他摸一摸她的髮，去洗澡，再上床睡覺。918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKttlGZnMu4
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幾天後，阿朗替Hin作遺體化妝。918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFeQeAT5jJw
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzwwo1lwu4S
Hin跟阿朗同齡，都一樣年輕——假如人有七十歲命，他只過了一半都不夠。918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡABEKou1uZG
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaOTxzdNFKd
阿朗感受到Hin的痛苦，他的面容並不舒展，有疤痕；雖然血跡已被清理，但難掩觸目驚心。918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl1lQn7mlMD
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可能是因為，Hin是阿朗認識的人，所以感覺和平常不一樣；像在樓梯口看見自己的棄置家具，殘破、熟眼、無奈。他不明白，怎麼好端端的就躺在這裏呢？918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbI1yDFQYu2
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS0rfR24BqP
生命無常，真的令人非常無力。918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJS7v95ouM1
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkd1bvHnH6s
一邊掃粉，他想起和峰仔的對話：918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaBL2L4CEEC
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHAp73SYwD7
「同阿Hin唔多聯絡，但都唔會生疏，就算幾耐冇見，有嘢揾佢幫佢都會義不容辭；明明同佢唔算熟，但聽嘉欣——啫係我嗰個大學同學講，佢真係幾好仔，都幾好人士。」918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxCht1neUC7
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峰仔一口氣喝了幾啖酒，續道：918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ucDk1zIHa
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQcFiFyRwhB
「傷心，唔係真係特別傷心，但都有啲婉惜。個天真係唔公平，啲好人就咁早死。都痴撚線，交通意外喎？屌。你話，嘉欣同佢個仔應該點面對？918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaDcFL9oYZg
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwpeyjs7jp4
咩理想、現實呀……冇咗條命，仲可以做到啲咩？精神長存？918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrNeLMEtPD2
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2lXYX8510R
如果係你，你死咗，或者阿嫂死咗，你哋會點？唔通留喺回憶裏面就好好啦？918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZR8T6OK8LS
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGsCkCPYxXI
都戇撚尻，咁容易就死咗，屌。」918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8U24Q1khqy
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcAN3uezZwV
「唔好飲得咁快啦，你就嚟醉。」918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPfoi0mcdM1
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7DWHHOxLuK
「最多咪同你一齊啪粒朱古力，有咩所謂。」918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡErmjdZD1HC
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgGPo398Q8L
「不了，我已經有老婆㗎啦。」918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEq4OfE50Aa
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwcpVPNpXNR
「你知就好啦，好好珍惜啦，唔該你啦大爺。918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHDtXatnvJK
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhTNZbq8qnt
嘉欣喊得幾慘……點放得低呀？好心你哋啲在生嘅人就醒醒定定啦，好好傾吓偈好難咩？」918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWV54rQaKjM
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJuVdsoOVMD
「你好感慨喎。」918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ROZP6nKow
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTH6usjaCiI
「係呀屌，因為我真係唔會忘記同嘉欣講講吓嘢，佢突然間話阿Hin走咗——你知唔知嗰吓我幾odd？之後我見住佢扮堅強但轉個頭喊到仆街，成個人係完全崩潰，屌，頂唔順，明明之前仲好哋哋，我仲同其他大同去過佢屋企食飯，講埋哂啲無聊嘢，都可以笑一餐嘅。918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtF7bV2TJxN
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD0wQ6QZ1Dx
宜家呢？」918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAWgvAqoWop
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxJQFpsxb0L
「嗯。」918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0XHfit8DAg
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkNM7Lt5DW2
「宜家個人都冇咗啦。」918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnzecVSPXBw
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGqac0ZhEpe
「嗯……」阿朗不知怎回應。918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtCkE6h5tjj
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrsUnrZjmUX
「我好驚，萬一我女朋友有啲咩事，咁點算？」918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHeQrDKYWoz
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB5Pl9gkKlD
「唔好諗咁多啦。」918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQsQtY8sy10
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMQc6ECb561
「邊個知？人咁化學。」峰仔歎。918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeTC77LkVKu
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWhEXe5MbtT
阿朗不語。918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡENR0DdtM3I
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而他可以做的，就是專心化好Hin的遺體，還他不輸在世時的模樣。918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA2AE6nIIf8
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7KVqhUjeN6
完成後，他在殯儀的轉角走廊裏見到峰仔和一個眼睛紅紅的女人。918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc8o4EzUtMc
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQQn5WTnZyz
「嘉欣，呢個就係阿朗。」918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjRtQfS71mX
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj3xZKbFTMl
峰仔開口介紹二人。918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNwADP18x11
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ43ESRuYkQP
「辛苦哂你。」嘉欣伸手握一握阿朗。918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRcsFzMH72l
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2uqRjjsiAo
「今日佢話要嚟揾吓阿Hin……所以我同佢嚟見吓你。」918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcFqHJpwfI3
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBzx79RC7Lr
峰仔解釋他們為何在這。918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR8ZkamuoO9
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYJJUhjtZPf
「嗯。放心，佢會好好哋嘅。」阿朗嘗試安慰。918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDfjWKyXDCb
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjaclr8keQj
感受到一點關心，嘉欣又哭起來：「好。918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ9xZG2Umca
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb3AUrCviaZ
嗰一日朝早，我因為佢冇幫細路換片而嘈咗佢兩句，跟住佢出門口之後，同我講，之後唔會唔記得。918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWOwaUfKc7E
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtntrUDmWHB
佢放咗工之後，同我講話喺樓下商場等啦，一齊買吓嘢。918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU5MXcQh0uf
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ24SIcFdzIN
之後……就冇之後了。」918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAPPfrju0Dd
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0FTuAMS9TL
「節哀順變。」918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdU71X0timv
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIxwsbFsppM
「嗰一日，只係一個好平常嘅日子，好平常嘅事。」918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJEqNMZXZyQ
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg0zhJ5rL2R
「嗯。」918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9f7MHORp3c
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHE6M2Sjewp
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUNi3ihaBaA
「都醫學昌明啦，救番一個人，應該唔難㗎喎。但係，就係唔得。人定勝天？原來係，生死有命……點解偏偏係佢？偏偏係我老公？918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaxt2mh5d68
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIzgOaZtELd
我唔係接受唔到佢死，雖然真係……但……」918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmTLFgDeR7J
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡye5k8gRmyb
嘉欣已說不下去。918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtyiAcefgzD
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYid6aVbczo
她不敢執拾家的任何與Hin相關的東西，就當他只是出了一次普通的街，上了一次普通的班，和平常一樣。918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTdE0akFIQB
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIr3qE55KTR
「我想佢番嚟……」918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2YsemPibWK
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc8Yj5Qy0Pk
她已經過了最起初的衝擊階段，最初知道的時候，一滴眼淚都流不出，一切感官麻木，情緒停止，沒有和無法發難；但是，到現在，世界和自己都清晰知道，Hin已被白布封口，忽然就覺得，要用悲痛餞別。918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2hjkJ12LsH
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡayNc906KIq
不要什麼體面、冷靜、沉穩，她要失儀，她要表達切膚之痛，她要哭。918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcmT2SBhYga
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcX7zZf9nXP
她要見他——每次，她這樣想的時候，又會後退，她還有和他的兒子，還要照顧他們的家人。918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH6xK5ue6WW
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnDeLHsc7fU
她有情緒性的生理不適，心因性，無法進食，常常作嘔。在熟悉街道隨便走走，偶然也有窒息的感覺，要不停深呼吸，用力睜眼和閉眼保持步伐。918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ34unC0jRRD
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5dNCluFeo0
可是她知道，一旦回家，又要人模狗樣地活着了。918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm4B5ZlxFWx
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF3OZgv5YIy
阿朗點點頭，表示明白；峰仔遞上一直準備的紙巾。918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYcTPKjA9UE
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY4L3G5PU6V
阿朗記起，有一次，夜半醒來。918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYRZjpgUpcZ
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKtNGXNTzH1
他沒有什麼知覺，可是，慢慢感受到身旁的被子漏了氣，也聽見思思一呼一吸地大聲喘息。918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHMz1KUbnrQ
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLV2d16dfXc
矇矓間，他問：「做咩醒咗嘅？」918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhh7e0RZpib
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLUCDErep11
「我夢見你死咗。」她的聲音因沒喝水而沙啞。918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEEYIzzs2JT
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy2gTToDrNH
「夢啫，瞓番啦。」918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpRP6Ks6GPG
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkBExpee70m
「好真啊個夢……你唔知點解俾人斬死咗，堅持咗一陣，喺度同我講咩、咩要好好照顧自己同埋棉豬。」918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA1qOxrGbh3
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQDVMgqQRJx
「傻瓜，我冇事啊。」918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPZD5du6hUm
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx2nfMolbcl
「你仲叫我唔好太掛住你，要move on，揾第二個男人嚟照顧我……有冇搞錯呀！」918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBPbjcHZzJ0
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWwdRe1JLUP
她悲傷。918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsMHMZqh70N
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqiSoTXMYYi
「我都想你開開心心咁過。」他揉了揉眼。918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC6PRn2ycuq
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBKKlLf89zz
「冇你點開心？」918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPK084sfqeg
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCd2hRFlup6
「知啦知啦，我會小心啲㗎啦，好冇？」918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG15KHIFZXG
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH4pqB2VFpR
「你仲同我講你收埋咗好多錢喺舊皮鞋鞋底，叫我攞番出嚟。」918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2rO4GuJVfI
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqyfOBwet57
她像突然想起了什麼，又笑了笑他。918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPGXz0prOVg
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3bVljC8cDM
「哎呀，俾你發現咗添！」918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqstdfDHMKD
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsFHO88DghD
當然，他沒有把錢藏在鞋底。918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5jbEnklXI9
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRBK172h25g
「係？你講，你仲有幾多嘢瞞住我嘅！」918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfLcI3VifGq
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp8cNlLTdvh
「係啦係啦，冇嘢敢瞞你呀。」918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLvPXmgiLuy
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuKyv6wzLKL
當時，阿朗經歷了Fiona的一戰，倖免於難，常常心有餘悸。918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgvcKPHcRSB
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡomwy6LshyX
他抱一抱思思，漫不經心地問：918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmCpZZoK15J
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4T7CQYzKyD
「咁如果俾你揀，你寧願我出軌，定係死？」918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpk2QrFvJF9
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS1qP68Ji0B
她不假思索：918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ34afCyyhs
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzyxM2zRGDC
「當然係寧願你出軌。」918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoOLbFZEohr
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡntBnq7kNaI
「吓，出軌咁衰，賤男死全家喎。」他調侃。918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ddykhlykE
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4KmgZfPrVJ
「真㗎，寧願你出軌。」她垂眸：「都好過成個人冇咗。」918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5kzhKv5Rot
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1gZjbYXle1
他好像隱隱明白她的意思，但是，沒有再想下去；凌晨時分，世界應該安睡。918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4FVgsUnB1S
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf9OX96q9Jw
現在，他看着嘉欣，好像更理解思思的意思。918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUiiRunIACa
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