最後，他失去了往常生氣，可是又努力笑笑，佯裝自己只是疲倦，和思思踏出校門。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtvhwvxzY5f
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阿朗覺得思思較往日不同，但他不知道為什麼。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnrJjwzo0WU
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她有時會問他一些奇怪的問題：「如果你俾人屈，咁你會點會？」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡktLbY5wJyT
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1TH6G1koTR
「睇吓係邊個屈我先？」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9fFIGLZFgK
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「譬如，老闆？」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj6MgkFvVQi
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「同佢解釋，我係冤枉㗎囉。」他側頭。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyUgskzvkMh
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiJxiXyTRGI
「如果佢堅持，咁點？」她追問。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeCPpzLU1TR
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBUJFCMs4d0
「咁都冇計啦……如果講極佢都唔信，咁咪唯有say sorry，如果唔係，繼續同佢拗，會冇咗份工添。」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Fv0EukrA2
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr0A6aEq6IK
「哦……」聲音越來越低、遠。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqxPEHLzaf6
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然後，她不再說話，睡覺。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRDAfcgzliN
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是因為最近她太累？她不適應新環境？但又不見她和他說工作煩憂。隨即，他又想到，思思不喜主動透露情緒，那就由他給她一個閒適的星期五晚上吧，這樣，可能就能誘導她講出心事。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6qlnxYRugR
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在思思工作的校門外，阿朗等着，眼睛一脫離手腕上的錶，就看見她和一個學生一起出來——有傾有講有笑。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvh8Q6YOFsV
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ150sMgNC6q
思思看到阿朗，隨即向前大踏步，再牽上他的手，不自然地和朝光說再見，仿佛尷尬；而他一看到朝光，就知道這個學生對思思有意。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzUXlYeMwRu
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同性總能察覺同性的心思，尤其，朝光以鋒利目光打量阿朗，有些不忿，又有些無奈。朝光的五官，若然細看，還真的找得出阿朗的影子，喜歡同一個女子，恰若不是什麼新奇事。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAcU5tFEiVB
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不言而喻。思思知道嗎？那麼。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTTFWFBgAlv
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnVrUEmmX8s
「佢邊個嚟㗎，同你一齊走嘅？」阿朗問。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMlmZtZjqXz
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5YI4KFRnVR
「學生，中六㗎啦，考試壓力大。佢有時會嚟社工室，吹吓水咁。」思思嗅到他身上的消毒藥水氣味。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡETFDZ2NP8g
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcD7fciTISA
「壞學生？」他注意到朝光的打扮。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe6hq5CCjTN
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNg8ZQkxiDz
「唔係嘅，我起初都以為，但其實都係固執、堅持己見，同埋唔太守儀容規矩啫。」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnVSAeEp4Dp
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「你哋成日見？」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN8p8jhKlq5
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAuetZknoDb
「嗯……唔係嘅，有時啦。」她想，也不是常常吧，她又不是每天都留校。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYDFXIDjFMY
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsJHe9JRjVA
「佢鍾意你？」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYMtttZAKSs
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Kql2sRD4I
「痴線，點會。我大佢咁多。」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZAlWnvnhte
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「我覺得係喎，佢啱啱咁樣望你——同埋，佢有啲嬲嬲哋咁望我。」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRLINCdABFr
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「你多心咋！佢係學生嚟咋喎。」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFm72Tph9i1
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYyUV79LdQK
「佢成日嚟揾你？」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPjtINxNFYY
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「都算係嘅，咁佢有嘢想講，但冇人聽佢講啫，所以咪揾駐校。」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcN1oE72tmN
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「可能佢唔係有嘢講，只係想對住你。」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ1HORDMFW1
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「點會。人哋學生嚟，邊有咁多呢啲心思？唔好屈人啦，冇人聽佢講嘢，已經好慘㗎啦……」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJy9dSUb1US
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「我真係覺得係。」阿朗打斷思思，停下腳步。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7xW03EfKkO
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeWI1tDvUfE
「我覺得唔係。」她堅持。其實她也不知道朝光之意，但覺微愠。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoXXPbBBn73
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二人不語，有些惱火。就快走到餐廳，思思問：887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXrbA1k1GMH
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「係呢，點解今日收咁早？」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡayi5Y8KVIo
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw0cGItrKDZ
「接少咗兩單，想嚟接你吖嘛。」思思聽後，牽得他更緊了一些；阿朗見狀，又說：「點知見到你同其他人一齊。」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJoBEtA98Po
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她敏感：「冇一齊呀，行出校門啫，唔好多心啦，好冇？」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Mqv0ETXgd
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0pBhU0Ke9H
「咪就係一齊出嚟，你咁心虛做咩？」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhVIIh1WGs8
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9VGg5SFg1A
阿朗覺得，思思最近的轉變確實與那個學生有關，但她又應該不是喜歡朝光，但又好像喜歡，至少不可能抗拒與他相處，否則，出校門時，她看起來就不會是輕鬆自如了。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQynEYUQOdi
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「都唔知你擔心啲咩。」她點菜，之後不再說話。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvANIn86AGD
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvjRjExVA7s
她承認，自己有變化，所以坦白講，她有些心虛。但並不是愛上了別人——但也許，比愛上別人更差麼。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjfHdHDCOE7
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好像，她對於「家」感到厭倦一樣。看到阿朗時，已無昔日欣喜，只如常地瞥一眼，再繼續手頭上的事，行雲流水。聽他說話時，也會不自覺地出神，不能聚焦於他的所思所想。大概，是因為日子不斷重複，但她又不想以此歸因——明明她捱得過平淡、苦難、寂寞，明明現在一切都很好。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhcNe6ptg13
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明明，她已歷剖腹產子時的一次鬼門關險況、蠶食身心地自我慰寂寥、隱忍地原諒丈夫抵觸自己的異心；到如今一切都安穩時，她卻覺得不太對勁。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZl1I2xoJW6
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她倦怠。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXKHCigSJMI
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她想念以前的阿朗，那個勇敢、坦率、直抒所想的他，那個會與她緊緊相擁的他，那個會直直盯着她的眼而從不迴避的他。她當然愛他，永永遠遠，可是，如果有得選擇的話，她還是希望回到十八歲的夏天。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9JtrKtgPLH
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnZ97wcnQjK
「咁你同個學生熟唔熟？」阿朗吃着河粉，問，然後將一塊豬排夾給思思，他總覺得她吃不飽，不太長肉。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTnSyuYXeKx
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtaQtB2aPXg
「唔太，佢講佢嘅，然後我聽再回應，咁囉。」她真誠的答。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlTavF0LWti
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可是，每次被丈夫關心，她又會覺得，其實如此也不錯。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ65uZfGdYO2
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLLAOgRNnLK
阿朗不再說起朝光：「棉花糖呢排都要練舞，好似話三、四月比賽。」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF3a8AfiQe9
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcJeNspv9fL
「咁早就開始練？」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9w3UqmWsyy
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoRVD3iC8Vb
「係啩，團體舞又要排、又要練齊動作，驚太趕先開始會練唔切。」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbL6XR0ZjSz
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYXpVoYmhdA
「哦哦，係呢——你出門前有冇淋到水？」思思忽然想起。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjPWBCNZiT2
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1rQqsb2ouS
「冇呀，諗住棉花糖會自己照顧番。」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkywikq1S34
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsEsBq0Iv2L
那是學校的種花比賽，高年級學生負責養植一串紅，這是一場專門弄死植物的活動，好多人在捧着花苗回家的過程中，將泥土撒落一地。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOwytfCtsVk
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「好似好多日冇淋啦喎，番去幫佢淋番先。」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpXMottoV2G
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQzqufeJaPq
「聽日話吓佢啦，自己嘢都睇唔實。」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkcvciSYNUh
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR1UQ6P4mN9
「可能佢唔記得咗啫，而且，佢又咁夜先番。」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMwMUjB4o1D
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUCfmrkZb8h
「慈母多敗兒。」阿朗察覺思思的目光，又補充：「咁係吖嘛，我哋全屋都唔熟呢啲嘢，咁宜家係佢做嘅，應該係佢自己handle番。」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuCYKeDBEch
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX7VWnKr8T8
「好啦，咁我提吓佢。」本身，思思想說自己非慈母、棉花糖非敗兒，可是，說來何用，她們本來就不是。而且，其實也不重要，他說得對，其實他的言論毫無問題，有問題的是聽者的心。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5iVcUr6rvh
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL0qVGEuYvn
她比極多人遲鈍，終於，失去了新鮮感。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbV6BGtdt43
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuoKWkxQmQR
她想起朝光，如果是他坐在對面，一定會說些爛gag逗她開心，話題不會圍繞家庭，而是未知的、模糊的、神秘的、穩密的、新奇的。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ZTMLeCVMz
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ821VovKTW0
下一秒，阿朗又喚了喚她：「做咩𡁻咁耐都唔吞？咬唔開？」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhouXCOEAjs
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3H8u4ZApI2
她回過神來，看，眼前的是伴她十年的成熟男子，她不應在幻想中傷害老公的自尊。所以，她吃了下一口飯。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡglGo1BRSxR
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ01XjlcLF9M
難以吞嚥。多喝一口水，舒服得多。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡowAo5zusBI
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