他摸一摸她的髮，去洗澡，再上床睡覺。862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGaOj6StaHX
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幾天後，阿朗替Hin作遺體化妝。862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡniBZbltnvh
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Hin跟阿朗同齡，都一樣年輕——假如人有七十歲命，他只過了一半都不夠。862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqDdUBjlcaK
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阿朗感受到Hin的痛苦，他的面容並不舒展，有疤痕；雖然血跡已被清理，但難掩觸目驚心。862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ05Pi8ArNUJ
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可能是因為，Hin是阿朗認識的人，所以感覺和平常不一樣；像在樓梯口看見自己的棄置家具，殘破、熟眼、無奈。他不明白，怎麼好端端的就躺在這裏呢？862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfKAlOkCNIg
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生命無常，真的令人非常無力。862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtGNdR2Kmvd
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一邊掃粉，他想起和峰仔的對話：862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdNbmpBwz0J
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「同阿Hin唔多聯絡，但都唔會生疏，就算幾耐冇見，有嘢揾佢幫佢都會義不容辭；明明同佢唔算熟，但聽嘉欣——啫係我嗰個大學同學講，佢真係幾好仔，都幾好人士。」862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnZi73Kly8j
862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6i6LzqUPEA
峰仔一口氣喝了幾啖酒，續道：862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4dO18jH122
862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIQuUEdeD7i
「傷心，唔係真係特別傷心，但都有啲婉惜。個天真係唔公平，啲好人就咁早死。都痴撚線，交通意外喎？屌。你話，嘉欣同佢個仔應該點面對？862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA0NHVo9EGO
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咩理想、現實呀……冇咗條命，仲可以做到啲咩？精神長存？862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVzvyMaG99R
862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ0dBxy423O
如果係你，你死咗，或者阿嫂死咗，你哋會點？唔通留喺回憶裏面就好好啦？862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡonDVOj8ErQ
862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn5zSVtajgc
都戇撚尻，咁容易就死咗，屌。」862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSX4XE46Ktt
862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdloSliSEhy
「唔好飲得咁快啦，你就嚟醉。」862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjHahflwnXb
862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAnOZiQWMdZ
「最多咪同你一齊啪粒朱古力，有咩所謂。」862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA6wtTPHOn0
862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBgtKIZhkIN
「不了，我已經有老婆㗎啦。」862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1nBd4hmKg9
862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡabZemYIo7R
「你知就好啦，好好珍惜啦，唔該你啦大爺。862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp2o1cAEYan
862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdlrxRVgxOl
嘉欣喊得幾慘……點放得低呀？好心你哋啲在生嘅人就醒醒定定啦，好好傾吓偈好難咩？」862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYxejRddxsR
862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ETnKYP28R
「你好感慨喎。」862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1GslDUCoxX
862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9YdxvrTphg
「係呀屌，因為我真係唔會忘記同嘉欣講講吓嘢，佢突然間話阿Hin走咗——你知唔知嗰吓我幾odd？之後我見住佢扮堅強但轉個頭喊到仆街，成個人係完全崩潰，屌，頂唔順，明明之前仲好哋哋，我仲同其他大同去過佢屋企食飯，講埋哂啲無聊嘢，都可以笑一餐嘅。862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuoCgMGPcxP
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宜家呢？」862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcce3y9rDqA
862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA8v0cDM4Qp
「嗯。」862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgftsXzcfsp
862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNn4MVimmHK
「宜家個人都冇咗啦。」862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9oXD7l0SYh
862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqjM8gvGVAL
「嗯……」阿朗不知怎回應。862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIBNfXvchVl
862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA50lCgvIty
「我好驚，萬一我女朋友有啲咩事，咁點算？」862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Mj6vZc9WI
862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGM0ZF00JKN
「唔好諗咁多啦。」862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOLLRjdm9nY
862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuImWqLpt85
「邊個知？人咁化學。」峰仔歎。862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9oBflTok2M
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阿朗不語。862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP3jYMEhExA
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而他可以做的，就是專心化好Hin的遺體，還他不輸在世時的模樣。862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKwwXZXX1E3
862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAvxgBHY4R0
完成後，他在殯儀的轉角走廊裏見到峰仔和一個眼睛紅紅的女人。862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxc02FfoMo5
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「嘉欣，呢個就係阿朗。」862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0UjIAVgHem
862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEG9EEepdkJ
峰仔開口介紹二人。862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡapWNbYfeYh
862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKNUoEZtKlE
「辛苦哂你。」嘉欣伸手握一握阿朗。862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvxCQJv9gHD
862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOQoxoxDUIP
「今日佢話要嚟揾吓阿Hin……所以我同佢嚟見吓你。」862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv0Sm5ocI43
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峰仔解釋他們為何在這。862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfMsPUwXBXt
862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8MwmsjTC0C
「嗯。放心，佢會好好哋嘅。」阿朗嘗試安慰。862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuVGrQJVn19
862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHBdZIEL5gH
感受到一點關心，嘉欣又哭起來：「好。862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyIDdE9hEdN
862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBz1Ex2H2z9
嗰一日朝早，我因為佢冇幫細路換片而嘈咗佢兩句，跟住佢出門口之後，同我講，之後唔會唔記得。862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE8zamUpF8L
862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ62t0WWhlkP
佢放咗工之後，同我講話喺樓下商場等啦，一齊買吓嘢。862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdfQRdpnDu1
862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRxDdTILIoM
之後……就冇之後了。」862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr2Z5s04gs0
862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYvuEOZ439h
「節哀順變。」862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgMYKR0EugA
862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLm3aMdTH6L
「嗰一日，只係一個好平常嘅日子，好平常嘅事。」862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsv7uZUO7YV
862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWZ9HQib9wp
「嗯。」862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡse6pyzShzR
862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ81CbBeBEp4
862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkNW3yhWJXk
「都醫學昌明啦，救番一個人，應該唔難㗎喎。但係，就係唔得。人定勝天？原來係，生死有命……點解偏偏係佢？偏偏係我老公？862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJuZA5vCqxk
862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOaGH2t4GH4
我唔係接受唔到佢死，雖然真係……但……」862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw59Dh50lYA
862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8bqXacCAuE
嘉欣已說不下去。862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡolFPUrGhOk
862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzC64TbIvAo
她不敢執拾家的任何與Hin相關的東西，就當他只是出了一次普通的街，上了一次普通的班，和平常一樣。862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwgtmvpyRoK
862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXQijifEKvL
「我想佢番嚟……」862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiNxdAtfrN1
862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFI7Ge4wPFg
她已經過了最起初的衝擊階段，最初知道的時候，一滴眼淚都流不出，一切感官麻木，情緒停止，沒有和無法發難；但是，到現在，世界和自己都清晰知道，Hin已被白布封口，忽然就覺得，要用悲痛餞別。862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFCgN8CfrsM
862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2FtDQIHuDN
不要什麼體面、冷靜、沉穩，她要失儀，她要表達切膚之痛，她要哭。862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrUXKsHsdAs
862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBnEAjiIJfI
她要見他——每次，她這樣想的時候，又會後退，她還有和他的兒子，還要照顧他們的家人。862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDPRfFSSrP8
862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbjpuMEjVJ5
她有情緒性的生理不適，心因性，無法進食，常常作嘔。在熟悉街道隨便走走，偶然也有窒息的感覺，要不停深呼吸，用力睜眼和閉眼保持步伐。862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgj19UWkD9k
862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5KwjYzOf1r
可是她知道，一旦回家，又要人模狗樣地活着了。862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmxhsdxTeh9
862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8zPnv8FFsf
阿朗點點頭，表示明白；峰仔遞上一直準備的紙巾。862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV8vKkwkASn
862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDsbnXC1r96
阿朗記起，有一次，夜半醒來。862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡALoEm61cEN
862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡujRKeT1swB
他沒有什麼知覺，可是，慢慢感受到身旁的被子漏了氣，也聽見思思一呼一吸地大聲喘息。862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0xlLSN2DBd
862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpzSiu3ve27
矇矓間，他問：「做咩醒咗嘅？」862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7qEOryU4mN
862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmuJX2gTWgZ
「我夢見你死咗。」她的聲音因沒喝水而沙啞。862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzoevItFt8M
862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSDtFPpOHey
「夢啫，瞓番啦。」862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVtnzWX36vG
862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLondL0DWLe
「好真啊個夢……你唔知點解俾人斬死咗，堅持咗一陣，喺度同我講咩、咩要好好照顧自己同埋棉豬。」862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxqmPr3myja
862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡChETRcZTwG
「傻瓜，我冇事啊。」862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMv4zndsApX
862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI5hGswvhP1
「你仲叫我唔好太掛住你，要move on，揾第二個男人嚟照顧我……有冇搞錯呀！」862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV2VRRjqclD
862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrz4JLcy3Yi
她悲傷。862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSnvU3gJFj6
862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP4i6Jp7WMS
「我都想你開開心心咁過。」他揉了揉眼。862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ28Quw4QNK8
862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMBYXW4Gqpl
「冇你點開心？」862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpAfuhmQlhM
862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcGZVti5iOi
「知啦知啦，我會小心啲㗎啦，好冇？」862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuc3YlWkZeh
862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡulGXb2zYxM
「你仲同我講你收埋咗好多錢喺舊皮鞋鞋底，叫我攞番出嚟。」862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlMPN1WPtL1
862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNkNl7oj7rU
她像突然想起了什麼，又笑了笑他。862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Rlo3nVvhx
862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxzo4E0PB0m
「哎呀，俾你發現咗添！」862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡedfW0vIYo4
862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe8HdOsH0jL
當然，他沒有把錢藏在鞋底。862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKUkk11AmEm
862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPxhuh0YIWZ
「係？你講，你仲有幾多嘢瞞住我嘅！」862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYSyDtftXmt
862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzGq4s4SVQy
「係啦係啦，冇嘢敢瞞你呀。」862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKOwCJhy8yQ
862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0eGIWTYjmy
當時，阿朗經歷了Fiona的一戰，倖免於難，常常心有餘悸。862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgoUAVx9GXd
862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl16u9ehzsu
他抱一抱思思，漫不經心地問：862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPXC9DbJCL5
862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpFCmpG85fi
「咁如果俾你揀，你寧願我出軌，定係死？」862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOdlM5wUwmN
862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdStnmJyBwQ
她不假思索：862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLKdsZqL92w
862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzGsuM18SFv
「當然係寧願你出軌。」862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBy88Dn0HOP
862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEgYUlzUHnU
「吓，出軌咁衰，賤男死全家喎。」他調侃。862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzkRNSvfF1d
862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEly6zJ9cgb
「真㗎，寧願你出軌。」她垂眸：「都好過成個人冇咗。」862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoNtPlDepgt
862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZm1QQmIIlJ
他好像隱隱明白她的意思，但是，沒有再想下去；凌晨時分，世界應該安睡。862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP96UxzBa4I
862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Xvy6x113t
現在，他看着嘉欣，好像更理解思思的意思。862Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtzz9pR6FdM
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