波瀾不驚，是平靜，是舒適；是死寂，是窒息。911Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLsspGnziWM
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波瀾當驚？911Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxbpgjlkEjk
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思思如常，坐落在社工室的椅子上，打字。911Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk5HA3007S1
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她總是要跟別人說：「It is OK to be not OK.」911Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6h8hxKLv4A
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但世界的運行卻是如此：「我理撚得你O唔OK，做好啲嘢佢啦。」911Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡILRioBifAX
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放學，朝光開門，問思思：911Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaUdcwT10jX
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「你好似好攰咁喎？好多嘢做？」911Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡufcyebqCBj
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他凑近，盯着她的臉，她連眨眼也很慢，像那些吊着鹽水的病人，無意再看天花那一成不變的模糊紋理。有時他覺得，她的生命迹象是薄弱的，從神情來看。911Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpXtxDaoNUx
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「少少攰啦。」她已習慣他的到來。911Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrWSmdQmzRg
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他不語，把手放到她的肩上，替她按摩繃緊的肩膀。911Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWG1gThbLxG
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「啱力？」911Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOKVsOXm4K6
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她正閉眼，沒來得及作任何反應；忽然想起，阿朗也會幫她按肩。911Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz2nI3MNgdX
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曾經，他也非常自信的說「程師傅好好手勢，實按到你舒舒服服。」之後，就會以深深淺淺的力度按壓她的肩，用手指捽捽，又用手肘轉轉，非常細緻。911Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO0J3AEz0Fs
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「程師傅好掂喎。」911Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgS8Tn5e226
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她扭頭，向阿朗笑笑，他就會吻她的臉頰，然後繼續按摩某些穴位。911Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkaq2vB0khU
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「嗯。」思思回答朝光。911Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvTa7wrg1D5
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其實，她不應允許朝光的手放在她的肩上。可是，她這刻覺得，或者渴望他是阿朗，那個會認真替她捏肩的「程師傅」。911Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZYZbo6AMIc
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昨夜，阿朗也有替她按摩。911Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9BsCXznBZf
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她在床上作伸展狀，他抬頭隨口問了一句：「洗唔洗幫你摙吓骨？」又立刻低頭看電話。911Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlusktBuLLW
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「好呀。」怎料她真的要。911Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxlGWXCzApO
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她看到，他肯定自己沒有聽錯後的一刻停頓，隨即又面色自如地移至她的背後，一下下地按着。911Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZvLLyA0FxS
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「對咗好耐電腦？」911Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡADikAwg7mr
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「係呀。」911Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡchy7QW5LNU
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他轉為㩡骨的拳頭：「其實要做咩？」911Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡotNSjnmf1u
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「打吓報告囉，有啲係行政嘢嚟嘅。或者要用耳仔同膊頭夾住個電話囉。」911Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8kWSHFpalT
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「哦，點解嘅。」他淡淡的問。911Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ9qQaovZty
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「校務處飛線入嚟。」911Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqKhzjBmEuT
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「哦。」她正想轉頭和他聊天，但他又回到原本的位置，示意已按摩完畢。911Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO48nVDFTYq
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「唔該哂你。」她的語氣竟不自覺地疏離起來，然後挪一挪身子，躺下。911Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡErlWjrlgkg
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「呢個位係咪痛？好緊喎。」朝光問，令思思回過神來。911Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMRa898cMSl
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「你又識呢啲嘢？」911Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgRjvDHIeHP
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「其實唔難。」他笑笑。911Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiClPSH7qvi
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他發現，思思有些溜肩，所以她的斜方肌甚大，是有些肉的，可是整體而言極其繃緊。他皺眉，對她訓話：911Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNjQ3wlTzU3
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「番屋企玩少啲電話啦，唔好再做低頭族。」911Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ08PfhR115d
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她回頭以側面答：「啱啊，我年紀都唔細。」看着朝光烏黑濃密的頭髮，想起每次梳頭時頭髮也不停脫落，自嘲：911Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbxAegGM3fi
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「真係好羨慕你哋啲後生。」911Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYh4WtN6uA8
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他心跳加速，她笑時眼睛彎彎，可是神色淡然，只自傷年華；他便知道她別無異心，只是剛巧需要有個人為她捏肩。911Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ824xHOROeP
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「你有幾老呀？小姐？」他不禁反了一下白眼。911Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAb3dFaRvN0
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「老呀，我眼角都有魚尾紋啦。」911Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ04tBYYCRB7
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他把頭伸前：「冇呀。」911Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkluKisAdKp
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她立即提起嘴角，瞇起眼睛：「宜家呢，宜家一笑就有啦。」911Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfmo2bLHAkx
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「你哋啲女人就係麻煩，唔怪得啲化妝品公司係咁上市，你哋啲錢真係易呃。郁啲就話皺紋，郁啲就話咩老化、暗沉，又要撻啲嘢上面，諗住搽完就會後生咗。都傻傻哋嘅。」911Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjaiGr2uobJ
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「咁唔係點？咁睇落後生啲，都好似靚啲啦。幾多歲嘅男人，都鍾意十八歲嘅女人㗎啦。」911Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Y0tzcYYpz
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她訕訕，十八歲的她曾被十八歲的阿朗迷戀。911Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH4FquGn12o
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「邊係，我就唔鍾意啦。」911Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX4eTqUYXXr
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「咁你鍾意幾多歲？」911Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ96wg0xsEsj
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「三十囉，成熟啲，冇咁煩吖嘛。」911Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOfMop3jJRX
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「五十咪仲成熟？六十歲好似再成熟啲喎。」911Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFUu7BmAjHE
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「太熟，不了。」911Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdCbSAfCUpp
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他沒有說出口的是：「你講得啱。」他既喜歡她成熟的神色，又喜歡她不老的容貌。他不懂她為何要憂心形容退化，若然他是她的丈夫，他能夠與她相對一輩子，一定可以每天都替其按肩搓頸，絕不怠惰。911Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0XJQkcLO9h
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「咁到時你同老婆結婚結到五、六十歲，又不了？」911Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMrKzE6Js5m
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噢，她才約莫三十歲，已開始和丈夫疏離，那麼再多過幾年會怎樣呢？911Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGuTXmELaIH
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「如果我鍾意嘅，幾熟都冇問題。」朝光堅定地答。911Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUIaNjFna0w
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當天，阿朗亦說他會一生一世都愛她；其實當天，思思也如此對阿朗說。911Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4MIA10et3a
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可能，他們只是太熟了，而不是不愛；如朝光那樣說，鍾意就得。911Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLhwdeePrih
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只是，即使喜歡，即使愛，有時太熟，也可以構成問題。911Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡigURsPeoxE
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她很羨慕朝光的青春和憧憬，如同當日，她和阿朗也有這樣的決心，也相信二人的手心肉一旦黏合，就永不割斷。現在呢？光是一次按摩就能體現時光已逝。她羨慕朝光——911Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIieJG0a2KX
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他不知道，對有些人來說，綿長的情感是一種磨難。911Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTOGo3ISnfL
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