好像，她真的需要找個人向她訴說心事那般。892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTKzZQ7n9fG
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「喂老婆？」阿朗致電思思。892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcQd7OKmp2Y
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「係，做咩？」892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnyZldYUNFA
892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLPKjCocm5g
「今晚棉花糖去婆婆屋企瞓喎，咁我哋出嚟食好冇？」892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ97rBDGx7TU
892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2fjbo8gB2y
「好。邊度？」892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKsBYyuMBQq
892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVeb696piVT
「嗯……等間先決定啦，我嚟接你放工。」892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1esCp9EtUx
892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSZ5O4Ewx4P
「好，五點半見？」892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN7oR9kK09p
892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGrQ4oIxmUt
朝光看向思思，問：「約咗人？」892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpxpyRB8ej4
892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Z0qFxgByQ
「係啊，約咗老公食飯。」892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwj3cxWnrIF
892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFbVt5TAD7u
她喚那個看不見的人為「老公」。892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMfYjDpQ1AB
892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgh4oFPaKR6
「哦……你結咗婚？幾時識㗎？」892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ43ldl3pbHi
892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrLdky14wjh
朝光從沒問過她的婚嫁戀愛，她反正不會說得詳細，或者，是因為他不想知道。可是，他以為她還未婚，這年頭女子就算已屆三十也不焦急，而她手上可是沒戴婚戒的。892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvfqRC2Pleg
892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8uXD3Xb74N
「中學尾囉。結咗婚好耐啦，我早婚。」892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZV2PiWlUNH
892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ22Mx4MRA63
思思手上，是沒有戒指的，即使成婚已久。892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsVbnXyiRvd
892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr4GUj8fIop
二十歲，還未結婚的時候——892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCdjJLLEpcF
892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz2JfRMhWzM
阿朗某天神神秘秘的向她展示左手無名指。892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWsGQLRZi6w
892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4vZxkWhcxs
「做咩用marker畫手指？」她看見後，甜笑，手背那邊是一條幼幼的線，掌心那邊則寫着：892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡILhlXTaLR8
892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnZDeVDPQTJ
「 L&S892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYnKhgqIx38
2.7.2005」892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6q55z4Xc9O
892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJBE6cS4CWg
朗和詩，二零零五年七月二日是他們的拍拖紀念日。892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeuUmDqOVyx
892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr4d7apUxQv
「唔係畫㗎，我真係去紋咗。」892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSYh74kgacJ
892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡznsAURwN8E
阿朗覺得，思思不太有安全感，但他不知怎樣做。唯有，做一些MK的事，以顯真心，妄語若然拋棄她，定當將手指砍下，為她傷及髮膚，還不是真心鍾愛？892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsg301zP3V5
892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW8SXiYTPat
「吓，點解紋嘅？唔痛咩？」892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7zjqEKk3Kt
892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJs75CoWSBF
「少少啦，」他不自然的笑，分明是記起當天痛楚：「俾你相信，我一生一世都愛你吖嘛，如果同你分手，我發誓我一定斬手指！」892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡybp6LMprhK
892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4DSHldQAIK
她捉住他舉起的三指，嗔笑道：892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3W9S59puFd
892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaOQ68n0N1Y
「唔好亂發誓啦，真係分手咁點算？」892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvfQeXJiok3
892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKfmhyr3iYz
「斬手指。」他認真的答。892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYAh5eYkFoZ
892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBGFZ0VuePq
她咧開嘴笑，愛侶在蜜運時都愛說這些不理後果的談情話，最後也可能換他人來理料他的襯衫；但是他這一刻的真心，彌足珍貴，令她歡喜。892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ99A4VuT0qP
892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ErNbNNdI6
「咁我都要。」892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRA7TBV89fi
892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2k3i2bsLkj
於是，他們又一同到那家紋身店，阿朗看着思思，紋上一模一樣的圖案，在左手無名指上。892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGQu4YvdoLx
892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI8vKZ8TIhz
隔年，思思懷孕，她對他說：892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ53ysz1HjWT
892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUBZvordLYQ
「唔好買咩戒指嗰啲，你以前已經送咗俾我啦，而且，永遠都除唔甩，唔驚整唔見喎。」892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlOXGjVNCcO
892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrNVc68YYEg
「係，你都走唔甩㗎啦，呢世都係我老婆。」892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDwvzVFkVVy
892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpMrOGJpCOp
就這樣，一「戴」就戴了八年。892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOimcUWRUHM
892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO1Neb4fFX9
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892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1huy9PAt3D
892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU7yyO3ABJD
思思想事情時，常捽一捽左手無名指，起初是覺得欣喜；後來，則已是一種慣性。892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMdllnkA3sH
892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIxbjGGK2l0
「哦……咁佢對你幾好嘛？」892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVF31zYIu90
892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ47WZZbBHTz
朝光忽然覺得異常尷尬，想把自己燒溶將融陷在牆壁的水泥中。他努力令自己的下盤穩實，雙腳重心踏地，以免自己的氣息從腳底洩出，疑心自己因此急速飛走，無人能、無人想——捉住。892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ84tdFlu33c
892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS5uuMxbbMw
「嗯嗯。」892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkGC0r9B04g
892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnIeTwyzLD8
思思想，阿朗待她確是不錯；即使，這些年開始已無以前那樣，對二人的關係充滿熱枕，但是，很自然吧。他們就似兩口鄰近的井，總有人打完這井，打那井，有種已成習慣的牽連；到底，盤根交錯。892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFQRsO4JPLh
892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWHY9M11zPQ
只是，除出初戀那些天外，他真的從未接過她放工，所以，她竟然感到新奇。892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWmELBFQNrq
892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL5zWXunHWI
朝光看看思思的神色，又不似真的與老公非常甜蜜，她只是淡淡的點頭。而且，她從未提及。892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGrbUEnb0ow
892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv949aWikmR
「幸福？」892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBLGNyW6uvF
892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8NR9nj49sQ
但是，結婚多年仍願意接妻子下班，怎麼不好？892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxxp5tDfeQP
892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKNZ2WRxn8A
「嗯。」她又點頭，輕輕的。892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY80rCxlmwt
892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwfIXVlHMTl
怎麼能夠不幸福？阿朗為她、為家也付出甚多，不離不棄。892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSHCmLBuQ9p
892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvTGCpQP1p9
「喂。你又發吽哣。」朝光說，他覺得一個經常出神的人，內心必然另有所想，但是，他並沒有資格問。892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjFpw2TlBsm
892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFYyZ9t3mCK
他不能擁着思思，問：892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3pJ2KjYPYZ
892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡftVbNIrVtg
「其實你鍾唔鍾意宜家咁？如果唔鍾意，我可以俾幸福你。」892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSjjfebSMfD
892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNlb6rz0lNJ
她必然輕輕一笑，利落地推開他：「哇，大個仔啦喎，識調戲姐姐。」卻不會相信他是真心的，隨即又會警告他：「以後唔好再咁。」892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNt7r0JQVUK
892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD4vG1Ilubu
此刻，朝光清晰地發現她真的有對象，而且還與對方同一屋簷下生活多年，他忽然認清卻拒絕承認自己的心思。892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZktQHDNj5U
892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzuUCdqqsCv
他不是因為有話說才常常來找她，而是因為想找她才有話說。892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrZN0QFDcGH
892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi6ij5rxBef
他不是覺得杏色、素色這種淡雅的裝扮好看，而是覺得她怎樣都是美麗的。892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB56UdvLOrh
892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGZbtAifw4w
他不是喜歡温柔又爽朗的女子，他只是喜歡剛柔並重的她。892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi4FgquxGCF
892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIn6GUdqsUi
原來經常共對，真的是會產生感情，何況他打從第一眼，已經記住她的面容；多聊多講多聽，感覺情感就是互通的。他有一種被呵護的喜悅，以前一直沒有人願意體恤他。892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUEeyQx7tbL
892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK9HcoNABiJ
他喜歡社工室的淡淡白蘭花香，他喜歡不大不小的茶几剛好供他放置功課與文具，他喜歡這兒剛剛好的冷氣温度。892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD21XICltOn
892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNgtPBMxQ5v
他喜歡她在電腦桌前打字的背影，他喜歡她髮尾觸碰鎖骨的纏繞，他喜歡她休閒鞋上的一對小小玉足。892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPqRdBC1B1q
892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRCtjZEfrCl
他曾經做過一場綺夢，思思穿着規整的長裙，和他坐在沙發上。他低頭看她，將她的腳晾在佈滿書本的茶几上，隔着衣衫來愛撫她的身軀，引得她羞臊地呻吟，雙手棒着她的臉，以吻技向她傳達：「我哋平起平坐，我唔係細路。」可是，他一被鬧鐘喚醒，就失落，因為他總覺得，如果夢是現實，她或會揶揄他：「你錫得好屎喎，𡃁仔。」892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfxvlPa3fON
892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMolWS2JUPb
不，不，那只是夢，不是現實；他連吻她的資格都沒有。892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjYDwWUglNf
892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGS3N1phhG2
他只能自瀆，耳聽AV女優嬌喘連連，他覺得——他至少可以在幻想中征服她；可是，當他在擺弄陰莖時，卻完全想像不出來她會被某人壓在身下、緊緊閉眼而微微張嘴的緋紅。892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuQkIoLHuCk
892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZxpoVp5BBr
隨即，他打開另一套主演和思思毫不相似的影片，發洩慾望。892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjwG48tSc2r
892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0bfVRpbDJE
有時他覺得，幻想她，是一件對不住、不尊重的事。他怯懦。892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8tmYeVbgXX
892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡghZ8jLyKiX
他竟然自卑，可是，他應該自信，明明他年輕而有活力，率性而為。892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK6tPvYV70z
892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6RDRRfe2Wx
喜歡使人膽怯。892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeLxwGCk4bF
892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2QrQUDzt2f
思思聽見朝光說她發呆，又隨即向他笑：「冇嘢啊。」892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnpjGU4NGYh
892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5rtAilYTlJ
她對他來說，永遠神秘，總是不知道她在想什麼。892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhZK3A3b58b
892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYPsZtCcdZQ
他一想到，她的老公每日和她同床共枕，說些外人從未知曉的悄悄話，她會吻老公千千萬萬次，對方會壓住她的髮絲，分享同一份被窩的騷癢。892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEHhyHF6wfz
892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2PUtkkiZ0F
他只是外人。892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjYtdy8UCxT
892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7OuMLdp7SB
他心折，但努力保持冷靜，一個成熟的大人不應喜形於色，是否？892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOJO80JlAFe
892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKnmHIckBsm
和他「較量」的，從來並不是同齡的小伙子——不若他在社工室外苦候，直到別人離去、搶先比別人到達，霸佔她的時間，就能贏得她的温柔；那個，而是與她擁有多年經歷的同行者，如此，又何談較量。可是，他現在先懂。892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ02lZObTcVh
892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiW8LIcaFQC
他失去想法，只默默地做功課。雖然，sin、cos、tan已化成不知名咒語，將他的頭箍勒得死死的，額頭至頭顱骨節皆有裂痕，握筆無力。892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaOXmrYLt5e
892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡipIzxVeoSV
最後，他失去了往常生氣，可是又努力笑笑，佯裝自己只是疲倦，和思思踏出校門。892Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEE7qRXVCI2
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