阿朗在家門前，停下。1100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaNetQfSrKB
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他的皮肉被一整列啞色階磚搌過，夾在家門和對面屋鐵閘的中間，頭頂上的燈押運他的黑髮。離開了燈光紫暗的聚會，他忽然有感折返平凡的人間，迎接他的，將是清冷的脫鞋聲，忠心又利落。1100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhsPIFz5etM
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這是整個環境和心境轉折下衍生的空洞。1100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3UzHSiaLL1
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然後，阿朗拿出鎖匙，其金屬的碰撞聲搖動了思思久坐的下肢，她站起來，替阿朗開門。1100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEhpL2HYgvJ
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如同往常，他下班回家，一樣。1100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9h9kcXMekF
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「咦，你仲未瞓嘅。」1100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpt5hQnF9Aw
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「係呀，我話咗等埋你先瞓㗎嘛。」1100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0N28rpONeI
1100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZFomiwvioz
思思抱了抱阿朗，昂首，問：1100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbVceOktE8q
1100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ55oEoZOkhM
「係呢，最後有幾多人着咗校服去？」1100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaaJIG8PCbw
1100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0bJV0aJCti
「幾個囉，得啲女同學仲摷得番件校服同埋着得落；我哋就開始有佬味，冇人着。」1100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqVXtVQdQTD
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「哦……咁佢哋係咪好正？」1100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMP8XLdonHN
1100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiLHtn5fcWf
阿朗想起Fiona的短裙不斷擺動，腰帶勾勒了比以前更豐盈的線條。1100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6HLhYSLBn0
1100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvuFX73wnq5
對上思思的眼，噢，家有賢妻，又答：1100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS14whmtcpU
1100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4wc6acHfNy
「邊夠你正。」1100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡky1cWh8pt7
1100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZZ3OGvCRQu
「講呢啲。咁你哋同學聚埋一齊，傾咗啲咩？」1100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB8GZdYqueH
1100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCfuxYIo3uS
「冇呀，咪就係講番舊時中學啲嘢，之前聚嘅時候，都係講啲差唔多嘅嘢啦，分享吓近況咁囉。」1100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFk0CoIYfNj
1100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH0dMxXuHqu
「咁佢哋最近點？」1100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6zOboivWH7
1100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvUA39GiYvN
阿朗停頓，他沒有仔細聽別人的話，想，反正過得比他好吧。1100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQo9OMzBTrw
1100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPUZr0DX7UT
「幾好啦。老婆，你知唔知？畢咗業咁多年，竟然仲有人記得我以前係點。」1100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPvGcgViTHr
1100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVxad9ruyWR
「咩意思？你以前係點？」1100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcIVDgxMD11
1100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqRoWHHJhvq
「嗯，之前同你提過嘅，我以前有玩唔同嘅嘢，而且都幾俾心機讀書，係大學之後先開始心散。」1100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUyE3F93VEi
1100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpkQYDgOmWu
「我記得呀。我都明嘅，大學嘅環境同埋你屋企，都比以前中學時期感覺自由嘛。」1100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp0AJNkE6jh
1100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuklwnFtLYi
思思抿嘴，其實她知道，如果他繼續努力，一定會有成就，從一開始，她就覺得阿朗很聰明，對很多事都有獨特見解。只是，她沒有親眼目睹過他口中所說的「唔同嘅嘢」，此刻覺得有些遺憾，舊人獨佔那些她失落的回憶。1100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuVUpylIfxY
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可是，下一刻，窗外黑沈沈的天又提醒她，累。而幾個鐘後，太陽會如常升起，她有的，是他倆的未來，不只停留在向晚街道、佇足街燈下。1100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrrgLwIEvFt
1100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdpytiFNwWm
「老婆，你覺得我叻唔叻？」1100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeiGbzUS9Ws
1100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmTE88wT9qW
阿朗忽然問。1100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuLRZOhePAc
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截至回家、看見思思之前，他一直都在回想Fiona的話和過去的感情，沉浸在那種被肯定的感覺；回家，他想確定自己的價值——1100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHGjIklEgib
1100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk2KwwO3XNA
「叻，」思思不解，他何以突然這樣問，他當然是非常非常好的，又補充：「當然叻，我哋兩母女都靠哂你喎，你話呢？」1100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaL71KELLa0
1100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2vxZuc6nDJ
「嗯，都係嘅。咁仲有冇其他？」1100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡogPArhV8hd
1100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdli5Xbc4h9
「有呀！多謝你咁辛苦，每日見到你咁攰，我好心痛。」1100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Jy6NXRHZ1
1100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZIOAFX9rGS
阿朗訕訕。1100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd7LdGGM7J2
1100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlfNrbORq1I
他隱隱失落，她回答得過分真誠。1100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6zG57Ri1pn
1100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWLaYn7gRsc
問之前，他就有一個期待的答案，譬如，評價他個人的行事、性格；而不是他的社會身份——「程思思老公」、「棉花糖父親」，他想知道的是，「程日朗」本身在思思眼中的價值。1100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ3qZUT8uRi
1100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoH6UlCyZZE
可是，又似乎，真的很難讓她感覺到。1100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnl50k2ybrw
1100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs0irSH5eXF
而現在，他沒有機會，也沒有空閒，讓她見證，程日朗不止可以養家。1100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9UIYUxIvae
1100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYwBMHqJHjk
「我去個沖涼先。」1100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡruOpDRWZtE
1100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHbDrawJ0dp
不知道為什麼，思思覺得，打從踏進家門開始，阿朗的興致就不斷減退，好像有點落寞。思來想去，她猜測，可能是阿朗的發展和別人不同，所以有種脫隊的不安嗎？別的同學畢業後自有去路，無論是繼續讀書、創業、打工、投資、戀愛，還是失業、失戀嗎？但只有他，那麼年輕已被一紙婚書綑綁，既需養妻又要活兒，肩負家累嗎？1100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ87hltSbfkD
1100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJG4fyAZJWq
他有家累。1100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTOfXqcaxvo
1100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdt1YbMRWWo
她明白，他為這個家付出了很多。1100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeeqTNaoPhU
1100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVT3M9uJpWM
「老公——」1100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyO793y3cYK
1100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ptUahLYdG
「係？」1100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfD7NhpOs0D
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「我愛你。」1100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPDDKkqgDmX
1100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQWHwBsnq4h
「我都係。」1100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfPw2oz9zLs
1100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWkHVMwRElu
她不明白的是，阿朗需要尋找成功感，想取得屬於他自己的認同感。1100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzev8Ejdct8
1100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0XgfUSypP9
他已經自卑，他很怕她不再欣賞他，他也怕她會看不起他。1100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw3TKXrhKCL
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而，她不知道。1100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkELCRxIHIS
1100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmcqBrHjs4c
他不想在最愛的妻子面前展露怯意，他渴望自己的身影永遠高大，永遠撐得起這一頭家，如果天塌下來，他都希望她們都分毫無損。1100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4dc3FUe3fE
1100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVMiZKGDIgY
他搖搖欲墜的尊嚴，告訴他，世界要變了。而且，世界本來就不是他原先想像那樣，這一種失温感，令他搓了搓手臂，一失手，頭上的瓦礫就跌下來。1100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPHohvDw5I7
1100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnCvJzxSivt
他想找點方法使其穩健。1100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg5ycAT6q2G
1100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoseM89N03E
自卑這種情緒，可以流露得很明顯，眉頭額角，皆是破綻。只是，他不想讓她察覺，也不想直白地被她安慰。1100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnTKjr4Lvlc
1100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡykCM93lOan
他覺得，一個自卑的男人，是毫無吸引力的。1100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ6QqOIwzxq
1100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe3mwEXorvJ
他不想雪上加霜。1100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2iXMFizhg2
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深夜，二人躺在床上。1100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaPBLf04ZEh
1100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo45oChGLDY
阿朗看着思思閉眼的面容，幫她撥開頸上的頭髮。1100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzdmvvNfhpk
1100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTzxAOMFq6L
他睡不着。1100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZlRbEhxoFE
1100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyFmpEB6CgF
「做咩仲擘大眼嘅？」思思察覺，問。1100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuSYZ1DcFF3
1100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnmsuqTwzJh
「冇咩，可能K房啲氣氛太high，我未平復到啫，有少少精神。」1100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR09xLP59Wt
1100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcUiF0z1LQk
「難得喎，你瞓唔着。」1100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV9ZsCRNkRo
1100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL3nkoOBwiR
「係……你瞓先啦，乖。」1100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRP7rB84EIh
1100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLy4Vw3SbcL
說罷，阿朗往思思的額頭親了一下。1100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9KcVVxVcFS
1100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh88Btr7RLF
他看到她的頭髮攤散在枕頭上，無故想起，在剛才的聚會中，Fiona問他：1100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpqfAdqF1DZ
1100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjPpv9UXtiB
「點解咁早結婚嘅？以為你會好好讀書，再好好番工，或者開公司添。」1100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpz29ZkU7bB
1100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu9MSjJprMA
1100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3i06daXvPf
「冇呀。遇啱咪結囉，好正常啫。」1100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFHAJLv4SR0
1100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBCPj77wZY5
「奉子成婚咋啩？」1100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXpapKkkLIG
1100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡebEY9hTnOF
Fiona調侃阿朗，下一秒，又道：「講笑咋，祝福你。」1100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqe7Y9HVlsW
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「嗯。」1100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRfgWvU8eHt
1100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeWbROjbLQS
「宜家咁都唔錯吖，我都幾羨慕你老婆；我覺得，你要多謝佢。」1100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV8YkPSJb3s
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「點解？」1100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbZEzYXXDel
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「你比起以前，成熟咗好多，同其他男人唔同，佢哋同你比，太幼稚。」1100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrA7abC2XoZ
1100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeg9qV7kVx3
她伸手撫了撫他的腮骨，笑靨如花。1100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaXoeV3Ubu3
1100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZfZ3nETN2o
他對她有種來自回憶的怨恨，矛盾於她的肯定和否定——曾經，她肯定阿朗夠好，才讓他做她的男朋友，才讓身邊的人知道他與她有親；然而，她卻又背叛了他，親口宣告，對她來說，他，是不足以令她放棄整個森林的，他不過是其中一棵樹。1100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm7LF4u1arM
1100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0O5CD2ifSk
但，他又想，起碼她認同，他特別強壯。1100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbNFHWpmdOJ
1100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWOBh3vaDIy
阿朗遂在Fiona的話中，睡去。1100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDvWDw701EF
1100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKif1WbMXk6
一夜甜夢。1100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQGQxpkBG5u
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可是他忘了，Fiona的校服長度，是不符合儀容規格的。1100Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡimu5iB8Dzl
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