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「一直傾？維持咗幾耐？」1103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXabQTYAamj
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「一陣。之前已經冇，係今日佢揾番我。」1103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZS2aR7Krq1
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「點解唔繼續傾？」1103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk1WTcN6S34
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「上個月，佢咪喺Facebook post咗張相嘅……跟住，你都見到，我覺得，再係咁落去，唔得。」1103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ3F13x9qVQ
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思思不解——1103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEBZsD3iuVE
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點解咁就唔得，而之前得？驚我發現咗，主導權就直接喺我度，而你驚我唔信你冇出軌？定係，再耐啲，你就會出軌，上哂床咁，仲鍾意埋佢？1103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd04fMnCi6C
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「咁宜家，同埋以後，你有事仲會唔會同我講？」1103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcTVTGEIo0a
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「會。」1103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo2cwgvKAlJ
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「點解？」1103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1DZvZyiTRv
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「因為，我唔可以失去你……」1103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡntgkyqRpjD
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正確、或準確點地說，他已經發現，所謂不可對她言說的原因，其實是太過介意她的想法，因而怯懦。1103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8CNxSfLykT
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他想永遠做她的天，所以，不可以讓她知道地厚天高，他的信心隨年月剝落，碎碎的，不能再捽開；但是，同時，再和Fiona說下去，他就真的會和思思越行越遠。1103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk7sA7py8K2
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這是他之前不再與Fiona聯絡的原因。1103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUvS2DhCZPJ
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他不應因此轉投另一個女子，他自問並不是那一種大人，說了愛就要愛一生一世。1103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd3mVUTVjVj
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而現在，他說了出來，這是他的心結。1103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh43vmNIj2U
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如果將來會一起走很遠的路，他也不想瞞她了。1103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaE0xAT6E5s
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對，不瞞她了。1103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNNFkiPRKWj
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不瞞她了——1103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡByJmAQkFSm
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可能，她會有很多很多的情緒，正負面與否；但是，他已經決定，以後坦誠相對；如果他知道，她是永遠愛他的，那麼又為何要有那麼多的擔心和憂慮？軟弱什麼？1103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDEwJ94pX05
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「老公，你覺得，我有咩可以做得再好啲？」1103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOtpbKbWnt7
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她問道，真誠地看着他。1103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmLy1pNWteL
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她不知何故，竟給阿朗落下不能輕鬆以對的色相，她覺得自己已經足夠支持、關懷、體諒，但原來，這只是她一己的看法；或者，這些這些、再多再多，也不夠。1103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1VbcUmnhvv
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他問自己，為什麼，思思不可以是那個人，他為什麼不能和她說那麼多深沉的心事呢。1103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPFn4Ai6bAT
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「唔係，你冇問題，係我、係我問題。」1103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6HluOCwc8v
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是他自己失落、自卑，怕她若知道，將迂迴曲折地令他更加自卑；那麼，他就有感自己再無法直立。1103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6XyWphDJ0B
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只是，成功感對一個人來說，太重要了……想要好好地活着，不只為了呼吸生存，他就要被肯定、被接納——他這一個人，而不是他的所作所為所行。1103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6B3BdEndFw
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「唔係。」1103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE9lfwxVxkC
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沒有問題，有什麼問題？1103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡklzCi71kNR
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她好像明白他的意思……1103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhjj0Kccjtc
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她讀過很多心理學相關的課程和書籍，但是，原來再多的知識，也不足以令人了解「心」；太複雜了，生物書說：左心房右心室，竟然就此流通血液維持着一個人的生命，卻沒有教他們，怎樣解剖思想和情感。就算將耳朵貼近心臟，仍然聽不到任何音節，只有一式一樣的「撲撲」。1103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRyC5ECEly9
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是否，他對自身感到不受歡迎嗎？所以，之前，才每天訕訕不樂的樣子。1103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIOJnqXZ48B
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而她，將此歸咎於他很累，她不知道其他原因了；所以，她這樣歸因。1103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEsPEv1u1gt
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「對唔住。」1103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZTKPDvOVyc
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阿朗道歉。1103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Ha1PaFLqT
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就算思思自責，但是，有個不爭的事實擺在眼前，她確實每天都忠心地等待他的歸來；而他明明許諾，永遠不拋下她，要和她一同遊歷人世間。1103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQERHzJn3rQ
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東風若來，三月的柳絮方飛，他達達的馬蹄不是錯誤。於她，他是歸人，而不是打從江南走過的過客。而他此刻，確令她失望，無論如何；他沒有心神關注她開落的容顏，卻望向另一個遠遠不及蓮花高雅的女子。1103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYwuY1JEngG
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思思失望於阿朗不夠相信她。1103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnvtCrCkdmC
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若然Fiona是男兒身，二人毫無情慾的流轉，其實，她一樣嫉妒，只有程度輕重之分。她不是非得要成為他的唯一，只是，至少讓她知道，他有煩惱；而非獨個扛下。1103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8e4jCCb7bK
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「唔緊要……」1103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZxpg4P4MKg
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其實她知道，自己已盡本分，二人大概溝通不足，有些地方無法盡善盡美；一瞬間又覺得，沒什麼好說的，只由得情緒發酵。1103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPaD3LUwb9G
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她又想起：1103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZOmDRyQPX9
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「咁所以，今日你同Fiona真係冇做其他嘢？講真，我覺得，佢真係想擒你……早知我就同你一齊上去啦。你知唔知啊？等你番嚟嗰時，我真係好擔心。」1103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEvud3hYAfm
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「係，冇做其他嘢。」1103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡszjODBpJT3
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親吻，已經夠了。推開她，已經是一個最完滿的結局，不用再多解釋，她不會再想知道其他的。1103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXuhNtauBpW
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而且，多一些、少一些枝節，都不影響結局。1103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8U0h9SVnU3
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如果不止親吻呢？思思躺下來，誠實問心——如果比親吻還多一點呢？可不可以？1103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe8rQsPH3tm
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可以？1103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzkBBfKFDRO
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不可以？1103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC8Af1h8biX
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思思肯定，他們沒有做愛，如果有，阿朗必然累很多；如果只是前戲，而最後，他推開了她呢，可以嗎？1103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQOi5ADX28E
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這是出軌，是的。可是，隨即他就回到軌道上，堅決地向着她進發。1103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlAcdpB7fYb
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可以。1103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcNGKXxHno8
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思思心軟。1103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFQpjX2nTQv
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愛很可怕，也難以解釋；至少此刻，她有種「被堅定地選擇」的感覺。她就是一個很需要安全感的人，想和他在一起，永遠永遠。所以，不能在他說不愛她之前，就此分開。1103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBupe4bzlNe
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她搖搖頭，又覺得自己應該相信他，他說，只是親吻。1103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRpgJeueDmB
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「如果再有下次咁點算？」1103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡznT82VfaaY
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「唔會，」他睜大雙眼看着她，重覆：「唔會有下次。」1103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFazoYLoprN
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阿朗說罷，如常將她擁入懷中。1103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHVAtsPwoJF
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二人心情，都不太好，想着有關過去、現在、未來的擔憂。1103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbLGVU6iXk3
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入夜關燈，二人閉眼，各懷不安。1103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKaOEvQCUYF
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思思不斷回想她的不足。1103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrfnr4Wacgb
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阿朗不斷回想他的不足。1103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmKDxXcJzt6
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二人都無法回想對方的不足，暗暗發誓，要對對方更好，直至死亡降臨。1103Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIn56efrnV9
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