所以,也因此,他們缺乏柔情的包容——810Please respect copyright.PENANAGt9xYyFYKM
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首先被情緒凌駕思考,繼而作出挑釁。810Please respect copyright.PENANAz8TfaiHmqn
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原先只是想開一開玩笑,然而細石仍能激起千層浪;但如果旁觀,或會覺得這是一件好事。人與人在關係之中,平穩是一種安心的狀態,但如果心有不滿,只會去往關係的消亡,倒不如學習吵架。810Please respect copyright.PENANAZu9yqLgfHa
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一次質量高的罵戰,比十次平淡的沉默效果更佳。810Please respect copyright.PENANAXWXOK2zp9h
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「我落去跑吓步先。」810Please respect copyright.PENANA1G9Vk9ALk2
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他們已不能再講下去,阿朗借詞離開。810Please respect copyright.PENANA26JuEjjR3a
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「好。」810Please respect copyright.PENANA9TdcImWhfa
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於是,門又關上,感覺世界被隔絕兩方,但明明分享着同一份憂傷。810Please respect copyright.PENANAfcTEtmdYyL
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外面太陽很猛烈,跑什麼步?810Please respect copyright.PENANA9X6HX0PdzF
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外面太陽很猛烈,跑什麼步?810Please respect copyright.PENANA7ipW8x1SRj
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所以,阿朗繞過運動場,多行一會兒走進了商場,至少裹面有冷氣。810Please respect copyright.PENANAcYjz0nC6av
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日光日白,不熱嗎——雖然,思思很清楚,他說要跑步只是想讓大家都冷靜一下。若然身處同一個空間,夾硬聊下去,只會實切地意興闌珊。810Please respect copyright.PENANAY5bK7B8mjP
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至少,如此,還可以令大家都覺得二人還是擁有情緒的,不至於不聞不問。810Please respect copyright.PENANACfdDeu5D4g
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樓下的商場是小小一間,得兩層有店舖,直行直過不足十分鐘已可逛畢。810Please respect copyright.PENANAg0DsScIQFC
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他經過鞋舖,想起她有天回家後,嫌棄的說:810Please respect copyright.PENANAaJc2b8trf6
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「唔小心踩到啲泥,死啦,都唔知洗唔洗得乾淨。」810Please respect copyright.PENANAAVjgCZjgvC
810Please respect copyright.PENANARAYRtkUxWu
她用力地洗拭那一雙白色的鞋,但將泥塊移下後,還是有頑固的啡啡綠綠色的污漬:「洗唔甩。」810Please respect copyright.PENANAfOcsSvqY0w
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「幾潮吖,唔緊要啦。」810Please respect copyright.PENANA2Yo0SYsEA5
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他下樓,而她只好執一下屋,從乾衣機取出衣服,先掛起棉花糖的校服,然後坐在地上摺。一件、一件……810Please respect copyright.PENANAmvl4uRKJMf
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她打開YouTube,看到一些心理學的小知識,很想立刻嘗試應用,測試其功能性;可是這屋只得影片的聲音,而他不在。810Please respect copyright.PENANA1yG9robkMN
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他內進,揀了一雙白色的鞋,有些粉紅色的點綴,37碼。810Please respect copyright.PENANAPcfgI2TUug
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她很喜歡這樣的鞋,因為襯什麼衫都適合;但是,這些天來,她都在穿厚重的黑色波鞋,和她的長裙不太搭,可是又捨不得扔掉舊的那雙,只將它放在鞋盒中。810Please respect copyright.PENANAbTKiUHVEaQ
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「咔——咔——」她忽然笑,這個情景,很像她廿四歲時的寂寞——同樣,無人回應;同樣,她也沒有說出口讓他知道;和她共明共晦地看色情片、自慰的人,是她。810Please respect copyright.PENANAbsuRVLRwAf
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但明明,後來,沒有再如此。只是現在,YouTube的影片已播完,她聽見時鐘走動的聲音,如同當時清晰透徹。810Please respect copyright.PENANA0WTATNQSLf
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時鐘還是同一個,但用久了,越行越快,足足快了十分鐘,即使調較,多過一會兒又行得快,慢慢就習慣將所看到的時間延後;始終和當年不一樣。810Please respect copyright.PENANAKo9uRgMPkA
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她也不再是當年那個不甘表達的人了,不再隱忍沉默。810Please respect copyright.PENANA9VXYbsWLX9
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這是進步。810Please respect copyright.PENANADNm0rFZgVu
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然後,他去向對面的文具店,買了幾枝墨水筆、筆芯、塗改帶。棉花糖已不再用鉛筆了,就算她不用,思思也會以紙筆記事。810Please respect copyright.PENANATOSeSoP7tB
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這屋裏只有他不用再執筆。810Please respect copyright.PENANAJTRw9fK8QE
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其實,他已很多年不用執筆。但以前,他會自卑於別人正為事業打拼或者持續進修,而自己卻在做一份難有晉升機會的工作;現在,他已不是,並且隱隱地為自己感到驕傲。810Please respect copyright.PENANAdlNn4rPWYV
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這是進步。810Please respect copyright.PENANASqg0LGjc5H
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二人都在這段獨處之間平靜下來,反覆思慮已沒有意義,腦海中的東西在游泳,然而空間狹小,不讓它出去的話遲早一天憋死。810Please respect copyright.PENANAxxDZek2Pzs
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已過而立之年,應比當年進步,是否?810Please respect copyright.PENANAnPbbFmkBFq
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思思想在家等阿朗回來,期間先煮飯吧;卻發現家裏的姜已經用完,本來想讓他順便買回來,但又不知他何時回程,她故穿上拖鞋下樓。810Please respect copyright.PENANAUEP6tyDVI2
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她經過樓下的小公園,看見他呆坐着綠色鐵鏽長櫈上,怔怔地看着小孩子盪鞦韆、瀡滑梯,旁邊放着一個膠袋。810Please respect copyright.PENANAn1dnr8s5Pv
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她站在涼亭,坐一坐,看他、看他看別人、看別人。810Please respect copyright.PENANA3NCtrdtqGc
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他腳踏在雜色地磚上,十指雙交,目光在焦點中伸長,聽見歡快的玩鬧聲,甚至伸至他和她曾經也在同一張椅子上停留,也緊緊地牽過對方。810Please respect copyright.PENANAxBKNM91pmB
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其實,他們很近,但總是差一點點。810Please respect copyright.PENANAxNPA3j9vlY
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她看見天開始悄悄地暗了一點,突然釋懷,不可能再等——810Please respect copyright.PENANAUs2hXO6d1G
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等到日落?等到夜晚?等到月明星晞然後盼待明天會更好嗎?她故前去,輕鬆地問:810Please respect copyright.PENANAjr33aDPIqv
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「老公,你做咩喺度嘅?」810Please respect copyright.PENANAk7wb3MCxgV
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「坐喺度睇吓啲細路仔玩咋嘛。以前,棉花糖番完學,就同同學落嚟玩一陣嘅。」810Please respect copyright.PENANAmxebBVynBw
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「係。以前仲係做緊畫直線,但宜家就嚟升中學添啦。」810Please respect copyright.PENANA3lpUGsNSfP
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「嗯。都幾好。」810Please respect copyright.PENANAjIHQF8otG0
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「你買咗嘢?」810Please respect copyright.PENANAqnj4OPAZNy
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她伸手,取出鞋盒,打開。810Please respect copyright.PENANAcaKId6N87I
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「你睇吓啱唔啱腳?嗰對鞋,你可以唔要啦,都污糟咗。」810Please respect copyright.PENANAnQAbI8Z4ju
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他付錢之後,突然想起,鞋合不合腳只有她試過先知,唯有在心裏祈求她能穿得下。810Please respect copyright.PENANAW9AkQzH7ea
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「唔得,擺喺屋企啦。你送㗎喎,唔會唔要。」810Please respect copyright.PENANAi8sAPUqd2p
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她見他記得小事,不自覺地柔軟,衷心地討他歡喜;他果然笑笑。其實,他們在對方面前,沒有什麼算計,全屬人性自然反應,防衛心低;所以,轉折很容易。810Please respect copyright.PENANAjDwQ8hcR5d
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阿朗問:「你呢?做咩落嚟嘅?」810Please respect copyright.PENANAhZu91WSbPK
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思思像忽然記起什麼:「哦、係喎——我想蒸魚,但屋企冇哂姜,所以落嚟買。」810Please respect copyright.PENANAPvs6Y3XmMb
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「一定要有姜嘅咩?落多啲蔥囉。」810Please respect copyright.PENANAQMmI64yzc7
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「一定要,如果唔係我就寧願唔蒸啦。」810Please respect copyright.PENANAcgcg5KubpV
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「咁行啦。」810Please respect copyright.PENANAg8oVxjaCaQ
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「你同我去?」810Please respect copyright.PENANAfTEMhObs6m
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「係啊。」810Please respect copyright.PENANAD5IKVsBkFp
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他站起,牽起她的手:810Please respect copyright.PENANAUOjPqphTBG
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「琴日咪話有嘢想講嘅,番去就好好傾吓啦,好冇?」810Please respect copyright.PENANA6mIHjOYRVR
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「好。」810Please respect copyright.PENANAky51t6A82s
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