我和日朗在一起。808Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRbATyrog2d
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他對我很好，好得我要向他學習怎樣愛人；在他之前，原來我只愛過父母親，只有他們能帶給我痛楚，也只有痛苦也能實切地證明這份感情的重量，只有快樂的話，不過是一種娛樂，那並沒有厚度。808Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwrYPcd5Rtr
808Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJE7p1D08hp
我與別人交往的時候，只有開心，只有自我關照；但講到尾，其實我並不關心別人怎麼活。808Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ74UByppIDT
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他們開不開心、好不好，我不在乎。808Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO6mM6nurCV
808Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrbk52L4rjj
為什麼我要管他們呢？他們只是提供愛給我的一種工具。808Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFimUhWYEsc
808Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQPx3dNoMB8
但日朗不同。我喜歡他。808Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuqbRBXLIvr
808Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpqDWsgIIoT
感覺是完全不一樣的，我想知道他怎樣看待我——808Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaMK4q7w53b
808Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdSC3LEr4Fs
我想知道，佢會鍾意我幾耐？佢覺得我點？同其他人比呢？808Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPyQdFfN9zD
808Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuUxBu8AzYe
但是有些事，我是絕對不會讓他知道的，譬如我收很多觀音兵。如果他發現，我想，我會說：808Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZldfONrJ77
808Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzBI7K1gaKK
「我唔係有心㗎，咁人哋鍾意我吖嘛？係咪？808Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVb8loFuk6l
808Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoH4QoTXwi7
你原本都係其中之一嚟㗎咋，只係，我鍾意你咋嘛。」808Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPeAuQyrS9P
808Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ63Qiea1zOn
這種說法是不是值得欣賞呢？我不知道，但如果是我，聽時會很開心呢，畢竟對方肯定了我啊，是不是？808Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGg7hJjZCMg
808Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlSpT2bQmci
我喜歡他，明明我喜歡他——我看到他的時候會心動，別人靠近他時我會吃醋，也會在他沒空陪我時感到委屈。如果這都不叫愛，那怎樣才是呢？808Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrSsNmDVCvo
808Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY1mSi764Iq
可是，我受不了。808Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKRIK2buXyp
808Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7oNMqN4mOD
慢慢，他要求我：808Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqPWBfeIycA
808Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFJbdMiSLK9
「你可唔可以唔好遲咁耐到？」808Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu8QkTs41Fp
808Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxY983seD9s
「下個月先買俾你好冇？我做緊part-time㗎啦，但宜家未有咁多錢……」808Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡujOT5AebPV
808Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡegzbJneSC2
「喂，你唔好嬲啦，明明係你錯，點解你可以嬲番我轉頭嘅？」808Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMa4IovIEPT
808Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn7tO5Mygm9
我開始失落。808Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPyGw2IWaTg
808Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnW2XeDDQqI
我覺得，他不夠喜歡我，如果真是足夠喜歡，為什麼會對我有那麼多不滿？為什麼不能更多的包容和忍讓？別人都只唯唯諾諾，為什麼他就不可以呢？從來沒人這樣說過我啊。808Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwJg3ETzayq
808Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTwvTsSVRcL
難得我已努力向你證明：我愛你。808Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuswxBBjzvY
808Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYkpWH0Y2sO
我賣力地和你口交、公開和你戀愛、不再接受他人的美意——很明顯了吧？808Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrZ2gLLGmTR
808Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdjOeJ8vjTG
為什麼你這樣貪心呢？這種美意還不夠嗎？808Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlKSUjarkHl
808Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl8umIxAREN
「我明嘅……你可能唔太識得點愛人，咁不如我哋一齊學，好冇？」808Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXGTupMwvvw
808Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfBjBQvbj8U
日朗温柔地牽着我，但口中所說的，對我而言卻是嚴厲的苛責。808Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB0Wnbw9ktL
808Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxGo0ZjBCqG
我不懂愛人？808Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUPzJgYaos7
808Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDGqB24hypA
我不懂愛人——是的，那是因為，一直都是別人愛我嘛，我看別人付出已足夠了。去到自己愛的時候，好像也因而不那麼的得心應手呢？808Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWMXh8U9UkV
808Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgeHKMxbzeL
日朗說我懶，懶得不願向他多走幾步；我跟他生氣：喂，我已經努力咗㗎啦，咁多人裏面，你已經得到咗最高待遇，點解你唔滿意呢？808Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIaiCgfJH2b
808Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW4HTrSkMNG
係咪因為——808Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx2z4PIEUbX
808Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzjJcWwwBaX
你唔夠愛我呢？808Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOPb3Lbb6UA
808Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKaoMVSYxCR
這個念頭成了一顆種子埋在我心間。日朗對我很好，但慢慢，我就沒有安全感了，我覺得他不夠別人那麼無條件愛我。808Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeqeQJcrLra
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對，就是這樣。808Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaQXXvdxrot
808Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSk8w30EEom
我的心再一次與他疏離。808Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp01HAPj2iF
808Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaHmq9Ensz5
我突然看不起他。明明並沒有那麼愛我，卻裝出一副委曲求全的樣子。808Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡouaUFuH3Mv
808Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUkH8yixMmm
但是，我還繼續和他在一起，因為他太好了，如果別人知道他喜歡我，也會在心裏高看我幾分。人性如此；而他本身，也算是頗盡心盡力地對我好的，如果我提出要求，他也會努力做到。808Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrrgtdjYlIo
808Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2VK7bY5L85
只是，不似別人舉重若輕。808Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡua8JcEBSi1
808Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmt1MkIx1re
而像我這樣的女神並不會滿足於此的，我要得到很多很多，才能區分我自己和別人的差距。808Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO6R7e8aMkz
808Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRiJyCZGU6D
所以我出軌——808Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVuFfLhLiP1
808Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ZVhDCkkhB
其實這也是一種貼心吧？我想要的在日朗身上得不到，方才另覓他人，提供我所需，填補我和他的空隙；又不需勉強他勞苦自己，他既可以繼續愛我，我的私心又可繼續被滿足，一舉兩得。808Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv8FK23TRRZ
808Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrv4D3WSK3n
本來，日子很好，我也因為得到別人的疼愛而變得更柔和一點，沒有再對日朗提過分的要求、沒有再輕易地發脾氣，總覺得自己要有觀音的氣量。808Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpCUMrUV3Gn
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直到，日朗發現我出軌。808Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR2uGTTd3eC
808Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC77WHzhzvE
他很激動。他不明白為什麼我要這樣做，他覺得他已對我至好，為我獻出全部；我只說，我要更多，他給我的還不夠。808Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmLiUs8fezK
808Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7wdelTncAo
那一刻，平常冷靜沉穩的他突然捨棄了自尊，雖然，他指出我的不對：808Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmUM8qUwldc
808Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU32KW9XjHO
「你唔滿意點解唔同我講？如果唔鍾意，應該係分手而唔係出軌？」808Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGj8INs6aZD
808Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFrsFAE6FQ8
但是，很快，他又自責地和我說他會改，即使他也不一定知道自己錯在何處。808Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkNJgzvJQuy
808Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7KgnaZAOIQ
結果，他不斷付出。808Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJd0wPzuU0e
808Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkU702Amv2q
而我看見他這樣，又覺得他的魅力不比往昔了，我比他高級，心慢慢地飛走；或者，不在他那處。808Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡltHLB3jxcW
808Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8LBcTMTqyk
他說：「你唔好同其他人一齊，我哋重新開始好冇？」808Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ81d8wVIb6C
808Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGiX5dzjkQI
他說他愛我，想和我共偕連理。808Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnrkeRIJ52l
808Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlRUR4Cv0bh
「咁……算啦，對唔住。」808Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPdzFudanZX
808Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaU7ohL2gXD
我開始覺得心煩，突然，我不需要他的愛了，我喜歡的是光芒萬丈的程日朗，不是這個垂頭喪氣的男人。808Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXlcyc7oIkU
808Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDUSwsZqJoi
唉，真令人無奈。808Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwXX7qExiBY
808Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7dwRAiEUhI
我有別人給我的愛了。808Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEehNwLL3G2
808Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkj03NA2bgq
而且，他不能接受我有別人，不能包容我的廣交——808Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrcVd1hd15G
808Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRpWp3hb00P
唯有再見。808Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH5Ci8K7uIl
808Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQNsPjqZG4R
再見。808Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTIvdsuOWif
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只是，後來，我又念記他。808Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj7SAH0Hf3X
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