阿朗在家門前，停下。1099Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmaHZ91dExD
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他的皮肉被一整列啞色階磚搌過，夾在家門和對面屋鐵閘的中間，頭頂上的燈押運他的黑髮。離開了燈光紫暗的聚會，他忽然有感折返平凡的人間，迎接他的，將是清冷的脫鞋聲，忠心又利落。1099Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7wzvooyvGP
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這是整個環境和心境轉折下衍生的空洞。1099Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS4E06qC2vo
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然後，阿朗拿出鎖匙，其金屬的碰撞聲搖動了思思久坐的下肢，她站起來，替阿朗開門。1099Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡia2199PTGX
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如同往常，他下班回家，一樣。1099Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaUEGtvGyhF
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「咦，你仲未瞓嘅。」1099Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVDdK6O2cZf
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「係呀，我話咗等埋你先瞓㗎嘛。」1099Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP3b1meRyti
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思思抱了抱阿朗，昂首，問：1099Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAw0Qy81sAy
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「係呢，最後有幾多人着咗校服去？」1099Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZOaYv87SFe
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「幾個囉，得啲女同學仲摷得番件校服同埋着得落；我哋就開始有佬味，冇人着。」1099Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5m28HmoXNA
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「哦……咁佢哋係咪好正？」1099Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO5EcplrLxa
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阿朗想起Fiona的短裙不斷擺動，腰帶勾勒了比以前更豐盈的線條。1099Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNwPfTlzSWv
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對上思思的眼，噢，家有賢妻，又答：1099Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCWF77jZqwn
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「邊夠你正。」1099Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPUJsI2QpR1
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「講呢啲。咁你哋同學聚埋一齊，傾咗啲咩？」1099Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDjzvMDK4P6
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「冇呀，咪就係講番舊時中學啲嘢，之前聚嘅時候，都係講啲差唔多嘅嘢啦，分享吓近況咁囉。」1099Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi7zD3dIBWi
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「咁佢哋最近點？」1099Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVWWkBOWtF3
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阿朗停頓，他沒有仔細聽別人的話，想，反正過得比他好吧。1099Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ30mkkq2PAh
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「幾好啦。老婆，你知唔知？畢咗業咁多年，竟然仲有人記得我以前係點。」1099Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGAuQ398xeX
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「咩意思？你以前係點？」1099Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzqV8zrtJTD
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「嗯，之前同你提過嘅，我以前有玩唔同嘅嘢，而且都幾俾心機讀書，係大學之後先開始心散。」1099Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZB2XBvje7m
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「我記得呀。我都明嘅，大學嘅環境同埋你屋企，都比以前中學時期感覺自由嘛。」1099Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM0ySaoPDOY
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思思抿嘴，其實她知道，如果他繼續努力，一定會有成就，從一開始，她就覺得阿朗很聰明，對很多事都有獨特見解。只是，她沒有親眼目睹過他口中所說的「唔同嘅嘢」，此刻覺得有些遺憾，舊人獨佔那些她失落的回憶。1099Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡooExes3vnl
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可是，下一刻，窗外黑沈沈的天又提醒她，累。而幾個鐘後，太陽會如常升起，她有的，是他倆的未來，不只停留在向晚街道、佇足街燈下。1099Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOsPncCiVxv
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「老婆，你覺得我叻唔叻？」1099Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUBPa5QYT0h
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阿朗忽然問。1099Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDwrV4wr4jb
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截至回家、看見思思之前，他一直都在回想Fiona的話和過去的感情，沉浸在那種被肯定的感覺；回家，他想確定自己的價值——1099Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWSwEyPbU5j
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「叻，」思思不解，他何以突然這樣問，他當然是非常非常好的，又補充：「當然叻，我哋兩母女都靠哂你喎，你話呢？」1099Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHBJsTFZDhS
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「嗯，都係嘅。咁仲有冇其他？」1099Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpF6jx82EGp
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「有呀！多謝你咁辛苦，每日見到你咁攰，我好心痛。」1099Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0eDcl1CvRJ
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阿朗訕訕。1099Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxW0fp3v2Wk
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他隱隱失落，她回答得過分真誠。1099Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0IZ4rSS4l8
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問之前，他就有一個期待的答案，譬如，評價他個人的行事、性格；而不是他的社會身份——「程思思老公」、「棉花糖父親」，他想知道的是，「程日朗」本身在思思眼中的價值。1099Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlom4msWIc3
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可是，又似乎，真的很難讓她感覺到。1099Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzuNnhY4O7a
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而現在，他沒有機會，也沒有空閒，讓她見證，程日朗不止可以養家。1099Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxh4aa3r8i5
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「我去個沖涼先。」1099Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0lsbsVZLBM
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不知道為什麼，思思覺得，打從踏進家門開始，阿朗的興致就不斷減退，好像有點落寞。思來想去，她猜測，可能是阿朗的發展和別人不同，所以有種脫隊的不安嗎？別的同學畢業後自有去路，無論是繼續讀書、創業、打工、投資、戀愛，還是失業、失戀嗎？但只有他，那麼年輕已被一紙婚書綑綁，既需養妻又要活兒，肩負家累嗎？1099Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Sj2c6vowj
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他有家累。1099Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ565nF5WX8X
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她明白，他為這個家付出了很多。1099Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOyXsncgGo2
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「老公——」1099Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu9JyXyfMVp
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「係？」1099Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoxuH4ACAze
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「我愛你。」1099Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUAXRe6aGJn
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「我都係。」1099Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡklAjaEqhOJ
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她不明白的是，阿朗需要尋找成功感，想取得屬於他自己的認同感。1099Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKdSZEneZtp
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他已經自卑，他很怕她不再欣賞他，他也怕她會看不起他。1099Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhxL7guMJgp
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而，她不知道。1099Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5FiNaNnS8x
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他不想在最愛的妻子面前展露怯意，他渴望自己的身影永遠高大，永遠撐得起這一頭家，如果天塌下來，他都希望她們都分毫無損。1099Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4cYmSoPZDF
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他搖搖欲墜的尊嚴，告訴他，世界要變了。而且，世界本來就不是他原先想像那樣，這一種失温感，令他搓了搓手臂，一失手，頭上的瓦礫就跌下來。1099Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ29jPKTRb1R
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他想找點方法使其穩健。1099Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbmGQH9cQLX
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自卑這種情緒，可以流露得很明顯，眉頭額角，皆是破綻。只是，他不想讓她察覺，也不想直白地被她安慰。1099Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBPSOg2zuIT
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他覺得，一個自卑的男人，是毫無吸引力的。1099Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNvIixPFDCZ
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他不想雪上加霜。1099Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ53Z042aqOF
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深夜，二人躺在床上。1099Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqjyU0sWHXB
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阿朗看着思思閉眼的面容，幫她撥開頸上的頭髮。1099Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyy7HiiYVAW
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他睡不着。1099Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrqwL3SzFIR
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「做咩仲擘大眼嘅？」思思察覺，問。1099Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD57aLXDuEv
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「冇咩，可能K房啲氣氛太high，我未平復到啫，有少少精神。」1099Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB6G0Aw8sm0
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「難得喎，你瞓唔着。」1099Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmtwxOn0aQe
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「係……你瞓先啦，乖。」1099Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcawNui0dHt
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說罷，阿朗往思思的額頭親了一下。1099Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxsW2SqvSoi
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他看到她的頭髮攤散在枕頭上，無故想起，在剛才的聚會中，Fiona問他：1099Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnoVNREfZI6
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「點解咁早結婚嘅？以為你會好好讀書，再好好番工，或者開公司添。」1099Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm4nUSDCSfO
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「冇呀。遇啱咪結囉，好正常啫。」1099Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYNq7UBOU10
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「奉子成婚咋啩？」1099Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZLzfJ4wDaq
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Fiona調侃阿朗，下一秒，又道：「講笑咋，祝福你。」1099Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCT30k8K3gW
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「嗯。」1099Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG59zme8WKb
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「宜家咁都唔錯吖，我都幾羨慕你老婆；我覺得，你要多謝佢。」1099Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrzCN7tIPgI
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「點解？」1099Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmMcfHSPb8t
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「你比起以前，成熟咗好多，同其他男人唔同，佢哋同你比，太幼稚。」1099Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfgHcwCIt1y
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她伸手撫了撫他的腮骨，笑靨如花。1099Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIgQ67bzzIr
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他對她有種來自回憶的怨恨，矛盾於她的肯定和否定——曾經，她肯定阿朗夠好，才讓他做她的男朋友，才讓身邊的人知道他與她有親；然而，她卻又背叛了他，親口宣告，對她來說，他，是不足以令她放棄整個森林的，他不過是其中一棵樹。1099Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6N0rOrlAZh
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但，他又想，起碼她認同，他特別強壯。1099Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL0WL9UMJo4
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阿朗遂在Fiona的話中，睡去。1099Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZYENT5bSla
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一夜甜夢。1099Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD0ayohHvjm
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可是他忘了，Fiona的校服長度，是不符合儀容規格的。1099Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRLA0fPDGQ7
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