阿朗在家門前,停下。870Please respect copyright.PENANAPgkosKz1mq
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他的皮肉被一整列啞色階磚搌過,夾在家門和對面屋鐵閘的中間,頭頂上的燈押運他的黑髮。離開了燈光紫暗的聚會,他忽然有感折返平凡的人間,迎接他的,將是清冷的脫鞋聲,忠心又利落。870Please respect copyright.PENANAFV4MC9wDB1
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這是整個環境和心境轉折下衍生的空洞。870Please respect copyright.PENANAYKnRAEp970
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然後,阿朗拿出鎖匙,其金屬的碰撞聲搖動了思思久坐的下肢,她站起來,替阿朗開門。870Please respect copyright.PENANAmzxyUEhCFK
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如同往常,他下班回家,一樣。870Please respect copyright.PENANAqFthHV3R5O
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「咦,你仲未瞓嘅。」870Please respect copyright.PENANAhWxxWo4G5D
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「係呀,我話咗等埋你先瞓㗎嘛。」870Please respect copyright.PENANAYbxIQe0yCx
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思思抱了抱阿朗,昂首,問:870Please respect copyright.PENANAbDlcmMVWTJ
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「係呢,最後有幾多人着咗校服去?」870Please respect copyright.PENANA3epYA3J4Mh
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「幾個囉,得啲女同學仲摷得番件校服同埋着得落;我哋就開始有佬味,冇人着。」870Please respect copyright.PENANAHB1FvExHlH
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「哦……咁佢哋係咪好正?」870Please respect copyright.PENANAhpHBIj4vZC
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阿朗想起Fiona的短裙不斷擺動,腰帶勾勒了比以前更豐盈的線條。870Please respect copyright.PENANAmr4UhxkCQL
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對上思思的眼,噢,家有賢妻,又答:870Please respect copyright.PENANAMNlHtH2gVy
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「邊夠你正。」870Please respect copyright.PENANAoZ8Qsx4xeU
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「講呢啲。咁你哋同學聚埋一齊,傾咗啲咩?」870Please respect copyright.PENANADSAYDd7CY3
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「冇呀,咪就係講番舊時中學啲嘢,之前聚嘅時候,都係講啲差唔多嘅嘢啦,分享吓近況咁囉。」870Please respect copyright.PENANAbxNF4m9aAz
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「咁佢哋最近點?」870Please respect copyright.PENANADjMFixGiLM
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阿朗停頓,他沒有仔細聽別人的話,想,反正過得比他好吧。870Please respect copyright.PENANAM5HGrr9SkG
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「幾好啦。老婆,你知唔知?畢咗業咁多年,竟然仲有人記得我以前係點。」870Please respect copyright.PENANA2XMjnvjSp2
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「咩意思?你以前係點?」870Please respect copyright.PENANAHgsXWDO7zl
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「嗯,之前同你提過嘅,我以前有玩唔同嘅嘢,而且都幾俾心機讀書,係大學之後先開始心散。」870Please respect copyright.PENANAiTusIymVxL
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「我記得呀。我都明嘅,大學嘅環境同埋你屋企,都比以前中學時期感覺自由嘛。」870Please respect copyright.PENANAfJe7LtqtQy
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思思抿嘴,其實她知道,如果他繼續努力,一定會有成就,從一開始,她就覺得阿朗很聰明,對很多事都有獨特見解。只是,她沒有親眼目睹過他口中所說的「唔同嘅嘢」,此刻覺得有些遺憾,舊人獨佔那些她失落的回憶。870Please respect copyright.PENANAr3EjxqsND2
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可是,下一刻,窗外黑沈沈的天又提醒她,累。而幾個鐘後,太陽會如常升起,她有的,是他倆的未來,不只停留在向晚街道、佇足街燈下。870Please respect copyright.PENANA7ZBDCYWK0n
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「老婆,你覺得我叻唔叻?」870Please respect copyright.PENANAZTTnH90bpD
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阿朗忽然問。870Please respect copyright.PENANAcqXgA45rpI
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截至回家、看見思思之前,他一直都在回想Fiona的話和過去的感情,沉浸在那種被肯定的感覺;回家,他想確定自己的價值——870Please respect copyright.PENANAZrrSDlpzQC
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「叻,」思思不解,他何以突然這樣問,他當然是非常非常好的,又補充:「當然叻,我哋兩母女都靠哂你喎,你話呢?」870Please respect copyright.PENANATSO6HEpiai
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「嗯,都係嘅。咁仲有冇其他?」870Please respect copyright.PENANAFuPuYagfZl
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「有呀!多謝你咁辛苦,每日見到你咁攰,我好心痛。」870Please respect copyright.PENANAN6kD0se9Fb
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阿朗訕訕。870Please respect copyright.PENANAF2zGHrLTNm
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他隱隱失落,她回答得過分真誠。870Please respect copyright.PENANAzy9xCERSLd
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問之前,他就有一個期待的答案,譬如,評價他個人的行事、性格;而不是他的社會身份——「程思思老公」、「棉花糖父親」,他想知道的是,「程日朗」本身在思思眼中的價值。870Please respect copyright.PENANAqwKrFEWrHS
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可是,又似乎,真的很難讓她感覺到。870Please respect copyright.PENANAeDqNDyDFUK
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而現在,他沒有機會,也沒有空閒,讓她見證,程日朗不止可以養家。870Please respect copyright.PENANA3m7mHYtPhN
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「我去個沖涼先。」870Please respect copyright.PENANARs6sz3RCct
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不知道為什麼,思思覺得,打從踏進家門開始,阿朗的興致就不斷減退,好像有點落寞。思來想去,她猜測,可能是阿朗的發展和別人不同,所以有種脫隊的不安嗎?別的同學畢業後自有去路,無論是繼續讀書、創業、打工、投資、戀愛,還是失業、失戀嗎?但只有他,那麼年輕已被一紙婚書綑綁,既需養妻又要活兒,肩負家累嗎?870Please respect copyright.PENANAwSmr5ur5FF
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他有家累。870Please respect copyright.PENANA3leIvRpjrj
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她明白,他為這個家付出了很多。870Please respect copyright.PENANALzsCsaWlC2
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「老公——」870Please respect copyright.PENANAEd2OyOBatO
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「係?」870Please respect copyright.PENANAmV7YpFvbHt
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「我愛你。」870Please respect copyright.PENANAyiSqIl11Zr
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「我都係。」870Please respect copyright.PENANAbWph6ui9l8
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她不明白的是,阿朗需要尋找成功感,想取得屬於他自己的認同感。870Please respect copyright.PENANAe82lcvKFdv
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他已經自卑,他很怕她不再欣賞他,他也怕她會看不起他。870Please respect copyright.PENANAGofsNEUnOE
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而,她不知道。870Please respect copyright.PENANAe77TxBhPa8
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他不想在最愛的妻子面前展露怯意,他渴望自己的身影永遠高大,永遠撐得起這一頭家,如果天塌下來,他都希望她們都分毫無損。870Please respect copyright.PENANAnsFfXYTHHv
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他搖搖欲墜的尊嚴,告訴他,世界要變了。而且,世界本來就不是他原先想像那樣,這一種失温感,令他搓了搓手臂,一失手,頭上的瓦礫就跌下來。870Please respect copyright.PENANAT7sAqcwx3Y
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他想找點方法使其穩健。870Please respect copyright.PENANABl25jxbLyo
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自卑這種情緒,可以流露得很明顯,眉頭額角,皆是破綻。只是,他不想讓她察覺,也不想直白地被她安慰。870Please respect copyright.PENANA1VW7PN50xc
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他覺得,一個自卑的男人,是毫無吸引力的。870Please respect copyright.PENANAJ23KRGi5FJ
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他不想雪上加霜。870Please respect copyright.PENANAmCCdcognCG
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深夜,二人躺在床上。870Please respect copyright.PENANAlytYhFr0YV
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阿朗看着思思閉眼的面容,幫她撥開頸上的頭髮。870Please respect copyright.PENANAXtvuSFU5mg
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他睡不着。870Please respect copyright.PENANA7BuZhuBpHO
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「做咩仲擘大眼嘅?」思思察覺,問。870Please respect copyright.PENANAKdIEmWjbjD
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「冇咩,可能K房啲氣氛太high,我未平復到啫,有少少精神。」870Please respect copyright.PENANA34CCeoSG3X
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「難得喎,你瞓唔着。」870Please respect copyright.PENANAU94bf37KNy
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「係……你瞓先啦,乖。」870Please respect copyright.PENANAkojLZYZ6h7
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說罷,阿朗往思思的額頭親了一下。870Please respect copyright.PENANAYhgvbRUJYV
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他看到她的頭髮攤散在枕頭上,無故想起,在剛才的聚會中,Fiona問他:870Please respect copyright.PENANARm0qZpH9NF
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「點解咁早結婚嘅?以為你會好好讀書,再好好番工,或者開公司添。」870Please respect copyright.PENANAGO31CimyDv
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「冇呀。遇啱咪結囉,好正常啫。」870Please respect copyright.PENANAP1XcwxdsgT
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「奉子成婚咋啩?」870Please respect copyright.PENANAcFTwZCOGwz
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Fiona調侃阿朗,下一秒,又道:「講笑咋,祝福你。」870Please respect copyright.PENANAiL46UUDWxW
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「嗯。」870Please respect copyright.PENANAOqhEstAUh7
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「宜家咁都唔錯吖,我都幾羨慕你老婆;我覺得,你要多謝佢。」870Please respect copyright.PENANAGFsgu3TU1g
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「點解?」870Please respect copyright.PENANA9qOrhDI87A
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「你比起以前,成熟咗好多,同其他男人唔同,佢哋同你比,太幼稚。」870Please respect copyright.PENANAwraIbRXQYw
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她伸手撫了撫他的腮骨,笑靨如花。870Please respect copyright.PENANASXNAWZGBeK
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他對她有種來自回憶的怨恨,矛盾於她的肯定和否定——曾經,她肯定阿朗夠好,才讓他做她的男朋友,才讓身邊的人知道他與她有親;然而,她卻又背叛了他,親口宣告,對她來說,他,是不足以令她放棄整個森林的,他不過是其中一棵樹。870Please respect copyright.PENANAmG0op9t5O2
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但,他又想,起碼她認同,他特別強壯。870Please respect copyright.PENANAzNOkJlvfoE
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阿朗遂在Fiona的話中,睡去。870Please respect copyright.PENANAS3Z4nIaBiI
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一夜甜夢。870Please respect copyright.PENANATNwXFqm2g6
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可是他忘了,Fiona的校服長度,是不符合儀容規格的。870Please respect copyright.PENANA8FpnmzzSls