一晚，思思陣痛。阿朗帶上「走佬袋」，和她到醫院去。1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwym4RTJbVB
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後來，回家，已經三人。1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡioZxw6x1wI
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小嬰兒小名叫棉花糖，軟軟滑滑的，令他們融化。1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOzjJPDk4rK
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之後每天，棉花糖都會在夜晚哭鬧。思思和阿朗輪流起床照顧她，有時肚餓，有時賴屎，有時睡不着。1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGiBPePJw7X
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二人疲累，但興奮。他們又有了一個新的身份：「父母」。忽然天降使命感，二人告訴自己、提醒對方，要好好照料棉花糖，給她最温馨的家；傢俬不是擺設，而是用作孕育愛的。1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnxUUKqIppw
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有一次，阿朗母親上來探望他們，見思思正在喂奶，說：1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe9RC0YS4W1
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「唔係咁喂呀，姿勢唔啱。」1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvUYGIF5n85
1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWmAaoSmmdc
「你係咪唔夠奶呀？棉花糖邊夠飽㗎。」1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaH1m2rDAZC
1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEyJDRofT7M
「後生真係後生……」1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEM5CGHRM7P
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思思不語，明明在醫院時，坐月姑娘讚她喂得好，而棉花糖啜得很開心。1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ89XEUranVy
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但此刻棉花糖確實不斷哭泣，無論怎喂也不能安撫她似的，像跟着阿朗媽媽一同批評她。1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoF8scYuOW0
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思思忽然氣餒，心想：連你都唔撐我嘅……1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtqyB8yXqnQ
1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsFwa4j8Omc
平時，就算睡眠不足，脾氣暴躁，她也能回校聽課，回家後處理家務，處理自己的情緒，因為她知道，這個家中，每個人都累。而她持着「為了棉花糖」的決心支撐自己的身體。1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBrMnaK1Xfr
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她在二年級時轉了主修學系，從哲學轉到了社會工作，今天出實習，回家即喂奶。在外，笑面迎人；回家，受到批評，以及得不到棉花糖的肯定……她突然想做回小孩，她怕再這樣下去，會成為自己最討厭的大人，將嬲怒發洩在不相干的人身上。1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf3XXWgh67r
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她強忍情緒：「好，我再試下。奶奶你出去坐下啦。」1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiCxt2XtIQN
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很快，阿朗回家，思思面色已經自如。1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtin9BP7eaU
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他知道媽媽作客，所以買了一盒半肥瘦叉燒回家加餸。1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsy0V0aaVTN
1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJr5Ek9NL7R
飯桌上，三人共對。客氣寒暄。1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ87UBrCh13x
1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzlRKv533pC
「阿仔，最近嚟唔嚟食飯呀？包好餸過呢度喎。」1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwJKaYkkW99
1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2HMrTMpec0
「得閒就嚟，放心啦媽，呢度都好好住。」1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZktFkm23gA
1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3gMToXyiyb
阿朗媽媽再婚，從三百呎公屋搭上了私樓的電梯，她看起來十分精神，髮質順柔，指甲修得齊齊整整，連牙都白了不少。1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8pVZeaMBMf
1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr2Ny11TvY5
「思思。」阿朗媽媽忽然喚思思。「菜同蛋都寒，唔好食，對身體唔好。」1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl3Thh40JWG
1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ZUXYIIUHm
「啊，叉燒都係，毒呀。」1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡathMt5BKCK
1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM0zx3vg2TF
阿朗看着枱面只有三碟餸，失笑：「咁佢可以食咩？扒白飯？」1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVk1Xx84Bsg
1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt189rDnPKe
阿朗媽媽沒有說話。1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTWVwuzZlTt
1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSFJFLo7gHD
「唔緊要，我都食飽啦。入去喂棉花糖先。」思思起身。1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCJ82z9T32Q
1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdodFSVITnj
一關房門，她就哭，轉身背對棉花糖，不願讓小寶寶知道她是軟弱的——1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWFMG6EEJkq
1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNyWt6hUB7d
我好餓。全日都冇食過啲咩。點解寒同毒？我都係想食餐飯啫。1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgolATfGvvZ
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她嘗試笑，拉下衣領，喂奶：「棉花糖，你要食飽啲啊……」1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmr7acPtqov
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但棉花糖不斷搖頭，作拒絕狀，嘴巴偶然碰到思思的乳頭，刺痛了脹奶的她。1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtw1Xee8IiA
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思思心想——有得食，你點解唔食？求下你，啜一啖。1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtgK68hOxxs
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被棉花糖拒絕的這個小小的齒輪，脫落，令思思整個人也開始散亂，她開始思考最近的一切。她想吃孖條、上課後和同學飯聚、出外看戲行街拍拖，總之不困在小小的空間喂奶拖地。1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr59o62pjBV
1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiLCNFhXPrT
阿朗開門，一見思思紅了整張臉，卻不斷牽扯嘴角，他嚇一跳。1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtsmf6FwYx1
1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡilUSxd0Fep
他將她擁入懷，說：「因為阿媽？」1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzFcAzrcOyv
1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnaQTSL2pc5
「唔係，我自己冇用。」1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5SfewHhRV6
1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5D9DbuedVE
阿朗不明白，她何解無用？他覺得，她最近有些抑鬱。1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzSJjSixdtb
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「你想食咩？我買俾你，對唔住寶……」1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJzYzZpVllJ
1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqbnmRbznei
他不知道自己在為什麼而道歉，但他覺得自己有錯，明明說過將世上最好的給她，現在呢？將世上最好吃的空氣餵她嗎？1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6tnqrTiakF
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思思笑：「煮個麵得啦。我冇事，真係。」1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVrIQBceqMA
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她知道，阿朗莫名內疚；但偏偏誰都沒錯，他們沒錯，阿朗媽媽、棉花糖同樣。1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqDsm9VpHaY
1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKMHrZMxS7P
他心想：喊哂都叫冇事？女人真係……1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbuFEiV7yLh
1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvcvhF6RMTw
阿朗送走母親時，對她說：「思思最近好辛苦，同你凑大我嗰時一樣辛苦。」1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE9duJhmnQT
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「你又知我凑你辛苦？」她笑，兒子已經長大，為了老婆什麼也說得出。1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAttw1G2u9A
1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ43fB7869RZ
「因為，你哋都係媽媽囉。」阿朗無厘頭地答。1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE7at4T5k76
1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWxtF56jYhs
阿朗媽媽明白，他意指，請她別再挑剔思思。1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtt7WsrSA4b
1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo0Xu5zgf7g
「嗯。」1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgd5uhh59yO
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送走母親後，阿朗到街邊買了幾串魚蛋、燒賣、豬大腸；經過便利店，買了孖條，打算和思思一人一條。1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgkoADbT4vH
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怎知思思見到，哭得更兇，然後，又笑着吃她的晚餐。1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOEXBkNRaSA
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女人。阿朗心想，真奇怪。1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz638kY6Hdv
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「放心啦，我買嘅一定唔寒唔毒，請安心品嚐！」1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNSrJWFeen4
1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJUYiFlXXVa
為免思思抑鬱情緒加劇，阿朗會等她入睡之後，才外夜班工作。每次他安撫好棉花糖後，都祈求她不要再醒來。其實他不明白，為何小嬰兒總喜歡在深夜大哭，是寂寞嗎？發現已沒有大人關注自己，所以不安嗎？1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiS1nUTezzu
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他總是抱着小公主，直至她在床上無聲遊玩。1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB9zx0TmqqB
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他想：以後一定要乖呀棉豬，爸爸媽媽都好愛你。1258Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg1Uz6BKUO8
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