他摸一摸她的髮，去洗澡，再上床睡覺。920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1o5PXFmoA1
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幾天後，阿朗替Hin作遺體化妝。920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsqMD4tqXDD
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Hin跟阿朗同齡，都一樣年輕——假如人有七十歲命，他只過了一半都不夠。920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDCnagXK9va
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阿朗感受到Hin的痛苦，他的面容並不舒展，有疤痕；雖然血跡已被清理，但難掩觸目驚心。920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVbqHWmURBj
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可能是因為，Hin是阿朗認識的人，所以感覺和平常不一樣；像在樓梯口看見自己的棄置家具，殘破、熟眼、無奈。他不明白，怎麼好端端的就躺在這裏呢？920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGV8Ig8kWfG
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生命無常，真的令人非常無力。920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFsEVS0cRWJ
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一邊掃粉，他想起和峰仔的對話：920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCVEUZN3Xyu
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「同阿Hin唔多聯絡，但都唔會生疏，就算幾耐冇見，有嘢揾佢幫佢都會義不容辭；明明同佢唔算熟，但聽嘉欣——啫係我嗰個大學同學講，佢真係幾好仔，都幾好人士。」920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9vgb5rUbKm
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峰仔一口氣喝了幾啖酒，續道：920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcx2ObMHU4k
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「傷心，唔係真係特別傷心，但都有啲婉惜。個天真係唔公平，啲好人就咁早死。都痴撚線，交通意外喎？屌。你話，嘉欣同佢個仔應該點面對？920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWvBOeUIB1L
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咩理想、現實呀……冇咗條命，仲可以做到啲咩？精神長存？920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlIhYib2w00
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如果係你，你死咗，或者阿嫂死咗，你哋會點？唔通留喺回憶裏面就好好啦？920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYGJlbwmvlS
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都戇撚尻，咁容易就死咗，屌。」920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSYZMuP6Qnj
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「唔好飲得咁快啦，你就嚟醉。」920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDq41CjBKpc
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「最多咪同你一齊啪粒朱古力，有咩所謂。」920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ZzJOwpLwD
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「不了，我已經有老婆㗎啦。」920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡakBZjG6UHt
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「你知就好啦，好好珍惜啦，唔該你啦大爺。920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeqycScovvd
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嘉欣喊得幾慘……點放得低呀？好心你哋啲在生嘅人就醒醒定定啦，好好傾吓偈好難咩？」920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyYnOMljdAF
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「你好感慨喎。」920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJSpPCm4HeL
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「係呀屌，因為我真係唔會忘記同嘉欣講講吓嘢，佢突然間話阿Hin走咗——你知唔知嗰吓我幾odd？之後我見住佢扮堅強但轉個頭喊到仆街，成個人係完全崩潰，屌，頂唔順，明明之前仲好哋哋，我仲同其他大同去過佢屋企食飯，講埋哂啲無聊嘢，都可以笑一餐嘅。920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT21gf5Iqow
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宜家呢？」920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUloxpBWItE
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「嗯。」920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKpWNAjdKKH
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「宜家個人都冇咗啦。」920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqo551LdhOA
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「嗯……」阿朗不知怎回應。920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKojRZ9YTJr
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「我好驚，萬一我女朋友有啲咩事，咁點算？」920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRG0hXlnqGf
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「唔好諗咁多啦。」920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwEpqYIUTYN
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「邊個知？人咁化學。」峰仔歎。920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLwApD9UOAx
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阿朗不語。920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi2XnSGLr30
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而他可以做的，就是專心化好Hin的遺體，還他不輸在世時的模樣。920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ13arrZfR1R
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完成後，他在殯儀的轉角走廊裏見到峰仔和一個眼睛紅紅的女人。920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS3YPOAeWkW
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「嘉欣，呢個就係阿朗。」920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ32MGZjGKoB
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峰仔開口介紹二人。920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlpD2A9SdEP
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「辛苦哂你。」嘉欣伸手握一握阿朗。920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡslxBX8aIre
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「今日佢話要嚟揾吓阿Hin……所以我同佢嚟見吓你。」920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHTW0onYflW
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峰仔解釋他們為何在這。920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEUhkr0W2oT
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「嗯。放心，佢會好好哋嘅。」阿朗嘗試安慰。920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZHQtd4CfEj
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感受到一點關心，嘉欣又哭起來：「好。920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZJiIbAzayc
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嗰一日朝早，我因為佢冇幫細路換片而嘈咗佢兩句，跟住佢出門口之後，同我講，之後唔會唔記得。920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvQPRh7HtBD
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佢放咗工之後，同我講話喺樓下商場等啦，一齊買吓嘢。920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe3yKdc5nLJ
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之後……就冇之後了。」920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyGhkkQzAaa
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「節哀順變。」920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfkIaH92qBz
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「嗰一日，只係一個好平常嘅日子，好平常嘅事。」920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE4IF0uoiAJ
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「嗯。」920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC2sKuXR69I
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「都醫學昌明啦，救番一個人，應該唔難㗎喎。但係，就係唔得。人定勝天？原來係，生死有命……點解偏偏係佢？偏偏係我老公？920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4lm2DGWXKp
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我唔係接受唔到佢死，雖然真係……但……」920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡflEli8dsJx
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嘉欣已說不下去。920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHARMKJWqCV
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她不敢執拾家的任何與Hin相關的東西，就當他只是出了一次普通的街，上了一次普通的班，和平常一樣。920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCI2WukCmO4
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「我想佢番嚟……」920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Q8xkkbxU2
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她已經過了最起初的衝擊階段，最初知道的時候，一滴眼淚都流不出，一切感官麻木，情緒停止，沒有和無法發難；但是，到現在，世界和自己都清晰知道，Hin已被白布封口，忽然就覺得，要用悲痛餞別。920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ6MIuN4Vdj
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不要什麼體面、冷靜、沉穩，她要失儀，她要表達切膚之痛，她要哭。920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCGwVSBgq90
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她要見他——每次，她這樣想的時候，又會後退，她還有和他的兒子，還要照顧他們的家人。920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZjnJodkF2r
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她有情緒性的生理不適，心因性，無法進食，常常作嘔。在熟悉街道隨便走走，偶然也有窒息的感覺，要不停深呼吸，用力睜眼和閉眼保持步伐。920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeljpvjfug1
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可是她知道，一旦回家，又要人模狗樣地活着了。920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqMpxhnzBj3
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阿朗點點頭，表示明白；峰仔遞上一直準備的紙巾。920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSjRVDGBBNQ
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阿朗記起，有一次，夜半醒來。920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe5fgqN6uah
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他沒有什麼知覺，可是，慢慢感受到身旁的被子漏了氣，也聽見思思一呼一吸地大聲喘息。920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNFvXa9AAzv
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矇矓間，他問：「做咩醒咗嘅？」920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHUyJUBVJ9q
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「我夢見你死咗。」她的聲音因沒喝水而沙啞。920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡttqFXrWcFt
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「夢啫，瞓番啦。」920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSEx99wjFxK
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「好真啊個夢……你唔知點解俾人斬死咗，堅持咗一陣，喺度同我講咩、咩要好好照顧自己同埋棉豬。」920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSxNfzPS3oj
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「傻瓜，我冇事啊。」920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqm3sjlQmhS
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「你仲叫我唔好太掛住你，要move on，揾第二個男人嚟照顧我……有冇搞錯呀！」920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ37DDioeWiq
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她悲傷。920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCnapdL5ZYS
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「我都想你開開心心咁過。」他揉了揉眼。920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhNxIs8XFWJ
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「冇你點開心？」920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa1IXsJtY8V
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「知啦知啦，我會小心啲㗎啦，好冇？」920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfnwhcnAtel
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「你仲同我講你收埋咗好多錢喺舊皮鞋鞋底，叫我攞番出嚟。」920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsL3AuU9o4F
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她像突然想起了什麼，又笑了笑他。920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8TquyneJlp
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「哎呀，俾你發現咗添！」920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ0rofFqdz8
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當然，他沒有把錢藏在鞋底。920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFdU0uipmrT
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「係？你講，你仲有幾多嘢瞞住我嘅！」920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ2e4Hqs0JX
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「係啦係啦，冇嘢敢瞞你呀。」920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPnoQdMWFD4
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當時，阿朗經歷了Fiona的一戰，倖免於難，常常心有餘悸。920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjz4XyZwWU6
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他抱一抱思思，漫不經心地問：920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7UemCOuSBc
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「咁如果俾你揀，你寧願我出軌，定係死？」920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY1aN9GWRLF
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她不假思索：920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdLKNQk5vp4
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「當然係寧願你出軌。」920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Tog6EpUZz
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「吓，出軌咁衰，賤男死全家喎。」他調侃。920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbHhcRdUXfz
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「真㗎，寧願你出軌。」她垂眸：「都好過成個人冇咗。」920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8EkM83DFEY
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他好像隱隱明白她的意思，但是，沒有再想下去；凌晨時分，世界應該安睡。920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSkCY3mSpdY
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現在，他看着嘉欣，好像更理解思思的意思。920Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡza5QRzNlX5
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