但Fiona此刻，卻慰藉阿朗的自尊心，告訴他：他很叻；哪怕只是客氣說話。969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYGAMXpVEfo
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他看見她，就想起她選擇他做男朋友，也是因為他很叻。969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiYy97EM3Ws
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXUvcpWmxmq
程日朗，不只是擔泥搬貨的建築工人，他還是敏捷冷靜的足球隊隊長，是連年數學、生物、化學、物理的科長，是知識問答比賽的全港總冠軍，是參與籃球比賽時有很多人吶喊助威的神射手，是温文而堅決地拒絕女生贈禮的紳士——969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡieCgrRi8xo
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他乾笑，原來他在回味中學的舊事；而如今，他連校服都找不到、穿不上。969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡToIlzqioaf
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2oXnIX1PKY
只不過，與Fiona共對，仿佛又回到舊時。969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW2Jc11k1FJ
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdThgFkJ08j
他對她本身並無懷念，畢竟他並沒有忘記那種傷害，他是恨她的。969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq2d3hPS4yW
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOJqh3UIGJo
但是，即使在昏暗嘈吵的K房，她的話語、笑容、裝束又像極了舊日的真誠學生，言之鑿鑿地肯定他的「好」。969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt0Nw92KugU
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoiAs6GkHS1
只消看到她，他就想起他們曾經交往的原因，他「好」。969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLMXGhKqrUG
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這使他有了更多的自信。969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF3BtdUV9nT
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有時，他這樣想——969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpUXtdLbDFl
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Fiona和思思，是很不一樣的人。969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp5tzEJz2Db
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtlPuhDJ1ce
Fiona身上有光，像太陽一樣奪目，因為她精彩、絢爛，長得漂亮，樂天積極，熱衷社交，和她相處，如沐春風。969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiqgNg1T8fW
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg6nUrsQuDf
與她談話，永遠都不會有dead air的時候，因為她隨即又可以找到下一個話題，繼續交談。她非常懂得察言觀色，知道什麼話語是得體的、應該說的。語調充滿抑揚，令人覺得她真的願意繼續交談、合作，便更高興地與她聊下去。969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNdgTIiot3x
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思思不是。969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCdOUyp77PS
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相比之下，思思像月亮，柔和、冷冽。她不喜歡連續地說話，不喜歡為說而說，她曾叫阿朗：「諗到嘢講先講，唔洗夾硬嚟。」他曾為此驚訝，因為一開始，她挺懂得接話，懂得聆聽，也懂得在尷尬時發問。969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSHpwuRYo1t
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡix17h9xzZN
在一起之後，她告訴他，那只是社交技能，如果對於某一種沉默感到舒適，於她而言，這一段關係非常值得珍惜。969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMyiV08aDIM
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡILv7q3KyNm
明顯，Fiona更受異性歡迎。969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡal8nW70sLA
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這麼一朵奪目的花，很吸引男人摘，她聰明，知進懂退，貼心得親自撥開厚重的雲，讓別人輕易地為她灑下太陽的碎片；偶然宣告泥土濕潤，請別人不要再澆水，一眾養花的人心悸，為她的滋潤高興，又暗盼她有那麼一天乾枯，讓他們小心翼翼地澆上一次水。969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFnLEABOcRX
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGTtMl6bn6A
如果為她奉血能令她開得更鮮艷，他們同樣願意。969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7cl84V48UG
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUy4nF0FJN5
而思思不同。她沉靜，更像一棵仙人掌，只消一點點水分就能將其養活，畢竟她的願望是生存，美麗並非她所求，一個人的愛，對她來說，已經足夠；如果太多，反而令她有感窒息——壓力大且又不自在，怎麼能將自己獨有的靚麗，共諸同好？969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCiC4FkQC71
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她已得摰愛。969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUr8YkgluPl
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGVv9cHgQl1
對阿朗來說，思思的外表、心智也並不比Fiona遜色，甚至更良善直爽。969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4pPkd0LPr7
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4uQvVkrkUU
只是，或者說，可惜，對於一個努力打拼至辛勞頹喪的男人而言——969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7jxYQMikpb
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU4NU3HN8Vc
思思幾乎錯過了他對未來最有憧憬的時候。969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr4eLDqohn7
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡObwB8ItOsQ
認識之初，他就找到他的「自由」，再沒有向她從社會層面上展露什麼優勢，她只知他愛她，卻不知他其實也很能幹，她可會覺得他終日遊手好閒？後來，他們身居一屋簷下，她能見識的，只是他在太陽底下抗衡紫外光的能力，或者累極秒速睡去的能耐。969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh5wExIyr0j
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3kSIPayI5L
阿朗覺得，思思無法欣賞他，像他的舊相識一樣，欣賞他。969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHEd0IJrXOU
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrhOYWTVrdR
而且，思思總是淡淡的，不為很多事驚訝，她的情緒是「十」和「一百」，是微微和爆炸，沒太多中間地帶。969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX8rBupnLyk
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ37uWnvKIaJ
結果，思思愛他，卻不太展示崇拜，她連稱讚是平和的。969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU9XcKAfJ9E
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwsySrNOUp0
他覺得，她錯過了太多，但沒有辦法，難不成祈求時光倒流麼。969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡELf26XFuIV
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何況，如今他們都身處於現今社會。969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy0s0kxtLe7
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAnGrQwwRyB
他的自尊得不到滿足，像一個後天因意外而眼瞎的盲人，連身處居近三十載的家裏也不適應，手伸進雪櫃，卻分辨不到喝慣的可樂，只能晦氣地隨便拿出一罐金屬；過後，卻無可救藥地懷念從前眼睛明亮的好日子，只好購買金屬鋁罐、樽裝、紙包，以兹識別。969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvBqZRrlcVq
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJzKDDfGu3o
關上雪櫃門，他仿佛目睹，那隨即熄滅的光似有若無地嘲諷他。969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPz7hePcc9G
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2yytxfOQjX
但明明，他的眼睛曾經極度雪亮。969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIcLU3sLl4I
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKb9GwT3gif
這些年都過得太倉促，他沒有時間停下來，認真思索自己想要什麼。969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgtQ1QTLx1f
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaBJOnI12JG
他只知道自己懷念舊時光，懷念舊時輕鬆的自己。969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN3DTs5wEHs
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你都不嬲都咁叻——969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsvgvvYC5dN
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永遠都係我男神——969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlORzcP6BLH
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程日朗。969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2gEloEQMDT
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9wePu3P2oA
伴着同學的唱K聲，阿朗看着Fiona：969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSmeEspbaey
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「咁你呢，最近忙緊咩？」969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkfm5gyJmH2
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8dDxKlvxDI
一刻，好像充滿了自信，他享受這一種滿足。969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkgeLZEBWsV
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaF1LteC8e9
恰恰，從Fiona那處，得到了一絲復明的信心，他想看得見汽水，打開，喝下。969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡazl9qS9C28
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGAAXHISIJo
他不再駐足雪櫃前來回摸索。969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLHf4fQ8gwd
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUixJfVWXlw
他要的，是睜眼看見它熄燈的一瞬，並向它回報微笑。969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ64MfX5GTm
969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsHDO20AF0j
而這，偏偏，是思思給不了他的。969Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo80JQ42x5Z
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