阿朗在家門前,停下。1099Please respect copyright.PENANArx7MoP2Noc
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他的皮肉被一整列啞色階磚搌過,夾在家門和對面屋鐵閘的中間,頭頂上的燈押運他的黑髮。離開了燈光紫暗的聚會,他忽然有感折返平凡的人間,迎接他的,將是清冷的脫鞋聲,忠心又利落。1099Please respect copyright.PENANABfKD7OjEJp
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這是整個環境和心境轉折下衍生的空洞。1099Please respect copyright.PENANAldJ1GSqIeP
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然後,阿朗拿出鎖匙,其金屬的碰撞聲搖動了思思久坐的下肢,她站起來,替阿朗開門。1099Please respect copyright.PENANAfEkPvw2DVx
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如同往常,他下班回家,一樣。1099Please respect copyright.PENANA4XRnBi4Wgt
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「咦,你仲未瞓嘅。」1099Please respect copyright.PENANAoPlBDAJu5L
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「係呀,我話咗等埋你先瞓㗎嘛。」1099Please respect copyright.PENANAWyqebg6oZd
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思思抱了抱阿朗,昂首,問:1099Please respect copyright.PENANAiphjrjfLFh
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「係呢,最後有幾多人着咗校服去?」1099Please respect copyright.PENANAMDOdNRL3Gx
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「幾個囉,得啲女同學仲摷得番件校服同埋着得落;我哋就開始有佬味,冇人着。」1099Please respect copyright.PENANAY5Kp1coiV2
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「哦……咁佢哋係咪好正?」1099Please respect copyright.PENANAup2BXnqebO
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阿朗想起Fiona的短裙不斷擺動,腰帶勾勒了比以前更豐盈的線條。1099Please respect copyright.PENANAE4FipPCRzI
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對上思思的眼,噢,家有賢妻,又答:1099Please respect copyright.PENANAiP3dspQ6z7
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「邊夠你正。」1099Please respect copyright.PENANAaQPzkTsiZU
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「講呢啲。咁你哋同學聚埋一齊,傾咗啲咩?」1099Please respect copyright.PENANA3GYL9IL3t9
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「冇呀,咪就係講番舊時中學啲嘢,之前聚嘅時候,都係講啲差唔多嘅嘢啦,分享吓近況咁囉。」1099Please respect copyright.PENANAWmMxGUdkkU
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「咁佢哋最近點?」1099Please respect copyright.PENANAAZf8nzf3yl
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阿朗停頓,他沒有仔細聽別人的話,想,反正過得比他好吧。1099Please respect copyright.PENANAN92wKKPiE0
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「幾好啦。老婆,你知唔知?畢咗業咁多年,竟然仲有人記得我以前係點。」1099Please respect copyright.PENANAjPvotCkpAF
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「咩意思?你以前係點?」1099Please respect copyright.PENANAqOYSyYnVuT
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「嗯,之前同你提過嘅,我以前有玩唔同嘅嘢,而且都幾俾心機讀書,係大學之後先開始心散。」1099Please respect copyright.PENANA2sS4yz9ua4
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「我記得呀。我都明嘅,大學嘅環境同埋你屋企,都比以前中學時期感覺自由嘛。」1099Please respect copyright.PENANAefmFcuJ8Ln
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思思抿嘴,其實她知道,如果他繼續努力,一定會有成就,從一開始,她就覺得阿朗很聰明,對很多事都有獨特見解。只是,她沒有親眼目睹過他口中所說的「唔同嘅嘢」,此刻覺得有些遺憾,舊人獨佔那些她失落的回憶。1099Please respect copyright.PENANAfl6oh6xd8O
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可是,下一刻,窗外黑沈沈的天又提醒她,累。而幾個鐘後,太陽會如常升起,她有的,是他倆的未來,不只停留在向晚街道、佇足街燈下。1099Please respect copyright.PENANAkqYkl6miOD
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「老婆,你覺得我叻唔叻?」1099Please respect copyright.PENANAW09noAFFnG
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阿朗忽然問。1099Please respect copyright.PENANAxizBRq16pl
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截至回家、看見思思之前,他一直都在回想Fiona的話和過去的感情,沉浸在那種被肯定的感覺;回家,他想確定自己的價值——1099Please respect copyright.PENANAktSzPETscQ
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「叻,」思思不解,他何以突然這樣問,他當然是非常非常好的,又補充:「當然叻,我哋兩母女都靠哂你喎,你話呢?」1099Please respect copyright.PENANAHNdGfEtmm9
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「嗯,都係嘅。咁仲有冇其他?」1099Please respect copyright.PENANAM1lweDN8dL
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「有呀!多謝你咁辛苦,每日見到你咁攰,我好心痛。」1099Please respect copyright.PENANAX53QlOQoAw
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阿朗訕訕。1099Please respect copyright.PENANAVpZC9ucuTE
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他隱隱失落,她回答得過分真誠。1099Please respect copyright.PENANARCTi0J11Uq
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問之前,他就有一個期待的答案,譬如,評價他個人的行事、性格;而不是他的社會身份——「程思思老公」、「棉花糖父親」,他想知道的是,「程日朗」本身在思思眼中的價值。1099Please respect copyright.PENANAbsAHNkSacs
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可是,又似乎,真的很難讓她感覺到。1099Please respect copyright.PENANAeuYQh29XOO
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而現在,他沒有機會,也沒有空閒,讓她見證,程日朗不止可以養家。1099Please respect copyright.PENANANvE59hKjXg
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「我去個沖涼先。」1099Please respect copyright.PENANAeOX5vLGahy
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不知道為什麼,思思覺得,打從踏進家門開始,阿朗的興致就不斷減退,好像有點落寞。思來想去,她猜測,可能是阿朗的發展和別人不同,所以有種脫隊的不安嗎?別的同學畢業後自有去路,無論是繼續讀書、創業、打工、投資、戀愛,還是失業、失戀嗎?但只有他,那麼年輕已被一紙婚書綑綁,既需養妻又要活兒,肩負家累嗎?1099Please respect copyright.PENANAOVw7KZd9P0
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他有家累。1099Please respect copyright.PENANA2JSDe3qGaf
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她明白,他為這個家付出了很多。1099Please respect copyright.PENANAXUelilrefG
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「老公——」1099Please respect copyright.PENANAf40I3zqHCw
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「係?」1099Please respect copyright.PENANAhkViDFhVjX
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「我愛你。」1099Please respect copyright.PENANAHePIP9Cloa
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「我都係。」1099Please respect copyright.PENANAMUHQkuwIR5
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她不明白的是,阿朗需要尋找成功感,想取得屬於他自己的認同感。1099Please respect copyright.PENANAxN9wb6o7lh
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他已經自卑,他很怕她不再欣賞他,他也怕她會看不起他。1099Please respect copyright.PENANArhyiikoO5B
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而,她不知道。1099Please respect copyright.PENANAs3qu3slVdX
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他不想在最愛的妻子面前展露怯意,他渴望自己的身影永遠高大,永遠撐得起這一頭家,如果天塌下來,他都希望她們都分毫無損。1099Please respect copyright.PENANA28mStvCg1X
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他搖搖欲墜的尊嚴,告訴他,世界要變了。而且,世界本來就不是他原先想像那樣,這一種失温感,令他搓了搓手臂,一失手,頭上的瓦礫就跌下來。1099Please respect copyright.PENANA34xlQQBTmu
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他想找點方法使其穩健。1099Please respect copyright.PENANABC9xQNZFar
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自卑這種情緒,可以流露得很明顯,眉頭額角,皆是破綻。只是,他不想讓她察覺,也不想直白地被她安慰。1099Please respect copyright.PENANAtjWmKNPk6I
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他覺得,一個自卑的男人,是毫無吸引力的。1099Please respect copyright.PENANAlo3UaviIx5
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他不想雪上加霜。1099Please respect copyright.PENANA2lVCtQSISb
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深夜,二人躺在床上。1099Please respect copyright.PENANA6pSArn15Xs
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阿朗看着思思閉眼的面容,幫她撥開頸上的頭髮。1099Please respect copyright.PENANA66VVY5Ti6Q
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他睡不着。1099Please respect copyright.PENANAEARKMFH2St
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「做咩仲擘大眼嘅?」思思察覺,問。1099Please respect copyright.PENANAbDv9Mb02Ci
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「冇咩,可能K房啲氣氛太high,我未平復到啫,有少少精神。」1099Please respect copyright.PENANA1tN8ZoTscl
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「難得喎,你瞓唔着。」1099Please respect copyright.PENANAI6BFhaYIAF
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「係……你瞓先啦,乖。」1099Please respect copyright.PENANAtebdGm6bJV
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說罷,阿朗往思思的額頭親了一下。1099Please respect copyright.PENANAYuAiheS32C
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他看到她的頭髮攤散在枕頭上,無故想起,在剛才的聚會中,Fiona問他:1099Please respect copyright.PENANA6IWBC4wsoR
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「點解咁早結婚嘅?以為你會好好讀書,再好好番工,或者開公司添。」1099Please respect copyright.PENANAKQCREjJmei
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「冇呀。遇啱咪結囉,好正常啫。」1099Please respect copyright.PENANAkc2n5htCtJ
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「奉子成婚咋啩?」1099Please respect copyright.PENANA4Vs5iXNp3y
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Fiona調侃阿朗,下一秒,又道:「講笑咋,祝福你。」1099Please respect copyright.PENANAyqSQ9TUkMI
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「嗯。」1099Please respect copyright.PENANA2L4MqlU8OU
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「宜家咁都唔錯吖,我都幾羨慕你老婆;我覺得,你要多謝佢。」1099Please respect copyright.PENANApxIVQWcCq6
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「點解?」1099Please respect copyright.PENANAGnAKUpc1sa
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「你比起以前,成熟咗好多,同其他男人唔同,佢哋同你比,太幼稚。」1099Please respect copyright.PENANAE88pYHkAhk
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她伸手撫了撫他的腮骨,笑靨如花。1099Please respect copyright.PENANAOhWWx2jnJN
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他對她有種來自回憶的怨恨,矛盾於她的肯定和否定——曾經,她肯定阿朗夠好,才讓他做她的男朋友,才讓身邊的人知道他與她有親;然而,她卻又背叛了他,親口宣告,對她來說,他,是不足以令她放棄整個森林的,他不過是其中一棵樹。1099Please respect copyright.PENANAVo2LGoLJtG
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但,他又想,起碼她認同,他特別強壯。1099Please respect copyright.PENANALddh50PZjc
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阿朗遂在Fiona的話中,睡去。1099Please respect copyright.PENANADBWZrXvbiQ
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一夜甜夢。1099Please respect copyright.PENANAhQ372p9Ty4
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可是他忘了,Fiona的校服長度,是不符合儀容規格的。1099Please respect copyright.PENANAcJJAbdmE9B