阿朗在家門前，停下。1043Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuUJvx8i2eQ
1043Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ZN9RTJ0Vq
他的皮肉被一整列啞色階磚搌過，夾在家門和對面屋鐵閘的中間，頭頂上的燈押運他的黑髮。離開了燈光紫暗的聚會，他忽然有感折返平凡的人間，迎接他的，將是清冷的脫鞋聲，忠心又利落。1043Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTnggXC4wei
1043Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKwp8oSsxAA
這是整個環境和心境轉折下衍生的空洞。1043Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsVm4F3Z2cT
1043Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRlxqNiRjwK
然後，阿朗拿出鎖匙，其金屬的碰撞聲搖動了思思久坐的下肢，她站起來，替阿朗開門。1043Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ70zxHRCYBS
1043Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWlXkFXqfXZ
如同往常，他下班回家，一樣。1043Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCpmRhwW8cD
1043Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVALj7xVl1T
「咦，你仲未瞓嘅。」1043Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIoUdt4W7CK
1043Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9tq2CR8nM4
「係呀，我話咗等埋你先瞓㗎嘛。」1043Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡma3ZGyOrTD
1043Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYz9Q3agPgu
思思抱了抱阿朗，昂首，問：1043Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpW0z1P7vm9
1043Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMFdQDX5hWb
「係呢，最後有幾多人着咗校服去？」1043Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ1mta1k8Ro
1043Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡknkxnv0y9P
「幾個囉，得啲女同學仲摷得番件校服同埋着得落；我哋就開始有佬味，冇人着。」1043Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ8omdaYP6b
1043Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeiYtOx68dE
「哦……咁佢哋係咪好正？」1043Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8iHonDr2Ps
1043Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh0326WxQIc
阿朗想起Fiona的短裙不斷擺動，腰帶勾勒了比以前更豐盈的線條。1043Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1P4ePGXRs1
1043Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTrDyAQn2u7
對上思思的眼，噢，家有賢妻，又答：1043Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKCxn72Qnps
1043Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIcb8XbmIef
「邊夠你正。」1043Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOiFuwVfz0N
1043Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFLglagx5tQ
「講呢啲。咁你哋同學聚埋一齊，傾咗啲咩？」1043Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCDtZ0OLCLk
1043Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl14YpOjVpv
「冇呀，咪就係講番舊時中學啲嘢，之前聚嘅時候，都係講啲差唔多嘅嘢啦，分享吓近況咁囉。」1043Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT4dnhqO8d6
1043Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwxtlXLZuwS
「咁佢哋最近點？」1043Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwcm6zbQFlY
1043Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoRzZSpZDbf
阿朗停頓，他沒有仔細聽別人的話，想，反正過得比他好吧。1043Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQrRhfRROvX
1043Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9g26fAkKiA
「幾好啦。老婆，你知唔知？畢咗業咁多年，竟然仲有人記得我以前係點。」1043Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkAfenXSEpA
1043Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4fNZzLxi3l
「咩意思？你以前係點？」1043Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuxtdh12mSO
1043Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK9FXEXHnWJ
「嗯，之前同你提過嘅，我以前有玩唔同嘅嘢，而且都幾俾心機讀書，係大學之後先開始心散。」1043Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE0ioErlbfs
1043Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3JqwfqMfSu
「我記得呀。我都明嘅，大學嘅環境同埋你屋企，都比以前中學時期感覺自由嘛。」1043Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt7IORFrlLe
1043Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw7t7WfGEvw
思思抿嘴，其實她知道，如果他繼續努力，一定會有成就，從一開始，她就覺得阿朗很聰明，對很多事都有獨特見解。只是，她沒有親眼目睹過他口中所說的「唔同嘅嘢」，此刻覺得有些遺憾，舊人獨佔那些她失落的回憶。1043Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFnh2XOJNGb
1043Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡePftCU3Z7X
可是，下一刻，窗外黑沈沈的天又提醒她，累。而幾個鐘後，太陽會如常升起，她有的，是他倆的未來，不只停留在向晚街道、佇足街燈下。1043Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6xVkCTQU6J
1043Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj4Y5Y8F62p
「老婆，你覺得我叻唔叻？」1043Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgxxKmu46Jh
1043Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJbD1VUBX9C
阿朗忽然問。1043Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ88qwRiEJPy
1043Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuzombYmZG9
截至回家、看見思思之前，他一直都在回想Fiona的話和過去的感情，沉浸在那種被肯定的感覺；回家，他想確定自己的價值——1043Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9bQHuFX43Z
1043Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqY9cnQTXkX
「叻，」思思不解，他何以突然這樣問，他當然是非常非常好的，又補充：「當然叻，我哋兩母女都靠哂你喎，你話呢？」1043Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmdz7hDbUuq
1043Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrqMzFzTFWR
「嗯，都係嘅。咁仲有冇其他？」1043Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡusyyVKDR0g
1043Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2A454sCybc
「有呀！多謝你咁辛苦，每日見到你咁攰，我好心痛。」1043Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZLUYYo6Mha
1043Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQk3T88mvWu
阿朗訕訕。1043Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPuyjKNGJAg
1043Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaqkSVAUEsa
他隱隱失落，她回答得過分真誠。1043Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlmCOiyHjfx
1043Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOn4D2W9sQJ
問之前，他就有一個期待的答案，譬如，評價他個人的行事、性格；而不是他的社會身份——「程思思老公」、「棉花糖父親」，他想知道的是，「程日朗」本身在思思眼中的價值。1043Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVpJeekgY1v
1043Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6BH6H0GJHl
可是，又似乎，真的很難讓她感覺到。1043Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpGS70etK6D
1043Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Cs78l7HYN
而現在，他沒有機會，也沒有空閒，讓她見證，程日朗不止可以養家。1043Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZdYmZOIGbq
1043Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtjrJnyEmU1
「我去個沖涼先。」1043Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDW6bYKyXaC
1043Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx8bmLprNTV
不知道為什麼，思思覺得，打從踏進家門開始，阿朗的興致就不斷減退，好像有點落寞。思來想去，她猜測，可能是阿朗的發展和別人不同，所以有種脫隊的不安嗎？別的同學畢業後自有去路，無論是繼續讀書、創業、打工、投資、戀愛，還是失業、失戀嗎？但只有他，那麼年輕已被一紙婚書綑綁，既需養妻又要活兒，肩負家累嗎？1043Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM05LPxtrly
1043Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYvK7n2KOuT
他有家累。1043Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡky7UHdSLJo
1043Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1pGzvsmn3w
她明白，他為這個家付出了很多。1043Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVFczfRuSdD
1043Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVznVScCfDx
「老公——」1043Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZFI107LhQv
1043Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgPbyxuAr31
「係？」1043Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGpiUeNR21y
1043Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuY1RdRhjsv
「我愛你。」1043Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRjIh5kzBhV
1043Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡArn5nqCrYK
「我都係。」1043Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS044uKGqX7
1043Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNSDDvF8DWc
她不明白的是，阿朗需要尋找成功感，想取得屬於他自己的認同感。1043Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ88RerzXaIu
1043Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk4eQGPHrY9
他已經自卑，他很怕她不再欣賞他，他也怕她會看不起他。1043Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqifCBt6fOT
1043Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsZbSRYrLZS
而，她不知道。1043Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXiowbD9GXn
1043Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMBVImGJFDe
他不想在最愛的妻子面前展露怯意，他渴望自己的身影永遠高大，永遠撐得起這一頭家，如果天塌下來，他都希望她們都分毫無損。1043Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgseZ35cnox
1043Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV5Es5xmTxA
他搖搖欲墜的尊嚴，告訴他，世界要變了。而且，世界本來就不是他原先想像那樣，這一種失温感，令他搓了搓手臂，一失手，頭上的瓦礫就跌下來。1043Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh4gRsRLVOF
1043Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqSLFyO1M05
他想找點方法使其穩健。1043Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjRsgrIF8Ft
1043Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzxWLrrx6fk
自卑這種情緒，可以流露得很明顯，眉頭額角，皆是破綻。只是，他不想讓她察覺，也不想直白地被她安慰。1043Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqBmSo4jJ2S
1043Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT8uZ7I9kWa
他覺得，一個自卑的男人，是毫無吸引力的。1043Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA7o10DCqgj
1043Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4pEWNvgETN
他不想雪上加霜。1043Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE552U0FkgY
1043Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6kizqFr4SU
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1043Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqLhuWxZMOa
深夜，二人躺在床上。1043Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy8HApRF7ji
1043Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgrkTtkWXZ4
阿朗看着思思閉眼的面容，幫她撥開頸上的頭髮。1043Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsU5r3wZhW1
1043Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz3D3k2Y8fs
他睡不着。1043Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ104SbTOgL9
1043Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9gJd35PyXX
「做咩仲擘大眼嘅？」思思察覺，問。1043Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEVFej1v3te
1043Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXq75WlhPHy
「冇咩，可能K房啲氣氛太high，我未平復到啫，有少少精神。」1043Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwt6cLCBUHN
1043Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG03V0Pe1Ht
「難得喎，你瞓唔着。」1043Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi0ReJ9gjkg
1043Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJzmSd1oka9
「係……你瞓先啦，乖。」1043Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvK7LIL1lHN
1043Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡux0Cccik5e
說罷，阿朗往思思的額頭親了一下。1043Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡegMp4dg04s
1043Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfMljGDybYz
他看到她的頭髮攤散在枕頭上，無故想起，在剛才的聚會中，Fiona問他：1043Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9vQGKksk17
1043Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKFSoZETv8e
「點解咁早結婚嘅？以為你會好好讀書，再好好番工，或者開公司添。」1043Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWxyV8nEX7J
1043Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU8HqGwdHTU
1043Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg8yJOOniQr
「冇呀。遇啱咪結囉，好正常啫。」1043Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpUgdTG4oZN
1043Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ5iHKWNjHz
「奉子成婚咋啩？」1043Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQCHKUsSRkw
1043Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡct2bHJGQBq
Fiona調侃阿朗，下一秒，又道：「講笑咋，祝福你。」1043Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeTjQOmk7zQ
1043Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe56VqpU6rn
「嗯。」1043Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhnkg0nbSs3
1043Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr8xE3cRf8z
「宜家咁都唔錯吖，我都幾羨慕你老婆；我覺得，你要多謝佢。」1043Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDCXOf5WQFD
1043Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkhT1UGp45v
「點解？」1043Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3sl89yB6V5
1043Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYNtVsnK1cZ
「你比起以前，成熟咗好多，同其他男人唔同，佢哋同你比，太幼稚。」1043Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkv0U1PGFU2
1043Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn6hOxBjKIk
她伸手撫了撫他的腮骨，笑靨如花。1043Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡudZwWHUttA
1043Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHW8R7i2hnl
他對她有種來自回憶的怨恨，矛盾於她的肯定和否定——曾經，她肯定阿朗夠好，才讓他做她的男朋友，才讓身邊的人知道他與她有親；然而，她卻又背叛了他，親口宣告，對她來說，他，是不足以令她放棄整個森林的，他不過是其中一棵樹。1043Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgAL67TN663
1043Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJrcnNjcwcp
但，他又想，起碼她認同，他特別強壯。1043Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzdg7twieuT
1043Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5nJ0Jo9c0B
阿朗遂在Fiona的話中，睡去。1043Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaUww9X1kFR
1043Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOAQJGctVAF
一夜甜夢。1043Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYqcJkkXXLB
1043Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4uctZonCzP
可是他忘了，Fiona的校服長度，是不符合儀容規格的。1043Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeD1loOMfDb
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