他摸一摸她的髮，去洗澡，再上床睡覺。908Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtRQLIWqfuc
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幾天後，阿朗替Hin作遺體化妝。908Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtLPMvTsOgY
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Hin跟阿朗同齡，都一樣年輕——假如人有七十歲命，他只過了一半都不夠。908Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHlnqYEWcFX
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阿朗感受到Hin的痛苦，他的面容並不舒展，有疤痕；雖然血跡已被清理，但難掩觸目驚心。908Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsTgHEsrT6V
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可能是因為，Hin是阿朗認識的人，所以感覺和平常不一樣；像在樓梯口看見自己的棄置家具，殘破、熟眼、無奈。他不明白，怎麼好端端的就躺在這裏呢？908Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ZAjtpgoVZ
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生命無常，真的令人非常無力。908Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIWoK5MW9BU
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一邊掃粉，他想起和峰仔的對話：908Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCyZrBWacYQ
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「同阿Hin唔多聯絡，但都唔會生疏，就算幾耐冇見，有嘢揾佢幫佢都會義不容辭；明明同佢唔算熟，但聽嘉欣——啫係我嗰個大學同學講，佢真係幾好仔，都幾好人士。」908Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOg2swgG43d
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峰仔一口氣喝了幾啖酒，續道：908Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqE1sLKhIFb
908Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjJU32eGfG9
「傷心，唔係真係特別傷心，但都有啲婉惜。個天真係唔公平，啲好人就咁早死。都痴撚線，交通意外喎？屌。你話，嘉欣同佢個仔應該點面對？908Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFDvk6fCg4S
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咩理想、現實呀……冇咗條命，仲可以做到啲咩？精神長存？908Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTwZk1yD43S
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如果係你，你死咗，或者阿嫂死咗，你哋會點？唔通留喺回憶裏面就好好啦？908Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNNSuCZaHYa
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都戇撚尻，咁容易就死咗，屌。」908Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrwB9Og7crt
908Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxkB8ljQvyG
「唔好飲得咁快啦，你就嚟醉。」908Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLZVXL3OyXZ
908Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡip1wBgxVZp
「最多咪同你一齊啪粒朱古力，有咩所謂。」908Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDVyCgK3u02
908Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIQHc3V4O4F
「不了，我已經有老婆㗎啦。」908Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1nFFOKbOpx
908Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjNuvsNHBHr
「你知就好啦，好好珍惜啦，唔該你啦大爺。908Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxHNdC7wIqB
908Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6etMdfzrFC
嘉欣喊得幾慘……點放得低呀？好心你哋啲在生嘅人就醒醒定定啦，好好傾吓偈好難咩？」908Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUQXEOAqfE9
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「你好感慨喎。」908Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtPsqnL0NJ5
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「係呀屌，因為我真係唔會忘記同嘉欣講講吓嘢，佢突然間話阿Hin走咗——你知唔知嗰吓我幾odd？之後我見住佢扮堅強但轉個頭喊到仆街，成個人係完全崩潰，屌，頂唔順，明明之前仲好哋哋，我仲同其他大同去過佢屋企食飯，講埋哂啲無聊嘢，都可以笑一餐嘅。908Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6FpWjv7Kus
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宜家呢？」908Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVwpu6UAWxD
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「嗯。」908Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9VH6iG28VJ
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「宜家個人都冇咗啦。」908Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl4GdatH3O9
908Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqIH9a6NLDz
「嗯……」阿朗不知怎回應。908Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEE1cB1TrNX
908Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqqy7M7YCtr
「我好驚，萬一我女朋友有啲咩事，咁點算？」908Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFLekJo8ikX
908Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFCkQywZ3Py
「唔好諗咁多啦。」908Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4QlsEGvyY5
908Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdersuUs9xJ
「邊個知？人咁化學。」峰仔歎。908Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmn09GHc3QT
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阿朗不語。908Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbBBzSTRXR2
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而他可以做的，就是專心化好Hin的遺體，還他不輸在世時的模樣。908Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTJzFfi44zg
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完成後，他在殯儀的轉角走廊裏見到峰仔和一個眼睛紅紅的女人。908Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCwEYmcS4fZ
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「嘉欣，呢個就係阿朗。」908Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq5jBQh5374
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峰仔開口介紹二人。908Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmWXKt4hOpo
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「辛苦哂你。」嘉欣伸手握一握阿朗。908Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdvq7hhZ2tw
908Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmwFjkm55gu
「今日佢話要嚟揾吓阿Hin……所以我同佢嚟見吓你。」908Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ5KjSB20bq
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峰仔解釋他們為何在這。908Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4IOQx6pIBl
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「嗯。放心，佢會好好哋嘅。」阿朗嘗試安慰。908Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFuCyzTaAUJ
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感受到一點關心，嘉欣又哭起來：「好。908Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWxMxmRXLbJ
908Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfaSfzTxbQf
嗰一日朝早，我因為佢冇幫細路換片而嘈咗佢兩句，跟住佢出門口之後，同我講，之後唔會唔記得。908Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡajwK19GVA5
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佢放咗工之後，同我講話喺樓下商場等啦，一齊買吓嘢。908Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC8l5VEm1t7
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之後……就冇之後了。」908Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBruul1hagB
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「節哀順變。」908Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNX4PGLSrF1
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「嗰一日，只係一個好平常嘅日子，好平常嘅事。」908Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVTzirnyyn8
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「嗯。」908Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSU9cz1VKbE
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「都醫學昌明啦，救番一個人，應該唔難㗎喎。但係，就係唔得。人定勝天？原來係，生死有命……點解偏偏係佢？偏偏係我老公？908Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqY5K8snvtB
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我唔係接受唔到佢死，雖然真係……但……」908Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdwrhGSUfB4
908Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2r1gdUvXBq
嘉欣已說不下去。908Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfxsgoU5Axr
908Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ukwNCkqTi
她不敢執拾家的任何與Hin相關的東西，就當他只是出了一次普通的街，上了一次普通的班，和平常一樣。908Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7EAl8EtOrG
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「我想佢番嚟……」908Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFvEenLQm2C
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她已經過了最起初的衝擊階段，最初知道的時候，一滴眼淚都流不出，一切感官麻木，情緒停止，沒有和無法發難；但是，到現在，世界和自己都清晰知道，Hin已被白布封口，忽然就覺得，要用悲痛餞別。908Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6R0AhYtcjC
908Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdbdZCpX9XX
不要什麼體面、冷靜、沉穩，她要失儀，她要表達切膚之痛，她要哭。908Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxgMmV7jxoP
908Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo1MnwbYESu
她要見他——每次，她這樣想的時候，又會後退，她還有和他的兒子，還要照顧他們的家人。908Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM0mSUJwCfH
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她有情緒性的生理不適，心因性，無法進食，常常作嘔。在熟悉街道隨便走走，偶然也有窒息的感覺，要不停深呼吸，用力睜眼和閉眼保持步伐。908Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjdBTb1RRxi
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可是她知道，一旦回家，又要人模狗樣地活着了。908Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOG7pUJp1Xr
908Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4zamqI3Yr7
阿朗點點頭，表示明白；峰仔遞上一直準備的紙巾。908Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv4fU4PRRdm
908Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQVVS4fC25A
阿朗記起，有一次，夜半醒來。908Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQceBfr7r1d
908Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfi7UhrmL1B
他沒有什麼知覺，可是，慢慢感受到身旁的被子漏了氣，也聽見思思一呼一吸地大聲喘息。908Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVR3l1nvxJI
908Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn3zUjJ2clP
矇矓間，他問：「做咩醒咗嘅？」908Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqydCrRv0kG
908Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmT1Nf2UcpY
「我夢見你死咗。」她的聲音因沒喝水而沙啞。908Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuWoUp6JjP2
908Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgEzcd2WkFt
「夢啫，瞓番啦。」908Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaeq4k6n5CR
908Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2kQp2qZCyy
「好真啊個夢……你唔知點解俾人斬死咗，堅持咗一陣，喺度同我講咩、咩要好好照顧自己同埋棉豬。」908Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPq9S3T6fS8
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「傻瓜，我冇事啊。」908Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKaKQNlnwsc
908Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9XI2EMHkqq
「你仲叫我唔好太掛住你，要move on，揾第二個男人嚟照顧我……有冇搞錯呀！」908Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4SmRBrAqED
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她悲傷。908Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxvcrXe4g21
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「我都想你開開心心咁過。」他揉了揉眼。908Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZUC3xdX0uu
908Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpcAuTJpJqc
「冇你點開心？」908Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE0MVjmLatr
908Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3EPV6o7AQM
「知啦知啦，我會小心啲㗎啦，好冇？」908Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnATOJuBWXx
908Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡemh76RnjxY
「你仲同我講你收埋咗好多錢喺舊皮鞋鞋底，叫我攞番出嚟。」908Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW5TXzEvz6u
908Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfZ8h32JGbp
她像突然想起了什麼，又笑了笑他。908Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoiIUa4wYyq
908Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcWfi7NF8hO
「哎呀，俾你發現咗添！」908Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1SP2AGCON7
908Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1LrWCnhZd0
當然，他沒有把錢藏在鞋底。908Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyC9aWMrfhl
908Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1nyQTFcu9w
「係？你講，你仲有幾多嘢瞞住我嘅！」908Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8wlb58FlDs
908Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVHNeVUmUmy
「係啦係啦，冇嘢敢瞞你呀。」908Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm6F9EhQvpD
908Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkSRAY0LbbQ
當時，阿朗經歷了Fiona的一戰，倖免於難，常常心有餘悸。908Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqnCcHSal2J
908Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlKghcNFUD3
他抱一抱思思，漫不經心地問：908Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0VySofcpD6
908Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTrjPEVfLxB
「咁如果俾你揀，你寧願我出軌，定係死？」908Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRyzckvuEve
908Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡchXKl8dgZ5
她不假思索：908Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBQUZuCL2A1
908Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQIGFKEJb6g
「當然係寧願你出軌。」908Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHZxpP7Axh6
908Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF44qThehUQ
「吓，出軌咁衰，賤男死全家喎。」他調侃。908Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF69JumGv0W
908Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡauEVO79A5f
「真㗎，寧願你出軌。」她垂眸：「都好過成個人冇咗。」908Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9RGoQyCGHy
908Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgMZ5pzjLK8
他好像隱隱明白她的意思，但是，沒有再想下去；凌晨時分，世界應該安睡。908Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Lg1SuKf0n
908Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ97hz9Il0Pi
現在，他看着嘉欣，好像更理解思思的意思。908Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0tWSKbvEnM
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