他摸一摸她的髮，去洗澡，再上床睡覺。923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLbNaQGgm49
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幾天後，阿朗替Hin作遺體化妝。923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8mg6BPHpsS
923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ9Rya0dcoZ
Hin跟阿朗同齡，都一樣年輕——假如人有七十歲命，他只過了一半都不夠。923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhaeXbT7nV3
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阿朗感受到Hin的痛苦，他的面容並不舒展，有疤痕；雖然血跡已被清理，但難掩觸目驚心。923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRfSVr8YpQH
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可能是因為，Hin是阿朗認識的人，所以感覺和平常不一樣；像在樓梯口看見自己的棄置家具，殘破、熟眼、無奈。他不明白，怎麼好端端的就躺在這裏呢？923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLi0u8IkNku
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生命無常，真的令人非常無力。923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu9aV7APnWY
923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHccrzJIA12
一邊掃粉，他想起和峰仔的對話：923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQzTBXZjj70
923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTr0wI5OAWO
「同阿Hin唔多聯絡，但都唔會生疏，就算幾耐冇見，有嘢揾佢幫佢都會義不容辭；明明同佢唔算熟，但聽嘉欣——啫係我嗰個大學同學講，佢真係幾好仔，都幾好人士。」923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0l1Ov9OLX4
923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbZyJgnctfZ
峰仔一口氣喝了幾啖酒，續道：923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC9n0PJNDug
923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnrFCHn4PG6
「傷心，唔係真係特別傷心，但都有啲婉惜。個天真係唔公平，啲好人就咁早死。都痴撚線，交通意外喎？屌。你話，嘉欣同佢個仔應該點面對？923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡToq5VFlxPz
923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaOFX0vmXLH
咩理想、現實呀……冇咗條命，仲可以做到啲咩？精神長存？923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡebFZhiqSOs
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如果係你，你死咗，或者阿嫂死咗，你哋會點？唔通留喺回憶裏面就好好啦？923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡarW21GiOaZ
923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOlWZR10IEf
都戇撚尻，咁容易就死咗，屌。」923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbmgCPvRlq5
923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvVfcEvQkcQ
「唔好飲得咁快啦，你就嚟醉。」923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡotyUa3owvw
923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHZrGuZxAt4
「最多咪同你一齊啪粒朱古力，有咩所謂。」923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRTNDeMEHx4
923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUct0ynDdJG
「不了，我已經有老婆㗎啦。」923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUlS5lox1S4
923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOLVOt1ChPT
「你知就好啦，好好珍惜啦，唔該你啦大爺。923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZOCqJ1lbhf
923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlCdvnhI3u0
嘉欣喊得幾慘……點放得低呀？好心你哋啲在生嘅人就醒醒定定啦，好好傾吓偈好難咩？」923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡssP7flCndu
923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtU1jqUgA8A
「你好感慨喎。」923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWWFRw7TTn1
923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6mItDsY2tO
「係呀屌，因為我真係唔會忘記同嘉欣講講吓嘢，佢突然間話阿Hin走咗——你知唔知嗰吓我幾odd？之後我見住佢扮堅強但轉個頭喊到仆街，成個人係完全崩潰，屌，頂唔順，明明之前仲好哋哋，我仲同其他大同去過佢屋企食飯，講埋哂啲無聊嘢，都可以笑一餐嘅。923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHsJEL9yIXs
923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvdGQObFgOi
宜家呢？」923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO7Inmld15t
923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6bttTuOHva
「嗯。」923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFI5riWEKME
923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkKznTLuk5O
「宜家個人都冇咗啦。」923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMSZ2z7o01j
923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3HvdgamtPl
「嗯……」阿朗不知怎回應。923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz9rru3ZKGB
923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw69OR0TKkT
「我好驚，萬一我女朋友有啲咩事，咁點算？」923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXh3mrKZtzA
923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhIbKjaEnSB
「唔好諗咁多啦。」923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtK7Y9dCit5
923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhv7yx2KOWt
「邊個知？人咁化學。」峰仔歎。923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWHYoXxDFtf
923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxyqxtJWcWr
阿朗不語。923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmknZ7ONWwH
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而他可以做的，就是專心化好Hin的遺體，還他不輸在世時的模樣。923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaZd5u6ZtCW
923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCqi8JjiQBQ
完成後，他在殯儀的轉角走廊裏見到峰仔和一個眼睛紅紅的女人。923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4mmUA5i8w5
923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhhzfC7DaVB
「嘉欣，呢個就係阿朗。」923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpS4dO4NzKO
923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBFey3BKRA0
峰仔開口介紹二人。923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbCdkiJyK5K
923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqQdnAGCvAL
「辛苦哂你。」嘉欣伸手握一握阿朗。923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp4x1RTM8Pd
923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs3Dv3lGs9Q
「今日佢話要嚟揾吓阿Hin……所以我同佢嚟見吓你。」923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4NQ5py8pRX
923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3JAeDyLFA6
峰仔解釋他們為何在這。923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI1VN7QXved
923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiaYeIn1hen
「嗯。放心，佢會好好哋嘅。」阿朗嘗試安慰。923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdHUuPyZB5S
923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVPcv7TzoCE
感受到一點關心，嘉欣又哭起來：「好。923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUE3TJFk37I
923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBCuTLSHquX
嗰一日朝早，我因為佢冇幫細路換片而嘈咗佢兩句，跟住佢出門口之後，同我講，之後唔會唔記得。923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmmmH4rNVYf
923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK2UW6hS9gW
佢放咗工之後，同我講話喺樓下商場等啦，一齊買吓嘢。923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV4ksLTiiT1
923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNVtvYxRXIc
之後……就冇之後了。」923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEfnp1jfte2
923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKDG41M0EyK
「節哀順變。」923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡihAjgSuK3l
923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5XPh8IE7PK
「嗰一日，只係一個好平常嘅日子，好平常嘅事。」923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRWFFzpr3X3
923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzqmQ951fyP
「嗯。」923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS8qHPwvvie
923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIKoQKeo5Gl
923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjV00cu5fBB
「都醫學昌明啦，救番一個人，應該唔難㗎喎。但係，就係唔得。人定勝天？原來係，生死有命……點解偏偏係佢？偏偏係我老公？923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyfQvdWRlwP
923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrmvltv89fW
我唔係接受唔到佢死，雖然真係……但……」923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp9RxZym9I4
923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0TBrZTgBLD
嘉欣已說不下去。923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWiGvdomgDG
923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6IdSs7yY84
她不敢執拾家的任何與Hin相關的東西，就當他只是出了一次普通的街，上了一次普通的班，和平常一樣。923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGBWoTSDhUm
923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbFBHYqTBm8
「我想佢番嚟……」923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqzjb3yzct5
923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGND70UuTef
她已經過了最起初的衝擊階段，最初知道的時候，一滴眼淚都流不出，一切感官麻木，情緒停止，沒有和無法發難；但是，到現在，世界和自己都清晰知道，Hin已被白布封口，忽然就覺得，要用悲痛餞別。923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuBFRHlZddG
923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUo7t71mzuC
不要什麼體面、冷靜、沉穩，她要失儀，她要表達切膚之痛，她要哭。923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKX1e832bz5
923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj0yszEaltu
她要見他——每次，她這樣想的時候，又會後退，她還有和他的兒子，還要照顧他們的家人。923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO0lq1EK9W9
923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxDJBMYwpvT
她有情緒性的生理不適，心因性，無法進食，常常作嘔。在熟悉街道隨便走走，偶然也有窒息的感覺，要不停深呼吸，用力睜眼和閉眼保持步伐。923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo9HWUwe31A
923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0kJVLS7kOd
可是她知道，一旦回家，又要人模狗樣地活着了。923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5nyD7PpjeR
923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsXiq1CINUb
阿朗點點頭，表示明白；峰仔遞上一直準備的紙巾。923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGpyW2CDIXw
923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmLjj4fNmvK
阿朗記起，有一次，夜半醒來。923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMDKgzRCtrw
923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJy9GDgjs7D
他沒有什麼知覺，可是，慢慢感受到身旁的被子漏了氣，也聽見思思一呼一吸地大聲喘息。923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ePzr2hsFO
923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjFh4Tku9CC
矇矓間，他問：「做咩醒咗嘅？」923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6s6B9GfLWm
923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ62Vm9MKp3X
「我夢見你死咗。」她的聲音因沒喝水而沙啞。923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMLOHRuVeSM
923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0MJPSUbPXA
「夢啫，瞓番啦。」923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD933W9P6aX
923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl6JTqRGGlj
「好真啊個夢……你唔知點解俾人斬死咗，堅持咗一陣，喺度同我講咩、咩要好好照顧自己同埋棉豬。」923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZaUnu5pw4o
923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1E8f5qxT36
「傻瓜，我冇事啊。」923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqHoYDJW9Ik
923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgu9Iphubwq
「你仲叫我唔好太掛住你，要move on，揾第二個男人嚟照顧我……有冇搞錯呀！」923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIZvr8u02uo
923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt9F7mULfwd
她悲傷。923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDV938kV90T
923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxH7JSeX0YS
「我都想你開開心心咁過。」他揉了揉眼。923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTYVZsXN0hH
923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ34OqJyuETF
「冇你點開心？」923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVbO8OaPuAM
923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr5c3gLNrDr
「知啦知啦，我會小心啲㗎啦，好冇？」923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVq9NgAa7zh
923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHuA6vYElYF
「你仲同我講你收埋咗好多錢喺舊皮鞋鞋底，叫我攞番出嚟。」923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTDTmnfr1OP
923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJT7bum5UBO
她像突然想起了什麼，又笑了笑他。923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhJsr91n0y1
923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeP57M9peTE
「哎呀，俾你發現咗添！」923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTqfl1qE9LW
923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxzzRATTvar
當然，他沒有把錢藏在鞋底。923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXKZ5N8mMIP
923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4J8jMEIc8r
「係？你講，你仲有幾多嘢瞞住我嘅！」923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaspIALj76l
923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlnjjWucKAn
「係啦係啦，冇嘢敢瞞你呀。」923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu3O2YfXCvE
923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZpjsZR7Za5
當時，阿朗經歷了Fiona的一戰，倖免於難，常常心有餘悸。923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlCFfH7hinw
923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwrzNigDjmH
他抱一抱思思，漫不經心地問：923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjPd9y5SERt
923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSSR20NYtt5
「咁如果俾你揀，你寧願我出軌，定係死？」923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXlisgUHM7G
923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB9tjCd3dPZ
她不假思索：923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Nt7Z52WJQ
923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjxl4JVIHLb
「當然係寧願你出軌。」923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcXCTivUuhM
923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf75gp9zKeI
「吓，出軌咁衰，賤男死全家喎。」他調侃。923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjiV63K0ayw
923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR3oEP4U5Hd
「真㗎，寧願你出軌。」她垂眸：「都好過成個人冇咗。」923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVzlTDiTMWA
923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXWsx6ZlKuu
他好像隱隱明白她的意思，但是，沒有再想下去；凌晨時分，世界應該安睡。923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVymgi7xzRn
923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ6Mz0920pw
現在，他看着嘉欣，好像更理解思思的意思。923Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6DywFQwAv3
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