阿朗在為一個服食安眠藥自殺的先人上妝。949Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLYH2x2MNOU
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「點解啊？」他問了一個不會再有答案的問題。949Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjMWw9gHegC
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「開心？」他將粉掃過先人安祥的臉面，很平靜，很平和。949Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfGxaifr3jQ
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「如果開心，咁就得啦。」949Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFpPTsFZC0R
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躺着的人，那頭髮如此烏黑亮麗，面容年輕，沒有一點皺紋，肌膚緊緻。949Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKyZZI7LkLM
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燈閃了兩下。949Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoHvMCl4IU7
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「你有心事？」阿朗輕道。隨即，耳邊吹來一口氣。949Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXfkRAePhFy
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他繼續手頭的動作：949Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoDciayBe7O
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「有就講啦，當我聽緊。呢度得我哋咋，放心啦，唔會有其他人聽到㗎。」949Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPBCHOcczw8
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燈又閃了一下。949Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡocMhhPNbq5
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他替其定妝，呼吸平緩；他還有呼吸，這就是他的勇氣。949Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ67ct3SV3EP
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燈多閃幾下，然後停歇。他畫上唇妝。949Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTAzRYSFWMi
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他的心不寒，反正他聽不見任何聲音。相比起目眥可見的悽慘死狀，這種「傾訴」又何畏何懼，他甚至有一份敬意。949Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgTYJoRQbrP
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他不會說什麼：949Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcsZIgNBDni
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「喂，你咁後生就唔要條命，有冇搞錯？宜家啲後生啊……你知唔知，屋企人知道咗嘅話，會有幾傷心？你自己一個走咗去，唔理其他人感受嘅？有咩咁傷心要死先得？死又解決唔到問題嘅，只要生存，就一定揾到出路喎。辦法總比困難多吖嘛。」如此涼薄的話語啊，乍聽之下，確實有點道理；可是，太自大了。949Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVADEUE7F6d
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他的心是平靜的。949Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXK1lNjZoD5
949Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL0Ih9r4Axl
這裏的太多太多人，無聲無息地教導了他要好好活着。每次，他為遺體執容，都默默慶幸自己的手腳跟從他的意志，而非沒有生氣，他還可以踏出停屍間，穿梳化妝房，快速經過能聽見哭聲的入殮走廊。949Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRbd0ErG0cy
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慢慢，他也很珍惜自己的生活。949Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoVhjOLmmuU
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他還活着。949Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL4P1kZY6fZ
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可是，正因如此，他的心臟仍然跳動，頭腦仍然運轉，清醒地意識到他在這人間。他有牽掛。949Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ97p6sLmxKv
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阿朗心煩。949Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfFQTgTv0J0
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偶爾，他不想回家，或者，不想那麼快回家——949Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb4niJTpX3o
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從，什麼時候開始呢？949Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTXxApB1Qg9
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從他看向思思，再沒有心動的感覺，再沒有期盼她留在家中，再沒有和她在海旁拖手散步的興致……總是，走不夠兩步就覺得腳酸，然後來來回回反反覆覆地看手錶，得知時間尚早，他又硬着頭皮陪她多走一會兒。949Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDUAvIh9Z1z
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已經沒有以前開心了。和她，有什麼話好講呢？找一些什麼四方八面的話題，可是聊到某處，二人都失了聲。949Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYXEJLCZ17B
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但是，擁抱的時候，還是很有安全感。949Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvIRbS4eP69
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其實，沒有關係的。他也不是很介意，他知道，應當如此。只是，他為「為什麼」心煩。949Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhmrn5GQXHg
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明明，他已越過最難受的時候，他征服了不同包裝的飲品，順利分辨從雪櫃裏，甚至慢慢復明，看得見身旁有人默默扶持他，清理地上的雜物免他跌倒。949Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9tC2uF6oym
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可是，仍然如此。949Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ9hphQ1D9P
949Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeHgVAp51Kw
這世上是不是真的有Happy ending？童話裏幸福快樂的結尾——那叫結尾嗎？生命不息，生活不止。949Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOjQXK3KigC
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可是，偏偏沒有人問，王子和公主最後怎麼了？會不會，其實，白雪憶起從前七個追求者的關懷備至，哭喊大王子竟與一條魚私交甚密；二王子驚訝於睡公主的好吃懶做，從來跟詛咒無關；灰姑娘只想躲在南瓜車，這麼大的皇宮——誰愛就誰去打掃！很多事情，本該僅止於「幸福快樂」，回歸生活的憧憬和平淡？必破碎了如童話般純粹的期盼！949Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡydkJ55ALhH
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只有打破千篇一律的平淡才可以激起一些波瀾，不管正面與否，是嗎？949Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC5tkbU2S1J
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她疑問，愛和被愛之間，生活的激情與平淡之間，何處是平衡點呢。949Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6oz6Hm8oQe
949Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzD0lOCACSv
所以，當他看見朝光，他本能地覺得對方是朵朵浪花，水面不再平靜。949Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZf9JI4FOce
949Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmVeBcLSzDR
所以，當他因此感到生氣和不安的同時，又隱隱覺得這才是正確的。949Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcUUG2IJIeN
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所以，當他為小事與她拌嘴時，慶幸二人有話說，而不是死寂地重複又重複乏味的動作和對話。949Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwNMLECbrkc
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她總是失焦、發呆，唯有與他爭執兩句才有一些精神。949Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYomoN4DSPP
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老婆，你呢？你怎樣看？949Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJmPqCu4KKW
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她開始放空，認為日復一日的日子裏，她應該要更多地撫慰自己，因為她也因工作勞累。她再不似以前那般，首先打算為他提供情緒價值。她開始不認識自己……949Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLFkLrGHRA4
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如果你知道我有這一種感受，會不會很難受？949Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeiGcqa45ce
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老公，如果你知道我是這樣想的話，你會怎樣想呢？對不起，我不是有心欺瞞你的……949Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡimjU4ZIeZM
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可是，真的，無論如何，我都愛你。949Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjfXXDfvi7J
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只是，希望你相信，我是愛你的。949Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx7ELgwQLCZ
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