波瀾不驚，是平靜，是舒適；是死寂，是窒息。803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡesM0BBYsvK
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波瀾當驚？803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEQCMZhFagA
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思思如常，坐落在社工室的椅子上，打字。803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9adagMKpBs
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她總是要跟別人說：「It is OK to be not OK.」803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzXB6xsy2CF
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但世界的運行卻是如此：「我理撚得你O唔OK，做好啲嘢佢啦。」803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbb70oFBST9
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放學，朝光開門，問思思：803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr7uLXHsFDE
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「你好似好攰咁喎？好多嘢做？」803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwGVZpsyU8H
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他凑近，盯着她的臉，她連眨眼也很慢，像那些吊着鹽水的病人，無意再看天花那一成不變的模糊紋理。有時他覺得，她的生命迹象是薄弱的，從神情來看。803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIdNcV3upwc
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「少少攰啦。」她已習慣他的到來。803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjE8YqE6CIi
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他不語，把手放到她的肩上，替她按摩繃緊的肩膀。803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNdIItiad9s
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「啱力？」803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTczVflD8sX
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她正閉眼，沒來得及作任何反應；忽然想起，阿朗也會幫她按肩。803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhd4iDETlck
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曾經，他也非常自信的說「程師傅好好手勢，實按到你舒舒服服。」之後，就會以深深淺淺的力度按壓她的肩，用手指捽捽，又用手肘轉轉，非常細緻。803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz5Es2hU7ZJ
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「程師傅好掂喎。」803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtGRYE0wUUm
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她扭頭，向阿朗笑笑，他就會吻她的臉頰，然後繼續按摩某些穴位。803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTm5EH4lNgS
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「嗯。」思思回答朝光。803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaDbG3PfM95
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其實，她不應允許朝光的手放在她的肩上。可是，她這刻覺得，或者渴望他是阿朗，那個會認真替她捏肩的「程師傅」。803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk2Lss7wZzs
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昨夜，阿朗也有替她按摩。803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYSgk8UDVRG
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她在床上作伸展狀，他抬頭隨口問了一句：「洗唔洗幫你摙吓骨？」又立刻低頭看電話。803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWfICEslH1E
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「好呀。」怎料她真的要。803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJNMkYLDG8I
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她看到，他肯定自己沒有聽錯後的一刻停頓，隨即又面色自如地移至她的背後，一下下地按着。803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡImWO6Uu77D
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「對咗好耐電腦？」803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHqm75kI5OD
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「係呀。」803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCbplliIWbZ
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他轉為㩡骨的拳頭：「其實要做咩？」803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr2pO4J9qgR
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「打吓報告囉，有啲係行政嘢嚟嘅。或者要用耳仔同膊頭夾住個電話囉。」803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRYmB0soGgH
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「哦，點解嘅。」他淡淡的問。803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNzoOA7qhI3
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「校務處飛線入嚟。」803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEzia6Ac0FW
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「哦。」她正想轉頭和他聊天，但他又回到原本的位置，示意已按摩完畢。803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡskX2TWSeM1
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「唔該哂你。」她的語氣竟不自覺地疏離起來，然後挪一挪身子，躺下。803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8t8EKzDmA7
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「呢個位係咪痛？好緊喎。」朝光問，令思思回過神來。803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5vFoc5arq3
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「你又識呢啲嘢？」803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUTrJIR5Kl2
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「其實唔難。」他笑笑。803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnNHAagPetG
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他發現，思思有些溜肩，所以她的斜方肌甚大，是有些肉的，可是整體而言極其繃緊。他皺眉，對她訓話：803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ57BO2J338h
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「番屋企玩少啲電話啦，唔好再做低頭族。」803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2OQwaL4Zpc
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她回頭以側面答：「啱啊，我年紀都唔細。」看着朝光烏黑濃密的頭髮，想起每次梳頭時頭髮也不停脫落，自嘲：803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzd03gXI8W3
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「真係好羨慕你哋啲後生。」803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvIipyoYcZ1
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他心跳加速，她笑時眼睛彎彎，可是神色淡然，只自傷年華；他便知道她別無異心，只是剛巧需要有個人為她捏肩。803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡear3oXPrTM
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「你有幾老呀？小姐？」他不禁反了一下白眼。803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYF7OsqFIe4
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「老呀，我眼角都有魚尾紋啦。」803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmhNAep7A5s
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他把頭伸前：「冇呀。」803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0DVincFLr9
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她立即提起嘴角，瞇起眼睛：「宜家呢，宜家一笑就有啦。」803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNoRQIOsLUu
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「你哋啲女人就係麻煩，唔怪得啲化妝品公司係咁上市，你哋啲錢真係易呃。郁啲就話皺紋，郁啲就話咩老化、暗沉，又要撻啲嘢上面，諗住搽完就會後生咗。都傻傻哋嘅。」803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGidDoPlJ6y
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「咁唔係點？咁睇落後生啲，都好似靚啲啦。幾多歲嘅男人，都鍾意十八歲嘅女人㗎啦。」803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhsrjd3HRTj
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她訕訕，十八歲的她曾被十八歲的阿朗迷戀。803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhhDqMaMSMR
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「邊係，我就唔鍾意啦。」803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlgGGvdP3pa
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「咁你鍾意幾多歲？」803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ557TIYivc1
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「三十囉，成熟啲，冇咁煩吖嘛。」803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo68GkPZ7bP
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「五十咪仲成熟？六十歲好似再成熟啲喎。」803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIOhZWFEFZ5
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「太熟，不了。」803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEh3q94gnbb
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他沒有說出口的是：「你講得啱。」他既喜歡她成熟的神色，又喜歡她不老的容貌。他不懂她為何要憂心形容退化，若然他是她的丈夫，他能夠與她相對一輩子，一定可以每天都替其按肩搓頸，絕不怠惰。803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNwzW8oJe2y
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「咁到時你同老婆結婚結到五、六十歲，又不了？」803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVFuWtDoeRv
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噢，她才約莫三十歲，已開始和丈夫疏離，那麼再多過幾年會怎樣呢？803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8aSDMf1nwi
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「如果我鍾意嘅，幾熟都冇問題。」朝光堅定地答。803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ojwGvbUXK
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當天，阿朗亦說他會一生一世都愛她；其實當天，思思也如此對阿朗說。803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ64pe6tN6La
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可能，他們只是太熟了，而不是不愛；如朝光那樣說，鍾意就得。803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsi8L0oHK2g
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只是，即使喜歡，即使愛，有時太熟，也可以構成問題。803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxjHVwLbswi
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她很羨慕朝光的青春和憧憬，如同當日，她和阿朗也有這樣的決心，也相信二人的手心肉一旦黏合，就永不割斷。現在呢？光是一次按摩就能體現時光已逝。她羨慕朝光——803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaDn2URdOep
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他不知道，對有些人來說，綿長的情感是一種磨難。803Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5pF2gJzGwp
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