我和日朗在一起。851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZeJEtkrkyH
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他對我很好，好得我要向他學習怎樣愛人；在他之前，原來我只愛過父母親，只有他們能帶給我痛楚，也只有痛苦也能實切地證明這份感情的重量，只有快樂的話，不過是一種娛樂，那並沒有厚度。851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt6SbJfHU8C
851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwCMU8t1cop
我與別人交往的時候，只有開心，只有自我關照；但講到尾，其實我並不關心別人怎麼活。851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUtBSodmJEi
851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNl6MTPwUHZ
他們開不開心、好不好，我不在乎。851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsQ1fgy63ew
851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT1d7n7lqtx
為什麼我要管他們呢？他們只是提供愛給我的一種工具。851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ00GoieTIJH
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但日朗不同。我喜歡他。851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjS1jFBmwiO
851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ4CfooSe49
感覺是完全不一樣的，我想知道他怎樣看待我——851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrKKNRv8Dwo
851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp7zxwX4Tur
我想知道，佢會鍾意我幾耐？佢覺得我點？同其他人比呢？851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmeX8W0KhMp
851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkFZJypOHnx
但是有些事，我是絕對不會讓他知道的，譬如我收很多觀音兵。如果他發現，我想，我會說：851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdN9bx1bqz5
851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ4jkmZqlvD
「我唔係有心㗎，咁人哋鍾意我吖嘛？係咪？851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8YxDsGh7Ul
851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHF1Yj28s9c
你原本都係其中之一嚟㗎咋，只係，我鍾意你咋嘛。」851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ44WRtD8CWL
851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS1XEkfpc69
這種說法是不是值得欣賞呢？我不知道，但如果是我，聽時會很開心呢，畢竟對方肯定了我啊，是不是？851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpI23vdH8KR
851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUdMEXahgBW
我喜歡他，明明我喜歡他——我看到他的時候會心動，別人靠近他時我會吃醋，也會在他沒空陪我時感到委屈。如果這都不叫愛，那怎樣才是呢？851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqNFUOLB5OX
851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2eJAurGTiA
可是，我受不了。851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqObiLYFiAF
851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjeFTfR8fUP
慢慢，他要求我：851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5sLMxr4q3h
851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Udfc23B4C
「你可唔可以唔好遲咁耐到？」851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvqz0FeXaaQ
851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmNDgatCF4V
「下個月先買俾你好冇？我做緊part-time㗎啦，但宜家未有咁多錢……」851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKTBzpl63fb
851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8BQjCO8GaU
「喂，你唔好嬲啦，明明係你錯，點解你可以嬲番我轉頭嘅？」851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV6NNeKnHCr
851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGMXU0P42ct
我開始失落。851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRXuJknDnXM
851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZaHU6bNjUK
我覺得，他不夠喜歡我，如果真是足夠喜歡，為什麼會對我有那麼多不滿？為什麼不能更多的包容和忍讓？別人都只唯唯諾諾，為什麼他就不可以呢？從來沒人這樣說過我啊。851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfHgosL9jV1
851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVKcOThd4Hm
難得我已努力向你證明：我愛你。851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSCMhjIZeQz
851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2vfzBA93eI
我賣力地和你口交、公開和你戀愛、不再接受他人的美意——很明顯了吧？851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyxFaf7Mjva
851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgQZBeHj09F
為什麼你這樣貪心呢？這種美意還不夠嗎？851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqLiSWTOEjy
851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjURnQlg7w1
「我明嘅……你可能唔太識得點愛人，咁不如我哋一齊學，好冇？」851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtIWA1aeLIN
851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEjPi9azUBh
日朗温柔地牽着我，但口中所說的，對我而言卻是嚴厲的苛責。851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgHzmiv79P8
851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbrfvbX3iFb
我不懂愛人？851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYC7FueILYc
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我不懂愛人——是的，那是因為，一直都是別人愛我嘛，我看別人付出已足夠了。去到自己愛的時候，好像也因而不那麼的得心應手呢？851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSJgW9eeaNV
851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa3r9kp0NNl
日朗說我懶，懶得不願向他多走幾步；我跟他生氣：喂，我已經努力咗㗎啦，咁多人裏面，你已經得到咗最高待遇，點解你唔滿意呢？851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQLhnMqGRS5
851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd8BX553eIE
係咪因為——851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM88HRVGvun
851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4kgaq9931j
你唔夠愛我呢？851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlg8QxOsbLZ
851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡerJOfVEtoQ
這個念頭成了一顆種子埋在我心間。日朗對我很好，但慢慢，我就沒有安全感了，我覺得他不夠別人那麼無條件愛我。851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgZrdu3Wrcf
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對，就是這樣。851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5w8VQvrnof
851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡScv1M1Q9ux
我的心再一次與他疏離。851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Db72VjwT4
851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqXkchY3mnf
我突然看不起他。明明並沒有那麼愛我，卻裝出一副委曲求全的樣子。851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjr6Bh9wiD5
851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8XEWQu110u
但是，我還繼續和他在一起，因為他太好了，如果別人知道他喜歡我，也會在心裏高看我幾分。人性如此；而他本身，也算是頗盡心盡力地對我好的，如果我提出要求，他也會努力做到。851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeZ4GkncIB0
851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw1rIsCJJ0K
只是，不似別人舉重若輕。851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwo8MPw2DaG
851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9VvJGUprqL
而像我這樣的女神並不會滿足於此的，我要得到很多很多，才能區分我自己和別人的差距。851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdPTNMWtFWy
851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvre2MQqQ4a
所以我出軌——851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqkN9PsNC10
851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnZRONKsPTg
其實這也是一種貼心吧？我想要的在日朗身上得不到，方才另覓他人，提供我所需，填補我和他的空隙；又不需勉強他勞苦自己，他既可以繼續愛我，我的私心又可繼續被滿足，一舉兩得。851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP0D8kVs4FL
851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8EwnLplm26
本來，日子很好，我也因為得到別人的疼愛而變得更柔和一點，沒有再對日朗提過分的要求、沒有再輕易地發脾氣，總覺得自己要有觀音的氣量。851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc5r4O0t142
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直到，日朗發現我出軌。851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEMkUHYp9nA
851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJqYO6464ad
他很激動。他不明白為什麼我要這樣做，他覺得他已對我至好，為我獻出全部；我只說，我要更多，他給我的還不夠。851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgvLKcy053v
851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9OfFUSxQ0n
那一刻，平常冷靜沉穩的他突然捨棄了自尊，雖然，他指出我的不對：851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4V3H7Vziyj
851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡugLp2Q9PpX
「你唔滿意點解唔同我講？如果唔鍾意，應該係分手而唔係出軌？」851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡClOhoa2wPy
851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQEWBVFOZxd
但是，很快，他又自責地和我說他會改，即使他也不一定知道自己錯在何處。851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1JzASTtlEF
851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvpZFF18cix
結果，他不斷付出。851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2jQnopspVd
851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAkFanANDDi
而我看見他這樣，又覺得他的魅力不比往昔了，我比他高級，心慢慢地飛走；或者，不在他那處。851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIvijcnuNU8
851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxbBbk0jamN
他說：「你唔好同其他人一齊，我哋重新開始好冇？」851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZFIRsLFBHr
851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSWHh2QIRte
他說他愛我，想和我共偕連理。851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9jpueUpOWU
851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0bsl7c8my9
「咁……算啦，對唔住。」851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpiMyQG49vF
851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmh9CiomBJe
我開始覺得心煩，突然，我不需要他的愛了，我喜歡的是光芒萬丈的程日朗，不是這個垂頭喪氣的男人。851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡirMy4OkZG5
851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZs9GztS4Kt
唉，真令人無奈。851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Goot23ykH
851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsCsDJtDhCd
我有別人給我的愛了。851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqSSaMQ1bs4
851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqIDHPUQRzv
而且，他不能接受我有別人，不能包容我的廣交——851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP8bQ2mrpbB
851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ13d2PD0gov
唯有再見。851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWixR8N3EPr
851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa3H7XVIrAk
再見。851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQk2VkngI9z
851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmKRsBLCCZi
只是，後來，我又念記他。851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5852Q17nfa
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