波瀾不驚，是平靜，是舒適；是死寂，是窒息。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuW2zV6NBSw
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波瀾當驚？913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Kju7g2dFm
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思思如常，坐落在社工室的椅子上，打字。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlWyAg51N4S
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她總是要跟別人說：「It is OK to be not OK.」913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJmPvZ2m0jm
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但世界的運行卻是如此：「我理撚得你O唔OK，做好啲嘢佢啦。」913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ13c3r3MCiY
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放學，朝光開門，問思思：913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgylIwhlyzH
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「你好似好攰咁喎？好多嘢做？」913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4fEOUGfbIt
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他凑近，盯着她的臉，她連眨眼也很慢，像那些吊着鹽水的病人，無意再看天花那一成不變的模糊紋理。有時他覺得，她的生命迹象是薄弱的，從神情來看。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcMr0fAKG03
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「少少攰啦。」她已習慣他的到來。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeaNRRvgUqd
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他不語，把手放到她的肩上，替她按摩繃緊的肩膀。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRIAkuv3mH9
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「啱力？」913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl5O7ROzhCh
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她正閉眼，沒來得及作任何反應；忽然想起，阿朗也會幫她按肩。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhyqFicItrE
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曾經，他也非常自信的說「程師傅好好手勢，實按到你舒舒服服。」之後，就會以深深淺淺的力度按壓她的肩，用手指捽捽，又用手肘轉轉，非常細緻。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv13y0k0t2e
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「程師傅好掂喎。」913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8YIiUAKNVI
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她扭頭，向阿朗笑笑，他就會吻她的臉頰，然後繼續按摩某些穴位。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ65rrNE90nr
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「嗯。」思思回答朝光。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbbFt4FSlDq
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其實，她不應允許朝光的手放在她的肩上。可是，她這刻覺得，或者渴望他是阿朗，那個會認真替她捏肩的「程師傅」。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcKgVh7Cisz
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昨夜，阿朗也有替她按摩。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjowN21mP80
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她在床上作伸展狀，他抬頭隨口問了一句：「洗唔洗幫你摙吓骨？」又立刻低頭看電話。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB9rtCFAXDG
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「好呀。」怎料她真的要。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3dbNJlP7xO
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她看到，他肯定自己沒有聽錯後的一刻停頓，隨即又面色自如地移至她的背後，一下下地按着。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxqjRxn3Iq8
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「對咗好耐電腦？」913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡowKAeEj1vs
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「係呀。」913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ68BFRJlTRp
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他轉為㩡骨的拳頭：「其實要做咩？」913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmyQ6Atzgcz
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「打吓報告囉，有啲係行政嘢嚟嘅。或者要用耳仔同膊頭夾住個電話囉。」913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjnFumSWK1B
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「哦，點解嘅。」他淡淡的問。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbG2VzJjQ5I
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「校務處飛線入嚟。」913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCIGODsXmYq
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「哦。」她正想轉頭和他聊天，但他又回到原本的位置，示意已按摩完畢。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEwvgJNhvZH
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「唔該哂你。」她的語氣竟不自覺地疏離起來，然後挪一挪身子，躺下。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYWD8QHU6d6
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「呢個位係咪痛？好緊喎。」朝光問，令思思回過神來。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3sT8XcuktB
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「你又識呢啲嘢？」913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNBII4vEo3o
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「其實唔難。」他笑笑。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdnEwOmnsKa
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他發現，思思有些溜肩，所以她的斜方肌甚大，是有些肉的，可是整體而言極其繃緊。他皺眉，對她訓話：913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpvDhup1rJp
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「番屋企玩少啲電話啦，唔好再做低頭族。」913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaHBZlIW7zU
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她回頭以側面答：「啱啊，我年紀都唔細。」看着朝光烏黑濃密的頭髮，想起每次梳頭時頭髮也不停脫落，自嘲：913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6aNTvpDLrQ
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「真係好羨慕你哋啲後生。」913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhrHRUNFWZo
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他心跳加速，她笑時眼睛彎彎，可是神色淡然，只自傷年華；他便知道她別無異心，只是剛巧需要有個人為她捏肩。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTsTZVhRawt
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「你有幾老呀？小姐？」他不禁反了一下白眼。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8TtoJiZRxN
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「老呀，我眼角都有魚尾紋啦。」913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhU6FVr0S5W
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他把頭伸前：「冇呀。」913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt6D5e5wWm9
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她立即提起嘴角，瞇起眼睛：「宜家呢，宜家一笑就有啦。」913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOaFHfeplqe
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「你哋啲女人就係麻煩，唔怪得啲化妝品公司係咁上市，你哋啲錢真係易呃。郁啲就話皺紋，郁啲就話咩老化、暗沉，又要撻啲嘢上面，諗住搽完就會後生咗。都傻傻哋嘅。」913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAeG6GhoExx
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「咁唔係點？咁睇落後生啲，都好似靚啲啦。幾多歲嘅男人，都鍾意十八歲嘅女人㗎啦。」913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuy0CYVHdqW
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她訕訕，十八歲的她曾被十八歲的阿朗迷戀。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp8C62rplS5
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「邊係，我就唔鍾意啦。」913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSZKGSIvktJ
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「咁你鍾意幾多歲？」913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtCgqO6VGLo
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「三十囉，成熟啲，冇咁煩吖嘛。」913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJmpjRqgWQl
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「五十咪仲成熟？六十歲好似再成熟啲喎。」913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVOMHbPL2fE
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「太熟，不了。」913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdASV9qnjw3
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他沒有說出口的是：「你講得啱。」他既喜歡她成熟的神色，又喜歡她不老的容貌。他不懂她為何要憂心形容退化，若然他是她的丈夫，他能夠與她相對一輩子，一定可以每天都替其按肩搓頸，絕不怠惰。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh7jHvhY4eI
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「咁到時你同老婆結婚結到五、六十歲，又不了？」913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPSoKWoIsaT
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噢，她才約莫三十歲，已開始和丈夫疏離，那麼再多過幾年會怎樣呢？913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvSRTUv1bPN
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「如果我鍾意嘅，幾熟都冇問題。」朝光堅定地答。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPuiFMSL8yN
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當天，阿朗亦說他會一生一世都愛她；其實當天，思思也如此對阿朗說。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1oY4h3MWFL
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可能，他們只是太熟了，而不是不愛；如朝光那樣說，鍾意就得。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLcCcWzHgls
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只是，即使喜歡，即使愛，有時太熟，也可以構成問題。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu0TKFnTF44
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她很羨慕朝光的青春和憧憬，如同當日，她和阿朗也有這樣的決心，也相信二人的手心肉一旦黏合，就永不割斷。現在呢？光是一次按摩就能體現時光已逝。她羨慕朝光——913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMQXYJDKDb9
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他不知道，對有些人來說，綿長的情感是一種磨難。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5F5tN2doyJ
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