一晚，思思陣痛。阿朗帶上「走佬袋」，和她到醫院去。1348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNrtGb7z5vM
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後來，回家，已經三人。1348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz7w8Tmcspe
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小嬰兒小名叫棉花糖，軟軟滑滑的，令他們融化。1348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdU60d36Ufd
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之後每天，棉花糖都會在夜晚哭鬧。思思和阿朗輪流起床照顧她，有時肚餓，有時賴屎，有時睡不着。1348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN93xRAG5sL
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二人疲累，但興奮。他們又有了一個新的身份：「父母」。忽然天降使命感，二人告訴自己、提醒對方，要好好照料棉花糖，給她最温馨的家；傢俬不是擺設，而是用作孕育愛的。1348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH6dWIsVN9t
1348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcDxmrVqYUl
有一次，阿朗母親上來探望他們，見思思正在喂奶，說：1348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRqMHc2dYVI
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「唔係咁喂呀，姿勢唔啱。」1348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqZORPp6Kda
1348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJnU9Q01OjV
「你係咪唔夠奶呀？棉花糖邊夠飽㗎。」1348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ15UV3Yk0t4
1348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpNr9ZHt7Bj
「後生真係後生……」1348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl6IifRRo73
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思思不語，明明在醫院時，坐月姑娘讚她喂得好，而棉花糖啜得很開心。1348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKQLbiTVOAk
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但此刻棉花糖確實不斷哭泣，無論怎喂也不能安撫她似的，像跟着阿朗媽媽一同批評她。1348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqBoq6OWbT4
1348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1pQiak8XqK
思思忽然氣餒，心想：連你都唔撐我嘅……1348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ02cTfKotbG
1348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJuaQNGfTOA
平時，就算睡眠不足，脾氣暴躁，她也能回校聽課，回家後處理家務，處理自己的情緒，因為她知道，這個家中，每個人都累。而她持着「為了棉花糖」的決心支撐自己的身體。1348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4x0Dlc2E8H
1348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcAwyY7i4Nr
她在二年級時轉了主修學系，從哲學轉到了社會工作，今天出實習，回家即喂奶。在外，笑面迎人；回家，受到批評，以及得不到棉花糖的肯定……她突然想做回小孩，她怕再這樣下去，會成為自己最討厭的大人，將嬲怒發洩在不相干的人身上。1348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLVNcLzkyQh
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她強忍情緒：「好，我再試下。奶奶你出去坐下啦。」1348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFixhDtaUky
1348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJNTVPLYHTw
很快，阿朗回家，思思面色已經自如。1348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7xvpdcsnvU
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他知道媽媽作客，所以買了一盒半肥瘦叉燒回家加餸。1348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIjp5SGOUuM
1348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTBX83vSBqN
飯桌上，三人共對。客氣寒暄。1348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6A68umcVSA
1348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrjMMnuy4C7
「阿仔，最近嚟唔嚟食飯呀？包好餸過呢度喎。」1348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvl3Snogc3i
1348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvBvrzUDdSR
「得閒就嚟，放心啦媽，呢度都好好住。」1348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnVWI3pcS73
1348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhcZRZR3lDd
阿朗媽媽再婚，從三百呎公屋搭上了私樓的電梯，她看起來十分精神，髮質順柔，指甲修得齊齊整整，連牙都白了不少。1348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtJxnvoCIyQ
1348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNAin463bDE
「思思。」阿朗媽媽忽然喚思思。「菜同蛋都寒，唔好食，對身體唔好。」1348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMmeiISoUTJ
1348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡElHCKTJ4Zt
「啊，叉燒都係，毒呀。」1348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE2MqQiewdK
1348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE9vGdoy3EE
阿朗看着枱面只有三碟餸，失笑：「咁佢可以食咩？扒白飯？」1348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFiGzLdUFZo
1348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd6l4kU9vBa
阿朗媽媽沒有說話。1348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiIWmgwnF0c
1348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8I7Y8XVymY
「唔緊要，我都食飽啦。入去喂棉花糖先。」思思起身。1348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo80SFAI2VO
1348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnxSnymIT4H
一關房門，她就哭，轉身背對棉花糖，不願讓小寶寶知道她是軟弱的——1348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfrN49vDA04
1348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNHQcloAM1O
我好餓。全日都冇食過啲咩。點解寒同毒？我都係想食餐飯啫。1348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz8ZnoCXBEQ
1348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7cW3NMfHYp
她嘗試笑，拉下衣領，喂奶：「棉花糖，你要食飽啲啊……」1348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Z3UkUTUCX
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但棉花糖不斷搖頭，作拒絕狀，嘴巴偶然碰到思思的乳頭，刺痛了脹奶的她。1348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwuxu7UiSjo
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思思心想——有得食，你點解唔食？求下你，啜一啖。1348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsqp3hKfq1Q
1348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqw8mxlDq8a
被棉花糖拒絕的這個小小的齒輪，脫落，令思思整個人也開始散亂，她開始思考最近的一切。她想吃孖條、上課後和同學飯聚、出外看戲行街拍拖，總之不困在小小的空間喂奶拖地。1348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1wxFhdu4ds
1348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhqC5fCbIfF
阿朗開門，一見思思紅了整張臉，卻不斷牽扯嘴角，他嚇一跳。1348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ67ZnQs2IgW
1348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKsntu2jIOz
他將她擁入懷，說：「因為阿媽？」1348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwVyzxxvNft
1348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjSKRa8SWku
「唔係，我自己冇用。」1348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYzqUSpGklz
1348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRbGr3Vo66V
阿朗不明白，她何解無用？他覺得，她最近有些抑鬱。1348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWps5LoTcXW
1348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpNXPPKryop
「你想食咩？我買俾你，對唔住寶……」1348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUF2OI3s1c7
1348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhqnZSoL9UL
他不知道自己在為什麼而道歉，但他覺得自己有錯，明明說過將世上最好的給她，現在呢？將世上最好吃的空氣餵她嗎？1348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYfdHEdWTQN
1348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxYd7YdJpsL
思思笑：「煮個麵得啦。我冇事，真係。」1348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5IvdrK2ayj
1348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhk5HxwGZn9
她知道，阿朗莫名內疚；但偏偏誰都沒錯，他們沒錯，阿朗媽媽、棉花糖同樣。1348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4tUqs3bSHn
1348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuhKHFIcRB7
他心想：喊哂都叫冇事？女人真係……1348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAi1tdvVkVN
1348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUH1XAXIuh1
阿朗送走母親時，對她說：「思思最近好辛苦，同你凑大我嗰時一樣辛苦。」1348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkNRt942EBC
1348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyXWc1yC7s1
「你又知我凑你辛苦？」她笑，兒子已經長大，為了老婆什麼也說得出。1348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsHKUTN5U1U
1348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOQ457BUzuW
「因為，你哋都係媽媽囉。」阿朗無厘頭地答。1348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFeVPpPu3EL
1348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhxnV1GkVNn
阿朗媽媽明白，他意指，請她別再挑剔思思。1348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ79FleuJzXm
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「嗯。」1348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg9VpwCwEe6
1348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrFEBI2eN1Z
送走母親後，阿朗到街邊買了幾串魚蛋、燒賣、豬大腸；經過便利店，買了孖條，打算和思思一人一條。1348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPgJaTK6RXa
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怎知思思見到，哭得更兇，然後，又笑着吃她的晚餐。1348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGAOGQSFY6D
1348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0v1AtmMZRN
女人。阿朗心想，真奇怪。1348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDigo9wD1Dl
1348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHeRKdPUuMT
「放心啦，我買嘅一定唔寒唔毒，請安心品嚐！」1348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUcgrpSGYxV
1348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzwq94ghyo8
為免思思抑鬱情緒加劇，阿朗會等她入睡之後，才外夜班工作。每次他安撫好棉花糖後，都祈求她不要再醒來。其實他不明白，為何小嬰兒總喜歡在深夜大哭，是寂寞嗎？發現已沒有大人關注自己，所以不安嗎？1348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0CqVbQAAXq
1348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0uRF1GkLou
他總是抱着小公主，直至她在床上無聲遊玩。1348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtCYfOqMcvy
1348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGzCdGMLCc6
他想：以後一定要乖呀棉豬，爸爸媽媽都好愛你。1348Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKk1ZOUi2QL
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