他摸一摸她的髮，去洗澡，再上床睡覺。845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaR09NhRH31
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幾天後，阿朗替Hin作遺體化妝。845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCgGltWXSB3
845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZqL50GL1P1
Hin跟阿朗同齡，都一樣年輕——假如人有七十歲命，他只過了一半都不夠。845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpDg38AOl55
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阿朗感受到Hin的痛苦，他的面容並不舒展，有疤痕；雖然血跡已被清理，但難掩觸目驚心。845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOcfWmxBJ2m
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可能是因為，Hin是阿朗認識的人，所以感覺和平常不一樣；像在樓梯口看見自己的棄置家具，殘破、熟眼、無奈。他不明白，怎麼好端端的就躺在這裏呢？845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvZAgtm0xv3
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生命無常，真的令人非常無力。845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTVherD7Jxj
845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNS7BgCBrTr
一邊掃粉，他想起和峰仔的對話：845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx1kC7HlqtY
845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ04qqkVMI5Z
「同阿Hin唔多聯絡，但都唔會生疏，就算幾耐冇見，有嘢揾佢幫佢都會義不容辭；明明同佢唔算熟，但聽嘉欣——啫係我嗰個大學同學講，佢真係幾好仔，都幾好人士。」845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOxbyLw7L4A
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峰仔一口氣喝了幾啖酒，續道：845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwW24BCbCqY
845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhVSbOMhrtu
「傷心，唔係真係特別傷心，但都有啲婉惜。個天真係唔公平，啲好人就咁早死。都痴撚線，交通意外喎？屌。你話，嘉欣同佢個仔應該點面對？845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFgguMntMzQ
845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbPxvaWsqPR
咩理想、現實呀……冇咗條命，仲可以做到啲咩？精神長存？845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2CJu1ZdyFT
845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvamxMDZSkW
如果係你，你死咗，或者阿嫂死咗，你哋會點？唔通留喺回憶裏面就好好啦？845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKZn8MzEjb2
845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEng1B3UpHy
都戇撚尻，咁容易就死咗，屌。」845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuEDmuQvKNE
845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGtThowiH5D
「唔好飲得咁快啦，你就嚟醉。」845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa7zulLlnR0
845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDNPwGD9xID
「最多咪同你一齊啪粒朱古力，有咩所謂。」845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3NKeBIRTe9
845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1zjn6EBHbx
「不了，我已經有老婆㗎啦。」845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCJ8OLzzNkt
845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRzuKVsHoiS
「你知就好啦，好好珍惜啦，唔該你啦大爺。845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGBuMDA6LAi
845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQXXD0FV46e
嘉欣喊得幾慘……點放得低呀？好心你哋啲在生嘅人就醒醒定定啦，好好傾吓偈好難咩？」845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsuxgijN3Hu
845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEfcUJhFphe
「你好感慨喎。」845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsBKnL96arl
845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUAIxzD5Q2Q
「係呀屌，因為我真係唔會忘記同嘉欣講講吓嘢，佢突然間話阿Hin走咗——你知唔知嗰吓我幾odd？之後我見住佢扮堅強但轉個頭喊到仆街，成個人係完全崩潰，屌，頂唔順，明明之前仲好哋哋，我仲同其他大同去過佢屋企食飯，講埋哂啲無聊嘢，都可以笑一餐嘅。845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQVzsxGgCJZ
845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjocCxq4geN
宜家呢？」845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZAFVFG5xmD
845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFmrXNB6XF4
「嗯。」845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGl4FU5c0q3
845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ381Qm7avGn
「宜家個人都冇咗啦。」845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7rjL4VwRfK
845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEy4bg6QlmH
「嗯……」阿朗不知怎回應。845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIfRltCCwrM
845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡprCoEg2WgY
「我好驚，萬一我女朋友有啲咩事，咁點算？」845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJdnVjluMuU
845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXz8cNNn4Y4
「唔好諗咁多啦。」845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSwkv5aZRJ9
845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOGJC3DfZGD
「邊個知？人咁化學。」峰仔歎。845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2C8o1SBhpP
845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYjZb97YgDq
阿朗不語。845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq97WDlbnFE
845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7IiMomzoTP
而他可以做的，就是專心化好Hin的遺體，還他不輸在世時的模樣。845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMDtyxloKMz
845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuOpVZKznBg
完成後，他在殯儀的轉角走廊裏見到峰仔和一個眼睛紅紅的女人。845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXqxjSwVxXr
845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGtrlsdGEYV
「嘉欣，呢個就係阿朗。」845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg17iJIstWe
845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsXhkzle2Zh
峰仔開口介紹二人。845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8QfwYIgsxe
845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQPANe5Gpo8
「辛苦哂你。」嘉欣伸手握一握阿朗。845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqfxQ8RR6ju
845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡySAaDkpxh0
「今日佢話要嚟揾吓阿Hin……所以我同佢嚟見吓你。」845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmd89KdswOJ
845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjMBlrJUMUt
峰仔解釋他們為何在這。845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjDTmyJ9edh
845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIJvpYZ3joY
「嗯。放心，佢會好好哋嘅。」阿朗嘗試安慰。845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRcoPCf3ju0
845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDdGusjeqX6
感受到一點關心，嘉欣又哭起來：「好。845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡENs3345x2O
845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAclDuFuds1
嗰一日朝早，我因為佢冇幫細路換片而嘈咗佢兩句，跟住佢出門口之後，同我講，之後唔會唔記得。845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQyNcLI01Ti
845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAprzazTY1c
佢放咗工之後，同我講話喺樓下商場等啦，一齊買吓嘢。845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7kSsn8Ol7d
845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4AAzZMk56K
之後……就冇之後了。」845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDldc2qFrIg
845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBgfS4wXSLp
「節哀順變。」845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEnPM3FUMKr
845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxEuZmS2Sy4
「嗰一日，只係一個好平常嘅日子，好平常嘅事。」845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr7zlKUaNOU
845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWB1B72B7Iv
「嗯。」845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZObyEYB6Qy
845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9rrEliaziC
845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwaIYdZMjgI
「都醫學昌明啦，救番一個人，應該唔難㗎喎。但係，就係唔得。人定勝天？原來係，生死有命……點解偏偏係佢？偏偏係我老公？845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm46oOF51Sr
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我唔係接受唔到佢死，雖然真係……但……」845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrR5FUVO5sL
845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnvaaTFzmjI
嘉欣已說不下去。845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRWxgowPN4L
845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpuwXyLFeTm
她不敢執拾家的任何與Hin相關的東西，就當他只是出了一次普通的街，上了一次普通的班，和平常一樣。845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Ts1ggWnYP
845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJKbSNq9fWr
「我想佢番嚟……」845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi972Yoo6gl
845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ujPnpbfgl
她已經過了最起初的衝擊階段，最初知道的時候，一滴眼淚都流不出，一切感官麻木，情緒停止，沒有和無法發難；但是，到現在，世界和自己都清晰知道，Hin已被白布封口，忽然就覺得，要用悲痛餞別。845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDB2G9yBQEt
845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKDqxMF8Vsj
不要什麼體面、冷靜、沉穩，她要失儀，她要表達切膚之痛，她要哭。845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmcu7TTK5bV
845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnZcezHLHbf
她要見他——每次，她這樣想的時候，又會後退，她還有和他的兒子，還要照顧他們的家人。845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAV1b06bXsO
845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0DJE6ZcOQw
她有情緒性的生理不適，心因性，無法進食，常常作嘔。在熟悉街道隨便走走，偶然也有窒息的感覺，要不停深呼吸，用力睜眼和閉眼保持步伐。845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRLMIT0ZBf4
845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdOFmE1on9h
可是她知道，一旦回家，又要人模狗樣地活着了。845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJz2YT7jJ4r
845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmZTh0EZ4g6
阿朗點點頭，表示明白；峰仔遞上一直準備的紙巾。845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3x5gy1fVQt
845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNjVvxYzjsC
阿朗記起，有一次，夜半醒來。845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcHD48K7qbH
845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV3BatCSwVN
他沒有什麼知覺，可是，慢慢感受到身旁的被子漏了氣，也聽見思思一呼一吸地大聲喘息。845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXE3Rdjrslh
845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlybzE5T1qm
矇矓間，他問：「做咩醒咗嘅？」845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9vs0kcoslw
845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdi0bYKwDVh
「我夢見你死咗。」她的聲音因沒喝水而沙啞。845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKZ5YOijJ50
845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3p74dNlsrz
「夢啫，瞓番啦。」845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgpdZmfDLMN
845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBeNuRrc0h5
「好真啊個夢……你唔知點解俾人斬死咗，堅持咗一陣，喺度同我講咩、咩要好好照顧自己同埋棉豬。」845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ab0WCwcNc
845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkMpWGiEK3x
「傻瓜，我冇事啊。」845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc7jiMjQifs
845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFGD3Jlb3iy
「你仲叫我唔好太掛住你，要move on，揾第二個男人嚟照顧我……有冇搞錯呀！」845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡui9IRIjtMt
845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlyTjWSRP0a
她悲傷。845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡve97x9Jhit
845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFcqdm583HF
「我都想你開開心心咁過。」他揉了揉眼。845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKfj8xWPlg8
845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDE9luyUFPV
「冇你點開心？」845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpBLjcHqpyb
845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxty5f6pumi
「知啦知啦，我會小心啲㗎啦，好冇？」845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEn7wwFekzF
845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC2i7fmvI37
「你仲同我講你收埋咗好多錢喺舊皮鞋鞋底，叫我攞番出嚟。」845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNvyHe7ma64
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她像突然想起了什麼，又笑了笑他。845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMgVA5MfEiw
845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNAUT2QkJqf
「哎呀，俾你發現咗添！」845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK6zsMZpYSG
845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnQYcfdhA3q
當然，他沒有把錢藏在鞋底。845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjDEjbTiKGu
845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY0Sh9rkEBy
「係？你講，你仲有幾多嘢瞞住我嘅！」845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2KSbEki55A
845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Z6DJBwhbB
「係啦係啦，冇嘢敢瞞你呀。」845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfW8zNeCV8a
845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo2qEvzDyYa
當時，阿朗經歷了Fiona的一戰，倖免於難，常常心有餘悸。845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmiJeRELGt4
845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8mDZcQnd5o
他抱一抱思思，漫不經心地問：845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIpC49ws7u2
845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8LgkDJ5ph5
「咁如果俾你揀，你寧願我出軌，定係死？」845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡejyZFnBOLb
845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaJbjKfwExr
她不假思索：845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn5X3M80J12
845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdb623emSDr
「當然係寧願你出軌。」845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKNbh6l2Dpq
845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0JcHMTAuaL
「吓，出軌咁衰，賤男死全家喎。」他調侃。845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJvUXrYUW90
845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡorSzefDPYi
「真㗎，寧願你出軌。」她垂眸：「都好過成個人冇咗。」845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjstgAhcZlt
845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwYqH6M4YP3
他好像隱隱明白她的意思，但是，沒有再想下去；凌晨時分，世界應該安睡。845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZWn3usDnWj
845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcYLmltijqT
現在，他看着嘉欣，好像更理解思思的意思。845Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7pM6NSzwe0
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