
「太熟，不了。」829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8roGKhVM3n
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXuIPSTNQAF
他沒有說出口的是：「你講得啱。」他既喜歡她成熟的神色，又喜歡她不老的容貌。他不懂她為何要憂心形容退化，若然他是她的丈夫，他能夠與她相對一輩子，一定可以每天都替其按肩搓頸，絕不怠惰。829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7kdW961i7b
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡILAmDrHrwt
「咁到時你同老婆結婚結到五、六十歲，又不了？」829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3nV9jBxoao
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcd6CwuqyhT
噢，她才約莫三十歲，已開始和丈夫疏離，那麼再多過幾年會怎樣呢？829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1GFy2yflom
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7BNpq4vGMT
「如果我鍾意嘅，幾熟都冇問題。」朝光堅定地答。829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVzpFBU41ea
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOfNVHuiGFR
當天，阿朗亦說他會一生一世都愛她；其實當天，思思也如此對阿朗說。829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOGo6qVLzjg
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4pt54wNCHp
可能，他們只是太熟了，而不是不愛；如朝光那樣說，鍾意就得。829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeJK9oUjJxL
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLhZaGXxAqS
只是，即使喜歡，即使愛，有時太熟，也可以構成問題。829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOlNp5VZg7X
829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGaO5DpFIQA
她很羨慕朝光的青春和憧憬，如同當日，她和阿朗也有這樣的決心，也相信二人的手心肉一旦黏合，就永不割斷。現在呢？光是一次按摩就能體現時光已逝。她羨慕朝光——829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8lQnZsSGiT
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他不知道，對有些人來說，綿長的情感是一種磨難。829Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2DU9SvGV2N
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