看，人是迂腐的；習慣習慣，成自然，温水煮蛙，稍一有一點好的迹象，又覺得可以停歇了，進一步甚至會丢失眼前美景，所以世間的問題很難真正地被解決，只會甩皮甩骨地苟活，但永不斷氣。880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoVTlL1VrON
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下午，阿朗收到峰仔的WhatsApp：880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLKzrjPEgPv
880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Bz6oQHjdg
「Fiona結婚喎，話要搞吓同學會，單身party喎。」附上兩個奸笑的表情。880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXAVXaLCLmj
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「哦……我唔去啦。」阿朗答。880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOgF0KsmHbH
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「明。」880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSdhO0wG2s9
880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXjkB5x91pJ
「玩得開心，唔好太癲，女朋友會擔心。」880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtjpiBfjUob
880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5mQRanxAeF
「得啦。計我話，到時Fiona婚禮淨係襟兄弟都可以擺一圍，互相交流吓食評。」880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡold8I8Ud6b
880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1h9gfia4s3
阿朗看見峰仔講得抵死，對着電話笑了；思思見狀，問：880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUtKppCwoSN
880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUMYmtszCge
「傾咩傾得咁開心？」880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq73FcpEgcp
880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6u8zYB6xFy
「有個中學同學結婚，峰仔講咗啲好好笑嘅嘢嚟寸佢。」880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtEX0NCE8k3
880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFn6ss9cftD
「俾我睇吓？」880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbO4FWAUbnH
880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡApV9FTxjGt
「好。」880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHGs144EqmI
880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHh9QqioDC4
她將頭凑近，一看就看到名字，面色僵了一下：880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG6PgAO2GX5
880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo6ohnpljAM
「哦，係Fiona喎。」880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHaxkVwYH98
880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoXfq7AUgO8
「係呀，佢咁都嫁得出。」880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs5uODNXc2y
880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFHDISVnDLt
他一直覺得，Fiona不適宜嫁娶，像月曆上的陰暗日子一樣。880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNitcuBEuKi
880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQGKAsQdGTj
「我係女人都覺得佢點都嫁得出嘅。咁咪幾好囉，我哋應該要替其他女人鬆一口氣。」880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhrNpnEopy8
880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3BfnfbHBGr
適宜與否是一回事，長得漂亮、情商高，這個結果並不出奇；倒好，可以減少對其的戒心。880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoNWapJT2bl
880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1AAHTbE52n
「嗯。總之，我唔會去party。」880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIVb2vd90yN
880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbtfvIOXpq9
「仲敢？」880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYGGfokv1kb
880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡczgxxFoLCN
「唔敢。」880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwpIwpK02T5
880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡweynmCe9Uo
「係我大量先原諒你咋，醒醒定定。」880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjgcIbbgvkc
880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYEaBna6IDz
「得得得，知道。保證真係真係唔會再有咁嘅事。」880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5VRYjG8rrI
880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGuQL81aFAu
舊事重提，沒有點明，但也心知肚明。不是一種禁忌，但沒有人忘記。880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaAdSNr46bd
880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgSLuFMHHzq
「其實佢真係幾靚。嗰次之後，我add咗佢Facebook，佢啲相影得好好睇，真人係咪都係呢個樣？」880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Wg3q3N1QA
880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1uc4itabAN
她想多看看他的初戀到底是何許人，幾乎記得Fiona分享過的語錄、自拍、瑣事。880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDwm1oiQ3O6
880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡplL1sWqiD2
「唔知，嗰次之後，我就unfriend咗佢。」880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7nceUvWwlF
880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzwogBm2ZXo
這是真的，他在杜絕自己做到傻事，或者給更多機會Fiona令他做壞事。880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwKqNOpze2M
880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTfIVkin3zL
「我開俾你睇。」880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF39vWRYU1m
880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl9oaJ3WmZM
「唔洗啦。」880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoOpk5LgHqa
880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZZceSE9akn
心存芥蒂，毫不好奇。每每想起，他都有種不適，總是覺得差一點就會失去一切，失去眼前的所謂幸福和安穩。880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK7Zod12Ydv
880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEEs5U92TQ4
她見他皺眉，確實不情願，故調侃他：880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJDZhY5gB3j
880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0SmTDl8WFQ
「做咩咁抗拒，心虛？」880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkrL2LvGZZn
880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡverfRqb4XF
「唔係啊，我只係唔想睇，都過咗去啦。」880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq93teHkYFP
880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJtAmERpdGO
「其實，我仲好記得㗎。」880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUD6BaVqGRS
880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDt6MyipqOL
即使，已成過去，但那一種呼吸不來的強忍淚水、逼使自己頭腦清晰冷靜的眼睛麻痹感，仍然赫人。880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvc0jP5DczH
880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgFHNbjxNvl
「Sorry。」880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx1dQU3pTed
880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTmuXPXbUWv
他不加以辯駁，也不想接話，沒有人想在自己犯錯的地方駐足，而且供別人遊覽；即使對方是髮妻。880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4QO127kiZb
880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAzsqfBCe3c
「我好似從來都冇同你講過咁，當時係唔想提，後來就係無謂提。但其實我好介意你上佢屋企，成身都係香水味咁番嚟，我都好介意你有咩都同佢講先，而我係咩都唔知。」880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnHLaAYbARh
880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRTNSlbQCVq
她為此，失卻了安全感；直到後來，才慢慢地相信他。當然，另一方面卻更安心，明白他對Fiona那種美人尚沒有過多越軌行為，其他人更難超越——思思如此自我安慰，在這個邏輯裏自洽。880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyYt0KPYEmC
880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl1vNFxuf0u
「Sorry……」880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkjoPfLeNg6
880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaXPyRB1b6Y
他重複道歉，她一直沒有責備他，已很寬厚。880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEXTfCrHkXX
880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcKtMWWM17I
「唔緊要。我已經冇嘢，但只係想講出嚟啫，難得溝通吓吖嘛。」880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHDiNMLEEwy
880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz3tQIlDXO1
「你信我，我冇鍾意過佢。」880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmOQtHqmhXV
880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcttMgbxWUo
「嗯。」880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlQEnM83Ioc
880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgLnWl6PDEl
既然說起，阿朗問：880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbHtcQ2DLGG
880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUPXnWvnifT
「咁你呢？有冇鍾意過你個學生？」880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9HYgUqrpoZ
880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOBOJX0iuEv
她沒好氣地答：880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYE46qm8TW1
880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡss8Tg2BrQh
「當然冇——喂，人哋咁細個，我有冇咁狼死啊？」880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6q8EJ83kud
880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH4HdR6MQ0Q
「細個咪好，不知幾正，又青春又有活力。」880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdkSCIiY6lw
880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFvXu7t8Zv0
「唔覺。你真係傻仔嚟嘅。」880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ91oJHJdkzh
880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡssZvXIaR5P
「我邊度傻，一估就俾我估到，唔係淨係得你先有女人嘅直覺。」880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjHzI6JHHVG
880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡywkONlaREF
「威啦威啦。」880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWZN0FPUads
880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7i9YcZMoly
二人都笑，然後，又停頓了一下。880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAwUxtVac7N
880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJOvl9NWaqJ
「佢最近點？」阿朗隨便問問。880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQTqspwAMWN
880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjxZyMwg8wd
「佢拍咗拖啦；琴日我見到佢，佢送咗盒鎮痛貼俾我。」880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8fVF1hJQLV
880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNl5xb9D1OU
「喺街上撞到？」880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwpGEybYF1e
880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc7Xpj9oKht
「佢喺校門等我。」880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmFogYZ0wAc
880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO6punf1rNz
他忽然想起，昨晚，她從袋中取出鎮痛貼，然後着他幫忙貼上；時間推前，她比往常晚了一點回來。880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLyfC2XOvIj
880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoz6CpxEVy8
他語帶諷刺：880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDUkkrT8dHJ
880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWhmiyFytgj
「哇，咁有心嘅？拍咗拖仲送嘢俾鍾意過嘅人？」880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhZ0CGmeP3y
880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpXmhVGFZ1x
她聽得出他的揶揄，反擊道：880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ00wTBlZmGj
880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxaRJSoKCEW
「你夠結咗婚仲同初戀情人攬攬錫錫。」880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPJ99c9V7s3
880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8TxakfN9L7
「邊同？我係以為佢有事先會上去，你呢？你個人生勾勾，佢都特登等你放工？」880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUQ2KiChwoZ
880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDc1UX9dCwT
「有咩問題？」880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC1hDgC2VCX
880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIlW9U5aBkJ
「佢又知你唔舒服？同學生有冇必要講咁多？」880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWX9wZeOK1Z
880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡphptnscZPa
「識得耐，唔小心講多咗兩句咋嘛。」880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn0V9npifek
880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLJbJMUrOZQ
「都唔知止唔止淨係用口講，係咪幫你鏈埋骨？」880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3d1oNzTLaQ
880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQHzDrtZvh0
是。880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8jmEV8qCMv
880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbeTe9vCQxV
「你夠係，都唔知止唔止淨係錫過。」880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5gruPi5UNX
880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcrPTheBQx7
是。880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9m9BiGJJNT
880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuMnYRdvR8Y
於是，二人盯着對方，再沒有說話。880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6vMBktfArX
880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR0Lah3ELps
明明，內心的劇本不是這樣的；明明，這些天來的掙扎和猶豫都是想為大家好，想大家都開心快樂，將心底的話都攤出來；明明，不應該如此，卻會在情緒驅使下，說一些傷害對方的話。880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxhJ2TKHNqo
880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVsGpHVbGkC
原先想表達的是什麼？880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvOlEyVqkfJ
880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy13DcTbrO7
太像在運動場跑步了。跑個半小時，還是不停在同一個空間裏繞圈，來來去去都是這四百米，即使心率高企、汗已浸濕內衣褲，但在旁人看來，只是在原地踏步；慢慢，連自己也覺得如此。880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡslLGqD8Mqc
880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ105c6V1YK
更甚的是，新進場的人只會在內心鄙夷——才跑幾步就如此氣促？880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5V8AuzNPR8
880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlzlu13NMOj
他們不會知道時間之長、體力之消耗。事實上，永遠只有自己才真正一直伴在自己身邊，880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3tSOOO6GTH
880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhSmfxjact5
所以，阿朗和思思都不了解對方的心路歷程，只覺近來平淡，對方開始沒有心。880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIZD2Q3UUwW
880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyZY8AxVOL5
所以，也因此，他們缺乏柔情的包容——880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPx4nqJaXLK
880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf4P0YKLqFf
首先被情緒凌駕思考，繼而作出挑釁。880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlG8v0slnsI
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