而剛剛，她看着他，想起的是另一張臉，內心澎湃，她應該求變。925Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9zwVyOfS1u
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思思回家去。925Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTRybrl7lNO
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她着媽媽帶棉花糖回另一個家，明天再來接走她；今晚多煮阿朗喜歡的餸。925Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpqBnZ7yeje
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然後，她只想和他認真談一談。925Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR1Ren5QUql
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剛剛，她非常害怕，雖然表面上很淡定，但實則上她不斷回想朝光對她的好，仿如舊時阿朗待她那般，她有些迷失，有一刻覺得——925Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNsC6TpDDnR
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如果朝光可以代替阿朗來疼惜她，那也可以填補她的空虛。925Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdbrVyAGObm
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幸好下一刻，她又覺得這樣太自私和有違專業道德，不應以三十歲的心智去操控十八歲的少年，他應該收獲更純粹的愛，不應該僅僅因為「愛她」而「被愛」。925Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUuoPk5UYqL
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幸好。925Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhyy4Jv52Vd
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她看着時間一分一秒過去，忽然笑，此刻不似以前寂寞，她等待阿朗回家是強烈的目的性的。結果越等，越重温他以往對她好的片段，因此增加了她求變的決心——好好的一對愛侶，好好的一個家，為什麼要虛偽扮演恩愛？卻不自知演技極其拙劣，大家也是看穿而不說穿，只暗地裏歎息。925Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsnVgbZwjh0
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她慶幸她是個理智的人，新鮮感的誘惑不足以令她放棄所愛。925Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMmpZN9AsxF
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沉沒成本太高了，愛應該也是一盤精明的交易；二人的皮膚刻過對方的體温和掌紋，手掌肉緊合，若要分離則要用刀切割，太痛。925Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNRBewvhqRA
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想着想着，阿朗回家了；比以前晚了一點點。925Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg3E96XH7Di
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久違地，思思比他更快扭開門鎖，打開門，對他笑；莫名感動，仿佛只有他到達的時候，這裏才是家。925Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYAXilDwV6Z
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他錯愕，對她的熱情陌生。925Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6QEyIDoGcw
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停頓。925Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRGQprzYNst
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他也微微一笑，不知怎樣反應，真的過分陌生，熟悉只在回憶裏。他站在門口和她對看。925Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC5lOVeG74i
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她故作自若地問，如以前一樣擁抱他：925Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgICJgVsfht
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「番嚟啦？我煮咗飯啦。」925Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFstUIkhBNy
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他沒有把手放在她的背上，只順着將下巴放在她的頭上，微微頷首：925Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc6m1eQ2DnO
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「棉花糖呢？仲未番嘅。」925Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzp7B9lC0GY
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平時，棉花糖會走到他跟前叫他一聲爸爸。925Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdLZVDm6rnM
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「我叫媽咪接走佢呀，因為我哋好耐都冇二人世界啦！」925Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpXET2ASJ3q
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「吓？咁突然嘅。」他又呆一呆，呵？他們還可以有二人世界？說什麼呢。925Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoGyg3zo7PN
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「你唔想咩？」925Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNTRnCGaUng
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「唔係。」925Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKzJsFJOm4K
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他又馬上答。925Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAKqtayoMCl
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於是，二人開始食飯，思思替阿朗夾菜，他點頭：925Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwTQEy1qcFP
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「係呢，做咩今日咁突然嘅？同平時好唔同，有事發生咗？」925Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ92CzJWzk3t
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他稍稍不太適應，行為上他當然不尷尬，但心理上不太理解這種猝不及防。925Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrpkNLTKQKQ
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「嗯……我今日俾一個學生表白，佢——」925Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN3sScGyqMu
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她向他坦白。925Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ndWZdFUyp
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「邊個學生？係咪我見到嗰個？」925Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRWRvC3fMLK
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他一聽見，馬上打斷她，問。925Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV2MFo3zwR0
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「係啊，佢話——」925Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHXIhOb1ePY
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她本來想繼續說：見到朝光，卻想起阿朗與她的種種片段，內心柔情轉化成理智。925Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwkldYmGNls
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「我都講咗、提咗你㗎啦，點解你哋仲咁close？佢仲要同你表埋白？」925Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL6HX36Bivs
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他生氣地指罵她，本來平緩的語氣變得激動了一些。925Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡct2FvlIyJe
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「咁佢係我學生，我真係唔覺㗎嘛。」925Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV7d0b0PXAY
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輪到她錯愕。925Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ23rmC6cDck
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她不知道他為何生氣，在那段各不相干的日子裏，她都算專心事業；而現在講給他知，就是一個最好的自證，證明她清清白白，才夠膽開口告訴他。925Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeykUC0mgJH
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「咁你聽到之後點？」925Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg4sprmY2ai
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他放下筷子，大概猜想到她的反應——不然她怎可能和他說。925Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwpjJTh4qLw
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「拒絕囉……」925Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWQFNKQ2Tg3
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她見到神色不滿的他，忽然不知道怎樣連續地說出她的心思，好像，應該要在一個更浪漫的場景才對；她又夾了一次菜給他，思考應該如何組織，卻聽見：925Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP4SKPzvNMf
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「點解拒絕？」925Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8febTt86Zu
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他的語氣是兇惡的，如同質問。925Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQuu96sdOvw
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「吓？」925Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOCcMNTsqzT
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阿朗不悅，原因是思思被告白了？如此聽來，好像有點小氣，但他回想這一段日子以來，他們互不相干，而期間她竟受另一個男生的青睞。925Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnkfvlDQVPL
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對。925Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgMiHqx1mAW
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他低着鼻息，扒飯入口，暫不理會她。925Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgTK1WUleIa
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明明和他在一起時，了無生息，問候是平淡的，話題是無聊的，開口閉口都是棉花糖，不再傾訴有關心聲；互相影響，慢慢二人連話都少講。925Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt7gwoG21is
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但是，在這段期間，她的一些什麼卻在吸引別人——925Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMA7UVdSMaD
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可能是温婉，可能是耐心，可能是樂觀，等等等等。但這些東西，他已經看不到了，或者沒有機會看到；而彼時別人知道，甚至足以令那人情深意切地表白心聲，即使知道她已是人妻，仍不放棄不退縮。是否代表，她釋出很多善意給別人？所以，才間接予別人勇氣。925Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVpcA0ee0BI
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到底，最近在她身上發生了什麼？925Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6XVQ9aGtBY
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譬如，今天她態度大變，令二人的相處與以前不同——而她的一切一切，他都不甚了解，要不是她說，他才不會知道。925Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVOn9Jk8K40
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他洩氣，逼自己認清二人的疏離。925Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD2U3N7F38v
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他難過於別人所知道的她還要立體和討喜，看那小子勇敢表白，必然覺得她是好伴侶，可是作為她丈夫的阿朗，對她的印象只不斷不斷重複——變成女兒的媽媽，已不復見昔日令他神魂顛倒的模樣。925Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuuITlwW7uX
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噢，他可是她的老公啊。925Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ3yLjNAOxP
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他灰心，又有些遷怒於她，何故不能待他似最初？925Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf4YFOfAP88
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可是，下一秒又想起，自己也在悄悄地疏遠她，二人才會越來越陌生；忽然惱羞成怒，越來越無力。925Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9gWq29ePmc
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他妒忌，似當初他不願她接觸更大的世界一樣；而此刻他知道，她的很多個美好面向都被人知曉了，可是，和他卻總是回不到當初。925Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE0alzK0X24
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思思見阿朗凝神屏氣的嚴肅樣子，將對他剛才問「點解？」的委屈藏起——925Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRW3hO7y8pT
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咩點解？唔通我會鍾意第個，然後再同你離婚？我同你講，都係想你聽完我講之後再一齊溝通，然後同你番番去最初咋……925Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWQ6Hog59bo
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她感受到他的生氣，但她不明白。她以為他會開心，因為她的心裏從頭到尾只有他一個人；但她的勇氣已被他的兇悍打敗，不敢再說更多，像糖製棉花糖在大熱天下慢慢萎縮，而他是那吃人的太陽。925Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZQUHMsIqYG
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她的決心竟然在融化。925Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCThoS6x7mb
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她害怕，明明她已準備好接下來的温馨台詞，可是對手不配合她，忽然改劇本。她發現她的勇氣比往日脆弱，只需一點高温的怒火，已可將預設的甜蜜念想溶蝕，只惹來群黨螞蟻在心上咬。925Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqBj545ZVR9
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是她自以為是，覺得他會高興嗎？原來，這時候，說一句「愛你」也很難。925Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxDpQ5Nvr2n
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她卻步。925Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3CjYF0O5m2
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