波瀾不驚，是平靜，是舒適；是死寂，是窒息。828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG4ZgSM0cdX
828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUOt6Yl0j4A
波瀾當驚？828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpUf6jitsrk
828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb4qNPXhCvI
思思如常，坐落在社工室的椅子上，打字。828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdiLAiQXbvw
828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8carl7xh3q
她總是要跟別人說：「It is OK to be not OK.」828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqCLyeZqixI
828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWwl6FZlwX6
但世界的運行卻是如此：「我理撚得你O唔OK，做好啲嘢佢啦。」828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtbSvcIpWnp
828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Jsa2cO1Z4
放學，朝光開門，問思思：828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw8njArU2Wv
828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLvj5LPEMr5
「你好似好攰咁喎？好多嘢做？」828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZWsmXquJf0
828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm3aMc6yzNW
他凑近，盯着她的臉，她連眨眼也很慢，像那些吊着鹽水的病人，無意再看天花那一成不變的模糊紋理。有時他覺得，她的生命迹象是薄弱的，從神情來看。828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0qXE423VFd
828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLcwX5UC8x3
「少少攰啦。」她已習慣他的到來。828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUROTBJBFfI
828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC1xPHnE9za
他不語，把手放到她的肩上，替她按摩繃緊的肩膀。828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoXEZyxc6QC
828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5WOGHhOh3J
「啱力？」828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuEVStb3M1a
828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG1KINgD0yB
她正閉眼，沒來得及作任何反應；忽然想起，阿朗也會幫她按肩。828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAGeKCFg3Y0
828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIxQIXjkdvK
曾經，他也非常自信的說「程師傅好好手勢，實按到你舒舒服服。」之後，就會以深深淺淺的力度按壓她的肩，用手指捽捽，又用手肘轉轉，非常細緻。828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUKYjXnzzPb
828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVvbuBU7JhX
「程師傅好掂喎。」828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFxr7edy2Sm
828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ47DEPxjaQe
她扭頭，向阿朗笑笑，他就會吻她的臉頰，然後繼續按摩某些穴位。828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLxsyoFxI2P
828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlc8mriLu4L
「嗯。」思思回答朝光。828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5CEcfpl0G2
828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh6yabIegRi
其實，她不應允許朝光的手放在她的肩上。可是，她這刻覺得，或者渴望他是阿朗，那個會認真替她捏肩的「程師傅」。828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEhYL0hLTeE
828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOZzN8d3uuG
昨夜，阿朗也有替她按摩。828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7YdLuv75Z0
828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnzo26xG18K
她在床上作伸展狀，他抬頭隨口問了一句：「洗唔洗幫你摙吓骨？」又立刻低頭看電話。828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiYrZlz4c7V
828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡChLiX5Fwsu
「好呀。」怎料她真的要。828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxY0SBFL0IK
828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ3VRKWb1Of
她看到，他肯定自己沒有聽錯後的一刻停頓，隨即又面色自如地移至她的背後，一下下地按着。828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA2KzaeQGoe
828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIzKqDthcQq
「對咗好耐電腦？」828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsgiph3QJzF
828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJlcy03vRIn
「係呀。」828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjMUIa4T6cJ
828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYU0kt7y9WR
他轉為㩡骨的拳頭：「其實要做咩？」828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsygSyHsKiG
828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAWao44zlfg
「打吓報告囉，有啲係行政嘢嚟嘅。或者要用耳仔同膊頭夾住個電話囉。」828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYklhJS9Aqd
828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuhVfqQ7bg5
「哦，點解嘅。」他淡淡的問。828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl7i15G5PFw
828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPyaj2RhFtY
「校務處飛線入嚟。」828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXeKunvyMS9
828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNaGWUsXzrt
「哦。」她正想轉頭和他聊天，但他又回到原本的位置，示意已按摩完畢。828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMf6fdPgRg5
828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJbP0pTKxME
「唔該哂你。」她的語氣竟不自覺地疏離起來，然後挪一挪身子，躺下。828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPcgRKvhCgH
828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCMrEv1rxHb
「呢個位係咪痛？好緊喎。」朝光問，令思思回過神來。828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP4nlZiK2lo
828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp5p1wYqLOb
「你又識呢啲嘢？」828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb2lVky9u2c
828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFpjnFKCaS4
「其實唔難。」他笑笑。828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfMGxXAGjuk
828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7n7TrxWu9l
他發現，思思有些溜肩，所以她的斜方肌甚大，是有些肉的，可是整體而言極其繃緊。他皺眉，對她訓話：828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbvx8HYC2fX
828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOuSt7T8iPn
「番屋企玩少啲電話啦，唔好再做低頭族。」828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV83D58upJw
828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGXiPPav8Xm
她回頭以側面答：「啱啊，我年紀都唔細。」看着朝光烏黑濃密的頭髮，想起每次梳頭時頭髮也不停脫落，自嘲：828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMRUtUb1tPl
828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuk19JSV14e
「真係好羨慕你哋啲後生。」828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcMZqLtc3QW
828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2n3f2OiPvB
他心跳加速，她笑時眼睛彎彎，可是神色淡然，只自傷年華；他便知道她別無異心，只是剛巧需要有個人為她捏肩。828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjilWr90PG8
828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy2JAfRlckt
「你有幾老呀？小姐？」他不禁反了一下白眼。828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO6ZxVm7czo
828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmFuwLVaV63
「老呀，我眼角都有魚尾紋啦。」828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWbpo70cryK
828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDwYu9bdnNL
他把頭伸前：「冇呀。」828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ27m90wmksR
828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWbDM8nDYSM
她立即提起嘴角，瞇起眼睛：「宜家呢，宜家一笑就有啦。」828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWuKwjxlHzj
828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdDb8g3cWCb
「你哋啲女人就係麻煩，唔怪得啲化妝品公司係咁上市，你哋啲錢真係易呃。郁啲就話皺紋，郁啲就話咩老化、暗沉，又要撻啲嘢上面，諗住搽完就會後生咗。都傻傻哋嘅。」828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtq9GpO6MrY
828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0RzuXAX4Sw
「咁唔係點？咁睇落後生啲，都好似靚啲啦。幾多歲嘅男人，都鍾意十八歲嘅女人㗎啦。」828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEZoLXgoKcI
828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqXw7bDh0iI
她訕訕，十八歲的她曾被十八歲的阿朗迷戀。828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU5wYQFc1zY
828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhZEnccTcOJ
「邊係，我就唔鍾意啦。」828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡay2qZcWWff
828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnOTkhrS8GT
「咁你鍾意幾多歲？」828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOnE4MvmjMb
828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUi5Lh3UQqj
「三十囉，成熟啲，冇咁煩吖嘛。」828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYZSqpH41TB
828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4muh1gNymn
「五十咪仲成熟？六十歲好似再成熟啲喎。」828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOlu4tRqZbL
828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDNYOFPXJGL
「太熟，不了。」828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIr8Loei06l
828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡADfhn0M0ZA
他沒有說出口的是：「你講得啱。」他既喜歡她成熟的神色，又喜歡她不老的容貌。他不懂她為何要憂心形容退化，若然他是她的丈夫，他能夠與她相對一輩子，一定可以每天都替其按肩搓頸，絕不怠惰。828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkSDC3pebw3
828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoxY25JEtLE
「咁到時你同老婆結婚結到五、六十歲，又不了？」828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡasIEmE24rl
828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcDNUgfNZhs
噢，她才約莫三十歲，已開始和丈夫疏離，那麼再多過幾年會怎樣呢？828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4HJ47Ubaog
828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn6KAIJdGEy
「如果我鍾意嘅，幾熟都冇問題。」朝光堅定地答。828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd38u4ONBok
828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6yzSRld2Ka
當天，阿朗亦說他會一生一世都愛她；其實當天，思思也如此對阿朗說。828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhsKUUMZrgy
828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOajC3z9aG1
可能，他們只是太熟了，而不是不愛；如朝光那樣說，鍾意就得。828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0AFvx6Qbza
828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo5oF2IEmmd
只是，即使喜歡，即使愛，有時太熟，也可以構成問題。828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡadrWoZLpT1
828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd2YXdP6g5Z
她很羨慕朝光的青春和憧憬，如同當日，她和阿朗也有這樣的決心，也相信二人的手心肉一旦黏合，就永不割斷。現在呢？光是一次按摩就能體現時光已逝。她羨慕朝光——828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmc8NsOIcOi
828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvtGbzJsoX1
他不知道，對有些人來說，綿長的情感是一種磨難。828Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡENANNy5lub
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