好像，她真的需要找個人向她訴說心事那般。987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Wt9rjINkM
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「喂老婆？」阿朗致電思思。987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIKpgwRlArB
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNfRyKJ4yi0
「係，做咩？」987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRoZ0uuKvSj
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzYznCnIDyn
「今晚棉花糖去婆婆屋企瞓喎，咁我哋出嚟食好冇？」987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbjBjgZDit7
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKFMzWJbTWg
「好。邊度？」987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgf5cC3a0ch
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj8CgoQU2zu
「嗯……等間先決定啦，我嚟接你放工。」987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrbo4THX3E6
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDASvMMQOQX
「好，五點半見？」987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡctDdopLdl6
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZBtfrLIhMO
朝光看向思思，問：「約咗人？」987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdozls3SMry
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMQFK2c64ib
「係啊，約咗老公食飯。」987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeBPucQfLbI
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLyHAyKq0j7
她喚那個看不見的人為「老公」。987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLTcbdC6E2Z
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWXB01FQGG1
「哦……你結咗婚？幾時識㗎？」987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfqM1ylVSHx
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNfkOzstAlO
朝光從沒問過她的婚嫁戀愛，她反正不會說得詳細，或者，是因為他不想知道。可是，他以為她還未婚，這年頭女子就算已屆三十也不焦急，而她手上可是沒戴婚戒的。987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrnwEG4Cnuv
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQIAyatkUuU
「中學尾囉。結咗婚好耐啦，我早婚。」987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAWmvliLQc7
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFvZZMNIdwS
思思手上，是沒有戒指的，即使成婚已久。987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ZIXq0LY1T
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH4N7bweOow
二十歲，還未結婚的時候——987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ27KmpIartP
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7YXVbVZzMZ
阿朗某天神神秘秘的向她展示左手無名指。987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQO2YFaSNCL
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvc471lFs5W
「做咩用marker畫手指？」她看見後，甜笑，手背那邊是一條幼幼的線，掌心那邊則寫着：987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhIRwgWfSnD
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9DU8TvuGH7
「 L&S987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwuMREYb3Z4
2.7.2005」987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU0t3LnoRQu
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeXnwdXYWqo
朗和詩，二零零五年七月二日是他們的拍拖紀念日。987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwurHy6kMgR
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJc6Ozdmi90
「唔係畫㗎，我真係去紋咗。」987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPMfLy2q9Fh
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFl2dLLrAle
阿朗覺得，思思不太有安全感，但他不知怎樣做。唯有，做一些MK的事，以顯真心，妄語若然拋棄她，定當將手指砍下，為她傷及髮膚，還不是真心鍾愛？987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSwIq2FgFnZ
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCfyw9aE5wp
「吓，點解紋嘅？唔痛咩？」987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAE5I6kiYOZ
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzlEgaoyVxc
「少少啦，」他不自然的笑，分明是記起當天痛楚：「俾你相信，我一生一世都愛你吖嘛，如果同你分手，我發誓我一定斬手指！」987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2mkw9UzvZf
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ0IwE30bEE
她捉住他舉起的三指，嗔笑道：987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbis8ZJSShc
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ524mlv9Vgx
「唔好亂發誓啦，真係分手咁點算？」987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL72SDeMe8p
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJOlybVOoxR
「斬手指。」他認真的答。987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbBuNZPyx72
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe0nE2lalHW
她咧開嘴笑，愛侶在蜜運時都愛說這些不理後果的談情話，最後也可能換他人來理料他的襯衫；但是他這一刻的真心，彌足珍貴，令她歡喜。987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡldXN2S7Bnj
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC7TiCn2bC4
「咁我都要。」987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhDJ8peggnI
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZSbAsKH4HR
於是，他們又一同到那家紋身店，阿朗看着思思，紋上一模一樣的圖案，在左手無名指上。987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxUcP5sJbT3
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg8nPXCaKux
隔年，思思懷孕，她對他說：987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡohOdaP35nd
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoZ4vZb2rN2
「唔好買咩戒指嗰啲，你以前已經送咗俾我啦，而且，永遠都除唔甩，唔驚整唔見喎。」987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEPZIhrGRfV
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlJunj8YQC7
「係，你都走唔甩㗎啦，呢世都係我老婆。」987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbgP1ktUJhf
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ68iEOcSAKf
就這樣，一「戴」就戴了八年。987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjjDZtrvdi9
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987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjkszBxuEdA
思思想事情時，常捽一捽左手無名指，起初是覺得欣喜；後來，則已是一種慣性。987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKjT6kthurw
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfyauGzK36w
「哦……咁佢對你幾好嘛？」987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3VqqwvooAU
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCqmKoof2JG
朝光忽然覺得異常尷尬，想把自己燒溶將融陷在牆壁的水泥中。他努力令自己的下盤穩實，雙腳重心踏地，以免自己的氣息從腳底洩出，疑心自己因此急速飛走，無人能、無人想——捉住。987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ujEfdusBp
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrt81G6JtD0
「嗯嗯。」987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDw2SyeZyfd
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcJq9IxYtw3
思思想，阿朗待她確是不錯；即使，這些年開始已無以前那樣，對二人的關係充滿熱枕，但是，很自然吧。他們就似兩口鄰近的井，總有人打完這井，打那井，有種已成習慣的牽連；到底，盤根交錯。987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYVBGYilksI
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDExVJpd3DW
只是，除出初戀那些天外，他真的從未接過她放工，所以，她竟然感到新奇。987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJXuVlfXIFJ
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa1gVHvHGB6
朝光看看思思的神色，又不似真的與老公非常甜蜜，她只是淡淡的點頭。而且，她從未提及。987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8VDeqGdWip
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUFrZijbkaZ
「幸福？」987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ58jV0G21gY
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDo3gOeulyh
但是，結婚多年仍願意接妻子下班，怎麼不好？987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIvDX0yjMUj
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJNOfRv9aPk
「嗯。」她又點頭，輕輕的。987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIJ6jIZ3u64
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh9gJEH0Jrg
怎麼能夠不幸福？阿朗為她、為家也付出甚多，不離不棄。987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjPJQW0P10n
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJZUWJrE9du
「喂。你又發吽哣。」朝光說，他覺得一個經常出神的人，內心必然另有所想，但是，他並沒有資格問。987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4W2ccrazgA
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK9v6nPzwMX
他不能擁着思思，問：987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6JxTHfyqlN
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmfP1EK2Ofy
「其實你鍾唔鍾意宜家咁？如果唔鍾意，我可以俾幸福你。」987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4sh6K2EjNE
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwrqQVW1fVi
她必然輕輕一笑，利落地推開他：「哇，大個仔啦喎，識調戲姐姐。」卻不會相信他是真心的，隨即又會警告他：「以後唔好再咁。」987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIbwa0h00bp
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRnexPqE4CM
此刻，朝光清晰地發現她真的有對象，而且還與對方同一屋簷下生活多年，他忽然認清卻拒絕承認自己的心思。987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdwHQqGSpGQ
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPkzPiIdW8z
他不是因為有話說才常常來找她，而是因為想找她才有話說。987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrTA484KFzE
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrtQhzk6OsH
他不是覺得杏色、素色這種淡雅的裝扮好看，而是覺得她怎樣都是美麗的。987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOl8RrdUFA1
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCVyej9Nh9m
他不是喜歡温柔又爽朗的女子，他只是喜歡剛柔並重的她。987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH1gttkEgZ5
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUdTxqchH9R
原來經常共對，真的是會產生感情，何況他打從第一眼，已經記住她的面容；多聊多講多聽，感覺情感就是互通的。他有一種被呵護的喜悅，以前一直沒有人願意體恤他。987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXYkKtkvYvK
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLENts3i4Vn
他喜歡社工室的淡淡白蘭花香，他喜歡不大不小的茶几剛好供他放置功課與文具，他喜歡這兒剛剛好的冷氣温度。987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡscj8AAYVOu
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ98ixyRyVSM
他喜歡她在電腦桌前打字的背影，他喜歡她髮尾觸碰鎖骨的纏繞，他喜歡她休閒鞋上的一對小小玉足。987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL9uJrDHMPM
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ82PUOwrXGm
他曾經做過一場綺夢，思思穿着規整的長裙，和他坐在沙發上。他低頭看她，將她的腳晾在佈滿書本的茶几上，隔着衣衫來愛撫她的身軀，引得她羞臊地呻吟，雙手棒着她的臉，以吻技向她傳達：「我哋平起平坐，我唔係細路。」可是，他一被鬧鐘喚醒，就失落，因為他總覺得，如果夢是現實，她或會揶揄他：「你錫得好屎喎，𡃁仔。」987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdUhyjTUPR2
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVvpAnxQc83
不，不，那只是夢，不是現實；他連吻她的資格都沒有。987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4aY4E7iFZ5
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7yvugsnA7R
他只能自瀆，耳聽AV女優嬌喘連連，他覺得——他至少可以在幻想中征服她；可是，當他在擺弄陰莖時，卻完全想像不出來她會被某人壓在身下、緊緊閉眼而微微張嘴的緋紅。987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJAAfBGtb51
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4L00xj7BfY
隨即，他打開另一套主演和思思毫不相似的影片，發洩慾望。987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg476tS2Ve5
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN5OD6nKsdO
有時他覺得，幻想她，是一件對不住、不尊重的事。他怯懦。987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs88hasu6dR
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa4ufVkd6Is
他竟然自卑，可是，他應該自信，明明他年輕而有活力，率性而為。987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjlfJ5fh1s2
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjMcvRwCzxx
喜歡使人膽怯。987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgwR2RhmqyQ
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7YKWcZm4By
思思聽見朝光說她發呆，又隨即向他笑：「冇嘢啊。」987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGW06V9Stmz
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoAKj9HbOPB
她對他來說，永遠神秘，總是不知道她在想什麼。987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc4UHqOtEYJ
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS5veiDyboK
他一想到，她的老公每日和她同床共枕，說些外人從未知曉的悄悄話，她會吻老公千千萬萬次，對方會壓住她的髮絲，分享同一份被窩的騷癢。987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8THx8cxVlx
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEU8jzr7jb6
他只是外人。987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvjMXfKYVAe
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVmw7zP8II2
他心折，但努力保持冷靜，一個成熟的大人不應喜形於色，是否？987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqnkq0ZALU9
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsybJw5FmR4
和他「較量」的，從來並不是同齡的小伙子——不若他在社工室外苦候，直到別人離去、搶先比別人到達，霸佔她的時間，就能贏得她的温柔；那個，而是與她擁有多年經歷的同行者，如此，又何談較量。可是，他現在先懂。987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVa9bkrJ2IS
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJgJDKHOzLf
他失去想法，只默默地做功課。雖然，sin、cos、tan已化成不知名咒語，將他的頭箍勒得死死的，額頭至頭顱骨節皆有裂痕，握筆無力。987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQwYp4A13ZZ
987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZRJfh29XpB
最後，他失去了往常生氣，可是又努力笑笑，佯裝自己只是疲倦，和思思踏出校門。987Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcp7lAC7Ccv
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