阿朗在為一個服食安眠藥自殺的先人上妝。978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbs2bo5UQ0j
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「點解啊？」他問了一個不會再有答案的問題。978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFyvBnuAZE4
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「開心？」他將粉掃過先人安祥的臉面，很平靜，很平和。978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyQAFC3QlNZ
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「如果開心，咁就得啦。」978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK4vyvTRpqo
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躺着的人，那頭髮如此烏黑亮麗，面容年輕，沒有一點皺紋，肌膚緊緻。978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ25uQCfja2F
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燈閃了兩下。978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxr9TM10OYB
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「你有心事？」阿朗輕道。隨即，耳邊吹來一口氣。978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiYQ0FUQxIf
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他繼續手頭的動作：978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhbZMtj7X1R
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「有就講啦，當我聽緊。呢度得我哋咋，放心啦，唔會有其他人聽到㗎。」978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx2htKfZK1m
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燈又閃了一下。978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiZO9wuN2b1
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他替其定妝，呼吸平緩；他還有呼吸，這就是他的勇氣。978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMDoaxDrNch
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燈多閃幾下，然後停歇。他畫上唇妝。978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmBzmEPbvIE
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他的心不寒，反正他聽不見任何聲音。相比起目眥可見的悽慘死狀，這種「傾訴」又何畏何懼，他甚至有一份敬意。978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlfqk078MHp
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他不會說什麼：978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWcWSwKaR8Z
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「喂，你咁後生就唔要條命，有冇搞錯？宜家啲後生啊……你知唔知，屋企人知道咗嘅話，會有幾傷心？你自己一個走咗去，唔理其他人感受嘅？有咩咁傷心要死先得？死又解決唔到問題嘅，只要生存，就一定揾到出路喎。辦法總比困難多吖嘛。」如此涼薄的話語啊，乍聽之下，確實有點道理；可是，太自大了。978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6bevi2hVle
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他的心是平靜的。978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOZiQzblIy0
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這裏的太多太多人，無聲無息地教導了他要好好活着。每次，他為遺體執容，都默默慶幸自己的手腳跟從他的意志，而非沒有生氣，他還可以踏出停屍間，穿梳化妝房，快速經過能聽見哭聲的入殮走廊。978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfrACtlbqLE
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慢慢，他也很珍惜自己的生活。978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTs2s5PYvUo
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他還活着。978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmVwMN8kHQ8
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可是，正因如此，他的心臟仍然跳動，頭腦仍然運轉，清醒地意識到他在這人間。他有牽掛。978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFtWc1wr12R
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阿朗心煩。978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4yJFNdqf8H
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偶爾，他不想回家，或者，不想那麼快回家——978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHoJm21ZeqI
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從，什麼時候開始呢？978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjMYI8IwwM2
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從他看向思思，再沒有心動的感覺，再沒有期盼她留在家中，再沒有和她在海旁拖手散步的興致……總是，走不夠兩步就覺得腳酸，然後來來回回反反覆覆地看手錶，得知時間尚早，他又硬着頭皮陪她多走一會兒。978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEnKojHLaWt
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已經沒有以前開心了。和她，有什麼話好講呢？找一些什麼四方八面的話題，可是聊到某處，二人都失了聲。978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzQJNthrDMF
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但是，擁抱的時候，還是很有安全感。978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMYysaFRZ1w
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其實，沒有關係的。他也不是很介意，他知道，應當如此。只是，他為「為什麼」心煩。978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy9628BGxJS
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明明，他已越過最難受的時候，他征服了不同包裝的飲品，順利分辨從雪櫃裏，甚至慢慢復明，看得見身旁有人默默扶持他，清理地上的雜物免他跌倒。978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1u3c0iQL2w
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可是，仍然如此。978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVIEnWPjZ3p
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這世上是不是真的有Happy ending？童話裏幸福快樂的結尾——那叫結尾嗎？生命不息，生活不止。978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9bpyy4rk32
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可是，偏偏沒有人問，王子和公主最後怎麼了？會不會，其實，白雪憶起從前七個追求者的關懷備至，哭喊大王子竟與一條魚私交甚密；二王子驚訝於睡公主的好吃懶做，從來跟詛咒無關；灰姑娘只想躲在南瓜車，這麼大的皇宮——誰愛就誰去打掃！很多事情，本該僅止於「幸福快樂」，回歸生活的憧憬和平淡？必破碎了如童話般純粹的期盼！978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiV1HxJ8h7T
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只有打破千篇一律的平淡才可以激起一些波瀾，不管正面與否，是嗎？978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtROpnKm2K0
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她疑問，愛和被愛之間，生活的激情與平淡之間，何處是平衡點呢。978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFiTwnRmWGg
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所以，當他看見朝光，他本能地覺得對方是朵朵浪花，水面不再平靜。978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZQNbJavgrP
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所以，當他因此感到生氣和不安的同時，又隱隱覺得這才是正確的。978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCuda51Kb4D
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所以，當他為小事與她拌嘴時，慶幸二人有話說，而不是死寂地重複又重複乏味的動作和對話。978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN0wzDH391q
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她總是失焦、發呆，唯有與他爭執兩句才有一些精神。978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkZ0tes8jKq
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老婆，你呢？你怎樣看？978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYfRALBUbGZ
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她開始放空，認為日復一日的日子裏，她應該要更多地撫慰自己，因為她也因工作勞累。她再不似以前那般，首先打算為他提供情緒價值。她開始不認識自己……978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8WumNJiTx5
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如果你知道我有這一種感受，會不會很難受？978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoMCpLKEdnt
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老公，如果你知道我是這樣想的話，你會怎樣想呢？對不起，我不是有心欺瞞你的……978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkcGVUmferI
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可是，真的，無論如何，我都愛你。978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjqxchxsr4v
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只是，希望你相信，我是愛你的。978Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6bGQrJAUoV
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